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Lois McMaster Bujold
ETHAN OF ATHOS
For those who listened
in the beginning: Dee, Dave, Laurie, Barbara, R. J., Wes, and the
patient ladies of the MAWA.
CHAPTER ONE
The birth was progressing normally. Ethan's long fingers carefully teased the tiny cannula from its clamp.
"Give me hormone solution C now," he ordered the medtech hovering beside him.
"Here, Dr. Urquhart."
Ethan
pressed the hypospray against the circular end-membrane of the cannula,
administering the measured dose. He checked his instrumentation:
placenta tightening nicely, shrinking from the nutritive bed that had
supported it for the last nine months. Now.
Quickly
he broke the seals, unclamped the lid from the top of the canister, and
passed his vibrascalpel through the matted felt of microscopic exchange
tubing. He parted the spongy mass, and the medtech clamped it aside and
closed the stopcock that fed it with the oxy-nutrient solution. Only a
few clear yellow droplets beaded and brushed off on Ethan's gloved
hands. Sterility obviously uncompromised, Ethan noted with
satisfaction, and his touch with the scalpel had been so delicate that
the silvery amniotic sac beneath the tubing was unscored. A pink shape
wriggled eagerly within. "Not much," he promised it cheerfully.
A second cut, and he lifted the wet and vernix-covered infant from its first home. "Suction!"
The
medtech slapped the bulb into his hand, and he cleared the baby's nose
and mouth of fluid before its first surprised inhalation. The child
gasped, squawked, blinked, and cooed in Ethan's secure and gentle grip.
The medtech wheeled the bassinet in close, and Ethan laid the infant
under the warming light and clamped and cut the umbilical cord. "You're
on your own now, boy," he told it.
The waiting
engineering technician pounced on the uterine replicator that had
incubated the fetus so faithfully for three-quarters of a year. The
machine's multitude of little indicator lights were now all darkened;
the tech began disconnecting it from its bank of fellows, to take
downstairs for cleaning and re-programming.
Ethan
turned to the infant's waiting father. "Good weight, good color, good
reflexes. I'd give your son an A-plus rating, sir."
The
man grinned, and sniffed, and laughed, and brushed a surreptitious tear
from the corner of one eye. "It's a miracle, Dr. Urquhart."
"It's a miracle that happens about ten times a day here at Sevarin, " Ethan smiled.
"Do you ever get bored with it?"
Ethan
gazed down with pleasure at the tiny boy, who was waving his fists and
flexing in his bassinet. "No. Never."
Ethan was
worried about the CJB-9. He quickened his pace down the quiet, clean
corridors of the Sevarin District Reproduction Center. He was ahead of
the shift change, having come in early especially to attend the birth.
The last half hour of the night shift was the busiest, a crescendo of
completing logs and signing off responsibilities to the yawning
incomers. Ethan did not yawn, but did pause to punch two cups of black
coffee from the dispenser in the rear of the medtech's station before
joining the night shift team leader in his monitoring cubicle.
Georos
waved greeting, his arm continuing in a smooth pounce on the proffered
cup. "Thanks, sir. How was vacation?"
"Nice. My
little brother got a week's leave from his army unit to coincide with
it, so we were both home together for a change. South Province. Pleased
the old man no end. My brother's got a promotion—he's first piccolo now
in his regimental band."
"Is he going to stay in, then, past the two years' mandatory?"
"I
think so. At least another two years. He's developing his musicianship,
which is what he really wants anyway, and that extra slew of social
duty credits in his bag won't hurt a bit."
"Mm," Georos agreed. "South Province, eh? I wondered why you weren't haunting us in your off-hours."
"It's
the only way I can really vacate—get out of town," Ethan admitted
wryly. He stared up at the rows of readouts lining the cubicle. The
night team leader fell silent, sipping his coffee, watching Ethan over
the rim, disturbingly silent after exhausting the small talk.
Uterine Replicator Bank 1 was on-line now. Ethan keyed directly to Bank 16, where the CJB-9 embryo dwelt.
"Ah, hell." The breath went out of him in a long sigh. "I was afraid of that."
"Yeah,"
agreed Georos, pursing his lips in sympathy. "Totally non-viable, no
question. I took a sonic scan night before last—it's just a wad of
cells."
"Couldn't they tell last week? Why hasn't
the replicator been recycled? There are others waiting, God the Father
knows."
"Waiting on paternal permission to flush
the embryo." Georos cleared his throat. "Roachie scheduled the father
to come in for a conference with you this morning."
"Aw…"
Ethan ran his hand through his short dark hair, disarranging its trim
professional neatness. "Remind me to thank our dear chief. Have you
saved any more wonderful dirty work for me?"
"Just some genetic repairs on 5-B—possible enzyme deficiency. But we figured you'd want to do that yourself."
"True."
The night team leader began the routine report.
Ethan
was almost late for the conference with the father of the CJB. During
morning inspection he walked into one replicator chamber to find the
tech in charge bopping happily through his duties to the loud and
raucous strains of "Let's Stay Up All Night," a screechy dance tune
currently popular among the undesignated set, blaring out of the
stimu-speakers. The driving beat set Ethan's teeth on edge; this could
scarcely be the ideal pre-natal sonic stimulation for the growing
fetuses. Ethan left with the soothing strains of the classic hymn "God
of Our Fathers, Light The Way" rendered by the United Brethren String
Chamber Orchestra swelling gently through the room, and the grumpy tech
yawning pointedly.
In the next chamber he found
one bank of uterine replicators running 75% saturated in the waste
toxins carried off by the exchange solution; the tech in charge
explained he'd been waiting for it to hit the regulation 80% before
doing the mandatory filter changes. Ethan explained, clearly and
forcefully, the difference between minimum and optimum, and oversaw the
filter changes and the subsequent drop back to a more reasonable 45%
saturation.
The receptionist beeped him twice
before penetrating his lecture to the tech on the exact shade of
lemon-colored crystal brightness to be expected in an oxygen and
nutrient exchange solution operating at peak performance. He dashed up
to the office level and stood panting a moment outside his door,
balancing the dignity of a spokesman for the Rep Center versus the
discourtesy of making a patron wait. He took a deep breath that had
nothing to do with his gallop upstairs, fixed a pleasant smile on his
face, and pushed open the door with the DR. ETHAN URQUHART, CHIEF OF
REPRODUCTIVE BIOLOGY raised in gold letters on its ivory plastic
surface.
"Brother Haas? I'm Dr. Urquhart. No,
no—sit down, make yourself comfortable," Ethan added as the man popped
nervously to his feet, ducking his head in greeting. Ethan sidled
around him to his own desk, feeling absurdly shielded.
The
man was huge as a bear, red from long days in sun and wind; the hands
that turned his cap around and around were thick with muscle and
callus. He stared at Ethan. "I was expecting an older man," he rumbled.
Ethan
touched his shaved chin, then became self-conscious of the gesture and
put his hand down hastily. If only he had a beard, or even a mustache,
people would not be constantly mistaking him for a 20-year-old despite
his six-foot frame. Brother Haas was sporting a beard, about a two-week
growth, scrubby by comparison to the luxuriant mustache that proclaimed
him a long-standing designated alternate parent. Solid citizen. Ethan
sighed. "Sit, sit," he gestured again.
The man sat
on the edge of his chair, clutching his headgear in earnest
supplication. His formal clothes were out of fashion and fit, but
painfully clean and tidy; Ethan wondered how long the fellow'd had to
scrub this morning to get every speck of dirt from under those horny
nails.
Brother Haas slapped his cap absently
against his thigh. "My boy, doctor—is—is there something the matter
with my son?"
"Uh—didn't they tell you anything on the comlink?"
"No,
sir. They just told me to come. So I signed out the ground car from my
commune motor pool, and here I am."
Ethan glanced at the dossier on his desk. "You drove all the way up here from Crystal Springs this morning?"
The
bear smiled. "I'm a farmer. I'm used to getting up early. Anyway,
nothing's too much trouble for my boy. My first, y'know—" he ran a hand
over his chin, and laughed, "well, I expect that's obvious."
"How did you end up here at Sevarin, instead of your district Rep Center at Las Sands?" asked Ethan curiously.
"It was for the CJB. Las Sands said they didn't have a CJB."
"I see." Ethan cleared his throat. "Any particular reason you decided on CJB stock?"
The
farmer nodded firmly. "It was the accident last harvest decided me. One
of our fellows tangled wrong-end-to with a thresher—lost an arm.
Typical farm accident, but they said, if only he'd got to a doctor
sooner, they mighta saved it. The commune's growing. We're right on the
edge of the terraforming. We need a doctor of our own. Everybody knows
CJBs make the best doctors. Who knows when I'll get enough social duty
credits for a second son, or a third? I meant to get the best."
"Not all doctors are CJBs," said Ethan. "And most certainly not all CJBs are doctors."
Haas smiled polite disagreement. "What are you, Dr. Urquhart?"
Ethan cleared his throat again. "Well—in feet, I'm a CJB-8."
The
former nodded confirmation to himself. "They said you were the best. "
He stared hungrily at the Rep doctor, as if he might trace the
lineaments of his dream son in Ethan's face.
Ethan
tented his hands together upon his desk, trying to look kindly and
authoritative. "Well. I'm sorry they didn't tell you more over the
comlink—there was no reason to keep you in the dark. As you no doubt
suspected, there is a problem with your, uh, conceptus."
Haas looked up. "My son."
"Uh—no. I'm afraid not. Not this round." Ethan inclined his head in sympathy.
