DARWIN’S RADIO
Greg Bear
Ballantine Books * New York
FOR MY MOTHER,
WILMA MERRIMAN BEAR
1915-1997
PART ONE
HEROD’S
WINTER
The Alps, near the Austrian Border with
Italy
AUGUST
The flat afternoon sky spread over the
black and gray mountains like a stage backdrop, the color of a dog’s pale crazy
eye.
His ankles aching and back burning from a
misplaced loop of nylon rope, Mitch Rafelson followed Tilde’s quick female form
along the margin between the white firn and a dust of new snow on the field.
Mingled with the ice boulders of the fall, crenels and spikes of old ice had
been sculpted by summer heat into milky, flint-edged knives.
To Mitch’s left, the mountains rose over
the jumble of black boulders flanking the broken slope of the ice fall. On the
right, in the full glare of the sun, the ice rose in blinding brilliance to the
perfect catenary of the cirque.
Franco was about twenty yards to the
south, hidden by the rim of Mitch’s goggles. Mitch could hear him but not see
him. Some kilometers behind, also out of sight now, was the brilliant orange,
round fiberglass-and-aluminum bivouac where they had made their last rest stop.
He did not know how many kilometers they were from the last hut, whose name he
had forgotten; but the memory of bright sun and warm tea in the sitting room,
the Gaststube, gave him some strength. When this ordeal was over, he would get
another cup of strong tea and sit in the Gaststube and thank God he was warm and
alive.
They were approaching the wall of rock and
a bridge of snow lying over a chasm dug by meltwater. These now-frozen streams
formed during the spring and summer and eroded the edge of the glacier. Beyond
the bridge, depending from a U-shaped depression in the wall, rose what looked
like a gnome’s upside-down castle, or a pipe organ carved from ice: a frozen
waterfall spread out in many thick columns. Chunks of dislodged ice and drifts
of snow gathered around the dirty white of the base; sun burnished the cream
and white at the top.
Franco came into view as if out of a fog
and joined up with Tilde. So far they had been on relatively level glacier. Now
it seemed that Tilde and Franco were going to scale the pipe organ.
Mitch stopped for a moment and reached
behind to pull out his ice ax. He pushed up his goggles, crouched, then fell
back on his butt with a grunt to check his crampons. Ice balls between the
spikes yielded to his knife.
Tilde walked back a few yards to speak to
him. He looked up at her, his thick dark eyebrows forming a bridge over a
pushed-up nose, round green eyes blinking at the cold.
“This saves us an hour,” Tilde said,
pointing at the pipe organ. “It’s late. You’ve slowed us down.” Her English
came precise from thin lips, with a seductive Austrian accent. She had a slight
but well-proportioned figure, white blond hair rucked under a dark blue
Polartec cap, an elfin face with clear gray eyes. Attractive, but not Mitch’s
type; still, they had been lovers of the moment before Franco arrived.
“I told you I haven’t climbed in eight
years,” Mitch said. Franco was showing him up handily. The Italian leaned on
his ax near the pipe organ.
Tilde weighed and measured everything,
took only the best, discarded the second best, yet never cut ties in case her
past connections should prove useful. Franco had a square jaw and white teeth
and a square head with thick black hair shaved at the sides, an eagle nose,
Mediterranean olive skin, broad shoulders and arms knotted with muscles, fine
hands, very strong. He was not too smart for Tilde, but no dummy, either. Mitch
could imagine Tilde pulled from her thick Austrian forest by the prospect of
bedding Franco, light against dark, like layers in a torte. He felt curiously
detached from this image. Tilde made love with a mechanical rigor that had
deceived Mitch for a time, until he realized she was merely going through the
moves, one after the other, as a kind of intellectual exercise. She ate the
same way. Nothing moved her deeply, yet she had real wit at times, and a lovely
smile that drew lines on the corners of those thin, precise lips.
“We must go down before sunset,” Tilde
said. “I don’t know what the weather will do. It’s two hours to the cave. Not
very far, but a hard climb. If we’re lucky, you’ll have an hour to look at what
we’ve found.”
“I’ll do my best,” Mitch said. “How far
are we from the tourist trails? I haven’t seen any red paint in hours.”
Tilde pulled away her goggles to wipe
them, gave him a flash smile with no warmth. “No tourists up here. Most good
climbers stay away, too. But I know my way.”
“Snow goddess,” Mitch said.
“What do you expect?” she said, taking it
as a compliment. “I’ve climbed here since I was a girl.”
“You’re still a girl,” Mitch said.
“Twenty-five, twenty-six?”
She had never revealed her age to Mitch.
Now she appraised him as if he were a gemstone she might reconsider purchasing.
“I am thirty-two. Franco is forty but he’s faster than you.”
“To hell with Franco,” Mitch said without
anger.
Tilde curled her lip in amusement. “We are
all weird today,” she said, turning away. “Even Franco feels it. But another
Iceman...what would that be worth?”
The very thought shortened Mitch’s breath,
and he did not need that now. His excitement curled back on itself, mixing with
his exhaustion. “I don’t know,” he said.
They had opened their mercenary little
hearts to him back in Salzburg. They were ambitious but not stupid; Tilde was
absolutely certain that their find was not just another climber’s body. She
should know. At fourteen, she had helped carry out two bodies spit loose from
the tongues of glaciers. One had been over a hundred years old.
Mitch wondered what would happen if they
had found a true Iceman. Tilde, he was sure, would in the long run not know how
to handle fame and success. Franco was stolid enough to make do, but Tilde was
in her own way fragile. Like a diamond, she could cut steel, but strike her
from the wrong angle and she would come to pieces.
Franco might survive fame, but would he
survive Tilde? Mitch, despite everything, liked Franco.
“It’s another three kilometers,” Tilde
told him. “Let’s go.”
Together, she and Franco showed him how to
climb the frozen waterfall. “This flows only during midsummer,” Franco said.
“It is ice for a month now. Understand how it freezes. It is strong down here.”
He struck the pale gray ice of the pipe organ’s massive base with his ax. The
ice linked, spun off a few chips. “But it is verglas, lots of bubbles, higher
up—mushy. Big chunks fall if you hit it wrong. Hurt somebody. Tilde could cut
some steps there, not you. You climb between Tilde and me.”
Tilde would go first, an honest
acknowledgment by Franco that she was the better climber. Franco slung the
ropes and Mitch showed them he remembered the loops and knots from climbing in
the Cascades, in Washington state. Tilde made a face and retied the loop Alpine
style around his waist and shoulders. “You can front most of the way. Remember,
I will chisel steps if you need them,” Tilde said. “I don’t want you sending
ice down on Franco.”
She took the lead.
Halfway up the pillar, digging in with the
front points of his crampons, Mitch passed a threshold and his exhaustion
seemed to leak away in spurts through his feet, leaving him nauseated for a
moment. Then his body felt clean, as if flushed with fresh water, and his
breath came easy. He followed Tilde, chunking his crampons into the ice and
leaning in very close, grabbing at whatever holds were available. He used his
ax sparingly. The air was actually warmer near the ice.
It took them fifteen minutes to climb past
the midpoint, onto the cream-colored ice. The sun came from behind low gray
clouds and lit up the frozen waterfall at a sharp angle, pinning him on a wall
of translucent gold.
He waited for Tilde to tell them she was
over the top and secure. Franco gave his laconic reply. Mitch wedged his way
between two columns. The ice was indeed unpredictable here. He dug in with side
points, sending a cloud of chips down on Franco. Franco cursed, but not once
did Mitch break free and simply hang, and that was a blessing.
He fronted and crawled up the bumpy,
rounded lip of the waterfall. His gloves slipped alarmingly on runnels of ice.
He flailed with his boots, caught a ridge of rock with his right boot, dug in,
found purchase on more rock, waited for a moment to catch his breath, and
humped up beside Tilde like a walrus.
Dusty gray boulders on each side denned
the bed of the frozen creek. He looked up the narrow rocky valley, half in
shadow, where a small glacier had once flowed down from the east, carving its
characteristic U-shaped notch. There had not been much snow for the last few
years and the glacier had flowed on, vanishing from the notch, which now lay
several dozen yards above the main body of the glacier.
Mitch rolled on his stomach and helped Franco
over the top. Tilde stood to one side, perched on the edge as if she knew no
fear, perfectly balanced, slender, gorgeous.
She frowned down on Mitch. “We are getting
later,” she said. “What can you learn in half an hour?”
Mitch shrugged.
“We must start back no later than sunset,”
Franco said to Tilde, then grinned at Mitch. “Not so tough son of a bitch ice,
no?”
“Not bad,” Mitch said.
“He learns okay,” Franco said to Tilde,
who lifted her eyes. “You climb ice before?”
“Not like that,” Mitch said.
They walked over the frozen creek for a
few dozen yards. “Two more climbs,” Tilde said. “Franco, you lead.”
Mitch looked up through crystalline air
over the rim of the notch at the sawtooth horns of higher mountains. He still
could not tell where he was. Franco and Tilde preferred him ignorant. They had
come at least twenty kilometers since their stay in the big stone Gaststube,
with the tea.
Turning, he spotted the orange bivouac,
about four kilometers away and hundreds of meters below. It sat just behind a
saddle, now in shadow.
The snow seemed very thin. The mountains
had just passed through the warmest summer in modern Alpine history, with
increased glacier melt, short-term floods in the valleys from heavy rain, and
only light snow from past seasons. Global warming was a media cliche now; from
where he sat, to his inexpert eye, it seemed all too real. The Alps might be
naked in a few decades.
The relative heat and dryness had opened
up a route to the old cave, allowing Franco and Tilde to discover a secret tragedy.
Franco announced he was secure, and Mitch
inched his way up the last rock face, feeling the gneiss chip and skitter
beneath his boots. The stone here was flaky, powdery soft in places; snow had
lain over this area for a long time, easily thousands of years.
Franco lent him a hand and together they
belayed the rope as Tilde scrambled up behind. She stood on the rim, shielded
her eyes against the direct sun, now barely a handspan above the ragged
horizon. “Do you know where you are?” she asked Mitch.
Mitch shook his head. “I’ve never been
this high.”
“A valley boy,” Franco said with a grin.
Mitch squinted.
They stared over a rounded and slick field
of ice, the thin finger of a glacier that had once flowed nearly seven miles in
several spectacular cascades. Now, along this branch, the flow was lagging.
Little new snow fed the glacier’s head, higher up. The sun-blazed rock wall
above the icy rip of the bergschrund rose several thousand feet straight up,
the peak higher than Mitch cared to look.
“There,” Tilde said, and pointed to the
opposite rocks below an arete. With some effort, Mitch made out a tiny red dot
against the shadowed black and gray: a cloth banner Franco had planted on their
last trip. They set off over the ice.
The cave, a natural crevice, had a small
opening, three feet in diameter, artificially concealed by a low wall of
head-size boulders. Tilde took out her digital camera and photographed the
opening from several angles, backing up and walking around while Franco pulled
down the wall and Mitch surveyed the entrance.
“How far back?” Mitch asked when Tilde
rejoined them.
“Ten meters,” Franco said. “Very cold back
there, better than a freezer.”
“But not for long,” Tilde said. “I think
this is the first year this area has been so open. Next summer, it could get
above freezing. A warm wind could get back in there.” She made a face and
pinched her nose.
Mitch unslung his pack and rummaged for
the electric torches, the box of hobby knives, vinyl gloves, all he could find
in the stores down in the town. He dropped these into a small plastic bag,
sealed the bag, slipped it into his coat pocket, and looked between Franco and
Tilde.
“Well?” he said.
“Go,” Tilde said, making a pushing motion
with her hands. She smiled generously.
He stooped, got on his hands and knees,
and entered the cave first. Franco came a few seconds later, and Tilde just
behind him.
Mitch held the strap of the small torch in
his teeth, pushing and squeezing forward six or eight inches at a time. Ice and
fine powdered snow formed a thin blanket on the floor of the cave. The walls
were smooth and rose to a tight wedge near the ceiling. He would not be able to
even crouch here. Franco called forward, “It will get wider.”
“A cozy little hole,” Tilde said, her
voice hollow.
The air smelled neutral, empty. Cold, well
below zero. The rock sucked away his heat even through the insulated jacket and
snow pants. He passed over a vein of ice, milky against the black rock, and
scraped it with his fingers. Solid. The snow and ice must have packed in at
least this far when the cave was covered. Just beyond the ice vein, the cave
began to slant upward, and he felt a faint puff of air from another wedge in
the rock recently cleared of ice.
Mitch felt a little queasy, not at the
thought of what he was about to see, but at the unorthodox and even criminal
character of this investigation. The slightest wrong move, any breath of this
getting out, news of his not going through the proper channels and making sure
everything was legitimate...
Mitch had gotten in trouble with
institutions before. He had lost his job at the Hayer Museum in Seattle less
than six months before, but that had been a political thing, ridiculous and
unfair.
Until now, he had never slighted Dame
Science herself.
He had argued with Franco and Tilde back
in the hotel in Salzburg for hours, but they had refused to budge. If he had
not decided to go with them, they would have taken somebody else—Tilde had
suggested perhaps an unemployed medical student she had once dated. Tilde had a
wide selection of ex-boyfriends, it seemed, all of them much less qualified and
far less scrupulous than Mitch.
Whatever Tilde’s motives or moral
character, Mitch was not the type to turn her down, then turn them in;
everybody has his limits, his boundary in the social wilderness. Mitch’s
boundary began at the prospect of getting ex-girlfriends in trouble with the
Austrian police.
Franco plucked a crampon on the sole of
Mitch’s boot. “Problem?” he asked.
“No problem,” Mitch replied, and grunted
forward another six inches.
A
sudden oblong of light formed in one eye, like a large out-of-focus moon. His
body seemed to balloon in size. He swallowed hard. “Shit,” he muttered, hoping
that didn’t mean what he thought it meant. The oblong faded. His body returned
to normal.
Here, the cave constricted to a narrow
throat, less than a foot high and twenty-one or twenty-two inches wide. Angling
his head sideways, he grabbed hold of a crack just beyond the throat and
shinnied through. His coat caught and he heard a tearing sound as he strained
to unhook and slip past.
“That’s the bad part,” Franco said. “I can
barely make it.”
“Why did you go this far?” Mitch asked,
gathering his courage in the broader but still dark and cramped space beyond.
“Because it was here, no?” Tilde said,
voice like the call of a distant bird. “I dared Franco. He dared me.” She
laughed and the tinkling echoed in the gloom beyond. Mitch’s neck hair rose.
The new Iceman was laughing with them, perhaps at them. He was dead already. He
had nothing to worry about, plenty to be amused about, that so many people
would make themselves miserable to see his mortal remains.
“How long since you last came here?” Mitch
asked. He wondered why he hadn’t asked before. Perhaps until now he hadn’t
really believed. They had come this far, no sign of pulling a joke on him,
something he doubted Tilde was constitutionally capable of anyway.
“A week, eight days,” Franco said. The
passage was wide enough that Franco could push himself up beside Mitch’s legs,
and Mitch could shine the torch back into his face. Franco gave him a toothy
Mediterranean smile.
Mitch looked forward. He could see
something ahead, dark, like a small pile of ashes.
“We are close?” Tilde asked. “Mitch, first
it is just a foot.”
Mitch tried to parse this sentence. Tilde
spoke pure metric. A “foot,” he realized, was not distance, it was an
appendage. “I don’t see it yet.”
“There are ashes first,” Franco said.
“That may be it.” He pointed to the small black pile. Mitch could feel the air
falling slowly just in front of him, flowing along his sides, leaving the rear
of the cave undisturbed.
He moved forward with reverent slowness,
inspecting everything. Any slightest bit of evidence that might have survived
an earlier entry—chips of stone, pieces of twig or wood, markings on the
walls.. .
Nothing. He got on his hands and knees
with a great sense of relief and crawled forward. Franco became impatient.
“It is right ahead,” Franco said, tapping
his crampon again.
“Damn it, I’m taking this real slow, not
to miss anything, you know?” Mitch said. He restrained an urge to kick out like
a mule.
“All right,” Franco said amiably.
Mitch could see around the curve. The
floor flattened slightly. He smelled something grassy, salty, like fresh fish.
His neck hair rose again, and a mist formed over his eyes. Ancient sympathies.
“I see it,” he said. A foot pushed out
beyond a ledge, curled up on itself—small, really, like a child’s, very
wrinkled and dark brown, almost black. The cave opened up at that point and
there were scraps of dried and blackened fiber spread on the floor—grass,
perhaps. Reeds. Otzi, the original Iceman, had worn a reed cape over his head.
“My God,” Mitch said. Another -white
oblong in his eye, slowly fading, and a whisper of pain in his temple.
“It’s bigger up there,” Tilde called. “We
can all fit and not disturb them.”
“Them?” Mitch asked, shining his light
back between his legs.
Franco smiled, framed by Mitch’s knees.
“The real surprise,” Franco said. “There are two.”
2
Republic of Georgia
Kaye curled up in the passenger seat of
the whining little Fiat as Lado guided it along the alarming twists and turns
of the Georgian Military Road. Though sunburned and exhausted, she could not
sleep. Her long legs twitched with every curve. At a piggish squeal of the nearly
bald tires, she pushed her hands back through short-cut brown hair and yawned
deliberately.
Lado sensed the silence had gone on too
long. He glanced at Kaye with soft brown eyes in a finely wrinkled sun-browned
face, lifted his cigarette over the steering wheel, and jutted out his chin.
“In shit is our salvation, yes?” he asked.
Kaye smiled despite herself. “Please don’t
try to cheer me up,” she said.
Lado ignored that. “Good on us. Georgia
has something to offer the world. We have great sewage.” He rolled his rs
elegantly, and “sewage” came out see-yu-edge.
“Sewage,” she murmured. “Seee-yu-age.”
“I say it right?” Lado asked.
“Perfectly,” Kaye said.
Lado Jakeli was chief scientist at the
Eliava Institute in Tbilisi, where they extracted bacteriophages—viruses that
attack only bacteria—from local city and hospital sewage and farm waste, and
from specimens gathered around the world. Now, the West, including Kaye, had
come hat in hand to learn more from the Georgians about the curative properties
of phages.
She had hit it off with the Eliava staff. After a week of
conferences and lab tours, some of the younger scientists had invited her to
accompany them to the rolling hills and brilliant green sheep fields at the base
of Mount Kazbeg.
Things had changed so quickly. Just this
morning, Lado had driven all the way from Tbilisi to their base camp near the
old and solitary Gergeti Orthodox church. In an envelope he had carried a fax
from UN Peacekeeping headquarters in Tbilisi, the capital.
Lado had downed a pot of coffee at the
camp, then, ever the gentleman, and her sponsor besides, had offered to take
her to Gordi, a small town seventy-five miles southwest of Kazbeg.
Kaye had had no choice. Unexpectedly, and
at the worst possible time, her past had caught up with her.
The UN team had gone through entry records
to find non-Georgian medical experts with a certain expertise. Hers was the
only name that had come up: Kaye Lang, thirty-four, partner with her husband,
Saul Madsen, in EcoBacter Research. In the early nineties, she had studied
forensic medicine at the State University of New York with an eye to going into
criminal investigation. She had changed her perspective within a year,
switching to microbiology, with emphasis on genetic engineering; but she was the
only foreigner in Georgia with even the slightest degree of the training the UN
needed.
Lado was driving her through some of the
most beautiful countryside she had ever seen. In the shadows of the central
Caucasus they had passed terraced mountain fields, small stone farmhouses,
stone silos and churches, small towns with wood and stone buildings, houses
with friendly and beautifully carved porches opening onto narrow brick or
cobble or dirt roads, towns dotted loosely on broad rumpled blankets of sheep-
and goat-grazed meadow and thick forest.
Here, even the seemingly empty expanses
had been swarmed over and fought for across the centuries, like every place she
had seen in Western and now Eastern Europe. Sometimes she felt suffocated by
the sheer closeness of her fellow humans, by the gap-toothed smiles of old men
and women standing by the side of the road watching traffic come and go from
new and unfamiliar worlds. Wrinkled friendly faces, gnarled hands waving at the
little car.
All the young people were in the cities,
leaving the old to tend the countryside, except in the mountain resorts.
Georgia was planning to turn itself into a nation of resorts. Her economy was
growing in double digits each year; her currency, the lari, was strengthening
as well, and had long since replaced rubles; soon it would replace Western
dollars. They were opening oil pipelines from the Caspian to the Black Sea; and
in the land where wine got its name, it was becoming a major export.
In the next few years, Georgia would
export a new and very different wine: solutions of phages to heal a world
losing the war against bacterial diseases.
The Fiat swung into the inside lane as
they rounded a blind curve. Kaye swallowed hard but said nothing. Lado had been
very solicitous toward her at the institute. At times in the past week, Kaye
had caught him looking at her with an expression of gnarled, old world
speculation, eyes drawn to wrinkled slits, like a satyr carved out of olive
wood and stained brown. He had a reputation among the women who worked at
Eliava, that he could not be trusted all the time, particularly with the young
ones. But he had always treated Kaye with the utmost civility, even, as now,
with concern. He did not want her to be sad, yet he could not think of any
reason she should be cheerful.
Despite its beauty, Georgia had many
blemishes: civil war, assassinations, and now, mass graves.
They lurched into a wall of rain. The
windshield wipers flapped black tails and cleaned about a third of Lado’s view.
“Good on loseb Stalin, he left us sewage,” he mused. “Good son of Georgia. Our
most famous export, better than wine.” Lado grinned falsely at her. He seemed
both ashamed and defensive. Kaye could not help but draw him out.
“He killed millions,” she murmured. “He killed Dr. Eliava.”
Lado stared grimly through the streaks to
see what lay beyond the short hood. He geared down and braked, then careened
around a ditch big enough to hide a cow. Kaye made a small squeak and grabbed
the side of her seat. There were no guardrails on this stretch, and below the
highway yawned a steep drop of at least three hundred meters to a glacial melt
river. “It was Beria declared Dr. Eliava a People’s Enemy,” Lado said
matter-of-factly, as if relating old family history. “Beria was head of
Georgian KGB then, local child-abusing sonabitch, not mad wolf of all Russia.”
“He was Stalin’s man,” Kaye said, trying
to keep her mind off the road. She could not understand any pride the Georgians
took in Stalin.
“They were all Stalin’s men, or they
died,” Lado said. He shrugged. “There was a big stink here when Khruschev said
Stalin was bad. What do we know? He screwed us so many ways for so many years
we thought he must be a husband.”
This Kaye found amusing. Lado took
encouragement from her grin.
“Some still want to return to prosperity
under Communism. Or we have prosperity in shit.” He rubbed his nose. “I’ll take
the shit.”
They descended in the next hour into less
fearsome foothills and plateaus. Road signs in curling Georgian script showed
the rusted pocks of dozens of bullet holes. “Half an hour, no more,” Lado said.
The thick rain made the border between day
and night difficult to judge. Lado switched on the Fiat’s dim little headlights
as they approached a crossroads and the turnoff to the small town of Gordi.
Two armored personnel carriers flanked the
highway just before the crossroads. Five Russian peacekeepers dressed in
slickers and rounded piss-bucket helmets wearily flagged them down.
Lado braked the Fiat to a stop, canted
slightly on the shoulder. Kaye could see another ditch just yards ahead, right
in the crotch of the crossroads. They would have to drive on the shoulder to go
around it.
Lado rolled down his window. A Russian
soldier of nineteen or twenty, with rosy choirboy cheeks, peered in. His helmet
dribbled rain on Lado’s sleeve. Lado spoke to him in Russian.
“American?” the young Russian asked Kaye.
She showed him her passport, her E.U. and C.I.S. business licenses, and the fax
requesting—practically ordering—her presence in Gordi. The soldier took the fax
and frowned as he tried to read it, getting it thoroughly wet. He stepped back
to consult with an officer squatting in the rear hatch of the nearest carrier.
“They do not want to be here,” Lado
muttered to Kaye. “And we do not want them. But we asked for help...Who do we
blame?”
The rain stopped. Kaye stared into the
misting gloom ahead. She heard crickets and birdsong above the engine whine.
“Go down, go left,” the soldier told Lado,
proud of his English. He smiled for Kaye’s benefit and waved them on to another
soldier standing like a fence post in the gray gloom beside the ditch. Lado
engaged the clutch and the little car bucked around the ditch, past the third
peacekeeper and onto the side road.
Lado opened the window all the way. Cool
moist evening air swirled through the car and lifted the short hair over Kaye’s
neck. The roadsides were covered with tight-packed birch. Briefly the air
smelled foul. They were near people. Then Kaye thought maybe it was not the
town’s sewage that smelled so. Her nose wrinkled and her stomach knotted. But
that was not likely. Their destination was a mile or so outside the town, and
Gordi was still at least two miles off the highway.
Lado came to a stream and slowly forded
the quick-rushing shallow water. The wheels sank to their hubcaps, but the car
emerged safely and continued on for another hundred meters. Stars peeked
through swift-gliding clouds. Mountains drew jagged dark blanks against the
sky. The forest came up and fell back and then they saw Gordi, stone buildings,
some newer two-story square wooden houses with tiny windows, a single concrete
municipal cube without decoration, roads of rutted asphalt and old cobbles. No
lights. Black sightless windows. The electricity was out again.
“I don’t know this town,” Lado muttered.
He slammed on the brakes, jolting Kaye from a reverie. The car idled noisily in
the small town square, surrounded by two-story buildings. Kaye could make out a
faded Intourist sign over an inn named the Rustaveli Tiger.
Lado switched on the tiny overhead light
and pulled out the faxed map. He flung the map aside in disgust and heaved open
the Fiat’s door. The hinges made a loud metal groan. He leaned out and yelled
in Georgian, “Where is the grave?”
Darkness was its own excuse.
“Beautiful,” Lado said. He slammed the
door twice to make it catch. Kaye pressed her lips together firmly as the car
lurched forward. They descended with a high-pitched gnash of gears through a
small street of shops, dark and shuttered with corrugated steel, and out the
back side of the village, past two abandoned shacks, heaps of gravel, and
scattered bales of straw.
After a few minutes, they spotted lights
and the glow of torches and a single small campfire, then heard the racketing
burr of a portable generator and voices loud in the hollow of the night.
The grave was closer than the map had
showed, less than a mile from the town. She wondered if the villagers had heard
the screams, or indeed if there had been any screams.
The fun was over.
The UN team wore gas masks equipped with
industrial aerosol filters. Nervous Georgian Republic Security soldiers had to
resort to bandannas tied around their faces. They looked sinister, comically so
under other circumstances. Their officers wore white cloth surgical masks.
The head of the sakrebulo, the local
council, a short big-fisted man with a tall shock of wiry black hair and a
prominent nose, stood with a doggishly unhappy face beside the security
officers.
The UN team leader, a U.S. Army colonel
from South Carolina named Nicholas Beck, made quick introductions and passed
Kaye one of the UN masks. She felt self-conscious but put it on. Beck’s aide, a
black female corporal named Hunter, passed her a pair of white latex surgical
gloves. They gave familiar slaps against her wrists as she tugged them on.
Beck and Hunter led Kaye and Lado away
from the camp-fire and the white Jeeps, down a small path through ragged forest
and scrub to the graves.
“The council chief out there has his
enemies. Some locals from the opposition dug the trenches and then called UN
headquarters in Tbilisi,” Beck told her. “I don’t think the Republic Security
folks want us here. We can’t get any cooperation in Tbilisi. On short notice,
you were the only one we could find with any expertise.”
Three parallel trenches had been reopened
and marked by electric lights on tall poles, staked into the sandy soil and
powered by a portable generator. Between the stakes lengths of red and yellow
plastic tape hung lifeless in the still air.
Kaye walked around the first trench and
lifted her mask. Wrinkling her nose in anticipation, she sniffed. There was no
distinct smell other than dirt and mud.
“They’re more than two years old,” she
said. She gave Beck the mask. Lado stopped about ten paces behind them,
reluctant to go near the graves.
“We need to be sure of that,” Beck said.
Kaye walked to the second trench, stooped,
and played the beam of her flashlight over the heaps of fabric and dark bones
and dry dirt. The soil was sandy and dry, possibly part of the bed of an old
melt stream from the mountains. The bodies were almost unrecognizable, pale
brown bone encrusted with dirt, wrinkled brown and black flesh. Clothing had
faded to the color of the soil, but these patches and shreds were not army
uniforms: they were dresses, pants, coats. Woolens and cottons had not
completely decayed. Kaye looked for brighter synthetics; they could establish a
maximum age for the grave. She could not immediately see any.
She moved the beam up to the walls of the
trench. The thickest roots visible, cut through by spades, were about half an
inch in diameter. The nearest trees stood like tall thin ghosts ten yards away.
A middle-aged Republic Security officer
with the formidable name of Vakhtang Chikurishvili, handsome in a burly way,
with heavy shoulders and a thick, often-broken nose, stepped forward. He was
not wearing a mask. He held up something dark. It took Kaye a few seconds to
recognize it as a boot. Chikurishvili addressed Lado in consonant-laden
Georgian.
“He says the shoes are old,” Lado
translated. “He says these people died fifty years ago. Maybe more.”
Chikurishvili angrily swung his arm around
and shot a quick stream of mixed Georgian and Russian at Lado and Beck.
Lado translated. “He says the Georgians
who dug this up are stupid. This is not for the UN. This was from long before
the civil war. He says these are not Ossetians.”
“Who mentioned Ossetians?” Beck asked
dryly.
Kaye examined the boot. It had a thick
leather sole and leather uppers, and its hanging strings were rotted and
encrusted with powdery clods. The leather was hard as a rock. She peered into
the interior. Dirt, but no socks or tissue—the boot had not been pulled from a
decayed foot. Chikurishvili met her querulous look defiantly, then whipped out
a match and lit up a cigarette.
Staged, Kaye thought. She remembered the
classes she had taken in the Bronx, classes that had eventually driven her from
criminal medicine. The field visits to real homicide scenes. The putrescence
protection masks.
Beck spoke to the officer soothingly in
broken Georgian and better Russian. Lado gently retranslated his attempts. Beck
then took Kaye’s elbow and moved her to a long canvas canopy that had been
erected a few yards from the trenches.
Under the canopy, two battered folding
card tables supported pieces of bodies. Completely amateur, Kaye thought.
Perhaps the enemies of the head of the sakrebulo had laid out the bodies and
taken pictures to prove their point.
She circled the table: two torsos and a
skull. There was a fair amount of mummified flesh left on the torsos and some
unfamiliar ligaments like dark dry straps on the skull, around the forehead,
eyes, and cheeks. She looked for signs of insect casings and found dead blowfly
larvae on one withered throat, but not many. The bodies had been buried within
a few hours of death. She surmised they had not been buried in the dead of
winter, when blowflies were not about. Of course, winters at this altitude were
mild in Georgia.
She picked up a small pocket knife lying
next to the closest torso and lifted a shred of fabric, what had once been
white cotton, then pried up a stiff, concave flap of skin over the abdomen.
There were bullet entry holes in the fabric and skin overlying the pelvis.
“God,” she said.
Within the pelvis, cradled in dirt and
stiff wraps of dried tissue, lay a smaller body, curled, little more than a
heap of tiny bones, its skull collapsed.
“Colonel.” She showed Beck. His face
turned stony.
The bodies could conceivably have been
fifty years old, but if so, they were in remarkably good condition. Some wool
and cotton remained. Everything was very dry. Drainage swept around this area
now. The trenches were deep. But the roots—
Chikurishvili spoke again. His tone seemed
more cooperative, even guilty. There was a lot of guilt to go around over the
centuries.
“He says they are both female,” Lado
whispered to Kaye.
“I see that,” she muttered.
She walked around the table to examine the
second torso. This one had no skin over the abdomen. She scraped the dirt
aside, making the torso rock with a sound like a dried gourd. Another small
skull lay within the pelvis, a fetus about six months along, same as the other.
The torso’s limbs were missing; Kaye could not tell if the legs had been held
together in the grave. Neither of the fetuses had been expelled by pressure of
abdominal gases.
“Both pregnant,” she said. Lado translated
this into Georgian.
Beck said in a low voice, “We count about
sixty individuals. The women seem to have been shot. It looks as if the men
were shot or clubbed to death.”
Chikurishvili pointed to Beck, and then
back to the camp, and shouted, his face ruddy in the backwash of flashlight
glow. “Jugashvili, Stalin.” The officer said the graves had been dug a few
years before the great People’s War, during the purges. The late 1930s. That
would make them almost seventy years old, ancient news, nothing for the UN to
become involved in.
Lado said, “He wants the UN and the
Russians out of here. He says this is an internal matter, not for
peacekeepers.”
Beck spoke again, less soothingly, to the
Georgian officer. Lado decided he did not want to be in the middle of this
exchange and walked around to where Kaye was leaning over the second torso.
“Nasty business,” he said.
“Too long,” Kaye spoke softly.
“What?” Lado asked.
“Seventy years is much too long,” she
said. “Tell me what they’re arguing about.” She prodded the unfamiliar straps
of tissue around the eye sockets with the pocket knife. They seemed to form a
kind of mask. Had they been hooded before being executed? She did not think so.
The attachments were dark and stringy and persistent.
“The UN man is saying there is no limit on
war crimes,” Lado told her. “No statue—what is it—statute of limitations.”
“He’s right,” Kaye said. She rolled the
skull over gently. The occiput had been fractured laterally and pushed in to a
depth of three centimeters.
She returned her attention to the tiny
skeleton cradled within the pelvis of the second torso. She had taken some
courses in embryology in her second year in med school. The fetus’s bone
structure seemed a little odd, but she did not want to damage the skull by
pulling it loose from the caked soil and dried tissue. She had intruded enough
already.
Kaye felt queasy, sickened not by the
shriveled and dried remains, but by what her imagination was already
reconstructing. She straightened and waved to get Beck’s attention.
“These women were shot in the stomach,”
she said. Kill all the firstborn children. Furious monsters. “Murdered.” She
clamped her teeth.
“How long ago?”
“He may be right about the age of the
boot, if it came from here, but this grave isn’t that old. The roots around the
edge of the trenches are too small. My guess is the victims died as recently as
two or three years ago. The dirt here looks dry, but the soil is probably acid,
and that would dissolve any bones over a few years old. Then there’s the
fabric; it looks like wool and cotton, and that means the grave is just a few
years old. If it’s synthetic, it could be older, but that gives us a date after
Stalin, too.”
Beck approached her and lifted his mask.
“Can you help us until the others get here?” he asked in a whisper.
“How long?” Kaye asked.
“Four, five days,” Beck said. Several
paces distant, Chikurishvili shifted his gaze between them, jaw clenched,
resentful, as if cops had interrupted a domestic quarrel.
Kaye caught herself holding her breath.
She turned away, stepped back, sucked in some air, then asked, “You’re going to
start a war crimes investigation?”
“The Russians think we should,” Beck said.
“They’re hot to discredit the new Communists back home. A few old atrocities
could supply them with fresh ammunition. If you could give us a best guess—two
years, five, thirty, whatever?”
“Less than ten. Probably less than five.
I’m very rusty,” she said. “I can only do a few things. Take samples, some
tissue specimens. Not a full autopsy, of course.”
“You’re a thousand times better than
letting the locals muck around,” Beck said. “I don’t trust any of them. I’m not
sure the Russians can be trusted, either. They all have axes to grind, one way
or the other.”
Lado kept a stiff face and did not
comment, nor did he translate for Chikurishvili.
Kaye felt what she had known would come,
had dreaded: the old dark mood creeping over her.
She had thought that by traveling and
being away from Saul, she might shake the bad times, the bad feelings. She had
felt liberated watching the doctors and technicians working at the Eliava
Institute, doing so much good with so few resources, literally pulling health
out of sewage. The grand and beautiful side of the Republic of Georgia.
Now...Flip the coin. Papa loseb Stalin or ethnic cleansers, Georgians trying to
move out Armenians and Ossetians, Abkhazis trying to move out Georgians,
Russians sending in troops, Chechens becoming involved. Dirty little wars
between ancient neighbors with ancient grievances.
This was not going to be good for her, but
she could not refuse.
Lado wrinkled his face and stared up at
Beck. “They were going to be mothers?”
“Most of them,” Beck said. “And maybe some
were going to be fathers.”
3
The Alps
The end of the cave was very cramped.
Tilde lay under a low shelf of rock, knees drawn up, and watched Mitch as he
kneeled before the ones they had come here to see. Franco squatted behind
Mitch.
Mitch’s mouth hung half open, like a
surprised little boy’s. He could not speak for a time. The end of the cave was
utterly still and quiet. Only the beam of light moved as he played the torch up
and down the two forms.
“We touched nothing,” Franco said.
The blackened ashes, ancient fragments of
wood, grass, and reed, looked as if a breath would scatter them but still
formed the remains of a fire. The skin of the bodies had fared much better.
Mitch had never seen more startling examples of deep-freeze mummification. The
tissues were hard and dry, the moisture sucked from them by the dry deep cold
air. Near the heads, where they lay facing each other, the skin and muscle had
hardly shrunk at all before being fixed. The features were almost natural,
though the eyelids had withdrawn and the eyes beneath were shrunken, dark,
unutterably sleepy. The bodies as well were full; only near the legs did the
flesh seem to shrivel and darken, perhaps because of the intermittent breeze
from farther up the shaft. The feet were wizened, black as little dried
mushrooms.
Mitch could not believe what he was
seeing. Perhaps there was nothing so extraordinary about their pose—lying on
their sides, a man and a woman facing each other in death, freezing finally as
the ashes of their last fire cooled. Nothing unexpected about the hands of the
man reaching toward the face of the woman, the woman’s arms low in front of her
as if she had clasped her stomach. Nothing extraordinary about the animal skin
beneath them, or another skin rumpled beside the male, as if it had been tossed
aside.
In the end, with the fire out, freezing to
death, the man had felt too warm and had thrown off his covering.
Mitch looked down at the woman’s curled
fingers and swallowed a rising lump of emotion he could not easily define or
explain.
“How old?” Tilde asked, interrupting his
focus. Her voice sounded crisp and clear and rational, like the ring of a
struck knife.
Mitch jerked. “Very old,” he said quietly.
“Yes, but like the Iceman?”
“Not like the Iceman,” Mitch said. His
voice almost broke.
The female had been injured. A hole had
been punched in her side, at hip level. Blood stains surrounded the hole and he
thought he could make out stains on the rock beneath her. Perhaps it had been
the cause of her death.
There were no weapons in the cave.
He rubbed his eyes to force aside the
little jagged white moon that threatened to distract him, then looked at the
faces again, short broad noses pointing up at an angle. The woman’s jaw hung
slack, the man’s was closed. The woman had died gasping for air. Mitch could
not know this for sure, but he did not question the observation. It fit.
Only now did he carefully maneuver around
the figures, crouched low, moving so slowly, keeping his bent knees an inch
above the man’s hip.
“They look old,” Franco said, just to make
a sound in the cave. His eyes glittered. Mitch glanced at him, then down at the
male’s profile.
Thick brow ridge, broad flattened nose, no
chin. Powerful shoulders, narrowing to a comparatively slender waist. Thick
arms. The faces were smooth, almost hairless. All the skin below the neck,
however, was covered with a fine dark downy fur, visible only on close
examination. Around their temples, the short-trimmed hair seemed to have been
shaved in patterns, expertly barbered.
So much for shaggy museum reconstructions.
Mitch bent closer, the cold air heavy in
his nostrils, and propped his hand against the top of the cave. Something like
a mask lay between the bodies, actually two masks, one beside and bunched under
the man, the other beneath the woman. The edges of the masks appeared torn.
Each had eye holes, nostrils, the appearance of an upper lip, all lightly
covered with fine hair, and below that, an even hairier flap that might have
once wrapped around the neck and lower jaw. They might have been lifted from
the faces, flayed away, yet there was no skin missing from the heads.
The mask nearest the woman seemed attached
to her forehead and temple by thin fibers like the beard of a mussel.
Mitch realized he was focusing on little
mysteries to get past one big impossibility.
“How old are they?” Tilde asked again.
“Can you tell yet?”
“I don’t think there have been people like
this for tens of thousands of years,” Mitch said.
Tilde seemed to miss this statement of
deep time. “They are European, like the Iceman?”
“I don’t know,” Mitch said, but shook his
head and held up his hand. He did not want to talk; he wanted to think. This
was an extremely dangerous place, professionally, mentally, from any angle of
approach. Dangerous and dreamlike and impossible.
“Tell me, Mitch,” Tilde pleaded with
surprising gentleness. “Tell me what you see.” She reached out to stroke his
knee. Franco observed this caress with maturity.
Mitch began, “They are male and female,
each about a hundred and sixty centimeters in height.”
“Short people,” Franco said, but Mitch
talked right over him.
“They appear to be genus Homo, species
sapiens. Not like us, though. They might have suffered from some kind of
dwarfism, distortion of the features...” He stopped himself and looked again at
the heads, saw no signs of dwarfism, though the masks bothered him.
The classic features. “They’re not
dwarfs,” he said. “They’re Neandertals.”
Tilde coughed. The dry air parched their
throats. “Pardon?”
“Cavemen?” Franco said.
“Neandertals,” Mitch said again, as much
to convince himself as to correct Franco.
“That is bullshit,” Tilde said, her voice
crackling with anger. “We are not children.”
“No bullshit. You have found two
well-preserved Neandertals, a man and a woman. The first Neandertal mummies...anywhere.
Ever.”
Tilde and Franco thought about that for a
few seconds. Outside, wind hooted past the cave entrance.
“How old?” Franco asked.
“Everyone thinks the Neandertals died out
between a hundred thousand and forty thousand years ago,” Mitch said. “Maybe
everyone is wrong. But I doubt they could have stayed in this cave, in this
state of preservation, for forty thousand years.”
“Maybe they were the last,” Franco said,
and crossed himself reverently.
“Incredible,” Tilde said, her face
flushed. “How much would they be worth?”
Mitch’s leg cramped and he moved back to
squat beside Franco. He rubbed his eyes with a gloved knuckle. So cold. He was
shivering. The moon of light blurred and shifted. “They’re not worth anything,”
he said.
“Don’t joke,” Tilde said. “They are
rare—nothing like them, right?”
“Even if we—if you, I mean—could get them
out of this cave safely, intact, and down the mountain, where would you sell
them?”
“There are people who collect such things,” Franco said. “People
with lots of money. We have talked to some about an Iceman already. Surely an
Iceman and woman—”
“Maybe I should be more blunt,” Mitch
said. “If these aren’t handled in a proper scientific fashion, I will go to the
authorities in Switzerland, Italy, wherever the hell we are. I will tell them.”
Another silence. Mitch could almost hear
Tilde’s thoughts, like a little Austrian clockwork.
Franco slapped the floor of the cave with
his gloved hand and glared at Mitch. “Why fuck us up?”
“Because these people don’t belong to you,”
Mitch said. “They don’t belong to anybody.”
“They are dead!” Franco shouted. “They do
not belong to themselves, do they, anymore?”
Tilde’s lips formed a straight, grim line.
“Mitch is right. We are not going to sell them.”
A little scared now, Mitch’s next words
rushed out. “I don’t know what else you might plan to do with them, but I don’t
think you’re going to control them, or sell the rights, make Caveman Barbie
dolls or whatever.” He took a deep breath.
“No, again, I say Mitch is right,” Tilde
stated slowly. Franco regarded her with a speculative squint. “This is very
huge. We will be good citizens. They are everybody’s ancestors. Mama and Papa
to the world.”
Mitch could definitely feel the headache
creeping up. The earlier oblong of light had been a familiar warning: oncoming
head-crushing train. Climbing back down the mountain would be difficult or even
impossible if he was going to fall under the spell of a migraine, a real
brain-splitter. He hadn’t brought any medicine. “Are you planning to kill me up
here?” he asked Tilde.
Franco shot a glance at him, then rolled
to look at Tilde, waiting for an answer.
Tilde grinned and tapped her chin. “I am
thinking,” she said. “What rogues we would be. Famous stories. Pirates of the
prehistoric. Yo ho ho and a bottle of Schnapps.”
“What we need to do,” Mitch said, assuming
that she had answered in the negative, “is to take a tissue sample from each
body, with minimal intrusion. Then—”
He reached for the torch and shone the
light beyond the close, sleepy-eyed heads of the male and female to the far
recesses, about three yards farther back in the cave. Something small lay
there, bundled in fur.
“What’s that?” he and Franco asked
simultaneously.
Mitch considered. He could hunker and
sidle his way around the female without disturbing anything except the dust. On
the other hand, it would be best to leave everything completely untouched, to
retreat from the cave now and bring back the real experts. The tissue samples
would be enough evidence, he thought. Enough was known about Neandertal DNA
from bone studies. A confirmation could be made and the cave could be kept
sealed until—
He pressed his temples and closed his
eyes.
Tilde tapped his shoulder and gently
pushed him out of the way. “I am smaller,” she said. She crawled beside the
female toward the rear of the cave.
Mitch watched and said nothing. This was
what it felt like to truly sin—the sin of overwhelming curiosity. He would
never forgive himself, but, he rationalized, how could he stop her without
harming the bodies? Besides, she was being careful.
Tilde squeezed so low her face was on the
floor beside the bundle. She gripped one end of the fur with two fingers and
slowly turned it around. Mitch’s throat seized with anguish. “Shine a light,”
she demanded. Mitch did so.
Franco aimed his torch as well.
“It’s a doll,” Tilde said.
From the top of the bundle peered a small
face, like a dark and wrinkled apple, with two tiny sunken black eyes.
“No,” Mitch said. “It’s a baby.”
Tilde pushed back a few inches and made a
small surprised hmml
Mitch’s headache rolled over him like
thunder.
Franco held Mitch’s arm near the cave
entrance. Tilde was still inside. Mitch’s migraine had progressed to a real
Force 9, with visuals and all, and it was an effort to keep from curling up and
screaming. He had already experienced dry heaves, by the side of the cave, and
he was now shivering violently.
He knew with absolute certainty that he
was going to die up here, on the threshold of the most extraordinary
anthropological discovery of all time, leaving it in the hands of Tilde and
Franco, who were little better than thieves.
“What is she doing in there?” Mitch
moaned, head bowed. Even the twilight seemed too bright. It was getting dark
quickly, however.
“Not your worry,” Franco said, and gripped
his arm more tightly.
Mitch pulled back and felt blindly in his
pocket for the vials containing the samples. He had managed to take two small
plugs from the upper thighs of the man and the woman before the pain had
peaked; now, he could hardly see straight.
Forcing his eyes open, he looked out upon
a heavenly sapphire blueness precisely painting the mountain, the ice, the
snow, overlain by flashes in the corners of his eyes like tiny bolts of
lightning.
Tilde emerged from the cave, camera in one
hand, pack in the other. “We have enough to prove everything,” she said. She
spoke Italian to Franco, rapidly and in a low voice. Mitch did not understand,
nor did he care to.
He simply wanted to get down the mountain
and climb into a warm bed and sleep, to wait for the extraordinary pain, all
too familiar but ever fresh and new, to subside.
Dying was another option, not without its
attractions.
Franco roped him up deftly. “Come, old
friend,” the Italian said with a kindly jerk on the rope. Mitch lurched forward,
clenching his fists by his sides to keep from pounding his head. “The ax,”
Tilde said, and Franco slipped Mitch’s ice ax out of his belt, where it tangled
with his legs, and into his pack. “You are in bad shape,” Franco said. Mitch
clenched his eyes shut; the twilight was filled with lightning, and the thunder
was pain, a silent crushing of his head with every step. Tilde took the lead
and Franco followed close behind. “Different way,” Tilde said. “It’s icing
badly and the bridge is rotten.”
Mitch opened his eyes. The arete was a
rusty knife edge of carbon shadow against the purest ultramarine sky, fading to
starry black. Each breath was colder and harder to take. He sweated profusely.
He plodded automatically, tried to descend
a rock slope dotted with patches of crunchy snow, slipped and caught on the
rope, dragging Franco a couple of yards down the slope. The Italian did not
protest, instead rearranged the rope around Mitch and soothed him like a child.
“Okay, old friend. This is better. This is better. Watch the step.” “I can’t
stand it much more, Franco,” Mitch whispered. “I haven’t had a migraine for
over two years. I didn’t even bring pills.” “Never mind. Just watch your feet
and do what I say.” Franco shouted ahead to Tilde. Mitch felt her near and squinted
up at her. Her face was framed with clouds and his own lights and sparks. “Snow
coming,” she said. “We have to hurry.” They spoke in Italian and German and
Mitch thought they were talking about leaving him here on the ice. “I can go,”
he said. “I can walk.” So they began walking again on the glacier slope,
accompanied by the sound of the ice fall as the slow ancient river flowed on,
splitting and booming, rattling and cracking on its descent. Somewhere giant
hands seemed to applaud. The wind picked up and Mitch turned away from it.
Franco turned him around again and pushed less gently. “No time for stupidity,
old friend. Walk.” “I’m trying.” “Just walk.” The wind became a fist pressed
against his face. He leaned into it. Ice crystals stung his cheeks and he tried
to pull up his hood and his fingers were like sausages in his gloves. “He can’t
do this,” Tilde said, and Mitch saw her walk around him, wrapped in swirling
snow. The snow straightened suddenly and they all jerked as the wind grabbed
them. Franco’s torch illuminated millions of flakes whipping past in horizontal
streaks. They discussed building a snow cave, but the ice was too hard, it
would take too long to dig out. “Go! Just head down!” Franco shouted at Tilde,
and she mutely complied. Mitch did not know where they were going, did not much
care. Franco cursed steadily in Italian but the wind drowned him out, and
Mitch, as he dragged forward, pulling up and putting down his boots, digging in
his crampons, trying to stay upright, Mitch knew that Franco was there only by
his pressure on the ropes. “The gods are angry!” Tilde yelled, a cry half
triumphant, half jesting, with high excitement and even exaltation. Franco must
have fallen, because Mitch found himself being tugged hard from the rear. He
had somehow come to be holding his ax and as he went over, he fell on his
stomach and had the clarity of will to dig the ax into the ice and stop his
descent. Franco seemed to dangle for a moment, a few yards down the slope.
Mitch looked in that direction. The lights were gone from his vision. Somehow
he was freezing, really freezing, and that was allaying the pain of his
migraine. Franco was not visible in the straight parallel bands of snow. The
wind whistled and then shrieked and Mitch pulled his face close to the ice. His
ax slipped from its hole and he slid two or three yards. With the pain fading,
he wondered how he might get out of this alive. He dug his crampons into the
ice and pulled himself back up the slope, by main force dragging Franco with him.
Tilde helped Franco get to his feet. His nose was bloody and he seemed stunned.
He must have hit his head on the ice. Tilde glanced at Mitch. She smiled and
touched his shoulder. So friendly. Nobody said anything. Sharing the pain and
the creeping evil warmth made them very close. Franco made a sobbing, sucking
sound, licked at his bloody lip, pulled their ropes closer. They were so
exposed. The fall cracked above the shrieking wind, boomed, snapped, made a
sound like a tractor on a gravel road. Mitch felt the ice beneath him shudder.
They were too close to the fall and it was really active, making a lot of
noise. He pulled on the ropes to Tilde and they came back loose, cut. He pulled
on the ropes behind him. franco stumped out of the wind and snow, his face
covered with blood, his eyes glaring behind his goggles. Franco knelt beside
Mitch and then leaned over on his gloved hands, rolled to one side. Mitch
grabbed his shoulder but Franco refused to budge. Mitch got up and faced
downslope. The wind blew from up the slope and he keeled forward. He tried it
again, leaning backward awkwardly, and fell. Crawling was the only option. He
dragged Franco behind him, but that was impossible after a few feet. He crawled
back to Franco and began to push him. The ice was rough, not slick, and did not
help. Mitch did not know what to do. They had to get out of the wind, but he
could not see well enough where they were to choose any particular direction.
He was glad Tilde had abandoned them. She could get away now and maybe someone
would make babies with her, neither of them of course; they were now out of the
old evolutionary loop. All responsibility shed. He felt sorry that Franco was
so banged up. “Hey, old friend,” he shouted into the man’s ear. “Wake up and
give me some help or we’re going to die.” Franco did not respond. It was
possible he was dead already, but Mitch did not think a simple fall could kill
someone. Mitch found the torch around Franco’s wrist, removed it, switched it
on, peered into Franco’s eyes as he tried to open them with his gloved fingers,
not easy, but the pupils were small and uneven. Yup. He had pranged himself
hard on the ice, causing concussion and flattening his nose. That was where all
the new blood was coming from. The blood and snow made a red messy slush on
Franco’s face. Mitch gave up talking to him. He thought about cutting himself
loose, but couldn’t bring himself to do that. Franco had treated him well.
Rivals united on the ice by death. Mitch doubted any woman would really feel a
romantic pang, hearing about this. In his experience, women did not much care
about such things. Dying, yes, but not the camaraderie of men. So confusing now
and warming rapidly. His coat was very warm, as was his snow pants. Topping it
off was that he had to pee. Death with dignity was apparently out of the
question. Franco groaned. No, it wasn’t Franco. The ice beneath them vibrated,
then jumped, and they tumbled and slid to one side. Mitch caught sight of the
torch beam illuminating a big block of ice rising, or they were falling. Yes,
indeed, and he closed his eyes in anticipation. But he did not hit his head,
though all the breath was slammed out of him. They landed in snow and the wind
stopped. Clumped snow fell on them, and a couple of heavy chunks of ice pinned
Mitch’s leg. It got quiet and still. Mitch tried to lift his leg but soft
warmth resisted and the other leg was stiff. It was decided.
In no time at all, he opened his eyes wide
to the sky-spanning glare of a blinding blue sun.
4
Gordi
Gordi Lado, shaking his head in sad
embarrassment, left Kaye in Beck’s care to return to Tbilisi. He could not be
away from the Eliava Institute for long.
The UN took over the small Rustaveli Tiger
in Gordi, renting all of the rooms. The Russians pitched more tents and slept
between the village and the graves.
Under the pained but smiling attention of
the innkeeper, a stout black-haired woman named Lika, the UN peacekeepers ate a
late supper of bread and tripe soup, served with big glasses of vodka. Everyone
retired to bed shortly after, except for Kaye and Beck.
Beck pulled a chair up to the wooden table
and placed a glass of white wine in front of her. She had not touched the
vodka.
“This is Manavi. Best they have here—for
us, at any rate.” Beck sat and directed a belch into his fist. “Excuse me. What
do you know about Georgian history?”
“Not a lot,” Kaye said. “Recent politics.
Science.”
Beck nodded and folded his arms. “Our dead
mothers,” he said, “could conceivably have been murdered during the
troubles—the civil war. But I don’t know of any actions in or around Gordi.” He
made a dubious face. “They could be victims from the 1930s, the ‘40s, or the
1950s. But you say no. Good point about the roots.” He rubbed his nose and then
scratched his chin. “For such a beautiful country, there’s a fair amount of
grim history.”
Beck reminded Kaye of Saul. Most men his
age somehow reminded Kaye of Saul, twelve years her senior, back on Long
Island, far away in more than just distance. Saul the brilliant, Saul the weak,
Saul whose mind creaked more every month. She sat up and stretched her arms,
scraping the legs of her chair against the tile floor.
“I’m more interested in her future,” Kaye
said. “Half the pharmaceutical and medical companies in the United States are
making pilgrimages here. Georgia’s expertise could save millions.”
“Helpful viruses.”
“Right,” Kaye said. “Phages.”
“Attack only bacteria.”
Kaye nodded.
“I read that Georgian troops carried
little vials filled with phages during the troubles,” Beck said. “They swallowed
them if they were going into battle, or sprayed them on wounds or burns before
they could get to hospital.”
Kaye nodded. “They’ve been using phage
therapy since the twenties, when Felix d’Herelle came here to work with George
Eliava. D’Herelle was sloppy; the results were mixed back then, and soon enough
we had sulfa and then penicillin. We’ve pretty much ignored phages until now.
So we end up with deadly bacteria resistant to all known antibiotics. But not
to phages.”
Through the window of the small lobby,
over the roofs of the low houses across the street, she could see the mountains
gleaming in the moonlight. She wanted to go to sleep but knew she would lie
awake in the small hard bed for hours.
“Here’s to the prettier future,” Beck
said. He lifted his glass and drained it. Kaye took a sip. The wine’s sweetness
and acidity made a lovely balance, like tart apricots.
“Dr. Jakeli told me you were climbing
Kazbeg,” Beck said. “Taller than Mont Blanc. I’m from Kansas. No mountains at
all. Hardly any rocks.” He smiled down at the table, as if embarrassed to meet
her gaze. “I love mountains. I apologize for dragging you away from your
business...and your pleasure.”
“I wasn’t climbing,” she said. “Just
hiking.”
“I’ll try to have you out of here in a few
days,” Beck said. “Geneva has records of missing persons and possible
massacres. If there’s a match and we can date it to the thirties, we’ll hand it
over to the Georgians and the Russians.” Beck wanted the graves to be old, and
she could hardly blame him.
“What if it’s recent?” Kaye asked.
“We’ll bring in a full investigation team
from Vienna.”
Kaye gave him a clear, no-nonsense look.
“It’s recent,” she said.
Beck finished off his glass, stood, and
clutched the back of his chair with his hands. “I agree,” he said with a sigh.
“What made you give up on criminology? If I’m not intruding...”
“I learned too much about people,” Kaye
said. Cruel, rotten, dirty, desperately stupid people. She told Beck
about the Brooklyn homicide lieutenant who had taught her class. He had been a
devout Christian. Showing them pictures of a particularly horrendous crime
scene, with two dead men, three dead women, and a dead child, he had told the
students, “The souls of these victims are no longer in their bodies. Don’t
sympathize with them. Sympathize with the ones left behind. Get over it. Get to
work. And remember: you work for God.”
“His beliefs kept him sane,” Kaye said.
“And you? Why did you change your major?”
“I didn’t believe,” Kaye said.
Beck nodded, flexed his hands on the back
of the chair. “No armor. Well, do your best. You’re all we’ve got for the time
being.” He said good night and walked to the narrow stairs, climbing with a
fast, light tread.
Kaye sat at the table for several minutes,
then stepped through the inn’s front door. She stood on the granite flagstone
step beside the narrow cobbled street and inhaled the night air, with its faint
odor of town sewage. Over the rooftop of the house opposite the inn she could
see the snow-capped crest of a mountain, so clear she could almost reach out
and touch it.
In the morning, she came awake wrapped in
warm sheets and a blanket that hadn’t been laundered in some time. She stared
at a few stray hairs, not her own, trapped in the thick gray wool near her
face. The small wooden bed with carved and red-painted posts occupied a
plaster-walled room about eight feet wide and ten feet long, with a single
window behind the bed, a single wooden chair, and a plain oak table bearing a
washstand. Tbilisi had modern hotels, but Gordi was away from the new tourist
trails, too far off the Military Road.
She slipped out of bed, splashed water on
her face, and pulled on her denims and blouse and coat. She was reaching for
the iron latch when she heard a heavy knock. Beck called her name. She opened the
door and blinked at him owlishly.
“They’re running us out of town,” he said,
his face hard. “They want all of us back in Tbilisi by tomorrow.”
“Why?”
“We’re not wanted. Regular army soldiers
are here to escort us. I’ve told them you’re a civilian advisor and not a
member of the team. They don’t care.”
“Jesus,” Kaye said. “Why the turnaround?”
Beck made a disgusted face. “The sakrebulo,
the council, I presume. Nervous about their nice little community. Or maybe it
comes from higher up.”
“Doesn’t sound like the new Georgia,” Kaye
said. She was concerned about how this might affect her work with the
institute.
“I’m surprised, too,” Beck said. “We’ve
stepped on somebody’s toes. Please pack your case and join us downstairs.”
He turned to go, but Kaye took his arm.
“Are the phones working?”
“I don’t know,” he said. “You’re welcome
to use one of our satellite phones.”
“Thanks. And—Dr. Jakeli is back in Tbilisi
by now. I’d hate to make him drive out here again.”
“We’ll take you to Tbilisi,” Beck said.
“If that’s where you want to go.”
Kaye said, “That’ll be fine.”
The white UN Cherokees gleamed in the
bright sun outside the inn. Kaye peered at them through the window panes of the
lobby and waited for the innkeeper to bring out an antiquated black dial phone
and plug it into the jack by the front desk. She picked up the receiver,
listened to it, then handed it to Kaye: dead. In a few more years, Georgia
would catch up with the twenty-first century. For now, there were less than a
hundred lines to the outside world, and with all calls routed through Tbilisi,
service was sporadic.
The innkeeper smiled nervously. She had
been nervous since they arrived.
Kaye carried her bag outside. The UN team
had assembled, six men and three women. Kaye stood beside a Canadian woman named
Doyle, while Hunter brought out the satellite phone.
First Kaye made a call to Tbilisi to speak
with Tamara Miri-anishvili, her main contact at the institute. After several
tries, the call went through. Tamara sympathized and wondered what the fuss was
about, then said Kaye was welcome to come back and stay a few more days. “It is
shameful, to push your nose into this. We’ll have fun, make you cheerful
again,” Tamara said.
“Have there been any calls from Saul?”
Kaye asked.
“Twice he calls,” Tamara said. “He says
ask more about biofilms. How do phages work in biofilms, when the bacteria get
all socialized.”
“And are you going to tell us?” Kaye asked
in jest.
Tamara gave her a tinkling, sunny laugh.
“Must we tell you all our secrets? We have no contracts yet, Kaye dear!”
“Saul’s right. It could be a big issue,”
Kaye said. Even at the worst of times, Saul was on track with their science and
their business.
“Come back, and I’ll show you some of our
biofilm research, special, just because you are nice,” Tamara said.
“Wonderful.”
Kaye thanked Tamara and handed the phone
back to the corporal.
A Georgian staff car, an old black Volga,
arrived with several army officers, who exited on the left side. Major
Chikur-ishvili of the security forces stepped out from the right, his face
stormier than ever. He looked like he might explode in a cloud of blood and
spit.
A young army officer—Kaye had no idea what
rank— approached Beck and spoke to him in broken Russian. When they were
finished, Beck waved his hand and the UN team climbed into their Jeeps. Kaye
rode in the Jeep with Beck.
As they drove west out of Gordi, a few of
the townspeople gathered to watch them leave. A little girl stood beside a
plastered stone wall and waved: brown-haired, tawny, gray-eyed, strong and lovely.
A perfectly normal and delightful little girl.
There was little conversation as Hunter
drove them south along the highway, leading the small caravan. Beck stared
thoughtfully ahead. The stiff-sprung Jeep bounced over bumps and dropped into
ruts and swerved around potholes.
Riding in the right rear seat, Kaye
thought she might be getting carsick. The radio played pop tunes from Alania
and pretty good blues from Azerbaijan and then an incomprehensible talk show
that Beck occasionally found amusing. He glanced back at Kaye and she tried to
smile bravely.
After a few hours she dozed off and
dreamed of bacterial buildups inside the bodies within the trench graves.
Biofilms, what most people thought of as slime: little industrious bacterial
cities reducing these corpses, these once-living giant evolutionary offspring,
back to their native materials. Lovely polysaccharide architectures being laid
down within the interior channels, the gut and lungs, the heart and arteries
and eyes and brain, the bacteria giving up their wild ways and becoming
citified, recycling all; great garbage dump cities of bacteria, cheerfully
ignorant of philosophy and history and the character of the dead hulks they now
reclaimed.
Bacteria made us. They take us back in the
end. Welcome home.
She woke up in a sweat. The air was
getting warmer as they descended into a long, deep valley. How nice it would be
to know nothing about all the inner workings. Animal innocence; the unexamined
life is the sweetest. But things go wrong and prompt introspection and
examination. The root of all awareness.
“Dreaming?” Beck asked her as they pulled
over near a small filling station and garage clapped together from sheets of
corrugated metal.
“Nightmares,” Kaye said. “Too much into my
work, I guess.”
5
Innsbruck, Austria
Mitch saw the blue sun swing around and
darken and he assumed it was night, but the air was dim green and not at all
cold. He felt a prick of pain in his upper thigh, a general sense of unease in
his stomach.
He wasn’t on the mountain. He tried to
blink the gunk from his eyes and reached up to rub his face. A hand stopped him
and a soft female voice told him in German to be a good boy. As she wiped his
forehead with a cold damp cloth, the woman said, in English, that he was a little
chapped and his nose and fingers were frostbitten and that he had a broken leg.
A few minutes later he went to sleep again.
No time at all after that, he awoke and
managed to sit up in a crisp, firm hospital bed. He was in a room with four
other patients, two beside him and two across from him, all male, all less than
forty years old. Two had broken legs in movie-comedy slings. The other two had
broken arms. Mitch’s own leg was in a cast but not in a sling.
All the men were blue-eyed, wiry, handsome
in an aquiline way, with thin necks and long jaws. They watched him
attentively.
Mitch saw the room clearly now: painted
concrete walls, white enameled bed frames, a portable lamp on a chromed stand
that he had mistaken for a blue sun, mottled brown tile floor, the dusty smell
of steam heat and antiseptic, a general odor of peppermint.
On Mitch’s right, a heavily snow-burned
young man, skin peeling from his baby-pink cheeks, leaned over to say, “You are
the lucky American, are you not?” The pulley and weights on his elevated leg
creaked.
“I’m American,” Mitch croaked. “I must be
lucky because I’m not dead.”
The men exchanged solemn glances. Mitch
could see he had been a topic of conversation for some time.
“We all agree, it is best for fellow
mountaineers to inform you.”
Before Mitch could protest that he was not
really a mountaineer, the snow-burned young man told him that his companions
were dead. “The Italian you were found with, in the serac, he is broken-neck.
And the woman is found much lower down, buried in ice.” Then, his eyes sharply
inquisitive—eyes the color of the wild-dog sky Mitch had first seen over the
arete—the young man asked, “The newspapers say, the TV say. Where did she get
the little corpse baby?”
Mitch coughed. He saw a pitcher of water
on a tray by his bed and poured a glass. The mountaineers watched him like
athletic elves trussed up in their beds.
Mitch returned their gazes. He tried to
hide his dismay. It did him no good to judge Tilde now; no good at all.
The inspector from Innsbruck arrived at
noon and sat beside his bed with an attending local police officer to ask
questions. The officer spoke better English and translated for him. Their
questions were routine, the inspector said, all part of the accident report.
Mitch told them he did not know who the woman was, and the inspector responded,
after a decent pause, that they had all been seen together in Salzburg. “You
and Franco Maricelli and Mathilda Berger.”
“That was Franco’s girlfriend,” he said,
feeling sick, trying not to show it. The inspector sighed and pursed his lips
disapprovingly, as if this was all very trivial and only a little irritating.
“She was carrying the mummy of an infant. Perhaps a very old
mummy. You have no idea where she got it?”
He hoped the police had not gone through
his effects and found the vials and recognized their contents. Perhaps he had
lost the pack on the glacier. “It’s too bizarre for words,” he said.
The inspector shrugged. “I am not an
expert on bodies in the ice. Mitchell, I give you some fatherly advice. I am
old enough?”
Mitch admitted the inspector might be old
enough. The mountaineers did not even attempt to hide their interest in the
proceedings.
“We have spoken to your former employers,
the Hayer Museum, in Seattle.”
Mitch blinked slowly.
“They tell us you were involved in the
theft of antiquities from the federal government, the skeletal remains of an
Indian, called Pasco man, very old. Ten thousand years, found on the banks of
the Columbia River. You refused to hand over these remains to the Army Corpse
of Engineers.”
“Corps,” Mitch said softly.
“So they arrest you under an antiquities
act, and the museum fires you because there is so much publicity.”
“The Indians claimed the bones belonged to
an ancestor,” Mitch said, his face flushing with anger at the memory. “They
wanted to bury them again.”
The inspector read from his notes. “You
were denied access to your collections in the museum, and the bones were
confiscated from your house. With many photographs and more publicity.”
“It was legal bullshit! The Army Corps of
Engineers had no right to those bones. They were scientifically invaluable—”
“Like this mummified baby from the ice,
perhaps?” the inspector asked.
Mitch closed his eyes and looked away. He
could see it all very clearly now. Stupid is not the word. This is fate,
pure and simple.
“You are going to throw up?” the inspector
asked, backing away.
Mitch shook his head.
“Already it is known—you were seen with
the woman in the Braunschweiger Hiitte, not ten kilometers from where you were
found. A striking woman, beautiful and blond, observers say.”
The mountaineers nodded at this, as if
they had been there.
“It is best you tell us everything and we
hear it first. I will tell the police in Italy, and the police here in Austria
will interview you and maybe it will all be nothing.”
“They were acquaintances,” he said. “She
was—used to be—my girlfriend. I mean, we were lovers.”
“Yes. Why did she return to you?”
“They had found something. She thought I
might be able to tell them what they had found.”
“Yes?”
Mitchell realized he had no choice. He
drank another glass of water, then told the inspector most of what had
happened, as precisely and clearly as he could. Since they had not mentioned
the vials, he did not mention them, either. The officer took notes and recorded
his confession on a small tape machine.
When he was finished, the inspector said,
“Someone is sure to want to know where this cave is.”
“Tilde—Mathilda had a camera,” Mitch said
wearily. “She took pictures.”
“We found no camera. It might go much
easier if you know where the cave is. Such a find...very exciting.”
“They have the baby already,” Mitch said.
“That should be exciting enough. A Neandertal infant.”
The inspector made a doubtful face.
“Nobody says anything about Neandertal. So maybe this is a delusion or joke?”
Mitch was long past losing everything he
cared about— his career, his standing as a paleontologist. Once more he had
screwed things up royally. “Maybe it was the headache.
I’m just groggy. Of course, I’ll help them
find the cave,” he said.
“Then there is no crime, merely tragedy.”
The inspector rose to leave, and the officer tipped his cap good-bye.
After they were gone, the mountaineer with
the peeling cheeks told him, “You are not going home soon.”
“The mountains want you back,” said the
least snow-burned of the four, across the room from Mitch, and nodded sagely,
as if that explained everything.
“Screw you,” Mitch muttered. He rolled
over in the crisp white bed.
6
Eliava Institute, Tbilisi
Lado and Tamara and Zamphyra and seven
other scientists and students gathered around the two wooden tables on the
south end of the main laboratory building. They all lifted their beakers of
brandy in toast to Kaye. Candles flickered around the room, reflecting the
golden sparkles within the amber-filled glassware. The meal was only halfway
finished, and this was the eighth round Lado had led this evening, as tamada,
toastmaster, for the occasion. “For darling Kaye,” Lado said, “who values our
work...and promises to make us rich!”
Rabbits, mice, and chickens watched with
sleepy eyes from their cages behind the table. Long black benches covered with
glassware and racks and incubators and computers hooked to sequencers and
analyzers retreated into the gloom at the unlighted end of the lab.
“To Kaye,” Tamara added, “who has seen
more of what Sakarrvelo, of Georgia, has to offer...than we might wish. A brave
and understanding woman.”
“What are you, toastmisrress?” Lado
demanded in irritation. “Why remind us of unpleasant things?”
“What are you, talking of riches, of
money, at a time like this?” Tamara snapped back.
“I am tamada\” Lado roared, standing
beside the oak folding table and waving his sloshing glass at the students and
scientists. Above slow smiles, none of them said a word in disagreement.
“All right,” Tamara conceded. “Your wish
is our command.”
“They have no respect!” Lado complained to
Kaye. “Will prosperity destroy tradition?”
The benches made crowded Vs in Kaye’s
narrowing perspective. The equipment was hooked into a generator that chugged
softly out in the yard beside the building. Saul had supplied two sequencers
and a computer; the generator had been supplied by Aventis, a huge
multinational.
City power from Tbilisi had been shut off
since late that afternoon. They had cooked the farewell dinner over Bunsen
burners and in a gas oven.
“Go ahead, toastmaster,” Zamphyra said in
affectionate resignation. She waved her fingers at Lado.
“I will.” Lado put down his glass and
smoothed his suit. His dark wrinkled face, red as a beet with mountain sunburn,
gleamed in the candlelight like rich wood. He reminded Kaye of a toy troll she
had loved as a child. From a box concealed under the table he brought out a
small crystal glass, intricately cut and beveled. He took a beautiful silver-chased
ibex horn and walked to a large amphora propped in a wooden crate in the near
corner, behind the table. The amphora, recently pulled from the earth of his
own small vineyard outside Tbilisi, was filled with some immense quantity of
wine. He lifted a ladle from the amphora’s mouth and poured it slowly into the
horn, then again, and again, seven times, until the horn was full. He swirled
the wine gently to let it breathe. Red liquid sloshed over his wrist.
Finally, he filled the glass to the brim
from the horn, and handed it to Kaye. “If you were a man,” he said, “I would
ask you to drink the entire horn, and give us a toast.”
“Lado!” Tamara howled, slapping his arm.
He almost dropped the horn, and turned on her in mock surprise.
“What?” he demanded. “Is the glass not
beautiful?”
Zamphyra rose to her feet beside the table
to waggle a finger at him. Lado grinned more broadly, transformed from a troll
into a carmine satyr. He turned slowly toward Kaye.
“What can I do, dear Kaye?” Lado said with
a flourish. More wine dripped from the tip of the horn. “They demand that you
must drink all of this.”
Kaye had already had her fill of alcohol
and did not trust herself to stand. She felt deliciously warm and safe, among
friends, surrounded by an ancient darkness thick with amber and golden stars.
She had almost forgotten the graves and
Saul and the difficulties awaiting her in New York.
She held out her hands, and Lado danced
forward with surprising grace, belying his clumsiness of a few moments before.
Not spilling a drop, he deposited the ibex horn into her hands.
“Now, you,” he said.
Kaye knew what was expected. She rose
solemnly. Lado had delivered many toasts that evening that had rambled
poetically and with no end of invention for long minutes. She doubted she could
equal his eloquence, but she would do her best, and she had many things to say,
things that had buzzed in her head for the two days since she had come down
from Kazbeg.
“There is no land on Earth like the home
of wine,” she began, and lifted the horn high. All smiled and raised their
beakers. “No land that offers more beauty and more promise to the sick of heart
or the sick of body. You have distilled the nectars of new wines to banish the
rot and disease the flesh is heir to. You have preserved the tradition and
knowledge of seventy years, saving it for the twenty-first century. You are the
mages and alchemists of the microscopic age, and now you join the explorers of
the West, with an immense treasure to share.”
Tamara translated in a loud whisper for the
students and scientists who crowded around the table.
“I am honored to be treated as a friend,
and as a colleague. You have shared with me this treasure, and the treasure of
Sakartvelo—the mountains, the hospitality, the history, and by no means last or
least, the wine.”
She lifted the horn with one hand, and
said, “Gaumarjos phage!” She pronounced it the Georgian way, phah-gay.
“Gaumarjos Sakartvelos! “
Then she began to drink. She could not
savor Lado’s earth-hidden, soil-aged wine the way it deserved, and her eyes
watered, but she did not want to stop, either to show her weakness or to end
this moment. She swallowed gulp after gulp. Fire moved from her stomach into
her arms and legs, and drowsiness threatened to steal her away. But she kept
her eyes open and continued to the very bottom of the horn, then upended it,
held it out, and lifted it.
“To the kingdom of the small, and all the
labors they do for us! All the glories, the necessities, for which we must
forgive the...the pain...” Her tongue became stiff and her words stumbled. She
leaned on the folding table with one hand, and Tamara quietly and unobtrusively
brought down her own hand to keep the table from upsetting. “All the things to
which we...all we have inherited. To bacteria, our worthy opponents, the little
mothers of the world!”
Lado and Tamara led the cheers. Zamphyra
helped Kaye descend, it seemed from a great height, into her wooden folding
chair.
“Wonderful, Kaye,” Zamphyra murmured into
her ear. “You come back to Tbilisi any time. You have a home, safe away from
your own home.”
Kaye smiled and wiped her eyes, for in her
sodden sentiment and relief from the strain of the past days, she was weeping.
The next morning, Kaye felt somber and
fuzzy, but experienced no other ill effects from the farewell party. In the two
hours before Lado took her to the airport, she walked through the hallways in
two of the three laboratory buildings, now almost empty. The staff and most of
the graduate student assistants were attending a special meeting in Eliava Hall
to discuss the various offers made by American and British and French
companies. It was an important and heady moment for the institute; in the next
two months, they would probably make their decisions on when and with whom to
form alliances. But they could not tell her now. The announcement would come
later.
The institute still showed decades of
neglect. In most of the labs, the shiny, thick, white or pale green enamel had
peeled to show cracked plaster. Plumbing dated from the 1960s, at the latest;
much of it was from the twenties and thirties. The brilliant white plastic and
stainless steel of new equipment only made more obvious the Bakelite and black
enamel or the brass and wood of antique microscopes and other instruments.
There were two electron microscopes enshrined in one building—great hulking
brutes on massive vibration isolation platforms.
Saul had promised them three new
top-of-the-line scanning tunneling microscopes by the end of the year—if
EcoBacter was chosen as one of their partners. Aventis or Bristol-Myers Squibb
could no doubt do better than that.
Kaye walked between the lab benches,
peering through the glass doors of incubators at stacks of petri dishes within,
their bottoms filled with a film of agar swept and clouded by bacterial
colonies, sometimes marked by clear circular regions, called plaques, where
phages had killed all the bacteria. Day after day, year after year, the
researchers in the institute analyzed and cataloged naturally occurring
bacteria and their phages. For every strain of bacteria there was at least one
and often hundreds of specific phages, and as the bacteria mutated to throw off
these unwanted intruders, the phages mutated to match them, a never-ending
chase. The Eliava Institute kept one of the largest libraries of phages in the
world, and they could respond to bacterial samples by producing phages within
days.
On the wall over the new lab equipment,
posters showed the bizarre spaceshiplike geometric head and tail structures of
the ubiquitous T-even phages—T2, T4, and T6, so designated in the
1920s—hovering over the comparatively huge surfaces of Escherichia coli
bacteria. Old photographs, old conceptions—that phages simply preyed upon
bacteria, hijacking their DNA merely to produce new phages. Many phages did in
fact do just that, keeping bacterial populations in check. Others, known as
lysogenic phages, became genetic stowaways, hiding within the bacteria and
inserting their genetic messages into the host DNA. Retroviruses did something
very similar in larger plants and animals.
Lysogenic phages suppressed their own
expression and assembly and were perpetuated within the bacterial DNA, carried
down through the generations. They would jump ship when their host showed clear
signs of stress, creating hundreds or even thousands of phage offspring per
cell, bursting from the host to escape.
Lysogenic phages were almost useless in
phage therapy. They were far more than mere predators. Often these viral
invaders gave their hosts resistance to other phages. Sometimes they carried
genes from one cell to the next, genes that could transform the cell. Lysogenic
phages had been known to take relatively harmless bacteria—benign strains of
Vibrio, for example—and transform them into virulent Vibrio cholerae. Outbreaks
of deadly strains of E. coli in beef had been attributed to transfers of
toxin-producing genes by phages. The institute worked hard to identify and
eliminate these phages from their preparations.
Kaye, however, was fascinated by them. She
had spent much of her career studying lysogenic phages in bacteria and
retroviruses in apes and humans. Hollowed-out retroviruses were commonly used
in gene therapy and genetic research as delivery systems for corrective genes,
but Kaye’s interest was less practical.
Many metazoans — nonbacterial life-forms —
carried the dormant remains of ancient retroviruses in their genes. As much as
one third of the human genome, our complete genetic record, was made up of
these so-called endogenous retroviruses.
She had written three papers about human
endogenous retrovirus, or HERV, suggesting they might contribute to novelty in
the genome — and much more. Saul agreed with her. “Everyone knows they carry
little secrets,” he had once told her, when they were courting. Their courtship
had been odd and lovely. Saul himself was odd and sometimes quite lovely and
kind; she just never knew when those times would be.
Kaye paused for a moment by a metal lab
stool and rested her hand on its Masonite seat. Saul had always been interested
in the bigger picture; she, on the other hand, had been content with smaller
successes, tidier chunks of knowledge. So much hunger had led to many
disappointments. He had quietly watched his younger wife achieve so much more.
She knew it hurt him. Not to have immense success, not to be a genius, was for
Saul a major failing.
Kaye lifted her head and inhaled the air:
bleach, steam heat, a waft of fresh paint and carpentry from the adjacent
library. She liked this old lab with its antiques and humility and decades-old
story of hardship and success. The days she had spent here, and on the
mountain, had been among the most pleasant of her recent life. Tamara and
Zamphyra and Lado had not only made her feel welcome, they had seemed to open
up instantly and generously to become family to a wandering foreign woman.
Saul might have a very big success here. A
double success, perhaps. What he needed to feel important and useful.
She turned and through the open doorway
saw Tengiz, the stooped old lab caretaker, talking to a short, plump young man
in gray slacks and a sweatshirt. They stood in the corridor between the lab and
the library. The young man looked at her and smiled. Tengiz smiled as well,
nodded vigorously, and pointed to Kaye. The man sauntered into the lab as if he
owned it.
“Are you Kaye Lang?” he asked in American
English with a distinct Southern drawl. He was shorter than her by several
inches, about her age or a little older, with a thin black beard and curly
black hair. His eyes, also black, were small and intelligent.
“Yes,” she said.
“Pleasure to meet you. My name is
Christopher Dicken. I’m from the Epidemic Intelligence Service of the National
Center for Infectious Diseases in Atlanta—another Georgia, a long way from
here.”
Kaye smiled and shook his hand. “I didn’t
know you were going to be here,” she said. “What’s the NCID, the CDC—”
“You went out to a site near Gordi, two
days ago,” Dicken interrupted her.
“They chased us away,” Kaye said.
“I know. I spoke with Colonel Beck
yesterday.”
“Why would you be interested?”
“Could be for no good reason.” He thinned
his lips and lifted his eyebrows, then smiled again, shrugging this off. “Beck
says the UN and all Russian peacekeepers have pulled out of the area and
returned to Tbilisi, at the vigorous request of the parliament and President
Shevardnadze. Odd, don’t you think?”
“Embarrassing for business,” Kaye
murmured. Tengiz listened from the hall. She frowned at him, more in puzzlement
than in warning. He wandered away.
“Yeah,” Dicken said. “Old troubles. How
old, would you say?”
“What—the grave?”
Dicken nodded.
“Five years. Maybe less.”
“The women were pregnant.”
“Yesss...” She dragged her answer out,
trying to riddle why this would interest a man from the Centers for Disease
Control. “The two I saw.”
“No chance of a misidentification?
Full-term infants impacted in the grave?”
“None,” she said. “They were about six or
seven months along.”
“Thanks.” Dicken held out his hand again
and shook hers politely. He turned to leave. Tengiz was crossing the hall
outside the door and hustled aside as Dicken passed through. The EIS
investigator glanced back at Kaye and tossed a quick salute.
Tengiz leaned his head to one side and
grinned toothlessly. He looked guilty as hell.
Kaye sprinted for the door and caught up
with Dicken in the courtyard. He was climbing into a small rental Nissan.
“Excuse me!” she called out.
“Sorry. Gotta go.” Dicken slammed the door
and turned on the engine.
“Christ, you sure know how to arouse
suspicions!” Kaye said loudly enough for him to hear through the closed window.
Dicken rolled the window down and grimaced
amiably. “Suspicions about what?”
“What in hell are you doing here?”
“Rumors,” he said, looking over his
shoulder to see if the way was clear. “That’s all I can say.”
He spun the car around in the gravel and
drove off, maneuvering between the main building and the second lab. Kaye
folded her arms and frowned after him.
Lado called from the main building, poking
out of a window. “Kaye! We are done. You are ready?”
“Yes!” Kaye answered, walking toward the
window. “Did you see him?”
“Who?” Lado asked, face blank.
“A man from the Centers for Disease
Control. He said his name was Dicken.”
“I saw no one. They have an office on
Abasheli Street. You could call.”
She shook her head. There wasn’t time, and
it was none of her business anyway. “Never mind,” she said.
Lado was unusually somber as he drove her
to the airport.
“Is it good news, or bad?” she asked.
“I am not allowed to say,” he replied. “We
should, as you say, keep our options open? We are like babes in the woods.”
Kaye nodded and stared straight ahead as
they entered the parking area. Lado helped her take her bags to the new
international terminal, past lines of taxis with sharp-eyed drivers waiting
impatiently. The check-in desk at British Mediterranean Airlines had a short
line. Already Kaye felt she was in the middle zone between worlds, closer to
New York than to Lado’s Georgia or the Gergeti church or Mount Kazbeg.
As she reached the front of the line and
pulled out her passport and tickets, Lado stood with arms folded, squinting at
the watery sunlight through the terminal windows.
The clerk, a young blond woman with
ghostly pale skin, slowly worked through the tickets and papers. She finally
looked up to say, “No off going. No taking.”
“Beg pardon?”
The woman lifted her eyes to the ceiling
as if this would give her strength or cleverness and tried again. “No Baku. No
Heathrow. No JFK. No Vienna.”
“What, they’re gone?” Kaye asked in
exasperation. She looked helplessly at Lado, who stepped over the vinyl-covered
ropes and addressed the woman in stern and reproving tones, then pointed to
Kaye and lifted his bushy brows, as if to say, Very Important Person!
The pale young woman’s cheeks acquired
some color. With infinite patience, she looked at Kaye and began speaking, in
rapid Georgian, something about the weather, hail moving in, unusual storm.
Lado translated in spaced single words: hail, unusual, soon.
“When can I get out?” she asked the woman.
Lado listened to the clerk’s explanation with a stern expression,
then lifted his shoulders and turned his face toward Kaye. “Next week, next
flight. Or flight to Vienna, Tuesday. Day after tomorrow.”
Kaye decided to rebook through Vienna.
There were now four people in line behind Kaye, and they were showing signs of
both amusement and impatience. By their dress and language, they were probably
not going to New York or London.
Lado walked with her up the stairs and sat
across from her in the echoing waiting area. She needed to think, to sort out
her plans. A few old women sold Western cigarettes and perfume and Japanese
watches from small booths around the perimeter. Nearby, two young men slept on
opposite benches, snoring in tandem. The walls were covered with posters in
Russian, the lovely curling Georgian script, and in German and French. Castles,
tea plantations, bottles of wine, the suddenly small and distant mountains
whose pure colors survived even the fluorescent lights.
“I know, you need to call your husband, he
will miss you,” Lado said. “We can return to the institute—you are welcome,
always!”
“No, thank you,” Kaye said, suddenly
feeling a little sick. Premonition had nothing to do with it: she could read
Lado like a book. What had they done wrong? Had a larger firm made an even
sweeter offer?
What would Saul do when he found out? All
their planning had been based on his optimism about being able to convert
friendship and charity into a solid business relationship...
They were so close.
“There is the Metechi Palace,” Lado said.
“Best hotel in Tbilisi...best in Georgia. I take you to the Metechi! You can be
a real tourist, like in the guide books! Maybe you have time to take a hot
spring bath...relax before you go home.”
Kaye nodded and smiled but it was obvious
her heart was not in it. Suddenly, impetuously, Lado leaned forward and
clutched her hand in his dry, cracked fingers, roughened by so many washings
and immersions. He pounded his hand and hers lightly on her knee. “It is no
end! It is a beginning! We must all be strong and resourceful!”
This brought tears to Kaye’s eyes. She
looked at the posters again—Elbrus and Kazbeg draped with clouds, the Gergeti
church, vineyards and high tilled fields.
Lado threw his hands up in the air, swore
eloquently in Georgian, and leaped to his feet. “I tell them it is not best!”
he insisted. “I tell the bureaucrats in the government, we have worked with
you, with Saul, for three years, and it is not to be overturned in one night!
Who needs an exclusive, no? I will take you to Metechi.”
Kaye smiled her thanks and Lado sat down
again, bending over, shaking his head glumly and folding his hands. “It is an
outrage,” he said, “what we have to do in today’s world.”
The young men continued snoring.
7
New York
Christopher Dicken arrived at JFK, by
coincidence, on the same evening as Kaye Lang, and saw her waiting to go
through customs. She was transferring her luggage to a cart and did not notice
him.
She looked dragged out, wan. Dicken had
been in the air himself for thirty-six hours, returning from Turkey with two
locked metal cases and a duffel bag. He certainly did not want to run into Lang
under the present circumstances.
Dicken was not sure why he had gone to see
Lang at Eliava. Perhaps because they had separately experienced the same horror
outside Gordi. Perhaps to discover if she knew what was happening in the United
States, the reason he had been recalled; perhaps just to meet the attractive
and intelligent woman whose picture he had seen on the EcoBacter web site.
He showed his CDC identification and NCID
import pass to a customs supervisor, filled out the requisite five forms, and
slouched through a side door into an empty hall. Coffee nerves gave everything
an extra sour edge. He had not slept a wink on the entire flight and had
slugged back five cups in the hour before landing. He had wanted time to
research and think and be prepared for the meeting with Mark Augustine, the
director of the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention.
Augustine was in Manhattan now, giving a
talk at a conference on new AIDS treatments.
Dicken carried the cases to the parking
garage. He had lost all track of time on the plane and in the airport; he was a
little surprised to discover dusk falling over New York.
He made his way through a labyrinth of
stairs and elevators and drove his government Dodge out of long-term parking
and faced the bleak gray skies above Jamaica Bay. Traffic on the Van Wyck
Expressway was dense. With a solicitous hand, he steadied the sealed cases on
the passenger seat. The first case held dry ice to preserve a few vials of
blood and urine from a patient in Turkey, and tissue samples from her rejected
fetus. The second contained two sealed plastic pouches of mummified epidermal
and muscle tissue, courtesy of the officer in charge of the United Nations
extended peacekeeping mission in the Republic of Georgia, Colonel Nicholas
Beck.
The tissue from the graves near Gordi was
a long shot, but there was a pattern emerging in Dicken’s mind—a very
intriguing and disturbing pattern. He had spent three years tracking down the
viral equivalent of a boojum: a sexually transmitted disease that struck only
pregnant women and invariably caused miscarriages. It was a potential
bombshell, just what Augustine had tasked Dicken to find: something so
horrible, so provocative, that funding for the CDC would be guaranteed to rise.
During those years, Dicken had gone time
and again to Ukraine, Georgia, and Turkey, hoping to gather samples and put
together an epidemiological map. Time and again, public health officials in
each of the three nations had stonewalled him. They had their reasons. Dicken
had heard of no fewer than three and as many as seven mass graves containing
the bodies of men and women who had supposedly been killed to prevent the
spread of this disease. Getting samples from local hospitals had proven
extremely difficult, even when the countries had made formal agreements with
the CDC and the World Health Organization. He had been allowed to visit only
the grave in Gordi, and that one because it was under UN investigation. He had
taken his samples from the victims an hour after Kaye Lang had left.
Dicken had never before dealt with a
conspiracy to hide the existence of a disease.
All his work could have been important,
just what Augustine needed, but it was about to be overshadowed, if not blown
wide open. While Dicken had been in Europe, the quarry had broken cover on the
CDC’s home turf. A young researcher at UCLA Medical Center, looking for a
common element in seven rejected fetuses, had found an unknown virus. He had
shipped the samples to CDC-funded epidemiologists in San Francisco. The
researchers had copied and sequenced the virus’s genetic material. They had
reported their findings immediately to Mark Augustine.
Augustine had called Dicken home.
Rumors were spreading already about the
discovery of the first infectious human endogenous retrovirus, or HERV. As
well, there were a few scattered news stories about a virus that caused
miscarriages. So far, no one outside the CDC had yet put the two together. On
the plane from London, Dicken had spent an expensive half hour on the Internet,
visiting key professional sites and news groups, finding nowhere a detailed
description of the discovery, but everywhere a slam-dunk predictable curiosity.
No wonder. Someone could end up getting a Nobel—and Dicken was ready to lay
odds that that someone would be Kaye Lang.
As a professional virus hunter, Dicken had
long had a fascination with HERV, the genetic fossils of ancient diseases. Lang
had first come to Dicken’s attention two years ago when she published three
papers describing sites in the human genome, on chromosomes 14 and 17, where
parts of potentially complete and infectious HERV could be found. Her most
detailed paper had appeared in Virology: “A Model for Expression, Assembly, and
Lateral Transmission of Chromo-somally Scattered env, pol, and gag Genes:
Viable Ancient Retroviral Elements in Humans and Simians.”
The nature of the outbreak and its
possible extent was a closely guarded secret for the time being, but a few
insiders at the CDC knew this much: The retroviruses found in the fetuses were
genetically identical with HERV that had been part of the human genome since
the evolutionary branching of Old World and New World monkeys. Every human on
Earth carried them, but they were no longer simply genetic garbage or abandoned
fragments. Something had stimulated scattered segments of HERV to express, then
assemble the proteins and RNA they encoded into a particle capable of leaving
the body and infecting another individual.
All seven of the rejected fetuses had been
severely malformed.
These particles were causing disease,
probably the very disease that Dicken had been tracking for the past three
years. The disease had already received an in-house name at the CDC: Herod’s
flu.
With the mix of brilliance and luck that
characterized most great scientific careers, Lang had precisely pegged the
locations of the genes that were apparently causing Herod’s flu. But she did
not yet have a clue what had happened; he could tell that in her eyes in
Tbilisi.
Something more besides had drawn Dicken to
Kaye Lang’s work. With her husband, she had written papers on the evolutionary
significance of transposable genetic elements, so-called jumping genes:
transposons, retrotransposons, and even HERV Transposable elements could change
when, where, and how often genes expressed, causing mutations, ultimately
altering the physical nature of an organism.
Transposable elements, retrogenes, had
very likely once been the precursors of viruses; some had mutated and learned
how to exit the cell, wrapped in protective capsids and envelopes, the genetic
equivalents of space suits. A few had later returned as retroviruses, like
prodigal sons; some of those, over the millennia, had infected germ-line
cells—eggs or sperm or their precursors—and somehow lost their potency. These
had become HERV
In his travels, Dicken had heard from
reliable sources in Ukraine of women bearing subtly and not-so-subtly different
children, of children immaculately conceived, of entire villages being razed
and sterilized...In the wake of a plague of miscarriages.
All rumors, but to Dicken evocative, even
compelling. In his hunting, he relied on well-honed instincts. The stories
resonated with something he had been thinking about for over a year.
Perhaps there had been a conspiracy of
mutagens. Perhaps Chernobyl or some other Soviet-era radiation disaster had
triggered the release of the endogenous retrovirus that caused Herod’s flu. So
far, he had mentioned this theory to no one, however.
In the Midtown Tunnel, a big panel truck
decorated with happy dancing cows swerved and nearly hit him. He stood on the
Dodge’s brakes. Squealing tires and a miss of mere inches brought sweat to his
brow and unleashed all his anger and frustration. “Fuck you!” he shouted at the
unseen driver. “Next time I’ll carry Ebola!”
He was feeling less than charitable. The
CDC would have to go public, perhaps in a few weeks. By that time, if the
charts were accurate, there would be well over five thousand cases of Herod’s flu
in the United States alone.
And Christopher Dicken would be credited
with little more than a good soldier’s footwork.
8
Long Island, New York
The green and white house stood on top of
a low hill, medium in size but stately, 1940s Colonial, surrounded by old oaks
and poplars, as well as rhododendrons she had planted three years ago.
Kaye had called from the airport and
picked up a message from Saul. He was at a client lab in Philadelphia and would
be back later in the evening. It was seven now and the twilight sky over Long
Island was glorious. Fluffy clouds broke free from a dissipating mass of
ominous gray. Starlings made the oaks noisy as a nursery.
She unlocked the door, pushed her bags
through, and keyed in her code to deactivate the alarm. The house smelled
musty. She put down her bags as one of their two cats, an orange tabby named
Crickson, sallied into the hallway from the living room, claws ticking faintly
on the warm teak floor. Kaye picked him up and skritched him under the neck and
he purred and mewed like a sick calf. The other cat, Temin, was nowhere in
sight. She guessed he was outside, hunting.
The living room made her heart sag. Dirty
clothes had been scattered everywhere. Microwave cardboard dishes lay scattered
on the coffee table and oriental rug before the couch. Books and newspapers and
yellow pages torn from an old phone book sprawled over the dining table. The
musty smell came from the kitchen: rotten vegetables, stale coffee grounds,
plastic food wrappers.
Saul had had a bad time of it. As usual,
she had returned just in time to clean up.
Kaye opened the front door and all the
windows.
She fried herself a small steak and made a
green salad with bottled dressing. As she opened a bottle of pinot noir, Kaye
noticed an envelope on the white tile counter near the espresso maker. She set
the wine out to breathe, then tore open the envelope. Inside was a flowery
greeting card with a scrawled note from Saul.
Kaye,
Sweetest Kaye, love love love I am so
sorry. I missed you and this time it shows, all over the house. Don’t clean up.
I’ll have Caddy do it tomorrow and pay her extra. Just relax. The bedroom is
spotless. I made sure of that.
Crazy old Saul
Kaye folded the note with an unmollified
sniff and stared at the counter and cabinets. Her eye fell on a neat stack of
old journals and magazines, out of place on the butcher block table. She lifted
the magazines. Underneath, she found a dozen or so printouts, and another note.
She turned off the heat on the stove and put a lid over the pan to keep the
steak warm, then picked up the pile and read the first sheet.
Kaye...
You peeked! This stack by way of apology.
Very exciting. Got it off Virion and asked Ferris and Farrakhan Mkebe at UCI
what they know. They wouldn ‘t tell me everything, but I think It’s here, just
like we predicted. They call it SHERVA—Scattered Human Endogenous Retrovirus
Activation. There’s very little useful on the web sites, but here s the
discussion.
Love and admiration, Saul
Kaye did not know quite why, but this made
her cry. Through a film of tears, she flipped through the papers, then put them
on the tray beside her steak and salad. She was tired and overwrought. She
carried the tray into the den to eat and watch television.
Saul had made a small fortune patenting a
special variety of transgenic mouse six years ago; he had met and married Kaye
the year after that, and immediately he had put most of his fortune into
EcoBacter. Kaye’s parents had contributed a substantial amount as well, just
before their deaths in an auto accident. Thirty workers and five staff filled
the rectangular gray and blue building in a Long Island industrial park,
cheek-by-jowl with half a dozen other biotech companies. The park was four
miles from their house.
She wasn’t due at EcoBacter until noon
tomorrow. She hoped that something would delay Saul and she would have more
time by herself, to think and prepare, but this wish made her choke up again.
She tossed her head in disgust at her rampant emotions and drank her wine
through dripping, salty lips.
All she really wanted was for Saul to be
healthy, to get better. She wanted her husband back, the man who had changed
her perspective on life, her inspiration and partner and stable center in a
rapidly spinning world.
As she chewed small bites of steak, she
read the messages from the Virion discussion group. There were over a hundred,
several from scientists, most from dilettantes and students, rehashing and
speculating upon the spotty news.
She sprinkled A-l sauce over the last of
the meat and took a deep breath.
This could be important stuff. Saul had a
right to be excited. There were so few specifics, however, and not a clue as to
where the work had been done, or where it was going to be published, or who had
leaked the news.
She took her tray into the kitchen just as
the phone rang. With a little pirouette in her stocking feet, she balanced the
tray on one hand and answered.
“Welcome home!” Saul said. His deep voice
still sent a small thrill. “Dear far-traveling Kaye!” He became contrite. “I
wanted to apologize for the mess. Caddy couldn’t come in yesterday.” Caddy was
their housekeeper.
“It’s good to be back,” she said.
“Working?”
“I’m stuck here. Can’t get away.”
“I’ve missed you.”
“Don’t clean up the house.”
“I haven’t. Not much.”
“Did you read the printouts?”
“Yes. They were hidden on the counter.”
“I wanted you to read them in the morning
with coffee, when you’re at your sharpest. I should have more solid news by
then. I’ll be back by eleven tomorrow. Don’t go to the lab right away.”
“I’ll wait for you,” she said.
“You sound beat. Long flight?”
“Bad air,” she said. “I got a nosebleed.”
“Poor Mddchen” he said. “Don’t worry. I’m
fine now that you’re here. Did Lado...?” He let the sentence trail off.
“Not a clue,” Kaye lied. “I did my best.”
“I know. Sleep snug and I’ll make it up to
you. There’s going to be stunning news.”
“You’ve heard more. Tell me,” Kaye said.
“Not yet. Anticipation is its own joy.”
Kaye hated games. “Saul—”
“I am adamant. Besides, I haven’t got all
the confirmation I need. I love you. I miss you.” He made a kiss-sound good
night, and after multiple good-byes, they broke the connection simultaneously,
an old habit. Saul was sensitive about being last on the line.
Kaye looked around the kitchen, wrapped a
dishrag around her hand, and began to clean up. She did not want to wait for
Caddy. After straightening to her satisfaction, she showered, washed her hair
and wrapped it in a towel, put on her favorite rayon pajamas, and built a fire
in the upstairs bedroom fireplace. Then she squatted in a lotus on the end of
the bed, letting the bright flames and the soft smoothness of the rayon
reassure her. Outside, the wind rose and she saw a single flash behind the lace
curtains. The weather was turning rough.