Haas's
face fell, then he looked up again, lips compressed with hope. "Is it
anything you can fix? I know you do genetic repairs—if it's the cost,
well, my commune brethren will back me—I can clear the debt, in time—"
Ethan
shook his head. "There are only a couple dozen common disorders we can
do something about—some types of diabetes, for example, that can be
repaired by one gene splice in a small group of cells, if you catch
them at just the right stage of development. Some can even be pulled
from the sperm sample when we filter out the defective
X-chromosome-bearing portion. There are many more that can be detected
in the early check, before the blastula is implanted in the replicator
bed and starts forming its placenta. We routinely pull one cell then,
and put it through an automated check. But the automated check only
finds problems it's programmed to find—the hundred or so most common
birth defects. It's not impossible for it to miss something subtle or
rare—it happens half-a-dozen times a year. So you're not alone. We
usually pull it, and just fertilize another egg—it's the most
cost-effective solution, with only six days invested at that point."
Haas
sighed. "So we start over." He rubbed his chin. "Dag said it was bad
luck to start growing your father-beard before birthday. Guess he was
right."
"Only a set-back," Ethan reassured his
stricken look. "Since the source of the difficulty was in the ovum and
not the sperm, the Center isn't even going to charge you for the month
on the replicator." He made a hasty note to that effect in the dossier.
"Do you want me to go down to the paternity ward now, for a new sample?" asked Haas humbly.
"Ah—before
you go, certainly. Save you another long drive. But there's one other
little problem that needs to be ironed out first." Ethan coughed. "I'm
afraid we can't offer CJB stock any more."
"But I
came all the way here just for CJB!" protested Haas. "Damn it—I have a
right to choose!" His hands clenched alarmingly. "Why not?"
"Well…"
Ethan paused, careful of his phrasing. "Yours is not the first
difficulty we've had with the CJB lately. The culture seems to
be—ah—deteriorating. In fact, we tried very hard—all the ova it
produced for a week were devoted to your order." No need to tell Haas
how frighteningly scant that production was. "My best techs tried, I
tried—part of the reason we took a chance on the current conceptus was
that it was the only fertilization we achieved that was viable past the
fourth cell division. Since then our CJB has stopped producing
altogether, I'm afraid."
"Oh." Haas paused,
deflated, then swelled with new resolve. "Who does, then? I don't care
if I have to cross the continent. CJB is what I mean to have."
Ethan
wondered glumly why resolution was classed as a virtue. More of a
damned nuisance. He took a breath, and said what he'd hoped to avoid
saying; "No one, I'm afraid, Brother Haas. Ours was the last working
CJB culture on Athos."
Haas looked appalled. "No more CJBs? But where will we get our doctors, our medtechs—"
"The
CJB genes are not lost," Ethan pointed out swiftly. "There are men all
over the planet who carry them, and who will pass them on to their
sons."
"But what happened to the, the cultures?
Why don't they work any more?" asked Haas in bewilderment. "They
haven't—been poisoned or anything, have they? Some damned Outlander
vandalism—"
"No, no!" Ethan said. Ye gods, what a
riot that fabulous rumor could start. "It's perfectly natural. The
first CJB culture was brought by the Founding Fathers when Athos was
first settled—it's almost two hundred years old. Two hundred years of
excellent service. It's just—senescent. Old. Worn out. Used up. Reached
the end of its life-cycle, already dozens of times longer than it would
have lived in a, ah," it wasn't an obscenity, he was a doctor and it
was correct medical terminology, "woman." He hurried on, before Haas
could make the next logical connection. "Now, I'm going to offer a
suggestion, Brother Haas. My best medtech—does superb work, most
conscientious—is a JJY-7. Now, we happen to have a very fine JJY-8
culture here at Savarin that we can offer you. I wouldn't mind having a
JJY myself, if only…" Ethan cut himself off, lest he tip into a
personal bog and wallow in front of this patron. "I think you'd be very
satisfied."
Haas reluctantly allowed himself to be
talked into this substitute, and was sent off to the sampling room he
had first visited with such high hopes a month before. Ethan sighed,
sitting at his desk after the patron had departed, and rubbed the worry
around his temples. The action seemed to spread the tension rather than
dissipate it. The next logical connection…
Every
ovarian culture on Athos was a descendant of those brought by the
Founding Fathers. It had been an open secret in the Rep Centers for two
years and more—how much longer could it be until the general public
picked up on it? The CJB was not the first culture to die out recently.
Some sort of bell curve, Ethan supposed; they were on the up-slope, and
rising dizzily. Sixty percent of the infants growing cozily, placentas
tucked in their soft nests of microscopic exchange tubing in the
replicators downstairs, came from just eight cultures. Next year, if
his secret calculations were borne out, it would be even worse. How
long before there was not enough ovarian material to meet growth
demand—or even population replacement? Ethan groaned, picturing his
future unemployment prospects—if he wasn't ripped apart by angry mobs
of ursine non-fathers before then….
He shook
himself from his depression. Something would be done before things came
to that pass, surely. Something had to break.
The
worry made an ominous bass note under Ethan's pleasant routine for
three months after his return from vacation. Another ovarian culture,
LMS-10, curled up and died altogether, and EEH-9's egg cell production
declined by half. It would be the next to go, Ethan calculated. The
first break in the downward slide arrived unexpectedly.
"Ethan?"
Chief of Staff Desroches' voice had an odd edge, even over the
intercom. His face bore a peculiar suffused look; his lips, framed by
glossy black beard and mustache, kept twitching at the corners. Not at
all the morose pout that had been threatening over the past year to
become permanent. Ethan, curious, laid his micropipette down carefully
on the lab bench and went to the screen.
"Yes, sir?"
"I'd like you to come up to my office right away."
"I just started a fertilization—"
"As soon as you're done, then," Desroches conceded with a wave of his hand.
"What's up?"
"The
annual census ship docked yesterday." Desroches pointed upward,
although in fact Athos's only space station rode in a synchronous orbit
above another quadrant of the planet. "Mail's here. Your magazines were
approved by the Board of Censors—you've got a year's back issues
sitting on my desk. And one other thing."
"Another thing? But I just ordered the journal—"
"Not
your personal property. Something for the Rep Center." Desroches' white
teeth flashed. "Finish up and come see." The screen blanked.
To
be sure. A year's back issues of The Betan Journal of Reproductive
Medicine imported at hideous expense, although of the highest degree of
interest, would scarcely make Desroches' black eyes dance with joy.
Ethan scurried, albeit meticulously, through the fertilization, placed
the pod in the incubation chamber from which, in six or seven days'
time if things went well, the blastula would be transferred to a
uterine replicator in one of the banks in the next room, and zipped
upstairs.
A dozen brightly labeled data disks were
indeed neatly stacked on the corner of the Chiefs comconsole desk. The
other corner was occupied by a holocube of two dark-haired young boys
riding a spotted pony. Ethan scarcely glanced at either, his attention
instantly overwhelmed by the large white refrigeration container
squarely in the center. Its control panel lights burned a steady,
reassuring green.
"L. Bharaputra & Sons
Biological Supply House, Jackson's Whole", the shipping label read.
"Contents: Frozen Tissue, Human, Ovarian, 50 units. Stack with heat
exchange unit clear of obstruction. This End Up."
"We got them!" Ethan cried in delight and instant recognition, clapping his hands.
"At
last," grinned Desroches. "The Population Council's going to have one
hell of a party tonight, I'll bet—what a relief! When I think of the
hunt for suppliers—the scramble for foreign exchange—for a while I
thought we were going to have to send some poor son out there
personally to get them."
Ethan shuddered, and
laughed. "Whew! Thank the Father nobody had to go through that." He ran
a hand over the big plastic box, eagerly, reverently. "Going to be some
new faces around here."
Desroches smiled,
reflective and content. "Indeed. Well—they're all yours, Dr. Urquhart.
Turn your routine lab work over to your techs and get them settled in
their new homes. Priority."
"I should say so!"
Ethan
set the carton tenderly on a bench in the Culture Lab, and adjusted the
controls to bring the internal temperature up somewhat. There would be
a wait. He would only thaw twelve today, to fill the culture support
units waiting, cold and empty, for new life. Soberly, he touched the
darkened panel behind which the CJB-9 had dwelt so long and fruitfully.
It made him feel sad, and strangely adrift.
The
rest of the tissue must wait for thawing until Engineering installed
the bank of new units along the other wall. He grinned, thinking of the
frantic activity that must now be disrupting that department's placid
routine of cleaning and repairs. Some exercise would be good for them.
While
he waited, he carried his new journals to the comconsole for a scan. He
hesitated. Since his promotion to department head last year, his
censorship status had been raised to Clearance Level A. This was the
first occasion he'd had to take advantage of it; the first chance to
test the maturity and judgement supposed necessary to handle totally
uncut, uncensored galactic publications. He moistened his lips, and
nerved himself to prove that trust not misplaced.
He
chose a disk at random, stuck it into the read-slot, and called up the
table of contents. Most of the two dozen or so articles dwelt,
predictably but disappointingly, on problems of reproduction in vivo in
the human female, hardly apropos. Virtuously, he fought down an impulse
to peek at them. But there was one article on early diagnosis of an
obscure cancer of the vas deferens, and better still one encouragingly
titled, "On An Improvement In Permeability Of Exchange Membrances In
The Uterine Replicator." The uterine replicator had originally been
invented on Beta Colony—long famous for its leading-edge
technologies—for use in medical emergencies. Most of its refinements
still seemed to come from there, even at this late date, a fact not
widely appreciated on Athos.
Ethan called up the
entry and read it eagerly. It mostly seemed to involve some fiendishly
clever molecular meshing of lipoproteins and polymers that delighted
Ethan's geometric reason, at least on the second reading when he
finally grasped it. He lost himself for a while in calculations about
what it would take to duplicate the work here at Sevarin. He would have
to talk to the head of Engineering….