Kaye climbed into bed and pulled the down
comforter up under her neck. “At least I’m not feeling sorry for myself
anymore,” she said in a bold voice. Crickson joined her, parading his fluffy
orange tail across the bed. Temin leaped up as well, more dignified, though a
little damp. He condescended to be rubbed down with her towel.
For the first time since Mount Kazbeg, she
felt safe and balanced. Poor little girl, she accused. Waiting for
her husband to return. Waiting for her real husband to return.
9
New York City
Mark Augustine stood before the window of
his small hotel room, holding a late night bourbon and water on the rocks, and
listened to Dicken’s report.
Augustine was a compact and efficient man
with smiling brown eyes, a firmly rooted head of concentrated gray hair, a
small but jutting nose, and expressive lips. His skin was permanently
sun-browned from years spent in equatorial Africa, and from his years in
Atlanta, his voice was soft and melodious. He was a tough and resourceful man,
adept at politicking, as befitted a director, and it was said by many at the
CDC that he was being groomed to be the next surgeon general.
When Dicken finished, Augustine put down
his drink. “Ver-r-r-r-ry inter-esting,” he said in an Artie Johnson voice.
“Amazing work, Christopher.”
Christopher smiled but waited for the long
assessment.
“It fits with most of what we know. I’ve
spoken with the SG,” Augustine continued. “She thinks we’re going to have to go
public in small steps, and soon. I agree. First, we’ll let the scientists have
their fun, cloak it in a little romance. You know, tiny invaders from inside
our own bodies, gee, isn’t it fascinating, we don’t know what they can do. That
sort of thing. Doel and Davison in California can outline their discovery and
do that for us. They’ve been working hard enough. They certainly deserve some
glory.” Augustine again lifted the glass of whiskey and twirled the ice and
water with a quiet tinkle. “Did Dr. Mahy say when they can get your samples
analyzed?”
“No,” Dicken said.
Augustine smiled sympathetically. “You
would rather have followed them to Atlanta.”
“I’d rather have flown them there myself
and done the work,” Dicken said.
“I’m going to Washington Thursday,”
Augustine said. “I’m backing up the surgeon general before Congress. NIH could
be there. We aren’t bringing in the secretary of HHS yet. I want you with me.
I’ll tell Francis and Jon to put out their press release tomorrow morning. It’s
been ready for a week.”
Dicken admired this with a private,
slightly ironic smile. HHS—Health and Human Services—was the huge branch of
government that oversaw the NIH, the National Institutes of Health, and the
CDC, the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention in Atlanta, Georgia. “A
well-oiled machine,” he said.
Augustine took this as a compliment.
“We’ve still got our heads shoved up our asses. We’ve riled Congress with our
stance on tobacco and firearms. The bastards in Washington have decided we’re a
big fat target. They cut our funding by a third to help pay for a new tax cut.
Now a big one comes and it’s not out of Africa or the rain forest. It has
nothing to do with our little rape of Mother Nature. It’s a fluke, and it comes
from inside our own blessed little bodies.” Augustine’s smile turned wolfish.
“It makes my hair prickle, Christopher. This is a godsend. We have to present
this with timing, with drama. If we don’t do this right, there’s a real danger
no one in Washington will pay attention until we lose an entire generation of
babies.”
Dicken wondered how he could contribute to
this runaway train. There had to be some way he could promote his field-work,
all those years tracking boojums. “I’ve been thinking about a mutation angle,”
he said, his mouth dry. He laid out the stories of mutated babies he had heard
in Ukraine and outlined some of his theory of radiation-induced release of HERV
Augustine narrowed his eyelids and shook
his head. “We know about birth defects from Chernobyl. No news in that,” he
murmured. “But there’s no radiation here. It doesn’t gel, Christopher.” He
opened the room’s window and the noise of traffic ten floors below grew. Breeze
puffed the inner white curtains.
Dicken persisted, trying to salvage his
argument, at the same time aware that his evidence was woefully inadequate.
“There’s a strong possibility that Herod’s does more than cause miscarriages.
It seems to pop up in comparatively isolated populations. It’s been active at
least since the 1960s. The political response has often been extreme. Nobody
would wipe out a village or kill dozens of mothers and fathers and their unborn
children, just because of a local run of miscarriages.”
Augustine shrugged. “Much too vague,” he
said, staring down at the street below.
“Enough for an investigation,” Dicken
suggested.
Augustine frowned. “We’re talking empty
wombs, Christopher,” he said calmly. “We have to play from a big scary idea,
not rumors and science fiction.”
10
Long Island, New York
Kaye heard footsteps up the stairs, sat up
in bed and pulled her hair from her eyes in time to see Saul. He stalked on
tiptoes into the bedroom, along the carpet runner, carrying a small package
wrapped in red foil and tied with a ribbon, and a bouquet of roses and baby’s
breath.
“Damn,” he said, seeing she was awake. He
held the roses to one side with a flourish and bent over the bed to kiss her.
His lips opened and were so slightly moist without being aggressive. That was
his signal that her needs came first but he was interested, very. “Welcome
home. I have missed you, Madchen”
“Thank you. It’s good to be here.”
Saul sat on the side of the bed, staring
at the roses. “I am in a good mood. My lady is home.” He smiled broadly and lay
beside her, swinging his legs up and resting his stocking feet on the bed. Kaye
could smell the roses, intense and sweet, almost too much this early in the
morning. He presented her with the gift. “For my brilliant friend.”
Kaye sat up as Saul plumped her pillow
into a backrest. Seeing Saul in fine form had its old effect on her: hope and
joy at being home and a little closer to something centered. She hugged him
awkwardly around the shoulders, nuzzling his neck.
“Ah,” he said. “Now open the box.”
She raised her eyebrows, pursed her lips,
and pulled on the ribbon. “What have I done to deserve this?” she said.
“You have never really understood how
valuable and wonderful you are,” Saul said. “Maybe it’s just that I love you.
Maybe it’s a special occasion just that you’re back. Or...maybe we’re
celebrating something else.”
“What?”
“Open it.”
She realized with growing intensity that
she had been away for weeks. She pulled off the red foil and kissed his hand
slowly, eyes fixed on his face. Then she looked down at the box.
Inside was a large medallion bearing the
familiar bust of a famous munitions manufacturer. It was a Nobel prize—made of
chocolate.
Kaye laughed out loud. “Where...did you
get thisl”
“Stan loaned me his and I made a cast,”
Saul said.
“And you’re not going to tell me what’s
going on?” Kaye asked, fingering his thigh.
“Not for a little while,” Saul said. He
put the roses down and removed his sweater and she began unbuttoning his shirt.
The curtains were still drawn and the room
had not yet received its ration of morning sun. They lay on the bed with sheets
and blankets and comforter rucked all around them. Kaye saw mountains in the
rumples and stalked her fingers over a flowered peak. Saul arched his back with
little cartilaginous pops and swallowed a few great gulps of air. “I’m out of
shape,” he said. “I’m becoming a desk jockey. I need to bench-press a few more
test benches.”
Kaye held out her thumb and forefinger and
spaced them an inch apart, then raised and lowered them rhythmically. “Test
tube exercises,” she said.
“Right brain, left brain,” Saul rejoined,
grabbing his temples and shifting his head from side to side. “You’ve got three
weeks’ worth of Internet jokes to catch up on.”
“Poor me,” Kaye said.
“Breakfast!” Saul shouted, and swung his
legs out of bed. “Downstairs, fresh, waiting to be reheated.”
Kaye followed him in her dressing gown.
Saul is back, she tried to convince herself. My good Saul is back.
He had stopped by the local grocery to
pick up ham-and-cheese stuffed croissants. He arranged their plates between
cups of coffee and orange juice on the little table on the back porch. The sun
was bright, the air was clean after the squall and warming nicely. It was going
to be a lovely day.
For Kaye, with every hour of good Saul,
the lure of the mountains faded like a girlish hope. She did not need to get
away. Saul chattered about what had been happening at EcoBacter, about his trip
to California and Utah and then Philadelphia to confer with their client and
partner labs. “We have four more preclinical tests mandated by our caseworker
at the PDA,” he said sardonically. “But at least we’ve shown them we can put
antagonistic bacteria together in resource competition and force them to make
chemical weapons. We’ve demonstrated we can isolate the bacteriocins, purify
them, produce them in neutralized form in bulk—then activate them. Safe in
rats, safe in hamsters and vervets, effective against resistant strains of
three nasty pathogens. We’re so far ahead of Merck and Aventis they can’t even
spit at our butts.”
Bacteriocins were chemicals produced by
bacteria that could kill other bacteria. They were a promising new weapon in a
rapidly weakening arsenal of antibiotics.
Kaye listened happily. He had not yet told
her the news he had promised; he was building to that moment in his own way,
taking his own sweet time. Kaye knew the drill and did not give him the
satisfaction of appearing eager.
“If that wasn’t enough,” he continued, his
eyes bright, “Mkebe says we’re close to finding a way to gum up the whole
command and control and communication network in Staphylococcus aureus. We’ll
attack the little buggers from three different directions at once. Boom!” He pulled
back his eloquent hands and wrapped his arms around himself like a satisfied
little boy. Then his mood changed.
“Now,” Saul said, and his face went
suddenly blank. “Give it to me straight about Lado and Eliava.”
Kaye stared at him for a moment with an intensity
that almost crossed her eyes. Then she glanced down and said, “I think they’ve
decided to go with someone else.”
“Mr. Bristol-Myers Squibb,” Saul said, and
lifted a rolling and waving hand in dismissal. “Fossil corporate architecture
versus young new blood. They are so wrong.” He gazed across the yard at the
sound, squinted at a few sailboats dodging small whitecaps in the light morning
breezes. Then he finished his orange juice and smacked his lips dramatically.
He fairly wriggled in the chair, leaned forward, fixed her with his deep gray
eyes, and clasped her hands in his.
This is it, Kaye thought.
“They will regret it. In the next few
months we are going to be so busy. The CDC just broke the news this morning.
They have confirmed the existence of the first viable human endogenous
retrovirus. They’ve shown that it can be transmitted laterally between
individuals. They call it Scattered Human Endogenous Retro Virus Activation,
SHERVA. They dropped the R for dramatic effect. That makes it SHEVA. Good name
for a virus, don’t you think?”
Kaye searched his face. “No joke?” she
asked, voice unsteady. “It’s confirmed?”
Saul grinned and held up his arms like
Moses. “Absolutely. Science marches on to the promised land.”
“What is it? How big is it?”
“It’s a retrovirus, a true monster,
eighty-two kilobases, thirty genes. Its gag andpol components are on chromosome
14, and its env is on chromosome 17. The CDC says it may be a mild pathogen,
and humans show little or no resistance, so its been buried for a very long
time.”
He placed his hand over hers and squeezed
it gently. “You predicted it, Kaye. You described the genes. Your prime
candidate, a broken HERV-DL3, is the one they’re targeting, and they are using
your name. They’ve cited your papers.”
“Wow,” Kaye said, her face going pale. She
leaned over her plate, the blood pounding in her head.
“Are you all right?”
“I’m fine,” she said, feeling dizzy.
“Let’s enjoy our privacy while we can,”
Saul said triumphantly. “Every science reporter is going to be calling. I give
them about two minutes to go through their Rolodexes and search MedLine. You’ll
be on TV, CNN, Good Morning America!’
Kaye simply could not wrap belief around
this turn of events. “What kind of illness does it cause?” she managed to ask.
“Nobody seems clear on that.”
Kaye’s mind buzzed with possibilities. If
she called Lado at the institute, told Tamara and Zamphyra—they might change
their minds, go with EcoBacter. Saul would stay good Saul, happy and
productive.
“My God, we’re hot shit,” Kaye said, still
feeling a little woozy. She lifted her fingers, la di da.
“You’re the one who’s hot, my dear. It’s
your work, and it ain’t shit.”
The phone rang in the kitchen.
“That’ll be the Swedish Academy,” Saul
said, nodding sagely. He held up the medallion and Kaye took a bite out ofit.
“Bull!” she said happily, and went to
answer.
11
Innsbruck, Austria
The hospital gave Mitch a private room as
a show of respect for his newfound notoriety. He was just as glad to get away
from the mountaineers—but it hardly mattered how he felt or what he thought.
An almost total emotional numbness had
stolen over him in the past two days. Seeing his picture on the television
news, on the BBC and Sky World, and in the local papers, proved what he knew
already; it was over. He was finished.
According to the Zurich press, he was the
“Sole Survivor of Body-Snatching Mountain Expedition.” In Munich, he was
“Kidnapper of Ancient Ice Baby.” In Innsbruck, he was called simply
“Scientist/Thief.” All reported his preposterous story of Neandertal mummies,
helpfully relayed by the police in Innsbruck. All told of his stealing
“American Indian Bones” in the “Northwest United States.”
He was widely described as an American
crackpot, down on his luck, desperate to get publicity.
The Ice Baby had been transferred to the
University of Innsbruck, where it was being studied by a team headed by Herr
Doktor Professor Emiliano Luria. Luria himself was coming later in the
afternoon to speak with Mitch about the find.
So long as Mitch had information they
needed, he was still in the loop—he was still a kind of scientist,
investigator, anthropologist. He was more than just a thief. When his
usefulness was over, then would come the deeper, darker vacuum.
He
stared blankly at the wall as an elderly woman volunteer pushed a wheeled cart
into his room to deliver his lunch. She was a cheerful, dwarfish woman about
five feet tall, in her seventies, with a wizened apple face, and she spoke in
rapid German with a soft Viennese accent. Mitch couldn’t understand much of
what she said.
The elderly volunteer unfolded his napkin
and tucked it into his gown. She pressed her lips together and leaned back to
examine him. “Eat,” she advised. She frowned and added, “One damned young
American, neinl I do not care who you are. Eat or sickness comes.”
Mitch picked up the plastic fork, saluted
her with it, and began to pick at the chicken and mashed potatoes on the plate.
As the old woman left, she switched on the television mounted on the wall
opposite his bed. “Too damned quiet,” she said, and waved her hand back and
forth in his direction, delivering a chiding, long-distance slap to his face.
Then she pushed the cart through the door.
The television was tuned to Sky News.
First came a report on the final and years-delayed destruction of a large
military satellite. Spectacular video from Sakhalin Island traced the object’s
last flaming moments. Mitch stared at the telephoto images of the veering,
sparkling fireball. Outdated, useless, down inflames.
He picked up the remote and was about to
shut off the television once more when an inset of an attractive young woman
with short dark hair, long bangs, large eyes, illustrated a story about an
important biological discovery in the United States.
“A human provirus, lurking like a stowaway
in our DNA for millions of years, has been associated with a new strain of flu
that strikes only women,” the announcer began. “Molecular biologist Dr. Kaye
Lang of Long Island, New York, has been credited with predicting this
incredible invader from humanity’s past. Michael Hertz is on Long Island now.”
Hertz was formally sincere and respectful
as he spoke with the young woman outside a large, fashionable green and white
house. Lang seemed suspicious of the camera.
“We’ve heard from the Centers for Disease
Control, and now from the National Institutes of Health, that this new variety
of flu has been positively identified in San Francisco and Chicago, and there’s
been a pending identification in Los Angeles. Do you think this could be the
flu epidemic the world has dreaded since 1918?”
Lang stared nervously at the camera.
“First of all, it’s not really a flu. It’s not like any influenza virus, and
for that matter, doesn’t resemble any virus associated with colds or flu...It
isn’t like any of them. For one thing, it seems to cause symptoms only in
women.”
“Could you describe this new, or rather
very old, virus for us?” Hertz asked.
“It’s large, about eighty kilobases, that
is—”
“More specifically, what kind of symptoms
does it cause?”
“It’s a retrovirus, a virus that
reproduces by transcribing its RNA genetic material into DNA and then inserting
it into the DNA of a host cell. Like HIY It seems quite specific to humans—”
The reporter’s eyebrows shot up. “Is it as
dangerous as the AIDS virus?”
“I’ve heard nothing that tells me it’s
dangerous. It’s been carried in our own DNA for millions of years; in that way,
at least, it’s not at all like the HIV retrovirus.”
“How can our women viewers know if they’ve
caught this flu?”
“The symptoms have been described by the
CDC, and I don’t know anything more than what they’ve announced. Slight fever,
sore throat, coughing.”
“That could describe a hundred different
viruses.”
“Right,” Lang said, and smiled. Mitch
studied her face, her smile, with a sharp pang. “My advice is, stay tuned.”
“Then what is so significant about this
virus, if it doesn’t kill, and its symptoms are so slight?”
“It’s the first HERV—human endogenous
retrovirus—to become active, the first to escape from human chromosomes and be
laterally transmitted.”
“What does that mean, laterally
transmitted?”
“That means it’s infectious. It can pass
from one human to another. For millions of years, it’s been transmitted
vertically—passed from parents to children through their genes.”
“Do other old viruses exist in our cells?”
“The latest estimate is that as much of
one third of our genome could consist of endogenous retroviruses. They
sometimes form particles within the cells, as if they were trying to break out
again, but none of these particles have been efficient—until now.”
“Is it safe to say that these remnant
viruses were long ago broken or dumbed down?”
“It’s complicated, but you could say
that.”
“How did they get into our genes?”
“At some point in our past, a retrovirus
infected germ-line cells, sex cells such as egg or sperm. We don’t know what
symptoms the disease might have caused at that time. Somehow, over time, the
provirus, the viral blueprint buried in our DNA, was broken or mutated or just
plain shut down. Supposedly these sequences of retroviral DNA are now just
scraps. But three years ago, I proposed that provirus fragments on different
human chromosomes could express all the parts of an active retrovirus. All the
necessary proteins and RNA floating inside the cell could put together a
complete and infectious particle.”
“And so it has turned out. Speculative
science bravely marching ahead of the real thing...”
Mitch hardly heard what the reporter said,
focusing instead on Lang’s eyes: large, still wary, but not missing a thing.
Very bold. A survivor’s eyes.
He switched the TV off and rolled over on
the bed to nap, to forget. His leg ached inside the long cast.
Kaye Lang was close to grabbing the brass
ring, winning a big round in the science game. Mitch, on the other hand, had
been handed a solid gold ring...And he had fumbled it badly, dropped it on the
ice, lost it forever.
* * *
An hour later, he awakened to an
authoritative knock on the door. “Come in,” he said, and cleared his throat.
A male nurse in starched green accompanied
three men and a woman, all in late maturity, all dressed conservatively. They
entered and glanced around the room as if to take note of possible escape
routes. The shortest of the three men stepped forward and introduced himself.
He held out his hand.
“I am Emiliano Luria, of the Institute for
Human Studies,” he said. “These are my colleagues at the University of
Inns-bruck, Herr Professor Friedrich Brock...”
Names that Mitch almost immediately
forgot. The nurse brought two more chairs in from the hallway, and then stood
by the door at parade rest, folding his arms and lifting his nose like a palace
guard.
Luria spun his chair around, back to
front, and sat. His thick round eyeglasses gleamed in the gray light through
the curtained windows. He fixed his gaze on Mitch, made a small urn sound, then
glared at the nurse. “We will be fine, alone,” he said. “Please go. No stories
sold to the newspapers, and no big damned goose chases for bodies on the
glaciers!”
The nurse nodded amiably and left the
room.
Luria then asked the woman, thin and
middle-aged, with a stern, strong face and abundant gray hair tied in a bun, to
make sure the nurse was not listening. She stood by the door and peered out.
“Inspector Haas in Vienna assures me they
have no further interest in this matter,” Luria said to Mitch after these
formalities were observed. “This is between you and us, and I will work with
the Italians and the Swiss, if we must cross any borders.” He pulled a large
folding map from his pocket, and Dr. Block or Brock or whatever his name was
held out a box containing a number of picture books on the Alps.
“Now, young man,” Luria said, his eyes
swimming behind their thick lenses. “Help us repair this damage you have done
to the fabric of science. These mountains, where you were found, are not unfamiliar
to us. Just one range over is where the real Iceman was found. There has been a
lot of traffic through these mountains for thousands of years, a trade route
perhaps, or paths followed by hunters.”
“I don’t think they were on any trade
route,” Mitch said. “I think they were running away.”
Luria looked at his notes. The woman edged
closer to the bed. “Two adults, in very good condition but for the female, with
a wound of some sort in the abdomen.”
“A spear thrust,” Mitch said. The room
fell silent for a moment.
“I have made some phone calls and talked
to people who know you. I am told your father is coming here to take you from
the hospital, and I have spoken with your mother—”
“Please get to the point, Professor,”
Mitch said.
Luria raised his eyebrows and shuffled his
papers. “I am told you were a very fine scientist, conscientious, an expert at
arranging and carrying out meticulous digs. You found the skeleton known as
Pasco man. When Native Americans protested and claimed Pasco man as one of their
ancestors, you removed the bones from their site.”
“To protect them. They had washed out of a
bank and were on the shore of the river. The Indians wanted to put them back in
the ground. The bones were too important to science. I couldn’t let that
happen.”
Luria leaned forward. “I believe Pasco man
died from an infected spear wound in his thigh, did he not?”
“He may have,” Mitch said.
“You have a nose for ancient tragedies,”
Luria said, scratching his ear with a finger.
“Life was pretty hard back then.”
Luria nodded agreement. “Here in Europe,
when we find a skeleton, there are no such problems.” He smiled at his
colleagues. “We have no respect for our dead—dig them up, put them on display,
charge tourists to see them. So this for us is not necessarily a big black
mark, though it seems to have ended your relationship with your institution.”
“Political correctness,” Mitch said, trying to keep the acid out
of his tone.
“Possibly. I am willing to listen to a man
with your experience—but, Doctor Rafelson, to our chagrin, you have described a
rather gross unlikelihood.” Luria pointed his pen at Mitch. “What part of your
story is lie, and what part truth?”
“Why should I lie?” Mitch asked. “My life
is already shot to hell.”
“Perhaps to keep a hand in the science? Not
to be separated so quickly from Dame Anthropology?”
Mitch smiled ruefully. “Maybe I’d do
that,” he said. “But I wouldn’t make up a story this crazy. The man and
woman in the cave had distinct Neandertal characteristics.”
“On what criteria do you base your
identification?” Brock asked, entering the conversation for the first time.
“Dr. Brock is an expert on Neandertals,”
Luria said respectfully.
Mitch described the bodies slowly and
carefully. He could close his eyes and see them as if they floated just over
the bed.
“You are aware that different researchers
use different criteria for describing so-called Neandertals,” Brock said.
“Early, late, middle, from different regions, gracile or robust, perhaps
different racial groups within the subspecies. Sometimes the distinctions are
such that an observer might be misled.”
“These were not Homo sapiens sapiens?
Mitch poured himself a glass of water, offered to pour more glasses. Luria and
the woman accepted. Brock shook his head.
“Well, if they are found, we can resolve
this matter easily enough. I am curious as to your timeline on human
evolution—”
“I’m not dogmatic,” Mitch said.
Luria waggled his head—comme ci, comme
fa—and turned some pages of notes under. “Clara, please hand me the biggest
book there. I’ve marked some photographs and charts, where you might have been
before you were found. Do any of these look familiar?”
Mitch took the book and propped it open
awkwardly on his lap. The pictures were bright, clear, beautiful. Most had been
shot in full daylight with blue skies. He looked at the marked pages and shook
his head. “I don’t see a frozen waterfall.”
“No guide knows of a frozen waterfall
anywhere near the serac, or indeed along the main mass of the glacier. Perhaps
you can give us some other clue...”
Mitch shook his head. “I would if I could,
Professor.”
Luria folded his papers decisively. “I
think you are a sincere young man, perhaps even a good scientist. I will tell
you one thing, if you do not go talking to papers or TV Agreed?”
“I have no reason to talk to them.”
“The baby was born dead or severely
injured. The back of her head is broken, perhaps by the thrust of a
fire-hardened pointed stick.”
Her. The infant had been a girl. For some
reason, this shook Mitch deeply. He took another sip of water. All the emotion
of his present position, the death ofTilde and Franco...The sadness of this
ancient story. His eyes watered, threatened to spill over. “Sorry,” he said,
and dabbed away the moisture with the sleeve of his gown.
Luria observed sympathetically. “This
lends your story some credibility, no? But...” The professor lifted his hand
and pointed at the ceiling, jabbing slightly, and concluding, “Still hard to
believe.”
“The infant most definitely isn’t Homo
sapiens neander-talensis,” Brock said. “She has interesting features, but she
is modern in all particulars. Not, however, particularly European. More
Anatolian, even Turkic, but that is just a guess for now. And I know of no
specimens of that sort so recent. It would be incredible.”
“I must have dreamed it,” Mitch said,
looking away.
Luria shrugged. “When you are well, would
you be willing to walk the glacier with us, look for the cave again in person?”
Mitch did not hesitate. “Of course,” he
said.
“I will try to arrange it. But for now—”
Luria glanced down at Mitch’s leg.
“At least four months,” he said.
“Not a good time to be climbing, four
months from now. In the late spring, then, next year.” Luria stood, and the
woman, Clara, took his glass and hers and set them on Mitch’s tray.
“Thank you,” Brock said. “I hope you are
right, Dr. Rafelson. It would be a marvelous find.”
They bowed slightly, formally, as they
left.
12
The Centers for Disease Control and
Prevention, Atlanta
SEPTEMBER
Virgin females don’t get our flu,” Dicken
said, looking up from the papers and graphs on his desk. “Is that what you’re
telling me?” He raised his black eyebrows until his broad forehead was a
dubious washboard of wrinkles.
Jane Salter reached forward to plump the
documents again, nervous, laying them with a solicitous finality on his desk.
The concrete walls of his subbasement office enlivened the rustling sound.
Many of the offices in the lower floors of
Building 1 of the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention had been converted
from animal labs and holding cells. Concrete dikes jutted up near the walls.
Dicken sometimes imagined he could still smell the disinfectant and monkey
shit.
“That’s the biggest surprise that I can
pull out of the data,” Salter confirmed. She was one of the best statisticians
they had, a whiz with the variety of desktop computers that did most of their
tracking, modeling, and record-keeping. “Men sometimes get it, or test positive
for it, but are asymptomatic. They become vectors for females, but probably not
for other males. And...” She finger-tapped a drum roll on the desktop. “We
can’t get anyone to infect themselves.”
“So SHEVA is a specialist,” Dicken said,
shaking his head. “How the hell do we know that?”
“Look at the footnote, Christopher, and
the wording. ‘Women in domestic partnering situations, or those who have had
extensive sexual experience.’ “
“How many cases so far—five thousand?”
“Six thousand two hundred women, and only
about sixty or seventy men, all partners of infected women. Only constant
reexposure transmits the retrovirus.”
“That’s not so crazy,” Dicken said. “It’s
not unlike HIV, then.”
“Right,” Salter said, mouth twitching.
“God has it in for females. Infection begins with the mucosa of nasal passages
and bronchia, proceeds to the mild inflammation of alveoli, enters the
bloodstream—mild inflammation of ovaries...and then it’s gone. Aching and some
coughing, a sore tummy. And if the woman gets pregnant, there’s a very good
chance she’ll miscarry.”
“Mark should be able to sell that,” Dicken
said. “But let’s make his case stronger. He needs to scare a more reliable
group of voters than young women. What about the geriatric set?” He looked at
her hopefully.
“Older women don’t get it,” she said.
“Nobody younger than fourteen or older than sixty. Look at the spread.” She
leaned over and pointed to a pie chart. “Mean age of thirty-one.”
“It’s too crazy. Mark wants me to make
sense of this and strengthen the surgeon general’s case by four o’clock this
afternoon.”
“Another briefing?” Salter asked.
“Before the chief of staff and the science
advisor. This is good, this is scary, but I know Mark. Look through the files
again—maybe we can come up with a few thousand geriatric deaths in Zaire.”
“Are you asking me to cook the books?”
Dicken grinned wickedly.
“Then screw you, sir,” Salter said mildly,
head cocked. “We haven’t got any more statistics out of Georgia. Maybe you
could call up Tbilisi,” she suggested. “Or Istanbul.”
“They’re tight as clams,” Dicken said. “I
was never able to shake much out of them, and they refuse to admit they have
any cases now.” He glanced up at Salter.
Her nose wrinkled.
“Please, just one elderly passenger out of
Tbilisi melting on an airplane,” Dicken suggested.
Salter let loose an explosion of laughter.
She took off her glasses and wiped them, then replaced them. “It’s not funny.
The charts are looking serious.”
“Mark wants to let the drama build. He’s
playing this one like a marlin on a line.”
“I’m not very savvy about politics.”
“I pretend not to be,” Dicken said. “But
the longer I hang around here, the more savvy I get.”
Salter glanced around the small room as if
it might close in on her. “Are we done, Christopher?”
Dicken grinned. “Claustrophobia acting
up?”
“It’s this room,” Salter said. “Don’t you
hear them?” She leaned over the desk with a spooky expression. Dicken could not
always tell whether Jane Salter was joking or serious. “The screaming of
the monkeys?”
“Yeah,” Dicken said with a straight face.
“I try to stay in the field as long as possible.”
In the director’s office in Building 4,
Augustine looked at the statistics quickly, flipped through the twenty pages of
numbers and computer-generated charts, and flung them down on the desk. “All
very reassuring,” he said. “At this rate we’ll be out of business by the end of
the year. We don’t even know if SHEVA causes miscarriages in every pregnant
woman, or whether it’s just a mild teratogen. Christ. I thought this was the
one, Christopher.”
“It’s good. It’s scary, and it’s public.”
“You underestimate how much the
Republicans hate the CDC,” Augustine said. “The National Rifle Association
hates us. Big tobacco hates us because we’re right in their backyard. Did you
see that damned billboard just down the highway? By the airport? ‘Finally, a
Butt Worth Kissing.’ What was it—Camels? Marlboros?”
Dicken laughed and shook his head.
“The surgeon general is going right into
the bear’s den. She’s not very happy with me, Christopher.”
“There’s always the results I brought back
from Turkey,” Dicken said.
Augustine held up his hands and rocked
back in his chair, fingers gripping the edge of the desk. “One hospital. Five
miscarriages.”
“Five out of five pregnancies, sir.”
Augustine leaned forward. “You went to
Turkey because your contact said they had a virus that might abort babies. But
why Georgia?”
“There was an outbreak of miscarriages in
Tbilisi five years ago. I couldn’t get any information in Tbilisi, nothing
official. A mortician and I did a little drinking together— unofficially. He
told me there had been an outbreak of miscarriages in Gordi about the same time.”
Augustine had not heard this part before.
Dicken had not put it in his report. “Go on,” he said, only half-interested.
“There was some sort of trouble, he
wouldn’t come right out and say what. So—I drove to Gordi, and there was a
police cordon around the town. I did some asking around in a few local road
stops and heard about a UN investigation, Russian involvement. I called the UN.
They told me that they were asking an American woman to help them.”
“That was—”
“Kaye Lang.”
“Goodness,” Augustine said, and pressed
his lips into a thin smile. “Woman of the hour. You knew about her work on
HERV?”
“Ofcourse.”
“So . . . you thought somebody in the UN
was on to something and needed her advice.”
“The thought crossed my mind, sir. But
they called on her because she knew forensic pathology.”
“So, what were^oH thinking about?”
“Mutations. Induced birth defects.
Teratogenic viruses, maybe. And I was wondering why governments wanted parents
dead.”
“So there we are again,” Augustine said.
“Back to wild-eyed speculation.”
Dicken made a face. “You know me better
than that, Mark.”
“Sometimes I haven’t the slightest idea
how you get such good results.”
“I hadn’t finished my work. You called me
back and said we had something solid.”
“God knows I’ve been wrong before,” Augustine
said.
“I don’t think you’re wrong. This is
probably just the beginning. We’ll have more to go on soon.”
“Is that what your instincts tell you?”
Dicken nodded.
Mark drew his brows together and folded
his hands tightly on the top of the desk. “Do you remember what happened in
1963?”
“I was just a baby then, sir. But I’ve
heard. Malaria.”
“I was seven years old myself. Congress
pulled the plug on all funding for the elimination of insect-borne illnesses,
including malaria. The stupidest move in the history of epidemiology. Millions
of deaths worldwide, new strains of resistant disease...a disaster.”
“DDT wouldn’t have worked much longer
anyway, sir.”
“Who can say?” Augustine peaked two
fingers. “Humans think like children, leaping from passion to passion. Suddenly
world health just isn’t hot. Maybe we overstated our case. We’re backing down
from the death of the rain forests, and global warming is still just a simmer,
not a boil. There haven’t been any devastating worldwide plagues, and Joe
Sixpack never signed on to the whole Third World guilt trip. People are getting
bored with apocalypse. If we don’t have a politically defensible crisis soon,
on our home turf, we are going to get creamed in Congress, Christopher, and it
could be 1963 all over again.”
“I understand, sir.”
Augustine sighed through his nose and
lifted his eyes to the ranks of fluorescent lights in the ceiling. “The SG
thinks our apple is still too green to put on the president’s desk, so she’s
having a convenient megrim. She’s postponed this afternoon’s meeting until next
week.”
Dicken suppressed a smile. The thought of
the surgeon general faking a headache was precious.
Augustine fixed his gaze on Dicken. “All
right, you smell something, go get it. Check miscarriage records in U.S.
hospitals for the last year. Threaten Turkey and Georgia with exposure to the
World Health Organization. Say we’ll accuse them of breaking all our
cooperation treaties. I’ll back you. Find out who’s been to the Near East and
Europe and come down with SHEVA and maybe miscarried a baby or two. We have a
week, and if it’s not you and a more deadly SHEVA, then I’m going to have to go
with an unknown spirochete caught by some shepherds in Afghanistan...consorting
with sheep.” Augustine mocked a hangdog expression. “Save me, Christopher.”
13
Cambridge, Massachusetts
Kaye was exhausted, felt like a queen, had
been treated for the past week with the respect and friendly adoration of
colleagues saluting one who has after some adversity been recognized as having
seen farther into the truth. She had not suffered the kind of criticism and
injustice others in biology had experienced in the last one hundred and fifty
years— certainly nothing like what her hero, Charles Darwin, had had to face.
Not even what Lynn Margulis had encountered with the theory of symbiotic
evolution of eucaryotic cells. But there had been enough—
Skeptical and angry letters in the
journals from old-guard geneticists convinced she was chasing after a wild
hair; comments at conferences from faintly superior, smiling men and women
convinced they were closer to a big discovery...Farther up the ladder of
success, closer to the brass ring of Knowledge and Acknowledgment.
That was fine by Kaye. That was science,
all too human and better for it. But then there had been Saul’s personal dustup
with the editor of Cell, stalling any chance she had of publishing there. She
had gone to Virology instead, a good journal, but a step down the ladder. She
had never made it as far as Science or Nature. She had climbed a good distance,
and then stalled out.
Now, it seemed, dozens of labs and
research centers were eager to have her see the results of the work they had
done to confirm her speculations. For the sake of her own peace of mind, she
chose to accept invitations from those faculties, centers, and labs that had
shown her some encouragement in the past few years—and in particular, the Carl
Rose Center for Domain Research, based in Cambridge, Massachusetts.
The Rose Center stood on a hundred acres
of pines planted in the 1950s, a thick forest surrounding a cubical lab
building, the cube sitting not flat on the earth but elevated on one edge. Two
floors of labs lay underground, directly beneath and to the east of the
elevated cube. Funded in large part by an endowment from the enormously wealthy
Van Buskirk family of Boston, the Rose Center had been doing molecular biology
for thirty years.
Three scientists at Rose had been given
grants by the Human Genome Project—the massive, heavily funded, multilateral
effort to sequence and understand the sum total of human genetics—to analyze
archaic gene fragments found in the so-called junk regions of human genes known
as introns. The senior scientist managing this grant was Judith Kushner, who
had been Kaye’s doctoral advisor at Stanford.
Judith Kushner stood just under five and a
half feet high, with salted and twisted black hair, a round, wistful face that
seemed always on the edge of a smile, and small, slightly protuberant black
eyes. She was known internationally as a true wizard, someone who could design
experiments and make any apparatus do what it was supposed to do—in other
words, to fashion those repeatable experiments necessary to make science
actually work.
That she spent most of her time nowadays
filling out paperwork and guiding grad students and postdocs was simply the way
of modern science.
Kushner’s assistant and secretary, a
painfully thin young redhead named Fiona Bierce, led Kaye through the maze of
labs and down a central elevator.
Kushner’s office lay on the zeroth floor,
below ground level but above the basement: windowless, concrete walls painted a
pleasant light beige. The walls were crammed with neatly arranged texts and
bound journals. Four computers hummed faintly in one corner, including a Sim
Engine supercomputer donated by Mind Design of Seattle.
“Kaye Lang, I am sopmud\” Kushner got out
of her chair, beamed, and spread her arms to embrace Kaye as she entered. She
gave a little squeal and waltzed her former student around the room, smiling in
professorial joy. “So tell me—who have you heard from? Lynn? The old man
himself?”
“Lynn called yesterday,” Kaye said,
blushing.
Kushner clasped her hands together and
shook them at the ceiling like a prizefighter celebrating victory. “Wonderful!”
“It’s really too much,” Kaye said, and at
Kushner’s invitation, took a seat beside the Sim Engine’s broad flat display
screen.
“Grab it! Enjoy it!” Kushner advised
lustily. “You’ve earned it, dear. I saw you on television three times. Jackie
Oniama on Triple C Network trying to talk science—wonderfully funny! Is she so
much like a little doll in person?”
“They were all very friendly, really. But
I’m exhausted from trying to explain things.”
“So much to explain. How’s Saul?” Kushner
asked, doing well to hide some apprehension.
“He’s fine. We’re still trying to pin down
whether we’ll be going into partnership with the Georgians.”
“If they don’t partner with you now, they
have a long way to go before they can become capitalists,” Kushner said, and
sat beside Kaye.
Fiona Bierce seemed happy just to listen.
She grinned toothily.
“So...” Kushner said, staring at Kaye
intently. “It’s been kind of a short road, hasn’t it?”
Kaye laughed. “I feel soyoungl”
“I am so envious. None of my crackpot
theories have gotten nearly as much attention.”
“Just gobs of money,” Kaye said.
“Gobs and gobs. Need any?”
Kaye smiled. “Wouldn’t want to compromise
our professional standing.”
“Ah, the big new world of cash biology, so
important and secret and full of itself. Remember, my dear, women are supposed
to do science differently. We listen and slog and listen and slog, just like
poor Rosalind Franklin, not at all like brash little boys. And all for motives
of the highest ethical purity. So—when are you and Saul going to go public? My
son is trying to set up my retirement account.”
“Probably never,” Kaye said. “Saul would
hate reporting to stockholders. Besides, we have to be successful first, make
some money, and that’s a long way down the road.”
“Enough small talk,” Kushner said with
finality. “I have something interesting to show you. Fiona, could you run our
little simulation?”
Kaye moved her chair to one side. Bierce
sat by the Sim Engine keyboard and cracked her knuckles like a pianist. “Judith
has slaved on this for three months now,” she said. “She based much of it on
your papers, and the rest of it on data from three different genome projects,
and when the word came out, we were ready.”
“We went right to your markers and found
the assembly routines,” Kushner said. “SHEVA’s envelope, and its little
universal human delivery system. Here’s an infection simulation based on lab
results from the fifth floor, John Dawson’s group. They infected hepatocytes in
dense tissue culture. Here’s what came out.”
Kaye watched as Bierce played back the
simulated assembly sequence. SHEVA particles entered the hepatocytes—liver
cells in a lab culture dish—and shut down certain cellular functions, co-opted
others, transcribed their RNA to DNA and integrated it into the cells’ DNA,
then began to replicate. In brilliant simulated colors, new virus particles
formed naked within the cytosol—the cell’s streaming internal fluid. The
viruses migrated to the cell’s outer membrane and pushed through to the outside
world, each particle neatly wrapped in a bit of the cell’s own skin.
“They deplete the membrane, but it’s all
rather gentle and controlled. The viruses stress the cells, but they don’t kill
them. And it looks like about one in twenty of the virus particles are
viable—five times better than HIY”
The simulation suddenly zoomed in to
molecules created along with the viruses, wrapped in cell transport packages
called vesicles and pushed out with the new infectious particles. They were
labeled in bright orange: PGA? and PGE?
“Hold it there, Fiona.” Kushner pointed
and tapped her finger on the orange letters. “SHEVA doesn’t carry everything it
needs to cause Herod’s flu. We kept finding a large clump of proteins in
SHEVA-infected cells, not coded for in SHEVA, and like nothing I’ve seen. And
then—the clump would break down, there would be all these smaller proteins that
shouldn’t have been there.”
“We looked for proteins that were changing
our cell cultures,” Bierce said. “Really doing a number on them. We puzzled
over this for two weeks, and then we sent some infected cells over to a commercial
tissue library for comparison. They separated out the new proteins, and they
found—”
“This is my story, Fiona,” Kushner said,
waggling her finger.
“Sorry,” Fiona said, smiling sheepishly.
“It is just so cool we could do it this fast!”
“We finally decided that SHEVA turns on a
gene in another chromosome. But how? We went looking .. . and found a
SHEVA-activated gene on chromosome 21. It codes for our polyprotein, what we
call the LPC, the large protein complex. A unique transcription factor specifically
controls expression of this gene. We looked for the factor and found it in
SHEVA’s genome. A locked treasure chest on chromosome 21, and the necessary
keys in the virus. They’re partners.”
“Astonishing,” Kaye said.
Bierce ran the simulation through again,
this time focusing on the action in chromosome 21—the creation of the
polyprotein.
“But Kaye—darling Kaye, that is far from
the last of it. We have a mystery here. The SHEVA protease cleaves three novel
cyclooxygenases and lipooxygenases from the LPC, which then synthesize three
different and unique prosta-glandins. Two of them are new to us, really quite
astonishing. All look very powerful.” Kushner used a pen to point out the
prostaglandins being exported from a cell. “This could explain the talk about
miscarriages.”
Kaye frowned in concentration.
“We calculate that a full-bore SHEVA
infection could produce enough of the new prostaglandins to abort any fetus in
a pregnant woman within a week.”
“As if that isn’t strange enough,” Bierce
said, and pointed to series of glycoproteins, “the infected cells make these as
byproducts. We haven’t analyzed them completely, but they look a lot like FSH
and LH — follicle stimulating hormone and luteinizing hormone. And these
peptides appear to be releasing hormones.”
“The old familiar masters of female
destiny,” Kushner said. “Egg maturation and release.”
“Why?” Kaye asked. “If they’ve just caused
an abortion . . . why force an ovulation?”
“We don’t know which activates first. It
could be ovulation, then abortion,” Kushner said. “Remember, this is a liver
cell. We haven’t even begun investigating infection in reproductive tissues.”
“It doesn’t make sense!”
“That’s the challenge,” Kushner said.
“Whatever your little endogenous retrovirus is, it’s far from harmless — at least
to us women. It looks like something designed to invade, take over, and screw
us up royally.”
“Are you the only ones who’ve done this
work?” Kaye asked.
“Probably,” Kushner said.
“We’re sending the results to NIH and the
Genome Project today,” Bierce said.
“And giving you advance notice,” Kushner
added, putting her hand on Kaye’s shoulder. “I don’t want you to get stepped
on.”
Kaye frowned. “I don’t understand.”
“Don’t be naive, dear,” Kushner said, her eyes bright with
concern. “What we’re looking at could be Biblical bad news. A virus that kills
babies. Lots of babies. Someone might regard you as a messenger. And you know
what they do to messengers who bring bad news.”
14
Atlanta
OCTOBER
Dr. Michael Voight strode ahead of Dicken
on long, spidery legs down the hallway to the residents’ lounge. “Funny you
should ask,” Dr. Voight said. “We’re seeing lots of obstetrics anomalies. We’ve
had staff discussions already. But not about Herod’s. We see all kinds of
infections, flu, of course, but we still don’t have the test kits for SHEVA.”
He half-twisted to ask, “Cup of coffee?”
Atlanta’s Olympic City Hospital was six
years old, built at city and federal expense to take the pressure off other
hospitals in the inner city. Private donors and a special set-aside from the
Olympics had made it one of the best-equipped hospitals in the state,
attracting some of the best and brightest young doctors, and a few disgruntled
older ones, as well. The world of HMOs and managed care was taking a toll on
skilled specialists, who had seen their incomes plummet in the past decade and
their patient care practices controlled by accountants. Olympic City at least
gave the specialists respect.
Voight steered Dicken into the lounge and
drew a cup of coffee from a stainless-steel urn. Voight explained that interns
and residents alike could use this room. “It’s usually empty this time of
night. It’s prime time out there—time for life to lurch on and deliver its
careless victims.”
“What sort of anomalies?” Dicken prompted.
Voight shrugged, pulled a chair away from
a Formica table, and curled up his long legs like Fred Astaire. His greens
rustled; they were made of tough paper, completely disposable. Dicken sat and
held his cup in his hands. He knew it might keep him awake, but he needed the
focus and the energy.
“I handle extreme cases, and most of the
weird ones haven’t qualified for my care. But in the last two weeks...would you
believe, seven women who can’t explain their pregnancies?”
“I’m all ears,” Dicken said.
Voight spread his hands and ticked off the
cases. “Two that took birth control pills religiously, so to speak, and they
didn’t work...Not so unusual, maybe. Still, there was one who didn’t take birth
control, but said she hadn’t had sex. And guess what?”
“What?”
“She was virgo intacta. Had heavy bleeding
for a month, it went away, then morning sickness, period stopped, she went to a
doctor, he told her she was pregnant, she comes here when the whole thing goes
wrong. A shy young woman living with an elderly man, a real peculiar
relationship. She insisted no sex was involved.”
“Second coming?” Dicken asked.
“Don’t be profane. I’m born again,” Voight
said with a twitch of his lips.
“Sorry,” Dicken said.
Voight smiled half-apologetically. “Then
her ‘old man’ comes in, tells us the real story. Turns out he’s very concerned
for her—wants us to know the truth so we can treat her. She’s been letting him
get in bed with her and rub up against her...Sympathy, you know. So that’s how
she gets pregnant the first time.”
Dicken nodded. Nothing very shocking
here—the versatility of life and love.
Voight continued. “It’s a miscarriage. But three months later, she
comes back, she’s pregnant again. Two months along. Her elderly friend shows up
with her, says he hasn’t been rubbing against her or anything, and he knows she
hasn’t been seeing another man. Do we believe him?”
Dicken tilted his head to one side, lifted
his eyebrows.
“All sorts of peculiar stuff going on,”
Voight said softly. “More than usual, I think.”
“Did they complain of illness?”
“The usual. Colds, fevers, body aches. I
think we may still have a couple of specimens in the lab, if you want to look
at them. Have you been over to Northside?”
“Not yet,” Dicken said.
“Why not Midtown? Lot more tissue for you
over there.”
Dicken shook his head. “How many young
women with unexplained fever, nonbacterial infections?”
“Dozens. That’s not unusual either. We
don’t keep tests more than a week; if they’re negative for bacteria, we dump
them.”
“All right. Let’s see the tissue.”
Dicken took his coffee with him as he
followed Voight to the elevator. The biopsy and analysis lab was in the
basement, just two doors down from the morgue.
“Lab techs go home at nine.” Voight
switched on the lights and did a quick search in a small steel card file.
Dicken looked the lab over: three long
white benches equipped with sinks, two fume hoods, incubators, cabinets neatly
arrayed with brown glass and clear glass bottles filled with reagents, neatly
ordered stacks of standard test kits in slim orange and green cardboard boxes,
two stainless-steel refrigerators and an older white freezer; a computer
connected to an ink-jet printer with an our OF ORDER note posted on it; and
jammed in a back room behind a Dutch door, rolling stock steel storage shelving
in standard gray and putty.
“They haven’t put these into the computer
yet; takes us about three weeks. Looks like we have one left...It’s procedure
now for the hospital, we give mothers the choice, they can have a mortician
take the tissue and arrange for a funeral. Better closure that way. But we had
an indigent through here, no money, no family...Here.” He lifted a card, walked
into the back room, rotated a wheel, found the shelf number on the card.
Dicken waited by the Dutch door. Voight
emerged with a small jar, held it up to the brighter light in the lab room.
“Wrong number, but it’s the same type. This is from six months ago. I think the
one I’m looking for may still be in cold saline.” He handed Dicken the jar and
walked to the first refrigerator.
Dicken peered at the fetus: at twelve
weeks, about the size of his thumb, curled, a tiny pale extraterrestrial that
had failed its tryout for life on Earth. The anomalies struck him immediately.
The limbs were mere nubs, and there were protuberances around the swollen abdomen
he had not seen before even on severely malformed fetuses.
The tiny face seemed unusually pinched and
vacant.
“There’s something wrong with its bone
structure,” Dicken said as Voight closed the refrigerator. The resident lifted
another fetus in a moisture-frosted glass beaker covered with plastic wrap,
sealed with a rubber band, and marked with a tape label.
“Lots of problems, no doubt about it,”
Voight said, trading jars and peering at the older specimen. “God sets up
little checkpoints in every pregnancy. These two did not make the grade.” He
looked upward significantly. “Back to Heaven’s nursery.”
Dicken did not know whether Voight was
expressing heartfelt philosophy or a more typical medical cynicism. He compared
the cold beaker and the room-temperature jar. Both fetuses at twelve weeks,
very similar.
“Can I take this one?” he asked, lifting
the cold beaker.
“What, and rob our med students?” Voight
shrugged. “Sign for it, call it a loan to CDC, shouldn’t be a problem.” He
looked at the jar again. “Something significant?”
“Maybe,” Dicken said. He felt a little creep of sadness and
excitement. Voight gave him a more secure jar and a small cardboard box,
cotton, a piece of ice in a sealed plastic bag to keep the specimen cold. They
transferred the specimen quickly with a pair of wooden tongue depressors, and
Dicken sealed the box with packing tape.
“If you get any more like these, let me
know immediately, okay?” Dicken asked.
“Sure.” In the elevator, Voight asked him,
“You look a little funny. Is there something I might like to know about early,
some little clue to help me better serve the public?”
Dicken knew he had kept his face deadpan,
so he smiled at Voight and shook his head. “Keep track of all miscarriages,”
Dicken said, “Especially this type. Any correlation with Herod’s flu would be
dandy.”
Voight curled his lip, disappointed.
“Nothing official yet?”
“Not yet,” Dicken said. “I’m working on a
real long shot.”
15
Boston
The spaghetti and pizza dinner with Saul’s
old colleagues from MIT was going very well. Saul had flown in to Boston that
afternoon, and they had gathered at Pagliacci. Talk early in the evening in the
dark old Italian restaurant ranged from mathematical analysis of the human
genome to a chaotic predictor for dataflow systole and diastole on the
Internet.
Kaye filled up on breadsticks and green
peppers even before her lasagna arrived. Saul picked at a piece of buttered
bread.
One of MIT’s celebrities, Dr. Drew Miller, showed up at nine
o’clock, unpredictable as always, to listen and throw in a few comments about
the hot topic of bacterial community action. Saul listened intently to the
legendary researcher, an expert on artificial intelligence and self-organizing
systems. Miller changed seats several times, and finally tapped the shoulder of
Saul’s old roommate, Derry Jacobs. Jacobs grinned, got up to find another seat,
and Miller placed himself beside Kaye. He picked up a breadstick from Jacobs’s
plate, stared at her with wide, childlike eyes, pursed his lips, and said,
“You’ve really pissed off the old gradualists.”
“Me?” Kaye asked, laughing. “Why?”
“Ernst Mayr’s kids are sweating ice cubes,
if they’ve got any sense. Dawkins is beside himself. I’ve been telling them for
months that all that was needed was another link in the chain, and we’d have a
feedback loop.”
Gradualism was the belief that evolution
proceeded in small moves, mutations accumulating over tens of thousands or even
millions of years, usually detrimental to the individual. Beneficial mutations
were selected for by conferring an advantage and increasing opportunities to
gather resources and reproduce. Ernst Mayr had been a brilliant spokesman for
this belief. Richard Dawkins had eloquently argued the case for the modern
synthesis of Darwinism, as well as describing the so-called selfish gene.
Saul heard this and got up to stand behind
Kaye, leaning over the table to hear what Miller had to say. “You think SHEVA
gives us a loop?” he asked.
“Yes. Complete circle of communication
between individuals in a population, outside of sex. Our equivalent of plasmids
in bacteria, but of course more like phages.”
“Drew, SHEVA only has eighty kb and thirty
genes,” Saul said. “Can’t carry much information.”
She and Saul had already gone over this
territory before she had published her article in Virology. They had spoken to
nobody about their particular theories. Kaye found herself a little surprised
that Miller should be bringing this up. He was not known as a progressive.
“They don’t need to carry all the
information,” Miller said. “All they need to carry is an authorization code. A
key. We still don’t know all the things SHEVA does.”
Kaye glanced at Saul, then said, “Tell us
what you’ve been thinking, Dr. Miller.”
“Call me Drew, please. It’s really not my
field of endeavor, Kaye.”
“It’s not like you to be cagey, Drew,”
Saul said. “And we know you’re not humble.”
Miller grinned from ear to ear. “Well, I
think you suspect something already. I’m sure your wife does. I’ve read your
papers on transposable elements.”
Kaye sipped from her almost-empty glass of
water. “We can never be sure what to say to whom,” she murmured. “We might
either offend or give away the farm.”
“Don’t worry about original thinking,”
Miller said. “Someone out there is always ahead of you, but they usually
haven’t done the work. It’s someone who’s working all the time who will make
the discovery. You do good work and write good papers, and this is a big jump.”
“We’re not sure it’s the big jump though,”
Kaye said. “It may just be an anomaly.”
“I don’t want to push anybody into a Nobel
prize,” Miller said, “but SHEVA isn’t really a disease-causing organism.
Doesn’t make evolutionary sense for something to hide this long in the human
genome, and then express just to cause a mild flu. SHEVA is really just a kind
of mobile genetic element, isn’t it? A promoter?”
Kaye thought of the talk with Judith about
the symptoms that SHEVA could cause.
Miller was perfectly willing to continue
talking over her silence. “Everyone thinks that viruses, and in particular
retro-viruses, could be evolutionary messengers or triggers, or just random
goads,” Miller said. “Ever since it was found that some viruses carry snippets
of genetic material from host to host. I just think there are a couple of
questions you should ask yourselves, if you haven’t already. What does SHEVA
trigger? Let’s say gradualism is dead. We get bursts of adaptive speciation
whenever a niche opens up—new continents, a meteor clears out the old species.
It happens fast, in less than ten thousand years; good old punctuated
equilibrium. But there’s a real problem. Where is all this proposed
evolutionary change stored?”
“An excellent question,” Kaye said.
Miller’s eyes sparkled. “You’ve been
thinking about this?”
“Who hasn’t?” Kaye said. “I’ve been
thinking about virus and retrovirus as contributors to genomic novelty. But it
comes down to the same thing. So maybe there’s a master biological computer in
each species, a processor of some sort that tots up possible beneficial
mutations. It makes decisions about what, where, and when something will
change...Makes guesses, if you will, based on success rates from past
evolutionary experience.”
“What triggers a change?”
“We know that stress-related hormones can
affect expression of genes. This evolutionary library of possible new forms...”
Miller grinned broadly. “Go on,” he
prompted.
“Responds to stress-produced hormones,”
Kaye continued. “If enough organisms are under stress, they exchange signals,
reach a kind of quorum, and this triggers a genetic algorithm that compares
sources of stress with a list of adaptations, evolutionary responses.”
“Evolution evolving,” Saul said. “The
species with an adaptive computer can change more rapidly and more efficiently
than hackneyed old species that don’t control and select their mutations, that
rely on randomness.”
Miller nodded. “Good. Much more efficient
than just allowing any old mutation to be expressed and probably destroy an
individual or damage a population. Let’s say this adaptive genetic computer,
this evolutionary processor, only allows certain kinds of mutations to be used.
Individuals store the results of the processor’s work—which would, I assume,
be...” Miller looked at Kaye for help, waggling his hand.
“Mutations that are grammatical,” she
said, “physiological statements that don’t violate any important structural
rules in an organism.”
Miller smiled beatifically, then held his
knee and began rocking gently back and forth. His large square cranium glinted
as it caught the reddish gleam of an overhead light. He was thoroughly enjoying
himself.
“Where would the evolutionary information
be stored— throughout the genome, holographically, in different parts in
different individuals, or just in germ-line cells, or...elsewhere?”
“Tags stored in a set-aside section of the
genome in each individual,” Kaye said, and then bit her tongue. Miller—and
Saul, for that matter—regarded an idea as a kind of food that needed to be
thoroughly shared and chewed over before it could be useful. Kaye preferred
certainties before she spoke. She searched for an immediate example. “Like
heat-shock response in bacteria, or single-generation climate adaptation in
fruit flies.”
“But a human set-aside has to be huge.
We’re so much more complex than fruit flies,” Miller said. “Have we found it
already, but just don’t know what it is?”
Kaye touched Saul’s arm, urging caution.
They had a reputation now for riding a certain wave, and even with an old-guard
scientist like Miller, a gadfly with sufficient accomplishments under his belt
for a dozen careers, she felt nervous giving away their most recent thinking.
It could get around: Kaye Long says such and such...
“Nobody’s found it yet,” Kaye said.
“Oh?” Miller said, searching her face with
a critical gaze. She felt like a deer frozen in headlights.
Miller shrugged. “Maybe not. My guess is,
it’s expressed only in germ-line cells. Sex cells. Haploid to haploid. It
doesn’t get expressed, it doesn’t start work unless there’s confirmation from
other individuals. Pheromones. Eye contact, maybe.”
“We think otherwise,” Kaye said. “We think
the set-aside will only carry instructions for the small alterations that lead
to a new species. The rest of the details remain encoded in the genome,
standard instructions for everything below that level...Probably working as
well for chimpanzees as for us.”
Miller frowned, stopped rocking. “I have
to let that run around in my head for a minute.” He glanced up at the dark
ceiling. “Makes sense. Protect the design that you know works, at a minimum. So
will these subtle changes carried in the set-aside express as units, do you
think,” Miller said, “one change at a time?”
“We don’t know,” Saul said. He folded his
napkin beside his plate and thumped it with his hand. “And that’s all we’re
going to tell you, Drew.”
Miller smiled broadly. “Jay Niles has been
talking with me. He thinks punctuated equilibrium is on a roll, and he thinks
it’s a systems problem, a network problem. Selective neural network
intelligence at work. I’ve never much trusted talk about neural networks. Just
a way of clouding the issue, of not describing what you need to describe.” With
complete lack of guile, Miller added, “I think I can help, if you want me to.”
“Thanks, Drew. We might call on you,” Kaye
said, “but for right now, we’d like to have our own fun.”
Miller shrugged expressively, tipped his
finger to his forehead, and walked back to the other end of the table, where he
picked up another breadstick and began another conversation.
On the plane to La Guardia, Saul slumped
in his seat. “Drew has no idea, no idea.”
Kaye looked up from the airplane copy of
Threads.
“About what?” Kaye asked. “He seemed
pretty on track to me.”
“If you or I or anybody in biology was to talk about any kind of
intelligence behind evolution...”
“Oh,” Kaye said. She gave a delicate
shudder. “The old spooky vitalism.”
“When Drew talks about intelligence or
mind, he doesn’t mean conscious thought, of course.”
“No?” Kaye said, deliciously tired, full
of pasta. She pushed the magazine into the pouch under the tray table and
leaned her seat back. “What does he mean?”
“You’ve already thought about ecological
networks.”
“Not my most original work,” Kaye said.
“And what does it let us predict?”
“Maybe nothing,” Saul said. “But it orders
my thinking in useful ways. Nodes or neurons in a network leading to neural net
patterns, feeding back to the nodes the results of any network activity,
leading to increased efficiencies for every node and for the network in
particular.”
“That’s certainly clear enough,” Kaye
said, making a sour face.
Saul wagged his head from side to side,
acknowledging her criticism. “You’re smarter than I’ll ever be, Kaye Lang,”
Saul said. She watched him closely, and saw only what she admired in Saul. The
ideas had taken hold of him; he was not interested in attribution, merely in
seeing a new truth. Her eyes misted, and she remembered with an almost painful
intensity the emotions Saul had aroused in their first year together. Goading
her, encouraging her, driving her nuts until she spoke clearly and understood
the full arc of an idea, a hypothesis. “Make it clear, Kaye. That’s what you’re
good at.”
“Well...” Kaye frowned. “That’s the way
the human brain works, or a species, or an ecosystem, for that matter. And it’s
also the most basic definition of thought. Neurons exchange lots of signals. The
signals can add or subtract from each other, neutralize or cooperate to reach a
decision. They follow the basic actions of all nature: cooperation and
competition: symbiosis, parasitism, predation. Nerve cells are nodes in the
brain, and genes are nodes in the genome, competing and cooperating to be
reproduced in the next generation. Individuals are nodes in a species, and
species are nodes in an ecosystem.”
Saul scratched his cheek and looked at her
proudly.
Kaye waggled her finger in warning. “The
Creationists will pop out of the woodwork and crow that we’re finally talking
about God.”
“We all have our burdens.” Saul sighed.
“Miller talked about SHEVA closing the
feedback loop for individual organisms—that is, individual human beings. That
would make SHEVA a neurotransmitter of sorts,” Kaye said, mulling this over.
Saul pushed closer to her, his hands
working to describe volumes of ideas. “Let’s get specific. Humans cooperate for
advantage, forming a society. They communicate sexually, chemically, but also
socially—through speech, writing, culture. Molecules and memes. We know that
scent molecules, pheromones, affect behavior; females in groups come into
estrus together. Men avoid chairs where other men have sat; women are attracted
to those same chairs. We’re just refining the kinds of signals that can be
sent, what kinds of messages, and what can carry the messages. Now we suspect
that our bodies exchange endogenous virus, just as bacteria do. Is it really
all that startling?”
Kaye had not told Saul about her
conversation with Judith. She did not want to take the edge off their fun just
yet, especially with so little actually known, but it would have to happen
soon. She sat up. “What if SHEVA has multiple purposes,” she suggested. “Could
it also have bad side effects?”
“Everything in nature can go wrong,” Saul
said.
“What if it actually has gone wrong? What
if it’s been expressed in error, has completely lost its original purpose and
just makes us sick?”
“Not impossible,” Saul said in a way that
suggested polite lack of interest. His mind was still on evolution. “I really
think we should work this over in the next week and put together another paper.
We have the material almost ready—we could cover all the speculative bases,
bring in some of the folks in Cold Spring Harbor and Santa Barbara...Maybe even
Miller. You just don’t turn down an offer from someone like Drew. We should
talk to Jay Niles, too. Get a real firm base laid down. Shall we go ahead, put
our money on the table, tackle evolution?”
In truth, this possibility scared Kaye. It
seemed very dangerous, and she wanted to give Judith more time to learn what
SHEVA could do. More to the point, it had no connection with their core
business of finding new antibiotics.
“I’m too tired to think,” Kaye said. “Ask
me tomorrow.” Saul sighed happily. “So many puzzles, so little time.” Kaye had
not seen Saul so energetic and content in years. He tapped his fingers in rapid
rhythm on the armrest and hummed softly to himself.
16
Innsbruck, Austria
Sam, Mitch’s father, found him in the
hospital lobby, his single bag packed and his leg wrapped in a cumbersome cast.
The surgery had gone well, the pins had been removed two days before, his leg
was healing on schedule. He was being discharged.
Sam helped Mitch out to the parking lot,
carrying the bag for him. They pushed the seat all the way back on the
passenger side of the rented Opel. Mitch fitted his leg in awkwardly, with some
discomfort, and Sam drove him through the light midmorning traffic. His
father’s eyes darted to every corner, nervous.
“This is nothing compared to Vienna,”
Mitch said.
“Yes, well, I don’t know how they treat
foreigners. Not as bad as they do in Mexico, I guess,” Sam said. Mitch’s father
had wiry brown hair and a heavily freckled, broad Irish face that looked as if
it might smile easily enough. But Sam seldom smiled, and there was a steely
edge in his gray eyes that Mitch had never learned to fathom.
Mitch had rented a one-bedroom flat on the
outskirts of Innsbruck, but had not been there since the accident. Sam lit up a
cigarette and smoked it quickly as they walked up the concrete stairwell to the
second floor.
“You handle that leg pretty well,” Sam
said.
“I don’t have much choice,” Mitch said.
Sam helped him negotiate a corner and stabilize himself on the crutches. Mitch
found his keys and opened the door. The small, low-ceilinged flat had bare
concrete walls and hadn’t been heated for weeks. Mitch squeezed into the
bathroom and realized he would have to take his craps from a certain angled
altitude; the cast didn’t fit between the toilet and the wall.
“I’ll have to learn to aim,” he told his
father as he came out. This made his father grin.
“Get a bigger bathroom next time.
Spare-looking place, but clean,” Sam commented. He stuffed his hands in his
pockets. “Your mother and I assume you’re coming home. We’d like you to.”
“I probably will, for a while,” Mitch
said. “I’m a bit of a whipped puppy, Dad.”
“Bullshit,” Sam murmured. “Nothing’s ever
whipped you.”
Mitch regarded his father with a flat
expression, then swiveled around on the crutches and looked at the goldfish
Tilde had given him months before. She had provided a little glass bowl and a
tin of food and had set it on the counter in the small kitchen. He had cared
for it even after the relationship was over.
The fish had died and was now a little
raft of mold floating on the surface of the half-filled bowl. Lines marked the
levels of scum as the water evaporated. It was pretty gruesome.
“Shit,” Mitch said. He had completely
forgotten about the fish.
“What was it?” Sam asked, peering at the
bowl.
“The last of a relationship that almost
killed me,” Mitch said.
“Pretty dramatic,” Sam said.
“Pretty anticlimactic,” Mitch corrected.
“Maybe it should have been a shark.” He offered his father a Carlsberg from the
tiny refrigerator beside the kitchen sink. Sam took the beer and swallowed
about a third as he walked around the living room.
“You got any unfinished business here?”
Sam asked.
“I don’t know,” Mitch said, carrying his
suitcase into the ridiculously small bedroom with bare concrete walls and a
single ceiling light fixture of clear ribbed glass. He tossed it on the
sleeping mat, squidgied his way around on the crutches, returned to the living
room. “They want me to help them find the mummies.”
“Then let them fly you back here,” Sam
said. “We’re going home.”
Mitch thought to check the answering
machine. The little message counter had gone to its maximum, thirty.
“It’s time to come home and get your
strength back,” Sam said.
That sounded pretty good, actually. Go
back home at age thirty-seven and just stay there, let Mom cook and Dad teach
him how to tie flies or whatever Sam was into now, visit with their friends,
become a little kid again, not responsible for anything very important.
Mitch felt sick to his stomach. He pressed
the rewind button on the answering machine tape. As it whirred back onto its
spool, the phone chimed and Mitch answered.
“Excuse me,” a tenor male voice said in
English. “Is this Mitch Rafelson?”
“The very one,” Mitch said.
“I
just tell you this, then good-bye. Maybe you recognize my voice, but...no
matter. They have found your bodies in the cave. The University of Innsbruck
people. Without your help, I assume. They do not tell anybody yet, I don’t know
why. I am not joking and this is no prank, Herr Rafelson.”
There was a distinct click and the line
went dead.
“Who was it?” Sam asked.
Mitch sniffed and tried to relax his jaw.
“Fuckers,” he said. “They’re just messing with me. I’m famous, Dad. A famous
crackpot chucklehead.”
“Bullshit,” Sam said again, his face sharp
with disgust and anger. Mitch stared at his father with a mix of love and
shame; this was Sam at his most involved, his most protective.
“Let’s get out of this rat hole,” Sam said
in disgust.
17
Long Island, New York
Kaye made Saul breakfast just after
sunrise. He seemed subdued, sitting at the knotty pine table in the kitchen,
slowly sipping a cup of black coffee. He had had three cups already, not a good
sign. In a good mood—Good Saul—he never drank more than a cup a day. If
he starts smoking again...
Kaye delivered his scrambled eggs and
toast and sat beside him. He leaned over, ignoring her, and ate slowly,
deliberately, sipping coffee between each bite. As he finished, he made a sour
face and pushed the plate back.
“Bad eggs?” Kaye asked quietly.
Saul gave her a long look and shook his
head. He was moving slower, also not a good sign. “I called Bristol-Myers
Squibb yesterday,” he said. “They haven’t cut a deal with Lado and Eliava, and
apparently they don’t expect to. There’s something political going on in
Georgia.”
“Maybe that’s good news?”
Saul shook his head and turned his chair
toward the French doors and the gray morning outside. “I also called a friend
of mine at Merck. He says there’s something cooking with Eliava, but he doesn’t
know what it is. Lado Jakeli flew to the United States and met with them.”
Kaye stopped herself in the middle of a
sigh, let it out slowly, inaudibly. Walking on eggshells again...The body knew,
her body knew. Saul was suffering again, worse even than he appeared. She had
been through this at least five times. Any hour now he would find a pack of
cigarettes, inhale the hot acrid nicotine to straighten out some of his brain
chemistry, even though he hated smoking, hated tobacco.
“So...we’re out,” she said.
“I don’t know yet,” Saul said. He squinted
at a brief ray of sun. “You didn’t tell me about the grave.”
Kaye’s face flushed like a girl’s. “No,”
she said stiffly. “I didn’t.”
“And it didn’t make the newspapers.”
“No.”
Saul pushed his chair back and grabbed the
edge of the table, then half-stood and performed a series of angled pushups,
eyes focused on the table top. When he finished, having done thirty, he sat
down again and wiped his face with the folded paper towel he was using as a
napkin.
“Christ, I’m sorry, Kaye,” he said, his
voice rough. “Do you know how that makes me feel?”
“What?”
“Having my wife experience something like
that.”
“You knew about my taking criminal
medicine at SUNY.”
“It makes me feel funny, even so,” Saul
said.
“You want to protect me,” Kaye said, and
put her hand over his, rubbing his fingers. He withdrew his hand slowly.
“Against everything,” Saul said, sweeping
the hand over the table, taking in the world. “Against cruelty and failure.
Stupidity.” His speech accelerated. “It is political. We’re suspect. We’re
associated with the United Nations. Lado can’t go with us.”
“It didn’t seem to be that way, the
politics, in Georgia,” Kaye said.
“What, you went with the UN team and you
didn’t worry it could hurt us?”
“Of course I worried!”
“Right.” Saul nodded, then waggled his
head back and forth, as if to relieve tension in his neck. “I’ll make some more
calls. Try and learn where Lado is taking his meetings. He apparently has no
plans to visit us.”
“Then we go ahead with the people at
Evergreen,” Kaye said. “They have a lot of the expertise, and some of their lab
work is—”
“Not enough. We’ll be competing with
Eliava and whoever they go with. They’ll get the patents and make it to the
market first. They’ll grab the capital.” Saul rubbed his chin. “We have two
banks and a couple of partners and...lots of people who were expecting this to
come through for us, Kaye.”
Kaye stood, her hands trembling. “I’m
sorry,” she said, “but that grave—they were people, Saul. Someone needed
help finding out how they died.” She knew she sounded defensive, and that
confused her. “I was there. I made myself useful.”
“Would you have gone if they hadn’t
ordered you to?” Saul asked.
“They did not order me,” Kaye said. “Not
in so many words.”
“Would you have gone if it hadn’t been
official?”
“Of course not,” Kaye said.
Saul reached out his hand and she held it
again. He gripped her fingers with almost painful firmness, then his eyes grew
heavy-lidded. He let go, stood, poured himself another cup of coffee.
“Coffee doesn’t work, Saul,” Kaye said.
“Tell me how you are. How you feel.”
“I feel fine,” he said defensively.
“Success is the medication I need most right now.”
“This has nothing to do with business.
It’s like the tides. You have your own tides to fight. You told me that
yourself, Saul.”
Saul nodded but would not face her. “Going
to the lab today?”
“Yes.”
“I’ll call from here after I make my
inquiries. Let’s put together a bull session with the team leaders this
evening, at the lab. Order in pizza. A keg of beer.” He made a valiant effort
to smile. “We need a fallback position, and soon,” he said.
“I’ll see how the new work is going,” Kaye
said. They both knew that any revenue from current projects, including the
bacteriocin work, was at least a year down the road. “How soon will we—”
“Let me worry about that,” Saul said. He
sidled over with a crablike motion, waggling his shoulders, self-mocking in
that way only he could manage, and hugged her with one arm, dropping his face
to her shoulder. She stroked his head.
“I hate this,” he said. “I really, really
hate being like this.”
“You are very strong, Saul,” Kaye
whispered into his ear.
“You’re my strength,” he said, and pushed
away, rubbing his cheek like a little boy who has been kissed. “I love you more
than life itself, Kaye. You know that. Don’t worry about me.”
For a moment, there was a lost, feral
wildness in his eyes, cornered, nowhere left to hide. Then that passed, and his
shoulders drooped and he shrugged.
“I’ll be fine. We’ll prevail, Kaye. I just
have to make some calls.”
Debra Kirn was a slender woman with a
broad face and a smooth bowl of thick black hair. Eurasian, she tended to be
quietly authoritarian. She and Kaye got along very well, though she was prickly
with Saul and most men.
Kim ran the cholera isolation lab at
EcoBacter with a glove of velvet-wrapped steel. The second largest lab in
EcoBacter, the isolation lab functioned at level 3, more to protect Kirn’s
supersensitive mice than the workers, though cholera was no joke. She used
severe combined immunodeficient, or SCID, mice, genetically shorn of an immune
system, in her research.
Kim took Kaye through the outer office of
the lab and offered her a cup of tea. They engaged in small talk for several
minutes, watching through a pane of clear acrylic the special sterile plastic
and steel containers stacked along one wall and the active mice within.
Kim was working to find an effective
phage-based therapy against cholera. The SCID mice had been equipped with human
intestinal tissues, which they could not reject; they thus became small human
models of cholera infection. The project had cost hundreds of thousands of
dollars and had produced slim results, but still, Saul kept it going.
“Nicki down in payroll says we may have three
months left,” Kim said without warning, setting down her cup and smiling
stiffly at Kaye. “Is that true?”
“Probably,” Kaye said. “Three or four.
Unless we seal a partnership with Eliava. That would be sexy enough to bring in
some more capital.”
“Shit,” Kim said. “I turned down an offer
from Procter and Gamble last week.”
“I hope you didn’t burn any bridges,” Kaye
said.
Kim shook her head. “I like it here, Kaye.
I’d rather work with you and Saul than almost anyone else. But I’m not getting
any younger, and I have some pretty ambitious work in mind.”
“So do we all,” Kaye said.
“I’m pretty close to developing a
two-pronged treatment,” Kim said, walking to the acrylic panel. “I’ve got the
gene connection between the endotoxins and adhesins. The cholerae attach to our
little intestinal mucus cells and make them drunk. The body resists by shedding
the mucus membranes. Rice-water stools. I can make a phage that carries a gene
that shuts down pilin production in the cholera. If they can make toxin, they
can’t make pili, and they can’t adhere to mucus cells in the intestine. We
deliver capsules of phage to cholera-infected areas, voila. We can even use
them in water treatment programs. Six months, Kaye. Just six more months and we
could hand this over to the World Health Organization for seventy-five cents a
dose. Just four hundred dollars to treat an entire water purification plant.
Make a very tidy profit and save several thousand lives every month.”
“I hear you,” Kaye said.
“Why is riming everything?” Kirn asked
softly, and poured herself another cup of tea.
“Your work won’t stop here. If we go
under, you can take it with you. Go to another company. And take the mice.
Please.”
Kirn laughed, then frowned. “That’s
insanely generous of you. What about you? Are you just going to bite the bullet
and sink under the debts, or declare bankruptcy and go to work for the Squibb?
You could get work easily enough, Kaye, especially if you strike before the
publicity dies down. But what about Saul? This company is his life.”
“We have options,” Kaye said.
Kirn drew the ends of her lips down in
concern. She put her hand on Kaye’s arm. “We all know about his cycles,” she
said. “Is this getting to him?”
Kaye half shuddered, half shivered at
this, as if to throw off any unpleasantness. “I can’t talk about Saul, Kirn.
You know that.”
Kim threw her hands up in the air.
“Christ, Kaye, maybe you could use all the publicity to take the company
public, get some funding. Tide us over for another year...”
Kim had very little sense of how business
worked. She was atypical this way; most biotech researchers in private
companies were very savvy about business. No francs, no Frankenstein s monster,
she had heard one of her colleagues say. “We couldn’t convince anybody to back
us for a public offering,” Kaye said. “SHEVA has nothing to do with EcoBacter,
not now at any rate. And cholera is Third World stuff. It isn’t sexy, Kim.”
“It isn’t?” Kim said, and fluttered her
hands in disgust. “Well, what in hell is sexy in the big old bidness world
today?”
“Alliances and high profits and stock
value,” Kaye said. She stood and tapped the plastic panel near one of the mouse
cages. The mice inside reared up and wriggled their noses.
Kaye walked into Lab 6, where she did most
of her research. She had handed off her bacteriocin studies a month ago to some
postdocs in Lab 5. This lab was being used by Kirn’s assistants for the time
being, but they were at a conference in Houston, and the lab had been closed,
the lights turned off.
When she wasn’t working on antibiotics,
her favorite subjects had been Henle 407 cultures, derived from intestinal
cells; she had used them to meticulously study aspects of mammalian genomes and
to locate potentially active HERV. Saul had encouraged her, perhaps foolishly;
she could have focused completely on the bacteriocin research, but Saul had
assured her she was a golden girl. Anything she touched would advance the
company.
Now, lots of glory, but no money.
The biotech industry was unforgiving at
best. Maybe she and Saul simply did not have what it took.
Kaye sat in the middle of the lab on a
rolling chair that had somehow lost a wheel. She leaned to one side, hands on
her knees and tears slicking her cheeks. A small and persistent voice in the
back of her head told her that this could not go on. The same voice continued
to warn her that she had made bad choices in her personal life, but she could
not imagine how she could have done otherwise. Despite everything, Saul was not
her enemy; far from being a brutal or abusive man, he was simply a victim of
tragic biological imbalances. His love for her was pure enough.
What had started her tears was this
treasonous inner voice that insisted that she should get out of this situation,
abandon Saul, start over again; no better time. She could get work in a
university lab, apply for funding for a pure research project that suited her,
escape this damned and very literal rat race.
Yet Saul had been so loving, so right when
she had returned from Georgia. The paper on evolution had seemed to rekindle
his interest in science over profit. Then...the setbacks, the discouragement,
the downward spiral. Bad Saul.
She did not want to face again what had
happened eight months ago. Saul’s worst breakdown had tested her own limits.
His attempted suicides—two of them—had left her exhausted, and, more than she
cared to admit, embittered. She had fantasized about living with other men,
calm and normal men, men closer to her own age.
Kaye had never told Saul about these
wishes, these dreams; she wondered if perhaps she needed to see her own
psychiatrist, but she had decided against it. Saul had spent tens of thousands
of dollars on psychiatrists, had gone through five regimens of drug therapy,
had once suffered complete loss of sexual function and weeks of being unable to
think clearly. For him, the miracle drugs did not work.
What did they have left, what did she have
left in the way of reserves, if the tide turned again and she lost Good Saul?
Being around Saul in the bad times had eaten at some other reserve—a spiritual
reserve, generated during her childhood, when her parents had told her, You
are responsible for your life, your behavior. God has given you certain gifts,
beautiful tools...
She knew she was good; once, she had been
autonomous, strong, inner-directed, and she wanted to feel that way again.
Saul had an outwardly healthy body, and
intellectually a fine mind, yet there were times when, through no fault of his
own, he could not control his existence. What then did this say about God and
the ineffable soul, the self? That so much could be skewed by mere chemicals...
Kaye had never been too strong on the God
thing, on faith; the crime scenes in Brooklyn had stretched her belief in any
sort of fairy-tale religion; stretched it, then broke it.
But the last of her spiritual conceits,
the last tie she had to a world of ideals, was that you controlled your own
behavior.
She heard someone come into the lab. The
light was switched on. The broken chair scraped as she turned. It was Kirn.
“Here you are!” Kim said, her face
pale. “We’ve been looking all over for you.”
“Where else would I be?” Kaye asked.
Kim held out a portable lab phone. “It’s
from your house.”
18
The Centers for Disease Control and
Prevention, Atlanta
“Mr. Dicken, this isn’t a baby. It wasn’t
ever going to be a baby.”
Dicken looked over the photos and analysis
of the Crown City miscarriage. Tom Scarry’s battered old steel desk sat at the
end of a small room with pale blue walls, filled with computer terminals,
adjacent to Scarry’s viral pathology lab in Building 15. The top of the desk
was littered with computer disks, photos, and folios filled with papers.
Somehow, Scarry managed to keep his projects sorted; he was one of the best
tissue analysts in the CDC.
“What is it, then?” Dicken asked.
“It may have started out as a fetus, but
nearly all the internal organs are severely underdeveloped. The spine hasn’t
closed—spina bifida would be one interpretation, but in this case, there’s a
whole series of nerves branching to a follicular mass in what would otherwise
be the abdominal cavity.”
“Follicular?”
“Like an ovary. But containing only about
a dozen eggs.”
Dicken drew his brows together. Scarry’s
pleasant drawl matched a friendly face, but his smile was sad.
“So—it would have been a female?” Dicken asked.
“Christopher, this fetus miscarried
because it is the most screwed up arrangement of cellular material I’ve ever
seen. Abortion was a major act of mercy. It might have been female—but
something went very wrong in the first week of the pregnancy.”
“I don’t understand—”
“The head is severely malformed. The brain
is just a nubbin of tissue at the end of a shortened spinal cord. There is no
jaw. The eye sockets are open at the side, like a kitten’s. The skull looks
more like a lemur’s, what there is of it. No brain function would have been
possible after the first three weeks. No metabolism could have been established
after the first month. This thing functions as an organ drawing sustenance, but
it has no kidneys, a very small liver, no stomach or intestines to speak of...A
kind of heart, but again, very small. The limbs are just little fleshy buttons.
It’s not much more than an ovary with a blood supply. Where in hell did this
come from?”
“Crown City Hospital,” Dicken said. “But
don’t spread that around.”
“My lips are sealed. How many of these
have they had?”
“A few,” Dicken said.
“I’d start looking for a major source of
teratogens. Forget thalidomide. Whatever caused this is pure nightmare.”
“Yeah,” Dicken said, and pressed the
bridge of his nose with his fingers. “One last question.”
“Fine. Then get it out of here and let me
get back to a normal existence.”
“You say it has an ovary. Would the ovary
function?”
“The eggs were mature, if that’s what
you’re asking. And one follicle appears to have ruptured. I said that in my
analysis...” He nipped back sheets from the paper and pointed, impatient and a
little cross, more with Nature than him, Dicken thought. “Right here.”
“So we have a fetus that ovulated before
it was miscarried?” Dicken asked, incredulous.
“I doubt it got that far.”
“We don’t have the placenta,” Dicken said.
“If you get one, don’t bring it to me,”
Scarry said. “I’m spooked enough. Oh—one more thing. Dr. Branch dropped off her
tissue assay this morning.” Scarry pushed a single paper across the desk,
lifting it delicately to clear the other material.
Dicken picked it up. “Christ.”
“You think SHEVA could have done this?”
Scarry asked, tapping the analysis.
Branch had found high levels of SHEVA
particles in the fetal tissue—well over a million particles per gram. The
particles had suffused the fetus, or whatever they might call the bizarre
growth; only in the follicular mass, the ovary, were they virtually absent. She
had posted a small note at the end of the page.
These particles contain less than 80,000
nucleotides of single-stranded RNA. They all are associated with an
unidentified 12,000+ kilodalton protein complex in the host cell nucleus. The
viral genome demonstrates substantial homology with SHEVA. Talk to my office.
I’d like to obtain fresher samples for accurate PCR and sequencing.
“Well?” Scarry persisted. “Is this caused
by SHEVA or not?”
“Maybe,” Dicken said.
“Does Augustine have what he needs now?”
Word spread fast at 1600 Clifton Road.
“Not a peep to anyone, Tom,” Dicken said.
“I mean it.”
“No suh, massa.” Scarry zipped his lips
with a finger.
Dicken shuffled the report and the
analysis into a folder and glanced at his watch. It was six o’clock. There was
a possibility Augustine was still in his office.
Six more hospitals in the Atlanta area,
part of Dicken’s network, were reporting high rates of miscarriage, with
similar fetal remnants. More and more were testing for, and finding, SHEVA in
the mothers.
That was something the surgeon general
would definitely want to know.
19
Long Island, New York
A bright yellow fire truck and a red
Emergency Response vehicle had parked in the gravel driveway. Their rotating
red and blue lights flashed and brightened the afternoon shadows on the old
house. Kaye drove past the fire truck and parked behind the ambulance, eyes
wide and palms damp, her heart in her throat. She kept whispering, “God, Saul.
Not now.”
Clouds blew in from the east, breaking up
the afternoon sun, raising a gray wall behind the brilliant emergency lights.
She opened the car door, stepped out, and stared at two firemen, who blandly
returned her look. A slow and warmer breeze gently combed her hair. The air
smelled damp, close; there might be thunder this evening.
A young paramedic approached. He looked
professionally concerned and held a clipboard. “Mrs. Madsen?”
“Lang,” she said. “Kaye Lang. Saul’s
wife.” Kaye turned to gather her wits and saw for the first time the police car
parked on the other side of the fire truck.
“Mrs. Lang, we received a call from a Miss
Caddy Wilson—”
Caddy pushed open the front screen door
and stood on the porch, followed by a police officer. The door slammed
wood-enly behind them, a familiar, friendly sound suddenly made ominous.
“Caddy!” Kaye waved. Caddy made a little
run down the steps, clutching her light cotton skirt in front of her, wisps of
pale blond hair flying. She was in her late forties, thin, with strong wiry
forearms and manly hands, a handsome stalwart face, large brown eyes that now
looked both concerned for Kaye and a little panicked, like a horse about to
bolt.
“Kaye! I came to the house this afternoon,
like always—”
The paramedic interrupted her. “Mrs. Lang,
your husband is not in the house. We haven’t found him.”
Caddy stared at the medic resentfully, as
if, of all people, this was without a doubt her story to tell. “The house is an
incredible sight, Kaye. There’s blood—”
“Mrs. Lang, perhaps you should talk to the
police first—”
“Please!” Caddy shrieked at the paramedic.
“Can’t you see she’s scared?”
Kaye took Caddy’s hand and made a small
shushing noise. Caddy wiped her eyes with her wrist and nodded, swallowing
twice. The police officer joined them, tall and bull-bellied, skin deep black,
hair swept neatly back above a high forehead and a patrician face; wise, tired
eyes with golden sclera. She thought he was really quite striking, much more
prepossessing than the others in the yard.
“Missus...” The officer began.
“Lang,” the paramedic offered.
“Missus Lang, your house is in something
of a state—”
Kaye started up the porch steps. Let them
work out the jurisdiction and procedure. She had to see what Saul had done
before she could have any idea as to where Saul might be, what he might have
done since...Might be doing even now.
The police officer followed. “Does your
husband have a history of self-mutilation, Missus Lang?”
“No,” Kaye said through clenched teeth.
“He bites his fingernails.”
The house was quiet but for the tread of
another police officer descending the stairs. Someone had opened the living
room windows. White curtains billowed over the overstuffed couch. The second
officer, in his fifties, thin and pale, slouched at the shoulders, his face
seamed with perpetual worry, looked more like a mortician or a coroner. He
started to talk, his words distant and liquid, but Kaye pushed up the stairs
past him. The bull-bellied man followed.
Saul had hit their bedroom hard. The
drawers had been pulled out and his clothes were scattered everywhere. She knew
without really thinking that he had been searching for the right piece of
underwear, the right pair of socks, appropriate to some special occasion.
An ashtray on the window sill was filled
with cigarette butts. Camels, unfiltered. The hard stuff. Kaye hated the smell
of tobacco.
The bathroom had been lightly sprayed with
blood. The tub was half-filled with pinkish water, and bloody footprints went
from the yellow bath mat across the black and white checkerboard tile to the
old teak floor and then into the bedroom, where they stopped showing traces of
blood.
“Theatrical,” she murmured, glancing up at
the mirror, the thin spray of blood over the glass and across the sink. “God.
Not now, Saul.”
“Do you have any idea where he might have
gone?” the bull-bellied officer asked. “Did he do this to himself, or is there
someone else involved?”
This was certainly the worst she had seen.
He must have been concealing the worst of his mood, or the break had come with
vicious speed, occluding every bit of sense and responsibility. He had once
described the arrival of an intense depression as long dark blankets of shadow
dragged by slack-faced devils in rumpled clothing.
“It’s just him, just him,” she said, and
coughed into her fist. Surprisingly, she did not feel sick. She saw the bed,
neatly made, white cover drawn up and folded precisely under the pillows, Saul
trying to make order and sense out of this darkened world, and she stopped by a
small circle of splatted drops of blood on the wood beside her nightstand.
“Just him.”
“Mr. Madsen can be quite sad at times,”
Caddy said from the bedroom door, long-fingered hand pressed flat and white
against the dark maple jamb.
“Does your husband have a history of
suicide attempts?” the medic asked.
“Yes,” she said. “Never this bad.”
“Looks like he cut his wrists in the tub,”
said the sad thin police officer. He nodded sagely. Kaye decided she would call
him Mr. Death, and the other Mr. Bull. Mr. Bull and Mr. Death could tell just
as much about the house as she could, possibly more.
“He got out of the tub,” Mr. Bull said,
“and...”
“Bound his wrists again, like a Roman,
trying to draw out his time on Earth,” Mr. Death said. He smiled apologetically
at Kaye. “Sorry, ma’am.”
“And then he must have gotten dressed and
left the house.”
Just so, Kaye thought. They were so right.
Kaye sat on the bed, wishing she were the
fainting type, blank this scene here and now, let others take charge.
“Mrs. Lang, we might be able to find your
husband—”
“He did not kill himself,” she said. She
waved her hand at the blood, pointed loosely toward the hall and the bathroom.
She was looking for a tiny shred of hope, thought for a moment she had grasped
it. “This was bad, but he...as you said, he stopped himself.”
“Missus Lang—” Mr. Bull began.
“We should find him and get him to the
hospital,” she said, and with this sudden possibility, that he might still be
saved, her voice broke and she began to quietly weep.
“The boat’s gone,” Caddy said. Kaye stood
up abruptly and walked to the window. She knelt on the window seat and looked
down on the small dock thrusting from the rocky sea wall into the gray-green
water of the sound. The small sailboat was not at its moorage.
Kaye shook as if with chill. She could
slowly accept now that this was going to be it. Bravery and denial could no
longer compete with blood and things out of place, Saul gone awry, in the
control of Sad/Bad, blanketed Saul.
I can’t see it,” Kaye said shrilly,
looking out across the choppy water. “It has a red sail. It’s not out there.”
They asked her for a description, a
photograph, and she provided both. Mr. Bull went downstairs, out the front
door, to the police car. Kaye followed him part of the way and turned to go
into the living room. She was unwilling to stay in the bedroom. Mr. Death and
the paramedic stayed to ask more questions, but she had very few answers. A
police photographer and a coroner’s assistant went up the stairs with their
equipment.
Caddy watched it all with owlish concern
and then cattish fascination. Finally, she hugged Kaye and said some more words
and Kaye said, automatically, that she would be fine. Caddy wanted to leave but
could not bring herself to do so.
At that moment, the orange cat Crickson
came into the room. Kaye picked him up and stroked him, suddenly wondered if he
had seen, then stooped and slipped him gently back on the floor.
The minutes seemed to last for hours.
Daylight faded and rain spatted against the living room windows. Finally, Mr.
Bull returned, and it was Mr. Death’s turn to leave.
Caddy watched, made guilty by her horror
and fascination.
“We can’t clean this up for you,” Mr. Bull
told her. He handed her a business card. “These folks have a little business.
They clean up messes like this. It’s not cheap, but they do a good job. Husband
and wife. Christians. Nice people.”
Kaye nodded and took the card. She did not
want the house now; thought about just locking the door and leaving it.
Caddy was the last to go. “Where you going
to spend the night, Kaye?” she asked.
“I don’t know,” Kaye said.
“You’re welcome to come stay with us,
dear.”
“Thank you,” Kaye said. “There’s a cot at
the lab. I think I’ll sleep there tonight. Could you take care of the cats? I
can’t...think about them now.”
“Of course. I’ll round them up. You want
me to come back?” Caddy asked. “Clean up after...you know? The others are
done?”
“I’ll call,” Kaye said, close to breaking
down again. Caddy hugged her with painful intensity and then went to find the
cats. She left ten minutes later and Kaye was alone in the house.
No note, no message, nothing.
The phone rang. She did not answer for a
time, but it continued to ring, and the answering machine had been turned off,
perhaps by Saul. Perhaps it was Saul, she realized with a shock, hating herself
for having briefly lost hope, and instantly picked up the phone.
“Is this Kaye?”
“Yes.” Hoarsely. She cleared her throat.
“Mrs. Lang, this is Randy Foster at AKS
Industries. I need to speak with Saul. About the deal. Is he home?”
“No, Mr. Foster.”
Pause. Awkward. What to say? Who to tell
just now? And who was Randy Foster, and what deal?
“Sorry. Tell him we’ve just finished with
our lawyers and the contracts are done. They’ll be delivered tomorrow. We’ve
scheduled a conference call for four P.M. I look forward to meeting you, Mrs.
Lang.”
She mumbled something and put the phone
down. For a moment she thought now she would break, a really big break.
Instead, slowly and with great deliberation, she went back up the stairs and
packed a large suitcase with the clothes she might need for the next week.
Then she left the house and drove the car
to EcoBacter. The building was mostly empty by dinnertime, and she was not
hungry. She used her key to open the small side office where Saul had placed a
cot and blankets, then hesitated a moment before opening the door. She pushed
it slowly inward.
The small windowless room was dark and
empty and cool. It smelled clean. Everything in order.
Kaye undressed and got under the beige
wool blanket and crisp white sheets.
That morning, early, before dawn, she
awoke in a sweat, shivering, not ill, but horrified by the specter of her new
self, a widow.
20
London
The reporters finally found Mitch at
Heathrow. Sam sat across from him at a small table in the court around the open
seafood bar while five of them, two females and three males, clustered just
outside a low barrier of plastic plants surrounding the eating area and
peppered him with questions. Curious and irritated travelers watched from the
other tables, or brushed past carting their luggage.
“Were you the first to confirm they were
prehistoric?” the older woman asked, camera clutched in one hand. She selfconsciously
pushed back wisps of hennaed hair, her eyes twitching left and right, finally
zeroing in on Mitch for his answer.
Mitch picked at his shrimp cocktail.
“Do you think they have any connection
with Pasco man in the U.S.A.?” asked one of the males, obviously hoping to
provoke.
Mitch could not tell the three men apart.
They were all in
their thirties, dressed in rumpled black
suits, carrying steno pads and digital recorders.
“That was your last debacle, wasn’t it?”
“Were you deported from Austria?” another
man asked.
“How much did the dead climbers pay you to
keep their secret? What were they going to charge for the mummies?”
Mitch leaned back and stretched
ostentatiously, then smiled. The hennaed female duly recorded this. Sam shook
his head, hunkered down as if under a rain cloud.
“Ask me about the infant,” Mitch said.
“What infant?”
“Ask me about the baby. The normal baby.”
“How many sites did you plunder?”
Henna-hair asked cheerily.
“We found the baby in the cave with its
parents,” Mitch said, and stood, pushing back the cast-iron chair with an ugly
scraping sound. “Dad, let’s go.”
“Fine,” Sam said.
“Whose cave? The cavemen’s cave?” the
middle male asked.
“Caveman and cavewoman,” the younger woman
corrected.
“Do you think they kidnapped it?” Henna-hair
asked, licking her lips.
“Kidnapped a baby, killed it, carried it
for food perhaps into the Alps...Got caught in a storm, died!” Left-side-male
enthused.
“What a story that would be!”
Number-three-male, on the left, said.
“Ask the scientists,” Mitch said, and
worked his way to the counter on crutches to pay the check.
“They give out news like it was holy
dispensation!” the younger woman shouted after them.
21
Washington, D.C.
Dicken sat beside Mark Augustine in the
office of the surgeon general, Doctor Maxine Kirby. Kirby was of medium height,
stout, with discerning almond eyes set in chocolate skin that bore only a few
character lines and belied her six decades; those lines had deepened in the
last hour, however.
It was eleven P.M. and they had gone
through the details twice now. For the third time, the laptop automatically
cycled through its slide show of charts and definitions, but only Dicken was
watching.
Frank Shawbeck, deputy director of the
National Institutes of Health, returned to the room through the heavy gray door
after having made a visit to the lavatory down the hall. Everyone knew that
Kirby did not like others using her private washroom.
The surgeon general stared up at the
ceiling and Augustine gave Dicken a small, quick scowl, concerned that the
presentation had not been convincing.
She lifted her hand. “Shut that down,
please, Christopher. My brain is spinning.” Dicken hit the ESCAPE key on the
laptop and turned off the overhead projector. Shawbeck turned up the office
lights and shoved his hands into his pockets. He took a position of loyal
support on the corner of Kirby’s broad maple desk.
“These domestic stats,” Kirby said, “all
from area hospitals - that’s a strong point, it’s happening in the
neighborhood...and we’re still getting reports from other cities, other
states.”
“All the time,” Augustine confirmed.
“We’re trying to be as quiet as we can, but—”
“They’re getting suspicious.” Kirby
grabbed hold of her index finger and stared at a chipped, painted nail. The
nail was teal blue. The surgeon general was sixty-one years old, but she wore
teenager’s enamel on her nails. “It’ll be on the news any minute now. SHEVA is
more than just a curiosity. It’s the same as Herod’s flu. Herod’s causes
mutations and miscarriages. By the way, that name...”
“Maybe a bit on the nose,” Shawbeck said.
“Who made it up?”
“I did,” Augustine said.
Shawbeck was acting watchdog. Dicken had
seen him play the adversary with Augustine before, and never knew how genuine
the role was.
“Well, Frank, Mark, is this my
ammunition?” Kirby asked. Before they could answer, she made an approving and
speculative face, pouching out her lips, and said, “It’s damned scary.”
“It is that,” Augustine said.
“But it doesn’t make any sense,” Kirby
said. “Something pops out of our genes and makes monster babies...with a single
huge ovary? Mark, what in hell?”
“We don’t know what the etiology is,
ma’am,” Augustine said. “We’re way behind, down to minimum staff on any single
project as it is.”
“We’re asking for more money, Mark. You
know that. But the mood in Congress is ugly. I do not want to be caught in
anything like a false alarm.”
“Biologically, the work is top notch.
Politically, this is a ticking bomb,” Augustine said. “If we don’t go public
soon—”
“Damn it, Mark,” Shawbeck said, “we have
no direct connection! People who get this flu—all of their tissues are suffused
with SHEVA, for weeks after! What if the viruses are old and weak and don’t
have any oomph? They express because, what,” he waved his hand, “there’s less
ozone and we’re all getting more UV or something, like herpes coming out
in a lip sore? Maybe they’re harmless, maybe they have nothing to do with the
miscarriages.”
“I don’t think it’s coincidence,” Kirby
said. “The figures look too close. What I want to know is, why doesn’t the body
eat up these viruses, shed them?”
“Because they’re released continuously for
months,” Dicken said. “Whatever the body does with them, they’re still being
expressed by different tissues.”
“Which tissues?”
“We’re not sure yet,” Augustine said.
“We’re looking at bone marrow and lymph.”
“There’s absolutely no sign of viremia,”
Dicken said. “No swelling of the spleen and lymph nodes. Viruses all over, but
no extreme reaction.” He rubbed his cheek nervously. “I’d like to go over
something again.”
The surgeon general returned her gaze to
him, and Shaw-beck and Augustine, seeing her focus, grew quiet.
Dicken pulled his chair forward a couple
of inches. “The women get SHEVA from steady male partners. Women who are
single—women without committed partners—don’t get SHEVA.”
“That’s stupid,” Shawbeck said, his face
curled in disgust. “How in hell does a disease know whether a woman is shacked
up with somebody or not?” It was Kirby’s turn to frown. Shawbeck apologized.
“But you know what I mean,” he said defensively.
“It’s in the stats,” Dicken countered. “We
checked this out very thoroughly. It’s transmitted from males to their female
partners, over a fairly long exposure. Homosexual men do not transmit it to
their partners. If there is no heterosexual contact, it is not passed along.
It’s a sexually transmitted disease, but a selective one.”
“Christ,” Shawbeck said, whether in doubt
or awe, Dicken could not tell.
“We’ll accept that for now,” the surgeon
general said. “What’s made SHEVA come out now?”
“Obviously, SHEVA and humans have an old
relationship,” Dicken said. “It might be the human equivalent of a lysogenic
phage. In bacteria, lysogenic phages express themselves when the bacteria are
subjected to stimuli that could be interpreted as life-threatening—stress, as
it were. Maybe SHEVA reacts to things that cause stress in humans.
Overcrowding. Social conditions. Radiation.”
Augustine shot him a warning glance.
“We’re a hell of a lot more complicated
than bacteria,” he concluded.
“You think SHEVA is expressing now because
of overpopulation?” Kirby asked.
“Perhaps, but that isn’t my point,” Dicken
said. “Lysogenic phages can sometimes serve a symbiotic function. They help
bacteria adapt to new conditions and even new sources of nutrition or
opportunity by swapping genes. What if SHEVA serves a useful function in us?”
“By keeping the population down?” Shawbeck
ventured skeptically. “The stress of overpopulation causes us to express little
abortion experts? Wow.”
“Maybe, I don’t know,” Dicken said, nervously
wiping his hands on his pants. Kirby saw this, looked up coolly, a little
embarrassed for him.
“Who does know?” she asked.
“Kaye Lang,” Dicken said.
Augustine made a small gesture with his
hand, unseen by the surgeon general; Dicken was on very thin ice. They had not
discussed this earlier.
“She does seem to have gotten a leg up on
SHEVA before everybody else,” Kirby said. Her eyes wide, she leaned forward
over her desk and gave him a challenging look. “But Christopher, how did you
know that...Way back in August, in the Republic of Georgia? Your hunter’s
intuition?”
“I
had read her papers,” Dicken said. “What she wrote about was intrinsically
fascinating.”
“I’m curious. Why did Mark send you to
Georgia and Turkey?” Kirby asked.
“I seldom send Christopher anywhere,”
Augustine said. “He has a wolf’s instincts when it comes to finding our kind of
prey.”
Kirby kept her gaze on Dicken.
“Don’t be shy, Christopher. Mark had you
out scouting for a scary disease. I admire that—like preventive medicine
applied to politics. And in Georgia, you encountered Ms. Kaye Lang, by
accident?”
“There’s a CDC office in Tbilisi,”
Augustine said, trying to be helpful.
“An office that Mr. Dicken did not visit,
even for a social call,” the surgeon general said, brows coming together.
“I went looking for her. I admired her
work.”
“And you said nothing to her.”
“Nothing substantive.”
Kirby sat back in her seat and looked to
Augustine. “Can we bring her in?” she asked.
“She’s having some problems,” Augustine
said.
“What kind of problems?” she asked.
“Her husband is missing, probably a
suicide,” Augustine said.
“That was over a month ago,” Dicken said.
“There seems to be more trouble in store.
Before he disappeared, her husband sold their company out from under her, to
pay off an investment of venture capital she apparently did not know about.”
Dicken had not heard about this.
Obviously, Augustine had been conducting his own probe on Kaye Lang.
“Jesus,” Shawbeck said. “So, she’s what, a
wreck, we leave her alone until she heals?”
“If we need her, we need her,” Kirby said.
“Gentlemen, I don’t like the feel of this one. Call it a woman’s intuition,
having to do with ovaries and such. I want all the expert advice we can get.
Mark?”
“I’ll call her,” Augustine said, giving in
with uncharacteristic speed. He had read the breeze, saw the windsock swinging;
Dicken had won a point.
“Do that,” Kirby said, and swiveled in her
chair to face Dicken dead on. “Christopher, for the life of me, I still think
you’re hiding something. What is it?”
Dicken smiled and shook his head. “Nothing
solid.”
“Oh?” Kirby raised her eyebrows. “The best
virus man in the NCID? Mark says he relies on your nose.”
“Sometimes Mark is too damned candid,”
Augustine said.
“Yeah,” Kirby said. “Christopher should be
candid, too. What’s your nose say?”
Dicken was a little dismayed by the
surgeon general’s question, and reluctant to show his cards while his hand was
still weak. “SHEVA is very, very old,” he reiterated.
“And?”
“I’m not sure it’s a disease.”
Shawbeck released a quiet snort of
dubiety.
“Go on,” Kirby encouraged.
“It’s an old part of human biology. It’s
been in our DNA since long before humans existed. Maybe it’s doing what it’s
supposed to do.”
“Kill babies?” Shawbeck suggested tartly.
“Regulate some larger, species-level function.”
“Let’s go with what’s solid,” Augustine
suggested quickly. “SHEVA is Herod’s. It causes gross birth defects and
miscarriages.”
“The connection is strong enough for me,”
Kirby said. “I think I can sell the president and Congress.”
“I agree,” Shawbeck said. “With some deep
concerns, however. I wonder if all this mystery could catch up to us down the
road a ways and bite us in the butt.”
Dicken felt some relief. He had almost
blown the game but had managed to hold back an ace to play later; traces of
SHEVA from the corpses in Georgia. The results had just come back from Maria
Konig at the University of Washington.
“I’m seeing the president tomorrow,” the
surgeon general said. “I have ten minutes with him. Get me the domestic stats
on paper, ten copies, full color.”
SHEVA would soon become an official
crisis. In the politics of health, a crisis tended to be resolved using
familiar science and bureaucratically tried and true routines. Until the
situation showed its true strangeness, Dicken did not think anybody would
believe his conclusions. He could hardly believe them himself.
Outside, under felt-colored skies, a dull
November afternoon, Augustine opened the door to the government Lincoln and
said, over the roof, “Whenever anyone asks you what you really think, what do
you do?”
“Go with the flow,” Dicken said.
“You got it, boy genius.”
Augustine drove. Despite Dicken’s near
fumble, Augustine seemed happy enough with the meeting. “She’s only got six
weeks left before she retires. She’s taking my name in to the White House chief
of staff as a suggested replacement.”
“Congratulations,” Dicken said.
“With Shawbeck as a very close backup,”
Augustine added. “But this could do it, Christopher. This could be the ticket.”
22
New York City
Kaye sat in a dark brown leather chair in
the richly paneled office and wondered why highly paid East Coast lawyers chose
such elegantly somber trappings. Her fingers pressed the brass heads of the
upholstery nails on the arm.
The lawyer for AKS Industries, Daniel
Munsey, stood beside the desk of J. Robert Orbison, her family’s lawyer for
thirty years.
Her father and mother had died five years
before, and Kaye had not paid Orbison’s retainer. With Saul’s disappearance and
the all-too-stunning news from AKS and the corporate attorney for EcoBacter,
now sucking up to AKS, she had gone to Orbison in a state of shock. She had
found him to be a decent and caring fellow, who said he would charge no more
than he had ever charged Mr. and Mrs. Lang in their thirty years of business.
Orbison was thin as a rail, hook-nosed,
bald, with age spots all over his head and down his cheeks, whiskers on his
moles, loose wet lips, bleary blue eyes, but he dressed in a beautiful
custom-fitted pinstripe suit with wide lapels and a tie that almost filled the
V of his vest.
Munsey was in his early thirties, darkly
handsome, soft-spoken. He wore a smooth tobacco-colored wool suit and knew
biotech almost as well as she did; in some ways, better.
“AKS may not be responsible for the
failures of Mr. Mad-sen,” Orbison said in a strong, gentle voice, “but under
the circumstances, we believe your company owes Ms. Lang due consideration.”
“Monetary consideration?” Munsey lifted
his hands in puzzlement. “Saul Madsen could not convince his investors to keep
funding him. Apparently, he had focused on a deal with a research group in the
Republic of Georgia.” Munsey shook his head sadly. “My clients bought out the
investors. Then- price was more than fair, considering what’s happened since.”
“Kaye put a lot of work into the company.
Compensation for intellectual property—”
“She has contributed greatly to science,
not to any product a potential purchaser could possibly market.”
“Then surely, fair compensation for
contributing to the value of EcoBacter as a name.”
“Ms. Lang was not a legal co-owner. Saul
Madsen apparently never regarded his wife as more than a managerial employee.”
“It is a regrettable lapse that Ms. Lang
did not inquire,” Orbison admitted. “She trusted her husband.”
“We believe she’s entitled to whatever
assets remain in the estate. EcoBacter is simply no longer one of those
assets.”
Kaye looked away.
Orbison looked down at the glass-covered
desktop. “Ms. Lang is a famous biological scientist, Mr. Munsey.”
“Mr. Orbison, Ms. Lang, AKS Industries
buys and sells going concerns. With Saul Madsen’s death, EcoBacter is no longer
a going concern. There are no valuable patents in its name, no relationships
with other companies or institutions that can’t be renegotiated outside our
control. The one product that could be marketable, a treatment for cholera, is
actually owned by a so-called employee. Mr. Madsen was remarkably generous with
his contracts. We’ll be lucky if the physical assets recoup ten percent of our
costs. Ms. Lang, we can’t even make payroll for this month. Nobody’s buying.”
“We believe that given five months, using
her reputation, Ms. Lang could assemble a team of solid financial backers and
restart EcoBacter. Employee loyalty is very high. Many have signed letters of
intent to stay with Kaye and help rebuild.”
Munsey raised his hands again: no go. “My
clients follow their instincts. Perhaps Mr. Madsen should have chosen another
kind of firm to sell his company to. With all respect to Ms. Lang, and nobody
holds her in higher esteem than I do, she has performed no work of immediate
commercial interest. Biotech is a highly competitive business, Ms. Lang, as you
know.”
“The future lies in what we can create,
Mr. Munsey,” Kaye said.
Munsey shook his head sadly. “You’d have
my own investment in a flash, Ms. Lang. But I’m a softy. The rest of the
companies...” He let his words trail off.
“Thank you, Mr. Munsey,” Orbison said, and
made a tent with his hands, on which he rested his long nose.
Munsey seemed nonplussed by this
dismissal. “I’m very sorry, Ms. Lang. We’re still having difficulty with our
completion bond and insurance negotiations because of the way Mr. Madsen
vanished.”
“He’s not coming back, if that’s what
you’re worried about,” Kaye said, her voice breaking. “They found him, Mr.
Munsey. He’s not going to come back and have a good laugh with us and tell me
how to get on with my life.”
Munsey stared at her.
She could not stop. The words poured out.
“They found him on the rocks in Long Island Sound. He was in terrible shape. I
had to identify him from our wedding ring.”
“I’m deeply sorry. I hadn’t heard,” Munsey
said.
“The final identification was made this
morning,” Orbison told him quietly.
“I’m so very sorry, Ms. Lang.”
Munsey backed out and closed the door
behind him.
Orbison watched her silently.
Kaye wiped her eyes with the backs of her
hands. “I had no idea how much he meant to me, how much we had become one
brain, working together. I thought I had my own mind and my own life...and now,
I find out different. I feel less than half a human being. He’s dead.”
Orbison nodded.
“This afternoon I’m going back to
EcoBacter and I’m going to hold a little wake with all the people there. I’m
going to tell them it’s time to find work, and that I’ll be there right
alongside them.”
“You’re smart and young. You’ll make it,
Kaye.”
“I know I’ll make it!” she said fiercely.
She hit her knee with her fist. “Goddamn him. The...bastard. The creep. He had
no goddamn right!”
“No goddamn right at all,” Orbison said.
“It was a cheap and dirty trick to pull on someone like you.” His eyes
brightened with the kind of anger and sympathy he might have carried into a
courtroom, firing up his emotions like a rusty Coleman lantern.
“Yeah,” she said, staring wildly around
the room. “Oh, God, it is going to be so hard. You know what the worst
part is?”
“What, dear?” Orbison asked.
“Part of me is glad” Kaye said, and
she began to weep.
“Now, now,” Orbison said, an old and weary
man once more.
23
The Centers for Disease Control and
Prevention, Atlanta
Neandertal mummies,” Augustine said. He
strode across Dicken’s small office and shoved a folded paper onto Dicken’s
desk. “Time marches on. And Newsweek, too.”
Dicken pushed aside a set of copies of infant and fetal
postmortems for the last two months from Northside Hospital in Atlanta and
picked up the paper. It was the Atlanta Journal-Constitution, and the headline
read “Ice Couple Confirmed Prehistoric.”
He skimmed the article with little
interest, just to be polite, and looked up at Augustine.
“It’s getting hot in Washington,” the
director said. “They’ve asked me to assemble a taskforce.”
“You’re in charge?”
Augustine nodded.
“Good news, then,” Dicken said warily,
sensing storms.
Augustine looked at him, deadpan. “We used
the statistics you put together and it scared the hell out of the president.
The surgeon general showed him one of the miscarriages. A picture, of course.
She says she’s never seen him so upset over a national health issue. He wants
us to go public right away with the full details. ‘Babies are dying,’ he says. ‘If
we can fix it, go fix it, and now.’ “
Dicken waited patiently.
“Dr. Kirby thinks this could be a
full-time operation. Could bring in additional appropriations, even more funds
for international efforts.”
Dicken prepared to appear sympathetic.
“They don’t want to distract me by
appointing me to fill her shoes.” Augustine’s eyes became beady, hard.
“Shawbeck?”
“Got the nod. But the president can make
his own pick. They’ll hold a press conference on Herod’s flu tomorrow. ‘All-out
war on an international killer.’ Better than polio, and politically it’s a slam
dunk, unlike AIDS.”
“Kiss the babies and make them well?”
Augustine did not find that funny.
“Cynicism doesn’t become you, Christopher. You’re the idealistic type,
remember?”
“I blame the charged atmosphere,” Dicken
said.
“Yeah. I’ve been told to put together my
team for Kirby’s and Shawbeck’s approval by noon tomorrow. You’re my first
choice, of course. I’ll be conferring with some folks at NIH and some
scientific headhunters from New York this evening. Every agency director will
want a piece of this. It’s my job in part to feed them things they can do
before they try to take over the whole problem. Can you get in touch with Kaye
Lang and tell her she’s going to be drafted?”
“Yes,” Dicken said. His heart felt funny.
He was short of breath. “I’d like to have a few picks of my own.”
“Not a whole army, I hope.”
“Not at first,” Dicken said.
“I need a team” Augustine said, “not a
loose bunch of fief-doms. No prima donnas.”
Dicken smiled. “A few divas?”
“If they sing in key. ‘Star Spangled
Banner’ time. I want a background check for any sort of bad smell. Martha and
Karen in human resources can arrange that for us. No flag burners, no hotheads.
No fringies.”
“Of course,” Dicken said. “But that would
leave me out.”
“Boy genius.” Augustine wet his finger and
made a mark in the air. “I’m allowed just one. Government issue. Be in my
office at six. Bring some Pepsi and Dixie cups and a tub of ice from the labs, clean
ice, okay?”
24
Long Island, New York
Three moving vans stood outside the front
entrance of EcoBacter as Kaye parked her car. She walked past two men dollying
a stainless-steel lab refrigerator past the reception desk. Another hefted a
microplate counter, and behind him, a fourth carried the body of a PC.
EcoBacter was being nibbled to death by ants.
Not that it mattered. It had no blood left
anyway.
She went to her office, which had not been
touched yet, and closed the door forcefully behind her. Sitting in the blue
office chair—worth about two hundred bucks, very comfortable— she switched on
her desktop computer and logged in to her account on the International
Association of Biotech Firms job board. What her agent in Boston had told her
was true. At least fourteen universities and seven companies were interested in
her services. She scrolled through the offers. Tenure track, start and ran a
small virology research lab in New Hampshire...professor of biological science
at a private college in California, a Christian school, Southern Baptist...
She smiled. An offer from UCLA School of
Medicine to work with an established professor of genetics—unnamed— in a
research group focusing on inherited diseases and their connection with
provirus activation. She marked that one.
After fifteen minutes, she leaned back and
rubbed her forehead dramatically. She had always hated looking for work. But
she could not let her momentum be diverted; she had not won any prizes yet,
might not for years to come. It was time to take charge of her life and move
out of the shallows.
She had marked three of the twenty-one
offers as worth looking into, and already she was exhausted, her armpits wet
with sweat.
With a sense of foreboding, she checked
her e-mail. It was there that she found a curt message from Christopher Dicken
at the NCID. His name sounded familiar; then she remembered, and swore at the
monitor, the message it bore, the way her life was going, the whole ugly ball
of wax.
Debra Kirn knocked on the transparent
glass of the door to her office. Kaye swore again, very loudly, and Kim peeked
in, eyebrows arched.
“You yelling at me?” she asked innocently.
“I’ve been asked to join a team at the
CDC,” Kaye said, and slammed her hand on the desk.
“Government work. Great health plan.
Freedom to do your own research on your own schedule.”
“Saul hated working in a government lab.”
“Saul was a rugged individualist,” Kim
said, and sat on the edge of Kaye’s desk. “They’re cleaning out my equipment
now. I figure there’s nothing left forme to do here. I’ve got my photos and
disks and...Christ, Kaye.”
Kaye stood up and hugged her as Kim broke
into sobs. “I don’t know what I’ll do with the mice. Ten thousand dollars worth
of mice!”
“We’ll find a lab that will hold them for
you.”
“How can we transport them? They’re full
of Vibrio\ I’ll have to sacrifice them here before they take away the
sterilization equipment and the incinerator.”
“What do the AKS people say?”
“They’re going to leave them in the
containment room. They won’t do anything.”
“That’s unbelievable.”
“They say they’re my patents, they’re my
problem.”
Kaye sat again, then thumbed through her
Rolodex, hoping for inspiration, but it was a futile gesture. Kim had no doubt
she would find work in a month or two, even be able to carry on with her
research using SCID mice. But they would have to be new mice, and she might
lose six months or a year of her time.
“I don’t know what to tell you,” Kaye
said, her voice cracking. She held up her hands, helpless.
Kim thanked Kaye—though for what, Kaye
hardly knew. They hugged again, and Kim left.
There was little or nothing she could do
for Debra Kim or any of the other ex-employees of EcoBacter. Kaye knew she had
been as much a part of this disaster as Saul, as responsible for it through her
own ignorance. She hated fund-raising, hated finances, hated looking for jobs.
Was there anything practical in this world that she did like to do?
She reread Dicken’s message. She had to
find some way to get her wind back, get on her feet, join the race again. A
short-term government job might be just what she needed. She could not imagine
why Christopher Dicken would want her; she barely remembered the short,
plumpish man in Georgia.
Using her cell phone—the lab phone lines
had been disconnected—Kaye called Dicken’s number in Atlanta.
25
Washington, D.C.
”We have test results from forty-two
hospitals around the country,” Augustine said to the president of the United
States. “All instances of mutation and subsequent rejection of fetuses, of the
type we are studying, have been positively associated with the presence of
Herod’s flu.”
The president sat at the head of the large
polished maple table in the Situation Room in the White House. Tall and portly,
his curly head of white hair stood out like a beacon. He had been
affectionately dubbed “Q-Tip” during his campaign, converting a derogatory term
used by younger women to describe older men into an expression of pride and
affection. Flanking him were the vice president; the Speaker of the House, a
Democrat; the Senate majority leader, a Republican; Dr. Kirby; Shawbeck; the
secretary of Health and Human Services; Augustine; three presidential aides,
including the chief of staff; the White House liaison for public health issues;
and a number of people Dicken couldn’t identify. It was a very big table, and
three hours had been set aside for their discussion.
Dicken had surrendered his cell phone,
pager, and palmtop at the security check point before entering, as had all the
others. An exploding “cell phone” on a tourist had caused considerable damage
in the White House just two weeks before.
He was a little disappointed by the nature
of the Situation Room—no state-of-the-art wall screens, computer consoles,
threat boards. Just a large, ordinary room with a big table and lots of
telephones. Still, the president was listening intently.
“SHEVA is the first confirmed instance of
human-to-human transmission of endogenous retrpviruses,” Augustine continued.
“Herod’s flu is caused by SHEVA, beyond any shadow of a doubt. In my career in
medicine and science, I have never seen anything quite so virulent. If a woman
is in the early stages of pregnancy and contracts Herod’s, her fetus—her
baby—will eventually abort. Our statistics show a possibility of over ten
thousand miscarriages that can already be attributed to this virus. According
to our present information, men are the only source of Herod’s flu.”
“Horrible name, that,” the president said.
“An effective name, Mr. President,” Dr.
Kirby said.
“Horrible and effective,” the president
conceded.
“We do not know what causes expression in
males,” Augustine said, “though we suspect some sort of pheromone triggering
process, perhaps from female partners. We haven’t a clue how to stop it.” He
handed sheets of paper around the table. “Our statisticians tell us that we
could see more than two million cases of Herod’s flu in the next year. Two
million possible miscarriages.”
The president absorbed this thoughtfully,
having heard most of it from Frank Shawbeck and the secretary of Health and
Human Services in earlier meetings. Repetition, Dicken thought, was necessary
to help lay politicos understand just how much in the dark the scientists
really were.
“I still do not understand how something
from inside of us could cause so much harm,” the vice president said.
“The devil within,” said the Speaker.
“Similar genetic aberrations can cause
cancer,” Augustine said. Dicken felt that was a little broad, and Shawbeck
seemed to agree. Now was the moment to deliver his pep talk, as top candidate
for the rank of surgeon general, to replace Kirby.
“We are facing a problem new to medicine,
no doubt about it,” Shawbeck said. “But we’ve got HIV on the ropes. With that
experience behind us, I have confidence that we can make some breakthroughs
within six to eight months. We have major research centers all around the
country, the world, poised to take on this problem. We have designed a national
program that utilizes the resources of the NIH, CDC, and the National Center
for Infectious and Allergic Diseases. We divide the pie to consume it more
quickly. Never have we, as a nation, been more ready to tackle a problem of
this magnitude. As soon as this program is in place, over five thousand
researchers in twenty-eight centers will go to work. We will enlist the aid of
private companies and researchers around the world. An international program is
being planned right now. It all begins here. All we need is a quick and
coordinated response from your respective branches, ladies and gentlemen.”
“I don’t see anybody on either side of the
House who’ll stand in the way of an extraordinary funding appropriations bill,”
the Speaker said.
“Or in the Senate,” added the majority
leader. “I’m impressed by the work done so far, but gentlemen, I am not as
enthusiastic about our scientific ability as I would like to be. Dr. Augustine,
Dr. Shawbeck, it’s taken us over twenty years to even begin to get a handle on
AIDS, despite pouring tens of billions of dollars into research. I know. I lost
a daughter to AIDS five years ago.” He stared around the table. “If this
Herod’s flu is so new to us, how can we expect miracles in six months?”
“Not miracles,” Shawbeck said. “A
beginning to understanding.”
“Then how long before we have a treatment?
I ask not for a cure, gentlemen. But a treatment! A vaccine at the very least?”
Shawbeck admitted he did not know.
“We can only proceed as fast as we can
harness the power of science,” the vice president said, and looked around the
table a little blankly, wondering how this might go over.
“I will say again, I have my doubts,” the
majority leader said. “I’m wondering if this is a sign. Maybe it’s time to get
our house in order and look deep into our hearts, make peace with our Maker.
Quite clearly, we’ve disturbed some powerful forces here.”
The president touched his nose with his
finger, his expression serious. Shawbeck and Augustine knew enough to keep
quiet.
“Senator,” the president said, “I pray you
are wrong.”
As the meeting concluded, Augustine and
Dicken followed Shawbeck down a side corridor past basement offices to a rear
elevator. Shawbeck was clearly angry. “What hypocrisy,” he muttered. “I hate it
when they invoke God.” He shook his arms to loosen the tension in his neck and
gave a small, crackling chuckle. “I vote for aliens, myself. Call in
theX-Files.”
“I wish I could laugh, Frank,” Augustine
said, “but I’m scared out of my wits. We’re in uncharted territory. Half the
proteins activated by SHEVA are new to us. We have no idea what they do. This
could sink like a rock. I keep asking, Why me, Frank?”
“Because you’re so ambitious,
Mark,” Shawbeck said. “You found this particular rock and looked under it.”
Shawbeck smiled a little wolfishly. “Not that you had any choice...in the long
run.”
Augustine cocked his head to one side.
Dicken could smell Augustine’s nervousness. He felt a little numb, himself. Up
the wrong creek, he thought, and paddling like sons-of-bitches.
26
Seattle
DECEMBER
Never one to sit still for long, Mitch
spent a day with his parents on their small farm in Oregon, then took Amtrak to
Seattle. He rented an apartment on Capitol Hill, dipping into a former
retirement fund, and bought an old Buick Skylark for two thousand dollars from
a friend in Kirkland.
Fortunately, this far from Innsbruck, the
Neandertal mummies aroused only mild curiosity from the press. He gave one interview:
to the science editor of the Seattle Times, who then turned around and labeled
him a two-time offender against the sober, law-abiding world of archaeology.
A week after his return to Seattle, the
Five Tribes Confederation in Kumash County reburied Pasco man in an elaborate
ceremony on the banks of the Columbia River in eastern Washington. The Army
Corps of Engineers capped the burial ground with concrete to prevent erosion.
Scientists protested, but they did not invite Mitch to join the protest.
More than anything, he wanted time to be
by himself and think. He could live on his savings for six months, but he
doubted that would be anywhere near enough time for his reputation to cool, for
him to land a new position.
Mitch sat with cast outstretched near the
apartment’s prominent bay window, looking down on pedestrians on Broadway. He
could not stop thinking about the mummified baby, the cave, the look on
Franco’s face.
He had placed the small glass tubes
containing tissue from the mummies in a cardboard box filled with old
photographs and stashed the box in the back of a closet. Before he did
something with that tissue, he had to be clear in his own mind about what had
actually been discovered.
Self-righteous anger was not productive.
He had seen the association. The female’s
wound matched the infant’s injury. The female had given birth to the infant, or
perhaps aborted it. The male had stayed with them, had taken the newborn and
wrapped it in furs even though it had likely been born dead. Had the male assaulted
the female? Mitch did not think so. They were in love. He was devoted to her.
They were escaping from something. And how did he know all this?
It had nothing to do with ESP or
channeling spirits. A substantial part of Mitch’s career had been spent interpreting
the ambiguities of archaeological sites. Sometimes the answers came to him in
late night musings, or while sitting on rocks, staring up at the clouds or the
starry night skies. Rarely the answers arrived in dreams. Interpretation was a
science and an art.
Day in, day out, Mitch drew diagrams,
wrote short notes, made entries in a small vinyl-bound diary. He pasted a piece
of butcher paper on the wall of the small bedroom and drew a map of the cave as
he remembered it. He placed paper cutouts of the mummies on the butcher paper.
He sat and stared at the butcher paper and the cutouts. He bit his fingernails
to the quick.
One day, he drank a six-pack of Coors in
the afternoon— one of his favorite hydrators at the end of long days of
digging, but this time, without digging, without purpose, just to try something
different. He got sleepy and woke up at three in the morning and went for a
walk on the street, past a Jack-in-the-Box, a Mexican restaurant, a bookstore,
a magazine rack, a Starbuck’s coffee shop.
He
returned to the apartment and remembered to check his mail. There was a
cardboard box. He carried it up the stairs, shaking it gently.
From a bookstore in New York, he had
ordered a back issue of National Geographic with an article on Otzi, the Iceman.
The magazine had arrived packed with newspapers.
Devoted. Mitch knew they had been devoted
to each other. The way they lay next to each other. The position of the male’s
arms. The male had stayed with the female when he could have escaped. What the hell—use
the words. The man had stayed with the woman. Neandertals were not subhuman; it
was generally recognized now that they had had speech and complex social
organizations. Tribes. Nomads, traders, tool-makers, hunters and gatherers.
Mitch tried to imagine what would have
driven them to hide in the mountains, in a cave behind the sheets of ice, ten
or eleven thousand years ago. Perhaps the last of their kind.
Having given birth to a baby
indistinguishable in most respects from a modern infant.
He ripped newspaper wrappings from around
the magazine, opened it, and flipped to the multipage spread showing the Alps,
the green valleys, the glaciers, the spot where the Iceman had been crudely
hacked and chipped from the ice.
The Iceman was now on display in Italy.
There had been an international dispute as to where the five-thousand-year-old
corpse had been found, and after major research had been completed in
Innsbruck, it was Italy that had finally claimed him.
Austria had clear title to the
Neandertals. They would be studied at the University of Innsbruck, perhaps in
the same facility where they had studied Otzi; stored in deep cold, under
controlled humidity, visible through a little window, lying near each other, as
they had died.
Mitch closed the magazine and pressed his
nose between two fingers, remembering the awful sense of entanglement after he
had found Pasco man. I lost my temper. I nearly went to jail. I went to
Europe to try something new. I found something new. I got trapped and screwed
it up. I have no credibility whatsoever. If I believe these impossible things,
what can I do? I am a tomb raider. I am a criminal, a rogue, twice over.
Idly, he smoothed out the crumpled
wrappings, taken from the New York Times. His eye lit on an article at the
bottom righthand corner of a torn sheet of newsprint. The headline read “Old
Crimes, New Dawn in the Republic of Georgia.” Superstition and death in the
shadows of the Caucasus. Pregnant women rounded up from three towns, with their
husbands or partners, and taken by soldiers and police to dig their own graves
outside a town named Gordi. Seven column inches next to an ad for stock trading
on the Internet.
As he finished reading the piece, Mitch
shook with anger and excitement.
The women had been shot in the stomach.
The men had all been shot in the groin and clubbed. The scandal was rocking the
Georgian government. The government claimed the murders had occurred under the
regime of Gamsakhurdia, who had been ousted in the early nineties, but some of
those alleged to have been involved were still in office.
Why the men and women had been murdered
was not at all clear. Some residents of Gordi accused the dead women of having
consorted with the devil, asserted that their murder was necessary; they were
giving birth to children of the devil, and causing other mothers to miscarry.
There was some speculation these women had
suffered from an early appearance of Herod’s flu.
Mitch hopped into the kitchen, catching
the bare toe at the end of his cast on a chair leg. He swung back and swore,
then reached down and pulled from a shallow stack of newspapers in one corner,
near the gray, green, and blue plastic recycling bins, the A section of a
two-day-old Seattle Times. Headline: an announcement about Herod’s from the
president, the surgeon general, and the secretary of Health and Human Services.
A sidebar—by the same science editor who had judged Mitch so severely—explained
the connection between Herod’s flu and SHEVA. Illness. Miscarriages.
Mitch sat in the worn chair before the
window looking out over Broadway and watched his hands tremble.
“I know something nobody else knows,” he
said, and clamped his hands on the chair arms. “But I haven’t the slightest
idea how I know it, or what in hell to do about it!”
If ever there was a wrong man to have such
an incredible insight, to make such a huge and unsubstantiated leap of
judgment, it was Mitch Rafelson. Better for all concerned if he started looking
for faces on Mars.
It was time to either give up and lay in
several dozen cases of Coors, settle for a slow and boring decline, or to
hammer together a platform he could stand on, plank by carefully researched
scientific plank.
“You asshole,” he said as he stood by the
window, scrap of packing newspaper in one hand, front page headlines in the
other. “You goddamned...immature...assholel”
27
The Centers for Disease Control and
Prevention, Atlanta
LATE JANUARY
Low lazy clouds, thin sunlight neutral
through the windows of the office of the director. Mark Augustine stood back
from the scrawl of crisscrossing lines and names on the whiteboard and clasped
his elbow in his hand, rubbed his nose. At the bottom of the complex outline,
below Shawbeck, the director of the NIH, and the as-yet unannounced replacement
for Augustine at the CDC, lay the Taskforce for Human Provirus Research: THUPR,
pronounced like “super” with a lisp. Augustine hated this name and referred to
it always as the Task-force; just the Taskforce.
He swept his hand down the management
staircases. “There it is, Frank. I leave here next week and hop on over to
Bethesda, at the very bottom of the whiteboard jumble. Thirty-three steps down.
This is what it’s come to. Bureaucracy at its finest.”
Frank Shawbeck leaned back in his chair.
“It could have been worse. We spent most of the month trimming it down.”
“It could be less of a nightmare. It’s
still a nightmare.”
“At least you know who your boss is. I’m
answerable to both HHS and the president,” Shawbeck said. The news had arrived
two days earlier. Shawbeck would remain atNIH, but was moving up to be
director. “Right in the middle of the old cyclone. Frankly, I’m glad Maxine has
decided not to step down. She’s a much better lightning rod than I am.”
“Don’t fool yourself,” Augustine said.
“She’s a better politician than either of us. We’ll take the bolt when it
comes.”
“If it comes,” Shawbeck said, but his face
was sober.
“When, Frank,” Augustine repeated. He gave
Shawbeck his characteristic grin-grimace. “WHO wants us to coordinate on all
outside investigations—and they want to come into the U.S. and run their own
tests. Commonwealth of Independent States is dead in the water...Russia lorded
it over the republics for too long. No coordination possible there, and Dicken
still hasn’t been able to get a peep out of Georgia and Azerbaijan. We won’t be
allowed to investigate there until the political situation stabilizes, whatever
that means.”
“How bad is it there?” Shawbeck asked.
“Bad, that’s all we know. They aren’t
asking for help. They’ve had Herod’s for ten or twenty years, maybe
longer...and they’ve been dealing with it in their own way, on a local level.”
“With massacres.”
Augustine nodded. “They don’t want that to
come out, and they certainly don’t want us saying SHEVA originated with them.
The pride of fresh nationalism. We’re going to keep it quiet as long as we can,
just to have some leverage there.”
“Jesus. What about Turkey?”
“They’ve accepted our help, let our
inspectors in, but they won’t let us look along the borders with either Iraq or
Georgia.”
“Where’s Dicken now?”
“In Geneva.”
“He’s keeping WHO in the loop?”
“Every step of the way,” Augustine said.
“Carbon-copy reports to WHO and UNICEF. The Senate’s screaming again. They’re
threatening to delay UN payments until we get a clear picture of who’s paying
for what on the world scene. They don’t want us holding the tab on whatever
treatment we come up with—and they can’t believe it won’t be us who comes up
with a treatment.”
Shawbeck lifted his hand. “It probably
will be us. I’ve got meetings scheduled with four CEOs tomorrow—Merck, Schering
Plough, Lilly, Bristol-Myers,” he said. “Americol and Euricol next week. They
want to talk sharing and subsidies. As if that isn’t enough, Dr. Gallo’s coming
in this afternoon—he wants to have access to all of our research.”
“This has nothing to do with Hiy’
Augustine said.
“He claims there might be similar receptor
activity. It’s a long shot, but he’s famous and he has a lot of clout on the
Hill. And apparently he can help us with the French, now that they’re
cooperating again.”
“How are we going to treat this, Frank?
Hell, my people have found SHEVA in every ape from green monkeys to highland
gorillas.”
“It’s too early for pessimism,” Shawbeck
said. “It’s only been three months.”
“We have forty thousand confirmed cases of
Herod’s on the Eastern Seaboard alone, Frank! There is nothing on the horizon!”
Augustine pounded the whiteboard with his fist.
Shawbeck shook his head and held up both hands, making little
shushing noises.
Augustine dropped his voice and let his
shoulders slump. Then he picked up a cloth and meticulously wiped the edge of
his hand where it had smeared across the ink on the board. “On the bright side,
the message is getting out,” he said. “We’ve had two million hits on our
Herod’s web site. But did you hear Audrey Korda on Larry King Live last night?”
“No,” Shawbeck said.
“She practically calls men devils
incarnate. Says women could get along without us, that we should be put in
quarantine...Pffi!” He shot out his hand. “No more sex, no more SHEVA.”
Shawbeck’s eyes glittered like little wet
stones. “Maybe she’s right, Mark. Have you seen the surgeon general’s list of
extreme measures?”
Augustine ran his hand back through his
sandy hair. “I hope to hell it never leaks.”
28
Long Island, New York
Toothpaste dribbles lay like little blue
tadpoles in the bottom of the sink. Kaye finished washing out her mouth, spat
water in an arc to swirl the tadpoles down the drain, and wiped her face on a
towel. She stood in the bathroom doorway and glanced down the long upstairs hall
at the closed master bedroom door.
This was her last night in the house; she
had slept in the guest bedroom. Another moving van—a small one—was arriving at
eleven this morning to remove what few belongings she wanted to take with her.
Caddy was adopting Crickson andTemin.
The house was up for sale. In a booming
market, she would get top dollar. That at least was protected from their
creditors. Saul had put the house in her name.
She chose her clothes for the day—plain
white panties and bra, a blouse and cream sweater combination, pale blue
slacks—and rolled the few items of wardrobe that hadn’t already been packed
into a suitcase. She was weary of dealing with stuff, apportioning this and
that to Saul’s sister, marking bags for Goodwill, other bags for trash.
It had taken Kaye almost a week to remove
those marks of their life together that she did not want to take with her and
that the real estate agent thought might “color” the place for potential
buyers. She had gently explained about the detrimental effect of “All these
science books, the journals...Too abstract. Too cold. Too much the wrong
color.”
Kaye pictured snooty upper-class
lookie-loos invading the house in critically mindless pairs, well-dressed in
tweeds and penny loafers or draped silk and knee-length microfiber, shunning
signs of true individuality or intellect, but finding hints of style from
Sunday supplement magazines all too charming. Well, by itself, the house had
plenty of that sort of charm. She and Saul had bought furniture and curtains and
carpeting that did not overtly offend that sort of charm. Their own life,
however, had to be expunged before the house could go on the market.
Their own life. Saul had ended his share
of any more life. She was erasing the evidence of their time together; AKS was
disbanding and scattering their professional life.
Mercifully, the agent had not mentioned
Saul’s bloody incident.
How long would the guilt go on? She stopped herself going down the stairs
and bit the ball of her thumb. No matter how many times she tired to jerk
herself up short and get back on whatever track was left to her, she would
wander off into a maze of associations, emotional paths to an even deeper
un-happiness. The offer from the Herod’s Taskforce was a way back on a single
track, her own new path, cool and solid. Nature’s oddities would help her heal
the oddities of her own life, and that was bizarre, but it was also acceptable,
believable; she could see her life working like that.
The doorbell chimed melodiously, “Eleanor
Rigby.” Saul’s touch. Kaye finished the descent and opened the door. Judith
Kushner stood on the porch, her face tight. “I came as soon as I saw a
pattern,” Judith said. She wore a black wool skirt and black shoes and a white
blouse, and her London Fog raincoat trailed its buckles on the step.
“Hello, Judith,” Kaye said, a little at a
loss. Kushner grasped the door, glanced at her to ask a sort of permission to
enter, and stepped into the house. She swung off her coat and draped it over a
maple silent butler.
“By pattern, I mean that I called eight
people I know, and Marge Cross has contacted all of them. She drove out
personally to where they live, says she’s on her way to a business meeting
somewhere—hell, five live around New York, so it’s a good excuse.”
“Marge Cross—of Americol?” Kaye asked.
“And Euricol, too. Don’t think she doesn’t
pull all the strings overseas. Christ, Kaye, she’s a great big bull of a
woman—she has Linda and Herb with her now! And they’re just the first.”
“Please, Judith, slow down.”
“Fiona was like a little mooncalf when I
turned Cross down, I swear! But I hate this conglomerate shit. 1 hate it like
fury. Call me a socialist—call me a child of the sixties—”
“Please,” Kaye said, holding up her hands
to stem the torrent. “It’s going to take forever if you stay this angry.”
Kushner stopped and glared. “You’re smart,
sweetie. You can figure it out.”
Kaye blinked for a second or two. “Marge
Cross, Americol, wants a piece of SHEVA?”
“Not only can she fill her hospitals, she
can supply directly with any drug ‘her’ team develops. Treatment programs
exclusive to Americol-associated HMOs. Plus, she announces a blue-ribbon team,
and her companies’ valuations go through the roof.”
“She wants me?”
“I got a call from Debra Kim. She said
that Marge Cross was going to put her in a lab, house her SCID mice, buy out
her patent rights on the cholera treatment—for a very fair figure, enough to
make her wealthy. All before there is a treatment. Debra wanted to know what
she should tell you.”
“Debra?” This was going much too fast for
Kaye.
“Marge is a master at human psychology. I
know. I went to medical school with her in the seventies. She took an MBA at
the same time. Lots of energy, ugly as sin, no man trouble, extra time you and
I might have wasted on dating...She jumped off the gurney in 1987, and now look
at her.”
“What does she want with me?”
Kushner shrugged. “You’re a pioneer,
you’re a celebrity— Hell, Saul’s made you a bit of a martyr, especially to
women...Women who are going to come looking for treatment. You have great
credentials, great publications, credibility just smeared all over you. I
thought they might shoot the messenger, Kaye. Now I think they’re going to
offer you the gold ring.”
“My God.” Kaye walked into the living room
with the blank walls and sat on the freshly cleaned couch. The room smelled
soapy, faintly piney, like a hospital.
Kushner sniffed and frowned. “Smells like
robots live here.”
“The real estate agent said it should
smell clean,” Kaye said, stalling to buy time enough to get her wits together.
“And when they cleaned upstairs...after Saul...it left a smell. Pine-Sol.
Lysol. Something.”
“Jesus,” Kushner said softly.
“You turned down Marge Cross?” Kaye said.
“I have enough work to keep me happy for
the rest of my life, sweetie. I don’t need a driven money machine calling the
shots. Have you seen her on TV?”
Kaye nodded.
“Don’t believe her image.”
A car rumbled along the driveway. Kaye
looked out the front bay window and saw a large hunter-green Chrysler sedan. A
young man in a gray suit stepped out and opened the right rear door. Debra Kim
emerged, looked around, shielded her face against a cool wind off the water. A
few flakes of snow were starting to fall.
The young man in gray opened the left side
door and Marge Cross unfolded, all six feet of her, wearing a dark blue wool
overcoat, her graying black hair done up in a dignified bun. She said something
to the young man and he nodded, returned to the driver’s side, leaned against
the car as Cross and Debra Kim walked up to the porch.
“I’m flabbergasted,” Kushner said. “She
works faster than the speed of thought.”
“You didn’t know she was coming?”
“Not this soon. Should I run out the back
door?”
Kaye shook her head and for the first time
in days she could not help laughing. “No. I’d like to see you two argue over my
soul.”
“I love you, Kaye, but I know better than
to argue with Marge.”
Kaye stepped quickly to the front door and
opened it before Cross could ring the bell. Cross broke into a broad, friendly
grin, her blocky face and small green eyes brimming with motherly cheer.
Kim smiled nervously. “Hello, Kaye,” she
said, her face pinking.
“Kaye Lang? We haven’t been introduced,”
Cross said.
My God, Kaye thought. She does sound like Julia Child!
Kaye made instant vanilla-flavored coffee
from an old tin and poured it around in the china she was leaving with the
house. Not for a moment did Cross make her feel as if she was serving something
less than stylish and gourmet to a woman worth twenty billion dollars.
“I’m here to be up front with you. I was out seeing Debra’s lab at
AKS,” Cross said. “She’s doing very intriguing work. We have a place for her.
Debra mentioned your situation...”
Kushner glanced at Kaye, nodded ever so
faintly.
“And frankly, I’ve wanted to meet you for
months now. I have five young men who read the literature for me—all very
handsome and very smart. One of the handsomest and the smartest told me, ‘Read
this.’ Your piece predicting expression of ancient human provirus. Wow.
Now—it’s more timely than ever. Kim says you’re fielding an offer to work for
the CDC. For Christopher Dicken.”
“The Herod’s Taskforce and Mark Augustine,
actually,” Kaye said.
“I know Mark. He delegates well. You’ll be
working for Christopher. He’s a bright boy.” Cross plowed on as if discussing
gardening. “We intend to set up a world-class investigation and research team
to work on Herod’s. We are going to find a treatment, maybe even a cure. We’ll
offer the specialized treatments at all Americol hospitals, but we’ll sell the
kits to anybody. We have the infrastructure, my God, we have the finances...We
partner with the CDC, and you can act as one of our reps inside HHS and NIH.
It’ll be like the Apollo program, government and industry working together on a
huge scale, but this time, wherever we land, we stay.” Cross shifted on the
couch to face Kushner. “My offer to you still stands, Judith. I’d love to have
you both working for us.”
Kushner gave a little laugh, almost
girlish. “No thanks, Marge. I’m too old to put on a new harness.”
Cross shook her head. “No chafing,
guaranteed.”
“I’m not at all clear about doing double
duty,” Kaye said. “I haven’t even started work with the Taskforce.”
“I’m seeing Mark Augustine and Frank
Shawbeck this afternoon. If you want, you can fly with me down to Washington.
We can see them together. You’re invited, too, Judith.”
Kushner shook her head, but this time her
laugh was forced.
Kaye sat silently for a few seconds,
staring down at her clasped hands, the knuckles and nails alternating white and
pink as she squeezed and relaxed her fingers. She knew what she was going to
say, but she wanted to hear more from Cross.
“You will never have to worry about
funding for anything you care to work on,” Cross said. “We’ll put it in your
contract. I’m that confident in you.”
But do I want to be a jewel in your crown,
my queen? Kaye asked
herself.
“I work on my instincts, Kaye. I’ve
already had you checked out by my human resources people. They think you’ll be
doing your best work in the decades to come. Work with us, Kaye. Nothing you ever
do will be ignored or trivialized.”
Kushner laughed again, and Cross smiled at
them both.
“I want to get out of this house as soon
as I can,” Kaye said. “I wasn’t going down to Atlanta until next week...I’m
looking for an apartment down there now.”
“I’ll ask my people to take care of it.
We’ll find you something nice in Atlanta or Baltimore, wherever you settle.”
“My God,” Kaye said with a small smile.
“Something else I know is important to
you. You and Saul did a lot of work in the Republic of Georgia. I may have the
contacts to salvage that. I’d like to do a lot more research on phage therapy.
I think I can persuade Tbilisi to pull back on the political pressure. It’s all
ridiculous anyway—a bunch of amateurs trying to run things.”
Cross put a hand on her arm and squeezed
gently. “Come with me now, fly to Washington, let’s see Mark and Frank, meet
with anybody else you might want to talk to, get a feel for things. Make your
decision in a couple of days. Consult your attorney if you wish. We’ll even provide
a draft contract. If it doesn’t work out, I leave you with the CDC, no gripes,
no grudges.”
Kaye turned to Kushner and saw on her
mentor’s face the same expression she had shown when Kaye had told her she was
going to marry Saul. “What kind of restrictions are there, Marge?” Kushner
asked quietly, folding her hands in her lap.
Cross sat back and pursed her lips.
“Nothing out of the ordinary. Scientific credit goes to the team. The company
PR office orchestrates all press releases and oversees all papers for
timeliness of release of information. No prima donna tactics. Financial rewards
are shared in a very generous royalties deal.” Cross folded her arms. “Kaye,
your lawyer is a little old and not too well versed on these things. Surely
Judith can recommend a better one.”
Kushner nodded. “I’ll recommend a very
good one...If Kaye is seriously considering your offer.” Her voice was a little
pinched, disappointed.
“I’m not used to being courted with so
many boxes of Go-divas and bunches of roses, believe me,” Kaye said, staring
off at the carpet corner beyond the coffee table. “I would like to know what
the Taskforce expects of me before I make any decision.”
“If you march into Augustine’s office with
me, he’ll know what I’m up to. I think he’ll go along.”
Kaye surprised herself by saying, “Then I
would like to fly to Washington with you.”
“You deserve it, Kaye,” Cross said. “And I
need you. We’re not walking into a funhouse here. I want the best researchers,
the best armor I can get.”
Outside, the snow was falling much faster.
Kaye could see that Cross’s chauffeur had moved inside the car and was talking
on a cell phone. A different world, so fast, busy, connected, with so little
time to actually think.
Maybe this was just what she needed.
“I’ll call that attorney,” Kushner said.
Then, to Cross, she said, “I’d like to speak to Kaye alone for a few minutes.”
“Of course,” Cross said.
In the kitchen, Judith Kushner took Kaye
by the arm and looked at her with a fixed fierceness Kaye had rarely seen in
her.
“You realize what’s going to happen,” she
said.
“What?”
“You’re going to be a figurehead. You’ll
spend half your time in big rooms talking to people with expectant smiles
who’ll tell you to your face whatever you want to hear, and then gossip behind
your back. You’ll be called one of Marge’s pets, one of her waifs.”
“Oh, really,” Kaye said.
“You’ll think you’re doing great work and
then one day you’ll realize she’s had you doing what she wants, and nothing
else, all along. She thinks this is her world, and it works by her rules. Then
someone will have to come along and rescue you, Kaye Lang. I don’t know if it
could ever be me. And I hope for your sake there will never be another Saul.”
“I appreciate your concern. Thank you,”
Kaye said quietly, but with a touch of defiance. “I work by my instincts, too,
Judith. And besides, I want to find out what Herod’s is all about. That won’t
be cheap. I think she’s right about the CDC. And what if we can...finish our
work with Eliava? For Saul. In his memory.”
Kushner’s intensity melted and she braced
herself against the Wall, shaking her head. “All right.”
“You make Cross sound like the devil,”
Kaye said.
Kushner laughed. “Not the devil. Not my
cup of tea, either.”
The kitchen door swung open and Debra Kirn
entered. She glanced between them nervously, then, pleading, said, “Kaye, it’s
you she wants. Not me. If you don’t come on board, she’ll find some way to dump
my work...”
“I’m doing it,” Kaye said, waving her
hands. “But my God, I can’t leave right now. The house—”
“Marge will take care of that for you,”
Kushner said, as if having to tutor a slow student on a subject she did not
herself enjoy.
“She will,” Kirn affirmed quickly, her
face lighting up. “She’s amazing.”
29
Taskforce Primate Lab, Baltimore
FEBRUARY
Good morning, Christopher! How’s the
continent?” Marian Freedman held open the back door at the top of the concrete
steps. A very cold wind rushed down the alley. Dicken pulled up his knitted
scarf and made a point of rubbing one bleary eye as he climbed the steps.
“I’m still on Geneva time. Ben Tice sends
his regards.”
Freedman saluted briskly. “Europe on the
case,” she called out dramatically. “How is Ben?”
“Dead tired. They did coat proteins last
week. Tougher than they thought. SHEVA doesn’t crystallize.”
“He should have talked to me,” Marian
said.
Dicken took off his scarf and coat. “Got
some hot coffee?”
“In the lounge.” She guided him down a
concrete corridor painted a bizarre orange and motioned him through a door on
the left.
“How’s the building?”
“It sucks. Did you hear the inspectors
found tritium in the plumbing? This was a medical waste processing facility
last year, but somehow or other, they got tritium in their pipes. We didn’t
have time to object and start looking again. What a market! So...It costs us ten
grand to put in monitors and retrofit. Plus we have to guide a radiation
inspector from the NRC through the building with his sniffer every other day.”
Dicken stood by a bulletin board in the
lounge. The board was divided into two sections, one a large whiteboard, the
smaller, on the left, a corkboard studded with notices. “Wanted to share:
cheaper apartment!” “Can someone pick up my dogs in quarantine at Dulles next
Wednesday? I’m on all day.” “Anyone know day care in Arlington?” “Need a ride
to Bethesda Monday. Someone from metabolic or excretion preferred: we need to
talk anyway.”
His eyes misted over. He was tired, but
seeing the evidence of this thing coming alive, of people coming together,
moving families and changing lives, traveling from around the world, deeply
affected him.
Freedman handed him his coffee in a foam
cup. “It’s fresh. We do good coffee.”
“Diuretic,” he said. “Should help you shed
that tritium.”
Freedman made a face.
“Have you induced expression?” Dicken
asked.
“No,” Freedman said. “But simian scattered
ERV is so close to SHEVA in its genome that it’s scary. We’re just proving what
we already assumed: this stuff is old. It entered the simian genome before we
and the vervets parted ways.”
Dicken drank his coffee quickly and wiped
his mouth. “Then it isn’t a disease,” he said.
“Whoa. I didn’t say that.” Freedman took
his cup and disposed of it for him. “It expresses, it spreads, it infects.
That’s a disease, wherever it comes from.”
“Ben Tice has analyzed two hundred
rejected fetuses. Every single one of them contained a large follicular mass,
similar to an ovary but containing only about twenty follicles. Every single
one—”
“I know, Christopher. Three or fewer
erupted follicles. He sent me his report last night.”
“Marian, the placentas are tiny, the
amnion is just a thin little sack, and after the miscarriage, which is
incredibly easy—many of the women don’t even feel pain—they don’t even shed
their endometrium. It’s as if they’re still pregnant.”
Freedman was becoming very agitated. “Please,
Christopher—”
Two other researchers, both young black
men, came in, recognized Dicken, though they had not yet met, nodded greetings,
then went to the refrigerator. Freedman lowered her voice.
“Christopher, I am not going to stand
between you and Mark Augustine when the sparks fly. Yes, you’ve shown that the
Georgian victims had SHEVA in their tissues. But their babies were not these
misshapen egg-case things. They were normally developing fetuses.”
“I would love to get one of them for
analysis.”
“Take it somewhere else, then. We are not
a criminal lab, Christopher. I’ve got one hundred and twenty-three people here
and thirty vervets and twelve chimpanzees and we are dedicated to a very
focused mission. We are exploring endogenous virus expression in simian
tissues. That’s it.” She spoke these last words in a low whisper to Dicken near
the door. Then, more loudly, “So come and take a look at what we’ve done.”
She led Dicken through a small maze of
cubicle offices, each with its own little flat-screen display. They passed
several women in white lab coats and a technician in green overalls. The air
smelled of antiseptic until Marian opened the steel door to the main animal
lab. Then, Dicken smelled the old-bread smell of monkey chow, the tang of urine
and feces, and again, the smells of soap and disinfectant.
She brought him into a large
concrete-walled room with three female chimpanzees, each in separate sealed
plastic and steel enclosures. Each enclosure was supplied with air by its own
ventilation system. A lab worker had inserted a bar clamper into the nearest
enclosure, and the chimp was busily trying to push past the restraining steel
posts. Slowly, the clamper closed, ratcheted down by the worker, who waited,
whistling tunelessly, as the chimp finally acquiesced. The clamper held her
almost flat; she could no longer bite, and only one arm waved through the bars,
away from where the lab technician was going to do her work.
Marian watched, face blank, as the
restrained chimp was withdrawn from the enclosure. The clamper swung around on
rubber wheels and a technician took blood and vaginal swabs. The chimp shrieked
protests and grimaced. Both the worker and the technician ignored her shrieks.
Marian approached the clamper and touched
the chimp’s extended hand. “There, Kiki. There, girl. That’s my girl. We’re
sorry, sweety.”
The chimp’s fingers brushed Marian’s palm
repeatedly. The chimp grimaced and squirmed but no longer shrieked. When she
was returned to her enclosure, Marian swiveled to face the worker and the
technician.
“I’ll can the next son of a bitch that
treats these animals as if they’re machines,” she said in a low, harsh growl.
“You understand? She’s socializing. She’s been violated and she wants to touch
somebody to feel reassured. You’re the closest thing she’s got to friends and
family. Understand me?”
The worker and technician sheepishly
apologized.
Marian steamed past Dicken and jerked her
head for him to follow.
“I’m sure it’s going great,” Dicken said,
distressed by the scene. “I trust you implicitly, Marian.”
Marian sighed. “Then come back to my
office and let’s talk some more there.”
The corridor back to the office was empty,
doors closed at both ends. Dicken made broad gestures as he spoke. “I’ve got
Ben on my side. He thinks this is a significant event, not just a disease.”
“So will he go up against Augustine? All
our funding is predicated on finding a treatment, Christopher! If it isn’t a
disease, why find a treatment? People are unhappy, sick, and they think they’re
losing babies.”
“These rejected fetuses aren’t babies,
Marian.”
“Then what in hell are they? I have to go
with what I know, Christopher. If we get all theoretical—”
“I’m canvassing,” Dicken said. “I want to
know what you think.”
Marian stood behind her desk, put her
hands on the Formica top, tapped her short fingernails. She looked exasperated.
“I am a geneticist and a molecular biologist. I don’t know shit about much
else. It takes me five hours each night just to read a hundredth of what I need
to keep up in my own field.”
“Have you logged on to MedWeb? Bionet?
Virion?”
“I don’t get on the net much except to get
my mail.”
“Virion is a little informal netzine out
of Palo Alto. Private subscription only. It’s run by Kiril Maddox.”
“I know. I dated Kiril at Stanford.”
This brought Dicken up short. “I didn’t
know that.”
“Don’t tell anybody, please! He was a
brilliant and subversive little shmuck even then.”
“Scout’s honor. But you should check it
out. There are thirty anonymous postings there. Kiril assures me they’re all
legitimate researchers. The buzz is not about disease or treatment.”
“Yes, and when they go public, I’ll join
you and march in to Augustine’s office.”
“Promise?”
“Not on your life! I am not a brilliant
researcher with an international reputation to protect. I’m an assembly-line
kind of gal with split ends and a lousy sex life who loves her work and wants
to keep her job.”
Dicken rubbed the back of his neck.
“Something’s up. Something really big. I need a list of good people to back me
when I tell Augustine.”
“Try and set him straight, you mean. He
will kick your ass right out of CDC.”
“I don’t think so. I hope not.” Then, with
a twinkle and a squint, Dicken asked, “How do you know? Did you date Augustine,
too?”
“He was a medical student,” Freedman said.
“I stayed the hell away from medical students.”
Jessie’s Cougar was half a flight down
from the street, fronted by a small neon sign, a cast faux-wood plaque, and a
polished brass handrail. Inside the long, narrow showroom, a burly man in a
fake tux and black pants served beer and wine at tiny wooden tables, and seven
or eight naked women, one after another, made generally unenthusiastic attempts
to dance on a small stage.
A small hand-lettered sign on a music
stand beside the empty cage said that the cougar was sick this week, so Jessie
wouldn’t be performing. Pictures of the limp cat and its pumped-up, smiling
blond mistress lined the wall behind the small bar.
The room was cramped, barely ten feet
across, and smoky, and Dicken felt bad the moment he sat down. He looked around
the gawker’s side of the floor and saw older men in business suits in groups of
two or three, young men in denims, alone, all white, nursing beers in small
glasses.
A man in his late forties approached a
dancer just going off stage and whispered something to her and she nodded. He
and his companions then filed off to a back room for some private
entertainment.
Dicken had not had more than a couple of
hours to himself in a month. By chance, he had this evening free, no social
connections, nowhere to go but a small room at the Holiday Inn, so he had
walked to the club district, past numerous police cars and a few beat cops on
bike and on foot. He had spent a few minutes in a big chain bookstore, found
the prospect of spending his free night just reading almost unbearable, and his
feet had moved him automatically where he knew he had intended to go in the
first place, if only to look upon a woman he was not connected with by
business.
The dancers were attractive enough, in
their early to late twenties, startling in their blunt nudity, breasts rarely
natural, as far as he could judge, with pubic hair shaved to a universal small
exclamation point. Not one of them looked at him as he entered. In a few
minutes it would be money smiles and money eyes, but from the start, there was
nothing.
He ordered a Budweiser—the choices were
Coors or Bud or Bud Lite—and leaned back against the wall. The woman currently
on stage was young, thin, with dramatically projecting breasts that did not
match her narrow rib cage. He watched her with little interest, and when she
was finished with her ten-minute gyration and a few marble-eyed glances around
the room, she donned a rayon thigh-high robe and descended the ramp to mingle.
Dicken had never quite learned the ropes
in these clubs. He knew about the private rooms, but not about what was allowed
there. He found himself thinking less about the women and the smoke and his
beer than about the Howard University Medical Center tour the next morning, and
about the meeting with Augustine and the new team members in the late
afternoon...Another very full day.
He looked at the next woman on stage,
shorter and a little more filled out, with small breasts and a very narrow
waist, and thought of Kaye Lang.
Dicken finished his beer and dropped a
couple of quarters on the scuffed little table and pushed his chair back. A
half-naked redheaded woman offered him her stocking for money, her robe draped
over a lifted leg. Like a fool, he stuffed twenty into the garter belt and
looked up at her with what he hoped was nonchalant command, and what he
suspected was nothing more than a stiff little glance of uncertainty.
“That’s a start, honey,” she said, her
voice small but assured. She looked around quickly. He was the biggest
unaccompanied fish currently swimming in the pool. “You been working too hard,
haven’t you?”
“I have,” he said.
“A little private dance is all you need, I
think,” she added.
“That would be nice,” he said, his tongue
dry.
“We got a place,” she said. “But you know
the rules, honey? I do all the touching. Management wants you to stay in your
seat. It’s fun.”
It sounded awful. He went with her anyway,
into a small room near the back of the building, one of eight or ten on the
second floor, each the size of a bedroom and empty of furniture except for a
small stage and a folding chair or two. He sat in the folding chair as the
woman let slip her robe. She wore a tiny thong.
“My name is Danielle,” she said. She put
her finger to her lips when he started to speak. “Don’t tell me,” she said. “I
like mystery.”
Then, from a small black purse on her arm,
she withdrew a limp plastic package and unwrapped it with a practiced little
sweep of her wrist. She slipped a surgical mask over her face. “Sorry,” she
said, voice even smaller now. “You know how it is. The girls say this new flu
cuts through everything—the pill, rubbers, you name it. You don’t even have to
be, you know, nasty to get in trouble anymore. They say all the guys carry it.
I got two kids already. I don’t need time off from work just to make a little
freak.”
Dicken was so tired he could hardly move.
She got up on stage and took a stance. “You like fast or slow?”
He stood, accidentally kicking the chair
over with a loud clatter. She frowned at him, eyes narrowing and brows knitting
over her mask. The mask was medicine green.
“Sorry,” he said, and handed her another
twenty. Then he fled the room, stumbled through the smoke, tripped over a
couple of legs near the stage, climbed up the steps, held on to the brass rail
for a moment, taking deep breaths.
He wiped his hand vigorously on his pants,
as if he were the one who could get infected.
30
The University of Washington, Seattle
Mitch sat on the bench and stretched his
arms out in the watery sunshine. He wore a Pendleton wool shirt, faded jeans,
scuffed hiking boots, and no coat.
The bare trees lifted gray limbs over a
trampled field of snow. Student pathways had cleared the sidewalks and left
crisscross trails over the snowy lawns. Flakes fell slowly from the broken gray
masses of clouds hustling overhead.
Wendell Packer approached with a narrow
smile and a wave. Packer was Mitch’s age, in his late thirties, tall and
slender, with thinning hair and regular features marred only slightly by a
bulbous nose. He wore a thick sweater and a dark blue down vest and carried a
small leather satchel.
“I’ve always wanted to make a film about
this quad,” Packer said. He clasped his hands nervously.
“What sort?” Mitch asked, his heart aching
already. He had had to force himself to make the call and come to the campus.
Mitch was trying to learn to ignore the nervousness of former colleagues and
scientist friends.
“Just one scene. Snow covering the ground
in January; plum blossoms in April. A pretty girl walking, right about there.
Slow fade: she’s surrounded by falling flakes, and they turn to petals.” Packer
pointed along the path where students slogged to their classes. He made a swipe
at the slush on the bench and sat beside Mitch. “You could have come to my
office. You’re not a pariah, Mitch. Nobody’s going to kick you off campus.”
Mitch shrugged. “I’ve become a wild man,
Wendell. I don’t get much sleep. I have a stack of textbooks in my
apartment...I read biology all day long. I don’t know where I need to catch up
most.”
“Yeah, well, say good-bye to elan vital.
We’re engineers now.”
“I want to buy you lunch and ask a few
questions. And then I want to know if I can audit some classes in your
department. The texts just aren’t cutting it for me.”
“I can ask the professors. Any classes in
particular?”
“Embryology. Vertebrate development. Some
obstetrics, but that’s outside your department.”
“Why?”
Mitch stared out over the quad at the
surrounding walls of ochre brick buildings. “I need to learn a lot of things
before I shoot my mouth off or make any more stupid moves.”
“Like what?”
“If I told you, you’d know for sure that I
was crazy.”
“Mitch, one of the best times I’ve had in
years was when we went out to Gingko Tree with my kids. They loved it, marching
all over, looking for fossils. I was staring down at the ground for hours. The
back of my neck got sunburned. I realized that was why you wore a little flap
on your hat.”
Mitch smiled.
“I’m still a friend, Mitch.”
“That really means a lot to me, Wendell.”
“It’s cold out here,” Packer said. “Where
are you taking me for lunch?”
“You like Asian?”
They sat in the Little China restaurant,
in a booth by the window, waiting for their rice and noodles and curry to be
brought out. Packer sipped a cup of hot tea; Mitch, perversely, drank cold
lemonade. Steam clouded the window looking out on the gray Ave, so-called, not
an avenue in actuality but University Street, flanking the campus. A few young
kids in leather jackets and baggy pants smoked and stamped their feet around a
chained newspaper rack. The snow had stopped and the streets were shiny black.
“So tell me why you need to audit
classes,” Packer said.
Mitch spread out three newspaper clippings
on Ukraine and the Republic of Georgia. Packer read them with a frown.
“Somebody tried to kill the mother in the
cave. And thousands of years later, they’re killing mothers with Herod’s flu.”
“Ah. You think the Neandertals...The baby
found outside the cave.” Packer tilted his head back. “I’m a little confused.”
“Christ, Wendell, I was there. I saw the
baby inside the cave. I’m sure the researchers in Innsbruck have confirmed that
by now, they just aren’t telling anybody. I’ve written letters, and they don’t
even bother to respond.”
Packer thought this over, brow deeply
wrinkled, trying to put together a complete picture. “You think you stumbled
onto a little bit of punctuated equilibrium. In the Alps.”
A short woman with a round pretty face
brought their food and laid chopsticks beside their plates. When she left,
Packer continued, “You think they’ve done a tissue match in Innsbruck and just
won’t release the results?”
Mitch nodded. “It’s so far out there, as
an idea, that nobody is saying a thing. It’s an incredible long shot. Look, I
don’t want to belabor...I don’t want to drag you down with all the details.
Just give me a chance to find out whether I’m right or wrong. I’m probably so
wrong I should start a new career in asphalt management. But...1was there,
Wendell.”
Packer looked around the restaurant,
pushed aside the chopsticks, ladled a few spoons of hot pepper sauce onto his
plate, and stuck a fork into his curried pork and rice. Around a mouthful, he
said, “If I let you audit some classes, will you sit way in the back?”
“I’ll stand outside the door,” Mitch said.
“I was joking,” Packer said. “I think.”
“I know you were,” Mitch said, smiling.
“Now I’m going to ask just one more favor.”
Packer lifted his eyebrows. “You’re
pushing it, Mitch.”
“Do you have any postdocs working on
SHEVA?”
“You bet,” Packer said. “The CDC has a
research coordination program and we’ve signed on. You see all the women
wearing gauze masks on campus? We’d like to help shine a little reason on this
whole thing. You know...Reason ?” He stared pointedly at Mitch.
Mitch pulled out his two glass vials.
“These are very precious to me,” he said. “I do not want to lose them.” He held
them out in his palm. They clinked softly together, their contents like two
little snips of beef jerky.
Packer put down his fork. “What are they?”
“Neandertal tissue. One from the male, one
from the female.”
Packer stopped chewing.
“How much of them would you need?” Mitch
asked.
“Not much,” Packer said around his mouthful of rice. “If I was
going to do anything.”
Mitch waggled his hand and the vials
slowly back and forth.
“If I were to trust you,” Packer added.
“I have to trust your Mitch said.
Packer squinted at the fogged windows, the
kids still milling outside, laughing and smoking their cigarettes.
“Test them for what...SHEVA?”
“Or something like SHEVA.”
“Why? What has SHEVA got to do with
evolution?”
Mitch tapped the newspaper articles. “It
would explain all this talk about the devil’s children. Something very unusual
is happening. I think it’s happened before, and I found the evidence.”
Packer wiped his mouth thoughtfully. “I
absolutely do not believe this.” He lifted the vials from Mitch’s hand, stared
at them closely. “They’re so damned old. Three years ago, two of my postdocs
did a research project on mitochondrial DNA sequences from Neandertal bone
tissue. All that remained were fragments.”
“Then you can confirm these are the real
thing,” Mitch said. “Dried out, degraded, but probably complete.”
Packer gently set the vials on the table.
“Why should I do this? Just because we’re friends?”
“Because if I’m right, it’s going to be
the biggest scientific discovery of our time. We may finally learn how
evolution works.”
Packer removed his wallet and took out a
twenty. “I’m paying,” he said. “Big discoveries make me very nervous.”
Mitch looked at him in dismay.
“Oh, I’ll do it,” Packer said grimly. “But
only because I’m an idiot and a sucker. No more favors, please, Mitch.”
31
The National Institutes of Health,
Bethesda
Cross and Dicken sat opposite each other
at the broad table in a small executive conference room in the Matcher
Building, and Kaye sat beside Cross. Dicken fiddled with a pen, staring down at
the table like a nervous little boy.
“When’s Mark going to make his grand
entrance?” Cross asked.
Dicken looked up and grinned. “I’d give
him five minutes. Maybe less. He’s not very happy about this.”
Cross picked her teeth with a long chipped
fingernail.
“The only thing you don’t have lots of is
time, right?” Dicken asked.
Cross smiled politely.
“It doesn’t seem that long since Georgia,”
Kaye said, just to make conversation.
“Not long at all,” Dicken said.
“You met in Georgia?” Cross asked.
“Just briefly,” Dicken said. Before the
conversation could go any further, Augustine entered. He wore an expensive gray
suit that was showing a little wrinkling at the back and around the knees. He
had been in a good many conferences today, Kaye guessed.
Augustine shook hands with Cross and sat.
He clasped his hands loosely in front of him. “So, Marge, this is a done deal?
You’ve got Kaye and we have to share?”
“Nothing’s final yet,” Cross said
cheerfully. “I wanted to talk to you first.”
Augustine was not convinced. “What do we
get out of it?”
“Nothing you probably wouldn’t have gotten
anyway, Mark,” Cross said. “We can work out the larger features of the picture
now, and pencil in the details later.”
Augustine colored a little, clamped his
jaw for a moment, then said, “I do love bargaining. What do we actually need
from Americol?”
“This evening I’ll be having dinner with
three Republican senators,” Cross said. “Bible Belt types. They don’t much care
what I do, so long as I attend their little fund-raisers. I’ll explain to them
why I think the Taskforce and the whole research establishment should get even
more money, and why we should set up an intranet connection between Americol,
Euricol, and selected researchers in the Taskforce and the CDC. Then I’ll
explain the facts of life to them. About Herod’s, that is.”
“They’re going to shout ‘Act of God,’
“Augustine said.
“I don’t think so, actually,” Cross said.
“They may be smarter than you think.”
“I’ve already explained this to every
senator and most of the House of Representatives,” Augustine said.
“Then we’ll make a good tag team. I’ll
make them feel sophisticated and in the loop, something I know you’re not good
at, Mark. And what we share...will lead to a treatment, possibly even a cure,
within a year. I guarantee it.”
“How can you guarantee anything like
that?” Augustine asked.
“As I told Kaye on the flight down here, I
took her papers seriously years ago. I set some of my key people in San Diego
looking into the possibility. When the news about activation of SHEVA came
down, and then Herod’s, I was ready. I handed it over to the good folks in our
Sentinel program. They kind of parallel what you do, Christopher, but on a
corporate level. We already know the structure of SHEVA’s capsid coat, how
SHEVA crawls into human cells, which receptors it attaches to. The CDC and the
Taskforce can take half the credit eventually, and we’ll take on the business
of getting the treatment to everybody. We’ll do it for little or nothing, of
course, maybe not even break even.”
Augustine looked at her with genuine
surprise. Cross chuckled. She leaned over the table as if to throw a punch at
him and said, “Gotcha, Mark.”
“I don’t believe it,” Augustine said.
“Mr. Dicken says he wants to work directly
with Kaye. That’s fine,” Cross allowed.
Augustine folded his arms.
“But that intranet will really be
something. Direct, fast, best we can put together. We’ll chart every damned
HERV in the genome to make sure SHEVA is not duplicated somewhere, to catch us
by surprise. Kaye can lead that project. The pharmaceutical applications could
be wondrous, absolutely wondrous.” Her voice broke with enthusiasm.
Kaye found herself buzzing with her own
enthusiasm. Cross was something else.
“What do your people tell you about these
HERV, Mark?” Cross asked.
“A lot,” Augustine said. “We’ve
concentrated on Herod’s, of course.”
“Do you know that the largest gene turned
on by SHEVA, the polyprotein on chromosome 21, differs between simian
expressions and human? That it’s one of only three genes in the whole SHEVA
cascade that differ in apes and humans?”
Augustine shook his head.
“We’re close to knowing that,” Dicken
said, then glanced around in some embarrassment. Cross ignored him.
“What we’re looking at is an
archaeological catalog of human disease, going back millions of years,” Cross
said. “At least one old damned visionary has seen this already and we’re going
to beat CDC to the ultimate description...Leave government research out in the
cold, Mark, unless we cooperate. Kaye can help keep the channels open.
Together, we can do it a whole lot faster, of course.”
“You’re going to save the world, Marge?”
Augustine asked softly.
“No, Mark. I doubt Herod’s is much more
than a nasty inconvenience. But it gets us where we live. Down where we make
babies. Everyone who watches TV or reads newspapers is scared. Kaye is famous,
she’s female, and she’s presentable. She’s just what we both need. That’s why
Mr. Dicken here and the surgeon general thought she might be useful, isn’t it?
Besides her obvious expertise?”
Augustine aimed his next question at Kaye.
“I assume you didn’t approach Ms. Cross yourself, after agreeing to go with
us.”
“I didn’t,” Kaye said.
“What do you expect to get out of this
arrangement?”
“I think Marge is right,” Kaye said,
feeling an almost chilly self-confidence. “We need to cooperate and find out
what this is and what we can do about it.” Kaye Lang the corporate item, cool
and distanced, knowing no doubt. Saul, you would be proud of me.
“This is an international effort, Marge,”
Augustine said. “We’re putting together a coalition of twenty different
countries. WHO is a major player here. No prima donnas.”
“I’ve already set up a crack management
team to deal with that. Robert Jackson is going to head our vaccine program.
Our functions will be transparent. We’ve been doing this on the world scene for
twenty-five years. We know how to play ball, Mark.”
Augustine looked at Cross, then at Kaye.
He held out his hands as if to embrace Cross. “Darling,” he said, and stood to
blow her a kiss.
Cross cackled like an old hen.
32
The University of Washington, Seattle
Wendell Packer told Mitch to meet him in
his office in the Magnuson building. The room in the E wing was small and
stuffy, windowless, packed with shelves of books and two computers, one of them
connected to equipment in Packer’s laboratory. This screen showed a long series
of proteins being sequenced, red and blue bands and green columns in pretty
disarray, like a skewed staircase.
“I did this one myself,” Packer said, holding
up a long folded printout for Mitch. “Not that I don’t trust my students, but I
don’t want to ruin their careers, either. And I don’t want my department
slammed.”
Mitch took the printout and thumbed
through it.
“I doubt it makes a lot of sense at first
glance,” Packer said. “The tissues are way too old to get complete sequences,
so I looked for small genes unique to SHEVA, and then I looked for products
created when SHEVA enters a cell.”
“You found them?” Mitch asked, feeling his
throat constrict.
Packer nodded. “Your tissue samples have
SHEVA. And they’re not just contaminants from you or the people you were with.
But the virus is really degraded. I used antibody probes sent to us from
Bethesda that bind to proteins associated with SHEVA. There’s a follicle
stimulating hormone that’s unique to SHEVA infection. Sixty-seven percent
match, not bad considering the age. Then I relied on a little information
theory to design and fabricate better probes, in case SHEVA has mutated
slightly, or differs for other reasons. Took me a couple of days, but I got an
eighty percent match. To make doubly sure, I did a Southwestern blot test with
Herod’s provirus DNA. There are definitely bits of activated SHEVA in your
specimens. Tissue from the male is thick with it.”
“You’re sure it’s SHEVA? No doubt, even in
a court of law?”
“Considering the source, it wouldn’t
survive in a court of law. But is it SHEVA?” Packer smiled. “Yes. I’ve been in
this department for seven years. We have some of the best equipment money can buy,
and some of the best people that equipment can seduce to join us, thanks to
three very rich young folks at Microsoft. But...Sit down, please, Mitch.”
Mitch looked up from the printout. “Why?”
“Just sit.”
Mitch sat.
“I have a bonus. Karel Petrovich in Anthropology
asked Maria Konig, just down the hall, the best in our lab, to work on a very
old tissue sample. Guess where he got the sample?”
“Innsbruck?”
Packer held out another sheet of paper.
“They asked Karel specifically to go to us. Our reputation, what can I say?
They wanted us to search for specific markers and combinations of alleles most
often used to determine parental relationship. We were given one small tissue
sample, about a gram. They wanted very precise work, and they wanted it quick.
Mitch, you got to swear to absolute secrecy on this.”
“I swear,” Mitch said.
“Just out of curiosity, I asked one of the
analysts about the results. I won’t go into boring details. The tissue comes
from a newborn. It’s at least ten thousand years old. We looked for the markers
and found them. And I compared several alleles with your tissue samples.”
“They match?” Mitch asked, his voice
breaking.
“Yes...and no. I don’t think Innsbruck is
going to agree with me, or with what you seem to be implying.”
“I don’t imply. I know.”
“Yes, well, I’m intrigued, but in a
courtroom, I could wriggle your male out of responsibility. No prehistoric
child support. The female, however, yes. The alleles match.”
“She’s the baby’s mother?”
“Beyond a doubt.”
“But he’s not the father?”
“I just said I could wriggle him out of it
in a courtroom. There’s some weird genetics going on here. Real spooky stuff
that I’ve never seen before.”
“But the baby is one of us.”
“Mitch, please don’t get me wrong. I’m not
going to back you up, I’m not going to help you write any papers. I have a
department to protect, and my own career. You of all people should understand
that.”
“I know, I know,” Mitch said. “But I can’t
go it alone.”
“Let me feed you a few clues. You know
that Homo sapiens sapiens is remarkably uniform, genetically speaking.”
“Yes.”
“Well, I don’t think Homo sapiens
neandertalensis was all that uniform. It’s a real miracle that I can tell you
that, Mitch, I hope you understand. Three years ago, it would have taken us
eight months to do the analysis.”
Mitch frowned. “I’m losing you.”
“The infant’s genotype is a close match to
you and me. She’s close to modern. Mitochondria! DNA in the tissue you gave me
matches with samples we have from old Neandertal bone. But I’d say, if you did
not look at me too critically, that the male and female that supplied your
samples are her parents.”
Mitch felt dizzy. He bent over on the
chair and rested his head between his knees. “Christ,” he said, his voice
muffled.
“A very late contender to be Eve,” Packer
said. He held up his hand. “Look at me. Now I’m trembling.”
“What can you do, Wendell?” Mitch
asked, lifting his head to stare up at him. “I’m sitting on the biggest story
in modern science. Innsbruck is going to stonewall, I can just smell it.
They’ll deny everything. It’s the easy way
out. What do I do? Where do I go?”
Packer wiped his eyes and blew his nose
into his handkerchief. “Find some folks who aren’t all that conservative,” he
said. “People outside of academics. I know people at the CDC. I talk fairly often
with a friend in the labs in Atlanta, a friend of an old girlfriend, actually.
We stayed on good terms. She’s done some cadaver tissue analysis for a CDC
virus hunter named Dicken, on the Herod’s Taskforce. Not surprisingly, he’s
been looking for SHEVA in cadaver tissues.”
“From Georgia?”
Packer did not connect this immediately.
“Atlanta?”
“No, Republic of.”
“Ah...yes, as a matter of fact,” Packer
said. “But he’s also been looking for evidence of Herod’s flu in historical
records. Decades, even centuries.” Packer tapped Mitch’s hand pointedly. “Maybe
he’d like to know what you know?”
33
Magnuson Clinical Center, The National
Institutes of Health, Bethesda
Four women sat in the brightly lighted
room. The room was equipped with two couches, two chairs, a television and
video player, books, and magazines. Kaye wondered how hospital designers always
managed to create an atmosphere of sterility: ash-colored wood, cool off-white
walls, sanitary pastel art of beaches and forests and flowers. A bleached and
calming world.
She watched the women briefly through the
window of the side door as she waited for Dicken and the director of the
clinical center project to catch up with her.
Two black women. One, in her late thirties
and stout, sitting upright in a chair, inattentively watched something on the
television, a copy ofElle draped across her lap. The other, in her early
twenties, if that, very thin, with small pointy breasts and short cornrowed
hair, sat with her cheek propped on her hand and her elbow on a couch arm,
staring at nothing in particular. Two white women, both in their thirties, one
bottle-blond and haggard and dazed-looking, the other neatly dressed, face
expressionless, read battered copies of People and Time.
Dicken approached along the gray-carpeted
hallway with Dr. Denise Lipton. Lipton was in her early forties, small, pretty
in a sharp sort of way, with eyes that looked as if they could shoot sparks
when she was angry. Dicken introduced them.
“Ready to see our volunteers, Ms. Lang?”
Lipton asked.
“As ready as I’ll ever be,” Kaye said.
Lipton smiled bloodlessly. “They’re not
very happy. They’ve undergone enough tests in the last few days to...Well, to
make them not very happy.”
The women within the room looked up at the
sound of voices. Lipton smoothed her lab coat and pushed the door open.
“Good afternoon, ladies,” she greeted
them.
The meeting went well enough. Dr. Lipton
escorted three of the women to their private rooms and left Dicken and Kaye to
talk more extensively to the fourth, the older black woman, Mrs. Luella
Hamilton, of Richmond, Virginia.
Mrs. Hamilton wondered if she could get
some coffee. “I’ve been drained so many times. If it isn’t blood samples, it’s
my kidneys acting cross.” Dicken said he would get them each a cup and left the
room.
Mrs. Hamilton focused on Kaye and narrowed
her eyes. “They told us you found this bug.”
“No,” Kaye said. “I wrote some papers, but
I didn’t actually find it.”
“It’s just a little fever,” Mrs. Hamilton
said. “I’ve had four children, and now they tell me this one won’t really be a
baby. But they won’t take it out of me. They say, let the disease take its
course. I’m just a big lab rat, aren’t I?”
“Seems like it. Are they treating you
well?”
“I’m eating,” she said with a shrug. “The
food’s good. I don’t like the books or the movies. The nurses are nice, but
that Dr. Lipton—she’s a hard case. She acts nice, but I think she doesn’t like
anybody very much.”
“I’m sure she’s doing a good job.”
“Yeah, well, lady, Miz Lang, you sit in my
seat for a while and tell me you don’t want to bitch a little.”
Kaye smiled.
“It pisses me off, there’s this black
nurse, a man, he keeps treating me like some sort of example. He wants me to be
strong like his mammy.” She regarded Kaye with steady wide eyes and shook her head.
“I don’t want to be strong. I want to cry when they do their tests, when I
think about this baby, Miz Lang. You understand?”
“Yes,” Kaye said.
“It feels like all my others did around
this time. I say maybe it is a baby and they’re wrong. Does that make me a
fool?”
“If they’ve done the tests, they know,”
Kaye said.
“They won’t let me visit my husband.
That’s part of the contract. He gave me the flu and he gave me this baby, but I
miss him. It wasn’t his fault. I talk to him on the phone. He sounds all right,
but I know he misses me. Makes me nervous, being away, you know?”
“Who’s taking care of your children?” Kaye
said.
“My husband. They let the children come
and see me. That’s okay. My husband brings them by and they come in and see me
and he stays out in the car. Four months it will be, four months!” Mrs.
Hamilton twisted the thin gold wedding band on her finger. “He says he gets so
lonely, and the kids, they ain’t easy to be with sometimes.”
Kaye grasped Mrs. Hamilton’s hand. “I know
how brave you are, Mrs. Hamilton.”
“Call me Luella,” she said. “I say it
again, I ain’t brave. What’s your first name?”
“Kaye.”
“I am scared, Kaye. You find out what’s
really going on, come and tell me first, all right?”
Kaye left Mrs. Hamilton. She felt dried
out and cold. Dicken walked with her to the ground floor and outside the
clinical center. He kept looking at her when he thought she would not notice.
She asked to stop for a minute. She
crossed her arms and stared at a stand of trees across a short stretch of manicured
lawn. The lawn was surrounded by trenches. Most of the NIH campus was a maze of
detours and construction sites, holes filled with raw earth and concrete and
jutting forests of rebar.
“Everything all right?” Dicken asked.
“No,” she said. “I feel scattered.”
“We have to get used to it. It’s happening
all over,” Dicken said.
“All of the women volunteered?” Kaye said.
“Of course. We pay for all their medical
expenses and a per diem. We can’t compel this sort of thing, even in a national
emergency.”
“Why can’t they see their husbands?”
“Actually, that may be my fault,” Dicken
said. “I presented some evidence at our last meeting that Herod’s will lead to
a second pregnancy, without sexual activity. They’re going to hand the bulletin
out this evening to all researchers.”
“What evidence? My God, are we talking
immaculate conception here?” Kaye put her hands on her hips and swung around to
face him. “You’ve been tracking this thing since we ran into each other in
Georgia, haven’t you?”
“Since before Georgia. Ukraine, Russia,
Turkey, Azerbaijan, Armenia. Herod’s started hitting those countries ten,
twenty years ago, maybe even earlier.”
“Then you read my papers, and it all fell
into place? You’re a kind of scientific stalker?”
Dicken made a face, shook his head. “Hardly.”
“Am I the catalyst?” Kaye asked in
disbelief.
“It’s not simple, Kaye.”
“I wish they’d keep me in the loop,
Chris!”
“Christopher, please.” He looked
uncomfortable, apologetic.
“I wish you ‘d keep me in the loop. You
act like a shadow around here, always following, so why do I think you may be
one of the most important people in the Taskforce?”
“Thank you, it’s a common misperception,”
he said with a wry smile. “I try to keep out of trouble, but I’m not sure I’m
succeeding. They listen sometimes, when the evidence is strong—as it actually
is in this case, reports from Armenian hospitals, even a couple of hospitals in
Los Angeles and New York.”
“Christopher, we’ve got two hours before
the next meeting,” Kaye said. “I’ve been stuck in SHEVA conferences for two
weeks now. They think they’ve found my niche. A safe little cubbyhole, looking
for other HERV Marge has put together a nice lab for me in Baltimore, but...I
don’t think the Taskforce has much use for me.”
“Going with Americol really irritated
Augustine,” Dicken said. “I could have warned you.”
“I’ll have to focus on doing work with
Americol, then.”
“Not a bad idea. They have the resources.
Marge seems to like you.”
“Let me know more of what it’s like...on
the front? Is that what it’s called?”
“The front,” Dicken affirmed. “Sometimes
we say we’re going to meet the real troops, the people who are getting sick.
We’re just workers; they’re the soldiers. They do most of the suffering and the
dying.”
“I feel like I’m on the sidelines here.
Will you talk to an outsider?”
“Love to,” Dicken said. “You know what I’m
up against here, don’t you?”
“A bureaucratic juggernaut. They think
they know what Herod’s is. But...a second pregnancy, without sex!” Kaye felt a
quick little chill.
“They’ve rationalized that,” Dicken said.
“We’re going to discuss the possible mechanism this afternoon. They don’t think
they’re hiding anything.” He screwed up his face like a boy with a dark secret.
“If you ask questions I’m not prepared to answer...”
Kaye dropped her hands from her hips,
exasperated. “What kind of questions is Augustine not asking? What if we’re
getting this completely wrong?”
“Exactly,” Dicken said. His face reddened
and he sliced the air with his hand. “Exactly. Kaye, I knew you would
understand. While we’re talking what ifs...would you mind if I spill my guts to
you?”
Kaye leaned back at this prospect.
“I mean, I admire your work so much—”
“I was lucky, and I had Saul,” Kaye said
stiffly. Dicken looked vulnerable and she did not like that. “Christopher, what
in hell are you hiding?”
“I’d be surprised if you didn’t already
know. We’re all just hanging back from the obvious—what is obvious to a few of
us, at any rate.” He searched her face closely through squinted eyes. “I’ll
tell you what I think, and if you agree that it’s possible—that it’s
probable—you have to let me decide when to make the case. We wait until we have
all the evidence we need. I’ve been living in a land of guesswork for a year,
and I know for a fact neither Augustine nor Shawbeck want to hear me out.
Sometimes I think I’m not much more than a glorified errand boy. So—” He
shifted on one foot. “Our secret?”
“Of course,” Kaye said, leveling her gaze
on him. “Tell me what you think is going to happen to Mrs. Hamilton.”
34
Seattle
Mitch knew he was asleep, or rather,
half-asleep. On rare occasions his mind would process the facts of his
existence, his plans, his suppositions, separately and with stubborn
independence, and always on the edge of sleep.
Many times he had dreamed of the site
where he was currently digging, but with mixed frames of time. This morning,
his body numb, his conscious mind an observer in a wraparound theater, he saw a
young man and woman wrapped in light furs, wearing ragged reed and skin sandals
laced up their ankles. The woman was pregnant. He saw them first in profile, as
if in some rotating display, and amused himself for a while viewing them from
different angles.
Gradually, this control came to an end,
and the man and woman walked over fresh snow and windswept ice, in bright
daylight, the brightest he had even seen in a dream. The ice glared and they
shielded their eyes with their hands.
At first, he looked upon them as people
just like himself. Soon, however, he realized these people were not like him.
Their facial features were not what aroused this suspicion at first. It was the
intricate patterns of beard and facial hair on the man, and a thick soft mane
of hair circling the woman’s face, leaving her cheeks, receding chin, and low
forehead clear, but drawing from temple to temple through her brows. Beneath
the furred brow, her eyes were soft and deep brown, almost black, and her skin
had a rich olive color. Her fingers were gray and pink, heavily callused. Both
had broad heavy noses.
They are not my people, Mitch thought. But I know them.
The man and woman were smiling. The woman
reached down to scoop up snow. Slyly, she started to nibble at it, then, when
the man was not looking, she formed it into a quick hard ball and threw it at
his head. It hit with a thwack and he reeled, yelped, his voice clear and
bell-toned, almost like a beagle’s. The woman made as if to cower, then ran
away, and the man chased her. He pulled her down despite her repeated grunts of
supplication, then stood back and raised his arms to heaven and heaped loud
words upon her. Despite the gravelly timbre of his voice, deep and rolling, she
did not seem impressed. She flapped her hands at him and pouched out her lips,
making loud smacking sounds.
With the lazy editing of a dream, he saw
them walking single file down a muddy trail in drizzling rain and snow. Through
slow cloud cover, he could see patches of forest and meadow in a valley below
them, and a lake, upon which floated broad flat rafts of logs bearing reed
huts.
They ‘re doing all right, a voice in his head told him. You
look at them now and you don’t know them, but they ‘re doing all right.
Mitch heard a bird and realized this was
no bird, but his cell phone. It took him some seconds to put away the
paraphernalia of his dream. The clouds and valley floor broke like a soap
bubble and he groaned as he lifted his head. His body was numb. He had been
sleeping on his side with one arm curled under his head and his muscles were
stiff.
The phone persisted. He answered on the
sixth ring.
“I hope I’m speaking to Mitchell Rafelson,
the anthropologist,” said a male voice with a British accent.
“One of them, anyway,” Mitch said. “Who’s
this?”
“Merton, Oliver. I’m a science editor for
the Economist. I’m doing a piece on the Innsbruck Neandertals. It’s been tough
finding your phone number, Mr. Rafelson.”
“It’s unlisted. I’m getting tired of being
chastised.”
“I can imagine. Listen, I think I can show
that Innsbruck has bollixed up the whole case, but I need some details. Chance
for you to explain things to a sympathetic ear. I’ll be out in Washington state
day after tomorrow—to speak with Eileen Ripper.”
“Okay,” Mitch said. He considered simply
closing the phone and trying to bring back the remarkable dream.
“She’s working on another dig in the
gorge...Columbia Gorge? Do you know where Iron Cave is?”
Mitch stretched. “I’ve done some digs near
there.”
“Yes, well, it hasn’t leaked to the press
yet, but it will next week. She’s found three skeletons, very old, not nearly
as remarkable as your mummies, but still quite interesting. Principally, my
story is going to focus on her tactics. In an age of sympathy for indigenes,
she’s put together a really canny consortium to protect science. Ms. Ripper
solicited support from the Five Tribes Confederation. You know them, of course.”
“I do.”
“She’s got a team of pro bono lawyers and
she’s kept some congressmen and senators in the loop as well. Not at all like
your experience with Pasco man.”
“I’m glad to hear it,” Mitch said with a
scowl. He picked a piece of sleep from his eye. “That’s a day’s drive from
here.”
“Is it that far? I’m in Manchester now.
England. Just packed my bags and drove over from Leeds. My plane goes out in an
hour. I’d love to talk.”
“I’m probably the last person Eileen wants
out there.”
“She was the one who gave me your phone
number. You’re not the outcast you might think, Mr. Rafelson. She’d like to
have you look at the dig. I gather she’s the motherly type.”
“She’s a whirlwind,” Mitch said.
“I’m very excited, really. I’ve seen digs
in Ethiopia, South Africa, Tanzania. I’ve been to Innsbruck twice to see what
they’d let me see, which isn’t much. Now—”
“Mr. Merton, I hate to disappoint you—”
“Yes, well, what about the baby, Mr.
Rafelson? Can you tell me more about this remarkable infant the woman had in
her backpack?”
“I had a blinding headache at the time.”
Mitch was about to put down the phone, Eileen Ripper or not. He’d been through
this too many times. He held the phone away from his ear. Merton’s voice
sounded tinny and harsh.
“Do you know what’s going on in Innsbruck?
Did you know they’ve actually had fistfights in the labs there?”
Mitch brought the phone back to his ear.
“No.”
“Did you know they’ve sent tissue samples
to other labs in other countries to try to build some sort of consensus?”
“No-oo,” Mitch said slowly.
“I’d love to bring you up to date. I think
there’s a good chance you could come out of this smelling like a fresh apple
tree or whatever it is that blooms in Washington state. If I ask Eileen to call
you, invite you out, if I tell her you’re interested...Could we meet?”
“Why not just meet at SeaTac? That’s where
you’re coming in, isn’t it?”
Merton made a small blat with his lips.
“Mr. Rafelson. I can’t see you turning down the chance to sniff some dirt and
sit under a canvas tent. A chance to talk about the biggest archaeological
story of our time.”
Mitch found his watch and looked at the
date. “All right,” he said. “If Eileen invites me.”
When he hung up the phone, he went to the
bathroom, brushed his teeth, looked in the mirror.
He had spent several days moping around
the apartment, unable to decide what to do next. He had obtained the e-mail
address and a phone number for Christopher Dicken, but had not yet built up
sufficient courage to call him. His money was running out faster than he had
expected. He was putting off hitting up his parents for a loan.
As he fixed breakfast, the phone rang
again. It was Eileen Ripper.
When Mitch finished speaking to her, he
sat for a moment on the ragged chair in the living room, then stood and looked
out the window at Broadway. It was getting light outside. He opened the window
and leaned out. People were walking up and down the street, and cars were
stopped at the red light on Denny.
He called home. His mother answered.
35
The National Institutes of Health,
Bethesda
”It’s happened before,” Dicken said. He
broke a sweet roll in half and dunked it into the foamy top of his latte. The
huge modern cafeteria of the Natcher Building was nearly empty at this hour of
the morning, and served better food than the cafeteria in Building 10. They sat
near the tall tinted glass windows, well away from the few other employees.
“Specifically, it happened in Georgia, in Gordi, or nearby.”
Kaye’s mouth made an O. “My God. The
massacre...” Outside, sun broke through low morning clouds, sending shadows and
bright patches over the campus and into the cafeteria.
“Their tissues all show SHEVA. I only got
samples from three or four, but they all had it.”
“And you haven’t told Augustine?”
“I’ve been relying on clinical evidence,
fresh reports from hospitals...What in hell difference would it make if I put
SHEVA back a few years, a decade at most? But two days ago I got some files
from a hospital in Tbilisi. I helped a young intern there make some contacts in
Atlanta. He told me about some people in the mountains. Survivors of another
massacre, this one almost sixty years ago. During the war.”
“Germans never got into Georgia,” Kaye
said.
Dicken nodded. “Stalin’s troops. They
wiped out most of an isolated village near Mount Kazbeg. Some survivors were
found two years ago. The government in Tbilisi protected them. Maybe they were
fed up with purges, maybe...Maybe they didn’t know anything about Gordi, or the
other villages.”
“How many survivors?”
“A doctor named Leonid Sugashvili made it
his own little crusade to investigate. It was his report the intern sent me—a
report that was never published. But pretty thorough. Between 1943 and 1991, he
estimated, about thirteen thousand men, women, and even children were killed in
Georgia, Armenia, Abkhazi, Chechnya. They were killed because somebody thought
they spread a disease that caused pregnant women to abort. Those who survived
the first purges were hunted down later...because the women were giving birth
to mutated children. Children with spots all over their faces, with weird eyes,
children who could speak from the moment they were born. In some villages, the
local police did the killing. Superstition dies hard. The men and women—mothers
and fathers—they were accused of consorting with the devil. There weren’t that
many of them, over four decades. But...Sugashvili estimates there might have
been instances of this sort of thing going back hundreds of years. Tens of
thousands of murders. Guilt, shame, ignorance, silence.”
“You think the children were mutated by
SHEVA?”
“The doctor’s report says that many of the
women who were killed pleaded that they had cut off sexual relations with their
husbands, their boyfriends. They did not want to bear the devil’s offspring.
They had heard about the mutated children in other villages, and once they had
their fever, their miscarriage, they tried to avoid getting pregnant. Almost
all the women who had the miscarriages were pregnant thirty days later, no
matter what they did or did not do. Just as some of our hospitals are reporting
now.”
Kaye shook her head. “That is so
completely unbelievable!”
Dicken shrugged. “It’s not going to get
any more believable, or any easier,” he said. “For some time now, I just
haven’t been convinced that SHEVA is any known kind of disease.”
Kaye’s lips tightened. She put down her
cup of coffee and folded her arms, remembering the conversation with Drew
Miller in the Italian restaurant in Boston, and Saul saying it was time they
tackle the problem of evolution. “Maybe it’s a signal,” she said.
“What sort of signal?”
“A code-key that opens up a genetic
set-aside, instructions for a new phenotype.”
“I’m not sure I understand,” Dicken said,
frowning.
“Something built up over thousands of
years, tens of thousands of years. Guesses, hypotheses having to do with this
or that trait, elaborations on a pretty rigid plan.”
“To what end?” Dicken asked.
“Evolution,” Kaye said.
Dicken backed his chair away and placed
his hands on his legs. “Whoa.”
“You said it wasn’t a disease,” Kaye
reminded him.
“I said it wasn’t like any disease I know.
It’s still a retro-virus.”
“You read my papers, didn’t you?”
“Yes.”
“I dropped a few hints.”
Dicken pondered this. “A catalyst.”
“You make it, we get it, we suffer,” Kaye
said.
Dicken’s cheeks reddened. “I’m trying not
to turn this into a man-woman thing,” he said. “There’s enough of that going on
already.”
“Sorry,” Kaye said. “Maybe I just want to
avoid the real issue.”
Dicken seemed to reach a decision. “I’m
stepping out of line by showing this to you.” He dug into his valise and
produced a printout of an e-mail message from Atlanta. Four small pictures had
been pasted on the bottom of the message.
“A woman died in an automobile accident
outside Atlanta. An autopsy was performed at Northside Hospital, and one of our
pathologists found she was in her first trimester. He examined the fetus,
clearly a Herod’s fetus. Then he examined the woman’s uterus. He found a second
pregnancy, very early, at the base of the placenta, protected by a thin wall of
laminar tissue. The placenta had already started to separate, but the second
ovum was secure. It would have survived the miscarriage. A month later...”
“A grandchild,” Kaye said. “Released by
the...”
“Intermediate daughter. Really just a
specialized ovary. She creates a second ovum. That ovum attaches to the wall of
the mother’s uterus.”
“What if her eggs, the daughter’s eggs,
are different?”
Dicken’s throat had grown dry and he
coughed. “Excuse me.” He got up to pour himself a cup of water, then walked
back between the tables to sit beside Kaye.
He continued, speaking slowly. “SHEVA
provokes the release of a complex of polyproteins. They break down in the
cytosol outside the nucleus. LH, FSH, prostaglandins.”
“I know. Judith Kushner told me,” Kaye
said, her voice little more than a squeak. “Some of them are responsible for
causing the miscarriages. Others could change an ovum substantially.”
“Mutate it?” Dicken asked, still clinging
to the tatters of an old paradigm.
“I’m not sure that’s the right word,” Kaye
said. “It sounds kind of vicious and random. No. We may be talking about a
different kind of reproduction here.”
Dicken finished his cup of water.
“This isn’t exactly new to me,” Kaye mused
quietly. She clenched her fingers into fists, then lightly, nervously, rapped her
knuckles on the table. “Are you willing to argue that SHEVA is part of human
evolution? That we’re about to make a new kind of human?”
Dicken examined Kaye’s face, her mixed
wonder and excitement, the peculiar terror of coming upon the intellectual equivalent
of a raging tiger. “I wouldn’t dare to put it so bluntly. But maybe I’m a
coward. Maybe it is something like that. I value your opinion. God knows I need
an ally here.”