Idly, as he
mentally inventoried resources, he called up the author's page. "On An
Improvement…" came from a university hospital at some city named
Silica—Ethan knew little of off-planet geography, but it sounded
appropriately Betan. What ordered minds and clever hands must have come
up with that idea….
"Kara Burton, M. D., Ph. D.,
and Elizabeth Naismith, M. S. Bioengineering…" He found himself looking
suddenly, on screen, at two of the strangest faces he had ever seen.
Beardless,
like men without sons, or boys, but devoid of a boy's bloom of youth.
Pale soft faces, thin-boned, yet lined and time-scored; the engineer's
hair was nearly white. The other was thick-bodied, lumpy in a pale blue
lab smock.
Ethan trembled, waiting for the
insanity to strike him from their level, medusan gazes. Nothing
happened. After a moment, he unclutched the desk edge. Perhaps then the
madness that possessed galactic men, slaves to these creatures, was
something only transmitted in the flesh. Some incalculable telepathic
aura? Bravely, he raised his eyes again to the figures in the screen.
So.
That was a woman—two women, in fact. He sought his own reaction; to his
immense relief, he seemed to be profoundly unaffected. Indifference,
even mild revulsion. The Sink of Sin did not appear to be draining his
soul to perdition on sight, always presuming he had a soul. He switched
off the screen with no more emotion than frustrated curiosity. As a
test of his resolution, he would not indulge it further today. He put
the data disk carefully away with the others.
The
freezer box was nearly up to temperature. He readied the fresh buffer
solution baths, set them super-cooling to match the current temperature
of the box's contents. He donned insulated gloves, broke the seals,
lifted the lid.
Shrink wrap? Shrink wrap?
He
peered down into the box in astonishment. Each tissue sample should
have been individually containerized in its own nitrogen bath, surely.
These strange grey lumps were wrapped like so many packets of lunch
meat. His heart sank in terror and bewilderment.
Wait,
wait, don't panic—maybe it was some new galactic technology he hadn't
heard of yet. Gingerly, he searched the box for instructions, even
rooting down among the packets themselves. Nothing. Look and guess time.
He
stared at the little lumps, realizing at last that these were not
cultured tissue at all, but the raw material itself. He was going to
have to do the growth culturing personally. He swallowed. Not
impossible, he reassured himself.
He found a pair
of scissors, cut open the top packet, and dropped its contents, plop,
into a waiting buffer bath. He contemplated it in some dismay. Perhaps
it ought to be segmented, for maximum penetration of the nutrient
solution—no, not yet, that would shatter the cellular structure in its
frozen state. Thaw first.
He poked through the
others, driven by growing unease. Strange, strange. Here was one six
times the size of the other little ovoids, glassy and round. Here was
one that looked revoltingly like a lump of cottage cheese. Suddenly
suspicious, he counted packets. Thirty-eight. And those great big ones
on the bottom—once, during his youthful army service, he had
volunteered for K. P. in the butcher's department, fascinated by
comparative anatomy even then. Recognition dawned like a raging sun.
"That," he hissed through clenched teeth, "is a cow's ovary!"
The
examination was intense, and thorough, and took all afternoon. When he
was done, his laboratory looked like a first-year zoology class had
been doing dissections all over it, but he was quite, quite sure.
He
practically kicked open the door to Desroches' office, and stood hands
clenched, trying to control his ragged breathing.
Desroches
was just donning his coat, the light of home in his eye; he never
turned off the holocube until he was done for the day. He stared at
Ethan's wild, disheveled face. "My God, Ethan, what is it?"
"Trash
from hysterectomies. Leavings from autopsies, for all I know. A quarter
of them are clearly cancerous, half are atrophied, five aren't even
human for God's sake! And every single one of them is dead."
"What?" Desroches gasped, his face draining. "You didn't botch the thawing, did you? Not you—I"
"You
come look. Just come look," Ethan sputtered. He spun on his heel, and
shot over his shoulder, "I don't know what the Population Council paid
for this crud, but we've been screwed."
CHAPTER TWO
"Maybe," the senior Population Council delegate
from Las Sands said hopefully, "it was an honest error. Maybe they
thought the material was intended for medical students or something."
Ethan
wondered why Roachie had dragged him along to this emergency session.
Expert witness? Another time, he might have been awed by his august
surroundings; the deep carpeting, the fine view of the capital, the
long polished ripple-wood table and the grave, bearded faces of the
elders reflected in it. Now he was so angry he barely noticed them.
"That doesn't explain why there were 38 in a box marked 50," he
snapped. "Or those damned cow ovaries—do they imagine we breed
minotaurs here?"
The junior representative from Deleara remarked wistfully, "Our box was totally empty."
"Faugh!"
said Ethan. "Nothing so completely screwed up could be either honest or
an error—' Desroches, looking exasperated, motioned him down, and Ethan
subsided. "Gotta be deliberate sabotage," Ethan continued to him in a
whisper.
"Later," Desroches promised. "We'll get to that later."
The
chairman finished recording the official inventory reports from all
nine Rep Centers, filed them in his comconsole, and sighed. "How the
hell did we pick this supplier, anyway?" he asked, semi-rhetorically.
The
head of the procurement subcommittee dropped two tablets of medication
into a glass of water, and laid his head on his arms to watch them
fizz. "They were the lowest bidder," he said morosely.
"You put the future of Athos in the hands of the lowest bidder?" snarled another member.
"You
all approved it, remember?" replied the procurement head, stung into
animation. "You insisted on it, in fact, when you found the next bidder
would only send thirty for the same price. Fifty different cultures
promised for each Rep Center—you practically peed yourself with glee,
as I recall—"
"Let us keep these proceedings
official, please," the chairman warned. 'We have no time to waste
either apportioning or evading blame. The galactic census ship breaks
orbit in four days, and is the only vector for our decisions until next
year."
"We should have our own jump ships,"
remarked a member. "Then we wouldn't be treed like this, at the mercy
of their schedule."
"Military's been begging for some for years," said another.
"So
which Rep Centers do you want to trade in to pay for them?" asked a
third sarcastically. "We and they are the two biggest items in the
budget, next to the terraforming that grows the food for our children
to eat while they're growing up—do you want to stand up and tell the
people that their child-allotment is to be halved to give those clowns
a pile of toys that produce nothing for the economy in return?"
"Nothing until now," muttered the second speaker cogently.
"Not
to mention the technology we'd have to import—and what, pray tell, are
we going to export to pay for it? It took all our surplus just to—"
"So
make the jump ships pay for themselves. If we had them, we could export
something and obtain enough galactic currency to—"
"It
would directly contravene the purposes of the Founding Fathers to seek
contact with that contaminated culture," interjected a fourth man.
"They put us at the end of this long pipeline in the first place
precisely to protect us from—"
The chairman tapped
the table sharply. "Debates on larger issues belong in the General
Council, gentlemen. We are met today to address a specific problem, and
quickly." His flat, irritated tone did not invite contradiction. There
was a general stirring and shuffling of notes and straightening of
spines.
The junior member from Barca, poked by his
senior, cleared his throat. "There is one possible solution, without
going off-planet. We could grow our own."
"It's exactly because our cultures won't grow any more that we—" began another man.
"No,
no, I understand that—none better," said the Barca man, a Chief of
Staff like Deroches, hastily. "I meant, ah…" he cleared his throat
again. "Grow some female fetuses of our own. They need not even be
brought to term, quite. Then raid them for ovarian material and, er,
begin again."
There was a revolted silence around
the table. The chairman looked like a man sucking on a lemon. The
member from Barca shrank in his seat.
The chairman
spoke at last. "We're not that desperate yet. Although it may be well
to have spoken what others will surely think of eventually."
"It needn't be public knowledge," the Barca man offered.
"I
should hope not," agreed the chairman dryly. "The possibility is noted.
Members will mark this section of the record classified. But I point
out, for all, that this proposal does not address the other, perennial
problem faced by this Council, and Athos: maintaining genetic variety.
It had not pressed on our generation—until now—but we all knew it had
to be faced in the future." His tones grew more mellow. "We would be
shirking our responsibilities to ignore it now and let it be dumped on
our grandsons in the form of a crisis."
There was
a murmur of relief around the table, as logic safely propped emotional
conviction. Even the junior member from Barca looked happier.
"Quite."
"Exactly."
"Just so—"
"Better to kill two chickens with one stone, if we can—"
"Immigration
would help," put in another member, who doubled, one week a year, as
Athos's Department of Immigration and Naturalization. "If we could get
some."
"How many immigrants came on this year's ship?" asked the man across from him.
"Three."
"Hell. Is that an all-time low?"
"No,
year before last there were only two. And two years before that there
weren't any." The Immigration man sighed. "By rights we ought to be
flooded with refugees. Maybe the Founding Fathers were just too
thorough about picking a planet away from it all. I sometimes wonder if
anyone out there has heard of us."
"Maybe the knowledge is suppressed, by, you know—them."
"Maybe
the men trying to get here are turned away at Kline Station, " opined
Deroches. "Maybe only a few are allowed to trickle in."
"It's true," agreed the immigration man, "the ones we do get tend to be a little—well—strange."
"No wonder, considering they're all products of that, uh, traumatic genesis. Not their fault."
The
chairman tapped the table again. "We shall continue this later. We are
agreed, then, to pursue our first choice of an off-planet supply of
cultured tissue—"
Ethan, still fuming, steamed
into speech. "Sirs! You're not thinking of going back to those
scalpers—" Desroches pulled him firmly back into his seat.
"From
some more reputable source," the chairman finished smoothly, with an
odd look at Ethan. Not disapproval; a sort of smiling, silky smugness.
"Gentlemen delegates?"
A murmur of approval rose around the table.