Kaye’s heart thudded in her chest. She
lifted her cup of coffee and the cold liquid sloshed. “My God, Christopher.”
She gave a small, helpless laugh. “What if it’s true? What if we’re all
pregnant? The whole human race?”
PART TWO
SHEVA
SPRING
36
Eastern Washington State
Wide and slow, the Columbia River glided
like a plain of polished jade between black basalt walls.
Mitch pulled off state route 14, drove for
half a mile on a dirt and gravel road through scrub trees and bushes, then
turned at a bent and rusted sheet-metal sign that read IRON CAVE.
Two old Airstream trailers gleamed in the
sun a few yards from the edge of the gorge. Wooden benches and tables heaped
with burlap sacks and digging tools surrounded the trailers. He parked the car
off the road.
A chill breeze picked at his felt Stetson.
He gripped the hat with one hand as he walked from the car to the edge and
stared down upon Eileen Ripper’s encampment, fifty feet below.
A short young blond woman in frayed and
faded jeans and a brown leather jacket stepped down from the door of the
nearest trailer. In the moist air off the river, he instantly picked up the
young woman’s scent: Opium or Trouble or some such perfume. She looked
remarkably like Tilde.
The woman paused under the outstretched
awning, then stepped out and shaded her eyes against the sun. “Mitch Rafelson?”
she asked.
“None other,” he said. “Is Eileen down
there?”
“Yeah. It’s falling apart, you know.”
“Since when?”
“Since three days ago. Eileen worked real hard to make her case.
Didn’t make much difference in the long run.”
Mitch grinned sympathetically. “Been
there,” he said.
“The woman from Five Tribes packed up two
days ago. That’s why Eileen thought it would be okay for you to come out here.
Nobody gets mad now if you show up.”
“Nice to be popular,” Mitch said, and
tipped his hat.
The woman smiled. “Eileen is feeling low.
Give her some encouragement. I think you’re a hero, myself. Except maybe for
those mummies.”
“Where is she?”
“Just below the cave.”
Oliver Merton sat on a folding chair in
the shadow of the largest canvas canopy. About thirty, with flaming red hair, a
pale broad face and short pushed-up nose, he wore a look of utter and almost
fierce concentration, his lips drawn back as he punched the keyboard of a
laptop computer with his index fingers.
Hunt-and-peck, Mitch thought. A self-taught typist.
He checked out the man’s clothes, distinctly out of place at a dig: tweed
slacks, red suspenders, a white linen dress shirt with a banded collar.
Merton did not look up until Mitch was
within touching distance of the canopy.
“Mitchell Rafelson! What a pleasure!”
Merton shifted the computer to the table, jumped to his feet, and held out his
hand. “It’s damned gloomy here. Eileen is up the slope by the dig. I’m sure
she’s eager to see you. Shall we?”
The six other workers on the site, all
young interns or graduate students, looked up in curiosity as the two men
passed. Merton walked ahead of Mitch and climbed over natural shelves cut by
centuries of river erosion. They paused twenty feet below the bluff where an
old, rust-streaked cave dug into an outcrop of basalt. Above and east of the
outcrop, part of an overlying ledge of weathered stone had collapsed,
scattering large blocks down the gentle slope to the shore.
Eileen Ripper stood at the outside of a posted series of carefully
excavated square pits marked with topometric grids—wire and string—on the
western side of the slope. In her late forties, small and dark, with deep-set
black eyes and a thin nose, Ripper’s most conspicuous beauty lay in her
generous lips, which contrasted appealingly with a short, unruly cap of
peppered black hair.
She turned at Merton’s hail. She did not
smile or call out. Instead, she put on a determined face, walked gingerly down
the talus, and held out her hand to Mitch. They shook firmly.
“We got radiocarbon figures back yesterday
morning,” she said. “They’re thirteen thousand years old, plus or minus five
hundred...and if they ate a lot of salmon, they’re twelve thousand five hundred
years old. But the Five Tribes folks say that Western science is trying to
strip them of the last of their dignity. I thought I could reason with them.”
“At least you made the effort,” Mitch
said.
“I apologize for judging you so harshly,
Mitch. I kept my cool for so long, despite little signs of trouble, and then
this woman, Sue Champion...I thought we were friends. She advises the tribes.
She comes back here yesterday with two men. The men were...so smug, Mitch. Like
little boys who can piss higher up the barn door. They tell me I am fabricating
evidence to support my lies. They say they have the government and the law on
their side. Our old nemesis, NAGPRA.”
That stood for the Native American Graves
Protection and Repatriation Act. Mitch was very familiar with the details of
this legislation.
Merton stood on the loose slope, trying to
keep from slipping, and made little darting glances between them.
“What evidence did you fabricate?” Mitch
asked lightly.
“Don’t joke.” But Ripper’s expression
loosened and she held Mitch’s hand between hers. “We took collagen from the
bones and sent it to Portland. They did a DNA analysis. Our bones are from a
different population, not at all related to modern Indians, only loosely
related to the Spirit Cave mummy. Caucasoid, if we can use that loose term. But
hardly Nordic. More Ainu, I believe.”
“That’s historic, Eileen,” Mitch said.
“That’s excellent. Congratulations.”
Once started, Ripper couldn’t seem to
stop. They walked down the trail to the tents. “We can’t even begin to make
modern racial comparisons. That is what is so infuriating! We let our screwball
notions of race and identity cloud the truth. Populations were so different
back then. But modern Indians did not come from the people our skeletons
belonged to. They may have competed with the ancestors of modern Indians. And
they lost.”
“The Indians won?” Merton said. “They
should be glad to hear it.”
“They think I’m trying to divide their
political unity. They don’t care about what really happened. They want their
own little dream world and the hell with truth!”
“You’re telling me?” Mitch asked.
Ripper smiled through tears of
discouragement and exhaustion. “The Five Tribes have got counsel petitioning in
federal court in Seattle to take the skeletons.”
“Where are the bones now?”
“In Portland. We packed them up in situ
and shipped them out yesterday.”
“Across state lines?” Mitch asked. “That’s
kidnapping.”
“It’s better than waiting around for a
bunch of lawyers.” She shook her head and Mitch put an arm around her
shoulders. “I tried to do it right, Mitch.” She wiped at her cheeks with a
dusty hand, leaving muddy streaks, and forced a laugh. “Now I’ve even got the
Vikings mad at us!”
The Vikings—a small group of mostly
middle-aged men calling themselves the Nordic Worshippers of Odin in the New
World—had come to Mitch as well, years before, to conduct their ceremonies.
They had hoped that Mitch could prove their claims that Nordic explorers had
populated much of North America thousands of years ago. Mitch, ever the
philosopher, had let them conduct a ritual over the bones of Pasco man, still
in the ground, but ultimately he had had to disappoint them. Pasco man was in
fact quite thoroughly Indian, closely related to the Southern Na-dene.
After Ripper’s tests on her skeletons, the
Worshippers of Odin had once again left in disappointment. In a world of
fragile self-justification, the truth made no one happy.
Merton brought out a bottle of champagne
and vacuum packs of smoked salmon and fresh bread and cheese as the daylight
waned. Several of Ripper’s students built a large fire that snapped and
crackled on the shore as Mitch and Eileen toasted their mutual insanity.
“Where’d you get this feed?” Ripper asked
Merton as he spread the camp’s battered Melmac plates on the bare pine table
beneath the largest canopy.
“At the airport,” Merton said. “Only place
I had time to stop. Bread, cheese, fish, wine—what more does one need? Though I
could use a good pint of bitter.”
“I’ve got Coors in the trailer,” a burly,
balding male intern said.
“Breakfast of diggers,” Mitch said
approvingly.
“Spare me,” Merton said. “And pardon me if
I tell everyone to dig in. Everyone has a story to tell.” He took a plastic cup
of champagne from Ripper. “Of race and time and migration and what it means to
be a human being. Who wants to be first?”
Mitch knew he had only to keep silent for
a couple of seconds and Ripper would start in. Merton took notes as she talked
about the three skeletons and local politics. An hour and a half later, it was
getting bitterly cold and they moved closer to the fire.
“The Altai tribes resent having ethnic
Russians dig up their dead,” Merton said. “It’s an indigenous revolt
everywhere. A slap on the wrist to the colonial oppressors. Do you think the
Neandertals have their spokespersons in Innsbruck picketing right now?”
“Nobody wants to be a Neandertal,” Mitch
said dryly.
“Except me.” He turned to Eileen. “I’ve
been dreaming about them. My little nuclear family.”
“Really?” Eileen leaned forward,
intrigued.
“I dreamed their people lived on a big
raft in a lake.”
“Fifteen thousand years ago?” Merton
asked, raising an eyebrow.
Mitch caught something in the reporter’s
tone and looked at him suspiciously. “Is that your guess?” he asked. “Or have
they got a date?”
“None they’re releasing to the public,”
Merton said with a sniff. “I have a contact at the university, however...and he
tells me they’ve definitely settled on fifteen thousand years. If, that is,”
and he smiled at Ripper, “they didn’t eat a lot of fish.”
“What else?”
Merton punched the air dramatically.
“Pugilism,” he said. “Raging arguments in the back rooms. Your mummies violate
everything known in anthropology and archaeology. They’re not strictly
Neandertal, so claim a few in the main research team; they’re a new subspecies,
Homo sapiens alpinensis, according to one scientist. Another is betting they’re
late stage gracile Neandertals who lived in a large community, got less stocky
and robust, looked more like you and me. They hope to explain away the infant.”
Mitch lowered his head. They don ‘tfeel
this the way I do. They don’t know the way I know. Then he drew back and
blanketed these emotions. He had to keep some level of objectivity.
Merton turned toward Mitch. “Did you see
the baby?”
This made Mitch jerk upright in his
folding chair. Merton’s eyes narrowed. “Not clearly,” Mitch said. “I just
assumed, when they said it was a modern infant...”
“Could Neandertal traits be masked by
infant features?” Merton asked.
“No,” Mitch said. Then, with a squint, “I
don’t think so.”
“I don’t think so, either,” Ripper agreed.
The students had gathered close around this discussion. The fire snapped and
hissed and flung up tall yellow arms that grabbed at the cold, still sky. The
river lapped the gravelly shore with a sound like a clockwork dog licking a
hand. Mitch felt the champagne mellowing him after a long, tiring day of driving.
“Well, implausible as it might be, it’s
easier than arguing against a genetic association,” Merton said. “The people in
Innsbruck pretty much have to agree that the female and the infant are related.
But there are anomalies, pretty serious ones, that no one can explain. I was
hoping Mitchell might be able to enlighten me.”
Mitch was saved from having to feign
ignorance when a woman’s strong voice called from the top of the bluff.
“Eileen? You there? It’s Sue Champion.”
“Hell,” Ripper said. “I thought she was
back in Kumash by now.” She cupped her hands to her mouth and yelled upward,
“We’re down here, Sue. We’re getting drunk. Want to join us?”
One of the male students ran up the trail
to the top of the bluff with a flashlight. Sue Champion followed him back down
to the tent.
“Nice fire,” she observed. Over six feet
tall, slender to the point of thin, with long black hair arranged in a braid
draped down the front shoulder of her brown corduroy jacket, Champion looked
smart, classy, and a little stiff. She might have had a ready smile, but her
face was lined with fatigue. Mitch glanced at Ripper, saw the fix in her
expression.
“I’m here to say I’m sorry,” Champion
said.
“We’re all sorry,” Ripper said.
“Have you been out here all night? It’s
cold.”
“We’re dedicated.”
Champion walked around the canopy to be
near the fire. “My office got your call about the tests. The chair of the board
of trustees doesn’t believe it.”
“I can’t help that,” Ripper said. “Why did
you just pull out all of a sudden and sic your attorney on me? I thought we had
an agreement, and if they turned out to be Indian, we’d do basic science, with
minimum invasion, then turn them over to the Five Tribes.”
“We let our guard down. We were tired
after the mess over Pasco man. It was wrong.” She looked again at Mitch. “I
know you.”
“Mitch Rafelson,” he said, and held out
his hand.
Champion did not accept it. “You ran us a
merry chase, Mitch Rafelson.”
“I feel the same way,” Mitch said.
Champion shrugged. “Our people gave in
against their deeper feelings. We felt sandbagged. We need the folks in Olympia
and last time we upset them. The trustees sent me here because I’m trained in
anthropology. I didn’t do such a good job. Now everybody’s angry.”
“Is there anything more that we can do,
out of court?” Ripper asked.
“The chairman told me that knowledge isn’t
worth disturbing the dead. You should have seen the pain in the board meeting
when I described the tests.”
“I thought we explained the whole
procedure,” Ripper said.
“You disturb the dead everywhere. We ask
only that you leave our dead alone.”
The women stared at each other sadly.
“They aren’t your dead, Sue,” Ripper said,
her eyes drooping. “They aren’t your people.”
“The council thinks NAGPRA still applies.”
Ripper lifted her hand; no use going over
old battles. “Then there’s nothing we can do but spend more money on lawyers.”
“No. This time you are going to win,”
Champion said. “We have other troubles now. Many of our young mothers are ill
with Herod’s.” Champion brushed the edge of the canvas cover with one hand.
“Some of us thought it was confined to the big cities, maybe to the whites, but
we were wrong.”
Merton’s eyes gleamed like eager little
lenses in the flickering firelight.
“I’m sorry to hear that, Sue,” Ripper said. “My sister has Herod’s,
too.” She stood and put her hand on Champion’s shoulder. “Stay for a while. We
have hot coffee and cocoa.”
“Thank you, no. It’s a long drive back. We
will not bother with the dead for a while. We need to take care of the living.”
A slight change came over Champion’s features. “Some who are ready to listen,
like my father and my grandmother, say that what you have learned is
interesting.”
“Bless them, Sue,” Ripper said.
Champion looked down at Mitch. “People
come and go, all of us come and go. Anthropologists know that.”
“We do,” Mitch said.
“It will be hard to explain to others,”
Champion said. “I will let you know what our people decide to do about the
illness, if we know any medicine. Maybe we can help your sister.” . “Thank
you,” Ripper said.
Champion looked around the group under the
canvas canopy, nodded deeply, then gave several additional shallow nods,
showing she had had her say and was prepared to leave. She climbed the trail to
the lip of the bluff with the burly intern lighting the way.
“Extraordinary,” Merton said, eyes still
gleaming. “Privileged insight. Maybe even native wisdom.”
“Don’t let it get to you,” Ripper said.
“Sue’s good people, but she doesn’t know what’s happening any more than my
sister does.” Ripper turned to Mitch. “God, you look ill,” she said.
Mitch did feel a little queasy.
“I’ve seen that look on cabinet
ministers,” Merton observed quietly. “When they were stuffed full of too many
secrets.”
37
Baltimore
Kaye swung her small bag out of the
backseat of the cab and slipped her credit card through the driver’s-side
reader. She craned her head to look at Baltimore’s newest tower condo
development, Uptown Helix, thirty floors poised on two broad quadrangles of
shops and theaters, all in the shadow of the Bromo-Seltzer Tower.
The remains of a dusting of snow from
earlier in the morning lingered in slushy patches along the sidewalk. To Kaye,
it seemed this winter was lasting forever.
Cross had told her that the condo on the
twentieth floor would be fully furnished, that her belongings would be moved in
and arranged, there would be food in the refrigerator and pantry, a running tab
at several restaurants downstairs: everything she desired and needed, a home
just three blocks from AmericoFs corporate headquarters.
Kaye presented herself to the doorman in
the resident’s lobby. He smiled the way servants smile at rich people and gave
her an envelope containing her key. “I don’t own this, you know,” she said.
“Doesn’t matter a bit to me, ma’am,” he
replied with the same cheerful deference.
She rode the sleek steel and glass
elevator through the atrium of the shopping arcade to the residential floors,
tapping her fingers on the handrail. She was alone in the elevator. I am
protected, provided for, kept busy going from meeting to meeting, no time to
think. I wonder who I am anymore.
She doubted that any scientist had ever felt so rushed as she felt
now. Her conversation with Christopher Dicken at the NIH had pushed her onto a
sidetrack having little to do with the development of SHEVA therapies. A
hundred different elements of her research since postgraduate days had suddenly
floated to the surface of her mind, shuffled around like swimmers in a water
ballet, arranged themselves in enchanting patterns. Those patterns had nothing
to do with disease and death, everything to do with the cycles of human life—or
every kind of life, for that matter.
She had less than two weeks before Cross’s
scientists would present their first candidate vaccine, out of twelve—at last
count—being developed around the country, at Americol and elsewhere. Kaye had
underestimated the speed with which Americol could work—and had overestimated
the extent to which they would keep her informed. I’m still just a
figurehead, she thought.
In that time, she had to make up her mind
about what was actually happening—what SHEVA actually represented. What would
finally happen to Mrs. Hamilton and the other women at the NIH clinic.
She emerged on the twentieth floor, found
her number, 2011, fitted the electronic key into the lock, and opened the heavy
door. A rush of clean, cool air, smelling of new carpet and furniture, of
something else rosy and sweet, wafted out to greet her. Soft music played:
Debussy, she could not remember the name of the piece, but she liked it a lot.
A bouquet of several dozen yellow roses
spilled over from a crystal vase on the top of the low etagere in the hall.
The condominium was bright and cheerful,
with elegant wood accents, beautifully furnished with two couches and a chair
in suede and sunset gold fabric. And Debussy. She dropped the bag onto a couch
and walked into the kitchen. Stainless-steel refrigerator, stove, dishwasher,
gray granite countertops edged with rose-colored marble, expensive jewel-like
track lighting throwing little diamond glows around the room...
“Damn it, Marge,” Kaye said under her breath. She carried the bag
into the bedroom, unzipped it on the bed, pulled out her skirts and blouses and
one dress to be hung in the closet, opened the closet, and stared at the
wardrobe. Had she not already met two of Cross’s handsome young male
companions, she would have been sure, at this point, that Marge Cross had
designs on her other than corporate. She quickly flicked through the dresses,
suits, silk and linen blouses, looked down at shoe racks supporting at least
eight pairs for all occasions— even hiking boots—and that was enough.
Kaye sat on the edge of the bed and let
out a deep, quavering sigh. She was in way over her head socially as well as
scientifically. She turned to look at the reproduction Whistler prints over the
maple dresser, at the oriental scroll beautifully framed in ebony with brass
finials that hung on the wall over the bed.
“Little hothouse posy in the big city.”
She felt her face screwing up in anger.
The phone in her purse rang. She jumped,
walked into the living room, opened the purse, answered.
“Kaye, this is Judith.”
“You were right,” Kaye said abruptly.
“Beg pardon?”
“You were right.”
“I’m always right, dear. You know that.”
Judith paused for effect, and Kaye knew she had something important to say.
“You asked about transposon activity in my SHEVA-infected hepatocytes.”
Kaye felt her spine stiffen. This was the
stab in the not-so-dark she had made two days after speaking with Dicken. She
had pored over the texts and refreshed herself with a dozen articles in six
different journals. She had gone through her notebooks, where she had scribbled
down mad little moments of extreme speculation.
She and Saul had counted themselves among
the biologists who suspected that transposons—mobile lengths of DNA within the
genome—were far more than just selfish genes.
Kaye had written a solid twelve pages in
the notebook on the possibility that these were very important phenotype
regulators, not selfish but selfless; they could, under certain circumstances,
guide the way proteins became living tissue. Change the way proteins created a
living plant or animal. Retrotrans-posons were very similar to retroviruses—and
thus the genetic link with SHEVA.
All together, they could be the handmaids
of evolution.
“Kaye?”
“Just a moment,” Kaye said. “Let me catch
my breath.”
“Well you should, dear, dear former
student Kaye Lang. Transposon activity in our SHEVA-infected hepatocytes is
mildly enhanced. They shuffle around with no apparent effect. That’s interesting.
But we’ve gone beyond the hepatocytes. We’ve been doing tests on embryonic stem
cells for the Taskforce.”
Embryonic stem cells could become any sort
of tissue, very much like early growth cells in fetuses.
“We’ve sort of encouraged them to behave
like fertilized human ova,” Kushner said. “They can’t grow up to be fetuses,
but please don’t tell the PDA. In these stem cells, the transposon activity is
extraordinary. After SHEVA, the transposons jump around like bugs on a hot
griddle. They’re active on at least twenty chromosomes. If this were random
churning, the cell should die. The cell survives. It’s as healthy as ever.”
“It’s regulated activity?”
“It’s triggered by something in SHEVA. My
guess is, something in the LPC—the large protein complex. The cell reacts as if
it’s being subjected to extraordinary stress.”
“What do you think that means, Judith?”
“SHEVA has designs on us. It wants to
change our genome, maybe radically.”
“Why?” Kaye grinned expectantly. She was
sure Judith would see the inevitable connection.
“This kind of activity can’t be benign,
Kaye.”
Kaye’s smile collapsed. “But the cell
survives.”
“Yes,” Kushner said. “But as far as we know, the babies don’t.
It’s too much change all at once. For years I’ve been waiting for nature to react
to our environmental bullshit, tell us to stop overpopulating and depleting
resources, to shut up and stop messing around and just die. Species-level
apop-tosis. I think this could be the final warning—a real species killer.”
“You’re passing this on to Augustine?”
“Not directly, but he’ll see it.”
Kaye looked at the phone for a moment,
stunned, then thanked Judith and told her she would call her later. Kaye’s
hands tingled.
Not evolution, then. Perhaps Mother Nature
had judged humans to be a malignant growth, a cancer.
For a horrible moment, that made more
sense than what she and Dicken had talked about. Yet what about the new
children, the ones born of the ova released by the intermediate daughters? Were
they going to be genetically damaged, born apparently normal, but dying soon
after? Or would they simply be rejected during the first trimester, like the
interim daughters?
Kaye looked through the wide glass doors
over the city of Baltimore, the late morning sun glittering on wet rooftops,
asphalt streets. She imagined every pregnancy leading to another equally futile
pregnancy, to wombs clogged with endless, horribly distorted first-trimester
fetuses.
Shutting down human reproduction.
If Judith Kushner was correct, the bell
had just tolled for the whole human race.
38
Americol Headquarters, Baltimore
FEBRUARY 28
Marge Cross stood at stage left of the
auditorium as Kaye formed a line with six scientists, prepared to field
questions on the announcement.
Four hundred and fifty reporters filled
the auditorium to capacity. Americol’s public relations director for the
eastern U.S., Laura Nilson, young, black, and very intent, tugged at the hem of
the jacket of her trim olive wool suit, then took over the questions.
The health and science reporter for CNN was
first in the queue. “I’d like to direct my question to Dr. Jackson.”
Robert Jackson, head of the Americol SHEVA
vaccine project, lifted his hand.
“Dr. Jackson, if this virus has had so
many millions of years to evolve, how is it possible that Americol can announce
a trial vaccine after less than three months of research? Are you smarter than
Mother Nature?”
The room buzzed for a moment with mixed
laughter and whispered comment. The excitement was palpable. Most of the young
women in the room wore gauze masks, though that precaution had been proven
ineffective. Others sucked on special mint and garlic lozenges claimed to
prevent SHEVA from gaining a hold. Kaye could smell this peculiar odor even on
the stage.
Jackson came to the microphone. At fifty,
he looked like a well-preserved rock musician, loosely handsome, with suits
only barely pressed and unruly brown hair graying at the temples.
“We began our work years before Herod’s
flu,” Jackson said. “We’ve always been interested in HERV sequences, because, as
you imply, there’s a lot of cleverness hidden there.” He paused for effect,
favoring the audience with a small smile, showing his strength by expressing
admiration for the enemy. “But in truth, in the last twenty years, we’ve
learned how most diseases do their dirty work, how the agents are constructed,
how they are vulnerable. By creating empty SHEVA particles, increasing the
retrovirus failure rate to one hundred percent, we make a harmless antigen. But
the particles are not strictly empty. We load them with a ri-bozyme, a
ribonucleic acid with enzymatic activity. The ribozyme locks on to, and
cleaves, several fragments of SHEVA RNA not yet assembled in an infected cell.
SHEVA becomes the delivery system for a molecule that blocks its own
disease-causing activity.”
“Sir—” the CNN reporter tried to break in.
“I’m not done answering your question,”
Jackson said. “It is such a good one!” The audience chuckled. “Our problem
until now has been that humans do not react in any strong fashion to SHEVA
antigen. So our breakthrough came when we learned how to emphasize the immune
response by attaching glycoproteins associated with other pathogens for which
the body automatically mounts a strong defense.”
The CNN reporter tried to ask another
question, but Nilson had already moved on down the long list. Next up was
Sci-Trax’s young on-line correspondent. “Again for Dr. Jackson. Do you know why
we are so vulnerable to SHEVA?”
“Not all of us are vulnerable. Men
demonstrate a strong immune response to SHEVA they do not themselves produce.
This explains the course of Herod’s flu in men— a quick, forty-eight-hour sort
of thing, when it happens at all. Women, however, are almost universally open
to the infection.”
“Yes, but why are women so vulnerable?”
“We believe that SHEVA’s strategy is
incredibly long-term, on the order of thousands of years. It may be the first
virus we’ve seen that relies on the growth of populations rather than
individuals for its own propagation. To provoke a strong immune response would
be counterproductive, so SHEVA emerges only when it seems that populations are
either under stress, or because of some other triggering event we don’t yet
understand.”
The science correspondent for the New York
Times was next. “Drs. Pong and Subramanian, you’ve specialized in understanding
Herod’s flu in Southeast Asia, which is reporting over a hundred thousand cases
so far. There has even been rioting in Indonesia. There were rumors last week
that this was a different provirus—”
“Completely wrong,” Subramanian said, smiling
politely. “SHEVA is remarkably uniform. May I make a slight correction?
‘Provirus’ refers to the viral DNA inserted into the human genetic material.
Once expressed, it is simply a virus or a retrovirus, although in this case, a
very interesting one.”
Kaye wondered how Subramanian could focus
solely on the science, when her ears caught the singular and frightening word
“riots.”
“Yes, but my next question is, why do
human males mount a strong immune response to the viruses of other males, but
not to their own, if the glycoproteins in the envelope, the antigens, according
to your press announcement, are so simple and invariant?”
“A very good question,” Dr. Pong said. “Do
we have time for a daylong seminar?”
Mild laughter. Pong continued, “We believe
that male response begins after cell invasion, and that at least one gene
within SHEVA contains subtle variations or mutations, which cause production of
antigens on the surfaces of certain cells prior to a full-bore immune response,
thereby acclimating the body to—”
Kaye listened with half her mind. She kept
thinking of Mrs. Hamilton and the other women in the NIH clinic.
Human reproduction shutting down. There
had to be extreme reactions to any failure; the burden on the scientists was
going to be enormous.
“Oliver Merton, from the Economist.
Question for Dr. Lang.” Kaye looked up and saw a young red-haired man in a
tweed coat holding the remote microphone. “Now that the genes coding for SHEVA,
on their different chromosomes, have all been patented by Mr. Richard Bragg...”
Merton glanced at his notes. “Of Berkeley, California...Patent number
8,564,094, issued by the United States Patent and Trademark Office on February
27, just yesterday, how will any company hoping to create a vaccine proceed
without licensing and paying royalties?”
Nilson leaned toward her podium
microphone. “There is no such patent, Mr. Merton.”
“There is indeed,” Merton said with an
irritated wrinkle of his nose, “and I was hoping Dr. Lang could explain her
deceased husband’s involvement with Richard Bragg, and how that figures in her
current association with Americol and the CDC?”
Kaye stood in dumfounded silence.
Merton grinned proudly at the confusion.
Kaye entered the green room after Jackson,
followed by Pong, Subramanian, and the rest of the scientists. Cross sat in the
middle of a large blue couch, her expression grave. Four of her top attorneys
stood in a half circle around the couch.
“What in the hell was that all about?”
Jackson demanded, swinging his arm out to poke in the general direction of the
stage.
“The little rooster out there is right,”
Cross said. “Richard Bragg convinced somebody at the PTO that he isolated and
sequenced the SHEVA genes before anyone else. He started the patent process
last year.”
Kaye took a faxed copy of the patent from
Cross. Listed among the inventors was Saul Madsen; EcoBacter was on the list of
assignees, along with AKS Industries—the company that had purchased and then
liquidated EcoBacter.
“Kaye, tell me now, tell me straight,”
Cross said, “did you know anything about this?”
“Nothing,” Kaye said. “I’m at a loss,
Marge. I specified locations, but I did not sequence the genes. Saul never
mentioned Richard Bragg.”
“What does it mean for our work?” Jackson
stormed. “Lang, how could you not know?”
“We’re not done with this,” Cross said.
“Harold?” She glanced at the nearest gray-haired man in his immaculate
pinstripe suit.
“We’ll challenge with Genetmn v.Amgen,
‘Random patenting of retrogenes in mouse genome,’ “ the attorney said. “Give us
a day and we’ll have a dozen more reasons to overturn.” He pointed to Kaye and
asked her, “Does AKS or any subsidiary use federal funds?”
“EcoBacter applied for a small federal
grant,” Kaye said. “It was approved, but never funded.”
“We could get NIH to invoke Bayh-Dole,” the
attorney mused happily.
“What if it’s solid?” Cross interrupted,
her voice low and dangerous.
“It’s possible we can get Ms. Lang an
interest in the patent. Unlawful exclusion of primary inventor.”
Cross thumped the couch cushions with a
fist. “Then we’ll think positive,” she said. “Kaye, honey, you look like a
stunned ox.”
Kaye held up her hands in defense. “I
swear, Marge, I didn’t—”
“Why my own people didn’t weed this out,
I’d like to know. I want to talk with Shawbeck and Augustine right away.” She turned
to the attorneys. “See where else Bragg has poked his finger. Where there’s
scum, there’s bound to be a slipup.”
39
Bethesda
MARCH
”It was a very short trip,” Dicken said as
he dropped a paper report and a diskette on Augustine’s desk. “The WHO folks in
Africa told me they were handling things their way, thank you. They said
cooperation on past investigations could not be assumed here. They only have
one hundred and fifty confirmed cases in all of Africa, so they say, and they
don’t see any reason for panic. At least they were kind enough to give me some
tissue samples. I shipped them out of Cape Town.”
“We got them,” Augustine said. “Odd. If we
believe their figures, Africa’s being hit much more lightly than Asia or Europe
or North America.” He looked troubled—not angry, but sad. Dicken had never seen
Augustine look so down before. “Where are we going with this, Christopher?”
“The vaccine, right?” Christopher asked.
“I mean you, me, the Taskforce. We’re
going to have over a million infected women by the end of May in North America
alone. The national security advisor has called in sociologists to tell them
how the public’s going to react. The pressure is increasing every week. I’ve
just come from a meeting with the surgeon general and the vice president. Just
the veep, Christopher. The president considers the Taskforce a liability. Kaye
Lang’s little scandal was completely unexpected. The only joy I got out of that
was watching Marge Cross chug around this room like a derailed freight train.
We’re getting pasted in the press—’Incompetent Bungling in an Age of
Miracles.’That’s the general tone.”
“Not surprising,” Dicken said, and sat in
the chair across from the desk.
“You know Lang better than I do,
Christopher. How could she have let this happen?”
“I was under the impression that NIH was
getting the patent reversed. Some technicality, inability to exploit a natural
resource.”
“Yes—but in the meanwhile, this son of a
bitch Bragg is making us look like donkeys. Was Lang so stupid as to sign every
paper her husband thrust in front of her?”
“She signed?”
“She signed,” Augustine said. “Plain as
day. Handing over control of any discovery based on primordial human endogenous
retrovirus to Saul Madsen and any partners.”
“Partners not specified?”
“Not specified.”
“Then she’s not really culpable, is she?”
Dicken said.
“I don’t enjoy working with fools. She
crossed me quite literally with Americol, and now she’s brought ridicule down
on the Taskforce. Any wonder the president won’t meet with me?”
“It’s temporary.” Dicken bit at a
fingernail but stopped when Augustine looked up.
“Cross says we go ahead with the trials
and let Bragg sue us. I agree. But for the time being, I’m burying our
relationship with Lang.”
“She could still be useful.”
“Then let her be anonymously useful.”
“Are you saying I should stay away from
her?”
“No,” Augustine said. “Keep everything
hunky-dory between you. Make her feel wanted and in the loop. I don’t want her
going to the press—unless it’s to complain about Cross’s treatment. Now...for
the next bit of unpleasantness.”
Augustine reached into his desk drawer and
pulled out a glossy black-and-white photo. “I hate this, Christopher, but I see
why it’s being done.”
“What?” Dicken felt like a little boy
about to be scolded.
“Shawbeck asked the FBI to keep tabs on
our key people.”
Dicken leaned forward. He had long since
developed a civil servant’s instinct for keeping his reactions in check. “Why,
Mark?”
“Because there’s talk about declaring a
national emergency and invoking martial law. No decision has been made yet...it
may be months away...But under the circumstances, we all need to be pure as the
driven snow. We’re angels of healing, Christopher. The public is relying on us.
No flaws allowed.”
Augustine handed him the photo. It showed
him standing in front of Jessie’s Cougar in Washington, D.C. “It would have
been very embarrassing if you had been recognized.”
Dicken’s face flushed with both guilt and
anger. “I went there once, months ago,” he said. “I stayed fifteen minutes and
left.”
“You went into a back room with a girl,”
Augustine said.
“She wore a surgical mask and treated me
like a leper!” Dicken said, showing more heat than he had intended. The
instinct was wearing very thin. “I didn’t even want to touch her!”
“I hate this shit as much as anybody,
Christopher,” Augustine said stonily, “but it’s just the beginning. We’re all
of us facing pretty intense public scrutiny.”
“So I’m under probation and review, Mark?
The FBI is going to ask for my little black book?”
Augustine did not feel the need to answer
this.
Dicken stood and threw the photograph down
on the desk. “What next? Shall I tell you the name of everyone I’m dating, and
what we do together?”
“Yes,” Augustine said softly.
Dicken stopped in midtirade and felt his
anger fly out of him like a loose burp. The implications were so broad and
frightening that he suddenly felt nothing more than cold anxiety.
“The vaccine won’t be through clinical
trials for at least four months, even on emergency fast track. Shawbeck and the
VP are taking a new policy to the White House this evening. We’re recommending
quarantine. It’s a good bet we’re going to need to invoke some sort of martial
law to enforce it.”
Dicken sat down again. “Unbelievable,” he
said.
“Don’t tell me you haven’t thought about
this,” Augustine said. His face was gray with strain.
“I don’t have that kind of imagination,”
Dicken said bitterly.
Augustine swiveled to look out the window.
“Springtime soon. Young men’s fancy and all that. A really good time to
announce segregation of the sexes. All women of child-bearing age, all men. OMB
will have a ball figuring out how much this will slow down the GNP.”
They sat in silence for a long moment.
“Why did you lead with Kaye Lang?” Dicken
asked.
“Because I know what to do with her,”
Augustine said. “This other stuff...Don’t quote me, Christopher. I see the
necessity, but I don’t know how in hell we can survive it, politically.” He
pulled another print from the folder and held it up for Dicken to see. It
showed a man and a woman on a porch in front of an old brownstone, illuminated
by a single overhead light. They were kissing. Dicken could not see the man’s
face, but he dressed like Augustine and had the same physique.
“Just so you don’t feel bad. She’s married
to a freshman congressman,” Augustine said. “We’re finished. Time for all of us
to grow up.”
Dicken stood outside the Taskforce center
in Building 51, feeling a little ill. Martial law. Segregation of the sexes. He
hunched his shoulders and walked to the parking lot, avoiding the cracks in the
sidewalk.
In his car, he found a message on the cell
phone. He dialed in and retrieved it. An unfamiliar voice tried to overcome a
real antipathy toward leaving messages, and after a few false starts, suggested
they had mutual acquaintances—two or three removed—and possibly some mutual
interests.
“My name is Mitch Rafelson. I’m in Seattle
now but I hope to fly East soon and meet with some people. If you’re
interested...in historical incidents of SHEVA, ancient examples, please get in
touch with me.”
Dicken closed his eyes and shook his head.
Unbelievable. It seemed everyone knew about his crazy hypothesis. He took down
the phone number on a small notepad, then stared at it quizzically. The man’s
name sounded familiar. He marked it through once with his pen.
He rolled down the window and took a deep
breath of air. The day was warming and the clouds over Bethesda were clearing.
Winter would be over soon.
Against his better judgment, against any
judgment worthy of the name, he punched in Kaye Lang’s number. She was not at
home.
“I hope you’re good at dancing with the
big girls,” Dicken murmured to himself, and started the car. “Cross is a very
big girl indeed.”
40
Baltimore
The attorney’s name was Charles Wothering.
He sounded pure Boston, dressed with rumpled flair, wore a rough-knit wool cap
and a long purple muffler. Kaye offered him coffee and he accepted.
“Very nice,” he commented, looking around
the apartment. “You have taste.”
“Marge set it up for me,” Kaye said.
Wothering smiled. “Marge has no taste in
decoration at all. But money does wonderful things, doesn’t it?”
Kaye smiled. “No complaints,” she said.
“Why did she send you here? To...amend our agreements?”
“Not at all,” Wothering said. “Your father
and mother are dead, aren’t they?”
“Yes,” Kaye said.
“I’m a middling lawyer, Ms. Lang—may I
call you Kaye?”
Kaye nodded.
“Middling at law, but Marge values me as a
judge of character. Believe it or not, Marge is not a very good judge of
character. Lots of bravado, but a string of bad marriages, which I helped
untangle and pack away into the distant past, never to be heard from again. She
thinks you need my help.”
“How?” Kaye asked.
Wothering sat on the couch and took three
spoons of sugar from the bowl on the serving tray. He stirred them deliberately
into his cup. “Did you love Saul Madsen?”
“Yes,” Kaye said.
“And how do you feel now?”
Kaye thought this over, but did not look
down from Wothering’s steady gaze. “I realize how much Saul was hiding things
from me, just to keep our dream afloat.”
“How much did Saul contribute to your
work, intellectually?”
“That depends which work.”
“Your endogenous virus work.”
“Only a little. Not his specialty.”
“What was his specialty?”
“He likened himself to yeast.”
“Beg your pardon?”
“He contributed to the ferment. I brought
in the sugar.”
Wothering laughed. “Did he stimulate you,
intellectually, I mean?”
“He challenged me.”
“Like a teacher, or a parent, or...a
partner?”
“Partner,” Kaye said. “I don’t see where
we’re going, Mr. Wothering.”
“You attached yourself to Marge because
you did not feel yourself adequate to deal with Augustine and his people alone.
Am I right?”
Kaye stared at him.
Wothering lifted a bushy eyebrow.
“Not exactly,” Kaye said. Her eyes stung
from not blinking. Wothering blinked luxuriously and set down his cup.
“To be brief, Marge sent me here to
separate you from Saul Madsen every way I can. I need your permission to
conduct a thorough investigation of EcoBacter, AKS, and your contracts with the
Taskforce.”
“Is that necessary? I’m sure there aren’t
any more skeletons in my closet, Mr. Wothering.”
“We can never be too cautious, Kaye. You
understand that things are getting very serious. Embarrassments of any sort can
have a real impact on public policy.”
“I know,” Kaye said. “I’ve said I’m sorry.”
Wothering held out his hand and made a
soothing face as he patted the air with his fingers. In a different age, he
might have patted her knee in a fatherly fashion. “We’ll clean up the mess.”
Wothering’s eyes took on a flinty look. “I don’t want to replace your own
growing sense of individual responsibility with the automatic personal
housekeeping of a good lawyer,” he said. “You’re a grown woman now, Kaye. But
what I will do is untangle the strings, and then...I’ll cut them. You will owe
nothing to anybody.”
Kaye bit her lip. “I’d like to make one
thing clear, Mr. Wothering. My husband was sick. He was mentally ill. What Saul
did or did not do is no reflection on me—nor on him. He was trying to keep his
balance and get on with his life and work.”
“I understand, Ms. Lang.”
“Saul was very helpful to me, in his own
way, but I resent any implication that I am not my own woman.”
“No such implication intended.”
“Good,” Kaye said, feeling her way through
a subtle minefield of irritation, threatening to flare into anger. “What I need
to know now is, does Marge Cross still find me useful?”
Wothering smiled and gave a tilt of his
head in a way that expertly expressed acknowledgment of her irritation and the
need to continue his task. “Marge never gives more than she takes, as I’m sure
you will learn soon. Can you explain this vaccine to me, Kaye?”
“It’s a combination antigen coat carrying
a tailored ri-bozyme. Ribonucleic acid with enzymelike properties. It attaches
to part of the SHEVA code and splits it. Breaks its back. The virus can’t
replicate.”
Wothering shook his head in amazement.
“Technically wonderful,” he said. “For most of us, incomprehensible. Tell me,
how do you think Marge will get women all over the world to consider using it?”
“Advertising and promotion, I suppose. She
said she’d practically give it away.”
“Who will the patients trust, Kaye?
You are a brilliant woman whose husband deceived her, kept her in the dark.
Women can feel this unfairness in their very wombs. Believe me, Marge will go
to great lengths to keep you on her team. Your story just gets better and
better.”
41
Seattle
Mitch pushed up in bed, in a sweat and
shouting. The words leaped out in a guttural tumble even as he realized he was
awake. He sat on one side of the bed, leg still tangled in the covers, and
shivered. “Nuts,” he said. “I am nuts. Nuts to this”
He had dreamed of the Neandertals again.
This time, he had flowed in and out of the male’s point of view, a fluid sort
of freedom that had at once immersed him in a very clear and unpleasant set of
emotions, and then lofted him away to observe a jumbled flow of events. Crowds
had formed at the edge of the village—not on a lake this time, but in a
clearing surrounded by deep and ancient woods. They had shaken sharpened,
fire-hardened sticks at the female, whose name he could almost
remember...Na-lee-ah or Ma-lee.
“Jean Auel, here I come,” he murmured as
he extricated his foot from the covers. “Mowgli of the Stone Tribe saves his
woman. Jesus.”
He walked into the kitchen to get a glass
of water. He was fighting off some virus—a cold, he was sure, and not SHEVA,
considering the state of his relationships with women. His mouth tasted dry and
foul and his nose was dripping. He had caught the cold somewhere on his trip to
Iron Cave the week before. Maybe Merton had given it to him. He had driven the
British journalist to the airport for a flight to Maryland.
The water tasted terrible, but it cleaned out his mouth. He looked
out over Broadway and the post office, nearly deserted now. A March snowstorm
was throwing small crystal flakes down on the streets. The orange sodium vapor
streetlights turned the accumulated snow into scattered piles of gold.
“They were kicking us off the lake, out of
the village,” he murmured. “We were going to have to fend for ourselves. Some
hotheads were getting ready to follow us, maybe try to kill us. We...”
He shuddered. The emotions had been so raw
and so real he could not easily shake them. Fear, rage, something else...a
helpless kind of love. He felt his face. They had been shedding some sort of
skin from their faces, little masks. The mark of their crime.
“Dear Shirley MacLaine,” he said, pressing
his forehead against the cold glass of the window. “I’m channeling cavemen who
don’t live in caves. Any advice?”
He looked at the clock on the VCR perched
precariously on top of the small TV. It was five in the morning. It would be
eight o’clock in Atlanta. He would try that number again, and then try to log
on with his repaired laptop and send an e-mail message.
In the bathroom, he stared at himself in
the mirror. Hair awry, face sweaty and oily, two days’ growth of beard, wearing
a ripped T-shirt and BVDs. “A regular Jeremiah,” he said.
Then he started another general cleanup by
blowing his nose and brushing his teeth.
42
Atlanta
Christopher Dicken had returned to his
small house on the outskirts of Atlanta at three in the morning. He had worked
at his CDC office until two, preparing papers for Augustine on the spread of
SHEVA in Africa. He had lain awake for an hour, wondering what the world was
going to be like in the next six months. When he finally drifted off into
sleep, he was awakened it seemed moments later by the buzzing of his cell
phone. He sat up in the queen-size bed that had once belonged to his parents,
wondered for a moment where he was, decided quickly he was not in the Cape Town
Hilton, and switched on the light. Morning was already glowing through the
window shutters. He managed to pull the phone out of his coat pocket in the
closet by the fourth ring and answered it.
“Is this Dr. Chris Dicken?”
“Christopher. Yeah.” He looked at his
watch. It was eight fifteen. He had managed to sleep a mere two hours, and he
was sure he felt worse than if he had had no sleep at all.
“My name is Mitch Rafelson.”
This time, Dicken remembered the name and
its association. “Really?” he said. “Where are you, Mr. Rafelson?”
“Seattle.”
“Then it’s even earlier where you are. I
need to get back to sleep.”
“Wait, please,” Mitch said. “I’m sorry if
I woke you up. Did you get my message?”
“I got a message,” Dicken said.
“We need to talk.”
“Listen, if you are Mitch Rafelson, the
Mitch Rafelson, I need to talk to you...about as much as...” He tried to come
up with a witty comparison, but his mind wouldn’t work. “I don’t need to talk
with you.”
“Point made...but please listen anyway.
You’ve been tracking SHEVA all over the world, right?”
“Yeah,” Dicken said. He yawned. “I get
very little sleep thinking about it.”
“Me, too,” Mitch said. “Your bodies in the
Caucasus tested positive for SHEVA. My mummies...in the Alps...the mummies at
Innsbruck test positive for SHEVA.”
Dicken pressed the phone closer to his
ear. “How do you know that?”
“I have the lab reports from the
University of Washington. I need to show what I know to you and to whoever else
is open-minded about this.”
“Nobody is open-minded about this,” Dicken
said. “Who gave you my number?”
“Dr. Wendell Packer.”
“Do I know Packer?”
“You work with a friend of his. Renee
Sondak.”
Dicken scratched at a front tooth with a
fingernail. Thought very seriously about hanging up. His cell phone was
digitally scrambled, but somebody could decode the conversation if they had a
mind to. This made him flash hot with anger. Things were out of control.
Everyone had lost perspective and it was not going to get better if he just
played along.
“I’m pretty lonely,” Mitch said into the
silence. “I need someone to tell me I’m not completely nuts.”
“Yeah,” Dicken said. “I know what that’s
like.” Then, screwing up his face and stamping his foot on the floor, knowing
this was going to give him far more trouble than any windmill he had ever
tilted at before, he said, “Tell me more, Mitch.”
43
San Diego, California
MARCH 28
The title of the international conference,
arranged in black plastic letters on the convention center billboard, gave
Dicken a brief thrill—brief and very necessary. Nothing much had thrilled him
in the good old way of work satisfaction in the past couple of months, but the
name of the conference was easily sufficient.
CONTROLLING THE EN-VIRON-MENT: NEW
TECHNIQUES TOWARD THE CONQUEST OF VIRAL ILLNESS
The sign was not overly optimistic or off
base. In a few more years, the world might not need Christopher Dicken to chase
down viruses.
The problem they all faced was that in
disease time, a few years could be very long indeed.
Dicken walked just outside the shadow of
the center’s concrete overhang, near the main entrance, reveling in the bright
sun on the sidewalk. He had not experienced this kind of heat since Cape Town,
and it gave him a furnace boost of energy. Atlanta was finally warming, but the
cold gripping the East had kept snow on the streets in Baltimore and Bethesda.
Mark Augustine was in town already,
staying at the U.S. Grant, away from the majority of the five thousand
predicted attendees, most of whom were filling the hotels along the waterfront.
Dicken had picked up his convention package—a thick spiral-bound program book
with a companion DVD-ROM disk—just this morning to get an early glimpse at the
schedule.
Marge Cross would deliver a keynote
address tomorrow morning. Dicken would sit on five panels, two of them dealing
with SHEVA. Kaye Lang would be on one panel with Dicken, and on seven others
beside, and she would deliver a talk before the plenary session of the World
Retrovirus Eradication Research Group, held in conjunction with this
conference.
The press was already hailing AmericoPs
ribozyme vaccine as a major breakthrough. It looked good in a petri dish—very
good indeed—but the human trials had not yet begun. Augustine was under
considerable pressure from Shawbeck, and Shawbeck was under considerable
pressure from the administration, and they were all using a very long spoon to
sup with Cross.
Dicken could smell eight different kinds
of disaster in the winds.
He had not heard from Mitch Rafelson for
several days, but suspected the anthropologist was already in town. They had
not yet met, but the conspiracy was on. Kaye had agreed to join them for a talk
this evening or tomorrow, depending on when Cross’s people would let her loose
from a round of public relations interviews.
They would have to find a place away from
prying eyes. Dicken suspected the best place would be right in the middle of
everything, and to that end, he carried a second bag with a blank convention
badge—”Guest of CDC”—and program book.
Kaye walked through the crowded suite,
eyes darting nervously from face to face. She felt like a spy in a bad movie,
trying to hide her true emotions, certainly her opinions— though she, herself,
hardly knew what to think now. She had spent much of the afternoon in Marge
Cross’s suite—rather, her entire floor—upstairs, meeting with men and women
representing wholly owned subsidiaries, professors from UCSD, the mayor of San
Diego.
Marge had taken her aside and promised
even more impressive VIPs near the end of the conference. “Keep bright and
shiny,” Cross had told her. “Don’t let the conference wear you down.”
Kaye felt like a doll on display. She did
not like the sensation.
She took the elevator to the ground floor
at five-thirty and boarded a charter bus to the opener. The event was being
held at the San Diego Zoo, hosted by Americol.
As she stepped down from the bus in front
of the zoo, she breathed in a scent of jasmine and the soil-rich wetness of
evening sprinklers. The line at the entrance booth was busy; she queued up at a
side gate and showed the guard her invitation.
Four women dressed in black carried signs
and marched solemnly in front of the zoo entrance. Kaye saw them just before
she was allowed in; one of their signs read OUR BODIES, OUR DESTINY: SAVE OUR
CHILDREN.
Inside, the warm twilight felt magical.
She had not had anything like a vacation in over a year, the last time with
Saul. Everything since had been work and grief, sometimes both together.
A zoo guide took charge of a group of
AmericoFs guests and gave them a brief tour. Kaye spent a few seconds watching
the pink flamingos in their wading pool. She admired four centenarian
sulfur-crested cockatoos, including the zoo’s current mascot, Ramesses, who
regarded the departing crowds of day visitors with sleepy indifference. The
guide then showed them to a side pavilion and court surrounded by palm trees.
A mediocre band played forties’ favorites
under the pavilion as men and women carried food on paper plates and found
tables.
Kaye stopped by a buffet table laden with
fruit and vegetables, picked up a generous helping of cheese, cherry tomatoes,
cauliflower, and pickled mushrooms, then ordered a glass of white wine from the
no-host bar.
As she was taking money from her purse to
pay for the wine, she spotted Christopher Dicken out of the corner of her eye.
He had in tow a tall, rugged-looking man dressed in a denim jacket and faded
gray jeans and carrying a scuffed leather satchel under his arm. Kaye took a
deep breath, fumbled her change back into her purse, and turned in time to meet
Dicken’s stealthy glance, hi return, she gave him a surreptitious tilt of her
head.
Kaye could not help giggling as Dicken
pulled aside a canvas and they strolled casually away from the closed court.
The zoo was nearly empty. “I feel so sneaky,” she said. She still carried her
glass of wine, but had managed to ditch the plate of vegetables. “What in the
world do we think we’re doing?”
There was little conviction in Mitch’s
smile. She found his eyes disconcerting—at once boyish and sad. Dicken, shorter
and plumper, seemed more immediate and accessible, so Kaye focused on him. He
carried a gift-shop bag and with a flourish pulled from it a folding map of the
world’s largest zoo.
“We may be here to save the human race,”
Dicken said. “Subterfuge is justified.”
“Damn,” Kaye said. “I’d hoped it was
something more sensible. I wonder if anyone’s listening?”
Dicken swept his hand toward the low
arches of the Spanish-style reptile house as if waving a magic wand. Only a few
straggling tourists remained on the zoo grounds. “All clear,” he said.
“I’m serious, Christopher,” Kaye said.
“If the FBI is bugging Komodo dragons or
men in Hawaiian shirts, then we’re goners. This is the best I can do.”
Loud shrieks from howler monkeys greeted
the last of the daylight. Mitch led them down a concrete path through a
tropical rain forest. Footlights illuminated the pathway and misters sprayed
the air over their heads. The charm of the setting held them all for the
moment, and no one was willing to break the spell.
To Kaye, Mitch seemed all legs and arms,
the kind of man who did not fit indoors. His silence bothered her. He turned,
regarded her with his steady green eyes. Kaye noticed his shoes: hiking boots,
the thick-treaded soles well-worn.
She smiled awkwardly and Mitch returned
her smile.
“I’m out of my league,” he said. “If
anybody’s going to start our conversation, it should be you, Ms. Lang.”
“But you’re the man with the revelation,”
Dicken said.
“How much time do we have?” Mitch asked.
“I’m free for the rest of the evening,”
Kaye said. “Marge wants us in tow by eight tomorrow morning. There’s going to
be an Americol breakfast.”
They descended an escalator into a canyon
and paused by a cage occupied by two Scottish wildcats. The domestic-looking
brindled felines paced back and forth, grumbling softly in the dusk.
“I’m the odd man out here,” Mitch said. “I
know very little microbiology, barely enough to get along. I stumbled onto
something wonderful, and it almost ruined my life. I’m disreputable, known to
be eccentric, a two-time loser in the science game. If you were smart, you
wouldn’t even be seen with me.”
“Remarkably candid,” Dicken said. He
raised his hand. “Next. I’ve chased diseases over half the Earth. I have a feel
for how they spread, what they do, how they work. From almost the very
beginning, I suspected I was tracking something new. Up until just recently,
I’ve tried to lead a double life, tried to believe two contradictory things at
once, and I can’t do it anymore.”
Kaye finished her glass of wine with one
gulp. “We sound like we’re working through a twelve-step program,” she said.
“All right. My turn. I’m an insecure female research scientist who wants to be
kept out of all the dirty little details, so I cling to anybody who’ll give me
a place to work and protect me...and now it’s time to be independent and make
my own decisions. Time to grow up.”
“Hallelujah,” Mitch said.
“Go, sister,” Dicken said.
She looked up, ready to be angry, but they
were both smiling in just the right way, and for the first time in many
months—since the last good time with Saul—she felt she was among friends.
Dicken reached into the shopping bag and
produced a bottle of merlot. “Zoo security could bust us,” he said, “but this
is the least of our sins. Some of what needs to be said may only be said if
we’re properly drunk.”
“I gather you two have shared ideas
already,” Mitch said to Kaye as Dicken poured the wine. “I’ve tried to read
everything I could just to get ready for this, but I’m still way behind.”
“I don’t know where to begin,” Kaye said.
Now that they were more relaxed, the way Mitch Rafelson looked at her— direct,
honest, assessing her without being obvious about it—stirred something she had
thought almost dead.
“Begin with where you two met,” Mitch
said.
“Georgia,” Kaye said.
“The birthplace of wine,” Dicken added.
“We visited a mass grave,” Kaye said.
“Though not together. Pregnant women and their husbands.”
“Killing the children,” Mitch said, his
eyes suddenly losing their focus. “Why?”
They sat at a plastic table near a closed
refreshment stand, deep in the shadows of a canyon. Brown and red roosters
pecked through the bushes beside the asphalt road and beige concrete walkways.
A big cat coughed and snarled in its cage and the sound echoed eerily.
Mitch pulled a file folder from his small
leather satchel and laid the papers neatly on the plastic table. “This is where
it all comes together.” He laid his hand on two papers on the right. “These are
analyses made at the University of Washington.
Wendell Packer gave me permission to show them to you. If somebody
blabs, however, we could all be in deep zoo-doo.”
“Analyses of what?” Kaye asked.
“The genetics of the Innsbruck mummies.
Two sets of tissue results from two different labs at the University of
Washington. I gave tissue samples of the two adults to Wen-dell Packer.
Innsbruck, as it turned out, sent a set of samples of all three mummies to
Maria Konig in the same department. Wendell was able to make comparisons.”
“What did they find?” Kaye asked.
“That the three bodies were really a
family. Mother, father, daughter. I knew that already—I saw them all together
in the cave in the Alps.”
Kaye frowned in puzzlement. “I remember
the story. You went to the cave at the request of two friends...Disturbed the
site...And the woman with you took the infant in her backpack?”
Mitch looked away, jaw muscles tight. “I
can tell you what actually happened,” he said.
“That’s all right,” Kaye said, suddenly
wary.
“Just to straighten things out,” Mitch
insisted. “We need to trust each other if we’re going to continue.”
“Then tell me more,” Kaye said.
Mitch went through the whole story in
brief. “It was a mess,” he concluded.
Dicken watched them both intently, arms
folded.
Kaye used the pause to look through the
analyses spread on the plastic table top, making sure the papers did not get
stained by leftover catsup. She studied the results of carbon 14 dating, the
comparisons of genetic markers, and finally, Packer’s successful search for
SHEVA.
“Packer says SHEVA hasn’t changed much in
fifteen thousand years,” Mitch said. “He finds that astonishing, if they’re
junk DNA.”
“They’re hardly junk,” Kaye said. “The
genes have been conserved for as much as thirty million years. They’re
constantly refreshed, tested, conserved...Locked up in tight-packed chromatin,
protected by insulators...They have to be.”
“If you’ll indulge me, I’d like to tell
you both what I think,” Mitch said, with a touch of boldness and shyness Kaye
found both puzzling and appealing.
“Go ahead,” she said.
“This was an example of subspeciation,” he
said. “Not extreme. A nudge to a new variety. A modern-type infant born to
late-stage Neandertals.”
“More like us,” Kaye said.
“Right. There was a reporter named Oliver
Merton in Washington state a few weeks ago. He’s investigating the mummies. He
told me about fights breaking out at the University of Innsbruck—” Mitch looked
up and saw Kaye’s surprise.
“Oliver Merton?” she asked, frowning.
“Working for NatureT
“For the Economist, at the time,” Mitch
said.
Kaye turned to Dicken. “The same one?”
“Yeah,” Dicken said. “He does science
journalism, some political reporting. Has one or two books published.” He
explained to Mitch. “Merton started a big ruckus at a press conference in
Baltimore. He’s dug pretty deeply into Americol’s relationship with the CDC and
the SHEVA matter.”
“Maybe it’s two different stories,” Mitch
said.
“It would have to be, wouldn’t it?” Kaye
asked, looking between the two men. “We’re the only ones who have made a
connection, aren’t we?”
“I wouldn’t be at all sure,” Dicken said.
“Go on, Mitch. Let’s agree that there is a connection before we get fired up
about interlopers. What were they arguing about in Innsbruck?”
“Merton says they’ve connected the infant
to the adult mummies—which Packer confirms.”
“It’s ironic,” Dicken said. “The UN sent
some of the samples from Gordi to Konig’s lab.”
“The anthropologists at Innsbruck are
pretty conservative,” Mitch said. “To actually come across the first direct
evidence of human speciation...” He shook his head in sympathy. “I’d be scared
if I were them. The paradigm doesn’t just shift—it snaps in two. No gradualism,
no modern Darwinian synthesis.”
“We don’t need to be so radical,” Dicken
said. “First of all, there’s been a lot of talk about punctuations in the
fossil record—millions of years of steady state, then sudden change.”
“Change over a million or a hundred
thousand years, in some cases maybe as little as ten thousand years,” Mitch
said. “Not overnight. The implications are damned scary to any scientist. But
the markers don’t lie. And the baby’s parents had SHE VA in their tissues.”
“Urn,” Kaye said. Again, the howler
monkeys let loose with continuous musical whoops, filling the night air.
“The female was injured by something
sharp, perhaps a spear point,” Dicken said.
“Right,” Mitch said. “Causing the
late-term infant to be born either dead or very near death. The mother died
shortly after, and the father...” His voice hitched. “Sorry. I don’t find it
easy to talk about.”
“You sympathize with them,” Kaye said.
Mitch nodded. “I’ve been having weird
dreams about them.”
“ESP?” Kaye asked.
“I doubt it,” Mitch said. “It’s just the
way tny mind works, putting things together.”
“You think they were pushed out of their tribe?”
Dicken asked. “Persecuted?”
“Someone wanted to kill the woman,” Mitch
said. “The man stayed with her, tried to save her. They were different. They
had something wrong with their faces. Little flaps of skin around their eyes
and nose, like masks.”
“They were shedding skin? I mean, when
they were alive?” Kaye asked, and her shoulders shuddered.
“Around the eyes, the face.”
“The bodies near Gordi,” Kaye said.
“What about them?” Dicken asked.
“Some of them had little leathery masks. I
thought it might have been...some bizarre product of decay. But I’ve never seen
anything like it.”
“We’re getting ahead of ourselves,” Dicken
said. “Let’s focus on Mitch’s evidence.”
“That’s all I have,” Mitch said.
“Physiological changes substantial enough to place the infant in a different
subspecies, all at once. In one generation.”
“This sort of thing had to have been going
on for over a hundred thousand years before your mummies,” Dicken said. “So
populations of Neandertals were living with or around populations of modern
humans.”
“I think so,” Mitch said.
“Do you think the birth was an
aberration?” Kaye asked.
Mitch regarded her for several seconds
before saying “No.”
“It’s reasonable to conclude that you
found something representative, not singular?”
“Possibly.”
Kaye lifted her hands in exasperation.
“Look,” Mitch said. “My instincts are
conservative. I feel for the guys in Innsbruck, I really do! This is weird,
totally unexpected.”
“Do we have a smooth, gradual fossil
record leading from Neandertals to Cro-Magnons?” Dicken asked.
“No, but we do have different stages. The
fossil record is usually far from smooth.”
“And...that’s blamed on the fact that we
can’t find all the necessary specimens, right?”
“Right,” Mitch said. “But some
paleontologists have been at loggerheads with the gradualists for a long time
now.”
“Because they keep rinding leaps, not
gradual progression,” Kaye said. “Even when the fossil record is better than it
is for humans or other large animals.”
They sipped from their glasses
reflectively.
“What are we going to do?” Mitch asked.
“The mummies had SHEVA. We have SHEVA.”
“This is very complicated,” Kaye said.
“Who’s going to go first?”
“Let’s all write down what we believe is
actually happening.” Mitch reached into his satchel and brought out three legal
pads and three ballpoint pens. He spread them out on the table.
“Like schoolkids?” Dicken asked.
“Mitch is right. Let’s do it,” Kaye said.
Dicken pulled a second bottle of wine from
the gift shop bag and uncorked it.
Kaye held the cap of her pen between her
lips. They had been writing for ten or fifteen minutes, switching pads and
asking questions. The air was getting chilly.
“The party will be over soon,” she said.
“Don’t worry,” Mitch said. “We’ll protect
you.”
She smiled ruefully. “Two half-drunk men dizzy
with theories?”
“Exactly,” Mitch said.
Kaye had been trying to avoid looking at
him. What she was feeling was hardly scientific or professional. Writing down
her thoughts was not easy. She had never worked this way before, not even with
Saul; they had shared notebooks, but had never looked at each other’s notes in
progress, as they were being written.
The wine relaxed her, took away some of
the tension, but did not clarify her thinking. She was hitting a block. She had
written:
Populations as giant networks of units
that both compete and cooperate, sometimes at the same time. Every evidence of
communication between individuals in populations. Trees communicate with
chemicals. Humans use pheromones. Bacteria exchange plasmids and lysogenic
phages.
Kaye looked at Dicken, writing steadily,
crossing out entire paragraphs. Plump, yes, but obviously strong and motivated,
accomplished; attractive features.
She now wrote:
Ecosystems are networks of species
cooperating and competing. Pheromones and other chemicals can cross species.
Networks can have the same qualities as brains; human brains are networks of
neurons. Creative thinking is possible in any sufficiently complicated
functional neural network.
“Let’s take a look at what we’ve got,”
Mitch suggested. They exchanged notebooks. Kaye read Mitch’s page:
Signaling molecules and viruses carry
information between people. The information is gathered by the individual human
in life experience; but is this Lamarckian evolution?
“I think this networking stuff confuses
the issue,” Mitch said.
Kaye was reading Dicken’s paper. “It’s how
all things in nature work,” she said. Dicken had scratched out most of his
page. What remained was:
Chase disease all my life; SHEVA causes
complex biological changes, unlike any disease ever seen. Why? What does it
gain? What is it trying to do? What is the end result? If it pops up once every
ten thousand or hundred thousand years, how can we defend that it is, in any
sense, a separate organic concern, a purely pathogenic particle?
“Who’s going to buy that all things in
nature function like neurons in a brain?” Mitch asked.
“It answers your question,” Kaye said. “Is
this Lamarckian evolution, inheritance of traits acquired by an individual? No.
It’s the result of complex interactions of a network, with
emergent thoughtlike properties.”
Mitch shook his head. “Emergent properties
confuse me.”
Kaye glared at him for a moment, both
challenged and exasperated. “We don’t have to posit self-awareness, conscious
thought, to have an organized network that responds to its environment and
issues judgments about what its individual nodes should look like,” Kaye said.
“Still sounds like the ghost in the
machine to me,” Mitch said, making a sour face.
“Look, trees send out chemical signals
when they’re attacked. The signals attract insects that prey on the bugs that
attack them. Call the Orkin man. The concept works at all levels, in the
ecosystem, in a species, even in a society. All individual creatures are
networks of cells. All species are networks of individuals. All ecosystems are
networks of species. All interact and communicate with one another to one
degree or another, through competition, predation, cooperation. All these
interactions are similar to neurotransmitters crossing synapses in the brain,
or ants communicating in a colony. The colony changes its overall behavior
based on ant interactions. So do we, based on how our neurons talk to each
other. And so does all of nature, from top to bottom. It’s all connected.”
But she could see Mitch still wasn’t
buying it.
“We have to describe a method,” Dicken
said. He looked at Kaye with a small, knowing smile. “Make it simple. You’re
the thinker on this one.”
“What packs the punch in punctuated
equilibrium?” she asked, still irritated at Mitch’s density.
“All right. If there’s a mind of some
sort, where’s the memory?” Mitch asked. “Something that stores up the
information on the next model of human being, before it’s turned loose on the
reproductive system.”
“Based on what stimulus?” Dicken asked.
“Why acquire information at all? What starts it? What mechanism triggers it?”
“We’re getting ahead of ourselves,” Kaye said, sighing. “First, I
don’t like the word mechanism.”
“All right, then...organ, organon, magic
architect,” Mitch said. “We know what we’re talking about here. Some sort of
memory storage in the genome. All the messages have to be kept there until
they’re activated.”
“Would it be in the germ-line cells? The
sex cells, sperm and egg?” Dicken asked.
“You tell me,” Mitch said.
“I don’t think so,” Kaye said. “Something
modifies a single egg in each mother, so it produces an interim daughter, but
it’s what’s in the daughter’s ovary that may produce a new phenotype. The other
eggs in the mother are out of the loop. Protected, not modified.”
“In case the new design, the new phenotype
is a bust,” Dicken said, nodding agreement. “Okay. A set-aside memory, updated
over thousands of years by...hypothetical modifications, somehow tailored
by...” He shook his head. “Now I’m confused.”
“Every individual organism is aware of its
environment and reacts to it,” Kaye said. “The chemicals and other signals
exchanged by individuals cause fluctuations in internal chemistry that affect
the genome, specifically, movable elements in a genetic memory that stores and
updates sets of hypothetical changes.” Her hands waved back and forth, as if
they could clarify or persuade. “This is so clear to me, guys. Why can’t you
see it? Here’s the complete feedback loop: the environment changes, causing
stress on organisms—in this case, on humans. The types of stress alter balances
of stress-related chemicals in our bodies. The set-aside memory reacts and
movable elements shift based on an evolutionary algorithm established over
millions, even billions of years. A genetic computer decides what might be the
best phenotype for the new conditions that cause the stress. We see small
changes in individuals as a result, prototypes, and if the stress levels are
reduced, if the offspring are healthy and many, the changes are kept. But every
now and then, when a problem in the environment is intractable...long-term
social stress in humans, for example...there’s a major shift. Endogenous
retroviruses express, carry a signal, coordinate the activation of specific
elements in the genetic memory storage. Voila. Punctuation.”
Mitch pinched the bridge of his nose.
“Lord,” he said.
Dicken frowned deeply. “That’s too radical
for me to swallow all at once.”
“We have evidence for every step along the
way,” Kaye said hoarsely. She took another long swallow of merlot.
“But how does it get passed along? It has
to be in the sex cells. Something has to be passed along from parent to child
for hundreds, thousands of generations before it gets activated.”
“Maybe it’s zipped, compacted, in
shorthand code,” Mitch said.
Kaye was startled by this. She looked at
Mitch with a little chill of wonder. “That’s so crazy it’s brilliant. Like
overlapping genes, only more devious. Buried in the repeats.”
“It doesn’t have to carry the whole
instruction set for the new phenotype...” Dicken said.
“Just the parts that are going to be
changed,” Kaye said. “Look, we know that between a chimp and humans, there’s
maybe a two percent difference in the genome.”
“And different numbers of chromosomes,”
Mitch said. “That makes a big difference ultimately.”
Dicken frowned and held his head. “God,
this is getting deep.”
“It’s ten o’clock,” Mitch said. He pointed
to a security guard walking down the middle of the road through the canyon,
clearly heading in their direction.
Dicken threw the empty bottles into a
trash can and returned to the table. “We can’t afford to stop now. Who knows
when we’ll be able to get together again?”
Mitch studied Kaye’s notes. “I see your
point about change in the environment causing stress on individual humans.
Let’s get back to Christopher’s question. What triggers the
signal, the change? Disease? Predators?”
“In our case, crowding,” Kaye said.
“Complex social conditions. Competition
for jobs,” Dicken added.
“Folks,” the guard called out as he drew
close. His voice echoed in the canyon. “Are you with the Americol party?”
“How’d you guess?” Dicken asked.
“You’re not supposed to be out here.”
As they walked back, Mitch shook his head
dubiously. He wasn’t going to give either of them any breaks: a real hard case.
“Change usually occurs at the edge of a population, where resources are scarce
and competition is tough. Not in the center, where everything’s cushy.”
“There are no ‘edges,’ no boundaries for
humans anymore,” Kaye said. “We cover the planet. But we’re under stress all
the time just to keep up with the Joneses.”
“There’s always war,” Dicken said,
suddenly thoughtful. “The early Herod’s outbreaks might have occurred just
after World War II. Stress of a social cataclysm, society going horribly wrong.
Humans must change or else.”
“Says who? Says what?” Mitch asked,
slapping his hip with his hand.
“Our species-level biological computer,”
Kaye said.
“There we go again—a computer network,”
Mitch said dubiously.
“THE MIGHTY WIZARD IN OUR GENES,” Kaye
intoned in a deep, fruity announcer’s voice. Then, marking the air with her
finger, “The Master of the Genome.”
Mitch grinned and jabbed his finger back
at her. “That’s what they’re going to say, and then they’ll laugh us out of
town.”
“Out of the whole damned zoo,” Dicken
said.
“That’ll cause stress,” Kaye said primly.
“Focus, focus,” Dicken insisted.
“Screw that,” Kaye said. “Let’s go back to
the hotel and open the next bottle.” She swung her arms out and pirouetted.
Damn, she thought. I’m showing off. Hey, guys, I’m available, look at me.
“Only as a reward,” Dicken said. “We’ll
have to take a cab if the bus is gone. Kaye...what’s wrong with the center?
What’s wrong with being in the middle of the human population?”
She dropped her arms. “Every year more and
more people...” She stopped herself and her expression hardened. “The
competition is so intense.” Saul’s face. Bad Saul, losing and not accepting it,
and good Saul, enthusiastic as a child, but still painted with that indelible
marker that said, You ‘re going to lose. There are tougher, smarter wolves
than you.
The two men waited for her to finish.
They walked toward the gate. Kaye wiped
her eyes quickly and said, in as steady a voice as she could manage, “Used to
be one or two or three people would come up with a brilliant, world-shaking
idea or invention.” Her voice grew stronger; now she felt resentment and even
anger, on behalf of Saul. “Darwin and Wallace. Einstein. Now, there’s a hundred
geniuses for every challenge, a thousand people competing to topple the castle
walls. If it’s that bad in the sciences, up in the stratosphere, what’s it like
down in the trenches? Endless nasty competition. Too much to learn. Too much
bandwidth crowding the channels of communication. We can’t listen fast enough.
We’re left standing on our tiptoes all the time.”
“How is that any different from fighting a
cave bear or a mammoth?” Mitch asked. “Or from watching your kids die
ofplague?”
“They result in different sorts of stress,
affecting different chemicals, maybe. We’ve long since given up on growing new
claws or fangs. We’re social. All our major changes are pointed in the
direction of communication and social adaptation.”
“Too much change,” Mitch said
thoughtfully. “Everyone hates it, but we have to compete or we end up out on the
streets.”
They stood in front of the gate and
listened to the crickets.
Back in the zoo, a macaw squawked. The sound carried all over
Balboa Park.
“Diversity,” Kaye murmured. “Too much
stress could be a sign of impending catastrophe. The twentieth century has been
one long, frenetic, extended catastrophe. Let loose with a major change,
something stored up in the genome, before the human race fails.”
“Not a disease, but an upgrade,” Mitch
said.
Kaye looked at him again with the same
brief chill. “Precisely,” she said. “Everyone travels everywhere in just hours
or days. What gets triggered in a neighborhood is suddenly spread all over the
world. The Wizard is overwhelmed with signals.” She stretched out her arms
again, more restrained, but hardly sober. She knew Mitch was looking at her,
and Dicken was watching them both.
Dicken peered up the drive beside the
broad zoo parking lot, trying to find a cab. He saw one making a U-turn several
hundred feet away and thrust out his hand. The cab pulled up at the loading
zone.
They climbed in. Dicken took the front
seat. As they drove, he turned to say, “All right, so some stretch of DNA in
our genome is patiently building up a model of the next type of human. Where is
it getting its ideas, its suggestions? Who’s whispering, ‘Longer legs, bigger
brain case, brown eyes are best this year?’ Who’s telling us what’s handsome
and what’s ugly?”
Kaye spoke rapidly. “The chromosomes use a
biological grammar, built into the DNA, a kind of high-level species blueprint.
The Wizard knows what it can say that will make sense for an organism’s
phenotype. The Wizard includes a genetic editor, a grammar checker. It stops
most nonsense mutations before they ever get included.”
“We’re off into the wild blue yonder
here,” Mitch said, “and they’ll shoot us down in the first minute of any
dogfight.” He whipped his hands through the air like two airplanes, making the
cabby nervous, then dramatically plunged his left hand into his knee, crumpling
his fingers. “Scrunch,” he said.
The cabby regarded them curiously. “You
folks biologists?” he asked.
“Grad students in the university of life,”
Dicken said.
“Got ya,” the cabby said solemnly.
“Now we’ve earned this.” Dicken took the
third bottle of wine from the bag and pulled out his Swiss Army knife.
“Hey, not in the cab,” the cabby said
sternly. “Not unless I go off duty and you share.”
They laughed. “In the hotel, then,” Dicken
said.
“I’ll be drunk,” Kaye said, and shook her
hair down around her eyes.
“We’ll have an orgy,” Dicken said, and
then flushed bright pink. “An intellectual orgy,” he added sheepishly.
“I’m worn out,” Mitch said. “Kaye’s got
laryngitis.”
She gave a small squeak and grinned.
The cab pulled up in front of the Serrano
Hotel, just southwest of the convention center, and let them out.
“My treat,” Dicken said. He paid the fare.
“Like the wine.”
“All right,” Mitch said. “Thanks.”
“We need some sort of conclusion,” Kaye
said. “A prediction.”
Mitch yawned and stretched. “Sorry. Can’t
think another thought.”
Kaye watched him through her bangs: the
slim hips, the jeans tight around his thighs, the square rugged face with its
single line of eyebrow. Not beautifully handsome, but she heard her own
chemistry, a low breathy singing in her loins, and it cared little about that.
The first sign of the end of winter.
“I’m serious,” she said. “Christopher?”
“It’s obvious, isn’t it?” Dicken said.
“We’re saying the interim daughters are not diseased, they’re a stage of
development we’ve never seen before.”
“And what does that mean?” Kaye asked.
“It means the second-stage babies will be
healthy, viable. And different, maybe just a little,” Dicken said.
“That would be amazing,” Kaye said. “What
else?”
“Enough, please. We can’t possibly finish
it tonight,” Mitch said.
“Pity,” Kaye said.
Mitch smiled down on her. Kaye offered him
her hand and they shook. Mitch’s palm was dry as leather and rough with
calluses from long years of digging. His nostrils dilated as he was near her,
and she could have sworn she saw his irises grow large, as well.
Dicken’s face was still pink. He slurred
his words slightly. “We don’t have a game plan,” he said. “If there’s going to
be a report, we have to get all our evidence together—and I mean all of it.”
“Count on it,” Mitch said. “You have my
number.”
“I don’t,” Kaye said.
“Christopher will give it to you,” Mitch
said. “I’ll be around for a few more days. Let me know when you’re available.”
“We will,” Dicken said.
“We’ll call,” Kaye said as she and Dicken
walked toward the glass doors.
“Interesting fellow,” Dicken said on the
elevator.
Kaye agreed with a small nod. Dicken was
watching her with some concern.
“Seems bright,” he continued. “How in the
world did he get in so much trouble?”
In her room, Kaye took a hot shower and
crawled into bed, exhausted and more than a little drunk. Her body was happy.
She twisted the sheets and blanket around her head and rolled on her side, and
almost immediately, she was asleep.
44
San Diego, California
Kaye had just finished washing her face,
whistling through the dripping water, when her room phone rang. She dabbed her
face dry and answered it.
“Kaye? This is Mitch.”
“I remember you,” she said lightly, she
hoped not too lightly.
“I’m flying north tomorrow. Hoped you
might have some time this morning to get together.”
She had been so busy giving talks and
serving on panels at the conference that there had been little time to even
think about the evening at the zoo. Each night, she had fallen into bed,
completely exhausted. Judith Kushner had been right; Marge Cross was absorbing
every second of her life.
“That would be good,” she said cautiously.
He was not mentioning Christopher. “Where?”
“I’m at the Holiday Inn. There’s a nice
little coffee shop in the Serrano. I could walk over and meet you there.”
“I’ve got an hour before I have to be
somewhere,” Kaye said. “Downstairs in ten minutes?”
“I’ll jog,” Mitch said. “See you in the
lobby.”
She laid out her clothes for the day—a
trim blue linen suit from the ever-tasteful Marge Cross collection—and was
considering whether to block a small sinus headache with a couple of Tylenol
when she heard muted yelling through the double-pane window. She ignored it for
a moment and reached to the bed to flip a page on the convention program. As
she carried the program to the table and fumbled for the badge in her purse,
she grew tired of her tuneless whistling. She walked around the bed again to
pick up the TV remote and pushed the power button.
The small hotel TV made the necessary
background noise. Commercials for tampons, hair restorer. Her mind was full of
other things; the closing ceremonies, her appearance on the podium with Marge
Cross and Mark Augustine.
Mitch.
As she looked for a good pair of nylons,
she heard the woman say, “...first full-term infant. To bring all our listeners
up to date, this morning, an unidentified woman in Mexico City gave birth to
the first scientifically recognized second-stage Herod’s baby. Reporting live
from—”
Kaye flinched at the sound of metal
crunching, glass breaking. She pulled back the window’s gauze curtain and looked
north. West Harbor Drive outside the Serrano and the convention center was
covered by a thick shag of people, a packed and streaming mass flowing over
curbs and lawns and plazas, absorbing cars, hotel vans, shuttle buses. The
sound they made was extraordinary, even through the double panes of glass: a
low, grinding roar, like an earthquake. White squares flopped about over the
mass, green ribbons flexed and rippled: placards and banners. From this angle,
ten floors up, she could not read the messages.
“—Apparently born dead,” the TV announcer
continued. “We’re trying to get an update from—”
Her phone rang again. She pulled the
receiver from its cradle and stretched the cord to reach the window. She could
not stop watching the living river below her window. She saw cars being rocked,
flipped on their backs as the crowd surged, heard more sounds of glass
breaking.
“Ms. Lang, this is StanThorne, Marge
Cross’s chief of security. We want you up here on the twentieth, in the
penthouse.”
The writhing mass below cheered with one
animal voice.
“Take the express elevator,” Thorne said. “If that’s blocked, take
the stairs. Just get up here now.”
“I’ll be right there,” she said.
She put on her shoes.
“This morning, in Mexico City—”
Even before she boarded the elevator, the
bottom seemed to fall out of Kaye’s stomach.
Mitch stood across the street from the
convention center, shoulders hunched, hands in pockets, trying to look as
unin-volved and anonymous as possible.
The crowd sought out scientists, official
representatives, anyone involved in the convention, flowing toward them, waving
signs, shouting at them.
He had removed the badge Dicken had
provided him, and with his faded denims, suntanned face, and windblown, sandy
hair, did not at all resemble the hapless pasty-skinned scientists and
pharmaceutical representatives.
The demonstrators were mostly women, all
colors, all sizes, but nearly all young, between the ages of eighteen and
forty. They seemed to have lost all sense of discipline. Anger was quickly
taking over.
Mitch was terrified, but for the moment,
the crowd was moving south, and he was free. He walked with quick, stiff steps
away from Harbor Drive and ran down a parking ramp, jumped a wall, and found
himself in a planter strip between high-rise hotels.
Out of breath, more from alarm than
exertion—he had always hated crowds—he trudged through the ice plant, climbed
another wall, and lowered himself onto the concrete floor of a parking garage.
A few women with stunned expressions ran awkwardly to their cars. One of them
carried a drooping and battered placard. Mitch read the words as they swept by:
OUR DESTINY OUR BODIES.
The aching sound of sirens echoed through
the garage. Mitch pushed through a door to the elevator cubicle just as three
uniformed security guards came thumping down the stairs. They rounded the
corner, guns drawn, and glared at him.
Mitch held up his hands and hoped he
looked innocent. They swore and locked the double glass doors. “Get up there!”
one shouted at him.
He climbed the stairs with the guards
close behind.
From the lobby, looking out upon West
Harbor Drive, he saw small riot trucks skirt the crowd, pushing slowly and
steadily into the women. The women cried out in chorus, compressed and angry
voices like a crashing wave. Water cannons twisted on top of a truck like
antennae on a bug’s head.
The lobby’s glass doors opened and closed
as guests waggled keys at staff and were allowed in. Mitch walked to the middle
of the lobby, standing in an atrium, feeling the air from outside brush past. A
sharp tang caught his attention: odors of fear and rage and something else,
acrid, like dog piss on a hot sidewalk.
It made his hair stand on end.
The smell of the mob.
Dicken met Kaye on the penthouse floor. A
man in a dark blue suit held open the door to the penthouse level and checked
their badges. Tiny voices chattered in his earplug.
“They’re already in the lobby downstairs,”
Dicken told her. “They’re going nuts out there.”
“Why? “ Kaye asked, baffled.
“Mexico City,” Dicken said.
“But why riot?”
“Where’s Kaye Lang?” a man shouted.
“Here!” Kaye held up her hand.
They pushed through a line of confused and
chattering men and women. Kaye saw a woman in a swimsuit laughing, shaking her
head, clutching a large white terry cloth towel. A man in a hotel bathrobe sat
in a chair with his legs drawn up, eyes wild. Behind them, the guard yelled,
“Is she the last one?”
“Check,” another answered. Kaye had never known there were so many
of Marge’s security people in the hotel—she guessed twenty. Some wore sidearms.
Then she heard Cross’s high-pitched
bellow.
“For Christ’s sake, it’s just a bunch of
women! Just a bunch of frightened women!”
Dicken took Kaye’s arm. Cross’s personal
secretary, Bob Cavanaugh, a slender man of thirty-five or forty with thinning
blond hair, grabbed both of them and ushered them through the last cordon into
Cross’s bedroom. She was sprawled across a king-size bed, still in her silk
pajamas, watching closed circuit television. Cavanaugh draped a fringed cotton
wrap over her shoulders. The view on the screen swayed back and forth. Kaye
guessed the camera was on the third or fourth floor.
Riot control vehicles sprayed selective
shots from water cannons and forced the mass of women farther down the street,
away from the convention center entrance. “They’re mowing ‘em down!” Cross
shouted angrily.
“They trashed the convention floor,” the
secretary said.
“We never expected this kind of reaction,”
Stan Thorne said, thick arms folded across a substantial belly.
“No,” Cross said, her voice like a low
flute. “And why in hell not? I always said it was a gut issue. Well, here’s the
gut response! It’s a goddamned disaster!”
“They didn’t even present their demands,”
said a slender woman in a green suit.
“What in hell do they hope to accomplish?”
someone else said, not visible to Kaye.
“Dropping a big fat message on our
doorstep,” Cross grumbled. “Something’s kicked the body politic in the groin.
They want fast, fast relief, and screw the process.”
“This could be just what we needed,” said
a small, thin man whom Kaye recognized: Lewis Jansen, the marketing director
for Americol’s pharmaceutical division.
“The hell you say.” Cross cried out, “Kaye
Lang, I want you!”
“Here,” Kaye said, stepping forward.
“Good! Frank, Sandra, get Kaye on the tube
as soon as they clear the streets. Who’s the talent here?”
An older woman in a bathrobe, carrying an
aluminum briefcase, named from memory the local television commentators and
affiliates.
“Lewis, have your folks work up some
talking points.”
“My folks are at another hotel.”
“Then call them! Tell the people we’re
working as fast as we can, don’t want to move too fast on a vaccine or we’ll
harm folks—shit, tell them all the stuff we were saying down on the convention
floor. When in hell will people ever learn to sit back and listen? Are the
phones out of order?”
Kaye wondered whether Mitch had been
caught in the riot, if he was okay.
Mark Augustine entered the bedroom. It was
getting crowded. The air was thick and hot. Augustine nodded to Dicken, smiled
genially at Kaye. He seemed cool and collected, but there was something about
his eyes that betrayed this camouflage.
“Good!” Cross roared. “The gang’s all
here. Mark, what’s up?”
“Richard Bragg was shot to death in
Berkeley two hours ago,” Augustine said. “He was out walking his dog.”
Augustine tilted his head to one side and drew his lips together into a wry
expression for Kaye’s benefit.
“Bragg?” someone asked.
“The patent asshole,” another answered.
Cross stood up from the bed. “Related to
the news about the baby?” she asked Augustine.
“You might think so,” Augustine said.
“Somebody at the hospital in Mexico City leaked the news. La Prensa reported
the baby was severely malformed. It was on every channel by six A.M.”
Kaye turned to Dicken. “Born dead,” he
said.
Augustine pointed to the window. “That
might explain the mob. This was supposed to be a peaceful demonstration.”
“Let’s get to it, then,” Cross said,
subdued. “We have work to do.”
Dicken looked downcast as they walked to
the elevator. He spoke in an undertone to Kaye. “Let’s forget the zoo,” he
said.
“The discussion?”
“It was premature,” he said. “Now is no
time to stick our necks out.”
Mitch walked along the littered street,
boots crunching through shards of glass. Police barricades marked by yellow
ribbon closed off the convention center and the front entrances of three
hotels. Overturned cars were wrapped in yellow ribbon like presents. Signs and
banners littered the asphalt and sidewalks. The air still smelled of tear gas
and smoke. Police in skintight dark green pants and khaki shirts and National
Guard troops in camouflage stood with folded arms along the street while city
officials disembarked from vans and were led off to tour the damage. The police
watched the few unofficial bystanders through dark glasses, silently
challenging.
Mitch had tried to get back to his hotel
room at the Holiday Inn and had been turned away by unhappy clerks working with
the police. His luggage—one bag—was still in his room, but he had the satchel
with him, and that was all he really cared about. He had left messages for Kaye
and Dicken, but there was no fixed place for them to return his calls.
The convention appeared to be finished.
Cars were being released from hotel garages by the dozens, and long lines of
taxis waited a few blocks south for passengers dragging wheeled suitcases.
Mitch could not pin down how he felt about
all this. Anger, jerks of adrenaline, a bitter surge of animal exultation at
the damage—typical residues of being so near mob violence. Shame, the single
thin coating of social veneer; after hearing about the dead baby, guilt at
perhaps being so wrong. In the middle of these flashing emotions, Mitch felt
most acutely a wretched sense of displacement. Loneliness.
After this morning and afternoon, what he
regretted most was missing his breakfast with Kaye Lang.
She had smelled so good to him in the
night air. No perfume, hair freshly washed, richness of skin, breath smelling
of wine, but flowery and hardly offensive. Her eyes a little drowsy, her
parting warm and tired.
He could picture himself lying next to her
on the bed in her hotel room with a clarity more like memory than imagination. Forward
memory.
He reached into his jacket pocket for his
airline tickets, which he always carried with him.
Dicken and Kaye made up a lifeline, an
extended purpose in his life. Somehow, he doubted Dicken would encourage that
continued connection. Not that he disliked Dicken; the virus hunter seemed
straightforward and very sharp. Mitch would like to work with him and get to
know him better. However, Mitch could not picture that at all. Call it
instinct, more forward memory.
Rivalry.
He sat on a low concrete wall across from
the Serrano, gripping his satchel in two broad hands. He tried to summon the
patience he had used to stay sane on long and laborious digs with contentious
postdocs.
With a start, he saw a woman in a blue
suit coming out of the Serrano lobby. The woman stood for a moment in the
shade, speaking with two doormen and a police officer. It was Kaye. Mitch
walked slowly across the street, around a Toyota with all its windows smashed.
Kaye saw him and waved.
They met on the plaza in front of the
hotel. Kaye had circles under her eyes.
“It’s been awful,” she said.
“I was out here, I saw it,” Mitch said.
“We’re going into high gear. I’m doing
some TV interviews, then we’re flying back East, to Washington. There has to be
an investigation.”
“This was all about the first baby?”
Kaye nodded. “We got some details an hour
ago. NIH was tracking a woman who got Herod’s flu last year. She aborted an
interim daughter, got pregnant a month later. She gave birth a month premature
and the baby is dead. Severe defects. Cyclopia, apparently.”
“God,” Mitch said.
“Augustine and Cross...well, I can’t talk
about that. But it looks as if we’re going to have to rework all the plans,
maybe even conduct human tests on an accelerated schedule. Congress is
screaming bloody murder, pointing fingers everywhere. It’s a mess, Mitch.”
“I see. What can we do?”
“We?” Kaye shook her head. “What we talked
about at the zoo just doesn’t make sense now.”
“Why not?” Mitch asked, swallowing.
“Dicken has done a turnabout,” Kaye said.
“What kind of turnabout?”
“He feels miserable. He thinks we’ve been
completely wrong.”
Mitch cocked his head to one side,
frowning. “I don’t see that.”
“It’s more politics than science, maybe,”
Kaye said.
“Then what about the science? Are we going
to let one premature birth, one defective baby—”
“Steamroll us?” Kaye finished for him.
“Probably. I don’t know.” She looked up and down the drive.
“Are any other full-term babies due?”
Mitch asked.
“Not for several months,” Kaye said. “Most
of the parents have been choosing abortion.”
“I didn’t know that.”
“It’s not been talked about much. The
agencies involved aren’t releasing names. There’d be a lot of opposition, you
can imagine.”
“How do you feel about it?”
Kaye touched her heart, then her stomach.
“Like a punch in the gut. I need time to think things over, do some more work.
I asked him, but Dicken never gave me your phone number.”
Mitch smiled knowingly.
“What?” Kaye asked, a little irritated.
“Nothing.”
“Here’s my home number in Baltimore,” she
said, handing him a card. “Call me in a couple of days.”
She put her hand on his shoulder and
squeezed gently, then turned and walked back into the hotel. Over her shoulder,
she shouted, “I mean it! Call.”
45
The National Institutes of Health,
Bethesda
Kaye was hustled out of the Baltimore
airport in a nondescript brown Pontiac lacking government license plates. She
had just spent three hours in TV studios and six hours on the plane and her
skin felt as if it had been varnished.
Two Secret Service agents sat in polite
silence, one in front and one in back. Kaye sat in the back. Between Kaye and
the agent sat Farrah Tighe, her newly assigned aide. Tighe was a few years
younger than Kaye, with pulled-back blond hair, a pleasant broad face,
brilliant blue eyes, and broad hips that challenged her companions in these
tight quarters.
“We have four hours before you meet with
Mark Augustine,” Tighe said.
Kaye nodded. Her mind was not in the car.
“You requested a meeting with two of the
NIH mothers-in-residence. I’m not sure we can fit that in today.”
“Fit it in,” Kaye said forcefully, and
then added, “Please.”
Tighe looked at her solemnly.
“Take me to the clinic before we do
anything else.”
“We have two TV interviews—”
“Skip them,” Kaye said. “I want to talk
with Mrs. Hamilton.”
Kaye walked through the long corridors
from the parking lot to the elevators of Building 10.
On the drive from the airport to the NIH
campus, Tighe had briefed her on the events of the past day. Richard Bragg had
been shot seven times in the torso and head while leaving his house in Berkeley
and had been declared dead at the scene. Two suspects had been arrested, both
male, both husbands of women carrying first-stage Herod’s babies. The men had
been captured a few blocks away, drunk, their car packed with empty cans of
beer.
The Secret Service, on orders from the
president, had been assigned to protect key members of the Taskforce.
The mother of the first full-term,
second-stage infant born in North America, known as Mrs. C., was still in a
hospital in Mexico City. She had emigrated to Mexico from Lithuania in 1996;
she had worked for a relief agency in Azerbaijan between 1990 and 1993. She was
currently being treated for shock and what the first medical reports described
as an acute case of seborrhea on her face.
The dead infant was being shipped from
Mexico City to Atlanta and would arrive tomorrow morning.
Luella Hamilton had just finished a light
lunch and was sitting in a chair by the window, looking out over a small garden
and the windowless corner of another building. She shared a room with another
mother who was down the hall in an examination room. There were now eight mothers
in the Task-force study.
“I lost my baby,” Mrs. Hamilton told Kaye
as she walked in. Kaye stepped around the bed and hugged her. She returned
Kaye’s embrace with strong hands and arms and a little moan.
Tighe stood with arms folded near the
door. “She just slipped out one night.” Mrs. Hamilton held her eyes steady on
Kaye’s. “I hardly felt her. My legs were wet. Just a little blood. They had a
monitor on my stomach and the little alarm started to beep. I woke up and the
nurses were there and they put up a tent. They didn’t show her to me. A
minister came in, Reverend Ackerley, from my church, she was right there for
me, wasn’t that nice?” “I’m so sorry,” Kaye said.
“The reverend told me about that other
woman, in Mexico, with her second baby...”
Kaye shook her head in sympathy. “I am so
scared, Kaye.”
“I’m sorry I wasn’t here. I was in San
Diego and I didn’t know you had rejected.”
“Well, it’s not like you’re my doctor, is
it?” “I’ve been thinking about you a lot. And the others.” Kaye smiled. “But
mostly you.”
“Yeah, well, I’m a strong black woman, and
we make an impression.” Mrs. Hamilton did not smile as she said this. Her
expression was drawn, her skin verging on olive. “I talked to my husband on the
telephone. He’s coming by today and we’ll see each other, but we’ll be
separated by glass. They told me they’d let me go after the baby was born. But
now they say they want to keep me here. They tell me I’m going to be pregnant
again. They know it’s coming. My own little baby Jesus. How can the world get along
with millions of little baby Jesuses?” She started to cry. “I haven’t been with
my husband or anyone else! I swear!”
Kaye held her hand tightly. “This is so
difficult,” she said. “I want to help, but my family, they’re having a hard
time.
My
husband is half crazy, Kaye. They could run this damned railroad so much
better.” She stared out the window, held on to Kaye’s hand tightly, then waved
it gently back and forth, as if listening to some inner music. “You’ve had some
time to think. Tell me what’s happening?”
Kaye fixed her eyes on Mrs. Hamilton and
tried to think of something to say. “We’re still trying to figure that out,”
she finally managed. “It’s a challenge.”
“From God?” Mrs. Hamilton asked.
“From inside,” Kaye said.
“If it’s from God, all the little Jesuses
are going to die except one, then,” Mrs. Hamilton said. “That’s not good odds
for me.”
“I hate myself,” Kaye said as Tighe
escorted her to Dr. Lipton’s office.
“Why?” Tighe said.
“I wasn’t here.”
“You can’t be everywhere.”
Lipton was in a meeting, but interrupted
it long enough to talk with Kaye. They went to a side office filled with filing
cabinets and a computer.
“We did scans last night and checked out
her hormone levels. She was almost hysterical. The miscarriage didn’t hurt much
if at all. I think she wanted it to hurt more. She had a classic Herod’s
fetus.”
Lipton held up a series of photographs.
“If this is a disease, it’s a damned organized disease,” she said. “The
pseudo-placenta is not very different from a normal placenta, except that it’s
much reduced. The amnion is something else, however.” Lipton pointed to a
process curled on one side of the shrunken shriveled amnion, which had been
expelled with the placenta. “I don’t know what you’d call it, unless it’s a
little fallopian tube.”
“And the other women in the study?”
“Two should reject within a few days, the
rest over the next two weeks. I’ve brought in ministers, a rabbi,
psychiatrists, even their friends—as long as they’re female. The mothers are
deeply unhappy. No surprises there. But they’ve agreed to stay with the
program.”
“No male contact?”
“Not from any male past puberty,” Lipton
said. “By order of Mark Augustine, co-signed by Frank Shawbeck. Some of the
families are sick of this treatment. I don’t blame them.”
“Any rich women staying here?” Kaye asked,
deadpan.
“No,” Lipton said. She chuckled
humorlessly. “Need you even ask?”
“Are you married, Dr. Lipton?” Kaye said.
“Divorced six months ago. And you?”
“A widow,” Kaye said.
“We’re the lucky ones, then,” Lipton said.
Tighe tapped her watch. Lipton glanced
between them. “Sorry to be keeping you,” the doctor said sharply. “My people
are waiting, too.”
Kaye held up the photographs of the
pseudo-placenta and amniotic sac. “What do you mean when you say this is a
terribly organized disease?”
Lipton leaned on the top of a filing
cabinet. “I’ve dealt with rumors and lesions and buboes and warts and all the
other little horrors diseases can build in our bodies. There’s organization, to
be sure. Rearranging the blood flow, subverting cells. Sucking greed. But this
amniotic sac is a highly specialized organ, different from any I’ve ever
studied.”
“It’s not a product of disease, in your
opinion?”
“I didn’t say that. The results are
distortion, pain, suffering, and miscarriage. The infant in Mexico...” Lipton
shook her head. “I won’t waste my time by characterizing this as anything else.
It’s a new disease, a hideously inventive one, that’s all.”
46
Atlanta
Dicken climbed the gentle slope from the
parking garage on Clifton Way, glancing up with a squint at clear skies with
low fat-bellied puffs of cloud. He hoped the fresh cool air would clear his
head.
Dicken had returned to Atlanta the night
before and bought a bottle of Jack Daniels and holed up in his house, drinking
until four in the morning. Walking from the living room to the bathroom, he had
stumbled over a pile of textbooks, slammed his shoulder against a wall, and
fallen to the floor. His shoulder and leg were bruised and sore, and his back
felt as if he had been kicked, but he could walk and he was pretty sure he did
not have to go to the hospital.
Still, his arm hung half-bent, and his
face was ashen. His head hurt from the whiskey. His stomach hurt from not
eating breakfast. And in his soul he felt like shit, confused and angry at just
about everything, but mainly angry at himself.
The memory of the intellectual jam session
at the San Diego Zoo felt like a burning brand. The presence of Mitch Rafelson,
a loose cannon, saying little substantive but still seeming to guide the conversation,
at once challenging their sophomoric theories and spurring them on; Kaye Lang,
lovelier than he had ever seen her before, almost radiant, with her patented
look of puzzled concentration and no goddamned interest in Dicken beyond the
professional.
Rafelson clearly outclassed him. Once
again, after having spent his entire adult life braving the worst that Earth
could throw at a human male, he was coming up short in the eyes of a woman he
thought he might care for.
And what the hell did it matter? What did
his masculine ego, his sex life, matter in the face of Herod’s?
Dicken came around the corner onto Clifton
Road and stopped, confused for a moment. The attendant at the garage booth had
mentioned something about picketing, but had given no hint of the scale.
Demonstrators filled the street from the
small plaza and tree planter fronting the redbrick entrance of Building 1 to
the American Cancer Society headquarters and the Emory Hotel across Clifton
Road. Some were standing in the beds of purple azaleas; they had left a path
open to the main entrance but blocked the visitor center and the cafeteria.
Dozens sat around the pillar that held the bust of Hygeia, their eyes closed,
swaying gently from side to side as if in silent prayer.
Dicken estimated there were two thousand
men, women, and children, in vigil, waiting for something; salvation or word at
least that the world was not about to end. Many of the women and more than a
few of the men still wore masks, colored orange or purple, guaranteed by half a
dozen fly-by-night manufacturers to kill all viruses, including SHEVA.
The organizers of the vigil—it was not
called a protest— walked among their people with water coolers and paper cups,
leaflets, advice, and instructions, but those holding the vigil never spoke.
Dicken walked to the entrance of Building
1, through the crowd, attracted to them despite his sense of the danger in the
situation. He wanted to see what the troops were thinking and feeling—the
people on the front line.
Cameramen moved around and through the
crowds slowly, or more deliberately along the pathways, cameras held at waist
level to capture the immediacy, then being lifted to shoulders for the
panorama, the scale.
* * *
“Jesus, what happened?” Jane Salter asked as Dicken passed her in
the long hall to his office. She carried a briefcase and an armload of files in
green folders.
“Just an accident,” Dicken said. “I fell.
Did you see what’s going on outside?”
“I saw,” Salter said. “Creeps me out.” She
followed him and stood in the open door. Dicken glanced over his shoulder at
her, then pulled out the old rolling chair and sat down, his face like a
disappointed little boy’s.
“Down about Mrs. C.?” Salter asked. She
pushed back a wisp of brown hair with the corner of a folder. The wisp fell
back and she ignored it.
“I suppose,” Dicken said.
Salter bent to set down the briefcase,
then stepped forward and laid the files on his desk. “Tom Scarry has the baby,”
she said. “It was autopsied in Mexico City. I guess they did a thorough job.
He’ll do it all over again, just to be sure.”
“Have you seen it?” Dicken asked.
“Just a video feed when they took it from
the ice chest in Building 15.”
“Monster?”
“Major,” Salter said. “A real mess.”
“For whom the bell tolls,” Dicken said.
“I’ve never figured out your position on
this, Christopher,” Salter said, leaning against the door jamb. “You seem
surprised that this is a really nasty disease. We knew that going in, didn’t
we?”
Dicken shook his head. “I’ve chased
diseases so long...this one seemed different.”
“What, more sympathetic?”
“Jane, I got drunk last night. I fell in
my house and cracked my shoulder. I feel like hell.”
“A bender? That sounds more appropriate to
a bad love life, not a misdiagnosis.”
Dicken made a sour face. “Where are you
going with all that?” he asked, and shoved his left forefinger at the files.
“I’m moving some stuff over to the new
receiving lab. They’ve got four more tables. We’re putting together personnel
and procedures for a round-the-clock autopsy mission, L3 conditions. Dr. Sharp
is in charge. I’m helping the group doing neural and epithelial analysis. I’ll
keep their records straight.”
“Keep me in the loop? If you find
something?”
“I don’t even know why you’re here,
Christopher. You flew way above us when you went with Augustine.”
“I miss the front lines. News always gets
here first.” He sighed. “I’m still a virus hunter, Jane. I came back to look
over some old papers. See if I forgot something crucial.”
Jane smiled. “Well, I did hear this
morning that Mrs. C had genital herpes. Somehow it got to little Baby C early
in its development. It was covered with lesions.”
Dicken looked up in surprise. “Herpes?
They didn’t tell us that before.”
“I told you it was a mess,” Jane said.
Herpes could change the whole
interpretation of what happened. How did the infant contract the genital herpes
while still protected in the womb? Herpes was usually passed from mother to
infant in the birth canal.
Dicken was severely distracted.
Dr. Denby passed by the office, smiled
briefly, then doubled back and peered through the open door. Denby was a
bacterial growth specialist, small and very bald, with a cherub’s face and a
natty plum shirt and red tie. “Jane? Did you know they’ve blocked the cafeteria
from outside? Hello, Christopher.”
“I heard. It’s impressive,” Jane said.
“Now they’re up to something else. Want to
go look?”
“Not if it’s violent,” Salter said with a
shudder.
“That’s what’s spooky. It’s peaceful and
absolutely silent! Like a drill team without the band.”
Dicken walked with them and took the
elevator and stairs to the front of the building. They followed other employees
and doctors to the lobby beside the public display of CDC history. Outside, the
crowd was milling in an orderly fashion. Leaders were using megaphones to shout
orders.
A security guard stood with his hands on
his hips, glaring at the crowd through the glass. “Will you look at that,” he
said.
“What?” Jane asked.
“They’re breaking up, boy-girl.
Segregating,” he said with a mystified look.
Banners stretched in plain view of the
lobby and the dozens of cameras arrayed outside. A breeze rippled one banner.
Dicken caught what it said in two sinuous flaps: VOLUNTEER. SEPARATE. SAVE A
CHILD.
Within a few minutes, the crowd had parted
before their leaders like the Red Sea before Moses, women and children on one
side, men on the other. The women looked grimly determined. The men looked
somber and shamefaced.
“Christ,” the guard muttered. “They’re
telling me to leave my wife?”
Dicken felt as if he were being whipsawed.
He returned to his office and called Bethesda. Augustine had not arrived yet.
Kaye Lang was visiting the Magnuson Clinical Center.
Augustine’s secretary added that
protesters were also on the NIH campus, several thousand of them. “Look on the
TV,” she said. “They’re marching all over the country.”
47
The National Institutes of Health,
Bethesda
Augustine drove around the campus on the
Old Georgetown Road to Lincoln Street and made his way to a temporary employee
parking lot near the Taskforce Center. The Taskforce had been assigned a new
building at the surgeon general’s request just two weeks before. The protesters
apparently did not know of this change, and were marching on the old
headquarters, and on Building 10.
Augustine walked quickly in the warming
sun to the ground floor entrance. NIH campus police and newly-hired private
security guards stood outside the building, talking in low voices. They were
eyeing knots of protesters a few hundred yards away.
“Don’t worry, Mr. Augustine,” the
building’s chief of security told him as he carded himself in through the main
entrance. “We’ve got the National Guard coming in this afternoon.”
“Oh, goodie.” Augustine drew in his chin
and punched the elevator button. In the new office, three assistants and his
personal secretary, Mrs. Florence Leighton, matronly and very efficient, were
trying to reestablish a network link with the rest of the campus.
“What’s wrong, sabotage?” Augustine asked,
a little savagely.
“No,” Mrs. Leighton said, handing him a
sheaf of printouts. “Stupidity. The server decided not to recognize us.”
Augustine slammed the door to his office,
pulled out his rolling chair, slapped the brief on the desktop. The phone
cheeped. He reached over to punch the button.
“Five minutes uninterrupted, please,
Florence, to put my thoughts in order?” he pleaded.
“It’s Kennealy for the vice president,
Mark,” Mrs. Leigh-ton said.
“Double goodie. Put him on.”
Tom Kennealy, the vice president’s chief
of technical communications—another new position, established the week before—was
first on the line, and asked Augustine if he had been told about the scale of
the protests.
“I’m seeing it through my window now,” he
replied.
“They’re at four hundred and seventy
hospitals at last count,” Kennealy said.
“God bless the Internet,” Augustine said.
“Four demonstrations have gotten out of hand—not including the
riot in San Diego. The vice president is very concerned, Mark.”
“Tell him I’m more than concerned. It’s
the worst news I could imagine—a dead full-term Herod’s baby.”
“What about the herpes angle?”
“Screw that. Herpes doesn’t infect an
infant until it’s born. They must not have taken any precautions in Mexico
City.”
“That’s not what we’re hearing. Maybe we
can offer some reassurance on this? If it is a diseased infant?”
“Quite clearly it is diseased, Tom. It’s
Herod’s we should be focusing on here.”
“All right. I’ve briefed the vice
president. He’s here now, Mark.”
The vice president came on the line.
Augustine composed his voice and greeted him calmly. The vice president told
him that the NIH was being afforded military security, high-security protected
status, as were the CDC and five Taskforce research centers around the country.
Augustine could visualize the result now—razor wire, police dogs, concussion
grenades, and tear gas. A fine atmosphere in which to conduct delicate
research.
“Mr. Vice President, don’t push them off
campus,” Augustine said. “Please. Let them stay and let them protest.”
“The president gave the order an hour ago.
Why change it?”
“Because it looks like they’re venting
steam. It’s not like San Diego. I want to meet with the leaders here on
campus.”
“Mark, you aren’t a trained negotiator,”
the VP argued.
“No, but I’d be a hell of a lot better
than a phalanx of troops in camouflage.”
“That’s the jurisdiction of the director
of NIH.”
“Who is negotiating, sir?”
“The director and chief of staff are
meeting with the protest leaders. We shouldn’t divide our effort or our voice,
Mark, so don’t even consider going out there to talk.”
“What if we have another dead baby, sir?
This one came at us out of nowhere—we only knew it was on its way six days ago.
We tried to send a team down to help, but the hospital refused.”
“They’ve sent you the body. That seems to
show a spirit of cooperation. From what Tom tells me, nobody could have saved
it.”
“No, but we could have known ahead of time
and coordinated our media release.”
“No division on this, Mark.”
“Sir, with all due respect, the
international bureaucracy is killing us. That’s why these protests are so
dangerous. We’ll be blamed whether we’re culpable or not—and frankly, I feel
pretty sick to my stomach right now. I can’t be responsible where I don’t have
input!”
“We’re soliciting your input now, Mark.”
The VP’s voice was measured.
“Sorry. I know that, sir. Our involvement
with Americol is causing all sorts of problems. Announcing the
vaccine...prematurely, in my opinion—”
“Tom shares that opinion, and so do I.”
What about the president? he thought. “I
appreciate that, but the cat is out of the bag. My people tell me there’s a
fifty-fifty chance the preclinical trials will fail. The ribozyme is
depressingly versatile. It seems to have an affinity for thirteen or fourteen
different messenger RNAs. So we stop SHEVA, but we end up with myelin
degradation...multiple sclerosis, for God’s sake!”
“Ms. Cross reports that they’ve refined it
and it’s more specific now. She personally assured me there was never any
chance of MS. That was just a rumor.”
“Which version is PDA going to let them
test, sir? The paperwork has to be refiled—”
“PDA is bending on this one.”
“I’d like to set up a separate evaluation
team. NIH has the people, we have the facilities.”
“There’s no time, Mark.”
Augustine closed his eyes and rubbed his
forehead. He could feel his face turning beet red. “I hope we draw a good hand,”
he said quietly. His heart was hammering.
“The president is announcing speedier
trials tonight,” the vice president said. “If the preclinical trials are
successful, we’ll go to human trials within a month.”
“I wouldn’t approve that.”
“Robert Jackson says they can do it. The
decision’s been made. It’s done.”
“Has the president talked to Frank about
this? Or the surgeon general?”
“They’re in constant touch.”
“Please have the president call me, too,
sir.” Augustine hated to be put in the position of having to ask, but a smarter
president would not have needed the reminder.
“I will, Mark. As for your
response...follow what the NIH brass says, no division, no separation,
understood?”
“I’m not a rogue, Mr. Vice President,”
Augustine said.
“Talk with you soon, Mark,” the VP said.
Kennealy came back on the line. He sounded
miffed. “Troops are being trucked in now, Mark. Hold on a second.” His hand
cupped over the receiver. “The VP is out of the room. Jesus, Mark, what did you
do, chew him out?”
“I asked him to have the president call
me,” Augustine said.
“That’s a hell of a note,” Kennealy said
coldly.
“Will someone please tell me if we learn
about another baby, out of the country?” Augustine said. “Or in? Could the
State Department please coordinate with my office on a daily basis? I hope I am
not treading water here, Tom!”
“Please don’t ever talk to the VP like
that again, Mark,” Kennealy said, and hung up.
Augustine pressed the call button.
“Florence, I need to write a cover letter and a memo. Is Dicken in town?
Where’s Lang?”
“Dr. Dicken is in Atlanta and Kaye Lang is
on campus. At the clinic, I believe. You’re supposed to meet with her in ten
minutes.”
Augustine opened his desk drawer and took
out a legal pad. On it he had sketched the thirty-one levels of command above
him, thirty between him and the president—a bit of an obsession with him. He
sharply slashed off five, then six, then worked his way up to ten names and
offices, tearing the paper. If worst came to worst, he thought that with a
little careful planning he could possibly eliminate ten of those levels, maybe
twenty.
But first he had to stick out his neck and
send them his report and a coverage memo, and make sure it was on everybody’s
desk before the shit was airborne.
Not that he would be sticking his neck out
very far. Before some White House lackey—maybe Kennealy, greasing for a
promotion—whispered in the president’s ear that Augustine was not a team
player, he strongly suspected there would be another incident.
A very bad incident.
48
The National Institutes of Health,
Bethesda
Burying herself in work was the only thing
Kaye could think of to do right now. Confusion blocked any other option. As she
left the clinic, walking briskly past the outdoor tables full of Vietnamese and
Korean vendors selling toiletries and knickknacks, she looked at the task list
in her daybook and ticked off the meetings and calls—Augustine first, then ten
minutes in Building 15 with Robert Jackson to ask about the ribozyme binding
sites, a cross-check with two NIH researchers in Buildings 5 and 6 helping her
in her search for additional SHEVA-like HERV; then to half a dozen other
researchers in her backup list to solicit their opinions—
She was halfway between the clinic and the
Taskforce center when her cell phone rang. She pulled it out of her purse.
“Kaye, this is Christopher.”
“I don’t have any time and I feel like
shit, Christopher,” she snapped. “Tell me something that will make me feel
good.”
“If it’s any consolation, I feel like
shit, too. I got drunk last night and there are demonstrators out front.”
“They’re here, too.”
“But listen to this, Kaye. We have Infant
C in pathology now. It was born at least a month premature.”
“It? It had a sex, didn’t it?”
“He. He’s riddled inside and out with
herpes lesions. He had no protection against herpes in the womb—SHEVA induces
some sort of opportunistic opening through the pla-cental barrier for herpes
virus.”
“So they’re in league—all out to cause
death and destruction. That’s cheerful.”
“No,” Dicken said. “I don’t want to talk
about it on the phone. I’m coming up to NIH tomorrow.”
“Give me something to go on, Christopher.
I don’t want another night like the last two.”
“Infant C might not have died if his
mother hadn’t contracted herpes. They may be separate issues, Kaye.”
Kaye closed her eyes, stood still on the
sidewalk. She looked around for Farrah Tighe; in her distraction, she had
apparently walked out without her, against instructions. No doubt Tighe was
frantically searching for her right now. “Even if they are, who will listen to
us now?”
“None of the eight women at the clinic
have any herpes or HIV I called Lipton and checked. They’re excellent test
cases.”
“They aren’t due for ten months,” Kaye
said. “If they follow the one-month rule.”
“I
know. But I’m sure we’ll find others. We need to talk again—seriously.”
“I’ll be in meetings all day, then at the
Americol labs in Baltimore tomorrow.”
“This evening, then. Or doesn’t the truth
mean much now?”
“Don’t lecture me about truth, damn it,”
Kaye said. She could see National Guard trucks moving in along Center Drive. So
far, the protesters had kept to the northern end; she could see their signs and
banners from where she stood beside a low grassy hill. She missed Dicken’s next
few words. She was fascinated by the distant crowds on the move.
“—I want to give your idea a fair chance,”
Dicken said. “The LPC carries no possible benefit for a simple virus— why use
it?”
“Because SHEVA’s a messenger,” Kaye said,
her voice soft, between dreamy and distracted. “It’s Darwin’s radio.”
“What?”
“You’ve seen the afterbirth from the
Herod’s first-stage fetuses, Christopher. Specialized amniotic sacs...Very
sophisticated. Not diseased.”
“Like I said, I want to work on this more.
Convince me, Kaye. God, if this Infant C is just a fluke!”
Three blunt little popping sounds came
from the north end of the campus, small, toylike. She heard the crowd let out a
startled moan, then a distant, high scream.
“I can’t talk, Christopher.” She shut the
phone with a plastic clack and ran. The crowd was about a quarter of a mile
away, breaking up, people pushing back and scattering along the roads, the
parking lots, the brick buildings. No more pops. She slowed to a walk for
several steps, considering the danger, then ran again. She had to know. Too
much uncertainty in her life. Too much hanging back and inaction, with Saul,
with everything and everybody.
Fifty feet from her she saw a stocky man
in a brown suit dash out of a building’s rear service door, arms and legs going
like windmills. His coat flapped up over a bulging white shirt and he looked
ridiculous, but he was quick as a bat out of hell and heading right for her.
For a moment she was alarmed and veered to
avoid him.
“Damn it, Dr. Lang,” he shouted. “Hold on
there! Stop!”
She slowed to a grudging walk, out of
breath. The man in the brown suit caught up with her and flashed a badge. He
was from the Secret Service and his name was Benson and that was all she
managed to catch before he closed the case and pocketed it again. “What in hell
are you doing? Where’s Tighe?” he asked her, his face beefy red, sweat pouring
down his pockmarked cheeks.
“They need help,” she said. “She’s back at
the—”
“That’s gunfire. You will stay right here
if I have to hold you down personally. Goddamn it, Tighe was not supposed to
let you out alone!”
At that moment, Tighe came running to
catch up with them. She was red-faced with anger. She and Benson exchanged
quick, harsh whispers, then Tighe positioned herself beside Kaye. Benson broke
into a speedy trot toward the broken clumps of protesters. Kaye continued
walking, but slower.
“Stop right here, Ms. Lang,” Tighe said.
“Somebody’s been shot!”
“Benson will take care of it!” Tighe
insisted, standing between her and the crowd.
Kaye peered over Tighe’s shoulders. Men
and women clutched their hands to their faces, crying. She saw dropped banners,
drooping signs. The crowd swirled in complete confusion.
National Guard soldiers in camouflage,
automatic rifles held at ready, took positions between brick buildings along
the closest road.
A campus police car drove over the lawn
and between two tall oak trees. She saw other men in suits, some talking on
cell phones, walkie-talkies.
Then she noticed the lone man in the
middle, arms held straight out as if he wanted to fly. Beside him, a motionless
woman sprawled on the grass. Benson and a campus security officer reached them
simultaneously. Benson kicked a dark object across the grass: a pistol. The
security officer pulled out his own pistol and aggressively pushed back the
flying man.
Benson knelt beside the woman, checked the
pulse at her neck, looked up, around, his face saying it all. Then he glared at
Kaye, mouthed emphatically, Get back.
“It wasn’t my baby,” the flying man
shouted. Skinny, white, short fuzzy blond hair, in his late twenties, he wore a
black T-shirt and black jeans slung low on his hips. He tossed his head back
and forth as if surrounded by flies. “She made me come here. She goddamn made
me. It wasn’t my baby!”
The flying man danced back from the guard,
jerking like a marionette. “I can’t take this shit anymore. NO MORE SHIT!”
Kaye stared at the injured woman. Even
from twenty yards she could see the blood staining her blouse around her
stomach, sightless eyes staring up with a blank kind of hope at the sky.
Kaye ignored Tighe, Benson, the flying
man, the troops, the security guards, the crowd.
All she could see was the woman.
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Cross entered the Americol executive
dining room on a pair of crutches. Her young male nurse pulled out a chair, and
Cross sat with a relieved puff of breath.
The room was empty but for Cross, Kaye, Laura Nilson, and Robert
Jackson.
“How’d it happen, Marge?” Jackson asked.
“Nobody shot me,” she piped cheerfully. “I
fell in the bathtub. I have always been my own worst enemy. I am a clumsy ox.
What do we have, Laura?”
Nilson, whom Kaye had not seen since the
disastrous vaccine press conference, wore a stylish but severe blue three-piece
suit. “The surprise of the week is RU-486,” she said. “Women are using it—a lot
of it. The French have come forward with a solution. We’ve spoken to them, but
they say they are tendering their offer directly to the WHO and to the
Taskforce, that their effort is humanitarian, and they aren’t interested in any
business liaisons.”
Marge ordered wine from the steward and
wiped her forehead with the napkin before spreading it on her lap. “How
generous of them,” she mused. “They’ll supply all the world needs, and no new
R&D costs. Does it work, Robert?”
Jackson took up a Palmbook and poked his
way through his notes with a stylus. “Taskforce has unconfirmed reports that
RU-486 aborts the second-stage implanted ovum. No word yet on first-stage. It’s
all anecdotal. Street research.”
Cross said, “Abortion drugs have never
been to my taste.” To the steward, she said, “I’ll have the Cobb salad, side of
vinaigrette, and a pot of coffee.”
Kaye ordered a club sandwich, though she
was not hungry in the least. She could feel thunderheads building—an unpleasant
personal awareness that she was in a very dangerous mood. She was still numb
from witnessing the shooting at NIH, two days before.
“Laura, you look unhappy,” Cross said,
with a glance at Kaye. She was going to save Kaye’s complaints for last.
“One earthquake after another,” Nilson
said. “At least I didn’t have to experience what Kaye did.”
“Horrible,” Cross agreed. “It’s a whole
barrel of worms. So, what kind of worms are they?”
“We’ve ordered our own polls. Psych
profiles, cultural profiles, across the board. I’m spending every penny you
gave me, Marge.”
“Insurance,” Cross said.
“Scary,” Jackson said simultaneously.
“Yes, well it might buy you another
Perkin-Elmer machine, that’s all,” Nilson said defensively. “Sixty percent of
married or involved males surveyed do not believe the news reports. They
believe it is necessary for the women to have sex to be pregnant a second time.
We’re coming up against a wall of resistance here, denial, even among the
women. Forty percent of married or otherwise involved women say they would
abort any Herod’s fetus.”
“That’s what they tell a pollster,” Cross
murmured.
“They’d certainly go for an easy out in
large numbers. RU-486 is tried and proven. It could become a household remedy
for the desperate.”
“It isn’t prevention,” Jackson said,
uneasy.
“Of those who wouldn’t use an abortion pill,
fully half believe the government is trying to force wholesale abortion on the
nation, maybe the world,” Nilson said. “Whoever chose the name ‘Herod’s’ has
really skewed the issue.”
“Augustine chose it,” Cross said.
“Marge, we’re heading for a major social
disaster: ignorance mixed with sex and dead babies. If large numbers of women
with SHEVA abstain from sex with their partners— and get pregnant anyway—then
our social science people say we’re going to see more domestic violence, as
well as a huge rise in abortions, even of normal pregnancies.”
“There are other possibilities,” Kaye
said. “I’ve seen the results.”
“Go ahead,” Cross encouraged.
“The 1990s cases in the Caucasus.
Massacres.”
“I’ve studied those, as well,” Nilson said
efficiently, flipping through her legal pad. “We don’t actually know much even
now. There was SHEVA in the local populations—”
Kaye interrupted. “It’s far more
complicated than any of us here can deal with,” she said, her voice cracking.
“We are not looking at a disease profile. We’re looking at lateral transmission
of genomic instructions leading to a transition phase.”
“Come again? I don’t understand,” Nilson
said.
“SHEVA is not an agent of disease.”
“Bullshit,” Jackson said in astonishment.
Marge waved her hand at him in warning.
“We keep building walls around this
subject. I can’t hold back anymore, Marge. The Taskforce has denied this
possibility from the very beginning.”
“I don’t know what’s being denied,” Cross
said. “In brief, Kaye.”
“We see a virus, even one that comes from
within our own genome, and we assume it’s a disease. We see everything in terms
of disease.”
“I’ve never known a virus that didn’t
cause problems, Kaye,” Jackson said, his eyes heavy-lidded. If he was trying to
warn her she was treading on thin ice, this time it wasn’t going to work.
“We keep seeing the truth but it doesn’t
fit into our primitive views on how nature works.”
“Primitive?” Jackson said. “Tell that to
smallpox.”
“If this had hit us thirty years from
now,” Kaye persisted, “maybe we’d be prepared—but we’re still acting like
ignorant children. Children who have never been told the facts of life.”
“What are we missing?” Cross asked
patiently.
Jackson drummed his fingers on the table.
“It’s been discussed.”
“What?” Cross asked.
“Not in any serious forum,” Kaye
countered.
“What, please?”
“Kaye is about to tell us that SHEVA is
part of a biological reshuffling. Transposons jumping around and affecting
phe-notype. It’s the buzz among the interns who’ve been reading Kaye’s papers.”
“Which means?”
Jackson grimaced. “Let me anticipate. If
we let the new babies be born, they’re all going to be big-headed super-humans.
Prodigies with blond hair and staring eyes and telepathic abilities. They’ll
kill us all and take over the Earth.”
Stunned, near tears, Kaye stared at
Jackson. He smiled half-apologetically, half in glee at having warded off any
possible debate. “It’s a waste of time,” he said. “And we don’t have any time
to waste.”
Nilson watched Kaye with cautious
sympathy. Marge lifted her head and glared at the ceiling. “Will someone please
tell me what I’ve just stepped into?”
“Pure bullshit,” Jackson said under his
breath, adjusting his napkin.
The steward brought them their food.
Nilson put her hand on Kaye’s. “Forgive
us, Kaye. Robert can be very forceful.”
“It’s my own confusion I’m dealing with,
not Robert’s defensive rudeness,” Kaye said. “Marge, I have been trained in the
precepts of modern biology. I’ve dealt with rigid interpretations of data, but
I’ve grown up in the middle of the most incredible ferment imaginable. Here’s
the solid foundation wall of modern biology, built brick by careful brick...”
She drew the wall with her outstretched hand. “And here’s a tidal wave called
genetics. We’re mapping the factory floor of the living cell. We’re discovering
that nature is not just surprising, but shockingly unorthodox. Nature doesn’t
give a damn what we think or what our paradigms are.”
“That’s all very well,” Jackson said, “but
science is how we organize our work and avoid wasting time.”
“Robert, this is a discussion,” Cross
said.
“I can’t apologize for what I feel in my
gut is true,” Kaye persisted. “I will lose everything rather than lie.”
“Admirable,” Jackson said. “
‘Nevertheless, it moves,’ is that it, dear Kaye?”
“Robert, don’t be an asshole,” Nilson
said.
“I am outnumbered, ladies,” Jackson said,
pushing back his chair in disgust. He draped his napkin over his plate but did
not leave. Instead, he folded his arms and cocked his head, as if
encouraging—or daring—Kaye to continue.
“We’re behaving like children who don’t even know how babies are
made,” Kaye said. “We’re witnessing a different kind of pregnancy. It isn’t
new—it’s happened many times before. It’s evolution, but it’s directed,
short-term, immediate, not gradual, and I have no idea what kind of children
will be produced,” Kaye said. “But they will not be monsters and they won’t eat
their parents.”
Jackson lifted his arm high like a boy in
a classroom. “If we’re in the hands of some fast-acting master craftsman, if
God is directing our evolution now, I’d say it’s time to hire some cosmic
lawyers. It’s malpractice of the lowest order. Infant C was a complete botch.”
“That was herpes,” Kaye said.
“Herpes doesn’t work that way,” Jackson
said. “You know that as well as I.”
“SHEVA makes fetuses particularly
susceptible to viral invasion. It’s an error, a natural error.”
“We have no evidence of that. Evidence,
Ms. Lang!”
“The CDC—” Kaye began.
“Infant C was a Herod’s second-stage
monstrosity with herpes added on, as a side dish,” Jackson said. “Really,
ladies, I’ve had it. We’re all tired. I for one am exhausted.” He stood, bowed
quickly, and stalked out of the dining room.
Marge picked through her salad with a
fork. “This sounds like a conceptual problem. I’ll call a meeting. We’ll listen
to your evidence, in detail,” she said. “And I’ll ask Robert to bring in his
own experts.”
“I don’t think there are many experts who
would openly support me,” Kaye said. “Certainly not now. The atmosphere is
charged.”
“This is all-important with regard to
public perception,” Nilson said thoughtfully.
“How?” Cross asked.
“If some group or creed or corporation
decides that Kaye is right, we’ll have to deal with that.”
Kaye suddenly felt very exposed, very
vulnerable.
Cross picked up a strip of cheese with her
fork and examined it. “If Herod’s isn’t a disease, I don’t know how we’d deal
with it. We’d be caught between a natural event and an ignorant and terrified
public. That makes for horrible politics and nightmarish business.”
Kaye’s mouth went dry. She had no answer
to that. It was true.
“If there are no experts who support you,”
Cross said thoughtfully, pushing the cheese into her mouth, “how do you make a
case?”
“I’ll present the evidence, the theory,”
Kaye said.
“By yourself?” Cross asked.
“I could probably find a few others.”
“How many?”
“Four or five.”
Cross ate for a few moments. “Jackson’s an
asshole, but he’s brilliant, he’s a recognized expert, and there are hundreds
who would agree with his point of view.”
“Thousands,” Kaye said, straining to keep
her voice steady. “Against just me and a few crackpots.”
Cross waggled a finger at Kaye. “You’re no
crackpot, dear. Laura, one of our companies developed a morning-after pill some
years ago.”
“That was in the nineties.”
“Why did we abandon it?”
“Politics and liability issues.”
“We had a name for it...what were we
calling it?”
“Some wag code-named it RU-Pentium,”
Nilson said.
“I recall that it tested well,” Marge
said. “We still have the formulae and samples, I assume.”
“I made an inquiry this afternoon,” Nilson
said. “We could bring it back and get production up to speed in a couple of
months.”
Kaye clutched the tablecloth where it
crossed her lap. She had once campaigned passionately for a woman’s right to
choose. Now, she could not work her way through the conflicting emotions.
“No reflection on Robert’s work,” Cross
said, “but there’s a better than fifty-fifty chance the trials on the vaccine
are going to fail. And that statement does not leave this room, ladies.”
“We’re still getting computer models
predicting MS as a side effect for the ribozyme component,” Kaye said. “Will
Americol recommend abortion as an alternative?”
“Not all on our lonesome,” Cross said.
“The essence of evolution is survival. Right now, we’re standing in the middle
of a minefield, and anything that clears a path, I’m certainly not going to
ignore.”
Dicken took the call in the equipment room
next to the main receiving and autopsy lab. He slipped off his latex gloves
while a young male computer technician held the phone. The technician was there
to adjust a balky old workstation used to record autopsy results and track the
specimens through the rest of the labs. He stared at Dicken, in his green robe
and surgical mask, with some concern.
“Nothing catching, for you,” Dicken told
him as he took the phone receiver. “Dicken here. I’m elbow deep.”
“Christopher, it’s Kaye.”
“Hello-o-o, Kaye.” He did not want to put
her off; she sounded gloomy but however she sounded, to Dicken, hearing her
voice was a disturbing pleasure.
“I’ve screwed things up big time,” Kaye
said.
“How’s that?” Dicken waved his hand at
Scarry, still in the pathology lab. Scarry wagged his arms impatiently.
“I had a tiff with Robert Jackson...a
conversation with Marge and Jackson. I couldn’t hold back. I told them what I
thought.”
“Oh,” Dicken said, making a face. “How’d
they react?”
“Jackson pooh-poohed it. Treated me with
contempt, actually.”
“Arrogant bastard,” Dicken said. “I always
thought so.”
“He said we need evidence about the
herpes.”
“That’s what Scarry and I are looking for
now. We have an accident victim in our pathology lab. Prostitute from
Washington, D.C., pregnant. Tests positive for Herpes labialis and for
hepatitis A and HIV as well as SHEVA. Rough life.”
The young technician grimly folded his
tool kit and left the room.
“Marge is going to match the French on
their morning-after pill.”
“Shit,” Dicken said.
“We have to move fast.”
“I don’t know how fast we can go. Dead
young women with the right mix of problems just don’t come rolling in off the
street every day.”
“I don’t think any amount of evidence is
going to convince Jackson. I’m close to my wit’s end, Christopher.”
“I hope Jackson doesn’t go to Augustine.
We aren’t ready yet, and thanks to me, Mark is already touchy,” Dicken said.
“Kaye, Scarry is dancing around in the lab. I’ve got to go. Keep your chin up.
Call me.”
“Has Mitch spoken to you?”
“No,” Dicken said, a deceptive truth.
“Call rne later at my office. Kaye—I’m here for you. I’ll support you every way
I can. I mean that.”
“Thank you, Christopher.”
Dicken put the receiver in its cradle and
stood for a moment, feeling stupid. He had never been comfortable with these
emotions. Work became all because everything else important was too painful.
“Not very good at this, are we?” he asked
himself in a low voice.
Scarry tapped angrily on the glass between
the office and the lab.
Dicken lifted his surgical mask and put on
a new pair of gloves.
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Mitch stood in the apartment building
lobby, hands in his pockets. He had shaved very carefully this morning, staring
into the long mirror in the communal bathroom at the YMCA, and just last week
he had gone to a barber and had his hair styled—managed was more like it.
His jeans were new. He had dug through his
suitcase and pulled out a black blazer. He had not dressed to impress in over a
year, but here he was, thinking of little else but Kaye Lang.
The doorman was not impressed. He leaned
on his pedestal and watched Mitch closely out of the corner of his eye. The
phone rang at the pedestal and he answered it.
“Go on up,” he said, waving his hand at
the elevator. “Twentieth floor. 2011. Check in with the guard up there. Serious
beef.”
Mitch thanked him and stood in the
elevator. As the door closed, he wondered for a panicky moment what the hell he
thought he was doing. The last thing he needed in this mess was emotional
involvement. Where women were concerned, however, Mitch was guided by secret
masters reticent to divulge either their goals or their immediate plans. These
secret masters had caused him a lot of grief.
He closed his eyes, took a deep breath,
and resigned himself to the next few hours, come what may.
On the twentieth floor, he stepped out of
the elevator and saw Kaye speaking to a
man in a gray suit. He had short black hair, a strong thick face, a hooked
nose. The man had spotted Mitch before Mitch saw them.
Kaye smiled at Mitch. “Come on in. The
coast is clear. This is Karl Benson.”
“Glad to meet you,” Mitch said.
The man nodded, folded his arms, and
stepped back, allowing Mitch to pass, but not without a sniff, like a dog
trying for a scent.
“Marge Cross gets about thirty death
threats every week,” Kaye said as she led Mitch into the apartment. “I’ve had
three since the incident at NIH.”
“The game is getting tough,” Mitch said.
“I’ve been so busy since the RU-486 mess,”
Kaye said.
Mitch lifted his thick brows. “The
abortion pill?”
“Didn’t Christopher tell you?”
“Chris hasn’t returned any of my calls,”
Mitch said.
“Oh?” Dicken had not told her the precise
truth. Kaye found that interesting. “Maybe it’s because you call him Chris.”
“Not to his face,” Mitch said, grinned,
and sobered. “As I said, I’m ignorant.”
“RU-486 removes the secondary SHEVA
pregnancy if it’s used at an early stage.” She looked for his reaction. “You
don’t approve?”
“Under the circumstances, it seems wrong.”
Mitch peered at the simple, elegant furniture, the art prints.
Kaye closed the door. “Abortion in
general...or this?”
“This.” Mitch sensed her tension and felt
for a moment as if she were putting him through a quick exam.
“Americol is going to make its own
abortion pill available. If it’s a disease, we’re close to stopping it,” Kaye
said.
Mitch strolled to the large plate glass
window, pushed his hands into his pockets, looked over his shoulder at Kaye.
“You’re helping them do this?”
“No,” Kaye said. “I’m hoping to convince
some key people, rearrange our priorities. I don’t think I’m going to succeed,
but it has to be done. I’m glad you came here, though. Maybe it’s a sign my
luck is improving. What brings you to Baltimore?”
Mitch pulled his hands out of his pockets.
“I’m not a very promising sign. I can barely afford to travel. I got some money
from my father. I’m on the parental dole big time.”
“Are you going on to somewhere else?” Kaye
asked.
“Just to Baltimore,” Mitch said.
“Oh.” Kaye stood a long step behind him.
He could see her reflection in the glass, her bright beige suit, but not her
face.
“Well, that’s not strictly true. I’m going
to New York, SUN Y. A friend in Oregon arranged for an interview. I’d like to
teach, do field research in the summer. Maybe start over again on a different
coast.”
“I went to SUNY. I’m afraid I don’t know
anybody there now. Nobody influential. Please sit.” Kaye motioned toward the
couch, the armchair. “Water? Juice?”
“Water, please.”
As she went to the kitchen, Mitch sniffed
the flowers on the etagere, roses and lilies and baby’s breath, then circled
around the couch and sat at one end. His long legs seemed to have no place to
go. He folded his hands over his knees.
“I can’t just scream and shout and
resign,” Kaye said. “I owe it to the people I work with.”
“I see. How’s the vaccine coming?”
“We’re well into preclinical trials. Some
fast-track clinical trials in Britain and Japan, but I’m not happy about them.
Jackson—he’s in charge of the vaccine project—wants me moved out of his
division.”
“Why?”
“Because I spoke out in the dining room
three days ago. Marge Cross couldn’t use our theory. Doesn’t fit the paradigm.
Not defensible.”
“Quorum sensing,” Mitch said.
Kaye brought him a glass of water. “How’s
that?”
“A chance discovery in my reading. When
there’s enough bacteria, they change their behavior, get coordinated. Maybe we
do the same thing. We just don’t have enough scientists to make a quorum.”
“Maybe,” Kaye said. She stood, once more,
about a step away from him. “I’ve been working in the HERV and genome labs at
Americol most of the time. Finding out where other endogenous virus like SHEVA
might express, and under what conditions. I’m a little surprised that
Christopher—”
Mitch looked up at her and interrupted. “I
came to Baltimore to see you,” he said.
“Oh,” Kaye said softly.
“I can’t stop thinking about our evening
at the zoo.”
“It doesn’t seem real now,” Kaye said.
“It does to me,” Mitch said.
“I think Marge is moving me off the press
conference schedule,” Kaye said, perversely trying to shift the conversation,
or to see if he would allow it to be shifted. “Wean me away from being a
spokeswoman. It’ll take me some time to earn her trust again. Frankly, I’m glad
to be away from the public eye. There’s going to be a—”
“In San Diego,” he interrupted, “I reacted
pretty strongly to your presence.”
“That’s sweet,” Kaye said, and half
turned, as if to run away. She did not run, but she walked around the table and
stopped on his other side, again, just a step away.
“Pheromones,” Mitch said, and stood tall
beside her. “The way people smell is important to me. You aren’t wearing
perfume.”
“I never do,” Kaye said.
“You don’t need it.”
“Hold it,” Kaye said, and backed off one
more step. She raised her hands and stared at him intently, lips pressed
together. “I can be easily confused now. I need to keep my focus.”
“You need to relax,” Mitch said.
“Being around you is not relaxing.”
“You’re not sure about things.”
“I’m certainly not sure about you.”
He held out his hand. “Want to smell my
hand first?”
Kaye laughed.
Mitch sniffed his palm. “Dial soap. Taxi
cab doors. I haven’t dug a hole in years. My calluses are smoothing over. I’m
out of work, in debt, and I have a reputation as a crazy and unethical son of a
bitch.”
“Stop being so hard on yourself. I read
your papers, and old news stories. You don’t cover up and you don’t lie. You’re
interested in the truth.”
“I’m flattered,” Mitch said.
“And you confuse me. I don’t know what to
think about you. You’re not much like my husband.”
“Is that good?” Mitch asked.
Kaye looked him over critically. “So far.”
“The customary thing would be to try
things out slowly. I’d ask you out to dinner.”
“Dutch treat?”
“My expense account,” Mitch said wryly.
“Karl would have to come with us. He’d
have to approve the restaurant. I usually eat up here, or at Americol’s
cafeteria.”
“Does Karl eavesdrop?”
“No,” Kaye said.
“The doorman said he was serious beef,”
Mitch said.
“I am still a kept woman,” Kaye said. “I
don’t like it, but that’s the way it is. Let’s stay here and eat. We can walk
in the roof garden later, if it’s stopped raining. I stock some really good
frozen entrees. I get them from a market in the mall down below. And salad in a
bag. I’m a good cook when there’s time, but there hasn’t been any time.” She
walked back to the kitchen.
Mitch followed, looking at the other
pictures on her walls, the little ones in cheap frames that were probably her
own contribution to the decor. Small prints of Maxfield Parrish, Edmund Dulac,
Arthur Rackham; photos of family groups.
He
did not see any pictures of her dead husband. Perhaps she kept them in the
bedroom.
“I’d like to cook for you some time,”
Mitch said. “I’m pretty handy with a camp stove.”
“Wine? With dinner?”
“I need some now,” Mitch said. “I’m very
nervous.”
“So am I,” Kaye said, and held up her
hands to show him. They were trembling. “Do you have this effect on all women?”
“Never,” Mitch said.
“Nonsense. You smell good,” Kaye said.
They were less than a step apart. Mitch closed
the gap, touched her chin, lifted it. Kissed her gently. She pushed back a few
inches, then grasped his own chin between thumb and forefinger, tugged it down,
kissed him more forcefully.
“I think it’s okay to be playful with
you,” she said. With Saul, she could never be sure how he would react. She had
learned to limit her range of behaviors.
“Please,” he said.
“You’re solid,” she said. She touched the
sun wrinkles in his face, premature crow’s feet. Mitch had a young face and
bright eyes but wise and experienced skin.
“I’m a madman, but a solid one.”
“The world goes on, our instincts don’t
change,” Kaye said, eyes losing their focus. “We’re not in charge.” A part of
her she had not heard from in a long time liked his face very much.
Mitch tapped his forehead. “Do you hear
it? From the deep inside?”
“I think so,” Kaye said. She decided to
fish. “What do I smell like?”
Mitch leaned into her hair. Kaye gave a
little gasp as his nose touched her ear. “Clean and alive, like a beach in the
rain,” he said.
“You smell like a lion,” Kaye said. He
nuzzled her lips, laid his ear against her temple, as if listening. “What do
you hear?” she asked.
“You’re hungry,” Mitch said, and smiled, a full-bore,
thousand-watt, little-boy smile.
This was so obviously unrehearsed that
Kaye touched his lips with her ringers, in wonder, before his face returned to
that protective, endearing, but ultimately disguising, casual grin. She stepped
back. “Right. Food. Wine first, please,” she said, and opened the refrigerator.
She handed him a bottle of semillon blanc.
Mitch pulled a Swiss Army knife out of his
pants pocket, extended the corkscrew, extracted the cork deftly. “We drink beer
on a dig, wine when we finish,” he said, pouring her a glass.
“What kind of beer?”
“Coors. Budweiser. Anything not too
heavy.”
“All the men I’ve known preferred ales or
microbrews.”
“Not in the sun,” Mitch said.
“Where are you staying?” she asked.
“The YMCA,” he said.
“I’ve never met a man who stayed at the
YMCA.”
“It isn’t so bad.”
She sipped her wine, wet her lips, moved
up closer, lifted on her toes, and kissed him. He tasted the wine on her
tongue, still slightly chilled.
“Stay here,” she said.
“What will serious beef think?”
She shook her head, kissed him again, and
he wrapped his arms around her, still holding his glass and the bottle. A
little wine spilled on her dress. He turned her and put the glass on the
counter, then the bottle.
“I don’t know where to stop,” she said.
“I don’t either,” Mitch said. “I know how
to be careful, though.”
“It’s that kind of age, isn’t it?” Kaye
said regretfully, and tugged his shirt from his pants.
In Mitch’s experience, Kaye was neither
the most beautiful woman he had seen naked, nor the most dynamic in bed. That
would have to have been Tilde, who, despite her distance, had been very
exciting. What struck him most about Kaye was his complete acceptance of every
feature, from her small and slightly pendulous breasts, her narrow rib cage,
wide hips, thickly flossed pubis, long legs—better than Tilde’s, he thought—to
her steady and examining gaze as he made love to her. Her scent filled his
nose, filled his brain, until he felt as if he were drifting on a warm and
supportive ocean of necessary pleasure. Through the condom, he could feel very
little, but all his other senses compensated, and it was the touch of her
breasts, her cherry-pit-hard nipples, on his own chest that propelled him up
and over the wave. He was still moving in her, instinctively still supplying
the last of his flow, when she looked very startled, thrashed underneath,
squeezed her eyes shut, and cried, “Oh, God, fuck, fuck!”
She had been mostly silent until that
moment, and he looked down on her in surprise. She turned her face away and
hugged him tight against her, pulling him down, wrapped her legs around him,
rubbed against him vigorously. He wanted to pull out before the condom spilled,
but she kept moving, and he found himself firming again, and he obliged until
she gave a small shriek, this time with eyes open, her face contorted as if in
great need or pain. Then her expression went slack, her body relaxed, and she
closed her eyes. Mitch withdrew and checked: the condom was still secure. He
removed it and deftly tied it, dropped it over the side of the bed for disposal
later.
“1 can’t talk,” Kaye whispered.
Mitch lay beside her, savoring their
mingled scents. He did not want anything more. For the first time in years, he
was happy.
“What was it like to be one of the
Neandertals?” Kaye asked. The twilight deepened outside. The apartment was
quiet but for the far and muffled sound of traffic on the streets below.
Mitch lifted up on his elbow. “We talked about that already.”
Kaye lay on her back, naked from the waist
up, a sheet pulled to her navel, listening for something much farther away than
the traffic.
“In San Diego,” she said. “I remember. We
talked about them having masks. About the man staying with her. You thought he
must have loved her very much.”
“That’s right “Mitch said.
“He must have been rare. Special. The
woman on the NIH campus. Her boyfriend didn’t believe it was his baby.” The
words started to pour out of her. “Laura Nilson—PR manager for Americol—told us
that most men won’t believe it’s their baby. Most women will probably abort
rather than take the risk. That’s why they’re going to recommend the
morning-after pill. If the vaccine has problems, they can still stop this.”
Mitch looked uncomfortable. “Can’t we
forget for a little while?”
“No,” Kaye said. “I can’t stand it
anymore. We’re going to slaughter all the firstborn, just like Pharaoh in
Egypt. If we keep this up, we’ll never know what the next generation looks
like. They’ll all be dead. Do you want that to happen?”
“No,” Mitch said. “But that doesn’t mean
I’m not as frightened as the next guy.” He shook his head. “I wonder what I would
have done if I were that man, back then, fifteen thousand years ago. They must
have been thrown out of their tribe. Or maybe they ran away. Maybe they were
just walking and they came upon a raiding party and she got hurt.”
“Do you believe that?”
“No,” Mitch said. “I really don’t know.
I’m not psychic.”
“I’m spoiling the mood, aren’t I?”
“Mmm hmm,” he said.
“Our lives are not our own,” Kaye said.
She ran her finger around his nipples, stroked the stiff hairs on his chest.
“But we can build a wall for a little while. You’re going to stay here
tonight?”
Mitch kissed her forehead, then her nose, her cheeks. “The
accommodations are much nicer than the YMCA.” “Come here,” Kaye said. “I can’t
get much closer.” “Try.”
Kaye Lang lay trembling in the dark. She was
certain Mitch was asleep, but to make sure, she poked his back lightly. He
squirmed but did not respond. He was comfortable. Comfortable with her.
She had never taken such a risk; from the
time of her first dates she had always looked for safety and, she hoped,
security, planning her safe haven where she could do her work, think her
thoughts with minimal interference from the outside world.
Marrying Saul had been the ultimate
achievement. Age, experience, money, business acumen—so she had thought. Now, to
swing so far in the opposite direction, was all too obviously an overreaction.
She wondered what she would do about it.
When he woke up in the morning, to simply
tell Mitch it was all a mistake...
Terrified her. Not that she thought he
would hurt her, he was the gentlest of men and showed few if any signs of the
internal strife that had so troubled Saul.
Mitch was not as handsome as Saul.
On the other hand, Mitch was completely
open and honest.
Mitch had sought her out, but she was
fairly sure she had seduced him. Kaye certainly did not feel anything had been
forced upon her.
“What in the hell are you doing?” she
muttered in the dark. She was talking to another self, the stubborn Kaye that
so seldom told her what was really going on. She got out of bed, put on her
robe, went to the desk in the living room and opened the middle drawer, where
she kept her record books.
She had six hundred thousand dollars,
adding together income from the sale of her home and her personal retirement
account. If she resigned from Americo\ and xYie Taskforce, she could live in
moderately comfortable circumstances for years.
She spent a few minutes working out
expenses, emergency budgets, food allowances, monthly bills, on a small piece
of note paper, then stiffened in her chair. “This is stupid,” she said. “What
am I planning?” Then, to that stubborn and secretive self, she added, “What in
hell are you up to?”
She would not tell Mitch to go away in the
morning. He made her feel good. Around him, her mind became quieter, her fears
and worries less pressing. He looked as if he knew what he was doing, and maybe
he did know. Maybe it was the world that was screwy, that set traps and snares
and forced people to make bad choices.
She tapped the pen on the paper, pulled
another sheet from the pad. Her fingers pushed the pen over the paper almost
without conscious thought, sketching a series of open reading frames on
chromosomes 18 and 20 that might bear a relation to the SHEVA genes, previously
identified as possible HERVs but turning out not to have the defining
characteristics of retrovirus fragments. She needed to look into these loci,
these scattered fragments, to see if they might possibly fit together and be
expressed; she had been putting this off for some time. Tomorrow would be the
proper moment.
Before she followed through with anything,
she needed ammunition. She needed armor.
She returned to the bedroom. Mitch seemed
to be dreaming. Fascinated, she lay down quietly beside him.
At the top of a snow-covered rise, the man
saw the shamans and their helpers following him and his woman. They could not
avoid leaving tracks in the snow, but even on the lower grasslands, through the
forest, they had been tracked by experts.
The man had brought his woman, heavy and
slow with her child, to such heights in hope of crossing over into another
valley where he had once gone as a child.
He glanced back at the figures a few
hundred steps behind. Then the man \ooked at the crags and peaks ahead, like so
many tumbled flints. He was lost. He had forgotten the way into the valley.
The woman said little now. The face he had
once looked upon with so much devotion was hidden by her mask.
The man was filled with such bitterness.
This high, the wet snow soaked through his thin shoes with their grass pads. The
chill worked up his calves to his knees and made them ache. The wind cut
through his skins, even with the fur turned inside, and sapped his strength,
shortened his breath.
The woman plodded on. He knew he might
escape if he abandoned her. The prospect made his anger darken. He hated the
snow, the shamans, the mountains; he hated himself. He could not bring himself
to hate the woman. She had suffered the blood on her thighs, the loss, and
hidden it from him so as not to bring shame; she had daubed her face with mud
to hide the marks, and then, when she could not hide, she had tried to save him
by offering herself to the Great Mother, carved into the grass hillside of the
valley. But the Great Mother had refused her, and she had come back to him,
moaning and mewing. She could not kill herself.
His own face showed the marks. That
puzzled and angered him.
The shamans and sisters of the Great
Mother, of the Goat Mother, of the Grass Mother, the Snow Woman, Leopard the
Loud Killer, Chancre the Soft Killer, Rain the Weeping Father, had all gathered
and made their decision during the cooling times, taking painful weeks while
the others—the others who had the marks—stayed in their huts.
The man had decided to run. He could not
convince himself to trust the shamans and the sisters.
As they fled, they had heard the cries.
The shamans and sisters had begun to kill the mothers and the fathers with the
marks.
Everyone knew how the flatfaces were
brought forth by the people. The women might hide, their men might hide, but all
knew. Those who would bear flatface children could only make things worse.
Only the sisters of the gods and goddesses
bred true, never bred flatfaces, because they trained the young men of the
tribe. They had many men.
He should have let the shamans take his
wife as a sister, let her train the boys, too, but she had wanted only him.
The man hated the mountains, the snow, the
running. He plodded on, roughly grabbed the woman’s arm, pushed her around a
rock so they could find a place to hide. He was not watching closely. He was
too full of this new truth, that the mothers and fathers of the sky and the
ghost world around them were all blind or just lies.
He was alone, his woman was alone, no
tribe, no people, no helpers. Not even Long Hairs and Wet Eyes, the most
frightening of the dead visitors, the most harmful, cared about them. He was
beginning to think none of the dead visitors were real.
The three men surprised him. He did not
see them until they came from a cleft in the mountain and thrust their sticks
at his woman. He knew them but no longer belonged to them. One had been a
brother, another a Wolf Father. They were none of these things now and he
wondered how he even recognized them.
Before they could run, one thrust a burned
and sharpened stick and pushed it into the woman’s full stomach. She spun
around, reaching under the skins with scrabbling hands, cried out, and he had
rocks in his hand and was throwing them, grabbed a stick from one man and
thrust blindly with it, poked one in the eye, drove them off whining and
yelping like pups.
He yelled at the sky, held his woman while
she kept trying to catch her breath, then carried her and dragged her higher.
The woman told him with her hands and her eyes that behind the blood, behind
the pain, it was her time. The new one wanted to come.
He looked higher for a place to hide and
watch the new one come. There was so much blood, more than he had ever seen
except from an animal. As he walked and carried the woman, he looked over his
shoulder. The shamans and the others were not following now.
Mitch cried out, thrashing through the
covers. He threw his legs off the bed, hands clutching the sheets, confused by
the curtains and the furniture. For a moment he did not know who or where he
was.
Kaye sat beside him and held him.
“A dream?” she asked, rubbing his
shoulders.
“Yeah,” he said. “My God. Not psychic. No
time travel. He didn’t carry any firewood. But there was a fire in the cave.
The masks didn’t seem right, either. But it felt real.”
Kaye laid him back on the bed and smoothed
his damp hair, touched his bristled cheek. Mitch apologized for waking her.
“I was already awake,” she said.
“Hell of a way to impress you,” Mitch
murmured.
“You don’t need to impress me,” Kaye said.
“Do you want to talk about it?”
“No,” he said. “It was only a dream.”
51
Richmond, Virginia
Dicken pushed open the car door and
stepped out of the Dodge. Dr. Denise Lipton handed him a badge. He shaded his
eyes against the bright sun and looked up at the small sign over the clinic’s
bare concrete wall: VIRGINIA CHATHAM WOMENS HEALTH AND FAMILY CENTER. A face
briefly peered at them through a tiny wire-mesh glass window in the heavy
blue-painted metal door. The intercom switched on, and Lipton gave her name and
her contact at the clinic. The door opened.
Dr. Henrietta Paskow stood with thick legs
planted wide apart, her calf-length gray skirt and white blouse emphasizing a
strong stout plainness that made her seem older than she actually was. “Thanks
for coming, Denise. We’ve been very busy.”
They followed her through the yellow and
white hallway, past the doors of eight waiting rooms, to a small office in the
rear. Brass-framed portraits of a large family of young children hung on the
wall behind the plain wooden desk.
Lipton sat in a metal folding chair.
Dicken remained standing. Paskow pushed two boxes of folders at them.
“We’ve done thirty since Infant C,” she
said. “Thirteen D and Cs, seventeen morning-afters. The pills work for five
weeks after the rejection of the first-stage fetus.”
Dicken looked through the case reports.
They were straightforward, concise, with attending physician and nurse
practitioner notes.
“There were no severe complications,”
Paskow said. “The laminal tissue protects against saltwater lavage. But by the
end of the fifth week, the laminal tissue has dissolved, and the pregnancy
appears to be vulnerable.”
“How many requests so far?” Lipton asked.
“We’ve had six hundred appointments.
Nearly all of them are in their twenties and thirties and living with a man,
married or otherwise. We’ve referred half of them to other clinics. It’s a
significant increase.”
Dicken laid the folders facedown on the
desk.
Paskow scrutinized him. “You don’t
approve, Mr. Dicken?”
“I’m not here to approve or disapprove,”
he said. “Dr. Lipton and I are doing field interviews to see how our figures
match the real world.”
“Herod’s is going to decimate an entire generation,” Paskow said.
“A third of the women coming to us don’t even test positive for SHEVA. They
haven’t had a miscarriage. They just want the baby out, then wait a few years
and see what happens. We’re doing a land-office business in birth control. Our
clinic classes are full. We’ve put on a third and fourth classroom upstairs.
More men are coming with their wives and their girlfriends. Maybe that’s the
only good thing about all this. Men are feeling guilty.”
“There’s no reason to terminate every
pregnancy,” Lipton said. “The SHEVA tests are highly accurate.”
“We tell them that. They don’t care,”
Paskow said. “They’re scared and they don’t trust us to know what might happen.
Meanwhile, every Tuesday and Thursday, we have ten or fifteen Operation Rescue
pickets outside yelling that Herod’s is a secular humanist myth, that there is
no disease. Only pretty babies being needlessly killed. They claim it’s a
worldwide conspiracy. They’re getting shrill and they’re very scared. The
millennium is young.”
Paskow had copied key statistical records.
She handed Lipton these papers.
“Thank you for your time,” Dicken said.
“Mr. Dicken,” Paskow called after them. “A
vaccine would save everyone a lot of grief.”
Lipton saw Dicken to his car. A black
woman in her thirties walked past them and stood at the blue door. She had
wrapped herself in a long wool coat, though the day was warm. She was more than
six months pregnant.
“I’ve had enough for one day,” Lipton
said, her face pale. “I’m going back to the campus.”
“I have to pick up some samples,” Dicken
said.
Lipton put her hand on the door and said,
“The women at our clinic have to be told. None of them have STDs, but they’ve
all had chicken pox and one has had hepatitis B.”
“We don’t know that chicken pox causes
problems,” Dicken said.
“It’s a herpes virus. Your lab results are scary, Christopher.”
“They’re incomplete. Hell, almost everyone
has had chicken pox, or mono, or cold sores. So far, we’re only positive about
genital herpes and hepatitis and possibly AIDS.”
“I still have to tell them,” she said, and
closed the door for him with a definite slam. “It’s about ethics, Christopher.”
“Yeah,” Dicken said. He kicked at the
emergency brake release and started the engine. Lipton walked toward her own
car. After a few seconds, he made a disgusted face, shut the engine off again,
and sat with his arm out the window, trying to decide how he could best spend his
time in the next few weeks.
Things were not going at all well in the
labs. Fetal tissue and placenta analysis on samples sent from France and Japan
showed vulnerability to all manner of herpes infections. Not a single
second-stage pregnancy had survived birth, of the 110 studied thus far.
It was time to make up his mind. Public
health policy was in a critical state. Decisions and recommendations would have
to be made, and politicians would have to react to those recommendations in
ways that could be explained to clearly divided constituencies.
He might not be able to salvage the truth.
And the truth seemed remarkably remote at this point. How could something as
important as a major evolutionary event be sidetracked so effectively?
On the seat beside him he had dumped a
pile of mail from his office in Atlanta. There had been no time to read it on
the plane. He pulled out an envelope and swore under his breath. How had he not
seen it right away? The postmark and handwriting were clear enough: Dr. Leonid
Sugashvili, writing from Tbilisi in the Republic of Georgia.
He tore open the envelope. A snapshot-size
black-and-white photograph on slick paper fell into his lap. He picked it up
and examined the image: figures standing before a ramshackle old wood-frame
house, two women in dresses, a man in overalls. They looked slender, perhaps
even slight, but there was no way to be sure. The faces were indistinct.
Dicken pulled open the folded letter
accompanying the photo.
Dear Dr. Christopher Dicken,
I have been sent this photograph from
AtzharisAR, you call perhaps Adjaria. It was taken near Batumi ten years ago.
These are putative survivors from the purges you have shown such interest in.
There is little to be seen here. Some say they are still alive. Some say they are
really from UFO but these people Ida not believe.
I will look for them and inform you when
the time comes. Finance is in very short supply. I would appreciate financial
assistance from your organization, the NCID. Thank you for your interest. I
feel they may not be “Abominable Snow People “ at all, but real! I have not
informed the CDC in Tbilisi. You are the one I have been told to entrust.
Sincerely,
Leonid Sugashvili
Dicken examined the photograph again. Less
than no evidence. Will-o’-the-wisps.
Death rides in on a pale horse, slicing
babies right and left, he
thought. And I’m teamed up with crackpots and money-grubbing eccentrics.
52
Baltimore
Mitch called his apartment in Seattle
while Kaye was taking a shower. He punched in his code and retrieved his
messages. There were two calls from his father, a call from a man who did not
identify himself, and then a call from Oliver Merton in London. Mitch wrote the
number down as Kaye came out of the bathroom, loosely wrapped in a towel.
“You delight in provoking me,” he said.
She dried her short hair with another towel, gazing at him with an appraising
steadiness that was unnerving.
“Who was that?”
“Picking up my messages.”
“Old girlfriends?”
“My father, somebody I don’t know—a
man—and Oliver Merton.”
Kaye lifted her eyebrow. “An old
girlfriend might make me happier.”
“Mmm hmm. He wonders if I would a make a
trip to Beres-ford, New York. He wants me to meet somebody interesting.”
“A Neandertal?”
“He says he can arrange for my expenses
and accommodations.”
“Sounds wonderful,” Kaye said.
“I haven’t said I’ll go. I haven’t the
slightest idea what he’s up to.”
“He knows quite a bit about my business,”
Kaye said.
“You could come with me,” Mitch said with
a squint that showed he knew this was too hopeful.
“I’m not done here, not by a long shot,”
she said. “I’ll miss you if you go.”
“Why don’t I call him and ask what he’s
got in his bag of tricks?”
“All right,” Kaye said. “Do that, and I’ll
fix us two bowls of cereal.”
The call took a few seconds to go through.
The low trill of an English phone was quickly interrupted by a breathless,
“Fuck it’s late and I’m busy. Who’s this?”
“Mitch Rafelson.”
“Indeed. Pardon me while I wrap myself. I
hate talking half-naked.”
“Half!” exclaimed a perturbed woman in the
same room. “Tell them I’m soon to be your wife, and you are completely naked.”
“Shush.” Louder, phone half-muffled,
Merton called to the woman, “She s getting her essentials and going into the
next room.” Merton removed his hand and brought his mouth closer to the phone.
“We need to talk in private, Mitchell.”
“I’m calling from Baltimore.”
“How far from Bethesda is that?”
“A ways.”
“NIH have you in the loop yet?”
“No,” Mitch said.
“Marge Cross? Ah...Kaye Lang?”
Mitch winced. Merton’s instincts were
uncanny. “I’m a simple anthropologist, Oliver.”
“All right. The room’s empty. I can tell
you. The situation in Innsbruck has hotted up considerably. It’s gone beyond
fistfights. Now they don’t even like each other. There’s been a falling-out,
and one of the principals wants to talk to you.”
“Who?”
“Actually, he says he’s been a sympathizer
since the beginning. Says he called you to tell you they’d found the cave.”
Mitch remembered the call. “He didn’t
leave a name.”
“Nor will he now. But he’s on the level, he’s important, and he
wants to talk. I’d like to be there.”
“Sounds like a political move,” Mitch
said.
“I’m sure he’d like to spread some rumors
and see what the repercussions are. He wants to meet in New York, not Innsbruck
or Vienna. At the home of an acquaintance in Beres-ford. Do you know anybody
there?”
“Can’t say that I do,” Mitch replied.
“He hasn’t told me what he’s thinking yet,
but...I can put a few links together and it all makes a very nice chain.”
“I’ll think about it and call you back in
a few minutes.”
Merton did not sound happy about waiting
even that length of time.
“Just a few minutes,” Mitch assured him.
He hung up. Kaye emerged from the kitchen with two bowls of cereal and a
pitcher of milk on a tray. She had put on a calf-length black robe tied with a red
cord. The robe showed off her legs, and, when she bent over, neatly revealed a
breast. “Rice Chex or Raisin Bran?”
“Chex, please.”
“Well?”
Mitch smiled. “May I share breakfast with
you for a thousand years.”
Kaye looked both confused and pleased. She
placed the tray on the coffee table and smoothed her robe over her hips,
primping with a kind of awkward self-consciousness that Mitch found very
endearing. “You know what I like to hear,” she said.
Mitch gently pulled her down to the couch
beside him. “Merton says there’s a breakdown in Innsbruck, a schism. An
important member of the team wants to talk to me. Merlon’s going to write a
story about the mummies.”
“He’s interested in the same things we
are,” Kaye said speculatively. “He thinks something important is happening. And
he’s following every angle, from me to Innsbruck.”
“I don’t doubt it,” Mitch said.
“Is he intelligent?”
“Reasonably. Maybe very intelligent. I don’t know; I’ve only spent
a few hours with him.”
“Then you should go. You should find out
what he knows. Besides, it’s closer to Albany.”
“That’s true. Ordinarily, I’d pack my
small bag and hop the next train.”
Kaye poured her milk. “But?”
“I don’t just love and run. I want to
spend the next few weeks with you, uninterrupted. Never leave your side.” Mitch
stretched his neck, rubbed it. Kaye reached out to help him rub. “That sounds
clinging,” he said.
“I want you to cling,” she said. “I feel
very possessive and very protective.”
“I can call Merton and tell him no.”
“But you won’t.” She kissed him thoroughly
and bit at his lip. “I’m sure you’ll have some amazing tales to tell. I did a
lot of thinking last night, and now I have a lot of very focused work to do.
When it’s all done, I may have some amazing tales to tell you, Mitch.”
53
Washington, D.C.
Augustine jogged briskly along the Capitol
mall, following the dirt jogging path beneath the cherry trees, now dropping
the last of their blossoms. An agent in a dark blue suit followed at a steady
lope, turning to run backward for a moment and scan the trail behind.
Dicken stood with his hands in his jacket
pockets, waiting for Augustine to approach. He had driven in from Bethesda an
hour earlier, braving rush-hour traffic, hating this clandestine nonsense with
something approaching fury. Augustine stopped beside him and jogged in place,
stretching his arms.
“Good morning, Christopher,” he said. “You
should jog more often.”
“I like being fat,” Dicken said, his face
coloring.
“Nobody likes being fat.”
“Well, in that case, I’m not fat,” Dicken
said. “What are we today, Mark, secret agents? Informers?” He wondered why they
had not yet assigned an agent to him. He concluded it was because he was not as
yet a public figure.
“Goddamn damage control experts,”
Augustine said. “A man named Mitchell Rafelson spent the night with dear Ms.
Kaye Lang at her lovely condominium in Baltimore.”
Dicken’s heart sank.
“You walked around the San Diego Zoo with
the two of them. Got him a badge into a closed Americol party. All very
convivial. Did you introduce them, Christopher?”
“In a manner of speaking,” Dicken said,
surprised at how miserable he felt.
“That wasn’t wise. Do you know his
record?” Augustine asked pointedly. “The body snatcher from the Alps? He’s a
nut case, Christopher.”
“I thought he might have something to
contribute.”
“To support whose view in this mess?”
“A defensible view,” Dicken said vaguely,
looking away. The morning was cool, pleasant, and there were quite a few*
joggers on the mall, getting in a little outdoors activity before sealing
themselves into their government offices.
“The whole thing smells. It looks like
some kind of an end run to refocus the whole project, and that concerns me.”
“We had a point of view, Mark. A
defensible point of view.”
“Marge Cross tells me there’s talk about
evolution” Augustine said.
“Kaye has been putting together an
explanation that involves evolution,” Dicken said. “It’s all predicted in her
papers, Mark—and Mitch Rafelson has been doing some research along those lines,
as well.”
“Marge thinks there will be severe fallout
if this theory gets publicized,” Augustine said. He stopped windmilling his
arms and performed neck-stretch exercises, grabbing each upper arm with the
opposite hand, applying tension, sighting along the extended arm as he bent it
back as far as it would go. “No reason for it to get that far. I’ll stop it
right here and now. We got a preprint from the Paul-Ehrlich-Institut in Germany
this morning that they’ve found mutated forms of SHEVA. Several of them.
Diseases mutate, Christopher. We’ll have to withdraw the vaccine trials and
start all over again. That pushes all our hopes onto a really bad option. My
job might not survive that kind of upheaval.”
Dicken watched Augustine prance in place,
pounding the ground with his feet. Augustine stopped and caught his breath.
“There could be twenty or thirty thousand people demonstrating on the mall
tomorrow. Somebody’s leaked a report from theTaskforce on the RU-486 results.”
Dicken felt something twist inside him, a
small little pop, combined disappointment with Kaye and with all the work he
had done. All the time he had wasted. He could not see a way around the problem
of a messenger that mutated, changing its message. No biological system would
ever give a messenger that kind of control.
He had been wrong. Kaye Lang had been
wrong.
The agent tapped his watch, but Augustine
screwed up his face and shook his head in annoyance.
“Tell me all about it, Christopher,”
Augustine said, “and then I’ll decide whether I’m going to let you keep your
goddamned job.”
54
Baltimore
Kaye walked with steady confidence from
her building to Americol, looking up at the Bromo-Seltzer Tower—so named
because it had once carried a huge blue antacid bottle on its peak. Now it
carried just the name; the bottle had been removed decades ago.
Kaye could not shake Mitch from her
thoughts, but oddly, he was not a distraction. Her thoughts were focused; she
had a much clearer idea of what to look for. The play of sun and shadow pleased
her as she walked past the alleys between the buildings. The day was so pretty
she could almost ignore the presence of Benson. As always, he accompanied her
to the lab floor, then stood by the elevators and the stairs, where everyone
would have to pass his inspection.
She entered her lab and hung her purse and
coat on a glassware drying rack. Five of her six assistants were in the next
room, checking the results of last night’s electrophoresis analysis. She was
glad to have some privacy.
She sat at her small desk and pulled up
the Americol intranet on the computer. It was just a few seconds from the first
screen to AmericoFs proprietary Human Genome Project site. The database was
beautifully designed and easy to poke through, with key genes identified and
functions highlighted and explained in detail.
Kaye plugged in her password. In her
original work, she had tracked down seven potential candidates for the
expression and reassembly of complete and infectious HERV particles. The
candidate genes she had thought most likely to be viable had turned out—luckily,
she would have thought— to be associated with SHEVA. In her months at Americol,
she had begun to study the six other candidates in detail, and had planned to
move on to a list of thousands of possibly related genes.
Kaye was considered an expert, but what she
was an expert in, compared to the huge world of human DNA, was a series of
broken-down and seemingly abandoned shacks in a number of small and almost
forgotten towns. The HERV genes were supposed to be fossils, fragments
scattered through stretches of DNA less than a million base pairs long. Within
such small distances, however, genes could recombine—jump from position to
position—with some ease. The DNA was constantly in ferment—genes switching
locations, forming little knots or fistulas of DNA, and replicating, a series
of churning and twisting chains constantly being rearranged, for reasons no one
could yet completely fathom. And yet SHEVA had remained remarkably stable over
millions of years. The changes she was looking for would be both slight and very
significant.
If she was right, she was about to
overturn a major scientific paradigm, injure a lot of reputations, cause the
scientific fight of the twenty-first century, a war actually, and she did not
want to be an early casualty because she had come to the battlefield in half a
suit of armor. Speculation about the cause was not sufficient. Extraordinary
claims required extraordinary evidence.
Patiently, hoping it would be at least an
hour before anyone else entered the lab, she once again compared the sequences
found in SHEVA with the six other candidates. This time she looked closely at
the transcription factors that triggered expression of the large protein
complex. She rechecked the sequences several times before she spotted what she
had known since yesterday must be there. Four of the candidates carried several
such factors, all subtly different.
She sucked in her breath. For a moment she
felt as if she stood on the brink of a tall cliff. The transcription factors
would have to be specific for different varieties of LPC. That meant there
would be more than one gene coding for the large protein complex.
More than one station on Darwin’s radio.
Last week Kaye had asked for the most
accurate available sequences of over a hundred genes on several chromosomes.
The manager of the genome group had told her they would be available this
morning. And he had done his work well. Even scanning by eye, she was seeing
interesting similarities. With so much data, however, the eye was not good
enough. Using an in-house software package called METABLAST, she searched for
sequences roughly homologous with the known LPC gene on chromosome 21. She
requested and was authorized to use most of the computing power of the
building’s mainframe for over three minutes.
When the search was completed, Kaye had
the matches she had hoped for—and hundreds more besides, all buried in
so-called junk DNA, each subtly different, offering a different set of
instructions, a different set of strategies.
LPC genes were common throughout the twenty-two
human autosomes, the chromosomes that did not code for sex.
“Backups,” Kaye whispered, as if she might
be overheard, “alternates,” and then she felt a chill. She pushed back from the
desk and paced around the lab. “Oh, my God. What in hell am I thinking here?”
SHEVA in its present form was not working
properly. The new babies were dying. The experiment—the creation of a new
subspecies—was being thwarted by outside enemies, other viruses, not tame, not
co-opted ages ago and made part of the human tool kit.
She had found another link in the chain of
evidence. If you wanted a message delivered, you would send many messengers.
And the messengers could carry different messages. Surely a complex mechanism
that governed the shape of a species would not rely on one little messenger and
one fixed message. It would automatically alternate subtle designs, hoping to
dodge whatever bullets might be out there, problems it could not directly sense
or anticipate.
What she was looking at could explain the
vast quantities of HERV and other mobile elements—all designed to guarantee an
efficient and successful transition to a new pheno-type, a new variety of
human. We just don’t know how it works. It’s so complicated...it could take a
lifetime to understand!
What chilled her was that in the present
atmosphere, these results would be completely misinterpreted.
She pushed her chair back from the
computer. All of the energy she had had in the morning, all the optimism, the
glow from her night with Mitch, seemed hollow.
She could hear voices down the hall. The
hour had passed quickly. She stood and folded the printout of the candidate
sites. She would have to take these to Jackson; that was her first duty. Then
she had to talk with Dicken. They had to plan a response.
She pulled her coat from the drying rack
and slipped it on. She was about to leave when Jackson stepped in from the
hall. Kaye looked at him with some shock; he had never come down to her lab
before. He looked tired and deeply concerned. He, too, held a slip of paper.
“I thought I should be the first to let
you know,” he said, waving the paper under her nose.
“Let me know what?” Kaye asked.
“How wrong you can possibly be. SHEVA is
mutating.”
Kaye finished the day in a three-hour
round of meetings with senior staff and assistants, a litany of schedules,
deadlines, the day-to-day minutiae of research in a small part of a very large
corporation, mind-numbing at the best of times, but now almost intolerable.
Jackson’s smug condescension at the delivery of the news from Germany had
almost goaded her into a sharp rejoinder, but she had simply smiled, said she
was already working on the problem, and left...To stand for five minutes in the
women’s rest room, staring at herself in a mirror.
She walked from Americol to the condominium
tower, accompanied by the ever-watchful Benson, and wondered if last night had
just been a dream. The doorman opened the big glass door, smiled politely at
them both, and then gave the agent a brotherly nod. Benson joined her in the
elevator car. Kaye had never been at ease with the agent, but had managed in
the past to keep up polite conversation. Now she could only grunt to his
inquiry about how her day had gone.
When she opened the door at 2011, for a
moment she thought Mitch was not there, and let out her breath with a small
whistle. He had gotten what he wanted and now she was alone again to face her
failures, her most brilliant and devastating failures.
But Mitch came out of the small side
office with a most pleasing haste and stood in front of her for a moment,
searching her face, estimating the situation, before he held her, a little too
gently.
“Squeeze me until I squeak,” she said.
“I’m having a really bad day.”
That did not stop her from wanting him.
Again the love was both intense and wet and full of a marvelous grace she had
never felt before. She held on to these moments and when they could go on no
more, when Mitch lay beside her covered with beads of sweat and the sheets
beneath her were uncomfortably damp, she felt like crying.
“It’s getting really tough,” she said, her
chin quivering.
“Tell me,” he said.
“I think I’m wrong, we’re wrong. I know
I’m not but everything is telling me I’m wrong.”
“That doesn’t make sense,” Mitch said.
“No!” she cried. “I predicted this, I saw
it happening, but not soon enough, and they aced me. Jackson aced me. I haven’t
talked with Marge Cross, but...”
It took Mitch several minutes to work the
details out of her, and even then, he could only half follow what she was
saying.
The short form was that she felt new expressions of SHEVA were
stimulating new varieties of LPCs, large protein complexes, in case the first
signal on Darwin’s radio had not been effective or had met with problems.
Jackson and nearly everyone else believed they were encountering a mutated form
of SHEVA, perhaps even more virulent.
“Darwin’s radio,” Mitch repeated, mulling
over the term.
“The signaling mechanism. SHEVA.”
“Mmm hmm,” he said. “I think your
explanation makes more sense.”
“Why does it make more sense? Please tell
me I’m not just being pigheaded and wrong.”
“Put the facts together,” Mitch said. “Run
it through the science mill again. We know speciation sometimes occurs in small
leaps. Because of the mummies in the Alps, we know SHEVA was active in humans
who were producing new kinds of babies. Speciation is rare even on a historical
time scale—and SHEVA was unknown in medical science until just recently. There
are far too many coincidences if SHEVA and evolution in small leaps aren’t
connected.”
She rolled to face him, and ran her
fingers along his cheeks, around his eyes, in a way that made him flinch.
“Sorry,” she said. “It is so marvelous
that you’re here. You restore me. This afternoon—I have never felt so
lost...not since Saul was gone.”
“I don’t think Saul ever knew what he had,
with you,” Mitch said.
Kaye let this lie between them for a
moment, to see if she quite understood what it meant. “No,” she said finally.
“He wasn’t capable of knowing.”
“I know who and what you are,” Mitch said.
“Do you?”
“Not yet,” he confessed, and smiled. “But
I’d like to try.”
“Listen to us,” Kaye said. “Tell me what
you did today.”
“I went to the YMCA and cleared out my
locker. I took a cab back here and lounged around like a gigolo.”
“I mean it,” Kaye said, gripping his hand
tighter.
“I
made some phone calls. I’m going to take a train to New York tomorrow to meet
with Merton and our mysterious stranger from Austria. We’re getting together at
a place that Merton describes as a ‘wonderful, thoroughly corrupting old
mansion upstate.’Then I’ll take the train to Albany for my interview at SUNY.”
“Why a mansion?”
“I have no idea,” Mitch said.
“You’re coming back?”
“If you want me to.”
“Oh, I want you to. You don’t need to
worry about that,” Kaye said. “We’re not going to have much time to think, much
less worry.”
“Wartime romance is the sweetest,” Mitch
said.
“Tomorrow is going to be much worse,” Kaye
said. “Jackson is going to make a stink.”
“Let him,” Mitch said. “In the long run, I
don’t think anybody is going to be able to stop this. Slow it down, maybe, but
not stop it.”
55
Washington, D.C.
Dicken stood on the Capitol steps. It was
a warm evening, but he could not help but feel a little cold, listening to a
sound like the sea, broken by waves of echoing voices. He had never felt so
isolated, so distant, as he did now, staring out over what must have been fifty
thousand human beings, stretching from the Capitol to the Washington Monument
and beyond. The fluid mass pushed against the barricades along the bottom of
the steps, streamed around the tent pavilions and speakers’ stands, listened
intently to a dozen different speeches being delivered, milling slowly like
stirred soup in a huge tureen. He caught bits and pieces of breeze-tattered
speeches, incomplete but suggestive: bits of raw language charging the mass.
Dicken had spent his life hunting down and
trying to understand the diseases that affected these people, acting as if in
some way he were invulnerable. Because of skill and a little luck he had never
caught anything but a bout of dengue fever, bad enough but not fatal. He had
always thought of himself as separate, a little superior perhaps but infinitely
sympathetic. The self-delusion of an educated and intellectually isolated fool.
He understood better now. The mass called
the shots. If the mass could not understand, then nothing he did, or Augustine
did, or the Taskforce, would much matter. And the mass quite clearly understood
nothing. The voices drifting his direction spoke of outrage at a government
that would slaughter children, voices angrily denouncing “morning-after
genocide.”
He had thought about calling Kaye Lang
earlier, to regain his composure, his sense of balance, but he hadn’t. That was
done with, finished in a very real way.
Dicken descended the steps, passing news
crews, cameras, clumps of office workers, men in blue and brown suits and dark
glasses and wearing microphones in their ears. The police and National Guard
troops were determined to keep people away from the Capitol, but did not
prevent individuals from joining the crowd.
He had already seen a few senators descend
in a tight-packed group and join the mass. They must have sensed they could not
be separate, superior, not now. They belonged with their people. He had thought
them both opportunistic and courageous.
Dicken climbed over the barricades and
pushed into the crowd. It was time to catch this fever and understand the
symptoms. He had looked deep inside himself and did not like what he saw.
Better to be one of the troops on the front line, part of the mass, ingest its
words and smells, and come back infected so that he could in turn be analyzed,
understood, made useful again.
That would be a kind of conversion. An end
to the pain of separation. And if the mass should kill him, maybe that was what
he deserved for his previous aloofness and his failures.
Younger women in the crowd wore colored
masks. All the men wore white or black masks. Many wore gloves. More than just
a few men wore tight-fitting black jumpers with industrial fume masks,
so-called “filter” suits, guaranteed by various enterprising merchants to
prevent the shedding of “devil virus.”
People in the crowd at this end of the
mall were laughing, half listening to a speaker under the nearest pavilion—a
civil rights leader from Philadelphia sounding out in deep, rich tones, like
caramel. The speaker talked of leadership and responsibility, what the
government should do to control this plague, and possibly, just possibly, where
the plague had arisen, inside the secret bowels of the government itself.
“Some cry out it has its birth in Africa,
but we are sick, not Africa. Others cry out it is the devil’s disease that
strikes us, that it is foretold, to punish—”
Dicken moved on until he came under the
more frantic voice of a television evangelist. The evangelist was brightly
illuminated, a large and sweating man with a square head wearing a straining
black business suit. He pointed and danced around his stage, exhorting the
crowd to pray for guidance, to look deep inside.
Dicken thought of his grandmother, who had
liked this sort of thing. He moved on again.
It was getting dark, and he could sense a
growing tension in the crowd. Somewhere, out of earshot, something had
happened, something had been said. The dark triggered a change of mood. Lights
turned on around the mall, casting the crowd in etched and lurid orange. He
looked up and saw helicopters at a respectful altitude, buzzing like insects.
For a moment, he wondered if they were all going to be tear-gassed, shot, but
the disruption was not from the soldiers, the police, the helicopters.
The impulse came in a wave.
He experienced an expectant hunger, felt
its advancing tide, hoped whatever was disturbing the crowd would reveal
something to him. But it was not really news at all. It was simply a
propulsion, first this way, then that, and he walked with the tight-packed
crowd ten feet north, ten feet south, as if caught in a bizarre dance step.
Dicken’s survival instincts now told him
it was time to cut the personal angst, cut the psychological crap and get out of
the flow. From a speaker nearby, he heard a voice of caution. From the man next
to him, dressed in a filter suit, he heard, muffled through the filters, “It’s
not just one disease now. It’s on the news. There’s a new plague.”
A middle-aged woman in a flower print
dress carried a small Walkman TV She held it out for those around her, showing
a tiny framed head speaking in tinny tones. Dicken could not hear these words.
He worked toward the edge, slowly and
politely, as if wading through nitroglycerin. His shirt and light jacket were
soaked with sweat. A few scattered others, born observers, like him, sensed the
change, and their eyes flashed. The crowd smothered in its own confusion. The
night was deep and humid, and stars could not be seen, and the orange lights
along the mall and around the tents and platforms made everything look bitter.
Dicken stood near the Capitol steps again,
within twenty or thirty people of the barricades, where he had stood an hour
before. Mounted police, men and women on beautiful brown horses now rich amber
in the unreal light, moved back and forth along the perimeter, dozens of them,
more than he had ever seen before. The National Guard troops had pulled back,
forming a line, but not a dense line. They were not ready. They did not expect
trouble; they had no helmets or shields.
Voices immediately around him, whispering,
subdued—
“Can’t”
“Children have the”
“My grandchildren will”
“The last generation”
“Book”
“Stop”
Then, an eerie quiet. Dicken was five
people from the edge. They would not let him move any farther. Faces dull and
resentful, like sheep, eyes blank, hands shoving. Ignorant. Frightened.
He hated them, wanted to smash their
noses. He was a fool; he did not want to be among the sheep. “Excuse me.” No
response. The mob’s mind had been made up; he could feel it deliberately
pulsing. The mob waited, intent, vacant.
Light flared in the east and Dicken saw
the Washington Monument turn white, brighter than the floodlights. From the
dark muggy sky came a loose rumble. Drops of rain touched the crowd. Faces
looked up.
He could smell the mob’s eagerness.
Something had to change. They were being pressed by a single concern: something
had to change.
The rain came pouring. People raised their
hands over their heads. Smiles broke out. Faces accepted the rain and people
spun as best they could. Others shoved the spinners and they stopped, dismayed.
The crowd spasmed and suddenly expelled
him and he made it to the barricades and confronted a policeman. “Jesus,” the
policeman said, dancing back three steps, and the mob shoved over the
barricades. The horsemen tried to push them back, weaving through. A woman
screamed. The mob surged and swallowed the policemen mounted and on foot,
before they could raise their batons or unholster their guns. A horse was
pushed up onto the steps and stumbled, falling over into the mob, its rider
rolling off, a boot flung high.
Dicken shouted “Staff!” and ran up the
Capitol steps, between the guardsmen, who ignored him. He was shaking his head
and laughing, glad to be free, waiting for the melee to really begin. But the
mob was right behind him, and there was barely time to start running again,
ahead of the people, the scattered gunshots, the wet and spreading and stinking
mass.
56
New York
Mitch saw the morning headlines on a rack
of Daily News at Perm Station:
RIOT IN FRONT OF CAPITOL
Senate Stormed
Four Senators Die; Dozens Dead,
Thousands Injured
He and Kaye had spent the night eating by
candlelight and making love. Very romantic, very out of touch. They had parted
just an hour ago; Kaye was getting dressed, choosing her colors carefully,
expecting a difficult day.
He picked up a paper and boarded the
train. As he took his seat and spread the paper open, the train began to pull
out, picking up speed, and he wondered if Kaye was safe, whether the riot had
been spontaneous or organized, whether it really mattered.
The people had spoken, or rather, snarled.
They had had enough of failure and inaction in Washington. The president was
meeting with security advisors, the joint chiefs of staff, the heads of select
committees, the chief justice. To Mitch, that sounded like a soft approach
preliminary to declaring martial law.
He did not want to be on the train. He
could not see what Merton could do for him, or for Kaye; and he could not
picture himself lecturing on bonehead bone-ology to college students and never
setting foot on a dig again.
Mitch slipped the folded paper onto his
seat and made his way down the aisle to the public phone box at the end of the
car. He called Kaye’s number, but she had already left, and he did not think it
would be politic to call her at Americol.
He took a deep breath, tried to calm
himself, and returned to his seat.
57
Baltimore
Dicken met Kaye in the Americol cafeteria
at ten. The conference was scheduled for six o’clock, and a number of visitors
had been added: the vice president and the president’s science advisor among
them.
Dicken looked terrible. He had not slept
all night. “My turn to be a basket case,” he said. “I think the debate is over.
We’re down, we’re out. We can do some more shouting, but I don’t know anyone
who will listen.”
“What about the science?” Kaye asked
plaintively. “You tried hard to bring us back in line after the herpes
disaster.”
“SHEVA mutates,” Dickens said. He beat his
hand rhythmically on the table.
“I’ve explained that to you.”
“You’ve only shown that SHEVA mutated a
long time ago. It’s just a human retrovirus, an old one, with a slow but very
clever way of reproducing.”
“Christopher...”
“You’re going to get your hearing,” Dicken
said. He finished his cup of coffee and stood up from the table. “Don’t explain
it to me. Explain it to them”
Kaye looked up at him, angry and puzzled.
“Why change your mind after so long?”
“I started out looking for a virus. Your
papers, your work, suggested it might be something else. We can all be misled.
Our job is to look for evidence, and when it’s compelling, we have to give up
our most cherished little notions.”
Kaye stood beside him and poked her
finger. “Tell me this is entirely about science.”
“Of course not. I was on the Capitol
steps, Kaye. I could have been one of those poor bastards who got shot or
beaten to death.”
“That’s not what I’m talking about. Tell
me you returned Mitch’s call, after our meeting in San Diego.”
“I didn’t.”
“Why not?”
Dicken glared back at her. “After last
night, anything personal is trivial, Kaye.”
“Is it?”
Dicken folded his arms. “I could never
present someone like Mitch to someone like Augustine and hope to build our
case. Mitch had some interesting information, but it only proves that SHEVA has
been with us for a long time.”
“He believed in both of us.”
“He believes in you more, I think,” Dicken
said, his eyes darting away.
“Has that affected your judgment?”
Dicken flared. “Has it affected yours?
I can’t take a pee without someone telling someone else how long I spent in the
John. But you, you bring Mitch up to your apartment”
Kaye crowded in on Dicken. “Augustine told
you I slept with Mitch?”
Dicken would not be crowded. He pushed
Kaye gently back and sidestepped. “I hate this as much as anyone, but it’s the
way we have to be!”
“According to whom? Augustine?”
“Augustine’s been burned, too. We’re in a
crisis. Goddamn it, Kaye, that should be obvious to everyone by now.”
“I never said I was a saint, Christopher!
I trusted you not to abandon me when you brought me into this.”
Dicken lowered his head and looked to one
side, then the other, his misery and anger tearing him. “I thought you might be
a partner.”
“What sort of partner, Christopher?”
“A...supporter. An intellectual equal.”
“A girlfriend?”
For a moment, Dicken’s face put on the
expression of a small boy handed a crushing bit of news. He looked at Kaye with
both longing and sadness. He could hardly stand up straight he was so tired.
Kaye pulled back and reconsidered. She had
done nothing to lead him on; she had never regarded herself as a raving beauty
whose attractions were irresistible to men. She could not fathom the depth of
this man’s feeling.
“You never told me you felt anything more
than curiosity,” Kaye said.
“I never move fast enough, and I never say
what I mean,” Dicken said. “I don’t blame you for not suspecting.”
“But it hurt you that I chose Mitch.”
“I can’t deny it hurts. But it doesn’t
affect my scientific judgment.”
Kaye walked around the table, shaking her
head. “What can we salvage from this?”
“You can present your evidence. I just
don’t believe it’s going to be compelling.” He swung around and walked out of
the cafeteria.
Kaye bused her tray and dishes to the kitchen
conveyer belt. She glanced at her watch. She needed a strong dose of the
personal, the face-to-face; she wanted to speak with Luella Hamilton. She could
make it out to NIH and be back before the meeting.
At the floor security desk, she called for
a company car.
58
Beresford, New York
Mitch stepped out under the soaring white
tent pavilion that covered the antique train station of the small town of
Beresford. He shaded his eyes against the morning sun and glanced at a planter
loud with yellow daffodils, near a bright red garbage can. He was the only one
getting off the train.
The air smelled of hot grease and pavement
and fresh-cut grass. He looked for someone to meet him, expecting Merton. The
town, visible across the tracks, accessible by a pedestrian bridge, was little
more than a row of shops and the Amtrak parking lot.
A black Lexus pulled into the parking lot,
and Mitch saw a redheaded man step out, look through the chicken-wire fencing
at the station, and wave.
“His name is William Daney. He owns most
of Beresford— his family does, that is. They have an estate about ten minutes
from here that rivals Buckingham Palace. I was nai’ve enough to forget what
kind of royalty America cherishes—old money spent in strange ways.”
Mitch listened to Merton as the journalist
drove him down a winding two-lane road between splendid hardwood trees, maple
and oak, new leaves so intensely green he felt as if he were in a movie. The
sun threw dazzles of gold across the road. They hadn’t seen another car in five
minutes.
“Daney used to be a yachtsman. Spent
millions perfecting a graceful big boat, lost a few races. That was more than
twenty years ago. Then he discovered anthropology. Problem is, he hates dirt.
Loves water, hates dirt, hates to dig. I love driving in America. But this is
almost like driving in England. I could even”—Merton swerved briefly over the
center line into the left lane—”Follow my instincts.” He quickly corrected,
smiled at Mitch. “Pity about the riots. England’s still relatively calm, but I’m
expecting a change of government any minute. Dear old PM doesn’t get it yet.
Still thinks switching to the Euro is his biggest worry. Hates the
gynecological aspect of this whole mess. How’s Mr. Dicken? Ms. Lang?”
“They’re fine,” Mitch said, unwilling to
talk much until he saw what he was being dragged into. He liked Merton well
enough, found him interesting, but did not trust him one bit. He resented that
the man seemed to know so much about his private life.
Daney’s mansion made a three-story, gray
stone curve at the end of a redbrick drive flanked by beautifully manicured
lawns, perfect as a putting green. A few gardeners were out trimming hedges,
and an elderly woman in jodhpurs and a broad and ragged straw hat waved at them
as Merton drove past. “Mrs. Daney, our host’s mum,” Merton said, waving out the
window. “Lives in the housekeeper’s cottage. Nice old woman. Doesn’t go into
her son’s rooms very often.”
Merton parked in front of the brownstone
steps leading to the huge, double-door entrance.
“Everybody’s here,” he said. “You, me,
Daney, and Herr Professor Friedrich Brock, formerly of the University of
Innsbruck.”
“Brock?”
“Yes.” Merton smiled. “He says he met you
once.”
“He did,” Mitch said. “Once.”
The entry way of the Daney mansion was
shadowy, a huge hall paneled with dark wood. Three parallel beams of sun
dropped through a skylight onto the age-darkened limestone floor, cutting over
a huge Chinese silk rug, in the middle of which rose a round table covered with
a hemisphere of flowers. Just to one side of the table, in shadow, stood a man.
“William, this is Mitch Rafelson,” Merton
said, taking Mitch’s elbow and leading him forward.
The man in shadow stuck out his hand into
one of the shafts of sun, and three gold rings gleamed on thick, strong fingers.
Mitch shook the hand firmly. Daney was in his early fifties, tanned, with
yellow-white hair receding from a Wag-nerian forehead. He had small, perfect
lips quick to smile, dark brown eyes, baby-smooth cheeks. His shoulders were
broadened by a padded gray blazer, but his arms looked well-muscled.
“It’s an honor to meet you, sir,” Daney
said. “I’d have bought them from your friends if they had been offered, you
know. And then I would have turned them over to Innsbruck. I’ve told this to
Herr Professor Brock, and he has given me absolution.”
Mitch smiled to be polite. He was here to
meet Brock.
“Actually, William doesn’t own any human
remains,” Merton said.
“I’m happy with duplicates, casts,
sculptures,” Daney said. “I’m not a scientist, merely a hobbyist, but I hope I
honor the past by trying to understand it.”
“Into the Hall of Humanity,” Merton said
with a flourish of his hand. Daney tossed his head proudly and led the way.
The hall filled a former ballroom in the
eastern curve of the mansion. Mitch had seen nothing like it outside of a
museum: dozens of glass cases arranged in rows, with carpeted aisles in
between, each case containing casts and replicas of every major specimen of
anthropology. Australopithecus afarensis and robustus; Homo habilis and erectus.
Mitch counted sixteen different Neandertal skeletons, all professionally
mounted, and six of them had waxwork reconstructions of how the individuals
might have looked in life. There was no attempt to avoid offending modesty: All
the models were nude and hairless, avoiding any speculation on clothing or hair
patterns.
Row upon row of hairless apes, illuminated
by elegant and respectfully softened spotlights, stared blankly at Mitch as he
walked past.
“Incredible,” Mitch said, despite himself.
“Why have I never heard of you before, Mr. Daney?”
“I only talk to a few people. The Leakey
family, Bjorn Kurten, a few others. My close friends. I’m eccentric, I know,
but I don’t like to flaunt it.”
“You’re among the elect now,” Merton said
to Mitch.
“Professor Brock is in the library.” Daney
pointed the way. Mitch would have enjoyed spending more time in the hall. The
wax sculptures were superb and the reproductions of the specimens first rate,
almost indistinguishable from the specimens themselves.
“No, actually, I am here. I couldn’t
wait.” Brock stepped around a case and advanced. “I feel as if I know you, Dr.
Rafelson. And we do have mutual acquaintances, do we not?”
Mitch shook hands with Brock, under
Daney’s beaming and approving inspection. They walked several dozen yards to an
adjacent library, furnished in the epitome of Edwardian elegance, three levels
with railed walkways connected by two wrought-iron bridges. Huge paintings of
Yosemite and the Alps in dramatic moods flanked the single high north-facing
window.
They took seats around a large, low round
table in the middle of the room. “My first question,” Brock said, “is, do you
dream of them, Dr. Rafelson? Because I do, and frequently.”
Daney served the coffee himself, after it
was rolled into the library by a stout, somber young woman in a black suit. He
poured each of them a cup in Flora Danica china, botanical patterns in this
series displaying the microscopic plants native to Denmark, based on
nineteenth-century scientific art. Mitch examined his saucer, adorned with
three beautifully rendered dinoflagellates, and wondered what he would do if he
had all the money he could ever hope to spend.
“I myself do not believe these dreams,”
Brock picked up the conversation. “But these individuals do haunt me.”
Mitch looked around the group, completely
unsure what was expected of him. It seemed distinctly possible that associating
with Daney, Brock, and even Merton, could somehow be turned to his
disadvantage. Perhaps he had been battered once too often in this arena.
Merton sensed his unease. “This meeting is
completely private, and will be kept secret,” he said. “I don’t plan to report
anything said here.”
“At my request,” Daney said, lifting his
brows emphatically.
“I wanted to tell you that you must be
correct in your judgments, the judgments you have shown by seeking out certain
people, and learning certain things about our own researches,” Brock said. “But
I have just been released from my responsibilities with regard to the Alpine
mummies. The arguments have become personal, and more than a little dangerous
to all our careers.”
“Dr. Brock believes the mummies represent
the first clear evidence of a human speciation event,” Merton said, hoping to
move things along.
“Subspeciation, actually,” Brock said.
“But the idea of a species has become so fluid in past decades, has it not? The
presence of SHEVA in their tissues is most evocative, don’t you think?”
Daney leaned forward in his chair, cheeks
and forehead pink with the intensity of his interest.
Mitch decided he could not be reticent
among such fellow travelers. “We’ve found other instances,” he said.
“Yes, so I hear, from Oliver and from
Maria Konig at the University of Washington.”
“Not me, actually, but people I’ve talked
to. I’ve been ineffectual, to say the least. Compromised by my own actions.”
Brock dismissed this. “When I called your
apartment in Innsbruck, I had forgiven you your lapse. I could sympathize, and
your story rang true.”
“Thank you,” Mitch said, and found himself
genuinely affected.
“I apologize for not revealing myself at
the time, but you understand, I hope.”
“I do,” Mitch said.
“Tell me what’s going to happen,” Daney
said. “Are they going to release their findings about the mummies?”
“They are,” Brock said. “They are going to
claim contamination, that the mummies are in fact not related. The Nean-dertals
are going to be labeled Homo sapiens alpinensis, and the infant is going to be
sent to Italy for study by other specialists.”
“That’s ridiculous,” Mitch said.
“Yes, and they will not get away with this
pretense forever, but for the next few years, the conservatives, the
hardliners, will rule. They will mete out information at will, to those they
trust not to rock the boat, to agree with them, like zealous scholars defending
the Dead Sea Scrolls. They are hoping to see their careers through without
having to deal with a revolution that would topple both them and their views.”
“Incredible,” Daney said.
“No, human, and we all study the
human, no? Was not our female injured by someone who didn’t want her baby to be
born?”
“We don’t know that,” Mitch said.
“I know that,” Brock said. “I reserve my
own irrational domains of belief, if only to defend myself against the zealots.
Is this not the sequence that you dream, in some form or another, as if we have
these events buried in our very blood?”
Mitch nodded.
“Perhaps this was the original sin of our
kind, that our Neandertal ancestors wished to stop progress, hold on to their
unique position...By killing the new children.
Those who would become us. Now we do the same thing, perhaps?”
Daney shook his head, quietly growling.
Mitch observed this with some interest, then turned to Brock. “You must have
examined the DNA results,” he said. “It must be available for criticism by
others.”
Brock reached down by his seat and brought
up a briefcase. He tapped it meaningfully. “I have all the material here, on
DVD-ROM, massive graphics files, tabulations, the results from different labs
around the world. Oliver and I are going to make it available on the Web, announce
the coverup, and let the chips fall where they may.”
“What we’d really like to do is make this
relevant in the broadest way imaginable,” Merton added. “We’d like to present
conclusive evidence that evolution is knocking on our door again.”
Mitch bit his lip, thinking this over.
“Have you talked with Christopher Dicken?”
“He told me he can’t help me,” Merton
said.
This shook Mitch. “Last time I spoke with
him, he seemed enthusiastic, even gung ho,” Mitch said.
“He’s had a change of heart,” Merton said.
“We need to bring Dr. Lang onboard. I think I can convince some of the
University of Washington people, certainly Dr. Konig and Dr. Packer, perhaps
even an evolutionary biologist or two.”
Daney nodded enthusiastically.
Merton turned to Mitch. His lips straightened,
and he cleared his throat. “Your look says you don’t approve?”
“We can’t exactly go at this like we were
college freshmen in a debating society.”
“I thought you were a rough-and-tumble
fellow,” Merton said archly.
“Wrong,” Mitch said. “I love it smooth and
by the book. It’s life that’s rough-and-tumble.”
Daney grinned. “Well put. Myself, I love
to be on the ground floor.”
“How’s that?” Merton asked.
“This is a marvelous opportunity,” Daney said. “I’d like to find a
willing woman and bring one of these new people into my family.”
For a long moment, neither Merton, Brock,
nor Mitch could find the right words to reply.
“Interesting idea,” Merton said quietly,
and glanced quickly at Mitch, eyebrow raised.
“If we try to kick up a storm outside the
castle, we might close more doors than we open,” Brock admitted.
“Mitch,” Merton said, subdued, “tell us,
then, how should we go about this...more by the book?”