"The
ayes have it; it is so moved. I think we also agree not to make the
same mistake twice; no more sight-unseen purchases. It follows that we
must now choose an agent. Dr. Desroches?"
Desroches
stood. "Thank you, Mr. Chairman. I have, given some thought to this
problem. Of course, the ideal purchasing agent must first of all have
the technical know-how to evaluate, choose, package, and transport the
cultures. That narrows the possible choices considerably, right there.
He must also be a man of proven integrity, not merely because he will
be responsible for nearly all the foreign exchange Athos can muster
this year—"
"All of it," the chairman corrected quietly. "The General Council approved it this morning."
Desroches
nodded, "And not only because the whole future of Athos will depend on
his good judgement, but also that he have the moral fibre to resist,
er, whatever it is out there that, ah, he may encounter."
Women,
of course, and whatever it was they did to men. Was Roachie
volunteering, Ethan wondered? He certainly knew the technical end.
Ethan admired his courage, even if his self-description was bordering
on the swelled-headed. Probably needed it, to psyche himself up. Ethan
did not begrudge it. For Desroches to leave his two sons, on whom he
doted, behind for a whole year…
"He should also be
a man free of family responsibilities, that his absence not put too
great a burden on his designated alternate," Desroches went on.
Every bearded face around the table nodded judiciously.
"—and
finally, he should be a man with the energy and conviction to carry on
regardless of the obstacles fate or, uh, whatever, may throw in his
path." Desroches' hand fell firmly to Ethan's shoulder; the expression
of smug approval on the chairman's face broadened to a smile.
Ethan's
half-formed words of congratulation and commiseration froze in his
throat. Running through his formerly-teeming brain was only one
helpless, recycling phrase: I'll get you for this, Roachie….
"Gentlemen,
I give you Dr. Urquhart." Desroches sat, and grinned cheerily at Ethan.
"Now stand up and talk," he urged.
The silence in
Desroches' ground car on the drive back to Sevarin was long and sullen.
Desroches broke it a little nervously. "Are you willing to admit you
can handle it yet?"
"You set me up for that," growled Ethan at last. "You and the chairman had it all cooked up in advance."
"Had to. I figured you'd be too modest to volunteer."
"Modest, hell. You just figured I'd be easier to nail if I wasn't a moving target."
"I
thought you were the best man for the job. Left to its own devices, God
the Father knows what the committee would have picked. Maybe that idiot
Frankin from Barca. Would you want to put the future of Athos in his
hands?"
"No," Ethan began to agree reluctantly, then hardened. "Yes! Let him get lost out there."
Desroches
grinned, teeth glinting in the feint tinted light from the control
panel. "But the social duty credits you'll be getting—think of it!
Three sons, a decade's accumulation in the normal course of events,
earned in just one year. Generous, I think."
Ethan
had a sudden poignant vision of a holocube for his own desk, filled
with life and laughter. Ponies indeed, and long holidays sailing in the
sunshine, passing on the subtleties of wind and water as his father had
taught him, and the tumble, noise, and chaos of a home teeming with the
future…. But he said glumly, "If I succeed, and if I get back. And
anyway, I have enough social duty credits for a son and a half. It
would have meant a hell of a lot more if they'd coughed up enough
credits to qualify my designated alternate. '
"If
you'll forgive my frankness, people like your foster brother are just
the reason social duty credits may not be transferred," said Desroches.
"He's a charming young man, Ethan, but even you must admit he's totally
irresponsible."
"He's young," argued Ethan uneasily. "He just needs a bit more time to settle."
"Three
years younger than you, I believe? Bull. He'll never settle as long as
he can sponge off you. I think you'd do a lot better for yourself to
find a qualified D.A. and make him your partner than try to make a D.A.
out of Janos."
"Let's leave my personal life out
of this, huh?" snapped Ethan, secretly stung; then added somewhat
inconsistently, "which this mission is going to totally disrupt, by the
way. Thanks heaps." He hunched down in the passenger side as the car
knifed the night.
"It could be worse," said
Desroches. "We really could have activated your Army Reserve status,
made it a military order, and sent you out on a corpsman's pay.
Fortunately, you saw the light."
"I didn't think you were bluffing."
"We
weren't." Desroches sighed, and grew less jocular. "We didn't pick you
casually, Ethan. You're not going to be an easy man to replace at
Sevarin."
Desroches dropped Ethan off at the
garden apartment he shared with his foster brother, and continued on
out of town with a reminder of an early start at the Rep Center
tomorrow. Ethan sighed acknowledgement. Four days. Two only allowed to
orient his chief assistant to his sudden new duties and wind up his own
personal affairs—should he make a will?—one day of briefing in the
capital by the Population Council, and then report to the shuttleport.
Ethan's brain balked at the impossibility of it all.
So
much would simply have to be left hanging at the Rep Center. He thought
suddenly of Brother Haas's JJY son, successfully started three months
ago. Ethan had planned to personally officiate at his birthday, as he
had personally seen to his fertilization; alpha and omega, to savor
however briefly and vicariously the joyous fruits of his labors. He
would be long gone before that date.
Approaching
his door, he tripped over Janos's electric bike, dumped carelessly
between the flower tubs. Much as Ethan admired Janos's fine idealistic
indifference to material wealth, he wished he'd take better care of his
things—but it had always been so.
Janos was the
son of Ethan's own father's D.A.; the two had raised all their sons
together, as they had run their business together, an experimental and
ultimately successful fish farm on the South Province coast, as they
had melded their lives together, seamlessly. Between son and foster-son
no line was ever drawn. Ethan the eldest, bookish and inquisitive,
destined from birth to higher education and higher service; Steve and
Stanislaus, born each within a week of the other, each flatteringly
bred from their father's partner's ovarian culture stock; Janos,
boundlessly energetic, witty as quicksilver; Bret, the baby, the
musical one. Ethan's family. He had missed them, achingly, in the army,
in school, in his too-good-to-be-passed-up new job at Sevarin.
When
Janos had followed Ethan to Sevarin, eager to trade country life for
town life, Ethan had been comforted. No matter that it had interrupted
Ethan's tentative social experimentation. Ethan, shy in spite of his
achievements, loathed the singles scene and was glad of an excuse to
escape it. They had fallen comfortably back into the pattern of their
early teenage sexual intimacy. Ethan sought comfort tonight, more
inwardly frightened than even his sarcastic banter with Desroches had
revealed.
The apartment was dark, too quiet. Ethan
made a rapid pass through all the rooms, then, reluctantly, checked the
garage.
His lightflyer was gone. Custom-built,
first fruits of a year's savings from his recently augmented salary as
department head; Ethan had owned it all of two weeks. He swore, then
choked back the oath. He really had intended to let Janos try it, once
the newness had worn off. Too little grace time left to start an
argument over trifles.
He returned to the
apartment, dutifully considered bed. No—too little time. He checked the
comconsole. No message, naturally. Janos had doubtless intended to be
home before Ethan. He tried the comlink to the lightflyer's number; no
answer. He smiled suddenly, punched up a city grid on the comconsole,
and entered a code. The beacon was one of the little refinements of the
luxury model—and there it was, parked not two kilometers away at
Founders' Park. Janos partying nearby? Very well, Ethan would get out
of his domestic rut and join him tonight, and doubtless startle him
considerably by not being angry about the unauthorized borrowing.
The
night wind ruffled his dark hair and chilled him awake as he neared
Founders' Park on the purring electric bike. But it was the sight of
the emergency vehicles' flashing yellow lights that froze his bones.
God the Father—no, no; no need to assume that just because Janos and
the rescue squad were in the same vicinity, there was some causal
connection.
No ambulance, no city police, just a
couple of garage tows. Ethan relaxed slightly. But if there was no
blood on the pavement, why the fascinated crowd? He brought the bike to
a halt near the grove of rustling oak trees, and followed the
spectators' upturned faces and the white fingers of the searchlights
into the high leafy foliage.
His lightflyer. Parked in the top of a 25-meter-tall oak tree.
No—crashed
in the top of the 25-meter oak tree. Vanes bent all to hell and gone,
half-retracted wings crumpled, doors sprung open, gaping to the ground;
his heart nearly failed him at the sight of the dangling empty pilot
restraint harness hanging out. The wind sighed, the branches creaked
ominously, and the crowd did a hasty prudent backstep. Ethan surged
through them. No blood on the pavement…
"Hey, mister, you better not stand under there."
"That's
my flyer," Ethan said. "It's in a damned tree…" He cleared his throat
to bring his voice back down an octave to its normal range. There was a
certain hypnotizing fascination to it. He tore himself away, whirled to
grab the garageman by his jacket.
"The guy who was flying that—where… ?"
"Oh, they took him off hours ago."
"General Hospital?"
"Hell
no. He was feeling no pain at all. His friend got a cut on the head,
but I think they just sent him home in the ambulance. City police
station, I imagine, for the driver. He was singing."
"Aw, sh—"
"You say you own this vehicle?" a man in a city parks department uniform accosted Ethan.
"I'm Dr. Ethan Urquhart, yes?"
The
parks man pulled out a comm panel and punched up a half-completed form.
"Do you realize that tree is nearly 200 years old? Planted by the
Founders themselves—irreplaceable historic value. And it's split
halfway down—"
"Got it, Fred," came a shout from on high.
"Lower away!"
"—responsibility for damages—"
A
creak of strained wood, a rustle from above, an "Ah," from the crowd—a
high-pitched rising whine as an antigrav unit suddenly failed to phase
properly.
"Oh, shit!" came a yowl from the treetops. The crowd scattered with cries of warning.
Five meters per second, thought Ethan with hysterical irrelevancy. Times 25 meters times how many kilograms?