“We put together a group of true experts,”
Mitch said, and thought intently for a moment. “Packer and Maria Konig make a
fine start. We recruit from their colleagues and contacts—the geneticists and
molecular biologists at the University of Washington, NIH, and half a dozen
other universities, research centers. Oliver, you probably know whom I’m referring
to...maybe better than I do.”
“The more progressive evolutionary
biologists,” Merton said, and then frowned, as if that might be an oxymoron.
“Right now, that’s pretty well limited to molecular biologists and a select few
paleontologists, like Jay Niles.”
“I know only conservatives,” Brock said.
“I have been drinking coffee with the wrong crowd in Innsbruck.”
“We need a scientific foundation,” Mitch
said. “An overwhelming quorum of respected scientists.”
“That’ll take weeks, even months,” Merton
said. “Everyone has careers to protect.”
“What if we fund more research in the
private sector?” Daney said.
“That’s where Mr. Daney could be helpful,”
Merton said, looking from beneath shaggy red eyebrows at their host. “You have
the resources to put together a first-class conference, and that’s just what we
need now. Counter the public pronouncements from the Taskforce.”
Daney’s expression dimmed. “How much would
that cost? Hundreds of thousands, or millions?”
“The former rather than the latter, I
suspect,” Merton said with a chuckle.
Daney gave them a troubled glance. “That
much money, and I’ll have to ask Mother,” he said.
59
The National Institutes of Health,
Bethesda
”I let her go,” Dr. Lipton said, sitting
down behind her desk. “I let them all go. The head of clinic research said we
had enough information to make our patient recommendations and bring the
experiments to a halt.”
Kaye stared at her, dumfounded. “You
just...let them out of the clinic, to go home?”
Lipton nodded, jaw lightly dimpled. “It
wasn’t my call, Kaye. But I have to agree. We were beyond our ethical limits.”
“What if they need help at home?”
Lipton looked down at the desk. “We
advised them that their infants were likely to be born with severe defects, and
that they would not survive. We referred them to outpatient treatment at their
nearest hospitals. We’re picking up all their expenses, even if there are
complications. Especially if there are complications. They’re all within the
period of efficacy.”
“They’re taking RU-486?”
“It’s their choice.”
“It isn’t policy, Denise.”
“I know that. Six of the women asked for
the opportunity. They wanted to abort. At that point, we can’t continue.”
“Did you tell them—?”
“Kaye, our guidelines are crystal clear. If there’s a judgment
that the infants could endanger the mother’s health, we give them the means to
terminate. I support their freedom to choose.”
“Of course, Denise, but...” Kaye turned
around, examining the familiar office, the charts, the pictures of fetuses at
different stages of development. “I can’t believe this.”
“Augustine asked us to hold off giving
them the RU-486 until a clear policy could be established. But the head of
clinical research calls the shots.”
“All right,” Kaye said. “Who didn’t
ask for the drug?”
“Luella Hamilton,” Lipton said. “She took
it with her, promised to check in with her pediatrician regularly, but she did
not take it under our supervision.”
“It’s over, then?”
“We’ve pulled our finger out of the pie,”
Lipton said softly. “We don’t have a choice. Ethically, politically, we’re
going to get hit whatever we do. We chose ethics and support for our patients.
If it were today, however...We have new orders from the secretary of Health and
Human Services. No recommendations to abort and no dispensing of RU-486. We got
out of the baby business just under the wire.”
“I don’t have Mrs. Hamilton’s home address
or phone number,” Kaye said.
“You won’t get it from me, either. She has
a right to privacy.” Lipton stared at her. “Don’t go outside the system, Kaye.”
“I think the system is going to eject me
any minute now,” Kaye said. “Thanks, Denise.”
60
New York
On the train to Albany, surrounded by the
musty smells of passengers, sun-warmed fabric, disinfectant, plastic, Mitch
sank into his seat. He felt as if he had just escaped from Wonderland. Daney’s
enthusiasm for bringing a “new person” into the family both fascinated and
frightened him. The human race had grown so cerebral, and had assumed so much
control of its biology, that this unexpected and ancient form of reproduction,
of creating variety in the species, could be stopped in its tracks, or engaged
in as if it were some kind of game.
He stared out the window at small towns,
forests of young trees, bigger towns with gray expanses of warehouses,
factories dull and dirty and productive.
61
Americol Headquarters, Baltimore
Kaye picked up the papers she had ordered
from Medline through the library, twenty copies each of eight different papers,
all neatly collated. She shook her head and skimmed one of the folios as she
boarded the elevator.
She took an additional five minutes going
through the security checkpoints on the tenth floor. Agents waved wands,
scanned her photo ID, and then passed sniffers over her hands and purse.
Finally, the head of the vice president’s Secret Service detail asked for
someone inside the executive dining room to vouch for her. Dicken emerged, said
that he knew her, and she entered the dining room fifteen minutes into the
meeting.
“You’re late,” Dicken whispered.
“Caught in traffic. Did you know they’ve
ended the special study?”
Dicken nodded. “They’re dancing around
each other now, trying to avoid making any commitments. Nobody wants to take
the blame for anything.”
Kaye saw the vice president sitting near
the front, the science advisor beside him. The room held at least four Secret
Service agents, which made her glad Benson had stayed outside.
Soft drinks, fruit, crackers, cheese, and
vegetables had been set out on a table at the back, but no one was eating. The
vice president clutched a can of Pepsi.
As Dicken led Kaye to a folding chair on
the left side of the room, Frank Shawbeck finished a briefing on the findings
of the NIH studies.
“That took just five minutes,” Dicken
whispered to Kaye.
Shawbeck tapped his papers on the lectern,
stepped aside, and Mark Augustine walked forward. He leaned on the lectern.
“Dr. Lang is here,” he announced
neutrally. “Let’s move on to social issues. We have suffered twelve major riots
across the U.S. Most seem to have been triggered by announcements that we are
going to pass out free RU-486. No such plans were ever completed, but they were
of course under discussion.”
“None of these drugs are illegal,” Cross
said irritably. She sat to the right of the VP. “Mr. Vice President, I invited
the senate majority leader to attend this meeting, and he declined. I will not
be held responsible for—”
“Please, Marge,” Augustine said. “We’ll
air our grievances in a few minutes.”
“Sorry,” Cross said, and folded her arms.
The vice president glanced over his shoulder, surveyed the audience. His eye
fell on Kaye and he seemed troubled for a moment, then turned again to face
front.
“The U.S. is not alone in having to deal
with civil unrest,” Augustine continued. “We’re heading toward a social
disaster of major proportions. Plainly speaking, the general public does not
understand what is going on. They react according to gut instincts, or
according to the dictates of demagogues. Pat Robertson, bless him, has already
recommended that God blast Washington, D.C., with Hell’s hottest fires if the
Taskforce is allowed to go ahead with RU-486 testing. He’s not alone. There’s a
real likelihood that the public will knock around until they find something,
anything, more palatable than the truth, and then they’ll flock behind that
banner, and it’s likely to have a religious aspect, and science will go right
out the window.”
“Amen,” Cross said. Nervous laughter
rippled through the small audience. The VP did not smile.
“This meeting was scheduled three days
ago,” Augustine continued. “The events of yesterday and today make it even more
urgent that we keep our ducks in a row.”
Kaye thought she could see where this was
going. She looked for Robert Jackson and located him seated behind Cross. He
angled his head, and his eyes swung left for the briefest moment, looking right
at her. Kaye felt her face grow hot.
“This is about me,” she whispered to
Dicken.
“Don’t be arrogant,” Dicken warned. “We’re
all here to eat a little crow today.”
“We’re already tabling the research on
RU-486 and what has very loosely, and in very bad taste, been labeled
RU-Pen-tium,” Augustine said. “Dr. Jackson.”
Jackson stood. “Preclinical trials show no
efficacy by any of our vaccines or ribozyme inhibitors against newly located
strains of SHEVA, loosely referred to as SHEVA-X. We have reason to believe
that all new incidents of Herod’s in the last three months can be attributed to
lateral infection by SHEVA-X, which may come in at least nine different
varieties, all with different coat glycoproteins. We can’t target the LPC messenger
RNA in the cytoplasm because our current ri-bozymes do not recognize the
mutated form. In short, we’re dead in the water on a vaccine. We probably won’t
come up with alternatives for six more months.”
He sat down again.
Augustine pressed his fingers together
symmetrically, making a flexible polygon. The room was silent for a long
interval, absorbing the news and its implications. “Dr. Phillips.”
Gary Phillips, science advisor to the
president, stood and approached the lectern. “The president wishes me to convey
his appreciation. We had hoped for so much more, but no research effort in any
other nation has done better than the NIH and the CDC Taskforce. We have to
realize we face an extremely clever and versatile opponent, and we have to
speak with one voice, with resolve, to avoid pushing our nation into anarchy.
That is why I have listened to Dr. Robert Jackson and to Mark Augustine. Our
situation now is very sensitive, publicly sensitive, and they tell me there is
a potentially divisive disagreement between some members of the Taskforce,
especially within the Americol contingent.”
“Not a split,” Jackson said acidly. “A
schism”
“Dr. Lang, I have been informed you do not
share some of the opinions expressed by Dr. Jackson and Mark Augustine. Could
you please express and clarify your point of view now, so that we may judge
them?”
Kaye sat in shock for a few seconds, then
stood up and managed to say, “I don’t believe a fair hearing can be given now,
sir. I am apparently the only person in this room whose opinion differs from
the official statement you’re obviously preparing.”
“We need solidarity, but we need to be
fair,” the science advisor said. “I’ve read your papers on HERV, Ms. Lang. Your
work was seminal and brilliant. You could very well be nominated for a Nobel
prize. Your disagreements have to be listened to, and we’re prepared to listen.
I regret nobody has the luxury of sufficient time. I wish we did.”
He motioned for her to come forward. Kaye
walked to the lectern. Phillips stepped aside.
“I’ve expressed my opinions in numerous
conversations with Dr. Dicken, and in one conversation with Ms. Cross and Dr.
Jackson,” Kaye said. “This morning, I put together a folder of supporting
articles, some of them my own, and evidence gleaned from studies in the Human
Genome Project, evolutionary biology, even paleontology.” She opened her
briefcase and handed the stack of folders to Nilson, who passed them to her
left.
“I do not yet have the conclusive linchpin
that holds my theories together,” Kaye continued, then sipped from a cup of
water handed to her by Augustine. “Scientific evidence from the Innsbruck
mummies has not yet been released to the public.”
Jackson rolled his eyes.
“I do have preliminary reports on evidence
gathered by Dr. Dicken in Turkey and the Republic of Georgia—”
She spoke for twenty minutes, focusing on
specifics and on her work with transposable elements and HERV-DL3. She came to
an uncertain close by describing her successful search for different versions
of the LPC on the same day she heard from Jackson that mutations in SHEVA had
been located. “I believe SHEVA-X is a backup or alternate response to the
failure of initial lateral transmissions to produce viable children.
Second-stage pregnancies induced by SHEVA-X will not be open to herpes viral
interference. They will produce healthy and viable infants. I have no direct
evidence for this; no such infants have been born that I’m aware of. But I
doubt we’ll have to wait long. We should be prepared.”
Kaye was surprised that she had spoken as
coherently as she had, yet she was miserably aware she could not possibly
succeed in turning the tide. Augustine watched her closely, with some
admiration, she thought, and he gave her a quick smile.
“Thank you, Dr. Lang,” Phillips said.
“Questions?”
Frank Shawbeck raised his hand. “Does Dr.
Dicken support your conclusions?”
Dicken stepped forward. “I did for a time.
Recent evidence convinced me I was wrong.”
“What evidence?” Jackson called out.
Augustine waggled his finger in warning, but allowed the question.
“I believe SHEVA is mutating as a disease
organism mutates,” Dicken said. “Nothing convinces me it is not acting as a
human pathogen.”
“Isn’t it true, Dr. Lang, that previous
supposedly noninfec-tious forms of HERV have been associated with some kinds of
tumors?” Shawbeck asked.
“Yes, sir. But they’re also expressed in
noninfectious form in many other tissues, including placenta. We only now have
the opportunity to understand the many roles these endogenous retroviruses may
play.”
“We don’t understand why they are in our
genome, in our tissues, do we, Dr. Lang?” Augustine asked.
“Until now, we knew of no theory that
could explain their presence.”
“Other than their actions as
disease-causing organisms?”
“Many substances in our bodies are both
positive and necessary and yet, on occasion, are implicated in disease,” Kaye
responded. “Oncogenes are necessary genes that can also be provoked to cause
cancer.”
Jackson raised his hand. “I’d like to
scotch this argument with an approach from an evolutionary perspective,” he
said. “While I’m not an evolutionary biologist, and I’ve never even played one
on TV...”
Chuckles from all in the crowd but Shawbeck and the VP, still
stony faced.
“...I believe I had enough of the paradigm
drummed into me in school and university. The paradigm is that evolution
proceeds by random mutations within the genome. These mutations alter the
nature of the proteins or the other components expressed by our DNA, and are
usually detrimental, causing the organism to sicken or die. Yet over deep time,
and under changing conditions, mutations may also create novel forms that
confer positive advantages. Am I correct so far, Dr. Lang?”
“That is the paradigm,” Kaye acknowledged.
“What you seem to be implying, however, is
a hitherto undiscovered mechanism whereby the genome takes control of its own
evolution, somehow sensing the right time to bring about change. Correct?”
“As far as it goes,” Kaye said. “I believe
our genome is much more clever than we are. It’s taken us tens of thousands of
years to get to the point where we have a hope of understanding how life works.
The Earth’s species have been evolving, both competing and cooperating, for
billions of years. They’ve learned how to survive under conditions we can
barely imagine. Even the most conservative biologist knows different kinds of
bacteria can cooperate and learn from each other—but many now understand that
different species of metazoans, plants and animals like us, do much the same
thing when they play their roles in any ecosystem. The Earth’s species have
learned how to anticipate climate change and respond to it in advance, get a
head start, and I believe, in our case, our genome is now responding to social
change and the stress it causes.”
Jackson pretended to work these ideas
through in his head before asking, “If you were a graduate advisor and one of
your students were to propose doing a thesis on this possibility, would you
encourage them?”
“No,” Kaye said bluntly.
“Why not?” Jackson pursued.
“It is not a widely defended point of view.
Evolution has been a very closed-minded field in biology, and only the brave
few challenge the paradigm of the Darwinian Modern Synthesis. No grad student
should try it alone.”
“Charles Darwin was wrong, and you’re
right?”
Kaye turned to Augustine. “Is Dr. Jackson
conducting this inquisition all by himself?”
Augustine stepped forward. “This is an
opportunity to answer your opponents, Dr. Lang.”
Kaye swung back and faced Jackson and the
audience, eyes narrowed. “I do not challenge Charles Darwin, I have immense
respect for him. Darwin would have recommended we not set our ideas in stone
before we understood all the principles. I do not even reject many of the
principles of the modern synthesis; quite clearly, whatever the genome devises
has to pass the test of survival. Mutation is a source of unexpected and
sometimes useful novelty. But there has to be more to explain what we see in
nature. The modern synthesis was devised during a period when we were just
beginning to learn the nature of DNA and establish the roots of modern
genetics. Darwin would have been fascinated to know what we know today, about
plasmids and exchange of free DNA, about error correction within the genome,
about editing and transposition and hidden viruses, about markers and gene structure,
about all manner of genetic phenomena, many of which do not fit at all neatly
into the most rigid interpretations of the modern synthesis.”
“Does any reputable scientist support the
proposition that the genome is a self-aware ‘mind,’ able to judge the
environment and determine the course of its own evolution?”
Kaye took a deep breath. “It would take me
several hours to correct and expand upon that proposition as you state it, but,
loosely, the answer is yes. None of them are here, unfortunately.”
“Are their views noncontroversial?”
“Of course not,” Kaye said. “Nothing in
this field is non-controversial. And I try to avoid the word ‘mind,’ because it
has personal and religious connotations that are not productive. I use the term
network; a perceptive and adaptive network of cooperating and competing
individuals.”
“Do you believe this mind, or network,
could in some way be the equivalent of God?” Jackson stated this without
smugness or contempt, to her surprise.
“No,” Kaye said. “Our own brains function
as perceptive and adaptive networks, but I don’t believe we are gods.”
“But our own brains produce minds, do they
not?”
“I believe the word applies, yes.”
Jackson held up his hands in puzzled
query. “So we come full circle. Some sort of Mind—perhaps with a capital M—
determines evolution?”
“Again, emphasis and semantics are
important here,” Kaye said slowly, and then realized she should have simply
dismissed the question with silence.
“Have you ever had the larger scope of
your theories peer-reviewed and published in a major journal?”
“No,” Kaye said. “I have expressed some
aspects in my published articles on HERV-DL3, which were peer-reviewed.”
“Many of your articles were rejected by
other journals, were they not?”
“Yes,” Kaye said.
“By Cell, for example.”
“Yes.”
“Is Virology the most respected journal in
the field?”
“It’s an important journal,” Kaye said.
“It has published very important papers.”
Jackson let this go. “I haven’t had time
to read all of the material in your handout. I apologize,” he continued,
getting to his feet. “To the best of your knowledge, would any of the authors
whose papers you have included in your handout agree with you completely on the
subject of how evolution occurs?”
“Of course not,” Kaye said. “It’s a
developing field.”
“It’s not just developing, it’s infantile,
isn’t that right, Dr. Lang?”
“In its infancy, yes,” Kaye shot back.
“Infantile would apply to those who deny compelling evidence.” She could not
help looking at Dicken. He returned her look with unhappy resolve.
Augustine stepped forward again and held
out his hand. “We could go on like this for days. I’m sure it would be an
interesting conference. What we must do, however, is judge whether views such
as those held by Dr. Lang could prove detrimental to the goals of the
Taskforce. Our mission is to protect public health, not debate rarefied issues
in science.”
“That isn’t exactly fair, Mark,” Marge
Cross said, rising. “Kaye, does this seem like a kangaroo court to you?”
Kaye let out a small explosion of breath,
half chuckle, half sigh, looked down, and nodded.
“I wish there was time,” Marge said. “I
surely do. These views are fascinating, and I share many of them, dear, but we
are hopelessly mired in business and politics, and we must go with what we can
all support, and with what the public will understand. I do not see the support
in this room, and I know we do not have time or the will to engage in a highly
public debate. Unfortunately, we are stuck with science by committee, Dr.
Augustine.”
Augustine was obviously not pleased by
this characterization.
Kaye looked at the vice president. The
vice president stared at the folio on his lap, which he had not opened, clearly
embarrassed by being stuck in a race in which he had no horse he could hope to
ride. He was waiting for the debate to end.
“I understand, Marge,” Kaye said. She
could not keep her voice from quavering. “Thank you for making things so clear.
I see no alternative but to resign from the Taskforce. My value to Americol is
probably reduced by doing that, so I offer my resignation to you, as well.”
Augustine took Dicken aside in the hallway
after the meeting. Dicken had tried to catch up with Kaye, but she was far down
the hall toward the elevator.
“This didn’t turn out the way I would have
liked,” Augustine told him. “I don’t want her out of the Taskforce. I just
don’t want her going public with these ideas. Christ, Jackson may have done us
a greater disservice—”
“I know Kaye Lang well enough,” Dicken
said. “She’s gone for good, and yes, she’s pissed off, and I’m as responsible
as Jackson.”
“Then what in hell can you do to put
things right?” Augustine asked.
Dicken shrugged loose from his grip.
“Nada, Mark. Zip. And don’t ask me to try.”
Shawbeck approached them, his face grim.
“There’s another march on Washington planned for tonight. Women’s groups,
Christians, blacks, Hispanics. They’re evacuating the Capitol and the White
House.”
“Jesus H.,” Augustine said. “What are they
trying to do, shut the country down?”
“The president’s agreed to a full defense.
Regular Army as well as National Guard. I think the mayor is going to declare a
state of emergency in the city. The VP is being flown to Los Angeles this
evening. Gentlemen, we should get out of here, too.”
Dicken heard Kaye arguing with her
bodyguard. He walked briskly down the hall to see what was happening, but they
were in the elevator and the door had closed by the time he arrived.
Kaye stood in the ground floor lobby,
hands on her hips, shouting at the top of her lungs. “I don’t want your
protection! I don’t want any of this! I told you—”
“I don’t have any choice, ma’am,” Benson
said, standing his ground like a small bull. “We are on full alert. You can’t
go back to your apartment until we get more agents here, and that’s going to
take at least an hour.”
The building security guards were locking
the front doors and moving barricades into position. Kaye twirled, saw the
barricades, the curious people beyond the glass doors. Steel barriers dropped
slowly over the outside entrance.
“Can I make a phone call?”
“Not now, Ms. Lang,” Benson said. “I’d
apologize all over if this were my fault, you know that.”
“Yes, like when you told Augustine who was
in my apartment!”
“They asked the doorman, Ms. Lang, not
me.”
“So what is it now, us versus them’? I
want to be outside with real people, not in here—”
“Not if they recognize you, you don’t,”
Benson said.
“Karl, for God’s sake, I’ve resigned]”
The agent held up his hands and shook his
head firmly: no matter.
“Then where am I going to stay?”
“We’re putting you with the other researchers
in the executive lounge.”
“With Jackson?” Kaye bit her lip and
stared at the ceiling, shaking with helpless laughter.
62
The State University of New York, Albany
Mitch stared out of the taxi window at the
students marching along the tree-lined avenue. People poured out of homes and
office buildings along the path of the march. This time, they carried no signs,
no banners, but all held their left hands high, fingers stretched out, palms
forward.
The driver, a Somali immigrant, lowered
his head and peered through the window to his right. “What does that mean,
raised hand?”
“I don’t know,” Mitch said.
The march had cut them off at an
intersection. The university campus lay just a few blocks away, but Mitch
doubted they would get that far today.
“It is scary,” the driver said, glancing
over his shoulder at Mitch. “They want something to be done, yes?”
Mitch nodded. “I suppose.”
The driver shook his head. “I won’t cross
that line. It’s a long line. Mister, I take you back to the station, where you’ll
be safe.”
“No,” Mitch said. “Let me out here.”
He paid the driver and walked to the curb.
The taxi swung around and drove away just before other cars could block it in.
Mitch’s jaw clenched. He could feel and
smell the tension, the social electricity, in the long line of men and women,
mostly young at first, but now more and more older, emerging from the
buildings, all marching with left hands held high.
Not fists; hands. Mitch found that
significant.
A police car parked just a few yards from
him. Two patrol officers stood by their open doors, just watching.
Kaye had joked about wearing a mask, the
day they had first made love. They had made love so few times. Mitch’s throat
constricted. He wondered how many of the women in the march were pregnant, how many
had had their tests for exposure to SHEVA return positive, and how that had
affected their relationships.
“You know what’s going on?” an officer
called to Mitch.
“No,” Mitch said.
“Think it’s going to get ugly?”
“I hope not,” Mitch said.
“We weren’t told a damned thing,” the
officer grumbled, then climbed back into the patrol car. The car backed up but
was hemmed in by other cars and could go no farther. Mitch thought it was wise
they did not turn on their sirens.
This march was different from the march in
San Diego. The people here were tired, traumatized, almost past hope. Mitch
wished he could tell them all that their fear was unnecessary, that this was
not a disaster, not a plague, but he was no longer sure what to believe. All
belief and opinion faded in the presence of this massive tide of emotion, of
fear.
He did not want the job at SUNY. He wanted
to be with Kaye and protect her; he wanted to help her get through this,
professionally and personally, and he wanted her to help him, as well.
It was no time to be alone. The whole
world was in pain.
63
Baltimore
Kaye opened the door to the condominium
and walked in slowly. She kicked the heavy door shut with two bangs of her
foot, then leaned into it with her hand to get it latched. She dropped her
purse and valise on the chair and stood for a moment as if to get her bearings.
She had not slept in twenty-eight hours.
It was late morning outside.
The phone message light blinked at her.
She retrieved three messages. The first was from Judith Kushner, asking her to
call back. The second was from Mitch, leaving an Albany phone number. The third
was from Mitch also. “I’ve managed to get back to Baltimore, but it wasn’t
easy. They won’t let me in the building to use the key you gave me. I tried
Americol but the switchboard says they’re not transferring outside calls, or
you’re not available, or something. I’m worried sick. It’s hell out here, Kaye.
I’ll call in a few hours and see if you’re home.”
Kaye wiped her eyes and swore under her
breath. She could hardly see straight. She felt as if she were stuck in
molasses and no one would let her clean her shoes.
Americol had been surrounded by four
thousand protesters for nine hours, shutting off traffic all around the
building. Police had moved in and succeeded in roiling the crowds, breaking
them into smaller and less controlled groups, and riots had broken out. Fires
had been started, cars overturned.
“Where do I call, Mitch?” she murmured,
taking the phone out of its recharging cradle. She was paging through the phone
book, looking for the number of the YMCA, when the phone rang in her hand.
She fumbled it to her ear. “Hello?”
“Dark Intruder again. How are you?”
“Mitch, oh God, I’m okay, but I’m so
tired.”
“I’ve been walking all over downtown. They
burned part of the convention center.”
“I know. Where are you?”
“A block away. I can see your building and
the Pepto-Bismol Tower.”
Kaye laughed. “Bromo-Seltzer. Blue, not
pink.” She took a deep breath. “I don’t want you here anymore. I mean, I don’t
want to be with you here anymore. Mitch, I’m not making sense. I need you so
badly. Please come. I want to pack and get out. The bodyguard is still here,
but he’s down in the lobby. I’ll tell him to let you in.”
“I didn’t even try to get the job at
SUNY,” Mitch said.
“I quit Americol and theTaskforce. We’re
equal now.”
“We’re both bums?”
“Shiftless and rootless and with no
visible means of support. Other than a large bank account.”
“Where will we go?” Mitch asked.
Kaye reached into her purse and pulled out
the two small boxes containing SHEVA test kits. She had taken them from the
common stores area on the seventh floor at Americol. “How about Seattle? You
have an apartment in Seattle, don’t you?”
“Yes.”
“Exquisite. I want you, Mitch. Let’s go
live forever and ever in your bachelor apartment in Seattle.”
“You’re nuts. I’m coming right over.”
He hung up and she laughed in relief, then
broke into sobs. She smoothed the phone against her cheek, realized how crazy
that was, put it down. “I am really strung out,” she told herself, walking to
the kitchen. She kicked off her shoes, pulled a Parrish print that had belonged
to her mother from the wall, laid it on the dining room table, then all the
other prints that belonged to her, her family, her past.
In the kitchen, she drew a glass of cold
water from the refrigerator tap. “Screw luxury, screw security. Screw
propriety.” She worked through a list often other items to screw, and at the
end of the list came “goddamned stupid me.”
Then she remembered she had better let
Benson know Mitch was coming.
64
Atlanta
Dicken walked toward his old office in the
subbasement of Building 1 at 1600 Clifton Road. As he walked, he fingered his
way through a vinyl packet of new material—special federal-grade security pass,
fresh-printed instructions on new security procedures, talking points for
arranged interviews later in the week.
He could not believe it had come to this.
National Guard troops patrolled the perimeter and the grounds, and while there
had not yet been any violent incidents at the CDC, phone threats arrived at the
main switchboard as often as ten times a day.
He opened his office door and stood for a
moment in the small room, savoring the cool and quiet. He wished he could be in
Lagos or Tegucigalpa. He was much more at home working under rugged conditions
in remote places; even the Republic of Georgia had been a bit too civilized,
and therefore a bit too dangerous, for his tastes.
He much preferred viruses to
out-of-control humans.
Dicken dropped the packet on his desk. For
a moment, he could not remember why he was here. He had come to pick up
something for Augustine. Then he recalled: the Northside Hospital autopsy
reports on first-stage pregnancies. Augustine was working on a plan so
top-secret Dicken knew nothing about it, but all the files pertaining to HERV
and SHEVA in the building were being copied for his benefit.
He found the reports, then stood
pensively, remembering the conversation with Jane Salter months ago, about the
screaming of the monkeys in these old subbasement rooms.
He tapped his toe on the floor to the
rhythm of an old and morbid child’s song and murmured, “The bugs go in and the
bugs go out, the monkeys will scream and the apes will shout...”
No doubt about it anymore. Christopher
Dicken was a team player, hoping just to survive with his wits and his emotions
in a few well-ordered pieces.
He picked up the vinyl packet and the
folders and left the office.
65
Baltimore
APRIL 28
Kaye swung the garment bag to her
shoulder. Mitch grabbed two suitcases and stood in the door, held open by a
rubber chock. They had already loaded three boxes into the car in the condo
garage.
“They tell me to keep in touch,” Kaye
said, and held up a black cell phone for Mitch’s inspection. “Marge pays for
this. And Augustine tells me not to give any interviews. That I can live with.
What about you?”
“My lips are sealed.”
“With kisses?” Kaye bumped him with her
hip.
Benson followed them down to the garage.
He watched them load Mitch’s car with a plain expression of disapproval.
“You don’t like my idea of freedom?” Kaye
asked the agent with a piquant expression as she slammed the trunk. The car’s
rear springs groaned.
“You’re taking everything with you,
ma’am,” Benson responded stonily.
“He doesn’t approve of the company you
keep,” Mitch said.
“Well,” Kaye said, standing beside Benson,
brushing back her hair. “That’s because he’s a man of taste.”
Benson smiled. “You’re a fool to leave
without protection.”
“Maybe,” Kaye said. “Thanks for your
vigilance. Pass along my gratitude.”
“Yes, ma’am,” Benson said. “Good luck.”
Kaye hugged him. Benson blushed.
“Let’s go,” Kaye said.
Kaye fingered the door frame of the Buick,
its dusty blue finish powdery and matte with wear. She asked Mitch how old the
car was.
“I don’t know,” Mitch said. “Ten, fifteen
years.”
“Find a dealership,” Kaye said. “I’m going
to buy you a brand-new Land Rover.”
“That’s roughing it, all right,” Mitch
said, lifting an eyebrow. “I’d prefer we be less obvious.”
“I love the way you do that,” Kaye said,
lifting her much less impressive eyebrow dramatically. Mitch laughed.
“Screw it, then,” she said. “Drive the
Buick. We’ll camp out under the stars.”
66
Approaching Washington, D.C.
The Air Force Falcon passenger jet rolled
gently to the east. Augustine sipped a Coke and glanced frequently through the
window, clearly nervous about flying. Dicken had not known this about Augustine
until now; they had never flown together before.
“We can make a strong case that even
should second-stage SHEVA fetuses survive birth, they’ll be carriers of a wide
variety of infectious HERVs,” Augustine said.
“Whose evidence?” Jane Salter asked. Her
face was a little flushed from the heat in the airplane before takeoff; she was
at best mildly unimpressed by these military trappings.
“I’ve hadTaskforce researchers putting together biopsy results for
the last two weeks, just on a hunch. We know HERVs express under all sorts of
conditions, but the particles have never been infectious until now.”
“We still don’t know what the hell purpose
the noninfec-tious particles serve, if any,” Salter said. The other staffers,
younger and less experienced, sat quietly in their seats, content to listen.
“No good purpose,” Augustine said, tapping
the seat arm. He swallowed hard and looked out the window again. “The HERV
continue to produce viral particles that aren’t infectious...Until SHEVA codes
for a complete tool kit, everything necessary for a virus to assemble and
escape a cell. I have six expert opinions, including Jackson’s, that SHEVA may
‘teach’ other HERV how to be infectious again. They’ll be most active in
individuals with rapidly dividing cells, and that means SHEVA fetuses. We could
have to deal with diseases we haven’t seen in millions of years.”
“Diseases that may no longer be pathogenic
in humans,” Dicken said.
“Can we take that chance?” Augustine
asked. Dicken shrugged.
“So what are you going to recommend?”
Salter asked.
“Washington is already under curfew, and
they’ll have it under martial law the instant someone decides to break a plate
glass window or roll a car. No demonstrations, no inflammatory
comments...Politicians hate to be lynched. It won’t be long. The common folk
are like cows in a herd, and there’s been more than enough lightning to make
even the cowboys nervous.”
“Infelicitous comparison, Dr. Augustine,”
Salter said dryly.
“Well, I’ll refine it,” Augustine said.
“I’m not at my best when I’m at twenty thousand feet.”
“You think we’re going to be under martial
law,” Dicken said, “and we can sequester all pregnant women and take their
babies away from them...for testing?”
“It’s horrible,” Augustine admitted. “Most if not all of the
fetuses will probably die. But if they do survive, I think we can make a case
that we’ll have to sequester them.”
“Talk about throwing gas on a fire,”
Dicken said.
Augustine thoughtfully agreed. “I’ve been
racking my brains trying to find a different solution. I will entertain
alternatives.”
“Maybe we shouldn’t muddy the waters right
now,” Salter said.
“I have no intention of saying or doing
anything now. The work goes on.”
“We’d better be on firm ground,” Dicken
said.
“Damned right,” Augustine said with a
grimace. “Terra firma, and the sooner the better.”
66
Leaving Baltimore
Everyone has a bitch,” Mitch observed as
he steered them along state route 26 out of the city, staying away from the
main highways. Too many demonstrations—by truckers, motorists, even bicyclists,
all claiming a shot at civil disobedience—had shut down the main routes. As it
was, they had to wait twenty minutes in the middle of downtown as police
cleared tons of garbage dumped by protesting sanitation workers.
“We failed them,” Kaye said.
“You didn’t fail them,” Mitch said as he
tried to find an alley to turn into.
“I
screwed up and didn’t make my case.” Kaye hummed nervously to herself.
“Something wrong?” Mitch asked.
“Nothing,” she said briskly. “Just the
whole damned planet.”
In West Virginia, they pulled into a KOA
campground and paid thirty dollars for a tent site. Mitch set up the
lightweight dome tent he had bought in Austria before he met Tilde, and a small
camp stove, under a young oak tree looking out over a low valley where two
tractors sat idle in a carefully furrowed field.
The sun had gone down twenty minutes
before and the sky was mottled with light clouds. The air was just beginning to
cool. Kaye’s hair was sticky, the elastic of her panties chafed.
One other family had set up two tents
about a hundred yards away, otherwise the campground was empty.
Kaye climbed through the rainflap into the
tent. “Come in here,” she told Mitch. She pulled off her dress and lay back on
the sleeping bag Mitch had unrolled. Mitch set the campstove down and poked his
head into the tent.
“My God, woman,” he said admiringly.
“Do you smell me?” she asked.
“I surely do, ma’am,” he said in agent
Benson’s fine North Carolina accent. He slipped in beside her. “It’s still a
little warm.”
“I smell you,” Kaye said. She had a
needful and serious look on her face. She helped him out of his shirt, and he
kicked aside his pants before reaching for the shaving kit where he was keeping
the condoms. As he started to rip open the foil package, she bent over and
kissed his erect penis. “Not this time,” she said. She licked him swiftly,
looked up. “I want you now, nothing in between.”
Mitch took hold of her head and lifted her
mouth away from him. “No,” he said.
“Why not?” she asked.
“You’re fertile,” he said.
“How the hell do you know?” Kaye asked.
“I can see it in your skin. I can smell
it.”
“I bet you can,” she said admiringly. “Can
you smell anything else?” She pushed closer to him, lifted over his head, swung
her knee to the other side.
“Spring,” Mitch said, returning the favor.
She arched her back, half-twisted, and
deftly fondled him, as he nuzzled between her legs.
“Ballet dancer,” Mitch said, his voice
muffled.
“You’re fertile, too,” she said. “You
didn’t say otherwise.”
“Mm.”
She lifted her torso again, rolled off
him, and swung around to face him. “You’re shedding,” she said.
Mitch screwed up his face in puzzlement.
“What?”
“You’re shedding SHEVA. I test positive.”
“Good Christ, Kaye. You sure know how to
trash a mood.” Mitch pushed back and sat with his legs pulled up in the corner
of the tent. “I didn’t think it could happen so fast.”
“Something thinks I’m your woman,” Kaye
said. “Nature says we’re going to be together a long time. I want that to be
true.”
Mitch was at a complete loss. “I do, too,
but we don’t need to act like idiots.”
“Every man wants to make love to a fertile
woman. It’s in their genes.”
“That is complete bullshit,” Mitch said,
and pushed back from her. “What in hell are you doing?”
Kaye hunkered across from him and rested
on her knees. She made his head throb. The entire tent smelled of both of them
and he could not think straight. “We can prove them wrong, Mitch.”
“About what?”
“I once worried that work and family
wouldn’t fit together. Now, there’s no conflict. I am my own laboratory.”
Mitch shook his head vehemently. “No.”
Kaye lay down beside him, pillowing her
head on her arms. “Pretty forward and up front, no?” she asked softly.
“We haven’t the slightest idea what’s going to happen,” Mitch
said. His eyes were brimming, warm, half from fear, half from another emotion
he could not define—something close to pure physical joy. His body wanted her
so intensely, wanted her now. If he gave in, he knew it would be the supreme
sexual act of his entire life. And if he gave in now, he worried he would never
forgive himself.
“I know you believe we’re right, and I
know you’d be a good father,” Kaye said, eyes narrowed to slits. She slowly
lifted one leg. “If we don’t do something now, maybe it will never happen, and
we’ll never know. Be my man. Please.”
The tears came in a rush and Mitch hid his
face. She rose beside him and held him and apologized, feeling his shaking. He
mumbled a confused and jerking series of words about how women simply did not
understand, never could understand.
Kaye soothed him and lay down beside him
and for a while the breeze blew the rain flap gently over their silence.
“It’s nothing wrong,” she said. She wiped
his face and looked down on him, frightened at what she had provoked. “It’s the
only right thing there is, maybe.”
“I’m sorry,” Kaye said stiffly as they
loaded the car. A cool current of morning air slopped up from the flat farmland
below the campsite. The leaves on the oak trees whispered. The tractors stood
motionless on their perfect and empty furrows.
“No reason to be sorry,”Mitch said,
shaking out the tent. He folded it and rolled it into its long fabric sheath,
then, with Kaye’s help, unsocketed the tent poles and clapped them together
into a fasces connected top to bottom by their stretching cords.
They had not made love during the night,
and Mitch had slept very little.
“Any dreams?” Kaye asked as they sipped
hot coffee from the pot on the camp stove. Mitch shook his head. “You?”
“I
didn’t sleep more than a couple of hours,” Kaye said. “I dreamed of working at
EcoBacter. All these people were coming in and out. You were there.” Kaye did
not want to tell Mitch that in the dream she did not recognize him.
“Not very exciting,” Mitch said.
As they traveled, they saw little out of
the ordinary, out of place. They drove west on the two-lane road through small
towns, coal towns, old towns, tired towns, towns repainted and repaired,
gussied up, with their grand old homes in the rich old neighborhoods made into
bed-and-breakfasts for well-to-do young people from Philadelphia and Washington
and even New York.
Mitch switched on the radio and they heard
about candlelight vigils in the Capitol, ceremonies honoring the dead senators,
funerals for others killed in the riot. There were stories on the vaccine
effort, how scientists now believed the torch had been passed to James Mondavi
or perhaps a team at Princeton. Jackson seemed on the descent, and despite all
that had happened, Kaye felt sorry for him.
They ate at the High Street Grill in
Morgantown, a new restaurant designed to look old and established, with
Colonial decor and thick wood tables coated with clear plastic resin. The sign
out front declared the restaurant to be “Just a bit older than the Millennium,
and a hell of a lot less significant.”
Kaye watched Mitch closely as she picked
at her club sandwich.
Mitch avoided her gaze and looked around
at the customers, all stolidly involved in fueling their bodies. Older couples
sat in silence; a lone man dropped his wool cap on the table next to a foam cup
of coffee; three teenage girls in a booth picked at sundaes with long steel
spoons. The staff was young and friendly and none of the women wore masks.
“Makes me believe I’m just an ordinary
guy,” Mitch said quietly, looking down at the bowl of chili before him. “I
never thought I’d make a good father.”
“Why?” Kaye asked, equally quiet, as if they were sharing a
secret.
“I’ve always focused on my work, on
wandering around and going places where there was interesting stuff. I’m pretty
self-centered. I never thought any intelligent woman would want me to be a
father, or a husband, for that matter. Some made it perfectly clear that wasn’t
why they were with me.”
“Yeah,” Kaye said, completely tuned in on
him, as if every word might contain an answer essential to solving something
that puzzled her.
The waitress asked if they needed more tea
or dessert. They declined.
“This is so ordinary,” Mitch said, lifting
his spoon and swinging it through a small arc to measure the restaurant. “I
feel like a big bug in the middle of a Norman Rockwell living room.”
Kaye laughed. “There,” she said.
“What do you mean, ‘there’?”
“That was you, saying that. And I just
felt my insides quiver.”
“It’s the food,” Mitch said.
“It’s you.”
“I need to be a husband before I can be a
father.”
“It certainly isn’t the food. I’m shaking,
Mitch.” She held out her hand and he let go of the spoon to grasp it. Her
fingers were cold and her teeth were chattering though the interior was warm.
“I think we should get married,” Mitch
said.
“That’s a lovely idea,” Kaye said.
Mitch held out his hand. “Will you marry
me?”
Kaye held her breath for a moment. “Oh,
God, yes,” she said with a short puff of resolve.
“We’re crazy and we don’t know what we’re
in for.”
“We don’t,” Kaye agreed.
“We’re on the edge of trying to make
someone new, different from us,” Mitch said. “Don’t you find that terrifying?”
“Utterly,” Kaye said.
“And if we’re wrong, it’s just going to be disaster after
disaster. Pain. Grief.”
“We are not wrong,” Kaye said. “Be my
man.”
“I am your man.”
“Do you love me?”
“I love you in ways I’ve never felt
before.”
“So fast. That’s incredible.”
Mitch nodded emphatically. “But I love you
too much not to be a little critical.”
“I’m listening.”
“I’m troubled by you calling yourself a
laboratory. That sounds cold and maybe a little out of it, Kaye.”
“I hope you see through the words. See
what I hope to say and do.”
“I might,” Mitch said. “Just barely. The
air feels very thin where we are, right now.”
“Like being on a mountain,” Kaye said.
“I don’t like mountains much,” Mitch said.
“Oh, I do,” Kaye said, thinking of the
slopes and white peaks of Mount Kazbeg. “They give you freedom.”
“Yeah,” Mitch said. “You jump off, and you
get ten thousand feet of pure freedom.”
As Mitch was paying their bill, Kaye
walked toward the rest rooms. On impulse, she pulled her phone card and a piece
of paper from her wallet and lifted the receiver on a pay phone.
She was calling Mrs. Luella Hamilton at
her home in Richmond, Virginia. She had persuaded the number out of the
hospital switchboard at the clinic.
A deep, smooth male voice answered.
“Excuse me, is Mrs. Hamilton in?”
“We’re having an early supper,” the man
said. “Who wants her?”
“Kaye Lang. Dr. Lang.”
The man mumbled something, then called out
“Luella!” and a few seconds passed. More voices. Luella Hamilton picked up the
phone, her breath briefly pounding on the mouthpiece, then familiar and calm.
“Albert says this is Kaye Lang, that right?”
“It’s me, Mrs. Hamilton.”
“Well, I’m at home now, Kaye, and don’t
need no checking up on.”
“I wanted to let you know I’m no longer
with the Task-force, Mrs. Hamilton.”
“Please call me Lu. Whyever not, Kaye?”
“A parting of the ways. I’m heading west
and I was worried about you.”
“There’s nothing to be worried about.
Albert and the kids are all right and I’m just fine.”
“I was just concerned. I’ve been thinking
about you a lot.”
“Well, Dr. Lipton gave me these pills that
kill babies before they’re very big, inside. You know about the pills.”
“Yes.”
“I didn’t tell anybody, and we thought
about it, but Albert and me, we’re going ahead. He says he believes some of
what the scientists say, but not all, and besides, he says I’m too ugly to be
messing around behind his back.” She let out a rich, disbelieving laugh. “He
don’t know us women and our opportunities, does he, Kaye?” Then, in an
undertone, to someone beside her, “Stop that. I’m talking here.”
“No,” Kaye said.
“We’re going to have this baby,” Mrs.
Hamilton said, coming down heavy on have. “Tell Dr. Lipton and the folks at the
clinic. Whatever he or she is, he or she is ours, and we’re going to give him
or her a fighting chance.”
“I’m glad to hear that, Lu.”
“You are, huh? You curious, too, Kaye?”
Kaye laughed and felt her laughter catch,
threaten to reverse to tears. “I am.”
“You want to see this baby when he comes,
don’t you?”
“I would like to buy you both a present,”
Kaye said.
“That’s nice. Then why not go find
yourself a man and get this flu, and we’ll visit together and compare, you and
me, our two fine youngsters, all right? And I’ll buy you a present.” The
suggestion carried not a hint of anger, absurdity, or resentment.
“I might do that, Lu.”
“We get along, Kaye. Thanks for caring
about me and you know, looking at me like I was people and not a lab rat.”
“May I call you again?”
“We’re moving soon, but we’ll find each
other, Kaye. We will. You take care.”
Kaye walked down the long corridor from
the rest rooms. She touched her forehead. She was hot. Her stomach was
unsettled, as well. Get this flu and we ‘II visit and compare.
Mitch stood outside the restaurant with
his hands in his pockets, squinting at the passing cars. He turned and smiled
at her as he heard the heavy wood door open.
“I called Mrs. Hamilton,” she said. “She’s
going to have her baby.”
“Very brave of her.”
“People have been having babies for
millions of years,” Kaye said.
“Yeah. Piece of cake. Where do you want to
get married?” Mitch asked.
“How about Columbus?”
“How about Morgantown?”
“Sure,” Kaye said.
“If I think about this much longer, I’m
going to be completely useless.”
“I doubt it,” Kaye said. The fresh air
made her feel better.
They drove to Spruce Street, and there, at
the Mononga-hela Florist Company, Mitch bought Kaye a dozen roses. Walking
around the County Magistrates Building and a senior center, they crossed High
Street, heading toward the tall clock tower and flagpole of the county
courthouse. They stopped beside a spreading canopy of maples to examine the
inlaid and inscribed bricks arranged across the courthouse square.
“ ‘In loving memory, James Crutchfield,
age 11,’ “ Kaye read. The wind rustled through the maple branches, making the
green leaves flutter with a sound like soft voices or old memories. “ ‘My love
for fifty years, May Ellen Baker,’ “ Mitch read.
“Do you think we’ll be together that
long?” Kaye asked.
Mitch smiled and clasped her shoulder.
“I’ve never been married,” he said. “I’m nai’ve. I’d say, yes, we will.”They
walked beneath the stone arch to the right of the tower and through the double
doors.
Inside, in the Office of the County Clerk,
a long room filled with bookshelves and tables supporting huge, scuffed black
and green volumes of land transactions, they received paperwork and were told
where to get their blood tests.
“It’s a state law,” the elderly clerk told
them from behind her broad wooden desk. She smiled wisely. “They test for
syphilis, gonorrhea, HIV, herpes, and this new one, SHEVA. A few years ago,
they tried to get the blood test removed as a requirement, but that’s all
changed now. You wait three days, then you can get married at a church or by a
circuit court judge, any county in the state. Those are beautiful roses,
honey.” She lifted her glasses where they hung on a gold chain around her neck
and scanned them shrewdly. “Proof of age will not be required. What took you so
long?”
She handed them their application and test
papers.
“We won’t get our license here,” Kaye said
to Mitch as they left the building. “We’ll fail the test.” They rested on a
wooden bench beneath the maples. It was four in the afternoon and the sky was
clouding over swiftly. She laid her head on his shoulder.
Mitch stroked her forehead. “You’re hot.
Something wrong?”
“Just proof of our passion.”
Kaye smelled her flowers, then, as the
first drops of rain fell, held up her hand and said, “I, Kaye Lang, take you,
Mitchell Rafelson, to be my wedded husband, in this age of confusion and
upheaval.”
Mitch stared at her.
“Raise your hand,” Kaye said, “if you want
me.”
Mitch swiftly realized what was required,
clasped her hand, braced himself to rise to the occasion. “I want you to be my
wife, come hell or high water, to have and to hold, to cherish and to honor,
whether they have any room at the inn or not, amen.”
“I love you, Mitch.”
“I love you, Kaye.”
“All right,” she said. “Now I’m your
wife.”
As they left Morgantown, heading
southwest, Mitch said, “You know, I believe it. I believe that we’re married.”
“That’s what counts,” Kaye said. She moved
closer to him across the broad bench seat.
That evening, on the outskirts of
Clarksburg, they made love on a small bed in a dark motel room with cinder
block walls. Spring rain fell on the flat roof and dripped from the eaves with
a steady, soothing rhythm. They never pulled back the bedcover, lying instead
naked together, limbs for blankets, lost in each other, needing nothing more.
The universe became small and bright and
very warm.
68
West Virginia and Ohio
Rain and mist followed them from
Clarksburg. The old blue Buick’s tires made a steady hum on wet roads pushing
and curling through limestone cuts and low round green hills. The wipers swung
short black tails, taking Kaye back to Lado’s whining little Fiat on the
Georgian Military Road.
“Do you still dream about them?” Kaye
asked as Mitch drove.
“Too tired to dream,” Mitch said. He
smiled at her, then focused on the road.
“I’m curious to know what happened to
them,” Kaye said lightly.
Mitch made a face. “They lost their baby
and they died.”
Kaye saw she had touched a nerve and drew
back. “Sorry.”
“I told you, I’m a little wacko,” Mitch
said. “I think with my nose and I care what happened to three mummies fifteen
thousand years ago.”
“You are far from being wacko,” Kaye said.
She shook her hair, then let out a yell.
“Whoa!” Mitch cringed.
“We’re going to travel across America!”
Kaye cried. “Across the heartland, and we’re going to make love every time we
stop somewhere, and we’re going to learn what makes this great nation tick.”
Mitch pounded the wheel and laughed.
“But we aren’t doing this right,” she
said, suddenly prim. “We don’t have a big poodle dog.”
“What?”
“Travels with Charley,” Kaye said. “John
Steinbeck had a truck he called Rocinante, with a camper on the back. He wrote
about traveling with a big poodle. It’s a great book.”
“Did Charley have attitude?”
“Damn right,” Kaye said.
“Then I’ll be the poodle.”
Kaye buzzed his hair with mock clippers.
“Steinbeck took more than a week, I bet,”
Mitch said.
“We don’t have to hurry,” Kaye said. “I
don’t want this to ever end. You’ve given me back my life, Mitch.”
West of Athens, Ohio, they stopped for
lunch at a small diner in a bright red caboose. The caboose sat on a concrete
pad and two rails off a frontage road beside the state highway, in a region of
low hills covered with maples and dogwood. The food served in the dim interior,
illuminated by tiny bulbs in railway lanterns, was adequate and nothing more: a
chocolate malt and cheeseburger for Mitch and patty melt and bitter instant
iced tea for Kaye. A radio in the kitchen in the back of the caboose played
Garth Brooks and Selay Sammi. All they could see of the short-order cook was a
white chef’s hat bobbing to the music.
As they left the diner, Kaye noticed three
shabbily dressed adolescents wandering beside the frontage road: two girls
wearing black skirts and torn gray leggings and a boy in jeans and a
travel-stained windbreaker. Like a lagging and downcast puppy, the boy walked
several steps behind the girls. Kaye seated herself in the Buick. “What are
they doing out here?”
“Maybe they live here,” Mitch said.
“There’s just the house up the hill behind
the diner,” Kaye said with a sigh.
“You’re getting a motherly look,” Mitch
warned.
Mitch backed the car out of the gravel lot
and was about to swing out onto the frontage road when the boy waved
vigorously. Mitch stopped and rolled down the window. A light drizzle filled
the air with silvery mist scented by trees and the Buick’s exhaust.
“Excuse me, sir. You going west?” the boy
asked. His ghostly blue eyes swam in a narrow, pale face. He looked worried and
exhausted and beneath his clothes he seemed to be made of a bundle of sticks,
and not a very large bundle.
The two girls hung back. The shorter and
darker girl covered her face with her hands, peeping between her fingers like a
shy child.
The boy’s hands were dirty, his nails
black. He saw Mitch’s attention and rubbed them self-consciously on his pants.
“Yeah,” Mitch said.
“I’m really really sorry to bother you. We
wouldn’t ask, sir, but it’s tough finding rides and it’s getting wet. If you’re
going west, we could use a lift for a while, hey?”
The boy’s desperation and a goofy
gallantry beyond his years touched Mitch. He examined the boy closely, his
answer snagged somewhere between sympathy and suspicion.
“Tell them to get in,” Kaye said.
The boy stared at them in surprise. “You
mean, now?”
“We’re going west.” Mitch pointed at the
highway beyond the long chain-link fence.
The boy opened the rear door and the girls
jogged forward. Kaye turned and rested her arm on the back of the seat as they
jumped in and slid across. “Where are you heading?” she asked.
“Cincinnati,” the boy said. “Or as far
past as we can go,” he added hopefully. “Thanks a million.”
“Put on your seat belts,” Mitch said.
“There’s three back there.”
The girl who hid her face appeared to be
no more than seventeen, hair black and thick, skin coffee-colored, fingers long
and knobby with short and chipped nails painted violet. Her companion, a white
blond, seemed older, with a broad, easygoing face worn down to vacancy. The boy
was no more than nineteen. Mitch wrinkled his nose involuntarily; they hadn’t
bathed in days.
“Where are you from?” Kaye asked.
“Richmond,” the boy said. “We’ve been
hitchhiking, sleeping out in the woods or the grass. It’s been hard on Delia
and Jayce. This is Delia.” He pointed to the girl covering her face.
“I’m Jayce,” said the blond absently.
“My name is Morgan,” the boy added.
“You don’t look old enough to be out on
your own,” Mitch said. He brought the car up to speed on the highway.
“Delia couldn’t stand it where she was,”
Morgan said. “She wanted to go to L.A. or Seattle. We decided to go with her.”
Jayce nodded.
“That’s not much of a plan,” Mitch said.
“Any relatives out west?” Kaye asked.
“I have an uncle in Cincinnati,” Jayce
said. “He might put us up for a while.”
Delia leaned back in the seat, face still hidden. Morgan licked
his lips and craned his neck to look up at the car’s headliner, as if to read a
message there. “Delia was pregnant but her baby was born dead,” he said. “She
got some skin problems because of it.”
“I’m sorry,” Kaye said. She held out her
hand. “My name is Kaye. You don’t have to hide, Delia.”
Delia shook her head, hands following.
“It’s ugly,” she said.
“I don’t mind it,” Morgan said. He sat as
far to the left-hand side of the car as he could, leaving a foot of space
between himself and Jayce. “Girls are more sensitive. Her boyfriend told her to
get out. Real stupid. What a waste, hey.”
“It’s too ugly,” Delia said softly.
“Come on, sweetie,” Kaye said. “Is it
something a doctor could help with?”
“I got it before the baby came,” Delia
said.
“It’s okay,” Kaye said soothingly, and
reached back to stroke the girl’s arm. Mitch caught glimpses in the rearview
mirror, fascinated by this aspect of Kaye. Gradually, Delia lowered her hands,
her fingers relaxing. The girl’s face was blotched and mottled, as if
splattered with reddish-brown paint.
“Did your boyfriend do that to you?” Kaye
asked.
“No,” Delia said. “It just came, and
everybody hated it.”
“She got a mask,” Jayce said. “It covered
her face for a few weeks, and then it fell off and left those marks.”
Mitch felt a chill. Kaye faced forward and
lowered her head for a moment, composing herself.
“Delia and Jayce don’t want me touching
them,” Morgan said, “even though we’re friends, because of the plague. You
know. Herod’s.”
“I don’t want to get pregnant,” Jayce
said. “We’re really hungry.”
“We’ll stop and get some food,” Kaye said.
“Would you like to take a shower, get cleaned up?”
“Oh, wow,” Delia said. “That would be so
great.”
“You two look decent, hey, real nice,” Morgan said, staring up at
the headliner again, this time for courage. “But I have to tell you, these
girls are my friends. I don’t want you doing this just so he can see them
without their clothes on. I won’t put up with that.”
“Don’t worry,” Kaye said. “If I were your
mom, I’d be proud of you, Morgan.”
“Thanks,” Morgan said, and dropped his
gaze to the window. The muscles on his narrow jaw clenched. “Hey, it’s just the
way I feel. They’ve gone through enough shit. Her boyfriend got a mask, too,
and he was really mad. Jayce says he blamed Delia.”
“He did,” Jayce said.
“He was a white boy,” Morgan continued,
“and Delia is partly black.”
“I am black,” Delia said.
“They were living in a farmhouse for a
while until he made her leave,” Jayce said. “He was hitting her, after the
miscarriage. Then she was pregnant again. He said she was making him sick
because he had a mask and it wasn’t even his baby.” This came out in a mumbled
rush.
“My second baby was born dead,” Delia
said, her voice distant. “He only had half his face. Jayce and Morgan never
showed him to me.”
“We buried it,” Morgan said.
“My God,” Kaye said. “I’m so sorry.”
“It was hard,” Morgan said. “But hey,
we’re still here.” He clamped his teeth together and his jaw again tensed
rhythmically.
“Jayce shouldn’t have told me what he
looked like,” Delia said.
“If it was God’s baby,” Jayce said flatly,
“He should have taken better care of it.”
Mitch wiped his eyes with a finger and
blinked to keep the road clear.
“Have you seen a doctor?” Kaye asked.
“I’m okay,” Delia said. “I just want these marks to go away.”
“Let me see them up close, sweetie,” Kaye
said.
“Are you a doctor?” Delia asked.
“I’m a biologist, but not a medical
doctor,” Kaye said.
“A scientist?” Morgan asked, interest
piqued.
“Yeah,” Kaye said.
Delia thought this through for a few
seconds, then leaned forward, eyes averted. Kaye touched her chin to steady
her. The sun had come out but a big panel truck growled by on the left and the
wide tires showered the windshield. The watery light cast a wavering gray pall
over the girl’s features.
Her face bore a pattern of demelanized,
teardrop-shaped dapples, mostly on her cheeks, with several symmetrical patches
at the corners of her eyes and lips. As she turned away from Kaye, the marks
shifted and darkened.
“They’re like freckles,” Delia said
hopefully. “I get freckles sometimes. It’s my white blood, I guess.”
69
Athens, Ohio
MAY1
Mitch and Morgan stood on the wide
white-painted porch outside the office of James Jacobs, MD.
Morgan was agitated. He lit up the last of
his pack of cigarettes and puffed with slit-eyed intent, then walked over to a
rough-barked old maple and leaned against it.
Kaye had insisted after a lunch stop that
they look up a family practice doctor in the white pages and take Delia in for
a checkup. Delia had reluctantly agreed.
“We didn’t do anything criminal,” Morgan
said. “We didn’t have no money, hey, and she had her baby and there we were.”
He waved his hand up the road.
“Where was that?” Mitch asked.
“West Virginia. In the woods near a farm.
It was pretty. A nice place to be buried. You know, I am so tired. I am so sick
of them treating me like a flea-bitten dog.”
“The girls do that?”
“You know the attitude,” Morgan said. “Men
are contagious. They rely on me, I’m always here for them, then they tell me I
have real boy cooties, and that’s it, hey. No thanks, ever.”
“It’s the times,” Mitch said.
“It’s lame. Why are we living now and not
some other time, not so lame?”
In the main examining room, Delia perched
on the edge of the table, legs dangling. She wore a white flower-print
open-backed robe. Jayce sat in a chair across from her, reading a pamphlet on
smoking-related illnesses. Dr. Jacobs was in his sixties, thin, with a
close-cut and tightly curled patch of graying hair around a tall and noble
dome. His eyes were large, and both wise and sad. He told the girls he would be
right back, then let his assistant, a middle-aged woman with a bun of fine
auburn hair, enter the room with a clipboard and pencil. He closed the door and
turned to Kaye.
“No relation?” he asked.
“We picked them up east of here. I thought
she should see a doctor.”
“She says she’s nineteen. She doesn’t have
any ID, but I don’t think she’s nineteen, do you?”
“I don’t know much about her,” Kaye said.
“I’m trying to help them, not get them in trouble.”
Jacobs cocked his head in sympathy. “She
gave birth less than a week or ten days ago. No major trauma, but she tore some
tissue, and there’s still blood on her leggings. I don’t like to see kids
living like animals, Ms. Lang.”
“Neither do I.”
“Delia says it was a Herod’s baby and that
it was born dead. Second-stage, by the description. I see no reason not to
believe her, but these things should be reported. The baby should have
undergone a postmortem. Laws are being put in place right now, at the federal
level, and Ohio is going along...She said she was in West Virginia when she
delivered. I understand West Virginia is showing some resistance.”
“Only in some ways,” Kaye said, and told
him about the blood test requirements.
Jacobs listened, then pulled a pen from
his pocket and nervously clicked it with one hand. “Ms. Lang, I wasn’t sure who
you were when you came in this afternoon. I had Georgina get on the Web and
find some news pictures. I don’t know what you’re doing in Athens, but I’d say
you know more about this sort of thing than I do.”
“I might not agree,” Kaye said. “The marks
on her face...”
“Some women acquire dark markings during
pregnancy. It passes.”
“Not like these,” Kaye said. “They tell us
she had other skin problems.”
“I know.” Jacobs sighed and sat on the
corner of his desk. “I have three patients who are pregnant, probably with
Herod’s second-stage. They won’t let me do amnio or any kind of scans. They’re
all churchgoing women and I don’t think they want to know the truth. They’re
scared and they’re under pressure. Their friends shun them. They aren’t welcome
in church. The husbands won’t come in with them to my office.” He pointed to
his face. “They all have skin stiffening and coming loose around the eyes, the
nose, the cheeks, the corners of the mouth. It won’t just peel away...not yet.
They’re shedding several layers of facial corium and epidermis.” He made a face
and pinched his fingers together, tugging at an imaginary flap of skin. “It’s a
little leathery.
Ugly as sin, very scary. That’s why they’re nervous and that’s why
they’re shunned. This separates them from their community, Ms. Lang. It hurts
them. I make my reports to the state and to the feds, and I get no response
back. It’s like sending messages into a big dark cave.”
“Do you think the masks are common?”
“I follow the basic tenets of science, Ms.
Lang. If I’m seeing it more than once, and now this girl comes along and I see
it again, from out of state...I doubt it’s unusual.” He looked at her
critically. “Do you know anything more?”
She found herself biting her lip like a
little girl. “Yes and no,” she said. “I resigned from my position on the
Herod’s Taskforce.”
“Why?”
“It’s too complicated.”
“It’s because they’ve got it all wrong,
isn’t it?”
Kaye looked aside and smiled. “I won’t say
that.”
“You’ve seen this before? In other women?”
“I think we’re going to see more of it.”
“And the babies will all be monsters and
die?”
Kaye shook her head. “I think that’s going
to change.”
Jacobs replaced his pen in his pocket, put
his hand on the desktop blotter, lifted its leather corner, dropped it slowly.
“I won’t file a report on Delia. I’m not sure what I’d say, or who I’d say it
to. I think she’d vanish before any authorities could come along to help her. I
doubt we’d ever find the infant, where they buried it. She’s tired and she
needs steady nourishment. She needs a place to stay and rest. I’ll give her a
vitamin shot and prescribe antibiotics and iron supplements.”
“And the marks?”
“Do you know what chromatophores are?”
“Cells that change color. In cuttlefish.”
“These marks can change color,” Jacobs
said. “They’re not just a hormonally induced melanosis.”
“Melanophores,” Kaye said.
Jacobs nodded. “That’s the word. Ever seen
melanophores on a human?”
“No,” Kaye said.
“Neither have I. Where are you going, Ms.
Lang?”
“All the way west,” she said. She lifted
her wallet. “I’d like to pay you now.”
Jacobs gave her his saddest look. “I’m not
running a goddamned HMO, Ms. Lang. No charge. I’ll prescribe the pills and you
pick them up at a good pharmacy. You buy her food and find her a clean place to
get a good night’s sleep.”
The door opened and Delia and Jayce
emerged. Delia was fully dressed.
“She needs clean clothes and a good soak
in a hot tub,” Georgina said firmly.
For the first time since they had met,
Delia smiled. “I looked in the mirror,” she said. “Jayce says the marks are
pretty. The doctor says I’m not sick, and I can have children again if I want.”
Kaye shook Jacobs’s hand. “Thank you very
much,” she said.
As the three of them left through the
front office, joining Mitch and Morgan on the front porch, Jacobs called out,
“We live and we learn, Ms. Lang! And the faster we learn, the better.”
The little motel sported a huge red sign
with TINY SUITES and $50 crowded onto it, clearly visible from the freeway. It
had seven rooms, three of them vacant. Kaye rented all three and gave Morgan
his own key. Morgan lifted the key, frowned, then pocketed it.
“I don’t like being alone,” he said.
“I couldn’t think of another arrangement,”
Kaye said.
Mitch put his arm around the boy’s
shoulder. “I’ll stay with you,” he said, and gave Kaye a level look. “Let’s get
cleaned up and watch TV”
“We’d like you to stay in our room,” Jayce
told Kaye. “We’d feel a lot safer.”
The rooms were just on the edge of being
dirty. Draped on beds with distinct hollows, thin and worn quilted coverlets
showed unraveled nylon threads and cigarette burns. Coffee tables bore multiple
ring marks and more cigarette burns. Jayce and Delia explored and settled in as
if the accommodations were royal. Delia took the single orange chair beside a
table-lamp combo hung with black metal cone-shaped cans. Jayce lounged on the
bed and switched on the TV. “They have HBO,” she said in a soft and wondering
voice. “We can watch a movie!”
Mitch listened to Morgan in the shower in
their room, then opened the front door. Kaye stood outside with her hand up,
about to knock.
“We’re wasting a room,” she said. “We’ve
taken on some responsibilities, haven’t we?”
Mitch hugged her. “Your instincts,” he
said.
“What do your instincts tell you?” she
asked, nuzzling his shoulder.
“They’re kids. They’ve been out on the
road for weeks, months. Someone should call their parents.”
“Maybe they never had real parents.
They’re desperate, Mitch.” Kaye pushed back to look up at him.
“They’re also independent enough to bury a
dead baby and stay on the road. The doctor should have called the police,
Kaye.”
“I know,” Kaye said. “I also know why he
didn’t. The rules have changed. He thinks most of the babies are going to be
born dead. Are we the only ones with any hope?”
The shower stopped and the stall door
clicked open. The small bathroom was filled with steam.
“The girls,” Kaye said, and walked over to
the next door. She gave Mitch a hand-open sign that he instantly recognized
from the marching crowds in Albany, and he understood for the first time what
the crowds had been trying to show: strong belief in and a cautious submission
to the way of Life, belief in the ultimate wisdom of the human genome. No
presumption of doom, no ignorant attempts to use new human powers to block the
rivers of DNA flowing through the generations.
Faith in Life.
Morgan dressed quickly. “Jayce and Delia
don’t need me,” he said as he stood in the small room. The holes in the sleeves
of his black pullover were even more obvious now that his skin was clean. He
let the dirty windbreaker dangle from one arm. “I don’t want to be a burden.
I’ll go now. Give my thanks, hey, but—”
“Please be quiet and sit down,” Mitch
said. “What the lady wants, goes. She wants you to stick around.”
Morgan blinked in surprise, then sat on
the end of the bed. The springs squeaked and the frame groaned. “I think it’s
the end of the world,” he said. “We’ve really made God angry.”
“Don’t jump to any conclusions,” Mitch
said. “Believe it or not, all this has happened before.”
Jayce turned on the TV and watched from
the bed while Delia took a long bath in the chipped and narrow tub. The girl
hummed to herself, tunes from cartoon shows—Scooby Doo, Anima-niacs, Inspector
Gadget. Kaye sat in the single chair. Jayce had found something old and
affirming on the TV: Pollyanna, with Hayley Mills. Karl Maiden was kneeling in
a dry grassy field, berating himself for his stubborn blindness. It was an
impassioned performance. Kaye did not remember the movie being so compelling.
She watched it with Jayce until she noticed that the girl was sound asleep.
Then, turning down the volume, Kaye switched over to Fox News.
There was a smattering of show business
stories, a brief political report on congressional elections, then an interview
with Bill Cosby on his commercials for the CDC and the Taskforce. Kaye turned
up the volume.
“I was a buddy of David Satcher, the former
surgeon general, and they must have a kind of ol’ boy network,” Cosby told the
interviewer, a blond woman with a large smile and intense blue eyes, “ ‘cause
years ago they got me, this ol’ guy, in to talk about what was important, what
they were doing. They thought I might be able to help again.”
“You’ve joined quite a select team,” said
the interviewer.
“Dustin Hoffman and Michael Crichton. Let’s take a look at your
spot.”
Kaye leaned forward. Cosby returned
against a black background, face seamed with parental concern. “My friends at
the Centers for Disease Control, and many other researchers around the world,
are hard at work every day to solve this problem we’re all facing.
Herod’s flu. SHEVA. Every day. Nobody’s gonna rest until it’s understood and we
can cure it. You can take it from me, these people care, and when you hurt,
they hurt, too. Nobody’s asking you to be patient. But to survive this, we all
have to be smart”
The interviewer looked away from the big
screen television on the set. “Let’s play an excerpt from Dustin Hoffman’s
message...”
Hoffman stood on a bare motion picture
sound stage with his hands thrust into the pockets of tailored beige pants. He
smiled a friendly but solemn greeting. “My name is Dustin Hoffrnan. You might
remember I played a scientist righting a deadly disease in a movie called
Outbreak. I’ve been talking to the scientists at the National Institutes of
Health and the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention, and they’re working
as hard as they can, every day, to fight SHEVA and stop our children from
dying.”
The interviewer interrupted the clip.
“What are the scientists doing that they weren’t doing last year? What’s new in
the effort?”
Cosby made a sour face. “I’m just a man
who wants to help us get through this mess. Doctors and scientists are the only
hope we’ve got, and we can’t just take to the streets and burn things down and
make it all go away. We’re talking about thinking things through, working
together, not engaging in riots and panic.”
Delia stood in the bathroom doorway, plump
legs bare beneath the small motel towel, head wrapped in another towel. She
stared fixedly at the television. “It’s not going to make any difference,” she
said. “My babies are dead.”
* * *
Mitch returned from the Coke machine at the end of the line of
rooms to find Morgan pacing in a U around the bed. The boy’s hands were knots
of frustration. “I can’t stop thinking,” Morgan said. Mitch held out a Coke and
Morgan stared at it, took it from his hand, popped the top, and chugged it back
fiercely. “You know what they did, what Jayce did? When we needed money?”
“I don’t need to know, Morgan,” Mitch
said.
“It’s how they treat me. Jayce went out
and got a man to pay for it, and, you know, she and Delia blew him, and took
some money. Jesus, I ate some of that dinner, too. And the next night. Then we
were hitching and Delia started having her baby. They won’t let me touch them,
even hug them, they won’t put their arms around me, but for money, they blow
these guys, and they don’t care whether I see them or not!” He pounded his
temple with the ball of his thumb. “They are so stupid, like farm animals.”
“It must have been tough out there,” Mitch
said. “You were all hungry.”
“I went with them because my father’s
nothing great, you know, but he doesn’t beat me. He works all day. They needed
me more than he does. But I want to go back. I can’t do anything more for
them.”
“I understand,” Mitch said. “But don’t be
hasty. We’ll work this through.”
“I am so sick of this shit!” Morgan
howled.
They heard the howl in the next room.
Jayce sat up in bed and rubbed her eyes. “There he goes again,” she murmured.
Delia dried off her hair. “He really isn’t
stable sometimes,” she said.
“Can you drop us off in Cincinnati?” Jayce
asked. “I have an uncle there. Maybe you can send Morgan back home now.”
“Sometimes Morgan’s such a child,” Delia
said.
Kaye watched them from her chair, her face
pinking with an emotion she could not quite understand: solidarity compounded
with visceral disgust.
Minutes later, she met Mitch outside,
under the long motel walkway. They held hands.
Mitch pointed his thumb over his shoulder,
through the room’s open door. The shower was running again. “His second. He
says he feels dirty all the time. The girls have played a little loose with
poor Morgan.”
“What was he expecting?”
“No idea.”
“To go to bed with them?”
“I don’t know,” Mitch said quietly. “Maybe
he just wants to be treated with respect.”
“I don’t think they know how,” Kaye said.
She pressed her hand on his chest, rubbed him there, her eyes focused on
something distant and invisible. “The girls want to be dropped off in
Cincinnati.”
“Morgan wants to go to the bus station,”
Mitch said. “He’s had enough.”
“Mother Nature isn’t being very kind or
gentle, is she?”
“Mother Nature has always been something
of a bitch,” he said.
“So much for Rocinante and touring
America,” Kaye said sadly.
“You want to make some phone calls, get
involved again, don’t you?”
Kaye lifted her hands. “I don’t know\” she
moaned. “Just taking off and living our lives seems wildly irresponsible. I
want to learn more. But how much will anybody tell us— Christopher, anybody on
the Taskforce? I’m an outsider now.”
“There’s a way we can stay in the game,
with different rules,” Mitch said.
“The rich guy in New York?”
“Daney. And Oliver Merton.”
“We’re not going to Seattle?”
“We are,” Mitch said. “But I’m going to call Merton and say I’m
interested.”
“I still want to have our baby,” Kaye
said, eyes wide, voice fragile as a dried flower.
The shower stopped. They heard Morgan toweling
off, alternately humming to himself and swearing.
“It’s funny,” Mitch said, almost too
softly to hear. “I’ve been very uncomfortable about the whole idea. But
now...it seems plain as anything, the dreams, meeting you. I want our baby,
too. We just can’t be innocent.” He took a deep breath, raised his eyes to meet
Kaye’s, added, “Let’s go into that forest with some better maps.”
Morgan stepped out onto the walkway and
stared at them owlishly. “I’m ready. I want to go home.”
Kaye looked at Morgan and almost flinched
at his intensity. The boy’s eyes seemed a thousand years old.
“I’ll drive you to the bus station,” Mitch
said.
70
The National Institutes of Health,
Bethesda
MAY 5
Dicken met the director of the National
Institute of Child Health and Human Development, Dr. Tania Bao, outside the
Natcher Building, and walked with her from there. Small, precisely dressed,
with a composed and ageless face, its features arranged on a slightly
undulating plain, nose tiny, lips on the edge of a smile, and slightly stooped
shoulders, Bao might have been in her late thirties but was in fact
sixty-three. She wore a pale blue pantsuit and tasseled loafers. She walked
with small quick steps, intent on the rough ground. The never-ending
construction on the NIH campus had been brought to a halt for security
purposes, but had already torn up most of the walkways between the Natcher
Building and the Magnuson Clinical Center.
“NIH used to be an open campus,” Bao said.
“Now we live with the National Guard watching our every move. I can’t even buy
my granddaughter toys from the vendors. I used to love to see them on the
sidewalks or in the hallways. Now they’ve been cleared out, along with the
construction workers.”
Dicken raised his shoulders, showing that
these things were outside his control. His area of influence did not even
include himself anymore. “I’ve come to listen,” he said. “I can take your
opinions to Dr. Augustine, but I can’t guarantee he’ll agree.”
“What happened, Christopher?” Bao asked
plaintively. “Why do they not respond to what is so obvious? Why is Augustine
so stubborn?”
“You’re a far more experienced
administrator than I am,” Dicken said. “I know only what I see and what I hear
in the news. What I see is unbearable pressure from all sides. The vaccine teams
haven’t been able to do anything. Mark will do everything he can, regardless,
to protect public health. He wants to focus our resources on fighting what he
believes is a virulent disease. Right now, the only available option is
abortion.”
“What he believes...” Bao said
incredulously. “What do you believe, Dr. Dicken?”
The weather was coming into a warm and
humid summer mood that Dicken found familiar, even comforting; it made a deep
and sad part of him think he might be in Africa, and he would have much
preferred that to the current round of his existence. They crossed a temporary
asphalt ramp to the next level of finished sidewalk, stepped over yellow
construction tape, and walked into the main entrance of Building 10.
Two months ago, life had begun to come
apart for Christopher Dicken. The realization that hidden parts of his
personality could affect his scientific judgment—that a combination of
frustrated infatuation and job pressure could jolt him into an attitude he knew
to be false—had preyed on him like a swarm of little biting flies. Somehow, he
had managed an outward appearance of calm, of going with the game, the team,
the Taskforce. He knew that could not go on forever.
“I believe in work,” Dicken said,
embarrassed that his thoughts had delayed a response for so long.
Simply cutting himself off from Kaye Lang,
and failing to support her in the face of Jackson’s ambush, had been an
incomprehensible and unforgivable mistake. He regretted it more with each day,
but it was too late to retie old and broken threads. He could still build a
conceptual wall and work diligently on those projects assigned to him.
They took the elevator to the seventh
floor, turned left, and found the small staff meeting room in the middle of a
long beige and pink corridor.
Bao seated herself. “Christopher, you know
Anita, Preston.”
They greeted Dicken with little cheer.
“No good news, I’m afraid,” Dicken
reported, seating himself opposite Preston Meeker. Meeker, like his colleagues
within the small, close room, represented the quintessence of a child health
specialty—in his case, neonatal growth and development.
“Augustine still at it?” Meeker asked,
pugnacious from the start. “Still pushing RU-486?”
“In his defense,” Dicken said, and paused
for a moment to collect his thoughts, to present this old false face more
convincingly, “he has no alternatives. The retrovirus folks at CDC agree that
the expression and completion theory makes sense.”
“Children as carriers of unknown plagues?”
Meeker pushed out his lips and made a pishing noise.
“It’s a highly defensible position. Added
to the likelihood that most of the new babies will be born deformed—”
“We don’t know that,” House said. House was the acting deputy
director of the National Institute of Child Health and Human Development; the
former deputy director had resigned two weeks ago. A great many NIH people
associated with the SHEVA Taskforce were resigning.
With hardly a pang, Dicken thought that
once again Kaye Lang had proved herself a pioneer by being the very first to
leave.
“It’s indisputable,” Dicken said, and had
no trouble telling her this, because it was true: no normal infants had been
born yet to a SHEVA-infected mother. “Out of two hundred, most have been
reported severely deformed. All have been born dead.” But not always deformed,
he reminded himself.
“If the president agrees to start a
national campaign using RU-486,” Bao said, “I doubt the CDC will be allowed to
remain open in Atlanta. As for Bethesda, it is an intelligent community, but we
are still in the Bible Belt. I have already had my house picketed, Christopher.
I live surrounded by guards.”
“I understand,” Dicken said.
“Perhaps, but does Mark understand? He
does not return my calls or my e-mail.”
“Unacceptable isolation,” Meeker said.
“How many acts of civil disobedience will
it take?” House added, clasping her hands on the table and rubbing them
together, her eyes darting around the group.
Bao stood and took up a whiteboard marker.
She quickly and almost savagely chopped out the words in bright red, saying,
“Two million first-stage Herod’s miscarriages, as of last month. Hospitals are
flooded.”
“I go to those hospitals,” Dicken said.
“It’s part of my job to be on the front.”
“We also have visited patients here and
around the country,” Bao said, mouth tight with irritation. “We have three
hundred SHEVA mothers in this very building. I see some of them every day. We
are not isolated, Christopher.”
“Sorry,” Dicken said.
Bao nodded. “Seven hundred thousand reported second-stage Herod’s
pregnancies. Well, here the statistics fall apart—we do not know what is
happening,” Bao said, and stared at Dicken. “Where have all the others gone?
They are not reporting. Does Mark know?”
“I know,” Dicken said. “Mark knows. It’s
sensitive information. We don’t want to acknowledge how much we know until the
president makes his policy decision on the Taskforce proposal.”
“I think I can guess,” House said
sardonically. “Educated women with means are buying black-market RU-486, or
otherwise obtaining abortions at different stages of their pregnancy. There’s a
wholesale revolt in the medical community, in women’s clinics. They’ve stopped
reporting to the Taskforce, because of the new laws regulating abortion
procedures. My guess is, Mark wants to make official what’s already happening around
the country.”
Dicken paused for a moment to gather his
thoughts, shore up his sagging false front. “Mark has no control over the House
of Representatives or the Senate. He speaks, they ignore him. We all know the
rates of domestic violence are way up. Women are being forced out of their
homes. Divorce. Murder.” Dicken let that sink in, as it had sunk in to his own
thoughts and self in the last few months. “Violence against pregnant women is
at an all-time high. Some are even resorting to quinacrine, when they can get
it, to self-sterilize.”
Bao shook her head sadly.
Dicken continued. “Many women know the
simplest way out is to stop their second-stage pregnancies before they go
anywhere near full term and other side effects appear.”
“Mark Augustine and the Taskforce are
reluctant to describe these side effects,” Bao said. “We assume you refer to
facial cauls and melanisms in both the parents.”
“I also refer to whistling palate and
vomeronasal deformation,” Dicken said.
“Why the fathers, too?” Bao asked.
“I have no idea,” Dicken said. “If NIH
hadn’t lost its clinical study subjects, due to an excess of personal concern,
we might all know a lot more, under at least mildly controlled conditions.”
Bao reminded Dicken that no one in the
room had had anything to do with the closure of the Taskforce clinical studies
in this very building.
“I understand,” Dicken said, and hated
himself with a ferocity he could barely hide. “I don’t disagree. Second-stage
pregnancies are being ended by all but the poor, those who can’t get to clinics
or buy the pills...or...”
“Or what?” Meeker asked.
“The dedicated.”
“Dedicated to what?”
“To nature. To the proposition that these
children should be given a chance, whatever the odds of their being born dead
or deformed.”
“Augustine does not seem to believe any of
the children should be given a chance,” Bao said. “Why?”
“Herod’s is a disease. This is how you
fight a disease.” This can’t go on much longer. You ‘II either resign or you
‘II kill yourself trying to explain things you don’t understand or believe.
“I say again, we are not isolated,
Christopher,” Bao said, shaking her head. “We go to the maternity wards and the
surgeries in this clinic, and visit other clinics and hospitals. We see the
women and the men in pain. We need some rational approach that takes into
account all these views, all these pressures.”
Dicken frowned in concentration. “Mark is
just looking at medical reality. And there’s no political consensus,” he added
quietly. “It’s a dangerous time.”
“That’s putting it mildly,” Meeker said.
“Christopher, I think the White House is paralyzed. Damned if you do, and
certainly damned if you don’t and things go on the way they are.”
“Maryland’s own governor is involved in
this so-called States’ Health revolt,” House said. “I’ve never seen such fervor
in the religious right here.”
“It’s pretty much grass roots, not just
Christian,” Bao said. “The Chinese community has pulled in its horns and with
good reason. Bigotry is on the rise. We are falling apart into scared and
unhappy tribes, Christopher.”
Dicken stared down at the table, then up
at the figures on the whiteboard, one eyelid twitching with fatigue. “It hurts
all of us,” he said. “It hurts Mark, and it hurts me.”
“I doubt it hurts Mark as much as it hurts
the mothers,” Bao said quietly.
71
Oregon
MAY 10
”I’m an ignorant man, and I don’t
understand a lot of things,” Sam said. He leaned on the split-rail fence that
surrounded the four acres, the two-story frame farmhouse, an old and sagging
barn, the brick workshed. Mitch pushed his free hand into his pocket and rested
a can of Michelob on the lichen-grayed fence post. A square-rump,
black-and-white cow cropping a patch of the neighbor’s twelve acres regarded
them with an almost complete absence of curiosity. “You’ve only known this
woman for what, two weeks?”
“Just over a month.”
“Some whirlwind!”
Mitch agreed with a sheepish look.
“Why be in such a hurry? Why in hell would
anyone want to get pregnant, now of all times? Your mother’s been over her hot
flashes for ten years, but after Herod’s, she’s still skittish about letting me
touch her.”
“Kaye’s different,” Mitch said, as if
admitting something. They had come to this topic on the backs of a lot of other
difficult topics that afternoon. The toughest of all had been Mitch’s admission
that he had temporarily given up looking for a job, that they would largely be
living on Kaye’s money. Sam found this incomprehensible.
“Where’s the self-respect in that?” he had
said, and shortly after they had dropped that subject and returned to what had
happened in Austria.
Mitch had told him about meeting Brock at
the Daney mansion, and that had amused Sam quite a bit. “It baffles science,”
he had commented dryly. When they had gotten around to discussing Kaye, still
talking with Mitch’s mother, Abby, in the large farmhouse kitchen, Sam’s
puzzlement had blossomed into irritation, then downright anger.
“I admit I may be stuck in abysmal
stupidity,” Sam said, “but isn’t it just damned dangerous to do this sort of
thing now, deliberately?”
“It could be,” Mitch admitted.
“Then why in hell did you agree?”
“I can’t answer that easily,” Mitch said.
“First, I think she could be right. I mean, I think she is right. This time
around, we’ll have a healthy baby.”
“But you tested positive, she tested positive,”
Sam said, glaring at him, hands gripping the rail tightly.
“We did.”
“And correct me if I’m wrong, but there’s
never been a healthy baby born of a woman who tested positive.”
“Not yet,” Mitch said.
“That’s lousy odds.”
“She’s the one who found this virus,”
Mitch said. “She knows more about it than anyone else on Earth, and she’s
convinced—”
“That everyone else is wrong?” Sam asked.
“That we’re going to change our thinking in the next few years.”
“Is she crazy, then, or just a fanatic?”
Mitch frowned. “Careful, Dad,” he said.
Sam flung his hands up in the air. “Mitch,
for Christ’s sake, I fly to Austria, the first time I’ve ever been to Europe,
and it’s without your mother, damn it, to pick up my son at a hospital after
he’s...Well, we’ve been through all that. But why face this kind of grief, take
this kind of chance, I ask, in God’s name?”
“Since her first husband died, she’s been
a little frantic about looking ahead, seeing things in a positive light,” Mitch
said. “I can’t say I understand her, Dad, but I love her. I trust her.
Something in me says she’s right, or I wouldn’t have gone along.”
“You mean, cooperated.” Sam looked at the
cow and brushed his hands free of lichen dust on his pants legs. “What if
you’re both wrong?” he asked.
“We know the consequences. We’ll live with
them,” Mitch said. “But we’re not wrong. Not this time, Dad.”
“I’ve been reading as much as I can,” Abby
Rafelson said. “It’s bewildering. All these viruses.” Afternoon sun fell
through the kitchen window and lay in yellow trapezoids on the unvarnished oak
floor. The kitchen smelled of coffee— too much coffee, Kaye thought, nerves on
edge—and tamales, their lunch before the men had gone out walking.
Mitch’s mother had kept her beauty into
her sixties, an authoritative kind of good looks that emerged from high
cheekbones and deep-sunk blue eyes combined with immaculate grooming.
“These particular viruses have been with
us a long time,” Kaye said. She held up a picture of Mitch when he was five
years old, riding a tricycle on the Willamette riverfront in Portland. He
looked intent, oblivious to the camera; sometimes she saw that same expression
when he was driving or reading a newspaper.
“How long?” Abby asked.
“Maybe tens of millions of years.” Kaye
picked up another picture from the pile on the coffee table. The picture showed
Mitch and Sam loading wood in the back of a truck. By his height and thin
limbs, Mitch appeared to be about ten or eleven.
“What were they doing there in the first
place? I couldn’t understand that.”
“They might have infected us through our
gametes, eggs or sperm. Then they stayed. They mutated, or something
deactivated them, or...we put them to work for us. Found a way to make them
useful.” Kaye looked up from the picture.
Abby stared at her, unfazed. “Sperm or
eggs?”
“Ovaries, testicles,” Kaye said, glancing
down again.
“What made them decide to come out again?”
“Something in our everyday lives,” Kaye
said. “Stress, maybe.”
Abby thought about this for a few seconds.
“I’m a college graduate. Physical education. Did Mitch tell you that?”
Kaye nodded. “He said you took a minor in
biochemistry. Some premed courses.”
“Yes, well, not enough to be up to your
level. More than enough to be dubious about my religious upbringing, however. I
don’t know what my mother would have thought if she had known about these
viruses in our sex cells.” Abby smiled at Kaye and shook her head. “Maybe she
would have called them our original sin.”
Kaye looked at Abby and tried to think of
a reply. “That’s interesting,” she managed. Why this should disturb her she did
not know, but that it did upset her even more. She felt threatened by the idea.
“The graves in Russia,” Abby said quietly.
“Maybe the mothers had neighbors who thought it was an outbreak of original
sin.”
“I don’t believe it is,” Kaye said.
“Oh, I don’t believe it myself,” Abby
said. She trained her examining blue eyes on Kaye now, troubled, darting. “I’ve
never been very comfortable about anything to do with sex. Sam’s a gentle man,
the only man I’ve felt passionate about, though not the only man I’ve invited
into my bed. My upbringing...was not the best that way. Not the wisest. I’ve
never talked with Mitch about sex. Or about love. It seemed he would do well
enough on his own, handsome as he is, smart as he is.” Abby laid her hand on
Kaye’s. “Did he tell you his mother was a crazy old prude?” She looked so sadly
desperate and at a loss that Kaye gripped her hand tightly and smiled what she
hoped was reassurance.
“He told me you were a wonderful mother
and caring,” Kaye said, “and that he was your only son, and that you’d grill me
like a pork chop.” She squeezed Abby’s hand tighter.
Abby laughed and something of the
electricity fell from the air between them. “He told me you were headstrong and
smarter than any woman he had ever met, and that you cared so much about
things. He said I’d better like you, or he’d have a talk with me.”
Kaye stared at her, aghast. “He did not!”
“He did,” Abby said solemnly. “The men in
this family don’t mince words. I told him I’d do my best to get along with
you.”
“Good grief!” Kaye said, laughing in
disbelief.
“Exactly,” Abby said. “He was being
defensive. But he knows me. He knows I don’t mince words, either. With all this
original sin popping out all over, I think we’re in for a world of change. A
lot of ways men and women do things will change. Don’t you think?”
“I’m sure of it,” Kaye said.
“I want you to work as hard as you can,
please, dear, my new daughter, please, to make a place where there will be love
and a gentle and caring center for Mitch. He looks tough and sturdy but men are
really very fragile. Don’t let all this split you up, or damage him. I want to
keep as much of the Mitch I know and love as I can, as long as I can. I still
see my boy in him. My boy is strong there still.” There were tears in Abby’s
eyes, and Kaye realized, holding the woman’s hand, that she had missed her own
mother so much, for so many years, and had tried unsuccessfully to bury those
emotions.
“It was hard, when Mitch was born,” Abby
said. “I was in labor for four days. My first child, I thought the delivery
would be tough, but not that tough. I regret we did not have more...but only in
some ways. Now, I’d be scared to death. I am scared to death, even though
there’s nothing to worry about between Sam and me.”
“I’ll take care of Mitch,” Kaye said.
“These are horrible times,” Abby said.
“Somebody’s going to write a book, a big, thick, book. I hope there’s a bright
and happy ending.”
That evening, over dinner, men and women
together, the conversation was pleasant, light, of little consequence. The air
seemed clear, the issues all rained out. Kaye slept with Mitch in his old
bedroom, a sign of acceptance from Abby or assertion from Mitch or both.
This was the first real family she had
known in years. Thinking about that, lying cramped up beside Mitch in the
too-small bed, she had her own moment of happy tears.
She had bought a pregnancy test kit in
Eugene when they had stopped for gas not far from a big drug store. Then, to
make herself feel she was really making a normal decision despite a world so
remarkably out of kilter, she had gone to a small bookstore in the same strip
mall and bought a Dr. Spock paperback. She had shown the paperback to Mitch,
and he had grinned, but she had not shown him the test kit.
“This is so normal,” she murmured as Mitch
snored lightly. “What we’re doing is so natural and normal, please, God.”
72
Seattle, Washington /Washington, D.C.
MAY 14
Kaye drove through Portland while Mitch
slept. They crossed the bridge into Washington state, passed through a small
rainstorm and then back into bright sun. Kaye chose a turnoff and they ate
lunch at a small Mexican restaurant near no town that had a name that they
would know. The roads were quiet; it was Sunday.
They paused to nap for a few minutes in
the parking lot and Kaye nestled her head on Mitch’s shoulder. The air was slow
and the sun warmed her face and hair. A few birds sang. The clouds moved in
orderly ranks from the south and soon covered the sky, but the air stayed warm.
After their nap, Kaye drove on through
Tacoma, and then Mitch drove again, and they continued in to Seattle. Once
through the downtown, passing under the highway-straddling convention center,
Mitch felt anxious about taking her straight to his apartment.
“Maybe you’d like to see some of the
sights before we settle in,” he said.
Kaye smiled. “What, your apartment is a
mess?”
“It’s clean,” Mitch said. “It just might
not be...” He shook his head.
“Don’t worry. I’m in no mood to be
critical. But I’d love to look around.”
“There’s a place I used to visit a lot
when I wasn’t digging...”
* * *
Gasworks Park sprawled below a low grassy
promontory overlooking Lake Union. The remains of an old gas plant and other
factory buildings had been cleaned out and painted bright colors and turned
into a public park. The vertical gasworks tanks and decaying walkways and
piping had not been painted, but had been fenced in and left to rust.
Mitch took her by the hand and led her
from the parking lot. Kaye thought the park was a little ugly, the grass a
little patchy, but for Mitch’s sake, said nothing.
They sat on the lawn beside the chain-link
fence and watched passenger seaplanes landing on Lake Union. A few lone men and
women, or women with children, walked to the playground beside the factory
buildings. Mitch said the attendance was a little low for a sunny Sunday.
“People don’t want to congregate,” Kaye
said, but even as she spoke, chartered buses were arriving in the parking lot,
pulling into spaces marked off by ropes.
“Something’s up,” Mitch said, craning his
neck.
“Nothing you planned for me?” she asked
lightly.
“Nope,” Mitch said, smiling. “But maybe I
don’t remember, after last night.”
“You say that every night,” Kaye said. She
yawned, holding her hand over her mouth, and tracked a sailboat crossing the
lake, and then a wind surfer in a wetsuit.
“Eight buses,” Mitch said. “Curious.”
Kaye’s period was three days late, and she
had been regular since going off the pill, after Saul’s death. This caused a
steely kind of concern. When she thought about what they might have started,
her teeth ground together. So quickly. Old-fashioned romance. Rolling downhill,
gathering speed.
She had not told Mitch yet, in case it was
a false alarm.
Kaye felt separated from her body when she
thought too hard. If she pulled back from the steely concern and just explored
her sensations, the natural state of tissues and cells and emotions, she felt
fine; it was the context, the implications, the knowing that interfered with
simply feeling good and in love.
Knowing
too much and never knowing enough was the problem.
Normal.
“Ten buses, whoops, eleven,” Mitch said.
“Big damn crowd.” He stroked the side of her neck. “I’m not sure I like this.”
“It’s your park. I don’t want to move for
a while,” Kaye said. “It’s nice.” The sun threw bright patches over the park.
The rusty tanks glowed dull orange.
Dozens of men and women in earth-colored
clothes walked in small groups from the buses toward the hill. They seemed in
no hurry. Four women carried a wooden ring about a yard wide, and several men
helped roll a long pole on a dolly.
Kaye frowned, then chuckled. “They’re
doing something with a yoni and a lingam,” she said.
Mitch squinted at the procession. “Maybe
it’s a giant hoop game,” he said. “Horseshoes or something.”
“Do you think?” Kaye asked with that
familiar and uncritical tone he instantly recognized as no-holds-barred
disagreement.
“No,” he said, smacking his temple with
his palm. “How could I have not seen it right away? It’s a yoni and a lingam.”
“And you an anthropolologist,” she said,
lightly doubling the syllables. Kaye got up on her knees and shaded her eyes.
“Let’s go see.”
“What if we’re not invited?”
“I doubt it’s a closed party,” she said.
Dicken went though the security
check—pat-down, metal detection wand, chemical sniff—and entered the White
House through the so-called diplomatic entrance. A young Marine escort
immediately took him downstairs to a large meeting room in the basement. The
air conditioning was running full blast and the room felt cold as a
refrigerator compared to the eighty-five-degree heat and humidity outside.
Dicken was the first to arrive. Other than
the Marine and a steward arranging place settings—bottles of Evian and legal
pads and pens—on the long oval conference table, he was alone in the room. He
sat hi a chair reserved for junior aides at the back. The steward asked him if
he’d like something to drink—a Coke or glass of juice. “We’ll have coffee down
here in a few minutes.”
“Coke would be great,” Dicken said.
“Just fly in?”
“Drove from Bethesda,” Dicken said.
“Going to be some miserable weather this
afternoon,” the steward said. “Thunderstorms by five, so the weather people say
at Andrews. We get the best weather reports here.” He winked and smiled, then
left and returned after a few minutes with a Coke and a glass of chopped ice.
More people began arriving ten minutes
later. Dicken recognized the governors of New Mexico, Alabama, and Maryland;
they were accompanied by a small group of aides. The room would soon hold the
core of the so-called Governors’ Revolt that was raising hell with the
Taskforce across the country.
Augustine was going to have his finest
hour, right here in the basement of the White House. He was going to try to
convince ten governors, seven from very conservative states, that allowing
women access to a complete range of abortion measures was the only humane
course of action.
Dicken doubted the plea would be met with
approval, or even polite disagreement.
Augustine entered some minutes later,
accompanied by the White House-Taskforce liaison and the chief of staff.
Augustine put his valise on the table and walked over to Dicken, his shoes
clicking on the tile floor.
“Any ammunition?” he asked.
“A rout,” Dicken said quietly. “None of
the health agencies felt we had a chance of taking control again. They feel the
president has lost his grip on the issue, too.”
Augustine’s eyes wrinkled at the edges.
His crow’s feet had grown noticeably deeper in the last year, and his hair had
grayed. “I suppose they’re going it on their own—grass-roots solutions?”
“That’s all they see. The AMA and most of
the side branches of the NIH have withdrawn their support, tacitly if not
overtly.”
“Well,” Augustine said softly, “we sure as
hell don’t have anything to offer to get them back in the fold—yet.” He took a
cup of coffee from the steward. “Maybe we should just go home and let everyone
get on with it.”
Augustine turned to look as more governors
entered. The governors were followed by Shawbeck and the secretary of Health
and Human Services. “Here come the lions, followed by the Christians,” he said.
“That’s only as it should be.” Before leaving to sit at the opposite end of the
table, in one of the three seats where no tiny flags flew, he said, in a very
low voice, “The president’s been talking with Alabama and Maryland for the last
two hours, Christopher. They’ve been arguing with him to delay his decision. I
don’t think he wants to. Fifteen thousand pregnant women were murdered in the
last six weeks. Fifteen thousand, Christopher.”
Dicken had seen that figure several times.
“We should all bend over and get our butts
kicked,” Augustine growled.
Mitch estimated there were at least six
hundred people in the crowd moving toward the top of the hill. A few dozen
onlookers followed the resolute group with its wooden ring and pillar.
Kaye took his hand. “Is this a Seattle
thing?” she asked, pulling him along. The idea of a fertility ritual intrigued
her.
“Not that I’ve heard of,” Mitch said.
Since San Diego, the smell of too many people gave him the willies.
At the top of the promontory, Kaye and
Mitch stood on the edge of a large flat sundial, about thirty feet across. It
was made of bas-relief bronze astrological figures, numerals, outstretched
human hands, and calligraphic letters showing the four points of the compass.
Ceramics, glass, and colored cement completed the circle.
Mitch showed Kaye how the observer became
the gnomon on the dial, standing between parallel lines with the seasons and
dates cast into them. It was two o’clock, by her estimation.
“It’s beautiful,” she said. “Kind of a
pagan site, don’t you think?” Mitch nodded, keeping his eye on the advancing
crowd.
Several men and boys flying kites moved
out of the way, pulling and winding their strings, as the group climbed the
hill. Three women carried the ring, sweating beneath the weight. They lowered
it gently to the middle of the sundial. Two men carrying the pillar stood to
one side, waiting to set it down.
Five older women dressed in light yellow
robes walked into the circle with hands clasped, smiling with dignity, and
surrounded the ring in the center of the compass. The group said not a word.
Kaye and Mitch descended to the south side
of the hill, overlooking Lake Union. Mitch felt a breeze coming from the south
and saw a few low banks of cloud moving over downtown Seattle. The air was like
wine, clean and sweet, temperature in the low seventies. Cloud shadows swung
dramatically over the hill.
“Too many people,” Mitch told Kaye.
“Let’s stay and see what they’re up to,”
Kaye said.
The crowd compacted, forming concentric
circles, all holding hands. They politely asked Kaye and Mitch and others to
move farther down the hill while they completed their ceremony.
“You’re welcome to watch, from down
there,” a plump young woman in a green shift told Kaye. She explicitly ignored
Mitch. Her eyes seemed to track right past him, through him.
The only sound the gathering people made
was the rustling of their robes and the motion of their sandaled feet in the
grass and over the bas-relief figures of the sundial.
Mitch shoved his hands into his pockets and hunched his shoulders.
The governors were seated at the table,
leaning right or left to speak in murmurs with their aides or adjacent
colleagues. Shawbeck remained standing, hands clasped in front of him.
Augustine had walked around one quarter of the table to speak with the governor
of California. Dicken tried to puzzle out the seating arrangements and then
realized that someone was following a clever protocol. The governors had been
arranged not by seniority, or by influence, but by the geographic distribution
of their states. California was on the western side of the table, and the
governor of Alabama sat close to the back of the room in the southeastern
quadrant. Augustine, Shawbeck, and the secretary sat near where the president
would sit.
That meant something, Dicken surmised.
Maybe they were actually going to bite the bullet and recommend that
Augustine’s policies be carried out.
Dicken was not at all sure how he felt
about that. He had listened to presentations on the medical cost of taking care
of second-stage babies, should any survive for very long; he had also listened
to figures showing what it would cost for the United States to lose an entire
generation of children.
The liaison for Health stood by the door.
“Ladies and gentlemen, the president of the United States.”
All rose. The governor of Alabama got to
his feet more slowly than the others. Dicken saw that his face was damp,
presumably from the heat outside. But Augustine had told him that the governor
had been in conference with the president for the past two hours.
A Secret Service agent dressed in a blazer
and golf shirt walked past Dicken, glanced at him with that stony precision
Dicken had long since become used to. The president entered the room first,
tall, with his famous shock of white hair. He seemed fit but a little tired;
still, the power of the office swept over Dicken. He was pleased that the
president looked in his direction, recognized him, nodded solemnly in passing.
The governor of Alabama pushed back his
chair. The wooden legs groaned on the tile floor. “Mr. President,” the governor
said, too loudly. The president stopped to speak with him, and the governor
took two steps forward.
Two agents glanced at each other and swung
about to politely intervene.
“I love the office and I love our great
country, sir,” the governor said, and wrapped the president in his arms, as if
delivering a protective bear hug.
The governor of Florida, standing next to
them, grimaced and shook his head in some embarrassment.
The agents were mere feet away.
Oh, Dicken thought, nothing more; just a
blank and prescient awareness of being suspended in time, a train whistle not
yet heard, brakes not yet pressed, arm willed to move but as yet limp by his
side.
He thought perhaps he should get out of
the way.
The blond young man in a black robe wore a
green surgical mask and kept his eyes lowered as he advanced up the hill to the
compass rose. He was escorted by three women in brown and green, and he carried
a small brown cloth bag tied with golden rope. His wispy, almost white hair
blew back and forth in the breeze that was quickening on the hill.
The circles of women and men parted to let
them through.
Mitch watched with a puzzled expression.
Kaye stood with arms folded beside him. “What are they up to?” he asked.
“Some sort of ceremony,” Kaye said.
“Fertility?”
“Why not?”
Mitch mulled this over. “Atonement,” he
said. “There are more women than men.”
“About three to one,” Kaye said.
“Most of the men are older.”
“Q-Tips,” Kaye said.
“What?”
“That’s what young women call men who are
old enough to be their fathers,” Kaye said. “Like the president.”
“That’s insulting,” Mitch said.
“It’s true,” Kaye said. “Don’t blame me.”
The young man was hidden from their view
as the crowd closed again.
A large burning hand picked up Christopher
Dicken and carried him to the back of the wall. It shattered his eardrums and
collapsed his chest. Then the hand pulled back and he slumped to the floor. His
eyes flickered open. He saw flames rush along the crushed ceiling in concentric
waves, tiles falling through the flames. He was covered with blood and bits of
flesh. White smoke and heat stung his eyes, and he shut them. He could not
breathe, could not hear, could not move.
The chanting began low and droning. “Let’s
go,” Mitch told Kaye.
She looked back at the crowd. Now
something seemed wrong to her, as well. The hair on her neck rose. “All right,”
she said.
They circled on a walkway and turned to
walk down the north side of the hill. They passed a man and his son, five or
six years old, the son carrying a kite in his small hands. The boy smiled at
Kaye and Mitch. Kaye looked at the boy’s elegant almond eyes, his long
close-shaven head so Egyptian, like a beautiful and ancient ebony statue
brought to life, and she thought, What a beautiful and normal child. What a
beautiful little boy.
She was reminded of the young girl
standing by the side of the street in Gordi, as the UN caravan left the town;
so different in appearance, yet provoking such similar thoughts.
She took Mitch’s hand in hers just as the
sirens began. They looked north toward the parking lot and saw five police cars
skidding to a halt, doors flung open, officers emerging, running through the
parked cars and across the grass, up the hill.
“Look,” Mitch said, and pointed at a lone
middle-aged man dressed in shorts and a sweatshirt, talking on a cellular
phone. The man looked scared.
“What in hell?” Kaye asked.
The droning prayer had strengthened. Three
officers rushed past Kaye and Mitch, guns still bolstered, but one had pulled
out his baton. They pushed through the outer circles of the crowd on the top of
the hill.
Women shrieked abuse at them. They fought
with the officers, shoving, kicking, scratching, trying to push them back.
Kaye could not believe what she was seeing
or hearing. Two women jumped on one of the men, shouting obscenities.
The officer with the baton began to use it
to protect his fellows. Kaye heard the stomach-twisting chunk of weighted
plastic on flesh and bone.
Kaye started back up the hill, but Mitch
grabbed her arm.
More officers plowed into the crowd,
batons swinging. The chanting stopped. The crowd seemed to lose all cohesion.
Women in robes broke away, hands clutched to their faces in anger and fear,
screaming, crying, their voices high and frantic. Some of the robed women
collapsed and pounded the scruffy yellow grass with their fists. Spittle
dribbled from their mouths.
A police van pushed over the curb and over
the grass, engine roaring. Two female officers joined in the rout.
Mitch backed Kaye off the mound, and they
came to the bottom, facing uphill to keep an eye on the crowd still massed
around the sundial. Two officers pushed out of this assembly with the young man
in black. Red dripping slashes marked his neck and hands. A woman officer
called for an ambulance on her walkie-talkie. She passed within yards of Mitch
and Kaye, face white and lips red with anger.
“Goddamn it!” she shouted at the
onlookers. “Why didn’t you try to stop them?”
Neither Kaye nor Mitch had an answer.
The young man in the black robe stumbled
and fell between the two officers supporting him. His face, warped by pain and
shock, flashed white as the clouds against the hard-packed dirt and yellow
grass.
73
Seattle
Mitch drove them south on the freeway to
Capitol Hill, then turned off and headed east on Denny. The Buick chugged up
the grade.
“I wish we hadn’t seen that,” Kaye said.
Mitch swore under his breath. “I wish we’d
never even stopped.”
“Is everybody crazy? It’s just too much,”
Kaye said. “I can’t figure out where we stand in all this.”
“We’re going back to the old ways,” Mitch
said.
“Like in Georgia.” Kaye pressed a knuckle
against her lips and teeth.
“I hate to have women blame men,” Mitch
said. “It makes me want to throw up.”
“I don’t blame anybody,” Kaye said. “But
you have to admit, it’s a natural reaction.”
Mitch shot her a scowl that bordered on a
dirty look, the first such he had ever given her. She sucked in her breath
privately, feeling both guilty and sad, and turned to look out her window,
peering down the long straight stretch of Broadway: brick buildings,
pedestrians, young men wearing green masks, walking with other men, and women
walking with women. “Let’s forget about it,” Mitch said. “Let’s get some rest.”
The second-floor apartment, neat and cool
and a little dusty from Mitch’s long absence, overlooked Broadway and gave a
view of the brick-front post office, a small bookstore, and a Thai restaurant.
As Mitch carried the bags through the door, he apologized for clutter that did
not exist, as far as Kaye was concerned.
“Bachelor digs,” he said. “I don’t know
why I kept up the lease.”
“It’s nice,” Kaye said, running her
fingers along the dark wood trim of the windowsill, the white enamel on the
wall. The living room had been warmed by the sun and smelled slightly stuffy,
not unpleasant, just closed in. With some difficulty, Kaye opened the window.
Mitch stood beside her and closed the window slowly. “Gas fumes from the
street,” he said. “There’s a window in the bedroom that looks out over the back
of the building. Gets a good draft.”
Kaye had thought that seeing Mitch’s
apartment would be romantic, pleasant, that she would learn a lot about him,
but it was so neat, so sparely furnished, that she felt let down. She examined
the books in a ceiling-high case near the kitchen nook: textbooks on
anthropology and archaeology, some tattered biology texts, a box full of
science magazines and photocopies. No novels.
“The Thai restaurant is good,” Mitch said,
putting his arms around her as she stood before the bookcase.
“I’m not hungry. This is where you did
your research?”
“Right here. Stroke of lightning. You were
inspirational.”
“Thank you,” she said.
“Want to just take a nap? There are beers
in the refrigerator—”
“Budweiser?”
Mitch grinned.
“I’ll take one,” Kaye said. He let go of her and rummaged in the
refrigerator.
“Damn. There must have been an outage.
Everything in the freezer melted...” A cool sour smell wafted from the kitchen.
“The beer’s still good, though.” He brought her a bottle and deftly unscrewed
the cap. She took it and sipped it. Barely any flavor. No relief.
“I need to use the bathroom,” Kaye said.
She felt numb, far from anything that mattered. She carried her purse into the
bathroom and removed the pregnancy kit. It was sweet and simple: two drops of
urine on a test strip, blue if positive, pink if negative. Results in ten
minutes.
Suddenly, Kaye was desperate to know.
The bathroom was immaculately clean. “What
can I do for him?” she asked herself. “He lives his own life here.” But she put
that aside and dropped the lid on the toilet to sit.
In the living room, Mitch turned on the TV
Through the old solid-pine door Kaye heard muffled voices, a few stray
words.”...also injured in the blast was the secretary—”
“Kaye!” Mitch called.
She covered the strip with a Kleenex and
opened the door.
“The president,” Mitch said, his face
contorted. He pounded his fists at nothing. “I wish I’d never turned the damned
thing on!”
Kaye stood in the living room before the
small television, stared at the announcer’s head and shoulders, her moving
lips, the run of mascara from one eye. “The count so far is seven dead,
including the governors of Florida, Mississippi, and Alabama, the president, a
Secret Service agent, and two not yet identified. Among the survivors are the
governors of New Mexico and Arizona, director of the Herod’s Taskforce Mark
Augustine, and Frank Shawbeck of the National Institutes of Health. The vice
president was not in the White House at this time—”
Mitch stood beside her, shoulders slumped.
“Where was Christopher?” Kaye asked in a
small voice.
“No explanation has yet been given for how
a bomb could have been smuggled into the White House through such intense
security. Frank Sesno is outside the White House now.”
Kaye pushed free of Mitch’s arm. “Excuse
me,” she said, patting his shoulder nervously. “Bathroom.”
“Are you all right?”
“I’m fine.” She shut the door and locked
it, took a deep breath, and lifted away the Kleenex. Ten minutes had passed.
“Are you sure you’re all right?” Mitch
called outside the door.
Kaye held the strip up to the light,
looked at the two test patches. The first test showed blue. The second test
showed blue. She read the instructions again, the color comparisons, and leaned
an elbow against the door, feeling dizzy.
“It’s done,” she said softly. She
straightened and thought, This is a horrible time. Let it wait. Let it wait
if you can possibly wait.
“Kaye!” Mitch sounded close to panic. He
needed her, needed some reassurance. She leaned on the sink, could barely stay
upright, she felt such a mix of horror and relief and awe at what they had
done, at what the world was doing.
She opened the door and saw tears in
Mitch’s eyes.
“I didn’t even vote for him!” he said, his
lips trembling.
Kaye hugged him tightly. That the
president was dead was significant, important, it mattered, but she could not
feel it yet. Her emotions were elsewhere, with Mitch, with his mother and
father, with her own absent mother and father; she felt even a mild concern for
herself, but curiously enough, no real connection with the life inside her.
Not yet.
This was not the actual baby.
Not yet.
Don’t love it. Don’t love this one. Love
what it does, what it carries.
Quite against her will, as she held Mitch
and patted his back, Kaye fainted. Mitch carried her into the bedroom, brought
a cold cloth.
She floated for a while in closed
darkness, then became aware of a dryness in her mouth. She cleared her throat,
opened her eyes.
She looked up at her husband, tried to
kiss his hand as it passed the cloth over her cheeks and chin.
“Such a fool,” she said.
“Me?”
“Me. I thought I’d be strong.”
“You are strong,” Mitch said.
“I love you,” she said, and that was all
she could manage.
Mitch saw that she was sound asleep and
pulled the blanket over her on the bed, turned out the light, and returned to
the living room. The apartment seemed so different now. Summer twilight glowed
beyond the windows, casting a fairy-tale pallor over the opposite wall. He sat
in the worn armchair before the TV, its muted sound still clear in the quiet
room.
“Governor Harris has declared a state of
emergency and called out National Guard troops. A curfew of seven P.M. has been
declared for weekdays, five P.M. for Saturday and Sunday, and if martial law is
declared at the federal level, we presume by the vice president, as seems very
likely, then throughout the state, no groups will be allowed to gather in
public places without special permission from the Emergency Action Office in each
community. This official state of emergency is open-ended, and is in part, so
officials say, a response to the situation in the nation’s capital, and in part
an attempt to bring under control the extraordinary and continuing unrest in
Washington state itself...”
Mitch tapped the plastic test strip on his
chin. He switched channels just to have a feeling of control.
“...is dead. The president and five out
often visiting state governors were killed this morning in the situation room
of the White House—”
And again, punching the button on the
small remote.
“...The governor of Alabama, Abraham C.
Darzelle, leader of the so-called States’ Revolt movement, embraced the
president of the United States just before the explosion. Both the governors of
Alabama and Florida, and the president, were blown apart by the blast—”
Mitch turned the TV off. He returned the
plastic strip to the bathroom and went to lie beside Kaye. He did not pull the
covers back and did not undress, to avoid disturbing her. Kicking off his shoes,
he curled up with one leg laid gently over her blanketed thighs, and pushed his
nose against her short brown hair. The smell of her hair and scalp was more
soothing than any drug.
For far too short a moment, the universe
once again became small and warm and entirely sufficient.
PART THREE
STELLA
NOVA
74
Seattle
JUNE
Kaye arranged her papers on Mitch’s desk
and picked up the manuscript for The Queen’s Library. Three weeks ago, she had
decided to write a book about SHEVA, modern biology, all she felt the human
race might need to know in the coming years. The title referred to her metaphor
for the genome, with all of its ferment and movable elements and
self-interested players, rendering service to the genome queen with one side of
their nature, selfishly hoping to be installed in the Queen’s Library, the DNA;
and sometimes putting on another face, another role, more selfish than useful,
parasitic or predatory, causing trouble or even disaster...A political metaphor
that seemed perfectly apt now.
In the past two weeks, she had written
over a hundred and sixty pages on her laptop computer, printing them out on a
portable printer, partly as a way of getting her thoughts together before the
convention.
And to pass the time. The hours sometimes
drag when Mitch is away.
She knocked the papers together on the
wood, satisfied by the solid thunk they made, then placed them before the
picture of Christopher Dicken that stood in a small silver frame near a
portrait of Sam and Abby. The last picture in her box of personal items was a
black-and-white glossy of Saul, taken by a professional photographer on Long
Island. Saul appeared able, grinning, confident, wise. They had sent copies of
that picture with the business prospectus for EcoBacter to venture capital
firms over five years ago. An age.
Kaye had spent very little time looking
back on her past, or gathering memorabilia. Now she regretted that. She wanted
their baby to have a sense of what had happened. When she looked at herself in
the mirror, she appeared almost peachlike in her health and vitality. Pregnancy
was treating her very well.
As if she could not get enough of writing,
recording, she had begun a diary three days ago, the first diary she had ever
kept.
June 10
We spent last week preparing for the
conference and looking for a house. Interest rates have gone through the roof,
now at twenty-one percent, but we can afford something larger than the
apartment, and Mitch isn ‘t particular. I am. Mitch is writing more slowly than
I am, about the mummies and the cave, sending it page by page to Oliver Merton
in New York, who is editing it, sometimes a little cruelly. Mitch takes it
quietly, tries to improve. We have become so literary, so self-observant, maybe
a little self-important, since there is not much else to keep us occupied.
Mitch is gone this
afternoon talking to the new director of the Hayer, hoping to get reinstated.
(He never travels more than twenty minutes from the apartment, and we bought
another cell phone the day before yesterday. I tell him I can take care of
myself, but he worries.)
He has a letter from
Professor Brock describing the nature of the current controversy. Brock has
been on a few talk shows. Some newspapers have carried the story, and Merton s
piece in NATURE is drawing a lot of attention and a lot of criticism.
Innsbruck still holds all
the tissue samples and will not comment or release, but Mitch is working on his
friends at UWto get them to go public with what they know, to undermine
Innsbruck’s secrecy. Merton believes the gradualists in charge of the mummies
have at most another two or three months to prepare their reports and make them
public, or they ‘II be removed, replaced, Brock hopes, by a a more objective
team, and clearly he hopes to be in charge. Mitch might be on that team, too;
though that seems too much to hope for.
Merton and Daney were
unable to convince the New York Emergency Action Office to hold the conference
in Albany. Something about 1845 and Governor Silas Wright and rent riots; they
don’t want a repeat under this “experimental “ and “temporary “ Emergency Act.
We petitioned the
Washington Emergency Action Office through Maria Konig at UW, and they allowed
a two-day conference at Kane Hall, one hundred attendees maximum, all to be
approved by the office. Civil liberties haven’t been completely forgotten, but
almost. Nobody wants to call it martial law, and in fact the civil courts are
still in full operation, but they work with approval of the Office in each
state.
Nothing like it since 1942,
Mitch says.
I feel spooky: healthy,
vital, energetic, and I don’t look very pregnant. The hormones are the same,
the effect the same.
I go in for my sonogram and
scan tomorrow at Marine Pacific, and we ‘II do amnio and chorionic villi
despite the risks because we want to know the character of the tissues.
The next step won’t be so
easy.
Mrs. Hamilton, now I’m a
lab rat, too.
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Building 10, The National Institutes of
Health, Bethesda
JULY
Dicken propelled himself with one hand
down the long corridor on the tenth floor of the Magnuson Clinical Center, spun
around with what he hoped was true wheelchair grace— again, with one hand—and
dimly saw the two men walking in his return path. The gray suit, the long, slow
stride, the height, told him one of the men was Augustine. He did not know who
the other might be.
With a low moan, he lowered his right hand
and pushed himself toward the pair. As he got closer, he could see that
Augustine’s face was healing well enough, though he would always have a
slightly rugged look. What was not covered with the bandages of continuing
plastic surgery, crossing his head laterally over his nose and in patches on
both cheeks and temples, still bore the marks of shrapnel. Both of Augustine’s
eyes had been spared. Dicken had lost one eye, and the other had been hazed by
the heat of the blast.
“You’re still a sight, Mark,” Dicken said,
braking with one hand and lightly dragging a slippered foot.
“Ditto, Christopher. I’d like you to meet
Dr. Kelly Newcomb.”
They shook hands gingerly. Dicken sized up
Newcomb for a moment, then said, “You’re Mark’s new traveler.”
“Yes,” Newcomb said.
“Congratulations on getting the
appointment,” Dicken said to Augustine.
“Don’t bother,” Augustine said. “It’s going to be a nightmare.”
“Gather all the children under one
umbrella,” Dicken said. “How’s Frank doing?”
“He’s leaving Walter Reed next week.”
Another silence. Dicken could think of
nothing more to say. Newcomb folded his hands uncomfortably, then adjusted his
glasses, pushing them up his nose. Dicken hated the silence, and just as
Augustine was about to speak again, he broke in with, “They’re going to keep me
for another couple of weeks. Another surgery on my hand. I’d like to get off
the campus for a while, see what’s going on in the world.”
“Let’s go into your room and talk,”
Augustine suggested.
“Be my guests,” Dicken said.
When they were inside, Augustine asked
Newcomb to shut the door. “I’d like Kelly to spend a couple of days talking
with you. Getting up to speed. We’re moving into a new phase. The president has
put us under his discretionary budget.”
“Great,” Dicken said thickly. He swallowed
and tried to bring up some spit to wet his tongue. Drugs for pain and
antibiotics were playing hell with his chemistry.
“We’re not going to do anything radical,”
Augustine said. “Everyone agrees we’re in an incredibly delicate state.”
“State with a capital S,” Dicken said.
“For the moment, no doubt,” Augustine said
quietly. “I didn’t ask for this, Christopher.”
“I know,” Dicken said.
“But should any SHEVA children be born
alive, we have to move quickly. I have reports from seven labs that prove SHEVA
can mobilize ancient retroviruses in the genome.”
“It kicks around all manner of HERV and
retrotrans-posons,” Dicken said. He had been trying to read the studies on a
special viewer in the room. “I’m not sure they’re actually viruses. They may
be—”
“Whatever you call them, they have the
requisite viral genes,” Augustine interrupted. “We haven’t faced them for
millions of years, so they’ll probably be pathogenic. What worries me now is
any movement that might encourage woman to bring these children to term.
There’s no problem in Eastern Europe and Asia. Japan has already started a
prevention program. But here, we’re more cussed.”
That was putting it mildly. “Don’t cross
that line again, Mark,” Dicken advised.
Augustine was in no mood for wise counsel.
“Christopher, we could lose more than just a generation of children. Kelly
agrees.”
“The work is sound,” Newcomb said.
Dicken coughed, controlled the spasm, but
his face flushed with frustration. “What are we looking at...Internment camps?
Concentration nurseries”?”
“We estimate there will be one or two
thousand SHEVA children born alive in North America by the end of the year, at
most. There may be none, zero, Christopher. The president has already signed an
emergency order giving us custody if any are born alive. We’re working out the
civil details now. God only knows what the E.U. is going to do. Asia is being
very practical. Abortion and quarantine. I wish we could be so bold.”
“To me, this does not sound like a major
health threat, Mark,” Dicken said. His throat caught again and he coughed. With
his damaged eyesight, he could not make out Augustine’s expression behind the
bandages.
“They’re reservoirs, Christopher,” Augustine
said. “If the babies get out in the general public, they’ll be vectors. All it
took for AIDS was a few.”
“We admit it stinks,” Newcomb said,
glancing at Augustine. “I feel that in my gut. But we’ve done computer analysis
on some of these activated HERV Given expression of viable env andpol genes, we
could have something much worse than HIY The computers point to a disease like
nothing we’ve seen in history. It could burn the human race, Dr. Dicken. We
could just flake away like dust.”
Dicken pushed up out of his chair and sat
on the edge of his bed. “Who disagrees?” he asked.
“Dr. Mahy at the CDC,” Augustine said. “Bishop and Thorne. And of
course James Mondavi. But the Princeton people agree, and they have the
president’s confidence. They want to work with us on this.”
“What do the opponents say?” Dicken asked
Newcomb.
“Mahy thinks any released particles will
be fully adapted retroviruses, but nonpathogenic, and that the worst we’ll see
is a few cases of some rare cancers,” Augustine said. “Mondavi also sees no
pathogenesis. But that’s not why we’re here, Christopher.”
“Why, then?”
“We need your personal input. Kaye Lang
has gotten herself pregnant. You know the father. It’s a first-stage SHEVA.
She’ll have her miscarriage any day now.”
Dicken turned away.
“She’s sponsoring a conference in
Washington state. We tried to get the Emergency Action Office to shut it down—”
“A scientific conference?”
“More mumbo-jumbo about evolution. And, no
doubt, encouragement for new mothers. This could be a PR disaster, very bad for
morale. We don’t control the press, Christopher. Do you think she’ll be extreme
on the subject?”
“No,” Dicken said. “I think she’ll be very
reasonable.”
“That could be worse,” Augustine said.
“But it’s also something we can use against her, if she claims the support of
Science with a capital S. Mitch Rafelson’s reputation is pure mud.”
“He’s a decent fellow,” Dicken said.
“He’s a liability, Christopher,” Augustine
said. “Fortunately, he’s her liability, not ours.”
76
Seattle
AUGUST 10
Kaye carried her yellow legal pad from the
bedroom to the kitchen. Mitch had been at the University of Washington since
nine that morning. The first reaction to his visit at the Hayer Museum had been
negative; they were not interested in controversy, whatever his support from
Brock or any other scientist. Brock himself, they had sagely pointed out, was
controversial, and according to unnamed sources had been “let go from” or even
“forced out of” the Neandertal studies at the University of Innsbruck.
Kaye had always loathed academic politics.
She set the notebook and a glass of orange juice on a small table by Mitch’s
worn chair, then sat down with a small moan. With nothing coming to her this
morning and no sense of where to take the book next, she had started a general
short essay that she might use at the conference in two weeks...
But the essay had abruptly stalled as
well. Inspiration was simply no competititon for the peculiar tangled feeling
in her abdomen.
It had been almost ninety days. Last
night, in her journal, she had written, “Already it is about the size of a
mouse.” And nothing more.
She used Mitch’s remote to turn on the old
TV Governor Harris was giving yet another press conference. He went on the air
every day to report on the Emergency Act, how Washington state was cooperating
with Washington, D.C., what measures he was resisting—he was very big on
resistance, playing to the rugged individualists east of the Cascades— and
explaining very carefully where he thought cooperation was beneficial and essential.
Once more he went through a bleak litany of statistics.
“In the Northwest, from Oregon to Idaho,
the law enforcement officials tell me there have been at least thirty acts of
human sacrifice. When we add this to the estimated twenty-two thousand incidents
of violence against women around the country, the Emergency Act seems long
overdue. We are a community, a state, a region, a nation, out of control with
grief and panicked by an incomprehensible act of God.”
Kaye rubbed her stomach gently. Harris had
an impossible job. The proud citizens of the U.S.A., she thought, were adopting
a very Chinese attitude. With the favor of Heaven so obviously withdrawn, their
support for any and all governments had diminished drastically.
A roundtable discussion with two
scientists and a state representative followed the governor’s conference. The
talk turned to SHEVA children as carriers of disease; this was utter nonsense
and something she did not want or need to hear. She shut the television off.
The cell phone rang. Kaye flipped it open.
“Hello?”
“Oh beauteous one...I’ve got Wendell
Packer, Maria Konig, Oliver Merton, and Professor Brock, all sitting in the
same room.”
Kaye’s face warmed and relaxed at the
sound of Mitch’s voice.
“They’d like to meet you.”
“Only if they want to be midwives,” Kaye
said.
“Jesus—do you feel anything?”
“A sour stomach,” Kaye said. “Unhappy and
uninspired. But no, I don’t think it’s going to be today.”
“Well, be inspired by this,” Mitch said.
“They’re going to go public with their analysis of the Innsbruck tissue
samples. And they’re going to give papers at the conference. Packer and Konig
say they’ll support us.”
Kaye closed her eyes for a moment. She wanted to savor this. “And
their departments?”
“No go. The politics is just too intense
for department heads. But Maria and Wendell are going to work on their
colleagues. We’re hoping to have dinner together. Are you up for it?”
Her roiling stomach had settled. Kaye
thought she might actually be hungry in an hour or so. She had followed Maria
Konig’s work for years, and admired her enormously. But in that masculine crew,
perhaps Konig’s greatest asset was that she was female.
“Where are we eating?”
“Within five minutes of Marine Pacific
Hospital,” Mitch said. “Other than that, I don’t know.”
“Maybe a bowl of oatmeal for me,” Kaye
said. “Should I take the bus?”
“Nonsense. I’ll be there in a few
minutes.” Mitch kissed at her over the phone, and then, Oliver Merton asked to
say something.
“We haven’t met yet, to shake hands,”
Merton said breathlessly, as if he had just been arguing loudly or had run up a
flight of stairs. “Christ, Ms. Lang, I’m nervous just talking with you.”
“You trounced me pretty badly in
Baltimore,” Kaye said.
“Yes, but that was then,” Merton said
without a hint of regret. “I can’t tell you how much I admire what you and
Mitch are planning. I am agog with wonder.”
“We’re just doing what comes natural,”
Kaye said.
“Wipe the past clean,” Merton said. “Ms.
Lang, I’m a friend.”
“We’ll see about that,” Kaye said.
Merton chuckled and handed her back to
Mitch.
“Maria Konig suggests a good Vietnamese
pho restaurant. That’s what she craved when she was pregnant. Sound right?”
“After my oatmeal,” Kaye said. “Does
Merton have to be there?”
“Not if you don’t want him.”
“Tell him I’m going to stare daggers at
him. Make him suffer.”
“I’ll do that,” Mitch said. “But he
thrives under criticism.”
“I’ve been analyzing tissues from dead
people for ten years now,” Maria Konig said. “Wendell knows the feeling.”
“I do indeed,” Packer said.
Konig, sitting across from her, was more
than just beautiful— she was the perfect model for what Kaye wanted to look
like when she reached fifty. Wendell Packer was very handsome, in a lean and
compact sort of way—quite the opposite of Mitch. Brock wore a gray coat and
black T-shirt, dapper and quiet; he seemed lost in even deeper thought.
“Each day, you get a FedEx box or two or
three,” Maria said, “and you open them up, and inside are little tubes or
bottles from Bosnia or East Timor or the Congo, and there’s this little sad
chunk of skin or bone from one or another victim, usually innocent, and an
envelope with copies of records, more tubes, blood samples or cheek swabs from
relatives of victims. Day after day after day. It never stops. If these babies
are the next step, if they’re better than we are at living on this planet, I
can’t wait. We’re in need of a change.”
The small waitress taking their orders
stopped writing on her small pad. “You name dead people for UN?” she asked
Maria.
Maria looked up at her, embarrassed.
“Sometimes.”
“I from Kampuchea, Cambodia, come here
fifteen years ago,” she said. “You work on Kampucheans?”
“That was before my time, honey,” Maria
said.
“I still very mad,” the woman said.
“Mother, father, brother, uncle. Then they let the murderers go without
punishing. Very bad men and women.”
The table fell silent as the woman’s large
black eyes sparked with memory. Brock leaned forward, clasping his hands and
touching his nose with the knuckle of his thumb.
“Very bad now, too. I going to have baby
anyway,” the woman said. She touched her stomach and looked at Kaye. “You?”
“Yes,” Kaye said.
“I believe in future,” the woman said. “It
got to get better.”
She finished taking their orders and left
the table. Merton picked up his chopsticks and fumbled them aimlessly for a few
seconds. “I shall have to remember this,” he said, “the next time I feel
oppressed.”
“Save it for your book,” Brock said.
“I am writing one,” Merton told
them with raised brows. “No surprise. The most important bit of science reporting
of our time.”
“I hope you’re having more luck than I
am,” Kaye said.
“I’m jammed, absolutely stuck,” Merton
said, and pushed up his glasses with the thick end of a chopstick. “But that
won’t last. It never has.”
The waitress brought spring rolls, shrimp
and bean sprouts and basil leaves wrapped in translucent pancake. Kaye had lost
her urge for bland and reassuring oatmeal. Feeling more adventurous, she
pinched one of the rolls with her chopsticks and dipped it into a small ceramic
bowl of sweet brown sauce. The flavor was extraordinary—she could have lingered
on the bite for minutes, picking out every savory molecule. The basil and mint
in the roll were almost too intense, and the shrimp tasted rich and crunchy and
oceanic.
All her senses sharpened. The large room,
though dark and cool, seemed very colorful, very detailed.
“What do they put in these?” she asked,
chewing the last bite of her roll.
“They are good,” Merton said.
“I shouldn’t have said anything,” Maria
said apologetically, still feeling the emotion of the waitress’s bit of
history.
“We all believe in the future,” Mitch
said. “We wouldn’t be here if we were stuck in our own little ruts.”
“We need to figure out what we can say,
what our limitations are,” Wendell said. “I can only go so far before I’m
outside my expertise and way outside what the department will tolerate, even if
I claim to speak for myself alone.”
“Courage, Wendell,” Merton said. “A solid
front. Freddie?”
Brock sipped from his foamy glass of pale
lager. He looked up with a hangdog expression.
“I cannot believe we are all here, that we
have come this far,” he said. “The changes are so close, I am frightened. Do
you know what is going to happen when we present our findings?”
“We’re going to get crucified by nearly
every scientific journal in the world,” Packer said, and laughed.
“Not Nature” Merton said. “I’ve
laid some groundwork there. Pulled off a journalistic and scientific coup.” He
grinned.
“No, please, friends,” Brock said. “Step
back a moment and think. We are just past the millennium, and now we are about
to learn how we came to be human.” He removed his thick glasses and wiped them
with his napkin. His eyes were distant, very round. “In Innsbruck, we have our
mummies, caught in the late stages of a change that took place across tens of
thousands of years. The woman must have been tough and brave beyond our
imagining, but she knew very little. Dr. Lang, you know a great deal, and you
proceed anyway. Your courage is perhaps even more wonderful.” He lifted his
glass of beer. “The least I can do is offer you a heartfelt toast.”
They all raised their glasses. Kaye felt
her stomach flip again, but it was not a bad sensation.
“To Kaye,” Friedrich Brock said. “The next
Eve.”
77
Seattle
AUGUST 12
Kaye sat in the old Buick to stay out of
the rain. Mitch walked along the row of cars in the small lot off Roosevelt,
searching for the kind she had specified—small, late nineties, Japanese or
Volvo, maybe blue or green—and looked up to where she sat curbside, window
rolled down for air.
He pulled off his wet felt Stetson and
smiled. “How about this beauty?” He pointed to a black Caprice.
“No,” Kaye said emphatically. Mitch loved
big old American cars. He felt at home in their roomy interiors. Their trunks
could carry tools and slabs of rock. He would have loved to buy a truck, and
they had discussed that for a few days. Kaye was not averse to
four-wheel-drive, but they had seen nothing she thought they could afford. She
wanted a huge reserve in the bank for emergencies. She had set a limit of
twelve thousand dollars.
“I’m a kept man,” he said, holding his hat
mournfully and bowing his head before the Caprice.
Kaye pointedly ignored that. She had been
in an ill humor all morning—had snapped at him twice over breakfast,
chastisements that Mitch had accepted with infuriating commiseration. What she
wanted was a real argument, to get her blood going, her thoughts moving—to get
her body moving. She was sick of the gnawing sensation in her gut that
had persisted for three days. She was sick of waiting, of trying to come to
grips with what she was carrying.
What Kaye wanted above all else was to
lash out at Mitch for agreeing to get her pregnant and start this awful,
dragged-out process.
Mitch strode over to the second row and
peered at stickers. A woman with an umbrella came down the wooden steps from
the small office trailer and conferred with him.
Kaye watched them suspiciously. She hated
herself, hated her screwball and chaotic emotions. Nothing she was thinking
made any sense.
Mitch pointed to a used Lexus. “Way too
expensive,” Kaye murmured to herself, biting her cuticle. Then, “Oh, shit.” She
thought she had wet her panties. The trickle continued, but it was not her
bladder. She felt between her legs.
“Mitch!” she yelled. He came running,
flung open the driver’s-side door, jumped in, started the motor when the first
poked fist of blunt pain doubled her over. She nearly slammed her hand against
the dash. He pulled her back with one hand. “Oh, God! “she said.
“We’re going,” he said. He peeled out
along Roosevelt and turned west on 45th, dodging cars on the overpass and
swinging hard left onto the freeway.
The pain was not so intense now. Her
stomach seemed filled with ice water and her thighs trembled.
“How is it?” Mitch asked.
“Scary,” she said. “So strange.”
Mitch hit eighty.
She felt something like a small bowel
movement. So rude, so natural, so unspeakable. She tried to clamp her
legs together. She was not sure what she felt, what exactly had happened. The
pain was almost gone.
By the time they pulled into the emergency
entrance at Marine Pacific, she was reasonably sure it was all over.
Maria Konig had referred them to Dr.
Felicity Galbreath after Kaye met resistance from several pediatricians
reluctant to take on a SHEVA pregnancy. Her own health insurance had canceled
her; SHEVA was covered as a disease, a prior condition, certainly not as a
natural pregnancy.
Dr. Galbreath worked at several hospitals
but kept her offices at Marine Pacific, the big brown Depression-era Art Deco
hospital that looked down across the freeway, Lake Union, and much of west
Seattle. She also taught two days a week at Western Washington University, and
Kaye wondered where she found time to have any other life.
* * *
Galbreath, tall and plump, with round
shoulders, a pleasantly unchallenging face, and a tight, short head of mousy
blond hair, came into Kaye’s shared room twenty minutes after she was admitted.
Kaye had been cleaned up and briefly examined by the resident nurse and an
attending physician. A nurse midwife Kaye had never met before also checked on
her, having heard about Kaye’s case from a brief article in the Seattle Weekly.
Kaye sat up in her bed, her back aching,
but otherwise comfortable, and drank a glass of orange juice.
“Well, it’s happened,” Galbreath said.
“It’s happened,” Kaye echoed dully.
“They tell me you’re doing fine.”
“I feel better now.”
“Very sorry not to be here sooner. I was
over at UW Medical Center.”
“I think it was over before I was
admitted,” Kaye said.
“How do you feel?”
“Lousy. Healthy enough, just lousy.”
“Where’sMitch?”
“I told him to bring me the baby. The
fetus.”
Galbreath glared at her with mixed
irritation and wonder. “Aren’t you taking this scientist bit too far?”
“Bullshit,” Kaye said fiercely.
“You could be in emotional shock.”
“Double bullshit. They took it away
without telling me. I need to see it. I need to know what happened.”
“It’s a first-stage rejection. We know
what they look like,” Galbreath said softly, checking Kaye’s pulse and looking
at the attached monitor. As a precaution, she was on saline drip.
Mitch returned with a small steel pan
covered with a cloth. “They were sending it down to...” He looked up, his face
pale as a sheet. “I don’t know where. I had to do some yelling.”
Galbreath looked at them both with an
expression of forceful self-control. “It’s just tissue, Kaye. The hospital has
to send them to an approved Taskforce autopsy center. It’s the law.”
“She’s my daughter” Kaye said, tears
trickling down her cheeks. “I want to see her before they take her.” The sobs
began and she could not control them. The nurse looked in, saw Galbreath was
with them, stood in the doorway with a helpless and concerned expression.
Galbreath took the pan from Mitch, who was
happy to be relieved of it. She waited until Kaye was quiet.
“Please,” Kaye said. Galbreath placed the
pan gently on her lap.
The nurse left and shut the door behind
her.
Mitch turned away as she pulled back the
cloth.
Lying on a bed of crushed ice, in a small
plastic bag with a Ziploc top, no larger than a small lab mouse, lay the
interim daughter. Her daughter. Kaye had been nurturing and carrying and
protecting this for over ninety days.
For a moment, she felt distinctly uneasy.
She reached down with a finger to trace the outline in the bag, the short and
curled spine beyond the edge of the torn and tiny amnion. She stroked the
comparatively large and almost faceless head, finding small slits for eyes, a
wrinkled and rabbitlike mouth kept tightly closed, buttons where arms and legs
might be. The small purple placenta lay beneath the amnion.
“Thank you,” Kaye said to the fetus.
She covered the tray. Galbreath tried to
remove it, but Kaye gripped her hand. “Leave her with me for a few minutes,”
she said. “I want to make sure she isn’t lonely. Wherever she’s going.”
Galbreath joined Mitch in the waiting room. He sat with his head
in his hands in a pale bleached-oak armchair beneath a pastel seascape framed
in ash.
“You look like you need a drink,” she
said.
“Is Kaye still asleep?” Mitch said. “I
want to be with her.”
Galbreath nodded. “You can go in any time.
I examined her. Do you want the details?”
“Please,” Mitch said, rubbing his face. “I
didn’t know I’d react that way. I’m sorry.”
“No need. She’s a bold woman who thinks
she knows what she wants. Well, she’s still pregnant. The secondary mucus plug
seems to be in position. There was no trauma, no bleeding; the separation was
textbook, if anybody has bothered to write a textbook about this sort of thing.
The hospital did a quick biopsy. It’s definitely a first-stage SHEVA rejection.
Chromosome number is confirmed.”
“Fifty-two?” Mitch asked.
Galbreath nodded. “Like all the others. It
should be forty-six. Gross chromosomal abnormalities.”
“It’s a different kind of normal,” Mitch
said.
Galbreath sat beside him and crossed her
legs. “Let’s hope. We’ll do more tests in a few months.”
“I don’t know how a woman feels after
something like this,” he said slowly, folding and unfolding his hands. “What do
I say to her?”
“Let her sleep. When she wakes up, tell
her that you love her, and that she’s brave and magnificent. This part will
probably feel like a bad dream.”
Mitch stared at her. “What do I tell her
if the next one doesn’t work, either?”
Galbreath leaned her head to one side and
smoothed her cheek with one finger. “I don’t know, Mr. Rafelson.”
Mitch filled out the discharge papers and
looked over the attached medical report, signed by Galbreath. Kaye folded a
nightgown and put it into the small overnight case, then walked stiffly into
the bathroom and packed up her toothbrush. “I ache all over,” she said, her
voice hollow through the open door.
“I can get a wheelchair,” Mitch said. He
was almost out the door before Kaye left the bathroom and put a hand on his
shoulder.
“I can walk. This part is done with, and
that makes me feel much better. But...Fifty-two chromosomes, Mitch. I wish I
knew what that meant.”
“There’s still time,” Mitch said quietly.
Kaye’s first impulse was to give him a
stern look, but his expression told her that would not be fair, that he was as vulnerable
as she. “No,” she said, simply and gently.
Galbreath knocked on the door frame.
“Come in,” Kaye said. She closed and
latched the lid on the overnight case. The doctor entered with a young,
ill-at-ease man dressed in a gray suit.
“Kaye, this is Ed Gianelli. He’s the
Emergency Action legal representative for Marine Pacific.”
“Ms. Lang, Mr. Rafelson. I’m sorry for the
difficulty. I have to obtain some personal information and a signature, under
the state of Washington compliance agreements with the federal Emergency Act,
as agreed to by the state legislature on July 22 of this year, and signed by
the governor on July 26. I apologize for the inconvenience during a painful
time—”
“What is it?” Mitch asked. “What do we
have to do?”
“All women carrying SHEVA second-stage
fetuses should register with the state Emergency Action Office and agree to
follow-up medical tracking. You can arrange to have those visits with Dr.
Galbreath, as the obstetrician of record, and she will carry out the
standardized tests.”
“We won’t register,” Mitch said. “Are you
ready to go?” he asked Kaye, putting his arm around her.
Gianelli shifted his stance. “I won’t go
into the reasons, Mr. Rafelson, but registration and follow-up are mandated by
the King County Board of Health, in agreement with state and federal law.”
“I don’t recognize the law,” Mitch said
firmly.
“The penalty is a fine of five hundred
dollars for each week you refuse,” Gianelli said.
“Best not to make a big deal out of it,”
Galbreath said. “It’s a kind of addendum to a birth certificate.”
“The infant hasn’t been born yet.”
“Then think of it as an addendum to the
postrejection medical report,” Gianelli said, his shoulders rising.
“There was no rejection,” Kaye said. “What
we’re doing is natural.”
Gianelli held out his hands in
exasperation. “All I need is your current residence and a waiver to access your
pertinent medical records, with Dr. Galbreath and your lawyer, if you wish,
overseeing what we look at.”
“My God,” Mitch said. He moved Kaye past
Galbreath and Gianelli, then paused to say to the doctor, “You know what this
means, don’t you? People will stay away from hospitals, from their physicians.”
“My hands are pretty much tied,” Galbreath
said. “The hospital fought this until just yesterday. We still plan to appeal
to the Board of Health. But for now—”
Mitch and Kaye left. Galbreath stood in
the doorway, face mottled.
Gianelli followed them down the hall,
agitated. “I have to remind you,” he said, “that these fines are cumulative—”
“Give it up, Ed!” Galbreath shouted,
slamming her hand on the wall. “Just give it up and let them go, for Christ’s
sake!”
Gianelli stood in the middle of the
hallway, shaking his head. “I hate this shit!”
“You hate it?” Galbreath shouted at
him. “Just leave my patients the hell alone!”
78
Building 52, The National Institutes of
Health, Bethesda
OCTOBER
Your face looks pretty good,” Shawbeck
said. He advanced into Augustine’s office on a pair of crutches. His aide
helped him lower himself into the chair. Augustine was finishing a corned beef
sandwich. He wiped his lips and folded the top of the foam box, latching it.
“All right,” Shawbeck said when he was
seated. “Weekly meeting of the survivors of July twentieth, der Fuhrer
presiding.”
Augustine lifted his eyes. “Not a bit
funny.”
“When’s Christopher going to join us? We
should keep a bottle of brandy, and the last survivor gets to toast the
departed.”
“Christopher is getting more and more
disaffected,” Augustine said.
“And you aren’t?” Shawbeck asked. “How
long since you met with the president?”
“Three days,” Augustine said.
“Black budget discussions?”
“Emergency Action reserve finances,”
Augustine said.
“He didn’t even mention them to me,”
Shawbeck said.
“It’s my ball now. They’re going to hang
the old toilet seat around my neck.”
“Because you put together the rationale,”
Shawbeck said. “So—these new babies are not only going to be born dead, but if
any happen to be born alive, we take them away from their parents and put them
into specially financed hospitals. We’ve gone pretty far on this one.”
“The public seems to be with us,”
Augustine said. “The president’s describing it as a major public health risk.”
“I wouldn’t be in your shoes for anything
on Earth, Mark. It’s going to be political suicide. The president has to be in
shock to be promoting this.”
“To tell the truth, Frank, after all those
years in the White House’s shadow, he’s feeling his oats a little. He’s going
to drag us around the old bridle path getting past mistakes straightened out,
and pushing through a martyr’s agenda.”
“And you’re going to spur him on?”
Augustine angled his head back. He nodded.
“Incarcerate sick babies?”
“You know the science.”
Shawbeck smirked. “You get five
virologists to agree that it’s possible that these infants—and the
mothers—could be breeding grounds for ancient viruses. Well, thirty-seven
virologists have gone on record saying it’s bogus.”
“Not as prominent, and not nearly as
influential.”
“Thorne and Mahy and Mondavi and Bishop,
Mark.”
“I have my instincts, Frank. Remember,
this is my area, too.”
Shawbeck dragged his chair forward. “What
are we now, petty tyrants?”
Augustine’s face went livid. “Thanks,
Frank,” he said.
“The public starts to turn against the
mothers and the unborn children. What if the babies are cute? How long until
they swing back, Mark? What will you do then?”
Augustine did not answer.
“I know why the president refuses to meet
with me,” Shawbeck said. “You tell him what he wants to hear. He’s afraid, and
the country’s out of control, so he picks a solution and you back him up. It
isn’t science, it’s politics.”
“The president agrees with me.”
“Whatever we call it—July twentieth, the
Reichstag fire— the bombing doesn’t give you carte blanche,” Shawbeck said.
“We’re going to survive,” Augustine said.
“I didn’t deal us this hand.”
“No,” Shawbeck said. “But you’ve sure
stopped the deck from being dealt out fairly.”
Augustine stared straight ahead.
“They’re calling it ‘original sin,’ you
know that?”
“I hadn’t heard that,” Augustine said.
“Tune in the Christian Broadcasting Network.
They’re splitting constituencies all across America. Pat Robertson is telling
his audience these monsters are God’s final test before the arrival of the new
Kingdom of Heaven. He says our DNA is trying to purge itself of all our
accumulated sins, to...what was his phrase, Ted?”
The aide said, “Clean up our records
before God calls Judgment Day.”
“That was it.”
“We still don’t control the airwaves,
Frank,” Augustine said. “I can’t be held responsible…”
“Half a dozen other televangelists say
these unborn children are the devil’s spawn,” Shawbeck continued, building up
steam. “Born with the mark of Satan, one-eyed and hare-lipped. Some are even
saying they have cloven hooves.”
Augustine shook his head sadly.
“They’re your support group now,” Shawbeck
said, and waved his arm for the aide to step forward. He struggled to his feet,
shoved the crutches into his armpits. “I’m tendering my resignation tomorrow
morning. From the Taskforce and from the NIH. I’m burned out. I can’t take any
more of this ignorance—my own or anybody else’s. Just thought you should be the
first to know. Maybe you can consolidate all the power.”
When Shawbeck was gone, Augustine stood
behind his desk, hardly breathing. His knuckles were white and his hands shook.
Slowly, he took control of his emotions, forcing himself to breathe deeply and
evenly.
“It’s all in the follow-through,” he said
to the empty room.
79
Seattle
DECEMBER
They moved the last of the boxes out of
Mitch’s old apartment in the snow. Kaye insisted on carrying a few small ones,
but Mitch and Wendell had done all the heavy hauling in the early morning
hours, packing everything into a big orange-and-white U-Haul rental truck.
Kaye climbed into the truck beside Mitch.
Wendell drove.
“Good-bye, bachelor days,” Kaye said.
Mitch smiled.
“There’s a tree farm near the house,”
Wendell said. “We can pick up a Christmas tree on the way in. Should be
terrifically cozy.”
Their new home stood in a patch of low
brush and woods near Ebey Slough and the town of Snohomish. Rustic green and
white, with a single front-facing gable window and a large screened-in porch,
the two-bedroom house lay at the end of a long country road surrounded by
pines. They were renting from Wendell’s parents, who had owned the house for
thirty-four years.
They were keeping their change of address
a secret.
As the men unloaded the truck, Kaye made
sandwiches and slipped a six-pack of beer and a few fruit drinks into the
freshly scrubbed refrigerator. Inside the bare and clean living room, standing
in her socks on the oak floor, Kaye felt at peace.
Wendell carried a lamp into the living room and set it on the
kitchen table. Kaye handed him a beer. He took a deep swallow gratefully, his
throat bobbing. “Did they tell you?” he asked.
“Who?Tell us what?”
“My folks. I was born here. This was their
first house.” He waved his hands around the living room. “I used to carry a
microscope outside in the garden.”
“That’s wonderful,” Kaye said.
“This is where I became a scientist,”
Wendell said. “A sacred place. May it bless you both!”
Mitch lugged in a chair and a magazine
rack. He accepted a Full Sail ale and toasted them, clinking his glass against
Kaye’s Snapple.
“Here’s to becoming moles,” he said. “To
going underground.”
Maria Konig and half a dozen other friends
came four hours later and helped arrange furniture. They were almost done when
Eileen Ripper knocked on the door. She carried a lumpy canvas bag. Mitch
introduced her, then saw two others waiting on the outside porch.
“I brought some friends,” Eileen said.
“Thought we’d celebrate with news of our own.”
Sue Champion and a tall older man with
long black hair and a well-disciplined barrel of a belly stepped forward, more
than a little ill at ease. The tall man’s eyes glinted white like a wolf’s.
Eileen shook hands with Maria and Wendell.
“Mitch, you’ve met Sue. This is her husband, Jack. And this is for the wood
stove,” she said to Kaye, dropping the bag by the fireplace. “Scrap maple and
cherry. Smells wonderful. What a beautiful house!”
Sue nodded to Mitch and smiled at Kaye.
“We’ve never met,” Sue said. Kaye opened and closed her mouth like a fish, at a
loss for words, until they both laughed nervously.
They had brought baked ham and steelhead
for dinner.
Jack and Mitch circled like wary boys sizing up each other. Sue
seemed unconcerned, but Mitch did not know what to say. A little tipsy, he
apologized for not having any candles and decided the occasion called for
Coleman lanterns.
Wendell switched off all the lights. The
living room became a camp tent with long shadows and they ate in the bright
center amid the stacked boxes. Sue and Jack conferred for a moment in a corner.
“Sue tells me she likes you both,” Jack
said when they returned. “But I’m the suspicious type, and I say you’re all
crazy.”
“I won’t disagree,” Mitch said, lifting
his beer.
“Sue told me about what you did on the
Columbia.”
“That was a long time ago,” Mitch said.
“Be good, now,” Sue warned her husband.
“I just want to know why you did it,” Jack
said. “He might have been one of my ancestors.”
“I wanted to know whether he was one of
your ancestors,” Mitch said.
“Was he?”
“I think so, yes.”
Jack squinted at the Coleman’s bright
hissing light. “The ones you found in the cave in the mountains. They were
ancestors to all of us?”
“In a manner of speaking.”
Jack shook his head quizzically. “Sue
tells me the ancestors can be brought back to their people, whoever their
people might be, if we learn their real names. Ghosts can be dangerous. I’m not
so sure this is the way to keep them happy.”
“Sue and I have drummed up another
agreement,” Eileen said. “We’ll get it right eventually. I’m going to be a
special consultant to the tribes. Whenever anyone finds old bones, I’ll be
called in to take a look at them. We’ll do quick measurements and take a small
sample, and then return them to the tribes. Jack and his friends have put
together what they call a Wisdom Rite.”
“Their names lie in their bones,” Jack said. “We tell them we’ll
name our children after them.”
“That’s grand,” Mitch said. “I’m pleased.
Flabbergasted, but pleased.”
“Everybody thinks Indians are ignorant,”
Jack said. “We just care about some different things.”
Mitch leaned across the lantern and held
out his hand to Jack. Jack looked up at the ceiling, his teeth working audibly.
“This is too new,” he said. But he took Mitch’s extended hand and shook it so
firmly they almost knocked the lantern over. For a moment, Kaye thought it
might turn into an arm-wrestling contest.
“But I’m telling you,” Jack said when they
were done. “You should behave yourself, Mitch Rafelson.”
“I’m out of the bone business for good,”
Mitch said.
“Mitch dreams about the people he finds,”
Eileen said.
“Really?” Jack was impressed by this. “Do
they talk to you?”
“I become them,” Mitch said.
“Oh,” Jack said.
Kaye was fascinated by them all, but in
particular by Sue. The woman’s features were more than strong—they were almost
masculine—but Kaye thought she had never met anyone more beautiful. Eileen’s
relationship with Mitch was so easy and intuitive that Kaye wondered if they
might have been lovers once.
“Everybody’s scared,” Sue said. “We have
so many SHEVA pregnancies in Kumash. That’s one of the reasons why we’re
working with Eileen. The council decided that our ancestors can tell us how to
survive these times. You’re carrying Mitch’s baby?” she asked Kaye.
“I am,” Kaye said.
“Has the little helper come and gone?”
Kaye nodded.
“Me, too,” Sue said. “We buried her with a
special name and our gratitude and love.”
“She was Tiny Swift,” Jack said quietly.
“Congratulations,” Mitch said, just as
softly.
“Yes, that is right,” Jack said, pleased.
“No sadness. Her work is done.”
“The government can’t come and take names
on the council lands,” Sue said. “We won’t let them. If the government becomes
too scary, you come stay with us. We’ve fought them off before.”
“This is so wonderful,” Eileen said,
beaming.
But Jack looked over his shoulder into the
shadows. His eyes narrowed, he swallowed hard, and his face became deeply
lined. “It’s so hard to know what to do or what to believe,” he said. “I wish
the ghosts would speak more clearly.”
“Will you help us with your knowledge,
Kaye?” Sue asked.
“I’ll try,” Kaye said.
Then, to Mitch, hesitantly, Sue said, “I
have dreams, too. I dream about the new children.”
“Tell us about your dreams,” Kaye said.
“Maybe they’re personal, honey,” Mitch
warned her.
Sue put her hand on Mitch’s arm. “I’m glad
you understand. They are personal, and sometimes they’re frightening,
too.”
Wendell came down from the attic on a
ladder with a cardboard box in one arm. “My folks said they were still here,
and they are. Ornaments—God, what memories! Who wants to put the tree up and
decorate it?”
80
Building 52, The National Institutes of
Health, Bethesda
JANUARY
Here are your meetings for the next two
days.” Florence Leighton gave Augustine a small sheet of paper he could fit in
his shirt pocket for instant reference, as he liked. The list was growing; this
afternoon he would be seeing the governor of Nebraska, and if there was time,
he would meet with a group of financial columnists.
And he was looking forward to dinner at
seven with a lovely woman who cared not a damn for his prominence in the news
and his reputation as a tireless workaholic. Mark Augustine squared his
shoulders and ran his finger down the list before he folded it, which was his
way of telling Mrs. Leighton the list was approved and final.
“And here’s an odd one,” she added. “He
has no appointment but says he’s sure you’ll want to see him.” She dropped a
business card onto his desk and gave him an arch look. “A pixie.”
Augustine stared down at the name and felt
a small twinge of curiosity.
“You know him?” she asked.
“He’s a reporter,” Augustine said. “A
science writer with his finger in a number of steaming pies.”
“Fruit or cow?” Mrs. Leighton asked.
Augustine smiled. “All right. I’ll call
his bluff. Tell him he has five minutes.”
“Bring in your coffee?”
“He’ll want tea.”
Augustine arranged his desk and put two
books into a drawer. He did not want anyone snooping on what he was currently
reading. One was a thin monograph, Movable Elements as Sources ofGenomic
Novelty in Grasses. The second was a popular novel by Robin Cook, just
published, about the outbreak of a major and unexplained disease by a new kind
of organism, possibly from space. Augustine generally enjoyed outbreak novels,
though he had stayed away from them for the past year. Reading this one was a
sign of his new confidence.
He stood and smiled as Oliver Merton
entered. “Good to see you again, Mr. Merton.”
“Thank you for seeing me, Dr. Augustine,” Merton
said. “I’ve been through quite the shakedown outside. They even took my
notepad.”
Augustine made an apologetic face.
“There’s very little time. I’m sure you have something interesting to say.”
“Right.” Merton glanced up as Mrs.
Leighton entered with a tray and two cups.
“Tea, Mr. Merton?” she asked.
Merton smiled sheepishly. “Coffee,
actually. I’ve been in Seattle the last few weeks and I’m rather off tea.”
Mrs. Leighton stuck her tongue out at
Augustine and went back for a cup of coffee.
“She’s bold,” Merton observed.
“We’ve worked together through some tough
times,” Augustine said. “Pretty dark times, too.”
“Of course,” Merton said. “First,
congratulations on getting the University of Washington conference on SHEVA
postponed.”
Augustine looked puzzled.
“Something about NIH grants being
withdrawn if the conference proceeded, is all I’ve managed to winkle out of a
few sources at the university.”
“It’s news to me,” Augustine said.
“Instead, we’re going to hold it at a
little motel off campus.
And maybe have it catered by a famous French restaurant with a
sympathetic chef. Sweeten the lemon juice. If we’re going to be complete and
unaffiliated rogues, we’ll enjoy ourselves.”
“You sound less than objective, but I wish
you luck,” Augustine said.
Merton’s expression shifted to a
challenging grin. “I’ve just heard this morning from Friedrich Brock that
there’s been a wholesale rearrangement of the staff overseeing the Neandertal
mummies at the University of Innsbruck. An internal scientific review concluded
that key facts were being ignored and that gross scientific errors had been
made. Hen-Professor Brock has been summoned to Innsbruck. He’s on his way there
now.”
“I don’t know why I should be interested,”
Augustine said. “We have about two minutes.”
Mrs. Leighton returned with a cup of
coffee. Merton took a strong swallow. “Thank you. They’re going to treat the
three mummies as a family group, related genetically. And that means they’re
going to acknowledge the first solid evidence of human speciation. SHEVA has
been found in these specimens.”
“Very good,” Augustine said.
Merton pressed his palms together.
Florence watched him with a kind of idle curiosity.
“We’ve arrived at the verge of the long
fast slope to the truth, Dr. Augustine,” Merton said. “I was curious how you
would take the news.”
Augustine sucked in a small breath through
his nose. “Whatever happened tens of thousands of years ago doesn’t affect our
judgment about what is happening now. Not a single Herod’s fetus has gone to
full term, hi fact, yesterday, we were told by scientists working with the
National Institute of Allergy and Infectious Diseases that not only are these
second-stage fetuses subject to first trimester rejection at a catastrophic
rate, but that they are especially vulnerable to virtually every known herpes
virus, including Epstein-Barr. Mononucleosis.
Ninety-five percent of everyone on Earth has Epstein-Barr, Mr.
Merton.”
“Nothing will change your views, Doctor?”
Merton asked.
“My one good ear still rings from the bomb
that killed our president. I’ve rolled with every punch. Nothing can shake me
but facts, present-day, relevant facts.” Augustine came around the desk and sat
on the corner. “I wish the Innsbruck people all the best, whoever does the
investigating,” he said. “There are enough mysteries in biology to last us
until the end of time. The next time you’re in Washington, drop by again, Mr.
Merton. I’m sure Florence will remember—no tea, coffee.”
Tray balanced on his lap, Dicken pushed
his wheelchair through the Natcher Building cafeteria, saw Merton, and rolled
himself to the end of the table. He set his tray down with one hand.
“Good train ride?” Dicken asked.
“Glorious,” Merton said. “I thought you
should know that Kaye Lang keeps a photo of you on her desktop.”
“That’s an odd sort of message, Oliver,”
Dicken said. “Why in hell should I care?”
“Because I believe you felt something more
than scientific camaraderie for her,” Merton said. “She sent you letters after
the bombing. You never answered.”
“If you’re going to be bloody-minded, I’ll
eat elsewhere,” Dicken said, and lifted the tray again.
Merton raised his hands. “Sorry. My slash
and reveal instincts at work.”
Dicken pushed the tray in and arranged his
wheelchair. “I spend half my day waiting for myself to heal, worried that I’ll
never recover full use of my legs or my hand...Trying to have faith in my body.
The other half of the day I’m in rehab, pushing until it hurts. I don’t have
time to moon over lost opportunities. Do you?”
“My girl in Leeds dumped me last week. I’m
never at home. Besides, I turned positive. Scared her.”
“Sorry,” Dicken said.
“I just stopped by Augustine’s inner
sanctum. He seems cocky enough.”
“The polls support him. Public health
crisis blossoms into international policy. Fanatics push us into repressive
legislation. It’s martial law in all but name, and the Emergency Action
Taskforce sets down the medical decrees—which means they rule nearly
everything. Now that Shawbeck has stepped down, Augustine is number two in the
country.”
“Frightening,” Merton said.
“Show me something now that isn’t,” Dicken
said.
Merton conceded that. “I’m convinced that
Augustine is pulling strings to get our Northwestern conference on SHEVA shut
down.”
“He’s a consummate bureaucrat—which means,
he’ll protect his position using all the tools available.”
“What about the truth?” Merton said, his
brow wrinkling. “I’m just not used to seeing government manage scientific
debate.”
“You’re not usually so naive, Oliver. The
British have done it for years.”
“Yes, yes, I’ve dealt with enough cabinet
ministers to know the drill. But where do you stand? You helped bring
Kaye’s coalition together—why doesn’t Augustine just fire you and move on?”
“Because I saw the light,” Dicken said
glumly. “Or rather, the dark. Dead babies. I lost hope. Even before that,
Augustine worked me around pretty well—kept me on as an apparent balance, let
me be involved in policy meetings. But he never gave me enough rope to make a
noose. Now...I can’t travel, can’t do the research we need to do. I’m ineffective.”
“Neutered?” Merton ventured.
“Castrated,” Dicken said.
“Don’t you at least whisper in his ear,
‘It’s science, O mighty Caesar, you could be wrong’?”
Dicken shook his head. “The chromosome
numbers are pretty damning. Fifty-two chromosomes, as opposed to forty-six.
Trisomal, tetrasomal...They could all end up with something like Down syndrome
or worse. If Epstein-Barr doesn’t get them.”
Merton had saved the best for last. He
told Dicken about the changes in Innsbruck. Dicken listened intently, with a squint
in his blind eye, then turned his good eye to stare off at the wall of windows
and the bright spring sunshine beyond.
He was remembering the conversation with
Kaye before she had ever met Rafelson.
“So Rafelson is going to Austria?” Dicken
poked with a fork at the steamed sole and wild rice on his plate.
“If they invite him. He might still be too
controversial.”
“I await the report,” Dicken said. “But
I’m not going to hold my breath.”
“You think Kaye is making a terrible
leap,” Merton suggested.
“I don’t know why I even bought this
food,” Dicken said, laying down the fork. “I’m not hungry.”
81
Seattle
FEBRUARY
The baby seems to be doing fine,” Dr.
Galbreath said. “Second trimester development is normal. We’ve done our
analysis, and it’s what we expect for a SHEVA second-stage fetus.”
This seemed a little cold to Kaye. “Boy or
girl?” Kaye asked.
“Fifty-two XX,” Galbreath said. She opened
a brown cardboard folder and gave Kaye a copy of the sample report.
“Chromosomally abnormal female.”
Kaye stared at the paper, her heart
thumping. She had not told Mitch, but she had hoped for a girl, to at least
remove some of the distance, the number of differences, she might have to
contend with. “Is there any duplication, or are they new chromosomes?” Kaye asked.
“If we had the expertise to decide that,
we’d be famous,” Galbreath said. Then, less stiffly, “We don’t know. Cursory
glance tells us they may not be duplicated.”
“No extra chromosome 21?” Kaye asked
quietly, staring at the sheet of paper with its rows of numbers and brief
string of explanatory words.
“I don’t think the fetus has Down
syndrome,” Galbreath said. “But you know how I feel about this now.”
“Because of the extra chromosomes.”
Galbreath nodded.
“We have no way of knowing how many
chromosomes Neandertals had,” Kaye said.
“If they’re like us, forty-six,” Galbreath
said.
“But they weren’t like us. It’s still a
mystery.” Kaye’s words sounded fragile even to her. Kaye stood up, one hand on
her stomach. “As far as you can tell, it’s healthy.”
Galbreath nodded. “I have to ask, though,
what do I know? Next to nothing. You test positive for herpes simplex type one,
but negative for mono—that is, Epstein-Barr. You never had chicken pox. For
God’s sake, Kaye, stay away from anyone with chicken pox.”
“I’ll be careful,” Kaye said.
“I don’t know what more I can tell you.”
“Wish me luck.”
“I wish you all the luck on Earth, and in
the heavens. It doesn’t make me feel any better as a doctor.”
“It’s still our decision, Felicity.”
“Of course.” Galbreath flipped through
more papers until she came to the back of the folder. “If this were my
decision, you’d never see what I have to show you. We’ve lost our appeal. We
have to get all our SHEVA patients to register. If you don’t agree, we have to
register for you.”
“Then do so,” Kaye said evenly. She played
with a fold on her slacks.
“I know that you’ve moved,” Galbreath
said. “If I hand in an incorrect registration, Marine Pacific could get in
trouble, and I could be called up before a review board and have my license revoked.”
She gave Kaye a sad but level look. “I need your new address.”
Kaye stared at the form, then shook her
head.
“I’m begging you, Kaye. I want to remain
your doctor until this is over.”
“Over?”
“Until the delivery.”
Kaye shook her head again, with a stubbornly
wild look, like a hunted rabbit.
Galbreath stared down at the end of the
examination table, tears in her eyes. “I don’t have any choice. None of us has
any choice.”
“I don’t want anyone coming to take my
baby,” Kaye said, her breath short, hands cold.
“If you don’t cooperate, I can’t be your
doctor,” Galbreath said. She turned abruptly and walked from the room. The
nurse peered in a few moments later, saw Kaye standing there, stunned, and
asked if she needed some help.
“I don’t have a doctor,” Kaye said.
The nurse stood aside as Galbreath entered
again. “Please, give me your new address. I know Marine Pacific is fighting any
local attempts by the Taskforce to contact its patients. I’ll put extra
warnings on this file. We’re on your side, Kaye, believe me.”
Kaye wanted desperately to speak to Mitch,
but he was in the University district, trying to finalize hotel arrangements
for the conference. She did not want to break in on that.
Galbreath handed Kaye a pen. She filled
out the form, slowly. Galbreath took it back. “They would have found out one
way or another,” she said tightly.
Kaye carried the report out of the hospital and walked to the
brown Toyota Camry they had purchased two months ago. She sat in the car for
ten minutes, numb, bloodless fingers clutching the wheel, and then turned the
key in the ignition.
She was rolling down her window for air
when she heard Galbreath calling after her. She gave half a thought to simply
pulling out of the parking space and driving on, but she reap-plied the emergency
brake and looked left. Galbreath was running across the parking lot. She put
her hand on the door and peered in at Kaye.
“You wrote down the wrong address, didn’t
you?” she asked, huffing, her face red.
Kaye simply looked blank.
Galbreath closed her eyes, caught her
breath. “There’s nothing wrong with your baby,” she said. “I don’t see anything
wrong with it. I don’t understand anything. Why aren’t you rejecting her as
foreign tissue—she’s completely different from you! You might as well be carrying
a gorilla. But you tolerate her, nurture her. All the mothers do. Why doesn’t
the Taskforce study thatl”
“It’s a puzzle,” Kaye admitted.
“Please forgive me, Kaye.”
“You’re forgiven,” Kaye said with no real
conviction.
“No, I mean it. I don’t care if they take
away my license— they could be wrong about this whole thing! I want to be your
doctor.”
Kaye hid her face in her hands, exhausted
by the tension. Her neck felt like steel springs. She lifted her head and put
her hand on Galbreath’s. “If it’s possible, I’d like that,” she said.
“Wherever you go, whatever you do, promise
me—let me be there to deliver?” Galbreath pleaded. “I want to learn everything
I can about SHEVA pregnancies, to be prepared, and I want to deliver your
daughter.”
Kaye parked across the street from the
old, square University Plaza Hotel, across the freeway from the University of
Washington. She found her husband on the lower level, waiting for a formal bid
from the hotel manager, who had retired to his office.
She told him what had happened at Marine
Pacific. Mitch banged the door of the meeting room with his fist, furious. “I
should never have left you—not for a minute!”
“You know that’s not practical,” Kaye
said. She put a hand on his shoulder. “I handled it pretty well, I think.”
“I can’t believe Galbreath would do that
to you.”
“I know she didn’t want to.”
Mitch circled, kicked at a metal folding
chair, waved his hands helplessly.
“She wants to help us,” Kaye said.
“How can we trust her now?”
“There’s no need to be paranoid.”
Mitch stopped short. “There’s a big old
train rolling down the tracks. We’re in its headlights. I know that,
Kaye. It’s not just the government. Every pregnant woman on Earth is suspect.
Augustine—that absolute bastard—he’s making sure that you’re all
pariahs! I could kill him!”
Kaye took hold of his arms and tugged
gently, then hugged him. He was angry enough to try to shrug her off and
continue stalking around the room. She held on tighter. “Please, enough,
Mitch.”
“And now you’re out here—exposed to
anybody who might walk by!” he said, arms quivering.
“I refuse to become a hothouse flower,”
Kaye said defensively.
He gave up and dropped his shoulders.
“What can we do? When are they going to send police vans with thugs in them to
round us up?”
“I don’t know,” Kaye said. “Something’s
got to give. I believe in this country, Mitch. People won’t put up with this.”
Mitch sat in a folding chair at the end of
an aisle. The room was brightly lit, with fifty empty chairs arranged in five
rows, a linen-covered table and coffee service at the back. “Wen-dell and Maria
say the pressure is just incredible. They’ve filed protests, but no one in the
department will admit to anything. Funding gets cut, offices reassigned, labs
harassed by inspectors. I’m losing all my faith, Kaye. I saw it happen to me
after...”
“I know,” Kaye said.
“And now the State Department won’t let
Lrock return from Irnrbruck.”
“When did you hear that?”
“Merton called from Bethesda this
afternoon. Augustine is trying to shut this down completely. It’ll be just you
and me— and you’ll have to go into hiding!”
Kaye sat beside him. She had heard nothing
from any of her former colleagues back East. Nothing from Judith. Perversely,
she wanted to talk with Marge Cross. She wanted to reach out for all the
support left in the world.
She missed her mother and father terribly.
Kaye leaned over and put her head on
Mitch’s shoulder. He rubbed her scalp gently with his big hands.
They had not even discussed the real news
of the morning. Important things got lost so quickly in the fray. “I know
something you don’t know,” Kaye said.
“What’s that?”
“We’re going to have a daughter.”
Mitch stopped breathing for a moment and
his face wrinkled up. “My God,” he said.
“It was one or the other,” Kaye said,
grinning at his reaction.
“It’s what you wanted.”
“Did I say that?”
“Christmas Eve. You said you wanted to buy
dolls for her.”
“Do you mind?”
“Of course not. I just get a little shock
every time we take a new step, that’s all.”
“Dr. Galbreath says she’s healthy. There’s
nothing wrong with her. She has the extra chromosomes...but we knew that.”
Mitch put his hand on her stomach. “I can
feel her moving,” he said, and got on the floor in front of Kaye to lay his ear
against her. “She’s going to be so beautiful.”
The hotel manager walked into the meeting room with a clutch of
papers and looked down on them in surprise. In his fifties, with a full head of
curly brown hair and a plump, nondescript face, he could have been anyone’s
mediocre uncle. Mitch got up and brushed offhis pants.
“My wife,” Mitch said, embarrassed.
“Of course,” the manager said. He narrowed
his pale blue eyes and took Mitch aside. “She’s pregnant, isn’t she? You didn’t
tell me about that. There’s no mention in here...” He shuffled through the
papers, looked up at Mitch accusingly. “None at all. We have to be so careful
now about public gatherings and exposures.”
Mitch leaned against the Buick, chin in
hand, rubbing. His fingers made a small rasping sound though he had shaved that
morning. He pulled his hand back. Kaye stood before him.
“I’m going to drive you back to the
house,” he said.
“What about the Buick?”
He shook his head. “I’ll pick it up later.
Wendell can give me a ride.”
“Where do we go from here?” Kaye asked.
“We could try another hotel. Or rent a lodge hall.”
Mitch made a disgusted face. “The bastard
was looking for an excuse. He knew your name. He called somebody. He checked
up, like a good little Nazi.” He flung his hands in the air. “Long live America
the free!”
“If Brock can’t enter the country again—”
“We’ll hold the conference on the
Internet,” Mitch said. “We’ll figure out something. But it’s you I’m concerned
about right now. Something’s bound to happen.”
“What?”
“Don’t you feel it?” He rubbed his
forehead. “The look in that manager’s eyes, that cowardly bastard. He’s like a
frightened goat. He doesn’t know jack shit about biology. He lives his life in
small safe moves and he doesn’t buck the system. Nearly everybody is like him.
They get pushed around and they run in the direction they’re pushed.”
“That sounds so cynical,” Kaye said.
“It’s political reality. I’ve been so
stupid up until now. Letting you travel alone. You could be picked up,
exposed—”
“I don’t want to be kept in a cave,
Mitch.”
Mitch winced.
Kaye put her hand on his shoulder. “I’m
sorry. You know what I mean.”
“Everything’s in place. Kaye. You saw it
in Georgia. I saw it in the Alps. We’ve become strangers. People hate
us.”
“They hate me,” Kaye said, her face going
pale. “Because I’m pregnant.”
“They hate me, too.”
“But they’re not asking you to register
like you were a Jew in Germany.”
“Not yet,” Mitch said. “Let’s go.” He
wrapped his arm around her and escorted her to the Toyota. Kaye found it
awkward to match his long stride. “I think we may have a day or two, maybe
three. Then...somebody’s going to do something. You’re a thorn in their sides.
A double thorn.”
“Why double?”
“Celebrities have power,” Mitch said.
“People know who you are, and you know the truth.”
Kaye got into the passenger side and
rolled down the window. The inside of the car was warm. Mitch closed the door
for her. “Do I?”
“You’re damn right you do. Sue made you an
offer. Let’s look into it. I’ll tell Wendell where we’re going. Nobody else.”
“I like the house,” Kaye said.
“We’ll find another,” Mitch said.
82
Building 52, The National Institutes of
Health, Bethesda
Mark Augustine seemed almost feverish in
his triumph. He laid the pictures out for Dicken and slipped the videotape into
the office player. Dicken picked up the first picture, held it close, squinted.
The usual medical photo colors, strange orange and olive flesh and bright pink
lesions, out-of-focus facial features. A man, in his forties perhaps, alive but
far from happy. Dicken picked up the next picture, a closeup of the man’s right
arm, marked with roseate blotches, a yellow plastic ruler laid alongside to
indicate size. The largest blotch spread over a diameter of seven centimeters,
with an angry sore at the center, crusted with thick yellow fluid. Dicken
counted seven blotches on the right arm alone.
“I showed these to the staff this
morning,” Augustine said, holding out the remote and starting the tape. Dicken
went on to the next few pictures. The man’s body was covered with more large
roseate lesions, some forming huge blisters, proud, assertive, and no doubt
intensely painful. “We have samples in for analysis now, but the field team did
a quick serology check for SHEVA, just to confirm. The man’s wife is in her
second trimester with a second-stage SHEVA fetus and still shows SHEVA type
3-s. The man is now clear of SHEVA, so we can rule out the lesions are caused
by SHEVA, which we wouldn’t expect at any rate.”
“Where are they?” Dicken asked.
“San Diego, California. Illegal immigrant
couple. Our Commissioned Corps people did the investigation and sent this
material to us. It’s about three days old. Local press is being kept out for
the time being.”
Augustine’s smile came and went like small
flashes of lightning. He turned in front of his desk, fast-forwarding through
scenes of the hospital, the ward, the room’s temporary containment
features—plastic curtains taped to walls and door, separate air. He lifted his
finger from the remote and returned to play mode.
Doctor Ed Sanger, Mercy Hospital’s
Commissioned Corps Taskforce member, in his fifties, with lank and sandy hair,
identified himself and droned self-consciously through the diagnosis. Dicken
listened with a rising sense of dread. How wrong I can be. Augustine is
right. All his guesses were dead on.
Augustine shut off the tape. “It’s a
single-stranded RNA virus, huge and primitive, probably around 160,000
nu-cleotides. Like nothing we’ve ever seen before. We’re working to match its
genome with known HERV coding regions. It’s incredibly fast, it’s ill-adapted,
and it’s deadly.”
“He looks in bad shape,” Dicken said.
“The man died last night.” Augustine
turned off the tape. “The woman seems to be asymptomatic, but she’s having the
usual trouble with her pregnancy.” Augustine folded his arms and sat on the
edge of the desk. “Lateral transmission of an unknown retrovirus, almost
certainly excited and equipped by SHEVA. The woman infected the man. This is
the one, Christopher. This is the one we need. Are you up to helping us go
public?”
“Go public, how?”
“We’re going to quarantine and/or
sequester women with second-stage pregnancies. For that kind of violation of
civil liberties, we have to lay some heavy foundations. The president is
prepared to go forward, but his team says we need personalities to put the
message across.”
“I’m no personality. Get Bill Cosby.”
“Cosby is signing off on this one. But
you...You’re practically a poster child for the brave health worker recovering
from wounds inflicted by fanatics desperate to stop us.” Augustine’s smile
flickered again.
Dicken stared down at his lap. “You’re
certain about this?”
“As certain as we’re going to be, until we
do all the science. That could take three or four months. Considering the
consequences, we can’t afford to wait.”
Dicken looked up at Augustine, then moved
his gaze to the patchy clouds and trees in the sky through the office window.
Augustine had hung a small square of stained glass there, a fleur-de-lis in red
and green.
“All the mothers will have to have
stickers in their houses,” Dicken said. “Q, or S, maybe. Every pregnant woman
will have to prove she isn’t carrying a SHEVA baby. That could cost billions.”
“Nobody’s concerned about funding,”
Augustine said. “We’re facing the biggest health threat of all time. It’s the
biological equivalent of Pandora’s box, Christopher. Every retroviral illness we
ever conquered but couldn’t get rid of. Hundreds, maybe thousands of diseases
we have no modern defenses against. There’s no question of our getting enough
funding on this one.”
“The only problem is, I don’t believe it,”
Dicken said softly.
Augustine stared at him, strong lines
forming beside his lips, brows drawing inward.
“I’ve chased viruses most of my adult
life,” Dicken said. “I’ve seen what they can do. I know about retroviruses, I
know about HERV I know about SHEVA. HERV were probably never eliminated from
the genome because they provided protection against other, newer retroviruses.
They’re our own little library of protection. And...our genome uses them to
generate novelty.”
“We don’t know that,” Augustine said, his
voice grating with tension.
“I want to wait for the science before we
lock up every mother in America,” Dicken said.
As Augustine’s skin darkened with
irritation, then anger, the patches of shrapnel scars became vivid. “The danger
is just too great,” he said. “I thought you’d appreciate a chance to get back
into the picture.”
“No,” Dicken said. “I can’t.”
“Still holding on to fantasies about a new
species?” Augustine asked grimly.
“I’m way beyond that,” Dicken said. The
weary gravel in his voice startled him. He sounded like an old man.
Augustine walked around his desk and
opened a file drawer, pulling out an envelope. Everything in his posture, the
small, self-conscious strut in his walk, the cementlike set of his features,
evoked a kind of dread in Dicken. This was a Mark Augustine he had not seen
before: a man about to administer the coup de grace. “This came for you while
you were in the hospital. It was in your mail slot. It was addressed to you in
your official capacity, so I took the liberty of having it opened.”
He handed the thin papers to Dicken.
“They’re from Georgia. Leonid Sugashvili
was sending you pictures of what he called possible Homo superior specimens,
wasn’t he?”
“I hadn’t checked him out,” Dicken said,
“so I didn’t mention it to you.”
“Wisely. He’s been arrested for fraud in
Tbilisi. For bilking families of those missing in the troubles. He promised
grieving relatives he could show them where their loved ones were buried. Looks
like he was after the CDC, too.”
“That doesn’t surprise me, and it doesn’t
change my mind, Mark. I’m just burned out. It’s hard enough healing my own
body. I’m not the man for the job.”
“All right,” Augustine said. “I’ll put you
on long-term disability leave. We need your office at the CDC. We’re moving in
sixty special epidemiologists next week to begin phase two. With our space
shortage, we’ll probably put three in your office to start.”
They watched each other in silence.
“Thanks for carrying me this long,” Dicken said without a hint of
irony.
“No problem,” Augustine said with equal
flatness.
83
Snohomish County
Mitch piled the last of the boxes near the
front door. Wendell Packer was coming with a panel truck in the morning. He
looked around the house and set his lips in a wry, crooked line. They had been
here just over two months. One Christmas.
Kaye carried the phone in from the
bedroom, line dangling. “Turned off,” she said. “They’re prompt when you’re
dismantling a home. So—how long have we been here?”
Mitch sat in the worn lounge chair he had
had since his student days. “We’ll do okay,” he said. His hands felt funny.
They seemed larger, somehow. “God, I’m tired.”
Kaye sat on the arm of the chair and
reached around to massage his shoulders. He leaned his head against her arm,
rubbed his bristly cheek against her peach cardigan.
“Damn,” she said. “I forgot to charge the
batteries in the cell phone.” She kissed the top of his head and returned to
the bedroom. Mitch noticed she walked straight enough, even at seven months.
Her stomach was prominent but not huge. He wished he had had more experience
with pregnancy. To have this be his first time—
“Both batteries are dead,” Kaye called
from the bedroom. “They’ll take an hour or so.”
Mitch stared at various objects in the
room, blinking. Then he held out his hands. They seemed swollen, stuck on the
ends of Popeye-like forearms. His feet felt large, though he did not look at
them. This was extremely discomfiting. He wanted to go to sleep but it was only
four in the afternoon. They had just eaten a dinner of canned soup. It was
still bright outside.
He had hoped to make love to Kaye in the
house for the last time. Kaye returned and pulled up the footstool.
“You sit here,” Mitch said, starting to
get out of the chair. “More comfortable.”
“I’m fine. I want to sit up straight.”
Mitch paused half out of the chair, woozy.
“Something wrong?”
He saw the first jag of light. He closed
his eyes and fell back into the chair. “It’s coming,” he said.
“What?”
He pointed at his temple, and said,
softly, “Bang.” He had had bodily distortions occur before and during his
headaches when he had been a boy. He remembered hating them, and now he was
almost beside himself with resentment and foreboding.
“I’ve got some Naproze in my purse,” Kaye
said. He listened to her walking around the room. With his eyes closed, he saw
ghostly lightning and his feet felt as big as an elephant’s. The pain was like
a round of cannon fire advancing across a wide valley.
Kaye pressed two tablets into his hand and
a tumbler full of water. He swallowed the tablets, drank the water, not at all
confident they would do any good. Perhaps if he had had any decent warning,
taken them earlier in the day...
“Let’s get you into bed,” Kaye said.
“What?” Mitch asked.
“Bed.”
“I want to go away,” he said.
“Right. Sleep.”
That was the only way he might even hope
to escape. Even then, he might have horrid and painful dreams. He remembered
those, as well; dreams of being crushed beneath mountains.
He lay down in the cool of the bare
bedroom, on the linens they had left here for their last night, beneath a comforter.
He pulled the comforter up over his head, leaving a small space to breathe
through.
He barely heard Kaye tell him she loved
him.
Kaye pulled back the comforter. Mitch’s
forehead felt clammy, cold as ice. She was concerned, guilty that she could not
share his pain; then, could not help rationalizing that Mitch would not share
the pain of bringing their baby into the world.
She sat on the bed beside him. His breath
came in shallow pants. She reflexively felt her tummy beneath the cardigan,
lifted up the sweater, rubbed her skin, stretched so smooth it was almost
shiny. The baby had been subdued for several hours after a bout of kicking this
afternoon.
Kaye had never felt her kidneys being
pummeled from the inside; she didn’t relish the experience. Nor did she enjoy
going to the bathroom every hour on the hour, or the continuous rounds of
heartburn. At night, lying in bed, she could even feel the rhythmic motion of
her intestines.
All of it made her apprehensive; it also
made her feel intensely alive and aware.
But she was pulling away from thinking
about Mitch, about his pain. She settled down beside him and he suddenly rolled
over, tugging the comforter and turning away.
“Mitch?”
He didn’t answer. She lay on her back for
a moment, but that was uncomfortable, so she shifted on her side, facing away
from Mitch, and backed into him slowly, gently, for his warmth. He did not move
or protest. She stared at the gray-lit and empty wall. She thought she might
get up and try to work on the book for a few minutes, but the laptop computer
and her notebooks were all packed away. The impulse passed.
The silence in the house bothered her. She
listened for any sound, heard only Mitch’s breathing and her own. The air was
so still outside. She couldn’t even hear the traffic on Highway 2, less than a
mile away. No birds. No settling beams or creaking floors.
After half an hour, she made sure that
Mitch was asleep, then sat up, pushed herself to the edge of the bed, stood,
and went into the kitchen to heat a kettle of water for tea. She stared out the
kitchen window at the last of the twilight. The water in the kettle slowly came
to a whistling boil and she poured it over a bag of chamomile in one of the two
mugs they had left out on the white tile counter. As the tea steeped, she felt
the smooth tiles with her finger, wondering what their next home would be like,
probably within hailing distance of the Five Tribes’ huge Wild Eagle casino.
Sue had still been making the arrangements this morning and promised only that
eventually there would be a house, a nice one. “Maybe a trailer at first,” she
had added over the phone.
Kaye felt a small throb of helpless anger.
She wanted to stay here. She felt comfortable here. “This is so strange,” she
said to the window. As if in response, the baby kicked once.
She picked up the mug and dropped the tea
bag in the sink. As she took her first sip, she heard the sound of engines and
tires on the gravel driveway.
She walked into the living room and stood,
watching headlights flash outside. They were expecting no one; Wendell was in
Seattle, the truck would not be available at the rental agency until tomorrow
morning, Merton was in Beresford, New York; she had heard that Sue and Jack
were in eastern Washington.
She thought of waking Mitch, wondered if
she could wake him in his condition.
“Maybe it’s Maria or somebody else.”
But she would not approach the door. The
living room lights were off, the porch lights off, the kitchen lights on. A
flash played through the front window against the south wall. She had left the
drapes open; they had no near neighbors, nobody to peer in.
A sharp rap rattled the front door. Kaye
looked at her watch, pushed the little button to turn on its blue-green light.
Seven o’clock.
The rap sounded again, followed by an unfamiliar
voice. “Kaye Lang? Mitchell Rafelson? County Sheriff’s Department, Judicial
Services.”
Kaye’s breath caught. What could this be?
Surely nothing involving her! She walked to the front door and twirled the
single dead bolt, opened the door. Four men stood on the porch, two in uniform,
two in civilian clothes, slacks and light jackets. The flashlight beam crossed
her face as she switched on the porch light. She blinked at them. “I’m Kaye
Lang.”
One of the civilians, a tall, stout man
with close-cut brown hair on a long oval face stepped forward. “Miz Lang, we
have—”
“Mrs. Lang,” Kaye said.
“All right. My name is Wallace Jurgenson.
This is Dr. Kevin Clark of the Snohomish Health District. I’m a Commissioned
Corps public health service representative for the Emergency Action Taskforce
in the state of Washington. Mrs. Lang, we have a federal Emergency Action
Taskforce order verified by the Olympia Taskforce office, state of Washington.
We’re contacting women known to be possibly infectious, bearing a second-stage—”
“That’s bull,” Kaye said.
The man stopped, faintly exasperated, then
resumed. “A second-stage SHEVA fetus. Do you know what this means, ma’am?”
“Yes,” Kaye said, “but it’s all wrong.”
“I’m here to inform you that in the
judgment of the federal Emergency Action Taskforce Office and the Centers for
Disease Control and Prevention—”
“I used to work for them,” Kaye said.
“I know that,” Jurgenson said. Clark
smiled and nodded, as if pleased to meet her. The deputies stood back beyond
the porch, arms folded. “Miz Lang, it’s been determined that you may present a
public health threat. You and other women in this area are being contacted and
informed of their choices.”
“I choose to stay where I am,” Kaye said,
her voice shaky. She stared from face to face. Pleasant-looking men, clean
shaven, earnest, almost as nervous as she was, and not happy.
“We have orders to take you and your
husband to a county Emergency Action shelter in Lynnwood, where you will be
sequestered and provided medical care until it can be determined whether or not
you present a public health risk—”
“No,” Kaye said, feeling her face heat up.
“This is absolute bullshit. My husband is ill. He can’t travel.”
Jurgenson’s face was stern. He was
preparing to do something he did not like. He glanced at Clark. The deputies
stepped forward, and one nearly stumbled on a rock. After swallowing, Jurgenson
continued. “Dr. Clark can give your husband a brief examination before we move
you.” His breath showed on the night air.
“He has a headache? Kaye said. “A
migraine. He gets them sometimes.” On the gravel drive waited a sheriff’s
department car and a small ambulance. Beyond the vehicles, the scrubby wide
lawn of the house stretched to a fence. She could smell the damp green and the
country soil on the cold night air.
“We have no choice, Miz Lang.”
There was not much she could do. If Kaye
resisted, they would simply come back with more men.
“I’ll come. My husband shouldn’t be
moved.”
“You may both be carriers, ma’am. We need
to take both of you.”
“I can examine your husband and see
whether his condition might respond to medical treatment,” Clark said.
Kaye hated the first sensation of tears
coming. Frustration, helplessness, aloneness. She saw Clark and Jurgenson look
over her shoulder, heard someone moving, whirled as if she might be taken by
ambush.
It was Mitch. He walked with a distinct
jerk, eyes half-closed, hands extended, like Frankenstein’s monster. “Kaye,
what is it?” he asked, his voice thick. Simply talking made his face wrinkle
with pain.
Clark and Jurgenson moved back now, and
the nearest deputy unlatched his holster. Kaye turned and glared at them. “It’s
a migraine! He has a migraine]”
“Who are they?” Mitch asked. He nearly
fell over. Kaye went to him, helped him remain standing. “I can’t see very
well,” he murmured.
Clark and Jurgenson conferred in whispers.
“Please bring him out on the porch, Miz Lang,” Jurgenson said, his voice
strained. Kaye saw a gun in the deputy’s hand.
“What is this?”
“They’re from the Taskforce,” Kaye said.
“They want us to come with them.”
“Why?”
“Something about being infectious.”
“No,” Mitch said, struggling in her grasp.
“That’s what I told them. But Mitch, there
isn’t anything we can do.”
“No!” Mitch shouted, waving one arm. “Come
back when I can see you, when I can talk! Leave my wife alone, for God’s sake.”
“Please come out on the porch, ma’am,” the
deputy said. Kaye knew the situation was getting dangerous. Mitch was in no
condition to be rational. She did not know what he might do to protect her. The
men outside were afraid. These were awful times and awful things could happen
and nobody would be punished; they might be shot and the house burned to the
ground, as if they had plague.
“My wife is pregnant,” Mitch said. “Please
leave her alone.” He tried to move toward the front door. Kaye stood beside
him, guiding him.
The deputy kept his gun pointed toward the
porch, but held it with both hands, arms straight. Jurgenson told him to put
the gun away. He shook his head. “I don’t want them doing something stupid,” he
said in a low voice.
“We’re coming out,” Kaye said. “Don’t be
idiots. We’re not sick and we’re not infectious.”
Jurgenson told them to walk through the
door and step down off the porch. “We have an ambulance. We’ll take you both to
where they can look after your husband.”
Kaye helped Mitch outside and down the
porch steps. He was sweating profusely and his hands were damp and cold. “I
still can’t see very well,” he said into Kaye’s ear. “Tell me what they’re
doing.”
“They want to take us away.” They stood in
the yard now. Jurgenson motioned to Clark and he opened the back of the
ambulance. Kaye saw there was a young woman behind the wheel of the ambulance.
The driver stared owlishly through the rolled-up window. “Don’t do anything
silly,” Kaye said to Mitch. “Just walk steadily. Did the pills help?”
Mitch shook his head. “It’s bad. I feel so
stupid...leaving you alone. Vulnerable.” His words were thick and his eyes
almost closed. He could not stand the glare of the headlights. The deputies
turned on their flashlights and aimed them at Kaye and Mitch. Mitch hid his
eyes with one hand and tried to turn away.
“Do not move!” the deputy with the gun
ordered. “Keep your hands in the open!”
Kaye heard more engines. The second deputy
turned. “Cars coming,” he said. “Trucks. Lots of them.”
She counted four pairs of headlights
moving down the road to the house. Three pickup trucks and a car pulled into
the yard, kicking up gravel, brakes squealing. The trucks carried men in the
back—men with black hair and checkered shirts, leather jackets, windbreakers,
men with ponytails, and then she saw Jack, Sue’s husband.
Jack opened the driver’s-side door of his
truck and stepped down, frowning. He held up his hand and the men stayed in the
backs of the pickups.
“Good evening,” Jack said, his frown
vanishing, his face suddenly neutral. “Hello, Kaye, Mitch. Your phones aren’t
working.”
The deputies stared at Jurgenson and Clark
for guidance. The gun remained pointed down at the gravel drive. Wendell Packer
and Maria Konig got out of the car and approached Mitch and Kaye. “It’s all
right,” Packer told the four men, now forming an open square, defensive. He
held up his hands, showing they were empty. “We brought some friends to help
them move. Okay?”
“Mitch has a migraine,” Kaye called. Mitch
tried to shrug her off, stand on his own, but his legs were too wobbly.
“Poor baby,” Maria said, walking in a half
circle around the deputies. “It’s all right,” she told them. “We’re from the
University of Washington.”
“We’re from the Five Tribes,” Jack said.
“These are our friends. We’re helping them move.” The men in the pickups kept
their hands in the open but smiled like wolves, like bandits.
Clark tapped Jurgenson on the shoulder.
“Let’s not make any headlines,” he said. Jurgenson agreed with a nod. Clark got
into the ambulance and Jurgenson joined the deputies in the Caprice. Without
another word, the two vehicles backed up, turned, and grumbled down the long
gravel drive into the twilight.
Jack stepped forward with his hands in his
jeans pockets and a big, energized smile. “That was fun,” he said.
Wendell and Kaye helped Mitch squat on the
ground. “I’ll be fine,” Mitch said, head in hands. “I couldn’t do anything.
Jesus, I couldn’t do anything.”
“It’s all right,” Maria said.
Kaye knelt beside him, touching her cheek
to his forehead. “Let’s get you inside.” She and Maria helped him to his feet
and half carried him toward the house.
“We heard from Oliver in New York,”
Wendell said. “Christopher Dicken called him and said something ugly was coming
down fast. He said you weren’t answering your phones.”
“That was late this afternoon,” Maria
said.
“Maria called Sue,” Wendell said. “Sue
called Jack. Jack was visiting Seattle. Nobody had heard from you.”
“I was out here taking a meeting at the
Lummi Casino,” Jack said. He waved at the men in the trucks. “We were talking
about new games and machines. They volunteered to come along. Good thing, I
suppose. I think we should go to Kumash
now.”
“I’m ready,” Mitch said. He walked up the
steps on his own power, turned, and held out his hands, staring at them. “I can
do this. I’ll be fine.”
“They can’t touch you there,” Jack said.
He stared down the drive, eyes glittering. “They’re going to make Indians out
of everybody. Godamn bastards.”
84
Kumash County, Eastern Washington
MAY
Mitch stood on the crest of a low chalky
mound overlooking the Wild Eagle Casino and Resort. He tilted his head back and
squinted at the bright sun. At nine in the morning, the air was still and
already hot. In normal times the casino, a gaudy bunch of red and gold and
white in the bleached earth tones of
southeastern Washington, employed four hundred people, three hundred
from the Five Tribes.
The reservation was under quarantine for
not cooperating with Mark Augustine. Three Kumash County Sheriff’s Patrol
pickups had been parked on the main road from the highway. They were providing
backup for federal marshals enforcing an Emergency Action Taskforce health
threat advisory that applied to the entire Five Tribes reservation.
There had been no business at the casino
for over three weeks. The parking lot was almost empty and the lights on the
signs had been turned off.
Mitch scuffed the hard-packed dirt with
his boot. He had left the air-conditioned single-wide trailer and come up to
the hill to be by himself and think for a while, and so, when he saw Jack
walking slowly along the same trail, he felt a little sting of resentment. But
he did not leave.
Neither Mitch nor Jack knew whether they
were destined to like each other. Every time they met, Jack asked certain
questions, by way of challenge, and Mitch gave certain answers that never quite
satisfied.
Mitch squatted and picked up a round rock
crusted with dry mud. Jack climbed the last few yards to the top of the hill.
“Hello,” he said.
Mitch nodded.
“I see you have it, too.” Jack rubbed his
cheek with a ringer. The skin on his face was forming a Lone Ranger-like mask,
peeling at the edges, but thickening near the eyes. Both men looked as if they
were peering through thin mud packs. “It won’t come off without drawing blood.”
“Shouldn’t pick at it,” Mitch said.
“When did yours start?”
“Three nights ago.”
Jack squatted beside Jack. “I feel angry
sometimes. I feel maybe Sue could have planned this better.”
Mitch smiled. “What, getting pregnant?”
“Yeah,” Jack said. “The casino is empty.
We’re running out of money. I’ve let most of our people go, and the others
can’t come to work from outside. I’m not too happy with myself, either.” He
touched the mask again, then looked at his finger. “One of our young fathers
tried to sand it off. He’s in the clinic now. I told him that was stupid.”
“None of this is easy,” Mitch said.
“You should come to a trustees meeting
sometime.”
“I’m grateful just to be here, Jack. I don’t want to make people
angry.”
“Sue thinks maybe they won’t be angry if
they meet you. You’re a nice enough guy.”
“That’s what she said over a year ago.”
“She says if I’m not angry, the others
won’t be. That’s right, maybe. Though there is an old Cayuse woman, Becky. They
sent her away from Colville and she came here. She’s a nice old grandmother,
but she thinks it’s her job to disagree with whatever the tribes want. She
might, you know, look at you, poke you a little.” Jack made a cantankerous face
and stabbed the air with a stiff finger.
Jack was seldom so voluble and had never
talked about affairs on the board.
Mitch laughed. “Do you think there’s going
to be trouble?”
Jack shrugged. “We want to have a meeting
of fathers soon. Just the fathers. Not like the clinic birth classes with the
women there. They’re embarrassing to the men. Are you going tonight?”
Mitch nodded.
“First time for me with this skin. It’s
going to be rough. Some of the new fathers watch the TV and they wonder when
they’ll get their jobs back, and then they blame the women.”
Mitch understood that there were three
couples still expecting SHEVA babies on the reservation, besides himself and
Kaye. Among the three thousand and seventy-two people on the reservation,
making up the Five Tribes, there had been six SHEVA births. All had been born
dead.
Kaye worked with the clinic pediatrician,
a young white doctor named Chambers, and helped conduct the parenting classes.
The men were a little slow and perhaps a lot less willing to accept things.
“Sue is due about the same time as Kaye,”
Jack said. He folded his legs into a lotus and sat directly on the dirt,
something Mitch was not good at. “I tried to understand about genes and DNA and
what a virus is. It’s not my kind of language.”
“It can be difficult,” Mitch said. He did
not know whether he should reach out and put his hand on Jack’s shoulder. He
knew so little about the modern people whose ancestors he studied. “We might be
the first to have healthy babies,” he said. “The first to know what they’ll
look like.”‘
“I think that is true. It cou’d be
very...” Jack paused, his lips turned down as he thought. “I was going to say
an honor. But it isn’t our honor.”
“Maybe not,” Mitch said.
“For me, everything stays alive forever.
The whole Earth is filled with living things, some wearing flesh, others not.
We are here for many who came before. We don’t lose our connection to the flesh
when we cast it off. We spread out after we die, but we like to come back to
our bones and look around. See what the young ones are doing.”
Mitch could feel the old debate starting
again.
“You don’t see it that way,” Jack said.