The
nose-down impact on the granite cobblestones starred the gleaming red
outer shell of the flyer with fracture lines from front to rear. In the
sudden silence after the great crunch Ethan could quite clearly hear an
elfin tinkle of expensive electronic instrumentation within, coming to
rest a little out of phase with the main mass.
Janos's blond head turned, startled, at Ethan's tread upon the tiles of the Sevarin City Police Station.
"Oh, Ethan," he said plaintively. "I've had a hell of a day." He paused. "Uh—did you find your flyer?"
"Yeah."
"It'll be all right, just leave it to me. I called the garage."
The
bearded police sergeant with whom Janos was dealing across the counter
snickered audibly. "Maybe it'll hatch out some tricycles up there."
"It's down," said Ethan shortly. "And I've paid the bill for the tree."
"The tree?"
"Damages thereto."
"Oh."
"How?" asked Ethan. "The tree, I mean."
"It was the birds, Ethan," Janos explained.
"The birds. Force you down, did they?"
Janos
laughed uneasily. Sevarin's avian population, all descendants of
mutated chickens escaped from the early settlers and gone feral, were a
diverse lean lot already hinting at speciation, but still not exactly
great flyers. They were considered something of a municipal nuisance;
Ethan glanced covertly at the police sergeant's face, and was relieved
by a marked lack of concern at the birds' fate. He didn't think he
could face a bill for chickens.
"Yeah, uh," said
Janos, "you see, we found out we could tumble 'em—make a close pass,
they'd go whipping around like a whirligig. Just like flying a fighter,
and dive-bombing the enemy…" Janos's hands began to make evocative
passes through the air, heroic starfighters.
Athos
had had no military enemies in 200 years. Ethan gritted his teeth,
maintained reason. "And ended up dive-bombing the tree in the dark
instead. I suppose I can see how that could happen."
"Oh, it was before dark."
Ethan made a quick calculation. "Why weren't you at work?"
"It
was your fault, really. If you hadn't left before dawn on that joy
junket to the capital, I wouldn't have overslept."
"I reset the alarm."
"You know that's never enough."
True.
Getting Janos upright and correctly aimed out the door in the morning
was exhausting as setting-up exercises.
"Anyway,"
Janos continued, "the boss got shitty about it. The upshot was, uh—I
got fired this morning." He seemed to be finding his boots suddenly
very interesting.
"Just for being late? That's
unreasonable. Look, I'll talk to the guy in the morning—somehow—if you
want, and—"
"Uh, don't—don't bother."
Ethan
looked at Janos's sunny, even features more closely. No contusions, no
bandages on those long lithe limbs, but he was definitely favoring his
right elbow. It might just be from the flyer accident—but Ethan had
seen that particular pattern of barked knuckles before.
"What happened to your arm?"
"The boss and his pet goon got a little rough, showing me out the door."
"Damn it! They can't—"
"It was after I took a swing at him," Janos admitted reluctantly, shifting.
Ethan
counted to ten, and resumed breathing. No time. No time. "So you spent
the afternoon getting drunk with—who?"
"Nick," said Janos, and hunched, waiting for the explosion.
"Mm.
I suppose that accounts for the onslaught on the birds, then." Nick was
Janos's buddy for all the competitive games that left Ethan cold; in
his darker and more paranoid moments, Ethan occasionally suspected
Janos of having something on the side with him. No time now. Janos
unbundled, looking surprised, when no explosion came.
Ethan
dug out his wallet and turned politely to the police sergeant. "What
will it take to spring the Scourge of the Sparrows out of here,
Officer?"
"Well, sir—unless you wish to make some further charge with respect to your vehicle…"
Ethan shook his head.
"It's all been taken care of in the night court. He's free to go."
Ethan was relieved, but astonished. "No charges? Not even for—"
"Oh,
there were charges, sir. Operating a vehicle while intoxicated, to the
public danger, damaging city property—and the fees for the rescue teams
…" The sergeant detailed these at some length.
"Did
they give you severance pay, then?" Ethan asked Janos, running a
confused mental calculation from his foster brother's last known
financial balance.
"Uh, not exactly. C'mon, let's go home. I've got a hell of a headache."
The
sergeant counted back the last of Janos's personal property; Janos
scribbled his name on the receipt without even glancing at it.
Janos
made the noise of the electric bike an excuse not to continue the
conversation during the ride home. This was a strategic error, as it
allowed Ethan time to review his mental arithmetic.
"How'd
you buy your way out of that?" Ethan asked, closing the front door
behind him. He glanced across the front room at the digital; in three
hours he was supposed to be getting up for work.
"Don't
worry," said Janos, kicking his boots under the couch and making for
the kitchen. "It's not coming out of your pocket this time."
"Whose, then? You didn't borrow money from Nick, did you?" Ethan demanded, following.
"Hell,
no. He's broker than I am." Janos pulled a bulb of beer from the
cupboard, bit the refrigeration tube, and drew. "Hair of the dog. Want
one?" he offered slyly.
Ethan refused to be baited into a diversionary lecture on Janos's drinking habits, clearly the intent. "Yeah."
Janos
raised a surprised eyebrow, and tossed him a bulb. Ethan took it and
flopped into a chair, legs stretched out. A mistake, sitting; the day's
emotional exhaustion washed over him. "The fines, Janos."
Janos sidled off. "They took them out of my social duty credits, of course."
"Oh,
God!" Ethan cried wearily. "I swear you've been going backwards ever
since you got out of the damned army! Anyone could have enough credits
to be a D.A. by now, without volunteering for anything." A red urge to
take Janos and bash his head into the wall shook him, restrained only
by the terrible effort required to stand up again. "I can't leave a
baby with you all day if you're going to go on like this!"
"Hell,
Ethan, who's asking you to? I got no time for the little
shit-factories. They cramp your style. Well—not your style, I suppose.
You're the one who's all hot for paternity, not me. Working at that
Center overtime has turned your brain. You used to be fun." Janos,
apparently recognizing he had crossed the line of Ethan's amazing
tolerance at last, was retreating toward the bathroom.
"The
Rep Centers are the heart of Athos," said Ethan bitterly. "All our
future. But you don't care about Athos, do you? You don't care about
anything but what's inside your own skin."
"Mm,"
Janos, judging from his brief grin about to try to turn Ethan's anger
with an obscene joke, took in his dark face and thought better of it.
The
struggle was suddenly too much for Ethan. He let his empty beer bulb
drop to the floor from slack fingers. His mouth twisted in sardonic
resignation. "You can have the lightflyer, when I leave."
Janos paused, shocked white. "Leave? Ethan, I never meant—"
"Oh.
Not that kind of leave. This has nothing to do with you. I forgot I
hadn't told you yet—the Population Council's sending me on some urgent
business for them. Classified. Top secret. To Jackson's Whole. I'll be
gone at least a year."
"Now who doesn't care?"
said Janos angrily. "Off for a year without so much as a by-your-leave.
What about me? What am I supposed to do while you're …" Janos's voice
plowed into silence. "Ethan—isn't Jackson's Whole a planet? Out there?
With—with—them on it?"
Ethan nodded. "I leave in
four—no, three days, on the galactic census ship. You can have all my
things. I don't know—what's going to happen out there."
Janos's chiseled face was drained sober. In a small voice he said, "I'll go clean up."
Comfort at last, but Ethan was asleep in his chair before Janos came out of the bathroom.
CHAPTER THREE
Kline Station was an accretion of three hundred
years; even so Ethan was unprepared for the size of it, and the
complexity. It straddled a region of space where no less than six
fruitful jump routes emerged within a reasonable sublight boost of each
other. The dark star nearby hosted no planets at all, and so Kline
Station rode a slow orbit far out of its gravity well, cresting the
Stygian cold.
Kline Station had been full of
history even when Athos was first settled; it had been the jumping-off
point for the Founding Fathers' noble experiment. A poor fortress, but
a great place to do business, it had changed hands a number of times as
one or another of its neighbors sought it as a guardian of its gates,
not to mention a source of cash flow. Presently it maintained a
precarious political independence based on bribery, determination,
suppleness in business practice, and a stiffness in internal loyalty
bordering on patriotism. A hundred thousand citizens lived in its mazy
branches, augmented at peak periods of traffic by perhaps a fifth as
many transients.
So much Ethan had learned from
the crew of the census courier. The crew of eight was all male not,
Ethan found, out of regular rule or respect for the laws of Athos, but
from the disinclination of female employees of the Bureau to spend four
months on the round-trip voyage without a downside leave. It gave Ethan
a little breather, before being plunged into galactic culture. The crew
was courteous to him, but not so encouraging as to break through
Ethan's own timid reserve, and so he had spent much of the two months
en route in his own cabin, studying and worrying.
As
preparation, he'd decided to read all the articles by and about women
in his Betan Journals of Reproductive Medicine. There was the ship's
library, of course, but its contents certainly had not been approved by
the Athosian Board of Censors, and Ethan was not really sure what
degree of dispensation he was supposed to have on this mission. Better
to stock up on virtue, he reasoned glumly; he was probably going to
need it.
Women. Uterine replicators with legs, as
it were. He was not sure if they were supposed to be inciters to sin,
or sin was inherent in them, like juice in an orange, or sin was caught
from them like a virus. He should have paid more attention during his
boyhood religious instruction, not that the subject had ever been
anything but mysteriously talked around. And yet, when he'd read one
Journal edited of names as a scientific test, he'd found the articles
indistinguishable as to the sex of the author.
This
made no sense. Maybe it was only their souls, not their brains, that
were so different? The one article he'd been sure was a man's work
turned out to be by a Betan hermaphrodite, a sex which hadn't even
existed when the Founding Fathers had fled to Athos, and where did they
fit in? He lost himself, for a while, imagining the flap in Athosian
Customs should such a creature present itself for entry, as the
bureaucrats tried to decide whether to admit its maleness or exclude
its femaleness—it would probably be referred to a committee for about a
century, by which time the hermaphrodite would have conveniently solved
the problem by dying of old age….