“I’m not sure how I see things anymore,”
Mitch said. “Having your body jerked around by nature is sobering. Women
experience it more directly, but this has got to be a first for the men.”
“This DNA must be a spirit in us, the
words our ancestors pass on, words of the Creator. I can see that.”
“As good a description as any,” Mitch
said. “Except I don’t know who the Creator might be, or whether one even
exists.”
Jack sighed. “You study dead things.”
Mitch colored slightly, as he always did
when discussing these matters with Jack. “I try to understand what they were
like when they were alive.”
“The ghosts could tell you,” Jack said.
“Do they tell you?”
“Sometimes,” Jack said. “Once or twice.”
“What do they tell you?”
“That they want things. They aren’t happy.
One old man, he’s dead now, he listened to the spirit of Pasco man when you dug
him out of the riverbank. The old man said the ghost was very unhappy.” Jack
picked up a pebble and tossed it down the hill. “Then, he said he didn’t talk
like our ghosts. Maybe he was a different ghost. The old man only told that to
me, not to anybody else. He thought maybe the ghost wasn’t from our tribe.”
“Wow,” Mitch said.
Jack rubbed his nose and plucked at an
eyebrow. “My skin itches all the time. Does yours?”
“Sometimes.” Mitch always felt as if he
were walking along a cliff edge when he talked about the bones with Jack. Maybe
it was guilt. “No one is special. We’re all humans. The young learn from the
old, dead or alive. I respect you and what you say, Jack, but we may never
agree.”
“Sue makes me think things through,” Jack
said with a shade of petulance, and glanced at Mitch with deep-set black eyes.
“She says I should talk to you because you listen, and then you say what you
think and it’s honest. The other fathers, they need some of that now.”
“I’ll talk with them if it will help,”
Mitch said. “We owe you a lot, Jack.”
“No, you don’t,” Jack said. “We’d probably
be in trouble anyway. If it wasn’t the new ones, it would be the slot machines.
We like to shove our spears at the bureau and the government.”
“It’s costing you a lot of money,” Mitch
said.
“We’re sneaking in the new credit-card
roller games,” Jack said. “Our boys drive them over the hills in the backs of
their trucks where the troopers aren’t watching. We may get to use them for six
months or more before the state confiscates them.”
“They’re slot machines?”
Jack shook his head. “We don’t think so.
We’ll make some money before they’re removed.”
“Revenge against the white man?”
“We skin ‘em,” Jack said soberly. “They
love it.”
“If the babies are healthy, maybe they’ll
end the quarantine,” Mitch said. “You can reopen the casino in a couple of
months.”
“I don’t count on nothing,” Jack said.
“Besides, I don’t want to go out on the floor and act like a boss if I still
look like this.” He put his hand on Mitch’s shoulder. “You come talk,” he said,
standing. “The men want to hear.”
“I’ll give it a shot,” Mitch said.
“I’ll tell them to forgive you for that
other stuff. The ghost wasn’t from one of our tribes anyway.” Jack pushed to
his feet and walked off down the hill.
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Mitch worked on his old blue Buick, parked
in the dry grass of the trailer’s front yard, while afternoon thunderheads
piled up to the south.
The air smelled tense and exciting. Kaye
could hardly bear to sit. She pushed back from the desk by the window and left
off from pretending to work on her book while spending most of her time
watching Mitch squint at wire harnesses.
She put her hands on her hips to stretch.
This day had not been so hot and they had stayed at the trailer rather than
ride down to the air-conditioned community center. Kaye liked to watch Mitch
play basketball; sometimes she would go for a swim in the small pool. It was
not a bad life, but she felt guilty.
The news from outside was seldom good.
They had been on the reservation for three weeks and Kaye was afraid the
federal marshals would come and gather up the SHEVA mothers at any time. They
had done so in Montgomery, Alabama, breaking into a private maternity center
and nearly causing a riot.
“They’re getting bold’’ Mitch had said as
they watched the TV news. Later, the president had apologized and assured the
nation that civil liberties would be preserved, as much as possible,
considering the risks that might be faced by the general public. Two days
later, the Montgomery clinic had closed under pressure from picketing citizens,
and the mothers and fathers had been forced to move elsewhere. With their
masks, the new parents looked strange; judging from what she and Mitch heard on
the news, they were not popular in very many places.
They had not been popular in the Republic
of Georgia.
Kaye had learned nothing more about new
retroviral infections from SHEVA mothers. Her contacts were equally silent.
This was a charged issue, she could tell; nobody felt comfortable expressing
opinions.
So she pretended to work on her book,
drafting perhaps a good paragraph or two every day, writing sometimes on the
laptop, sometimes in longhand on a legal pad. Mitch read what she wrote and
made marginal notes, but he seemed preoccupied, as if stunned by the prospect
of being a father...Though she knew that was not what concerned him.
Not being a father. That concerns him. Me.
My welfare.
She did not know how to ease his mind. She
felt fine, even wonderful, despite the discomforts. She looked at herself in
the spotted mirror in the bathroom and felt that her face had filled out rather
well; not gaunt, as she had once believed, but healthy, with good skin—not
counting the mask, of course.
Every day the mask darkened and thickened,
a peculiar caul that marked this kind of parenthood.
Kaye performed her exercises on the thin
carpet in the small living room. Finally, it was just too muggy to do much of
anything. Mitch came in for a drink of water and saw her on the floor. She
looked up at him.
“Game of cards in the rec room?” he asked.
“I vant to be alone,” she intoned,
Garbo-like. “Alone with you, that is.”
“How’s the back?”
“Massage tonight, when it’s cool,” she
said.
“Peaceful here, isn’t it?” Mitch asked,
standing in the door and flapping his T-shirt to cool off.
“I’ve been thinking of names.”
“Oh?” Mitch looked stricken.
“What?” Kaye asked.
“Just a funny feeling. I want to see her
before we come up with a name.”
“Why?” Kaye asked resentfully. “You talk
to her, sing to her, every night. You say you can even smell her on my breath.”
“Yeah,” Mitch said, but his face did not
relax. “I just want to see what she looks like.”
Suddenly, Kaye pretended to catch on. “I
don’t mean a scientific name,” she said. “Our name, our name for our
daughter.”
Mitch gave her an exasperated look. “Don’t
ask me to explain.” He looked pensive. “Brock and I came up with a scientific
name yesterday, on the phone. Though he thinks it’s premature, because none of
the—”
Mitch caught himself, coughed, shut the
screen door, and walked into the kitchen.
Kaye felt her heart sink.
Mitch returned with several ice cubes
wrapped in a wet towel, knelt beside her, and dabbed at the sweat on her
forehead. Kaye would not meet his eyes.
“Stupid,” he murmured.
“We’re both grownups,” Kaye said. “I want
to think of names for her. I want to knit booties and shop for sleepers and buy
little crib toys and behave as if we’re normal parents and stop thinking
about all that bullshit.”
“I know,” Mitch said, and he looked
completely miserable, almost broken.
Kaye got up on her knees and laid her
hands lightly on Mitch’s shoulders, sweeping them back and forth as if dusting.
“Listen to me. I am fine. She is fine. If you don’t believe me...”
“I believe you,” Mitch said.
Kaye bumped her forehead against his. “All
right, Kemosabe.”
Mitch touched the dark, rough skin on her
cheeks. “You look very mysterious. Like a bandit.”
“Maybe we’ll need new scientific names for
us, too. Don’t you feel it inside...something deeper, beneath the skin?”
“My bones itch,” he said. “And my
throat...my tongue feels different. Why am I getting a mask and all the rest,
too?”
“You make the virus. Why shouldn’t it
change you, too? As for the mask...maybe we’re getting ready to be recognized
by her. We’re social animals. Daddies are as important to babies as mommies.”
“We’ll look like her?”
“Maybe a little.” Kaye returned to the
desk chair and sat. “What did Brock suggest for a scientific name?”
“He doesn’t foresee a radical change,”
Mitch said. “Subspecies at most, maybe just a peculiar variety. So...Homo
sapiens novus.”
Kaye repeated the name softly and smirked.
“Sounds like a windshield repair place.”
“It’s good Latin,” Mitch said.
“Let me think on it,” she said.
“They paid for the clinic with the money
from the casino,” Kaye said as she folded towels. Mitch had carried the two
baskets back to the trailer from the laundry shed before sundown. He sat on the
queen-size bed in the tiny little bedroom of the single-wide because there was
hardly any room to stand. His big feet could barely wedge between the walls and
the bed frame.
Kaye took four panties and two new nursing
bras and folded them, then laid them to one side to put in the overnight case.
She had been keeping the case handy for a week, and it seemed the right time to
pack it.
“Got a dopp bag?” she asked. “I can’t find
mine.”
Mitch pushed and crawled off the end of
the bed to dig around in his suitcase. He came up with a battered old brown
leather bag with a zipper.
“Army Air Force bomber’s shaving kit?” she
asked, lifting the bag by its strap.
“Guaranteed authentic,” Mitch said. He
watched her like a hawk and that made her feel both reassured and a little
bitchy. She continued to fold laundry.
“Dr. Chambers says all the mothers-to-be
look healthy. He delivered three of the others. He could tell there was
something wrong with them months before, so he says. Marine Pacific sent him my
records last week. He’s filling out some of the Taskforce forms, but not all.
He had a lot of questions.”
She finished the laundry and sat on the
end of the bed. “When she twitches like this, it makes me think I’ve started
labor.”
Mitch bent down before her and placed his
hand on her prominent stomach, his eyes bright and large. “She’s really moving
around tonight.”
“She’s happy,” Kaye said. “She knows
you’re here. Sing her the song.”
Mitch looked up at her, then sang his
version of the ABCs tune. “Ah, beh, say, duh, ehh,fuh, gah, aitch, ihh.juh,
kuh, la muh-nuh, ohpuh...”
Kaye laughed.
“It’s very serious,” Mitch said.
“She loves it.”
“My father used to sing it to me. Phonetic
alphabet. Get her ready for the English language. I started reading when I was
four, you know.”
“She’s kicking time,” Kaye said in
delight.
“She is not.”
“I swear it, feel!”
She actually liked the small trailer with its battered light oak
plywood cabinets and old furniture. She had hung her mother’s prints in the
living room. They had enough food and it was warm enough at night, too hot in
the daytime, so Kaye went to work with Sue in the Administration Building and
Mitch walked around the hills with his cell phone in his pocket, sometimes with
Jack, or spoke with the other fathers-to-be in the clinic lounge. The men liked
to keep to themselves here, and the women were content with that. Kaye missed
Mitch in the hours he was away, but there was a lot to think about and prepare
for. At night, he was always with her, and she had never been happier.
She knew the baby was healthy. She could
feel it. As Mitch finished the song, she touched the mask around his eyes. He
did not flinch when she did this, though he used to, the first week. Their
masks were both quite thick now and flaky around the edges.
“You know what I want to do,” Kaye said.
“What?”
“I want to crawl off into a dark hole
somewhere when it’s time.”
“Like a cat?”
“Exactly.”
“I can see doing that,” Mitch said
agreeably. “No modern medicine, dirt floor, savage simplicity.”
“Leather thong in my teeth,” Kaye added.
“That’s the way Sue’s mother gave birth. Before they had the clinic.”
“My father delivered me,” Mitch said. “Our
truck was stuck in a ditch. Mom climbed into the back. She never let him forget
that.”
“She never told me that!” Kaye said with a
laugh.
“She calls it ‘a difficult delivery,’ “
Mitch said.
“We’re not that far from the old times,”
Kaye said. She touched her stomach. “I think you sang her to sleep.”
The next morning, when Kaye awoke, her
tongue felt thick. She pushed out of bed, waking Mitch, and walked into the
kitchen to get a drink of the flat-tasting reservation tap water. She could
hardly talk. “Mitth,” she said.
“What?” he asked.
“Awh we gehhing somhinh?”
“Wha?”
She sat beside him and poked out her
tongue. “Ih’s aw custy,” she said.
“My,hoo,”hesaid.
“Ih’s li owah faces,” she said.
Only one of the four fathers could talk
that afternoon in the clinic side room. Jack stood by the portable whiteboard
and ticked off the days for each of their wives, then sat and tried to talk
sports with the others, but the meeting broke up early. The clinic’s head
physician—there were four doctors working at the clinic, besides the
pediatrician—examined them all but had no diagnosis. There did not seem to be
any infection.
The other mothers-to-be had it, too.
Kaye and Sue did their shopping together
at the Little Silver Market down the road from the resort’s Biscuit House
coffee shop. Others in the market stared at them but said nothing. There was a
lot of grumbling among the casino workers, but only the old Cayuse woman,
Becky, spoke her mind in the trustee meetings.
Kaye and Sue agreed that Sue was going to
deliver first. “I ca’t way,” Sue said. “Neither cah Jack.”
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Mitch was there again. It began vague, and
then clicked into a wicked reality. All his memories of being Mitch were tidily
packed away in that fashion peculiar to dreams. The last thing he did as Mitch
was feel his face, pull at the thick mask, the mask that sat on new and puffy
skin.
Then he was on the ice and rock again. His
woman was screaming and crying, almost doubled up with pain. He ran ahead, then
ran back and helped her to her feet, all the time ululating, his throat sore,
his arms and legs bruised from the beating, the taunting, back on the lake, in
the village, and he hated them, all laughing and hooting, as they swung their
sticks and sounded so ugly.
The young hunter who had pushed a stick
into his woman’s belly was dead. He had beaten that one to the ground and made
him writhe and moan, then stamped on his neck, but too late, there was blood
and his woman was hurt. The shamans came into the crowd and tried to push the
others away with guttural words, choppy dark singing words, not at all like the
watery light bird noises he could make now.
He took his woman into their hut and tried
to comfort her, but she hurt too much.
The snow came down. He heard the shouting,
the mourning cries, and he knew their time was up. The family of the dead
hunter would be after them. They would have gone to ask the permission of the
old Bull-man. The old Bull-man had never liked masked parents or their Flat
Face children.
It
was the end, the old Bull-man had often murmured; the Flat Faces taking all the
game, driving the people farther into the mountains each year, and now their
own women were betraying them and making more Flat Face children.
He carried his woman out of the hut,
crossed the log bridge to the shore, listening to the cries for vengeance. He
heard the Bull-man leading the charge. The chase began.
He had once used the cave to store food.
Game was difficult to find and the cave was cold, and he had kept rabbit and
marmot, acorns and wild grass and mice there for his woman when he had been on
hunting duty. Otherwise she might not have gotten enough to eat from the
village rations. The other women with their hungry children had refused to care
for her as she grew round-bellied.
He had smuggled the small game from the
cave into the village at night and fed her. He loved his woman so much it made
him want to yell, or roll on the ground and moan, and he could not believe she
was badly hurt, despite the blood that soaked her furs.
He carried his woman again, and she looked
up at him, pleading in her high and singing voice, like a river flowing rather
than rolling rocks, this new voice he had, too. They both sounded like children
now, not adults.
He had once hidden near a Flat Face
hunting camp and watched them sing and dance around a huge bonfire in the
night. Their voices had been high and watery, like children. Maybe he and his
woman were becoming Flat Faces and would go and live with them when the child
was born.
He carried her through the soft and
powdery snow, his feet numb Hke logs. She was quiet for a time, asleep. When
she awoke, she cried and tried to curl up in his arms. In the twilight, as the
golden glow filled the snow-misted high rocky places, he looked down on her and
saw that the carefully shaved furry parts on her temples and cheeks, where the
mask did not cover, and all the rest of her hair, looked dull and matted,
lifeless. She smelled like an animal about to die.
Up over rocky terraces slippery with new
snow. Along a snow-covered ridge, and then down, sliding, tumbling, the woman
still in his arms. He got to his feet again at the bottom, turned to orient
himself to the flat walls of the mountain, and suddenly wondered why this
seemed so familiar, like something he had practiced over and over again with
the hunter-trainers in the mountain goat seasons.
Those had been good times. He thought of
those times as he carried his woman the final distance.
He had used the rabbit atlatl, the smaller
throwing-stick, since childhood, but had never been allowed to carry the elk
and bison atlatl until the itinerant hunter-trainers had come to the village in
the year his balls had ached and he had spewed seed in his sleep.
Then he had gone with his father, who was
with the dream people now, and met the hunter-trainers. They were lone and ugly
men, unkempt, scarred, with thick locks of hair. They had no village, no laws
of grooming, but went from place to place and organized the people when the
mountain goats or the deer or the elk or the bison were ready to share their
flesh. Some grumbled that they went to the Flat Face villages and trained them
to hunt in one season, and indeed, some of the hunter-trainers might have been
Flat Faces who covered their features with matted beard and hair. Who would
question them? Not even the Bull-man. When they came, everyone ate well, and
the women scraped the skins and laughed and ate irritating herbs and drank
water all day, and all pissed together in leather buckets and chewed and soaked
the skins. It was forbidden to hunt the big animals without the
hunter-trainers.
He came to the mouth of the cave. His
woman whined softly, rhythmically, as he carried and rolled and pushed her
inside. He looked back. The snow was covering the drops of blood they left
behind.
He knew then that they were finished. He
hunkered down, his thick shoulders barely fitting, and rolled her gently onto a
skin he used to cover the meat while it froze in the cave. He slid and pushed
and then pulled her back into the cave, and went out to get moss and sticks
from an overhang where he knew they would be dry. He hoped she would not die
before he came back.
Oh, God, let me wake up, I do not want to
see.
He found enough sticks for a small fire
and carried them back to the cave, where he lined them up and then spun the
stick, first making sure the woman could not see. Making fire was man’s stuff.
She was still asleep. When he was too weak to twirl the stick anymore, and
still there was no curl of smoke, he took out a flint and chipped it. For a
long time, until his fingers were bruised and numb, he struck the flints into
the moss, blew on the moss, and suddenly, the Sun Bird opened its eye and
spread little orange wings. He added sticks.
His woman moaned again. She curled up on
her back and told him in her watery squeaky voice to go away. This was woman’s
stuff. He ignored her, as was sometimes allowed, and helped her bring the baby.
It was very painful for her and she made
loud noises, and he wondered how she had so much life left in her, with so much
blood gone, but the baby came out quickly.
No. Please, let me wake up.
He held the baby, and showed it to the woman,
but her eyes were flat and her hair was stiff and dry. The baby did not cry or
move, no matter how he kneaded it.
He put the baby down and slammed his fist
on the rock walls. He screamed hoarsely and curled up beside his woman, who was
quiet now, and tried to keep her warm as smoke filled the top of the cave and
the embers began to gray and the Sun Bird folded its wings and slept.
The baby would have been his daughter,
supreme gift from the Dream Mother. The baby did not look so very different
from other babies in the village, though its nose was small and its chin stuck
out. He supposed it would have grown up to be a Flat Face. He tried to stuff
dry grass into the hole in the back of the baby’s head. He thought maybe the
stick had punched the baby there. He took his neck skin, the finest and
softest, and wrapped the baby in that and then pushed it to the back of the
cave.
He remembered the dumb man’s groans as he
had stamped on his neck, but it did not help much.
Everything was gone. Caves had been proper
places for burial since the times of story, before they had moved to wooden
villages and lived like the Flat Faces, though everyone said the People had
invented wooden villages. This was an old way to die and be buried, in the back
of a cave, so it was okay. The dream people would find the baby and take it
home, where it would have been missing for only a little while, so maybe it
would be born quickly again.
His woman was growing as cold as the rock.
He arranged her arms and legs, her tousled furs and skins, pushed back the
loose mask still stuck to her brows, peered into her dull and blind eyes. No
energy to mourn.
After a while he felt warm enough not to
need the skins, so he pushed them off. Maybe she was warm, too. He pushed the
skins off his woman so she would be almost naked, easier for the dream people
to recognize.
He hoped the dream people of her family
would make an alliance with the dream people of his family. He would like to be
with her in the dream place, too. Maybe he and his woman would find the baby
again. He believed the dream people could do so many good things for you.
Maybe this, maybe that, maybe so many
things, happier things. He grew warmer.
For a little while, he didn’t hate anyone.
He stared at the darkness where his woman’s face was and whispered flint words,
words against dark, as if he could strike up another Sun Bird. It was so good
not to move. So warm.
Then his father strolled into the cave and
called his true name.
Mitch stood in his shorts in front of the
trailer and stared up at the moon, the stars over Kumash. He blew his nose
quietly. The early morning was cool and still. The sweat on his face and skin
dried slowly and made him shiver. He was covered with goose bumps. A few quail
rustled in the bushes alongside the trailer.
Kaye pushed open the screen door with a
squeak and a hiss of the cylinder and walked out to stand beside him in her
nightgown.
“You’ll get cold,” he said, and put his
arm around her. The swelling on his tongue had gone down in the last few days.
There was a peculiar ridge on the left side of his tongue now, but talking was
easier.
“You soaked the bed with sweat,” she said.
She was so round, so different from the small, slender Kaye he still pictured
in his head. Her heat and her smell filled the air like vapor from a rich soup.
“Dream?” she asked.
“The worst,” he said. “I think it was the
last one.”
“They’re all the same?”
“They’re all different,” Mitch said.
“Jack’ll want to hear the gory details,”
Kaye said.
“And you don’t?”
“Uh uh,” Kaye said. “She’s restless,
Mitch. Talk to her.”
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Kaye’s contractions were coming regularly.
Mitch called to make sure the clinic was ready and Dr. Chambers, the
pediatrician, was on his way from his brick house on the north end of the
reservation. As Kaye put the last toiletry items in the dopp bag and found a
few pieces of clothing she thought might be nice to wear after, Mitch called
Dr. Galbreath again, but the answering service picked up.
“She must be on her way,” Mitch said as he
folded the phone. If the deputies would not let Galbreath through the
checkpoint off the main road—a real possibility that infuriated Mitch—then Jack
had arranged for two men to meet her five miles south and smuggle her in on a
wash road through the low hills.
Mitch pulled out a box and dug for the
small digital camera he had once used to record site details. He made sure the
battery was charged.
Kaye stood in the living room holding her
stomach and breathing in small huffs. She smiled at him as he joined her.
“I am so scared,” she said.
“Why?”
“Goo; you ask why?”
“It’s going to be fine,” Mitch said, but
he was pale as a sheet.
“That’s why your hands are like ice,” Kaye
said. “I’m early. Maybe it’s a false alarm.” Then she made a funny grunt and
felt between her legs. “I think my water just broke. I’ll get some towels.”
“Never mind the damned towels!” Mitch
shouted. He helped her to the Toyota. She pulled the seat belt low around her
stomach. Nothing like the dreams, he thought. The thought became a kind of
prayer, and he repeated it over and over.
“Nobody’s heard from Augustine,” Kaye said
as Mitch pulled onto the paved road and began the two-mile drive to the clinic.
“Why would we?”
“Maybe he’ll try to stop us,” she said.
Mitch gave her a funny look. “That’s as
crazy as my dreams.”
“He’s the bogeyman, Mitch. He scares me.”
“I don’t like him either, but he’s no
monster.”
“He thinks we’re diseased,” she said, and there were tears on her
cheeks. She winced.
“Another?” Mitch asked.
She nodded. “It’s okay,” she said. “Every
twenty minutes.” They met Jack’s truck coming from the East Ridge Road and
stopped long enough to confer through the windows. Sue was with Jack. Jack
followed them.
“I want to have Sue help you coach me,”
Kaye said. “I want her to see us. If I’m okay, it will be so much easier for
her.”
“Fine with me,” Mitch said. “I’m no
expert.”
Kaye smiled and winced again.
Room number one in the Kumash Wellness
Clinic was quickly being converted into a labor and delivery room. A hospital
bed had been rolled in, and a bright round surgical lamp on a tall steel pole.
The nurse midwife, a plump, high-cheeked,
middle-aged woman named Mary Hand, arranged the medical tray and helped Kaye
change into a hospital gown. The anesthesiologist, Dr. Pound, a young,
wan-looking man with thick black hair and a pug nose, arrived half an hour
after the room was prepared and conferred with Chambers while Mitch crushed ice
in a plastic bag in the sink. Mitch put ice chips into a cup.
“Is it now?” Kaye asked Chambers as he
checked her.
“Not for a while,” he said. “You’re at
four centimeters.”
Sue pulled up a chair. On her tall frame,
her pregnancy seemed much less obvious. Jack called to her from the door, and
she turned. He tossed her a small bag, stuffed his hands in his pockets, nodded
to Mitch, and backed out. She placed the bag on the table next to the bed.
“He’s embarrassed to come in,” she told Kaye. “He thinks this is woman stuff.”
Kaye lifted her head to peer at the bag.
It was made out of leather and tied with a beaded string.
“What’s in the bag?”
“All sorts of things. Some of them smell
good. Some don’t.”
“Jack’s a medicine man?”
“God, no,” Sue said. “You think I’d marry
a medicine man? He knows some good ones, though.”
“Mitch and I thought we’d like this one to
come naturally,” Kaye told Dr. Pound as he brought in a rolling table with his
tanks and tubes and syringes.
“Of course,” the anesthesiologist said,
and smiled. “I’m here just in case.”
Chambers told Kaye and Mitch there was a
woman living about five miles away who was going into labor, not a SHEVA birth.
“She insists on a home delivery. They have a hot tub and everything. I may have
to go there for a while this evening. You said Dr. Galbreath would be here.”
“She should be on her way,” Mitch said.
“Well, let’s hope it works out. The baby’s
head down. In a few minutes we’ll attach a fetal health monitor. All the
comforts of a big hospital, Ms. Lang.”
Chambers took Mitch aside. He glanced at
Mitch’s face, his eyes tracking the outline of the skin mask.
“Fetching, isn’t it?” Mitch said
nervously.
“I’ve delivered four SHEVA second-stage
babies,” Chambers said. “I’m sure you know the risk, but I have to spell out
some complications that might happen, so we can all be prepared.”
Mitch nodded, gripped his trembling hands.
“None of them were born alive. Two looked
perfect, no visible defects, just...dead.” Chambers stared at Mitch with a
critical expression. “I don’t like these odds.”
Mitch flushed. “We’re different,” he said.
“There can also be a shock response in the
mothers if the delivery gets complicated. Something to do with hormone signals
from a SHEVA fetus in distress. Nobody understands why, but the infant tissues
are so different. Some women do not react well. If that happens, I’m going to
do a C-section and get the baby out as quickly as possible.” He put a hand on
Mitch’s shoulder. Chambers’s pager beeped. “Just as a precaution, I’m going to
take extra care with spilled fluids and tissues. Everybody will wear viral
filter masks, even you. We’re in new territory here, Mr. Rafelson. Excuse me.”
Sue was feeding Kaye ice and they were
talking, heads together. It seemed to be a private moment, so Mitch backed out,
and besides, he wanted to sort through some difficult emotions.
He walked into the lobby. Jack sat in a
chair by the old card table there, staring at a pile of National Geographies.
The fluorescent lights made everything seem blue and cold.
“You look mad,” Jack said.
“They’ve almost got the death certificate
signed,” Mitch said, his voice trembling.
“Yeah,” Jack said. “Sue and I think maybe
we’ll have the birth at home. No doctors.”
“He says it’s dangerous.”
“Maybe it is, but we did it before,” Jack
said.
“When?” Mitch asked.
“Your dreams,” Jack said. “The mummies.
Thousands of years ago.”
Mitch sat in the other chair and put his
head on the table. “Not a happy time.”
“Tell me,” Jack said.
Mitch told him about the last dream. Jack
listened intently.
“That was a bad one,” he said. “I won’t
tell Sue about it.”
“Say something comforting,” Mitch
suggested wryly.
“I’ve been trying to have dreams to help
me figure out what to do,” Jack said. “I just dream about big hospitals and big
doctors poking at Sue. The white man’s world gets in the way. So I’m no help.”
Jack scratched his eyebrows. “Nobody is old enough to know what to do. My
people have been on this land forever. But my grandfather tells me the spirits
have nothing to say. They don’t remember either.”
Mitch pushed his hand through the
magazines. One slid off and hit the floor with a smack. “That doesn’t make any
sense, Jack.”
* * *
Kaye lay back and watched Chambers attach the fetal health
monitors. The steady beep and pulse of the tape on the machine by the bed gave
her confirmation, another level of reassurance.
Mitch came back with a Popsicle and unwrapped
it for her. She had emptied her cup and took the sweet raspberry ice
gratefully.
“No sign of Galbreath,” Mitch said.
“We’ll manage,” Kaye said. “Five
centimeters and holding. All this for just one mother.”
“But what a mother,” Mitch said. He started
working on her arms, pushing the tension out, and then moved to her shoulders.
“The mother of all mothers,” she muttered
as another contraction hit. She bore down into it, held up the bare Popsicle
stick. “Another, please,” she grunted.
Kaye had become acquainted with every inch
of the ceiling. She got off the bed carefully and walked around the room,
gripping the metal rolling stand that held the monitoring equipment, wires
trailing from beneath her gown. Her hair felt stiff, her skin oily, and her eyes
stung. Mitch looked up from the National Geographic he was reading as she
duck-walked into the rest room. She washed her face and he was by the door.
“I’m fine,” she said.
“If I don’t help you, I’ll go nuts,” Mitch
said.
“Don’t want that,” Kaye said. She sat on
the side of the bed and took several deep breaths. Chambers had told them he
would be back in an hour. Mary Hand entered with her filter mask on, looking
like a high-tech soldier prepared for a gas attack, and told Kaye to lie back.
The midwife inspected her. She smiled beatifically and Kaye thought, Good,
I’m ready, but she shook her head. “Still at five centimeters. It’s okay.
Your first baby.” Her voice was muffled beneath the mask.
Kaye stared up at the ceiling again and
bore into a contraction. Mitch encouraged her to take puffing breaths until the
wave passed. Her back ached abominably. For a bitter moment at the end of the
contraction she felt trapped and angry, and wondered what it would be like if
everything went wrong, if she died, if the baby was born alive but without a
mother, if Augustine was right and both she and her child were a source of
horrible disease. Why no confirmation? she wondered. Why no science
one way or the other on that? She calmed herself with slow breaths and
tried to rest.
When she opened her eyes again, Mitch was
dozing in the chair beside the bed. The clock said it was midnight. I will
be in this room forever.
She needed to go to the bathroom again.
“Mitch,” she said. He didn’t wake up. She looked for Mary Hand or Sue, but he
was the only one in the room. The monitor beeped and rolled its tape. “Mitch!”
He jerked and stood up and sleepily helped
her into the bathroom. She had wanted to have a bowel movement before going to
the clinic, but her body had not cooperated, and she worried about that. She
felt a mix of anger and wonder at her present state. The body was taking
charge, but she was not at all sure it knew what to do. I am my body. Mind
is the illusion. The flesh is confused.
Mitch walked around the room, sipping a
cup of bad coffee from the clinic lounge. The cold blue fluorescent lights were
etched into his memory. He felt as if he had never seen bright sun. His
eyebrows itched abominably. Go into the cave. Hibernate and she‘II give
birth while we sleep. That’s the way bears do it. Bears evolve while they ‘re
asleep. Better way.
Sue came to be with Kaye while he took a
break. He walked outside and stood beneath the clear, starry sky. Even out
here, with so few people, there was a streetlight to blind him and cut back on
the immensity of the universe.
God, I’ve come so far, but nothing has
changed. I’m married, I’m going to be a father, and I’m still unemployed,
living on the—
He blocked that line of thought, waved his
hands, shook out the nervous jangles from the coffee. His thoughts drifted all
over, from the first time he had had sex—and worried about the girl getting
pregnant—to the conversations with the director of the Hayer Museum before he
was fired, to Jack, trying to put all this into an Indian perspective.
Mitch had no perspective other than the
scientific. All his life he had tried to be objective, tried to remove himself
from the equation, to see clearly what his digging had revealed. He had traded
bits of his life for what were probably inadequate insights into the lives of
dead people. Jack believed in a circle of life where no one was ever truly
isolated. Mitch could not believe that. But he hoped Jack was right.
The air smelled good. He wished he could
take Kaye out here and let her smell the fresh air, but then a pickup truck
drove by, and he smelled exhaust and burned oil.
Kaye dozed off between contractions but
for only a few minutes. Two o’clock in the morning, and she was still at five
centimeters. Chambers had come before her little nap, inspected her, peered at
the monitor tape, smiled reassurance. “We can try some pitocin soon. That will
speed things up. We call it Bardahl for babies,” he said. But Kaye did not know
what Bardahl was and did not understand.
Mary Hand took her arm, swabbed it down
with alcohol, found a vein and introduced a needle, taped it off, attached a
plastic tube, hung a bottle of saline on another stand. She arranged little
vials of medicine on a blue sheet of disposable paper on the steel tray beside
the bed.
Kaye normally hated shots and needle
pricks, but this was nothing compared to the rest of her discomfort. Mitch
seemed to grow more distant, though he was right by her side, massaging her
neck, bringing more ice. She looked at him and saw not her husband, not her lover,
but just a man, another of the figures coming in and out of her squeezed-down
and compressed and endless life. She frowned, watching his back as he spoke
with the nurse midwife. She tried to focus and find that emotional component
necessary to fit him into the puzzle, but it had been lifted away. She was
liberated of all social sensibilities.
Another contraction. “Oh, shit!” she
cried.
Mary Hand checked her and stood with a
concerned expression. “Did Dr. Chambers say when he would administer pitocin?”
Kaye shook her head, unable to respond.
Mary Hand went off to find Chambers. Mitch stayed with her. Sue came in and sat
on the chair. Kaye closed her eyes and found that the universe in that personal
darkness was so small she almost panicked. She wanted this to be over. No
menstrual cramps had ever had the authority of her contractions. In the middle
of the spasm, she thought her back might break.
She knew that flesh was all and spirit was
nothing.
“Everyone is born this way,” Sue told
Mitch. “It’s good you’re here. Jack says he’ll be with me when I deliver, but
it’s not traditional.”
“Woman’s stuff,” Mitch said. Sue’s mask
fascinated him. She stood, stretched. Tall, stomach prominent but balanced, she
seemed the essence of strong womanhood. Assured, calm, philosophical.
Kaye moaned. Mitch leaned over and
caressed her cheek. She was lying on her side, trying to find some position
that was comfortable. “God, give me drugs,” she said with a weak smile.
“There’s that sense of humor,” Mitch said.
“I mean it. No, I don’t. I don’t know what
I mean. Where is Felicity?”
“Jack came by a few minutes ago. He sent
some trucks out, but he hasn’t heard from them.”
“I need Felicity. I don’t know what
Chambers is thinking. Give me something to make this happen.”
Mitch felt miserable, helpless. They were
in the hands of the Western medical establishment—such as it was in the Five
Tribes Confederation. Frankly, he was not at all confident about Chambers.
“Oh, goddamn SHIT,” Kaye yelled, and rolled on her back, her face
so contorted Mitch could not recognize her.
Seven o’clock. Kaye looked at the clock on
the wall through slitted eyes. More than twelve hours. She did not remember
when they had arrived. Had it been in the afternoon? Yes. More than twelve
hours. Still no record. Her mother had told her, when she was a little girl,
that she had been in labor for over thirty hours with Kaye. Here’s to you,
Mother. God, I wish you could be here.
Sue was not in the room. There was Mitch,
working on her arm, easing the tension, moving to the other arm. She felt a
distant affection for Mitch, but doubted seriously she would ever have sex with
him again. Why even think about it. Kaye felt she was a giant balloon trying to
burst. She had to go pee and the thought equaled the deed and she did not care.
Mary Hand came and removed the soaked paper pad and replaced it.
Dr. Chambers came in and told Mary to
start the pitocin. Mary inserted the vial into the appropriate receptacle and
adjusted the machine that controlled the drip. Kaye took an extreme interest in
the procedure. Bardahl for babies. She could vaguely remember the list of
peptides and glycoproteins Judith had found in the large protein complex. Bad
news for women. Maybe so.
Maybe so.
The only thing in the universe was pain.
Kaye sat on top of the pain like a small, stunned fly on a huge rubber ball.
She vaguely heard the anesthesiologist moving around her. She heard Mitch and
the doctor talking. Mary Hand was there.
Chambers said something completely
irrelevant, something about storing cord blood for a transfusion later if the
baby needed it, or to pass on to science: blood from the umbilical cord, rich
with stem cells.
“Do it,” Kaye said.
“What?” Mitch asked. Chambers asked her if she wanted to have an
epidural.
“God, yes,” Kaye said, without the least
guilt at having failed to stick it through.
They rolled her on her side. “Hold still,”
said the anesthesiologist, what was his name. She couldn’t remember. Sue’s face
appeared before her.
“Jack says they’re bringing her in.”
“Who?” Kaye asked.
“Dr. Galbreath.”
“Good.” Kaye thought she should care.
“They wouldn’t let her through the
quarantine.”
“Bastards,” Mitch said.
“Bastards,” Kaye mouthed.
She felt a prick in her back. Another
contraction. She started to tremble. The anesthesiologist swore and apologized.
“Missed. You’ll have to hold still.” Her back hurt. Nothing new about that.
Mitch applied a cold cloth to her forehead. Modern medicine. She had failed
modern medicine.
“Oh, shit.”
Somewhere way outside her sphere of
consciousness, she heard voices like distant angels.
“Felicity is here,” Mitch said, and his
face, hovering right over her, shone with relief. But Dr. Galbreath and Dr.
Chambers were arguing, and the anesthesiologist was involved, too.
“No epidural,” Galbreath said. “Get her
off the pitocin, now. How long? How much?”
While Chambers looked at the machine and
read off numbers, Mary Hand did something to the tubes. The machine wheeped.
Kaye looked at the clock. Seven-thirty. What did that mean? Time. Oh, that.
“She’s going to have to go it on her own,”
Galbreath said. Chambers responded with irritation, sharp quiet words behind
his awful filter mask, but Kaye did not listen to him.
They were denying her drugs.
Felicity leaned over Kaye and entered her
visual cone.
She was not wearing a filter mask. The big surgical light was
turned on and Felicity was not wearing a filter mask, bless her.
“Thank you,” Kaye said.
“You may not thank me for long, dear,”
Felicity said. “If you want this baby, we can’t do anything more with drugs. No
pitocin, no anesthetic. I’m glad I caught you. It kills them, Kaye.
Understand?”
Kaye grimaced.
“One damned insult after another, right,
dear? So delicate, these new ones.”
Chambers complained about interference,
but she heard Jack and Mitch, voices fading, escorting him from the room. Mary
Hand looked to Felicity for guidance.
“The CDC is good for something, dear,”
Felicity told her. “They sent out a special bulletin about live births. No
drugs, particularly no anesthetics. Not even aspirin. These babies can’t stand
it.” She worked busily for a moment between Kaye’s legs. “Episiotomy,” she said
to Mary. “No local. Hold on, honey. This will hurt, like losing your virginity
all over again. Mitch, you know the drill.”
Push to ten. Let breath out. Bear down, puff,
push to ten. Kaye’s body like some horse knowing how to run but appreciating a
little guidance. Mitch rubbing vigorously, standing close to her. She clenched
his hand and then his arm until he winced. She bore down, push to ten. Let
breath out.
“All right. She’s crowning. There she is.
God, it’s taken so long, such a long, strange road, huh? Mary, there’s the
cord. That’s the problem. A little dark. One more, Kaye. Do it, honey. Do it
now.”
She did it and something released, a
massive rush, pumpkin seed between clenched fingers, a burst of pain, relief,
more pain, aching. Her legs shivered. A charley horse hit her calf but she
hardly noticed. She felt a sudden shove of happiness, of welcome emptiness,
then a knifelike stab in her tailbone.
“She’s here, Kaye. She’s alive.”
Kaye heard a thin wail, a sucking sound, and something like a
musical whistle.
Felicity held up the baby, pink and
bloody, cord dangling down between Kaye’s legs. Kaye looked at her daughter and
felt nothing for a moment, and then something large and feathery, enormous,
brushed her soul.
Mary Hand laid the baby on a blue blanket
on her abdomen and cleaned her with quick swipes.
Mitch looked down on the blood, the baby.
Chambers returned, still wearing his mask,
but Mitch ignored him. He focused on Kaye and on the baby, so small, wriggling.
Tears of exhaustion and relief flowed down Mitch’s cheeks. His throat hurt it
was so tight and full. His heart pounded. He hugged Kaye and she hugged him
back with remarkable strength.
“Don’t put anything in her eyes,” Felicity
instructed Mary. “It’s a whole new ball game.”
Mary nodded happily behind the filter
mask.
“Afterbirth,” Felicity said. Mary held up
a steel tray.
Kaye had never been sure she would make a
good mother. Now, none of that mattered. She watched as they lifted the baby to
the scales and thought, I didn’t get a good look at her face. It was all
wrinkled.
Felicity wielded a stinging swab of
alcohol and a large surgical sewing needle between Kaye’s legs. Kaye did not
like this, but simply closed her eyes.
Mary Hand performed the various small
tests, finished cleaning the baby, while Chambers drew cord blood. Felicity
showed Mitch where to cut the cord, then carried the baby back to Kaye. Mary
helped her pull her gown up over her swollen breasts and lifted the baby to
her.
“It’s okay to breastfeed?” Kaye asked, her
voice little more than a hoarse whisper.
“If it isn’t, the grand experiment might
as well be over,” Felicity said with a smile. “Go ahead, honey. You have what
she needs.”
She showed Kaye how to stroke the baby’s cheek. The small pink
lips opened and fastened onto the large brown nipple. Mitch s mouth hung loose.
Kaye wanted to laugh at his expression, but she focused again on that tiny
face, hungry to see what her daughter looked like. Sue stood beside her and
made small, happy sounds to the mother and the baby.
Mitch looked down on the girl and watched
her suckle at Kaye’s breast. He felt an almost blissful calm. It was done; it
was just beginning. Either way, this was really something he could fasten onto,
a center, a point of reference.
The baby’s face was red and wrinkled but
the hair was abundant, fine and silky, pale reddish brown. Her eyes were shut,
lids pressed together in concern and concentration.
“Nine pounds,” Mary said. “Eight on the
Apgar. Good, strong Apgar.” She removed her mask.
“Oh, God, she’s here,” Sue said, hand
going to her mouth, as if suddenly shocked into awareness. Mitch grinned like a
fool at Sue, then sat beside Kaye and the baby and put his chin on Kaye’s arm,
his face just inches from his daughter’s.
Felicity finished cleaning up. Chambers
told Mary to put all the linens and disposables in a special hazards bag for
burning. Mary quietly complied.
“She’s a miracle,” Mitch said.
The girl tried to turn her head at the
sound of his voice, opened her eyes, tried to locate him.
“Your daddy,” Kaye said. Colostrum
dribbled thick and yellow from her nipple. The girl dropped her head and
fastened on again with a little push from Kaye’s finger. “She lifted her head,”
Kaye said in wonder.
“She’s beautiful,” Sue said.
“Congratulations.”
Felicity spoke to Sue for a moment while
Kaye and Mitch and the baby filled the spot of solar brightness beneath the
surgical lamp.
“She’s here,” Kaye said.
“She’s here,” Mitch affirmed.
“We’ve done it.”
“You sure did,” Mitch said.
Again, their daughter lifted her head,
opened her eyes, this time wide.
“Look at that,” Chambers said. Felicity
bent over, nearly knocking heads with Sue.
Mitch met his daughter’s stare with
fascination. She had tawny brown pupils flecked with gold. He leaned forward.
“Here I am,” he said to the baby.
Kaye reached out to show her the nipple
again, but the baby resisted, head bobbing with surprising strength.
“Hello, Mitch,” his daughter said, her
voice like the mewing of a kitten, not much more than a squeak, but very clear.
The hair rose on the back of his neck.
Felicity Galbreath gasped and backed away as if stung.
Mitch pushed against the edge of the bed
and stood. He shivered. The infant resting on Kaye’s breast seemed for a moment
more than he could stand; not just unexpected, but wrong. He wanted to run.
Still, he could not take his eyes off the little girl. Heat rose into his
chest. The shape of her tiny face came into a kind of focus. She seemed to be
trying to speak again, her lips pushing out and drawing to one side, small and
pink. A milky yellow bubble appeared in the corner of her mouth. Small dapples
of fawn-color, lion-color, flushed across her cheeks and brows.
Her head rolled and she stared up at
Kaye’s face. A puzzled frown wrinkled the space between her eyes.
Mitch Rafelson reached with his big,
raw-boned hand and callused fingers to touch the little girl. He bent over to
kiss Kaye, then the baby, and stroked her temple with great gentleness. With a
touch of his thumb, he turned her rose-colored lips back to the rich nipple.
She gave a breathy sigh, a small whistling sound, and with a squirm, fastened
onto her mother’s teat and suckled vigorously. Her tiny hands flexed perfect
golden-brown fingers.
* * *
Mitch called Sam and Abby in Oregon and
told them the news. He was barely able to focus on their words; his father’s
trembling voice, his mother’s piercing squeal of joy and relief. They spoke for
a while and then he told them he could barely stand. “We need to sleep,” he
said.
Kaye and the baby were already asleep.
Chambers told him they would stay there for two more days. Mitch asked for a
bunk to be brought into the room, but Felicity and Sue persuaded him that
everything would be all right.
“Go on home and rest,” Sue said. “She’ll
be fine.”
Mitch shifted uncertainly on his feet.
“They’ll call if there’s any trouble?”
“We’ll call,” Mary Hand said as she walked
past with a bag oflinens.
“I’ll have two friends stay outside the
clinic for the day,” Jack said.
“I need a place to stay tonight,” Felicity
said. “I want to check them over tomorrow.”
“Stay in our house,” Jack suggested.
Mitch’s legs wobbled as he walked with
them from the clinic to the Toyota.
In the trailer, he slept through the afternoon
and evening. When he awoke, it was twilight. He knelt on the couch and stared
out the wide picture window at the scrub and gravel and distant hills.
Then he showered, shaved, dressed. Looked
for more things Kaye and the baby might need that had been forgotten.
Looked at himself in the bathroom mirror.
Wept.
Walked back to the clinic alone, in the
lovely gloaming. The air was clean and clear and carried smells of sage and
grass and dust and water from a low creek. He passed a house where four men
were removing an engine from an old Ford, using an oak tree and a chain hoist.
The men nodded at him, looked away quickly. They knew who he was; they knew
what had happened. They were not comfortable with either him or the event. He
picked up his pace. His eyebrows itched, and now his cheeks. The mask was very
loose. Soon it would come off. He could feel his tongue against the sides of
his mouth; it felt different. His head felt different.
More than anything, he wanted to see Kaye
again, and the baby, the girl, his daughter, to make sure it was all real.
88
Arlington, Virginia
The wedding party spread out over much of
the half-acre backyard. The day was warm and misty, alternating patches of sun
and light overcast. Mark Augustine stood in the reception line beside his bride
for forty minutes, smiling, shaking hands, giving polite hugs. Senators and
congressional representatives walked through the line, chatting politely. Men
and women in unisex black-and-white livery carried trays of champagne and
canapes over the golf-green manicured lawn. Augustine looked at his bride with
a fixed smile; he knew what he felt inside, love and relief and accomplishment,
all slightly chilled. The face he showed to the guests, to the few reporters
who had picked winning tickets in the press pool lottery, was calm, warmly
loving, dutiful.
Something had occupied his mind all day,
however, even through the wedding ceremony. He had flubbed his simple lines of
declaration, provoking mild laughter in the front rows in the chapel.
Babies were being born alive. In the
quarantine hospitals, in specially appointed Taskforce community clinics, and
even in private homes, new babies were arriving.
The possibility that he was wrong had
occurred to him lightly, in passing, a kind of itch, until he heard that Kaye
Lang’s baby had been born alive, delivered by a doctor working from emergency
bulletins issued by the Centers for Disease Control, the very same
epidemiological study team that had been put in place at his orders. Special
procedures, special precautions; the babies were different.
So far, twenty-four SHEVA infants had been
dropped off at community clinics by single mothers or parents the Task-force
had not been tracking.
Anonymous, alive foundlings, now under his
care.
The reception line came to an end. Feet
aching in the tight black dress shoes, he hugged his bride, whispered in her
ear, and motioned for Florence Leighton to join him in the main house.
“What did Allergy and Infectious Diseases
send us?” he asked. Mrs. Leighton opened the briefcase she had carried all day
and handed him a fresh fax page.
“I’ve been waiting for an opportunity,”
she said. “The president called earlier, sends his best wishes, and wants you
at the White House sometime this evening, earliest convenience.”
Augustine read the fax. “Kaye Lang had her
baby,” he said, looking up at her, eyebrows peaking.
“So I heard,” Mrs. Leighton said. Her
expression was professional, attentive, and revealed nothing.
“We should send her congratulations,”
Augustine said.
“I’ll do that,” Mrs. Leighton said.
Augustine shook his head. “No, you won’t,”
he said. “We still have a course to follow.”
“Yes, sir,” she said.
“Tell the president I’ll be there by
eight.”
“What about Alyson?” Mrs. Leighton asked.
“She married me, didn’t she?” Augustine
answered. “She knows what she’s getting into.”
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Kumash County, Eastern Washington
Mitch supported Kaye by one arm as she
walked and waddled from one side of the room to the other.
“What are you going to call her?” Felicity
asked. She sat in the room’s single blue vinyl chair, rocking the sleeping baby
gently in her arms.
Kaye looked up at Mitch expectantly.
Something about naming her child made her feel vulnerable and pretentious, as
if this was a right even a mother did not deserve.
“You did most of the work,” Mitch said
with a smile. “You have the privilege.”
“We need to agree,” Kaye said.
“Try me.”
“She’s a new kind of star,” Kaye said. Her
legs were still wobbly. Her stomach felt slack and sore, and sometimes the pain
between her legs made her feel a little ill, but she was improving rapidly. She
sat on the side of the bed. “My grandmother was named Stella. That means star.
I was thinking we’d name her Stella Nova.”
Mitch took the baby from Felicity. “Stella
Nova,” he repeated.
“Sounds bold,” Felicity said. “I like it.”
“That’s her name,” Mitch said, lifting the
baby close to his face. He smelled the top of her head, the moist rich heat of
her hair. She smelled of her mother and much more. He could feel cascades of
emotions like tumbling blocks falling into place inside, laying a firm
foundation.
“She commands your attention even when she’s asleep,” Kaye said.
Half-consciously, she reached up to her face and removed a dangling piece of
mask, revealing the new skin beneath, pink and tender, with a radiance of tiny
melanophores.
Felicity walked over and bent to examine
Kaye more closely. “I don’t believe I’m seeing this,” she said. “I’m the one
who should feel privileged.”
Stella opened her eyes and shuddered as if
in alarm. She gave her father a long and puzzled look, then began to cry Her
cry was loud and alarming. Mitch quickly handed Stella to Kaye, who pulled
aside her robe. The baby settled in and stopped crying. Kaye again savored the
wonder of her milk letting down, the sensual loveliness of the child at her
nipple. The child’s eyes surveyed her mother, and then she turned her head,
tugging the breast with her, and peered around the room at Felicity and Mitch.
The tawny gold-flecked eyes made Mitch’s insides melt.
“So advanced,” Felicity said. “She’s a
charmer.”
“What did you expect?” Kaye asked softly,
her voice taking on a faint warble. With a small shock, Mitch recognized some
of the baby’s tone in her mother’s.
Stella Nova warbled lightly as she
suckled, like a small sweet bird. She sang as she nursed, showing her
contentment, her delight.
Mitch’s tongue moved behind his lips in
restless sympathy. “How does she do that?” he asked.
“I don’t know,” Kaye said. And it was
evident that for the moment she did not care.
“She’s like a baby of six months, in some
ways,” Felicity said to Mitch as he carried the bags in from the Toyota to the
trailer. “She seems to be able to focus already, recognize faces...voices...”
She hmmed to herself, as if avoiding the one thing that really separated Stella
from other newborns. “She hasn’t spoken again,” Mitch said.
Felicity held the screen door open for him. “Maybe we were hearing
things,” she said.
Kaye laid the sleeping child in a small
crib in the corner of the living room. She arranged a light blanket over Stella
and straightened with a small groan. “We heard right,” she said. She went to
Mitch and lifted a patch of mask from his face.
“Ow,” he said. “It’s not ready.”
“Look,” Kaye said, suddenly scientific.
“We have mela-nophores. She has melanophores. Most if not all of the new
parents are going to have them. And our tongues...Connected to something new in
our heads.” She tapped her temple. “We’re equipped to deal with her, almost as
equals.”
Felicity appeared baffled by this shift
from new mother to objective, observing Kaye Lang. Kaye returned her look with
a smile. “I didn’t spend my pregnancy like a cow,” she said. “Judging from
these new tools, our daughter is going to be a very difficult child.”
“How so?” Felicity asked.
“Because in some ways she’s going to run
rings around us,” Kaye said.
“Maybe in all ways,” Mitch added.
“You don’t mean that, literally,” Felicity
said. “At least she wasn’t born mobile. The skin color—the melanophores, as you
call them—may be...” She waved her hand, unable to finish her thought.
“They’re not just color,” Mitch said. “I
can feel mine.”
“So can I,” Kaye said. “They change.
Imagine that poor girl.” She glanced at Mitch. He nodded, then explained to
Felicity their encounter with the teenagers in West Virginia.
“If I were in the Taskforce, I’d be
setting up psychiatric stations for parents whose new children have died,” Kaye
said. “They might face a new kind of grieving.”
“All dressed up, and no one to talk to,”
Mitch said.
Felicity took a deep breath and held her
hand to her forehead. “I’ve been in pediatrics for twenty-two years,” she said.
“Now I feel like I should give up and go hide in the woods.”
“Get the poor lady a glass of water,” Kaye
said. “Or would you like wine? I need a glass of wine, Mitch. I haven’t had a drink
in over a year.” She turned to Felicity. “Did the bulletin mention no alcohol?”
“No problems. Wine for me, too, please,”
Felicity said.
Kaye put her face close to Mitch’s in the
small kitchen. She stared at him intently, and her eyes lost their focus for a
second. Her cheeks pulsed fawn and gold.
“Jesus,” Mitch said.
“Get that mask off,” Kaye said, “and we’ll
really have something to show each other.”
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Kumash County, Eastern Washington
JUNE
”Let’s call it a Brave New Species party,”
Wendell Packer said as he came in through the screen door and handed Kaye a
bouquet of roses. Oliver Merton followed with a box of Go-diva chocolates and a
big smile and eagerly darted his eyes around the inside of the trailer.
“Where’s the little wonder?”
“Asleep,” Kaye said, accepting his hug.
“Who else is here?” she called out, delighted.
“We smuggled in Wendell and Oliver and
Maria,” Eileen Ripper said. “And, lo and behold...”
She swung out her arms to the dusty old
van sitting on the gravel drive under the lone oak tree. Christopher Dicken was
climbing down from the front passenger side with some difficulty, his legs
stiff. He took a pair of crutches from Maria Konig and turned to the trailer.
His one good eye met Kaye’s and for a moment she thought she was going to cry.
But he lifted a crutch and waggled it at her and she smiled.
“It’s bumpy out here,” he called.
Kaye ran past Mitch to gingerly hug
Christopher. Eileen and Mitch stood together as Kaye and Christopher talked.
“Old friends?” Eileen asked.
“Probably soul mates,” Mitch said. He was
glad to see Christopher, as well, but could not help feeling a little twinge of
masculine concern.
The living room was too small to hold them
all, so Wendell braced his arm against the cabinet in the hall and looked down
on the rest. Maria and Oliver sat together on the couch under the picture
window. Christopher sat in the blue vinyl chair, with Eileen perched on one
arm. Mitch came in from the kitchen with bouquets of wine glasses in each fist
and a bottle of champagne under each arm. Oliver helped set them down on the
round table beside the couch, and carefully popped the corks.
“From the airport?” Mitch asked.
“Portland airport. Not as big a
selection,” Oliver said.
Kaye brought out Stella Nova in a pink
bassinet and placed her on the small, scuffed coffee table. The baby was awake.
Her eyes moved sleepily around the room and she blew a tiny bubble of spit. Her
head wobbled a bit. Kaye reached down to adjust her pajamas.
Christopher stared at her as if she were a
ghost. “Kaye...” he began, his voice breaking.
“No need,” Kaye said, and touched his
red-scarred hand.
“There is a need. I feel like I don’t
deserve to be here with you and Mitch, with her.”
“Shush,” Kaye said. “You were there at the
beginning.”
Christopher smiled. “Thank you,” he said.
“How old is she?” Eileen whispered.
“Three weeks,” Kaye said.
Maria reached out first and tucked her
finger into Stella’s hand. The baby’s fingers closed tightly around it, and she
tugged gently. Stella smiled.
“That reflex is still there,” Oliver said.
“Oh, shut up,” Eileen said. “She’s still a
baby, Oliver.”
“Yes, but she looks so...”
“Beautiful!” Eileen insisted.
“Different,” Oliver persisted.
“I don’t see it much now,” Kaye said,
knowing what he meant, but feeling a little defensive.
“We’re different, too,” Mitch observed.
“You both look fine, even stylish,” Maria
said. “It’s going to be all the rage once the fashion magazines see you.
Petite, beautiful Kaye...”
“Rugged, handsome Mitch,” Eileen said.
“With squid cheeks,” Kaye finished for
them. They laughed, and Stella jerked in her bassinet. Then she warbled, and
again the room fell silent. She honored each of the guests in turn with a
second, lingering look, her head wobbling as she tracked them around the room,
coming full circle to Kaye and then jerking again as she saw Mitch. She smiled
at Mitch. Mitch felt his cheeks flush, like warm water running beneath his
skin. The last of the skin masks had fallen away eight days before, and looking
at his daughter was something of an experience.
Oliver said, “Oh, my God.”
Maria stared at all three of them, her jaw
open.
Stella Nova sent waves of fawn and gold
over her cheeks, and her pupils dilated slightly, the muscles around her eyes
and eyelids drawing the skin down in delicate and complex curves.
“She’s going to teach us how to talk,”
Kaye said proudly.
“She is absolutely stunning,” Eileen said.
“I’ve never seen a more beautiful baby.”
Oliver asked permission to get closer and
leaned in to examine Stella. “Her eyes really aren’t that large, they just look
large,” he said.
“Oliver thinks the next humans should look like UFO aliens,”
Eileen said.
“Aliens?” Oliver said indignantly. “I deny
that statement, Eileen.”
“She’s totally human, totally now,” Kaye
said. “Not separate, not distant, not different. She’s our child.”
“Of course,” Eileen said, blushing.
“Sorry,” Kaye said. “We’ve been out here
for too long, with too much time to think.”
“I know about that” Christopher said.
“She has a really spectacular nose,”
Oliver said. “So delicate, yet broad at the base. And the shape—I do believe
she’s going to be a spectacular beauty.”
Stella watched him soberly, her cheeks
colorless, then looked away, bored. She tried to find Kaye. Kaye moved into the
baby’s field of view.
“Mama,” Stella chirped.
“Oh, my God,” Oliver said again.
Wendell and Oliver drove out to the Little
Silver store and bought sandwiches. They all ate at a small picnic table behind
the trailer in the cooling afternoon. Christopher had said very little, smiling
stiffly as the others spoke. He ate his sandwich on a patch of straw-dry lawn,
sitting in a rickety camp chair.
Mitch approached and settled down beside
him on the grass. “Stella’s asleep,” he said. “Kaye’s with her.”
Christopher smiled and took a sip from a
can of 7UP. “You want to know what brings me all this way out here,” he said.
“All right,” Mitch said. “That’s a start.”
“I’m surprised Kaye was so forgiving.”
“We’ve gone through a lot of changes,”
Mitch said. “I must say it seemed you abandoned us.”
“I’ve gone through a lot of changes, too,”
Christopher said. “I’m trying to piece things back together. I’m going down to
Mexico day after tomorrow. Ensenada, south of San Diego. On my own.”
“Not a vacation?”
“I’m going to look into the lateral
transmission of old retroviruses.”
“It’s bullshit,” Mitch said. “They made it
up to keep the Taskforce going.”
“Oh, something’s real enough,” Christopher
said. “Fifty cases so far. Mark’s not a monster.”
“I’m not so sure of that.” Mitch stared
grimly at the desert and the trailer.
“But I am thinking it may not be caused by
the virus they’ve found. I’ve been looking over old files on Mexico. I found
similar cases from thirty years ago.”
“I hope you set them straight soon. It’s
been nice here, but we could have done a lot better...under other
circumstances.”
Kaye came out of the trailer holding a
portable baby monitor. Maria handed her a sandwich on a paper plate. She joined
Mitch and Christopher.
“What do you think of our lawn?” she
asked.
“He’s looking into the Mexican illnesses,”
Mitch said.
“I thought you quit the Taskforce.”
“I did. The cases are real, Kaye, but I
don’t think they’re directly related to SHEVA. We’ve been through so many
twists and turns on this—herpes, Epstein-Barr. I guess you got the bulletin
from the CDC on anesthesia.”
“Our doctor did,” Mitch said.
“We might have lost Stella without it,”
Kaye said.
“More SHEVA babies are being born alive
now. Augustine’s got to deal with that. I just want to level the field a little
by finding out what’s going on in Mexico. All the cases are down there.”
“You think it’s from another source?” Kaye
asked.
“I’m going to find out. I can walk a
little now. I’m hiring an assistant.”
“How? You’re not rich.”
“I’ve got a grant from a rich eccentric in
New York.”
Mitch’s eyes widened. “Not William Daney!”
“The same. Oliver and Brock are trying to put together a
journalistic coup. They thought I could gather evidence. It’s a job, and hell,
I believe in it. Seeing Stella.. . Stella Nova...really brings it home. I just
didn’t have the faith.”
Wendell and Maria walked over from the oak
tree and Wendell pulled a magazine out of a paper sack. “Thought you might like
to see this,” Maria said, handing it to Kaye.
She looked at the cover and laughed out
loud. It was a copy of WIRED, and on the brilliant orange cover was printed the
black silhouette of a curled fetus with a green question mark across the
middle. The log line read “Human 3.0: Not a Virus, but an Upgrade?”
Oliver joined them. “I’ve seen that,” he
said. “WIRED doesn’t have much clout in Washington these days. The news is
almost all grim, Kaye.”
“We know,” Kaye said, brushing back a wisp
of hair as the breeze picked up.
“But here’s some good. Brock says National
Geographic and Nature have finished peer review on his piece on the Innsbruck
Neanderthals. They’re going to publish jointly in six months. He’s going to
call it a confirmed evolutionary event, a subspeciation, and he’s going to
mention SHEVA, though not prominently. Did Christopher tell you about Daney?”
Kaye nodded.
“We’re going to make an end run,” Oliver
said, his eyes fierce. “All Christopher has to do is track down this virus in
Mexico and out-think seven national laboratories.”
“You can do it,” Mitch said to
Christopher. “You were there first, even before Kaye.”
The visitors were packing up for their
long trip through the northern badlands and out of the reservation. Mitch
helped Christopher into the passenger seat and they shook hands. As Kaye held a
sleepy Stella and hugged the others, Mitch saw Jack’s pickup rolling down the
dirt road.
Sue was not with him. The truck’s brakes squealed as Jack stopped
in the drive, just to one side of the van. Mitch walked over to talk as Jack
opened the door. He did not get out.
“How’s Sue?”
“Still holding,” Jack said. “Chambers
can’t use any drugs to get her going. Dr. Galbreath is watching things. We’re
just waiting.”
“We’d like to see her,” Mitch said.
“She’s not happy. She snaps at me. Maybe
tomorrow. Now I’m going to smuggle your friends back out on the old wash road.”
“We appreciate this, Jack,” Mitch said.
Jack blinked and turned down his lips, his
way of shrugging. “There was a special meeting this afternoon,” he said. “That
Cayuse woman is at us again. Some of the casino workers formed a little group.
They’re mad. They say the quarantine is going to ruin us. They wouldn’t listen
to me. They say I’m biased.”
“What can we do?”
“Sue calls them hotheads, but they’re
hotheads with a real cause. I just wanted to let you know. We all got to be
prepared.”
Mitch and Kaye waved and watched their
friends drive off down the road. Night settled over the country. Kaye sat in
the last of the warmth in the folding chair under the oak tree, nursing Stella
until it was time for a diaper change.
Changing diapers never failed to bring
Mitch down to earth. As he wiped his daughter clean, she sang sweetly, her
voice like finches among windblown branches. Her cheeks and brow flushed almost
red with her new comfort, and she gripped his finger tightly.
He carried Stella around, swaying gently
from his hips, and followed Kaye as she packed dirty diapers into a plastic bag
to take them to the laundry. Kaye looked over her shoulder as they walked to
the shed where the machines were kept. “What did Jack say?” she asked.
Mitch told her.
“We’ll live out of our bags,” she said
matter-of-factly. She had been expecting worse. “Let’s pack them again
tonight.”
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Kumash County, Eastern Washington
Mitch awoke from a sound and dreamless
sleep and sat up in bed, listening. “What?” he murmured.
Kaye lay beside him, motionless, snoring
softly. He looked across the bed to Stella’s small shelf bolted against the
wall, and the battery-powered clock that sat there, its hands glowing green in
the dark. It was two-fifteen in the morning.
Without thinking, he pushed down to the
end of the bed and stood, naked except for his boxers, rubbing his eyes. He
could have sworn somebody had said something, but the house was quiet. Then his
heart started to race and he felt alarm pump through his arms and legs. He
looked over his shoulder at Kaye, thought about waking her, and decided against
it.
Mitch knew he was going to check the
house, make sure it was secure, prove to himself that nobody was walking around
outside, preparing to lay an ambush. He knew this without thinking much about
it, and he prepared by grabbing a piece of steel rebar he had stashed under the
bed for just such an eventuality. He had never owned a gun, did not know how to
use one, and wondered as he walked into the living room whether that was
stupid.
He
shivered in the cold. The weather was turning cloudy; he could not see any
stars through the window over the couch. He stumbled on a diaper pail in the
bathroom. Then, abruptly, he knew he had been summoned from inside the house.
He returned to the bedroom. Half in, half
out of the shallow closet at the end of the bed, on Kaye’s side, the baby’s
bassinet seemed somehow outlined in the dark.
His eyes were growing more accustomed to
the dark, but he was not sensing the bassinet with his eyes. He sniffed; his
nose was running. He sniffed again and leaned over the bassinet, then recoiled
and sneezed loudly.
“What is it?” Kaye sat up in bed. “Mitch?”
“I don’t know,” Mitch said.
“Did you ask for me?”
“No.”
“Did Stella?”
“She’s quiet. I think she’s asleep.”
“Turn on the light.”
That seemed sensible. He switched on the
overhead light. Stella looked up at him from the bassinet, tawny eyes wide, her
hands forming little fists. Her lips were parted, giving her a babyish, pouting
Marilyn Monroe aspect, but she was silent.
Kaye crawled to the end of the bed and
looked down at their daughter.
Stella made a small coo. Her eyes tracked
them intently, going in and out of focus and sometimes crossing, as was her
way. Still, it was obvious she was seeing them, and that she was not unhappy.
“She’s lonely,” Kaye said. “I fed her an
hour ago.”
“So what is she, psychic?” Mitch asked,
stretching. “Calling us with her mind?” He sniffed again, and again he sneezed.
The bedroom window was closed. “What is it in here?”
Kaye squatted before the bassinet and picked
up Stella.
She nuzzled her and then looked up at Mitch, her lips drawn back
in an almost feral snarl. She sneezed, too.
Stella cooed again.
“I think she has colic,” Kaye said. “Smell
her.”
Mitch took Stella from Kaye. The baby
squirmed and looked up at him, brows wrinkled. Mitch could have sworn she
became brighter, and that someone was calling his name, either in the room or
outside. Now he was really spooked.
“Maybe she is out of Star Trek,” he said.
He sniffed her again and his lips curled.
“Right,” Kaye said skeptically. “She isn’t
psychic.” Kaye took the baby, who was waving her fists, quite happy with the
commotion, and carried her into the kitchen.
“Humans aren’t supposed to have them, but
a few years ago, scientists found that we do.”
“Have what?” Mitch asked.
“Active vomeronasal organs. At the base of
the nasal cavity. They process certain molecules...vomerophrins. Like
pheromones. My guess is, ours just got a whole lot better.” She hefted the baby
on her hips. “Your lips drawing back—”
“You did it, too,” Mitch said defensively.
“That’s a vomeronasal response. Our family
cat used to do that when she smelled something really interesting—a dead mouse
or my mother’s armpit.” Kaye lifted the baby, who squealed softly, and sniffed
at her head, her neck, her tummy. She sniffed behind the baby’s ears again.
“Sniff here,” she said.
Mitch sniffed, drew back, stifled a
sneeze. He delicately felt behind Stella’s ears. She stiffened and started to
be unhappy, giving little pre-crying gurks. “No,” she said quite distinctly.
“No.”
Kaye loosed her bra and gave Stella suck
before she became really upset.
Mitch withdrew his finger. The tip was
slightly oily, as if he had touched behind the ear of a teenager, not a baby.
But the oil was not precisely skin oil. It felt waxy and a little rough as he
rubbed, and it smelled like musk.
“Pheromones,” he said. “Or what did you
call them?” “Vomeropherins. Baby-type come-hither. We have a lot to learn,”
Kaye said sleepily as she carried Stella into the bedroom and lay down with
her. “You woke up first,” Kaye murmured. “You always had a good nose. Good
night.”
Mitch felt behind his own ears and sniffed
his finger. Abruptly, he sneezed again, and stood at the end of the bed, wide
awake, his nose and palate tingling.
It was no more than an hour after he
managed to get back to sleep that he came awake again and jumped out of bed and
instantly started slipping on his pants. It was still dark. He tapped Kaye’s
foot with his hand.
“Trucks,” he said. He had just finished
buttoning the front of his shirt when someone banged on the front door. Kaye
pushed Stella to the middle of the bed and quickly put on slacks and a sweater.
Mitch opened the front door with his shirt
cuffs still undone. Jack stood on the porch, his lips forming a hard,
upside-down U, his hat pulled low, almost hiding his eyes. “Sue’s gone into
labor,” he said. “I’ve got to go back to the clinic.”
“We’ll be right down,” Mitch said. “Is
Galbreath there?”
“She won’t be coming. You should get out
of here now. The trustees voted last night while I was with Sue.”
“How—” Mitch began, and then saw the three
trucks and seven men on the gravel and dirt of the front yard.
“They decided the babies are sick,” Jack
said miserably. “They want them taken care of by the government.”
“They want their damned jobs back,” Mitch
said.
“They won’t talk to me.” Jack touched his
mask with a strong, thick finger. “I persuaded the trustees to let you go. I
can’t go with you, but these men will take you up a dirt road to the highway.”
Jack held out his hands helplessly. “Sue wanted Kaye to be with her. I wish you
could be there. But I gotta go.”
“Thanks,” Mitch said.
Kaye came up behind him, carrying the baby
in the car seat. “I’m ready,” she said. “I want to go see Sue.”
“No,” Jack said. “It’s that old Cayuse
woman. We should have sent her to the coast.”
“It’s more than her,” Mitch said.
“Sue needs me!” Kaye cried.
“They won’t let you into that part of
town,” Jack said miserably. “Too many people. They heard it on the news—dead
Mexicans near San Diego. No way. It’s hard, like stone, what they think now.
They’ll go after us next, probably.”
Kaye wiped her eyes in anger and
frustration. “Tell her we love her,” she said. “Thanks for everything, Jack.
Tell her.”
“I will. I gotta go.”
The seven men backed away as Jack walked
to his truck and got in. He started the engine and spun out, throwing a plume
of dust and gravel.
“The Toyota’s in better shape,” Mitch
said. He hefted their two suitcases to the trunk under the watchful eyes of the
seven men. They muttered to each other and stayed well clear as Kaye carried
Stella out in her arms and fastened her into the car seat in the back. Some of
the men avoided her eyes and made small signs with their hands. She slid in
beside the baby.
Two of the pickups had gun racks and
shotguns and hunting rifles. Her throat closed as she settled into the back of
the Toyota beside Stella. She rolled up the window and buckled her seat belt
and sat with the meaty sour smell of her own fear.
Mitch carried out her laptop and box of
papers and pushed them into the back of the trunk, then slammed the lid. Kaye
was pushing buttons on her cell phone.
“Don’t do that,” Mitch said gruffly as he
got into the driver’s seat. “They’ll know where we are. We’ll call from a pay
phone someplace when we’re on the highway.”
Kaye’s dapples flared red for an instant.
Mitch watched her with a stricken,
wondering face. “We’re aliens,” he muttered. He started the engine. The seven
men got into the three trucks and led them down the road.
“You have any cash for gas?” Mitch asked.
“In my purse,” Kaye said. “You don’t want
to use credit cards?”
Mitch avoided answering that. “We got
almost a full tank.”
Stella squalled briefly, then grew quiet
as a pink dawn started over the low hills and behind the scattered oak trees.
The overcast lay open and ragged on the horizon and they saw curtains of rain
ahead. The dawn light was bright and unreal against the low black clouds.
The dirt road north was rough but not
impassable. The trucks accompanied them to the very end, where a sign marked
the edge of the reservation and also, coincidentally, advertised the Wild Eagle
Casino. Scrub and tumbleweeds lay sad and battered against a bent and twisted
barbed wire fence.
The thick underbellies of the clouds
drizzled light rain on the windshield, turning the dust into wiper-whipped mud
as they came off the dirt road, up an embankment, and onto the state highway
heading east. A brilliant shaft of morning light, the last they saw that day,
caught them like a searchlight as Mitch brought the Toyota up to speed on the
two-lane asphalt.
“I liked that place,” Kaye said, her voice
rough. “I was happier in that trailer than I can remember ever being, anywhere
else in my life.”
“You thrive in adversity,” Mitch said, and
reached over his shoulder to grasp her hand.
“I thrive with you,” Kaye said. “With
Stella.”
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Northeastern Oregon
Kaye walked back from the phone booth.
They had parked in a strip mall parking lot in Bend to buy food at a market.
Kaye had done the shopping and then had called Maria Konig. Mitch had stayed in
the car with Stella.
“Arizona still hasn’t set up an Emergency
Action Office,” Kaye said.
“What about Idaho?”
“They have one as of two days ago. Canada,
too.”
Stella coo-whistled in her safety seat.
Mitch had changed her a few minutes before and she usually performed for a
short while afterward. He was almost getting used to her musical sounds. She
was already adept at making two different notes at once, splitting one note
away, raising and lowering it; the effect was uncannily like two theremins
arguing. Kaye looked through the window. The baby seemed in another world, lost
in discovering what sounds she could make.
“They stared at me in the market,” Kaye
said. “I felt like a leper. Worse, like a nigger? She kicked out the word
between clenched teeth. She shoved the grocery bag into the passenger seat and
dug into it with a tense hand. “I took out money at the ATM and got food and
then I got these,” she said, and pulled out bottles of makeup, foundation and
powder. “For our dapples. I don’t know what I’ll do about her singing.”
Mitch got behind the wheel.
“Let’s go,” Kaye said, “before somebody
calls the police.”
“It isn’t that bad,” Mitch said as he
started the car.
“Isn’t it?” Kaye cried. “We’re marked\ If
they find us, they’ll put Stella in a camp, for Christ’s sake! God knows what
Augustine has planned for us, for all the parents. Get sharp, Mitch!”
Mitch pulled the car out of the parking
lot in silence.
“I’m sorry,” Kaye said, her voice
breaking. “I’m sorry, Mitch, but I’m so frightened. We have to think, we have
to plan.”
Clouds followed them, gray skies and light
rain without break. They crossed the border into California at night, pulled
off onto a lonely dirt road, and slept in the car with rain drumming on the
roof.
Kaye applied makeup to Mitch in the
morning. He clumsily painted her face with foundation and she touched up in the
rearview mirror.
“We’ll rent a room today in a motel,”
Mitch said.
“Why take the risk?”
“We look pretty good, I think,” he said, smiling
encouragement. “She needs a bath and so do we. We are not animals and I refuse
to act like one.”
Kaye thought about this as she nursed
Stella. “All right,” she said.
“We’ll go to Arizona, and then, if
necessary, we’ll go to Mexico or even farther south. We’ll find someplace we
can live until things get settled down.”
“When will that be?” Kaye asked softly.
Mitch did not know, so he did not answer.
He drove back along the deserted farm road onto the highway. The clouds were
breaking up now and brilliant morning light fell on the forests and fields of
grass to either side of the highway.
“Sun!” said Stella, and waved her fists
lustily.
EPILOGUE
Tucson, Arizona
THREE YEARS LATER
A plump little girl with short brown hair
and brown skin and sweated streaks of powder on her face stood in the alley and
peered between the dust-colored garages. She whistled softly to herself,
interweaving two variations of a Mozart piano trio. Someone who did not look
too closely might have mistaken her for one of the many Latino children who
played along the streets and ran through the alleys.
Stella had never been allowed to go this
far from the small house her parents rented, a few hundred steps away. The
world of the alley was fresh. She sniffed the air lightly; she always did that,
and she never found what she wanted to find.
But she heard the excited voices of
children playing, and that was enticement enough. She walked on red concrete
squares along the stucco side wall of a small garage, pushed open a swinging
metal gate, and saw three children tossing a half-inflated basketball in a
small backyard. The children paused their game and stared at her.
“Who are you?” asked a black-haired girl,
seven or eight.
“Stella,” she answered clearly. “Who are
you?”
“We’re playing here.”
“Can I play?”
“You got a dirty face.”
“It comes off, look,” and Stella wiped at
the powder with her sleeve, leaving fleshy stains on the cloth. “It’s hot
today, isn’t it?”
A
boy about ten looked her over critically. “You got spots,” he said.
“They’re freckles,” Stella said. Her
mother had told her to tell people that.
“Sure, you can play,” said a second girl,
also ten. She was tall and had long skinny legs. “How old are you?”
“Three.”
“You don’t sound three.”
“I can read and whistle, too. Listen.” She
whistled the two tunes together, watching their reactions with interest.
“Jesus,” the boy said.
Stella felt proud at his amazement. The
tall skinny girl threw her the ball and Stella caught it deftly and smiled. “I
love this,” she said, and her face flushed a lovely shade of pale beige and
gold. The boy stared after her with jaw agape, then sat down to watch as the
girls played together on the dry summer grass. A sweet musky scent followed
Stella wherever she ran.
Kaye searched all the rooms and the closets
frantically, twice, calling out her daughter’s name. She had been absorbed
reading a magazine article after putting Stella down for a nap and had not
heard the girl leave. Stella was smart and not likely to walk out into a road
or get into any obvious danger, but the neighborhood was poor and there was
still strong prejudice against children like her, and fear about the diseases
that sometimes followed in the wake of SHEVA pregnancies.
The diseases were real; ancient
recurrences of old retro-viruses, sometimes fatal. Christopher Dicken had
discovered that in Mexico three years ago, and it had almost cost him his life.
The danger passed a few months after birth, but Mark Augustine had been right.
Nature was never other than two-faced about her gifts.
If a police officer saw Stella, or
somebody reported her, there could be trouble.
Kaye called Mitch at the Chevrolet
dealership where he worked, a few miles from their house, and he told her he’d
come right home.
The children had never seen anything quite
like this odd little girl. Just being around her made them feel friendly and
good, and they did not know why, nor did they care. The girls chatted about
clothes and singers, and Stella imitated some of the singers, especially Salay
Sammi, her favorite. She was an excellent mimic.
The boy stood to one side, frowning in
concentration.
The younger girl went next door to invite
other friends over, and they in turn invited others, and soon the backyard was
filled with boys and girls. They played house, and the boys played police, and
Stella provided sound effects and something else, a smile, a presence, that
soothed and energized them at once. Some had to go home and Stella said she was
glad to meet them and smelled behind their ears, which made them laugh and draw
back in embarrassment, but none of them felt angry.
They were all fascinated by the gold and
brown dapples on her face.
Stella seemed completely at ease, happy,
but she had never been among so many children before. When two nine-year-old
girls, identical twins, asked her different questions at once, Stella answered
them both, at once. They could almost understand what she said, and they broke
out laughing, asking the funny plump little girl where she had learned to do
that.
The older boy’s frown changed to
determination. He knew what he had to do.
Kaye and Mitch called her name along the
street. They did not dare ask the police for help; Arizona had finally gone
along with the Emergency Action and was sending its new children for special
study and education in Iowa.
Kaye was beside herself. “It was just a
minute, just—” “We’ll find her,” Mitch said, but his face gave him away.
He looked incongruous in his dark blue
suit, walking on the dusty street between the small old houses. A hot dry wind
soaked up their sweat. “I hate this,” he said for the millionth time. It had
become a familiar mantra, part of the bitterness inside him. Stella made him
feel complete; Kaye could still give him some of the old life. But when he was
alone, the strain filled him to the brim, and in his head he would say over and
over how much he hated this.
Kaye held his arm and told him again how
sorry she was.
“Not your fault,” he said, but he was
still very angry.
The thin girl showed Stella how to dance.
Stella knew a lot of ballet music; Prokofiev was her favorite composer, and the
difficult scores came out in complexes of piping and whistling and clucking.
One little blond boy, younger than Stella, stayed as close as he could to her,
brown eyes big with interest.
“What do we want to play now?” the tall
girl asked when she grew tired of trying to stand enpointe.
“I’ll get Monopoly,” said an
eight-year-old boy with the more familiar kind of freckles.
“Or maybe we can play Othemo?” Stella
asked.
They had been searching for an hour. Kaye
stopped for a moment on a broken patch of sidewalk and listened. The alley that
ran behind their homes opened onto this side street, and she thought she heard
children playing. Lots of children.
She and Mitch walked quickly between the
garages and board fences, trying to catch Stella’s voice, or one of her many
sounds.
Mitch heard their daughter first. He
pushed open the metal swinging gate and they entered.
The small yard was packed with children
like birds around a feeder. Kaye noticed immediately that Stella was not the
center of attention; she was simply there, off to one side, playing a game of
Othemo, with decks of cards that made sounds when pressed. If the sounds
matched or made a tune, the players got to discard. The players who emptied
their hands first won. This was one of Stella’s favorites.
Mitch stood behind Kaye. Their daughter
did not see them at first. She was chattering happily with the twins and
another boy.
“I’ll get her,” Mitch said.
“Wait,” Kaye said. Stella appeared so
happy. Kaye was willing to risk a few minutes for this.
Then Stella looked up, pushed to her feet,
and let the musical cards fall from her hands. She circled her head in the air
and sniffed.
Mitch saw another child, a boy, enter the
yard from a gate in the front. He was about Stella’s age. Kaye saw him, too,
and recognized him immediately. They heard a woman’s frantic calls in Spanish
and Kaye knew what they were, what they meant.
“We have to leave,” Mitch said.
“No,” Kaye said, and held him back with
her arm. “Just for a moment. Please. Watch!”
Stella and the boy approached each other.
The other children one by one fell silent. Stella circled the young boy, face
blank for a long moment. The boy made small sighs, his chest heaving as if he
had been running. He rubbed at his face with quick dabs of spit on his sleeve.
Then he bent over and sniffed behind Stella’s ear. Stella sniffed behind his
ear and they held hands.
“I’m Stella Nova,” Stella said. “Where are
you from?”
The small boy just smiled, and his face
twitched in ways Stella had not seen before. She found her own face responding.
She felt the rush of blood to her skin and she laughed out loud, a delighted,
high-pitched shriek. The boy smelled of so much—of his family and the way his
home smelled and of the food his mother cooked, and his cats, and Stella
watched his face and understood a little of what he was saying. He was so rich,
this little boy. Their dapples colored madly, almost at random. She watched the
boy’s pupils fleck with color, rubbed her fingers on his hands, feeling the
skin, the shivers of response.
The boy spoke in broken English and
Spanish simultaneously. His mouth moved in a way that Stella was familiar with,
shaping the sounds passing along both sides of his ridged tongue. Stella knew a
fair amount of Spanish and tried to answer. The boy jumped up and down with
excitement; he understood her! Talking to people was usually so frustrating for
Stella, but this was even worse, because suddenly she knew what talking might really
be.
Then she looked to one side and saw Kaye
and Mitch.
Simultaneously, Kaye saw the woman in the
kitchen window, using her phone. The woman did not look at all happy.
“Let’s go,” Mitch said, and Kaye did not
disagree.
“Where are we going now?” Stella asked
from her safety seat in the back of the Chevy Lumina as Mitch drove south.
“Mexico, maybe,” Kaye said.
“I want to see more like the boy,” Stella
said, pouting fiercely.
Kaye closed her eyes and saw the boy’s
terrified mother, grabbing him away from Stella, shooting a dirty look at Kaye;
loving and hating her own child. No hope for bringing the two together again.
And the woman in the window, too afraid to even come outside and talk with her.
“You will,” Kaye said dreamily. “You were
very beautiful with the boy.”
“I know,” Stella said. “He was one of me.”
Kaye leaned over the back of the seat and
looked at her daughter. Her eyes were dry, she had thought about this for so
long, but Mitch rubbed his eyes with the back of his hand.
“Why did we have to leave?” Stella asked.
“It’s cruel to keep her away from them,”
Kaye told Mitch.
“What are we going to do, ship her off to
Iowa? I love my daughter and I want to be her father and have her in this
family. A normal family.”
“I
know,” Kaye said distantly. “I know.”
“Are there many like the boy, Kaye?”
Stella asked.
“About a hundred thousand,” Kaye said.
“We’ve told you that.”
“I would love to talk with them all”
Stella said.
“She probably could, too,” Kaye said with
a smile at Mitch.
“The boy told me about his cat,” Stella
said. “He has two kittens. And the kids liked me, Kaye, Momma, they really
liked me.”
“I know,” Kaye said. “You were beautiful
with them, too.” Kaye was so proud and yet her heart ached for her daughter.
“Let’s go to Iowa, Mitch,” Stella
suggested.
“Not today, Sweet Rabbit,” Mitch said.
The highway ran straight south through the
desert.
“No sirens,” Mitch observed flatly.
“Did we make it again, Mitch?” Stella
asked.
I’ve made a substantial effort in this
novel to make the science accurate and the speculations plausible. The ongoing
revolution in biology is far from over, however, and it is very likely that
many of the speculations here will turn out to be wrong.
As I’ve done my research and spoken to
scientists around the world, I’ve come away with an unshakable sense that
evolutionary biology is about to undergo a major upheaval—not in the next few
decades, but in the next few years.
Even as I finish revisions, articles are
appearing in the scientific literature that support a number of speculative
details. Fruit flies, it seems, can adapt in only a few generations to gross
changes in climate. The implications of this are still controversial. The most
recent, in the December—January 1998-99 issue of New Scientist, points up the
contributions that human endogenous retroviruses might make to the progress of
HIV, the AIDS virus; Eric Towler, of the Science Applications International
Corporation, says he “has evidence that HERV-K enzymes may help HIV to evade
potent drugs.” This is similar to the mechanism of swapped viral tool kits that
frightens Mark Augustine.
The mystery, as it unfolds, will be
absolutely fascinating; we truly are on the verge of discovering the secrets of
life.
Humans are metazoans, that is, we are made
up of many cells. In most of our cells there is a nucleus that contains the
“blueprint” for the entire individual. This blueprint is stored in DNA
(deoxyribonucleic acid); DNA and its complement of helper proteins and
organelles make up the molecular computer that contains the memory necessary to
construct an individual organism.
Proteins are molecular machines that can
perform incredibly complicated functions. They are the engines of life; DNA is
the template that guides the manufacture of those engines.
DNA in eucaryotic cells is arranged in two
interwoven strands—the “double helix”—and packed tightly into a complex
structure called chromatin, which is arranged into chromosomes in each cell
nucleus. With a few exceptions, such as red blood cells and specialized immune
cells, the DNA in each cell of the human body is complete and identical.
Researchers estimate that the human genome—the complete collection of genetic
instructions—consists of between sixty thousand and a hundred thousand genes.
Genes are heritable traits; a gene has often been defined as a segment of DNA
that contains the code for a protein or proteins. This code can be transcribed
to make a strand of RNA (ribonucleic acid); ribosomes then use the RNA to
translate the original DNA instructions and synthesize proteins. (Some genes
perform other functions, such as making the RNA constituents of ribosomes.)
Many scientists believe that RNA was the
original coding molecule of life, and that DNA is a later elaboration.
While most cells in the body of an individual
carry identical DNA, as the person grows and develops, that DNA is expressed in
different ways within each cell. This is how identical embryonic cells become
different tissues.
When DNA is transcribed to RNA, many
lengths of nu-cleotides that do not code for proteins, called introns, are
snipped out of the RNA segments. The segments that remain are spliced together;
they code for proteins and are called exons. On a length of freshly transcribed
RNA, these exons can be spliced together in different ways to make different
proteins. Thus, a single gene can produce a number of products at different
times.
Bacteria are tiny single-celled organisms.
Their DNA is not stored in a nucleus but is spread around within the cell.
Their genome contains no introns, only exons, making them very sleek and
compact little critters. Bacteria can behave like social organisms; different
varieties both cooperate and compete with each other to find and use resources
in their environment. In the wild, bacteria frequently come together to create
biofilm “cities”; you may be familiar with these cities from the slime on
spoiled vegetables in your refrigerator. Biofilms can also exist in your
intestines, your urinary tract, and on your teeth, where they sometimes cause
problems, and specialized ecologies of bacteria protect your skin, your mouth,
and other areas of your body. Bacteria are extremely important and though some
cause disease, many others are necessary to our existence. Some biologists
believe that bacteria lie at the root of all life-forms, and that eu-caryotic
cells—our own cells, for example—derive from ancient colonies of bacteria. In
this sense, we may simply be spaceships for bacteria.
Bacteria swap small circular loops of DNA
called plas-mids. Plasmids supplement the bacterial genome and allow them to
respond quickly to threats such as antibiotics. Plasraids make up a universal
library that bacteria of many different types can use to live more efficiently.
Bacteria and nearly all other organisms
can be attacked by viruses. Viruses are very small, generally encapsulated bits
of DNA or RNA that cannot reproduce by themselves, Instead, they hijack a
cell’s reproductive machinery to make new viruses. In bacteria, the viruses are
called bacterio-phages (“eaters of bacteria”) or just phages. Many phages carry
genetic material between bacterial hosts, as do some viruses in animals and
plants.
It is possible that viruses originally
came from segments of DNA within cells that can move around, both inside and
between chromosomes. Viruses are essentially roving segments of genetic
material that have learned how to “put on space suits” and leave the cell.
Amino acid: building block for proteins. Most living
things use only twenty amino acids. Antibody: molecule that attaches to an
antigen, inactivates it, and attracts other defenses to the intruder.
Antibiotics: a large class of substances manufactured
by many different kinds of organisms that can kill bacteria. Antibiotics have
no effect on viruses.
Antigen: intruding substance or part of an organism that provokes the
creation of antibodies as part of an immune response.
Bacteria: procaryotes, tiny
living cells whose
genetic material is not enclosed in a nucleus. Bacteria perform much
important work in nature and are the base of all food-chains.
Bacteriophage: seephage. Bacteriocin: one of many
substances created by bacteria that can kill other bacteria.
Chromosome: arrangement of tightly packed and coiled
DNA. Diploid cells such as body cells in humans have two sets of twenty-three
chromosomes; haploid cells such as gametes—sperm or ova—have only a single set
of chromosomes.
Cro-Magnon: early variety of modern human, Homo
sapiens sapiens, from Cro-Magnon in France. Homo is the genus, sapiens the
species, sapiens the subspecies.
DNA: deoxyribonucleic acid, the famous double-helix molecule that
codes for the proteins and other elements that help construct the phenotype or
body structure of an organism.
ERV or endogenous retrovirus: virus that inserts its genetic material
into the DNA of a host. The integrated provirus lies dormant for a time. ERVs
may be quite ancient and fragmentary and no longer capable of producing
infectious viruses.
Exon: regions of DNA that code for proteins or RNA.
Gamete: a sex cell, such as egg or sperm, capable of joining with an
opposite gamete—egg plus sperm—to make a zygote.
Gene: The definition of a gene is changing. A recent text defines a
gene as “a segment of DNA or RNA that performs a specific function.” More
particularly, a gene can be thought of as a segment of DNA that codes for some
molecular product, very often a protein. Besides the nucleo-tides that code for
the protein, the gene also consists of segments that determine how much and what
kind of protein is expressed, and when. Genes can produce different
combinations of proteins under different stimuli. In a very real sense, a gene
is a tiny factory and computer within a much larger factory-computer, the
genome.
Genome: sum total of genetic material in an individual organism.
Genotype: the genetic character of an organism or distinctive group of
organisms.
HERV or human endogenous retrovirus: Within our genetic material are many
remnants of past infections by retroviruses. Some researchers estimate that as
much as one third of the sum total of our genetic material may consist of old
retroviruses. No instance is yet known of these ancient viral genes producing
infectious particles (virions) that can move from cell to cell, in lateral or horizontal
transmission. Many HERV do produce viruslike particles within the cell,
however, and whether these particles serve a function or cause problems is not
yet known. All HERV are part of our genome and are transmitted vertically when
we reproduce, from parent to offspring. Infection of gametes by retroviruses is
the best explanation so far for the presence of HERV in our genome. (ERV,
endogenous retrovirus, are found in many other organisms, as well.)
Homosome: the complete complement of usable genetic material both inside
and outside a cell or organism. Bacteria exchange circular loops of DNA called
plasmids and may have some genes carried by lysogenic phages; this total pool
of genetic material constitutes the bacterial homosome.
Immune response (immunity, immunization): the provoking and marshaling of defensive
cells within an organism to ward off and destroy pathogens, disease-causing
organisms such as viruses or bacteria. Immune response may also identify
nonpathogenic cells as foreign, not part of the normal body complement of
tissues; transplanted organs cause an immune response and may be rejected.
Intron: regions of DNA that do not generally code for proteins. In most
eucaryotic cells, genes consist of mingled exons and introns. Introns are clipped
out of transcribed messenger RNA (mRNA) before it is processed by ribo-somes;
ribosomes use the code contained in lengths of mRNA to assemble specific
proteins out of amino acids. Bacteria lack introns.
Lysogenic phage: phage that attaches to a bacterial
capsule and inserts genetic material into the bacterial host, where it then
forms a circular loop, integrates with the host DNA, and lies dormant for a
time. During this stage, the host bacterium reproduces the prophage or
integrated phage genome with its own. Damage or “stress” to a host bacterium
may result in the transcription of the phage genes, which then replicate new
phages, releasing them by lysing or breaking open the host. In this stage, they
are called lytic phage. Lysogenic/lytic phages may also transcribe and carry
host genes, along with their own, from one bacterium to another. Many bacteria
that cause severe disease in humans, such as cholera, can have their toxicity
triggered by the transfer of genetic material by lysogenic phages. Such phages,
understandably, are dangerous in their natural form and useless in controlling
bacterial pathogens.
Marker: distinctive or unique arrangement of bases or a distinctive or
unique gene within a chromosome.
Modern human: Homo sapiens sapiens. Genus Homo,
species sapiens, subspecies sapiens.
Movable element (mobile element): movable segment of DNA. Transposons can
move or have their DNA copied from place to place in a length of DNA using DNA
poly-merase. Retrotransposons contain their own reverse tran-scriptase, which
gives them some autonomy within the genome. Movable elements have been shown by
Barbara McClintock and others to generate variety in plants; but some believe
these are, more often than not, so-called “selfish genes,” which are duplicated
without being useful to the organism. Others believe that movable elements in
the DNA contribute to novelty in all genomes, and perhaps even help regulate
evolution.
Mutation: alteration in a gene or segment of DNA. May be accidental and
unproductive or even dangerous; may also be useful, leading to the production
of a more efficient protein. Mutations may lead to variation in phenotype, or
the physical structure of an organism. Random mutations are usually either
neutral or bad for the health of the organism.
Neandertal: Homo sapiens neandertalensis. Possibly
ancestral to humans. Modern anthropologists and geneticists are currently
engaged in a debate about whether Neandertals are our ancestors, based on
evidence of mitochondrial DNA extracted from ancient bones. More than likely,
the evidence is confusing because we simply do not yet know how species and
subspecies separate and develop.
Pathogen: disease-causing organism. There are many different varieties of
pathogen: viruses, bacteria, fungi, pro-lists (formerly known as protozoa), and
metazoans such as nematodes.
Phage: virus that uses bacteria as hosts. Many kinds of phages kill
their hosts almost immediately and can be used as antibacterial agents. Many
bacteria have at least one and often many phages specific to them. Phages and
bacteria are always in a contest to outrun each other, evolutionarily speaking.
(See Lysogenic phage.)
Phenotype: the physical structure of an organism or
distinctive group of organisms. Genotype expressed and developed within an
environment determines phenotype.
Protein: Genes often code for proteins, which help form and regulate all
organisms. Proteins are molecular machines made up of chains of twenty
different types of amino acids. Proteins can themselves chain or clump
together. Collagen, enzymes, many hormones, keratin, and antibodies are just a
few of the different types of proteins.
Provirus: the genetic code of a virus while it is contained within the DNA
of a host.
Retrotransposon,
retroposon, retrogene: see movable elements.
Retrovirus: RNA-based virus that inserts its code
into a host’s DNA for later replication. Replication can often be delayed for
years. AIDS and other diseases are caused by retroviruses.
RNA: Ribonucleic acid. Intermediate complementary copy of DNA;
messenger RNA or mRNA is used by ribosomes as templates to construct proteins.
SHEVA (HERV-DL3, SHERVA-DL3): fictitious human endogenous retrovirus
that can form an infectious virus particle, or virion; an infectious HERV No
such HERV is yet known.
Sequencing: determining the sequence of molecules in
a polymer such as a protein or nucleic acid; in genetics, discovering the
sequence of bases in a gene or a length of DNA or RNA, or in the genome as a
whole. In a few years, we will understand the sequence of the entire human geno
me.
Sex chromosomes: in humans, the X and Y chromosomes. Two
X chromosomes result in a female; X and Y result in a male. Other species have
different types of sex chromosomes.
Transposon: see movable elements.
Trisomy, trisomal: having an extra copy of a chromosome in
a diploid cell. In humans, having three copies of chromosome 21 leads to Down
syndrome.
Vaccine: a substance that produces an immune response to a
disease-causing organism.
Virion: infectious virus particle.
Virus: nonliving but organically active particle capable of entering a
cell and commandeering the cell’s reproductive capacity to produce more virus.
Viruses consist of DNA or RNA, usually surrounded by a protein coat, or capsid.
This capsid may in turn be surrounded by an envelope. There are hundreds of
thousands of known viruses, and potentially millions not yet described.
Zygote: the combination of two gametes; a fertilized ovum.
Special thanks to Mark E. Minie, Ph.D.,
for introducing me to the Puget Sound Biotech Society and many of its members.
One of my first contacts was Dr. Elizabeth Kutter of the faculty of the Biology
Department of Evergreen State College in Olympia, Washington. She helped me
with details about her specialty, bacteriophages, as well as with many facts
about one of her favorite places on Earth, the Republic of Georgia. Her
assistants, Mark Alan Mueller and Elizabeth Thomas, were constructively
critical and encouraging. Our discussions have been both formative and
informative!
Mark E. Minie also introduced me to Dr.
Dennis Schwartz, whose work on the early chemistry of life may prove
revolutionary.
Many other scientists and friends have
read and critiqued this book, and a few have given me tours of their facilities.
Dr. Dominic Esposito of the National Institutes of Health shepherded me around
the NIH campus and made copious notes on an early draft. His friends, Dr.
Melanie Simpson and Martin Kevorkian, also provided substantial help.
Benoit Leblanc, Ph.D., working with Dr.
David Clark at NIH, in the Laboratory of Cellular and Developmental Biology,
did an excellent critical reading, and straightened out many errors in the
text.
Brian W. J. Mahy, Ph.D., Sc.D., Director
of the Division of Viral and Rickettsial Diseases at the Centers for Disease
Control and Prevention, was kind enough to meet with me and share some of his
insights into viruses and their possible contributions to evolution. He also
critiqued a later draft of the book. Barbara Reynolds of the Public Information
Office of the CDC helped arrange a tour of the facilities at 1600 Clifton Road.
Dr. Joe Miller, of Texas Tech University
Health Sciences Center, read the book in its earliest draft and provided
details about the chemistry of human hormones and vomeronasal receptors.
Julian Davies, Professor Emeritus of the
University of British Columbia, kindly agreed to look over the final draft.
Katie and Charlie Potter provided sage
advice on mountain climbing, its history and terms.
Even with the help of all these excellent
readers, errors certainly remain. They belong to me, not them. Also, at every
step of the way, these scientists have expressed both support and doubts about
my theories, sometimes severe doubts. Their aid in no way implies that they agree
with any or all of the theories in Darwin s Radio.
Greg Bear is the author of twenty-four books, which
have been translated into a dozen languages. He has been awarded two Hugos and
four Nebulas for his fiction. He was called the “best working writer of hard
science fiction” by The Ultimate Encyclopedia of Science Fiction. He is married
to Astrid Anderson Bear. They are the parents of two children, Erik and
Alexandra.