Kline Station
Customs were made nearly equally tedious by the most thorough
microbiological inspection and control procedure Ethan had ever seen.
Kline Station, it appeared, cared not if you were smuggling guns,
drugs, or political refugees, as long as your shoes harbored no mutant
fungi. Ethan's terror and—he admitted to himself—ravenous curiosity had
mounted to a fever when he was at last permitted to walk through the
flex tube from the courier into the rest of the universe.
The
rest of the universe was disappointing at first glance, a dingy chilly
freighter docking bay. The mechanical working side of Kline Station, to
be sure, like the backside of a tapestry that probably made a fine show
from some more intended perspective. Ethan puzzled over which of a
dozen exits led to human habitation. The ship's crew was obviously
busy, or out of sight; the microbial inspection team had dashed off as
soon as its task was done, like as not to another job. A lone figure
was leaning casually against a wall at the mouth of an exit ramp in the
universal languid pose of idleness watching work. Ethan approached it
for directions.
The crisp grey-and-white uniform
was unfamiliar to Ethan, but obviously military even without the clue
of the sidearm on the hip. Only a legal stunner, but it looked
well-cared-for and not at all new. The slim young soldier looked up at
Ethan's step, inventoried him, he felt, with one glance, and smiled
politely.
"Pardon me, sir," Ethan began, and
halted uncertainly. Hips too wide for the wiry figure, eyes too large
and far apart above a small chiseled nose, jaw thin-boned and small,
beardless skin fine as an infant's—it might have been a particularly
elegant boy, but…
Her laughter pealed like a bell,
entirely too loud for the reddening Ethan. "You must be the Athosian,"
she chuckled.
Ethan began to back away. Well, she
didn't look like the middle-aged scientists portrayed in the Betan
Journal. It was a perfectly natural mistake, surely. He had resolved
earlier to avoid speaking to women as much as humanly possible, and
here he was already—"How do I get out of here?" he mumbled, darting
cornered glances around the docking bay.
She raised her eyebrows. "Didn't they give you a map?"
Ethan shook his head nervously.
"Why,
that's practically criminal, turning a stranger loose in Kline Station
without a map. You could go out looking for the commode and starve to
death before you found your way back. Ah ha, the very man I'm looking
for. Hi! Dom!" she hailed a courier crewman just now crossing the
docking bay with a duffle slung over his shoulder. "Over here!"
The
crewman changed course, his annoyance melting into the look of a man
eager to please, if slightly puzzled. He stood straighter than Ethan
had ever seen him, sucking in his gut. "Do I know you, ma'am—I hope?"
"Well,
you ought to—you sat next to me in disaster drill class for two years.
I admit it's been a while." She ran a hand through her dark cropped
curls. "Picture longer hair. C'mon, the re-gen didn't change my face
that much! I'm Elli."
His mouth made an "o" of astonishment. "By the gods! Elli Quinn? What have you done to yourself?"
She touched one molded cheekbone. "Complete facial regeneration. Do you like it?"
"It's fantastic!"
"Betan work, you know—the best."
"Yeah,
but—" Dom's face puckered. "Why? It's not like you were so hard to look
at, before you ran off to join the mercenaries." He gave her a grin
that was like a sly poke in the ribs, although his hands were clasped
behind his back like a boy's at a bakery window. "Or did you strike it
rich?"
She touched her face again, less
cheerfully. "No, I haven't taken up hijacking. It was sort of a
necessity—caught a plasma beam to the head in a boarding battle out Tau
Verde way, a few years back. I looked a little funny with no face at
all, so Admiral Naismith, who does not do things by halves, bought me a
new one."
"Oh," said Dom, quelled.
Ethan,
who found his enthusiasm over the woman's facial aesthetics a trifle
baffling, had no trouble sympathizing with this; any plasma burn was
horrendous—this one must have come close to killing her. He eyed the
face with a new medical interest.
"Didn't you start out with Admiral Oser's group?" asked Dom. "That's still his uniform, isn't it?'
"Ah.
Allow me to introduce myself. Commander Elli Quinn, Dendarii Free
Mercenary Fleet, at your service." She bowed with a flourish. "The
Dendarii sort of annexed Oser, and his uniforms, and me—and it's been a
step up in the world, let me tell you. But I, sir, have home leave for
the first time in ten years, and intend to enjoy it. Popping up beside
old classmates and giving them heart failure—flashing my credit rating
in front of all the people who predicted I'd come to a bad end—speaking
of coming to a bad end, you seem to have turned your passenger here
loose without a map."
Dom eyed the mercenary
officer suspiciously. "That wasn't intended as a pun, was it? I've been
on this run four years, and I am so damned tired of coming back to a
lot of half-witted bend-over jokes—"
The mercenary
woman's laughter burst against the overhead girders, her head thrown
back. "The secret of your abandonment revealed, Athosian, " she said to
Ethan. "Should I take him in hand, then, being by virtue of my sex
innocent of the suspicion of, er, unnatural lusts?"
"For
all of me, you can," allowed Dom, shrugging. "I have a wife to get home
to." He walked pointedly around Ethan.
"Good-oh. I'll look you up later, all right?" said the woman.
The
crewman nodded to her, rather regretfully, and trod off up the exit
ramp. Ethan, left alone with the woman, suppressed an urge to run after
him begging protection. Recalling vaguely that economic servitude was
one of the marks of the damned, he had a sudden horrible suspicion that
she might be after his money—and he was carrying Athos's entire purse
for the year. He became intensely conscious of her sidearm.
Amusement
livened her strange face. "Don't look so worried. I'm not going to eat
you," she snickered suddenly,"—conversion therapy not being my line."
"Glck,"
blurted Ethan, and cleared his throat. "I am a faithful man," he
quavered. "To, to Janos. Would you like to see a picture of Janos?"
"I'll
take your word for it," she replied easily. The amusement softened to
something like sympathy. "I really have you spooked, don't I? What, am
I by chance the first woman you've met?"
Ethan nodded. Twelve exits, and he had to pick this one….
She
sighed. "I believe you." She paused thoughtfully. "You could use a
faithful native guide, though. Kline Station has a reputation for
travelers' aid to uphold—it's good for business. And I'm a friendly
cannibal."
Ethan shook his head with a paralyzed smile.
She
shrugged. "Well, maybe when you get over your culture shock I'll run
across you again. Are you going to have a long layover?" She pulled an
object from her pocket, a tiny holovid projector. "You get one of these
automatically when you get off a proper passenger ship—I don't need
mine." A colorful schematic sprang into the air. "We're here. You want
to be here, in the branch called Transients' Lounge—nice facilities,
you can get a room—actually, you can get most anything, but I fancy
you'd prefer the staid end of things. This section. Up this ramp and
take the second cross-corridor. Know how to operate this thing? Good
luck—" She pressed the map module into his hand, flashed a last smile,
and vanished into another exit.
He gathered his
meager belongings and found his way to the transients' area eventually,
after only a few wrong turns. He passed many more women en route,
infesting the corridors, the bubble-car tubes, the slidewalks and lift
tubes and arcades, but thankfully none accosted him. They seemed to be
everywhere. One had a helpless infant in her arms. He stifled a heroic
impulse to snatch the child out of danger. He could hardly complete his
mission with a baby in tow and besides, he couldn't possibly rescue
them all. It also occurred to him, belatedly, as he dodged a squad of
giggling children racing across his path to swoop like sparrows up a
lift tube, that there was a 50% chance the infant was female anyway. It
assuaged his conscience a little.
Ethan chose a
room on the basis of price, after an alarming teleconference between
the transient hostel's concierge, the Kline Station public computer
system, a Transients' Ombudsman, and no less than four live human
officials on ascending rungs of the station's governing hierarchy about
the exchange rate to be assigned to Ethan's Athosian pounds. They were
actually quite kind in computing the most favorable translation of his
funds, via two currencies of which Ethan had never heard, into the
maximum possible number of Betan dollars. Betan dollars were one of the
harder and more universally acceptable currencies available. Still he
ended with what seemed far fewer dollars than he had had pounds before,
and he passed hastily over the preferred Imperial Suite in favor of an
Economy Cabin.
Economy proved more cabinet than
cabin. When he was asleep, Ethan assured himself, he wouldn't mind.
Now, however, he was wide awake. He touched the pressure pad to inflate
the bed and lay on it anyway, mentally reviewing his instructions and
trying to ignore an odd myopic illusion that the walls were pressing
inward.
When the Population Council had finally
sat down to calculate it, returning the shipment to Jackson's Whole
with Ethan to demand their money back cost more than the dubious
refund, so Jackson's Whole was scrubbed. Ethan was at last, after much
debate, given broad discretionary powers to choose another supplier on
the basis of the freshest information available at Kline Station.
There
were subsidiary instructions. Keep it under budget. Get the best. Go as
far afield as needed. Don't waste money on unnecessary travel. Avoid
personal contact with galactics; tell them nothing of Athos. Cultivate
galactics to recruit immigrants; tell them all about the wonders of
Athos. Don't make waves. Don't let them push you around. Keep an eye
peeled for additional business opportunities. Personal use of Council
funds will be considered peculation, and prosecuted as such.
Fortunately, the Chairman had spoken to Ethan privately after the committee briefing.
"Those your notes?" he nodded to the clutch of papers and discs Ethan was juggling. "Give them to me."
And he dropped them into his oubliette.
"Get the stuff and get back," he told Ethan. "All else is gas."
Ethan's
heart lifted at the memory. He smiled slowly, sat up, tossed his map
module in the air and caught it in a smooth swipe, pocketed it, and
went for a walk.
In Transients' Lounge Ethan found
the bright face of the tapestry at last by the simple expedient of
taking a bubble car through the tubes to the most luxurious passenger
dock, turning around, and walking back the other way. Framed in crystal
and chrome were sweeping panoramas of the galactic night, of other
branches of the Station shot with candy-colored lights, of the
glittering wheels of the earliest sections turning forever for the sake
of their obsolete centrifugal gravities. Not abandoned—nothing was ever
wholly abandoned in this society—but some put to less urgent uses,
others half-dismantled for salvage that Kline Station might grow, like
a snake eating its tail.
Within the soaring
transparent walls of Transients' Lounge rioted a green fecundity of
vines, trees in tubs, air ferns, orchids, muted tinkling chimes,
bizarre fountains running backward, upside down, spiraling around the
dizzy catwalks, lively intricate trickery with the artificial gravity.
Ethan paused to stare in fascination for fifteen minutes at one
fountain, sheeting water suspended in air, running endlessly in the
form of a moebius strip. A breath away, across the transparent barrier,
a cold that could turn all to stone in an instant lurked in deathly
silence. The artistic contrast was overwhelming, and Ethan was not the
only downsider transient who stood transfixed in open wonder.
Bordering
the parks section were cafes and restaurants where, Ethan calculated,
if he only ate once a week he might dine, and hostelries where patrons
who could afford the restaurants four times a day dwelt. And theaters,
and feelie-dream booths, and an arcade which, according to its
directory, offered travelers the solace of some eighty-six officially
established religions. Athos's, of course, was not among them. Ethan
passed what was obviously the funeral procession of some philosophic
person who spurned cryogenic storage in favor of microwave
cremation—Ethan, eyes still full of the endless dark beyond the trees,
thought he could understand a preference for fire over ice—and some
mysterious ceremony whose principals, a woman wrapped in red silk and a
man in spangled blue, were pelted with rice by giggling friends who
then tied dozens of strings around the pair's wrists.
Coming
to the core of the section, Ethan got down to business. Here were the
consuls, embassies, and offices of commercial agents from a score of
planets who shipped through the nexus of Kline Station's local space.
Here, presumably, he would get a lead on a biological supplier who
could fulfill Athos's needs. Then buy a ticket for the chosen planet,
then—but Kline Station itself was sensory overload enough for one day.
Dutifully,
Ethan at least peeked into the Betan Embassy. Unfortunately, its
commercial directory computer interface was manned by what was
obviously a female expediter. Ethan withdrew hastily without speaking
to her. Perhaps he'd try later, during another shift. He pointedly
ignored the collection of consuls representing the great syndicated
houses of Jackson's Whole. Ethan did resolve to send House Bharaputra a
stiff note of complaint, though, later.
Passing
back through from this direction, Ethan's chosen hostel did indeed look
staid. He estimated he'd walked a couple of kilometers through various
levels from the luxury docks, but a curiosity that grew rather than
faded with each new sight and discovery drew him out of Transients'
Lounge entirely, into the Stationers' own sections. Here the decor
diminished from staid to utilitarian.
The odors
from a small cafeteria, tucked between a customized plastics fabricator
and a pressure suit repair facility, reminded Ethan suddenly that he
hadn't eaten since leaving shipboard. But there were a great many women
within. He reversed the impulse and withdrew, feeling very hungry. A
random walk led him down two more little tubes into a narrow, rather
grubby commercial arcade. He was not far from the docking area by which
he'd entered Kline Station. His wanderings were arrested by the smell
of overused frying grease drifting from one doorway. He peered into the
dimly-lit interior.
A number of men in a
kaleidoscope of Stationer work uniforms were lounging at tables and
along a counter in attitudes of repose. It was evidently some sort of
break room. There was no women present at all. Ethan's oppressed
spirits lifted. Perhaps he could relax here, even get something to eat.
He might even strike up a conversation. Indeed, remembering his
instructions from the Athosian Department of Immigration, he had a duty
to do so. Why not start now?
Ignoring a queasy
subliminal feeling of unease—this was no time to let his shyness rule
him—he entered, blinking. More than a break room. Judging from the
alcoholic smell of the beverages, these men must be off-duty
altogether. It was some sort of recreational facility, then, though it
resembled an Athosian club not at all. Ethan wondered wistfully if one
could get artichoke beer here. Being Stationer, it would more likely be
based on algae or something. He suppressed a homesick twinge, moistened
his lips, and walked boldly up to a group of half-a-dozen men in
color-coded coveralls clustered around the counter. Stationers must be
used to seeing Transients far more bizarrely dressed than his plain
casual Athosian shirt, jacket, trousers, and shoes, but for a moment he
wished for the doctor's whites he wore at the Rep Center, all clean and
crisp from the laundry, that always lent him their reassuring sense of
official identity.
"How do you do," Ethan began
politely. "I represent the Bureau of Immigration and Naturalization of
the Planet Athos. If I may, I'd like to tell you about the pioneering
opportunities for settlement still available there—"
The
sudden dead silence of his audience was interrupted by a large worker
in green coveralls. "Athos? The Planet of the Fags? You on the level?"
"Can't be," said another, in blue. "Those guys never stick their noses off their home dirtball."
A third man, all in yellow, said something extremely coarse.
Ethan
took a breath and began again, valiantly. "I assure you, I am indeed on
the level. My name is Ethan Urquhart; I am myself a doctor of
reproductive medicine. A crisis has arisen recently in our birth rate—"
Green-coveralls gave a bark of laughter. "I'll bet! Let me tell you what you're doing wrong, buddy—"
The
coarse one, from whom alcoholic esters were wafting in high
concentration, said something depressingly one-track. Green-coveralls
chortled and patted Ethan familiarly on the stomach. "You're in the
wrong store, Athosian. Beta Colony's the place to go for a
change-of-sex operation. After that, you can get knocked up in no time."
One-track
repeated himself. Ethan turned to him, his outrage and confusion taking
refuge in stiff formality. "Sir, you seem to have some sadly narrow
preconceptions about my planet. Personal relationships are a matter of
individual preference, and entirely private. In fact there are many
communes, strict interpreters of the Founding Fathers, who take vows of
chastity. They are highly respected—"
"Yeech!" cried Green-coveralls raucously. "That's even worse!" A roar of laughter went up from his co-workers.
Ethan
felt his face flush. "Excuse me. I am a stranger here. This is the only
place I've seen on Kline Station that is free of women, and I thought
some reasonable discourse might be possible. It's a very serious—"
One-track made a loud remark in the same vein.
Ethan wheeled around and slugged him.
Then
froze, horror-stricken at his own dreadful breach of control. This
wasn't the behavior of an ambassador—he must apologize at once—
"Free
of women?" One-track snarled, scrambling back to his feet, his eyes red
and drunken and feral. "Is that why you came in here—bloody procuring?
I'll show you—"
Ethan found himself secured
abruptly from behind by two of One-track's burlier friends. He
trembled, suppressing a terrified impulse to struggle and break free.
If he stayed cool maybe he could still—
"Hey, fellows, take it easy," Green-coveralls began anxiously. "He's obviously just a transient—"
The
first blow doubled Ethan over, his breath whistling between clenching
teeth. The two pinioning him straightened him up again."—what we do to
your type," wham! "around here!"
Ethan found he
had no breath left with which to apologize. He hoped desperately
One-track wasn't going to make a very long speech. But One-track
continued, punctuating Ethan regularly.
"—bloody—damned—nosing around our—"
A
light, sardonic alto voice interrupted. "Aren't you a little worried by
the odds? What if he gets loose, and gangs up on the six of you?"
Ethan
twisted his head around; it was the mercenary woman, Commander Quinn.
She bounced lightly on her feet, head cocked alertly.
Green-coveralls
swore reverently under his breath; One-track just swore. "Come on,
Zed," said Green-coveralls, laying a hand on his comrade's arm,
although never taking his eyes from the woman's face, "That's enough,
I'm thinking."
One-track shook himself free. "And what's this dirt-sucker to you, Sweetie?" he snapped.
One
corner of the woman's carved mouth twisted up; Blue-coverall's lips
parted in entrancement. "Suppose I say I'm his military advisor?" she
said.
"Fag-loving women," One-track swore, "are worse than the fags themselves—" and continued in crudeness.
"Zed,"
muttered Blue-coveralls, "can it. She's not a tech, she's a troop.
Combat vet—look at her insignia—" There was a stir in the back of the
room, as several neutral observers made prudent exits.
"All drunks are a pain," drawled the woman to the air, "but aggressive drunks are just plain disgusting."
One-track
shoved toward her, mouthing confused obscenities. She waited in
stillness until he crossed some invisible boundary. There was a sudden
buzz and a flash of blue light. Ethan realized as the weapon spun in
her hand and melted soundlessly back into its holster that the pause
had been for stunner nimbus; all others in the group were out of range
and untouched.
"Take a nap," she sighed. She
glanced up at the two men still holding Ethan. "That your friend?" she
nodded to the prone One-track, unconscious on the floor. "You should be
more choosy. Friends like that can get you killed."
Ethan
was hastily dropped. His knees buckled as he folded over his aching
belly. The mercenary woman pulled him back to his feet. "C'mon,
pilgrim. Let me take you back where you belong."
"I
should have said, 'Why, are you missing yours?'," Ethan decided.
"That's what I should have said to him. Or maybe—"
Commander
Quinn's lips curved. Ethan wondered irritably why everyone around here
seemed to find Athosians so amusing, except for the ones who acted like
he was offering them a dose of leprosy. A sudden new fear put him so
off-balance he very nearly clutched the mercenary's arm. "Oh, God the
Father. Are those constables?"
A pair of men were
nearing them in the corridor. Their uniforms were pine green slashed
with sky blue, and an intimidating array of equipment hung from their
utility belts. Ethan felt a sudden stab of guilt. "Maybe I should turn
myself in—get it over with. I did assault that man—"
Commander
Quinn's mouth quivered with amusement. "Not unless you're incubating
some rare new plant virus under your fingernails. Those guys are
Biocontrol—the ecology cops. Underfoot all over Kline Station," she
paused to exchange polite nods with the men, who passed on, and added
under her breath, "bunch of compulsive hand-washers." She continued
after a meditative moment, "Don't cross them, though. They have
unlimited powers of search and seizure—you could find yourself being
forcibly deloused, with no appeal."
Ethan thought about that. "I suppose station ecology is much less resilient than planetary."
"Balanced
on a wire, between fire and ice," she agreed. "Some places have
religion. Here we have safety drills. By the way, if you ever see a
patch of frost forming anywhere but a docking bay, report it at once."
They
re-entered Transients' Lounge. Her eyes were too penetrating, edgy with
seriousness, for her quirking mouth, and they made Ethan hideously
uneasy. "Hope that little incident doesn't put you off Stationers, '
she said. "What say I take you to dinner, to make up for my fellow
citizens' bad manners?"
Was this some sort of
proposition, a ploy to get him alone and helpless? He edged farther
from her, as she paced softly beside him like a predatory cat.
"I—I'm
not ungrateful," he stammered, his voice rising in pitch, "but, uh, I
have a stomach ache," quite true, "thank you anyway," there was a lift
tube to the next level, the one his hostel was on, "good-bye!"
He
bolted for the tube, leaped in. Reaching upward did nothing to speed
his ascent. His last shreds of dignity kept him from flapping his arms.
He offered her a strained smile through the crystal sides of the tube
as her level fell away in dreamy slowness, distorted, foreshortened,
blinked out.
He nipped out of the tube at his exit
and darted behind a sort of free-form sculpture with plants nearby in
the hallway. He peered through the leaves. She did not chase him. He
unwound eventually, slumping on a bench for a long, numb time. Safe at
last.
He heaved a sigh and got to his feet, and
dragged off up the mall. His little cubicle seemed newly attractive.
Something very bland to eat from the room service console, a shower,
and bed. No more exploratory adventures. Tomorrow he would get right to
business. Gather his data, choose the supplier, and ship out on the
first available transport…
A man dressed in some
planetary fashion of dull neutrality, plain grey tunic and trousers,
approached Ethan on the esplanade, smiling. "Dr. Urquhart?" He grasped
Ethan's arm.
Ethan smiled back in uncertain
courtesy. Then stiffened, his mouth opening to cry indignant protest as
the hypospray prickled his arm. A heartbeat, and his mouth slackened,
the cry unspent. The man guided him gently toward a bubble car in the
tubeway.
Ethan's feet felt vague, like balloons.
He hoped the man wouldn't let go, lest he bob helplessly up to the
ceiling and hang upside down with things falling out of his pockets on
the passersby. The mirrored canopy of the bubble car closed over his
unfocused gaze like a nictitating membrane.
CHAPTER FOUR
Ethan came to awareness in a hostel room much
larger and more luxurious than his own. His reason flowed with slow
clarity, like honey. The rest of him floated in a sweet, languid
euphoria. Distantly, under his heart, or down in his throat, something
whined and cried and scratched frantically like an animal locked in a
cellar, but there was no chance of its getting out. His viscous logic
noted indifferently that he was bound tightly to a hard plastic chair,
and certain muscles in his back and arms and legs burned painfully. So
what.
Far more intriguing was the man emerging
from the bathroom, rubbing his damp reddened face vigorously with a
towel. Grey eyes like granite chips, hard-bodied, average height, much
like the fellow who'd picked Ethan off the mall and who even now sat on
a nearby float chair, watching his prisoner closely.
Ethan's
kidnapper was of so ordinary an appearance Ethan could hardly keep him
before his mind even when he was looking directly at him. But Ethan had
the oddest insight, like x-ray vision, that his bones contained not
marrow but ice stone-hard as that outside the Station. Ethan wondered
how he manufactured red blood cells with this peculiar medical
condition. Maybe his veins ran liquid nitrogen. They were both utterly
charming, and Ethan wanted to kiss them.
"Is he under, Captain?" asked the man with the towel.
"Yes, Colonel Millisor," replied the other. "A full dose."
The
man with the towel grunted and flung it on the bed, next to the
contents of Ethan's pockets, and all his clothes, arrayed there. Ethan
noticed his own nakedness for the first time. There were a few Kline
Station tokens, a comb, an empty raisin wrapper, his map module, his
credit chit for his Betan funds for purchasing the new cultures—the
creature under his heart howled, unheard, at that sight. His captor
poked among the spoils. "This stuff scan clean?"
"Ha.
Almost," said the cold captain. "Take a look at this." He picked up
Ethan's map module, cracked open its back, and fixed an electron viewer
over its microscopic circuit board. "We shook him down in the loading
zone. See that little black dot? It was caused by a bead of acid in a
polarized lipid membrane. When my scanner beam crossed it, it
depolarized and dissolved, and burned out—whatever had been there.
Tracer for sure, probably an audio recorder as well. Very neat, tucked
right in the standard map circuitry, which incidentally masked the
bug's electronic noise with its own. He's an agent, all right."
"Were you able to trace the link back to its home base?"
The
captain shook his head. "No, unfortunately. To find it was to destroy
it. But we blinded them. They don't know where he is now."
"And who is 'they'? Terrence Cee?"
"We can hope."
The
leader, the one Ethan's kidnapper had named Colonel Millisor, grunted
again, and approached Ethan to stare into his eyes. "What's your name?"
"Ethan," said Ethan sunnily. "What's yours?"
Millisor ignored this open invitation to sociability. "Your full name. And your rank."
This
struck an old chord, and Ethan barked smartly, "Master Sergeant Ethan
CJB-8 Urquhart, Blue Regiment Medical Corps, U-221-767, sir!" He
blinked at his interrogator, who had drawn back in startlement.
"Retired," he added after a moment.
"Aren't you a doctor?"
"Oh, yes," said Ethan proudly. "Where does it hurt?"
"I hate fast-penta," growled Millisor to his colleague.
The captain smiled coldly. "Yes, but at least you can be sure they're not holding anything back."
Millisor sighed, lips compressed, and turned to Ethan again. "Are you here to meet Terrence Cee?"
Ethan
stared back, confused. See Terrence? The only Terrence he knew was one
of the Rep Center techs. "They didn't send him," he explained.
"Who didn't send him?" Millisor asked sharply, all attention.
"The Council."
"Hell,"
the captain worried. "Could he have found himself some new backing, so
soon after Jackson's Whole? He can't have had time, or the resources! I
took care of every—"
Millisor held up a hand for silence, probed Ethan again. "Tell me everything you know about Terrence Cee."
Dutifully,
Ethan began to do so. After a few moments Millisor, his face reflecting
increasing frustration, cut him off with a sharp chop of his hand.
"Stop."
"Must
have been some other fellow," opined the cold captain. His leader shot
him a look of exasperation. "Try another subject. Ask him about the
cultures," the captain suggested placatingly.
Millisor
nodded. "The human ovarian cultures shipped to Athos from Bharaputra
Biologicals. What did you do with them?"
Ethan
began to describe, in detail, all the tests he'd put the material
through that memorable afternoon. To his growing dismay, his captors
didn't look at all pleased. Horrified, then mystified, then angry, but
not happy. And he so wanted to make them happy….
"More garbage," the cold captain interrupted. "What is all this nonsense?"
"Can he be resisting the drug?" asked Millisor. "Increase the dose."
"Dangerous,
if you still mean to put him back on the street with a gap in his
memory. We're running short of time for that scenario to pass."
"That
scenario may have to be changed. If that shipment has arrived on Athos
and been distributed already, we may have no choice but to call in a
military strike. And deliver it in less than seven months, or instead
of a limited commando raid to torch their Reproduction Centers, we'll
be forced to sterilize the whole damned planet to be sure of getting it
all."
"Small loss," shrugged the cold captain.
"Big expense. And increasingly hard to keep covert."
"No survivors, no witnesses."
"There
are always survivors at a massacre. Among the victors, if nowhere
else." The granite chips sparked, and the captain looked uncomfortable.
"Dose him."
A prickle in Ethan's arm. Methodical
and relentless, they asked him detailed questions about the shipment,
his assignment, his superiors, his organization, his background. Ethan
babbled. The room expanded and shrank. Ethan felt as if he were being
turned inside out, with his stomach lining exposed to the world and his
eyes twisted around and staring at each other. "Oh, I love you all," he
crooned, and retched violently.
He came to with
his head under the shower. They gave him a different drug, replacing
his euphoria with disjointed terror, and badgered him endlessly about
Terrence Cee, the shipment, his mission, together and by turns.
Their
frustration and hostility mounting, they gave him a drug that vastly
increased the firing rate of his sensory nerves, and applied
instruments to his skin in areas of high nerve density that left no
mark but induced incredible agony. He told them everything, anything,
whatever they asked—he would gladly have told them what they wanted to
hear, if only he could have guessed what it was—but they were merciless
and unmoved, surgical in their concentration. Ethan became plastic,
frantic, until at last all sensation was obliterated in a series of
uncontrollable convulsions that nearly stopped his heart. At this they
desisted.
He hung in his chair, breath shallow and shocky, staring at them through dilated eyes.
The
leader glared back, disgusted. "Damnation, Rau! This man is a total
waste of time. The shipment that he unpacked on Athos is definitely not
what was sent from Bharaputra's laboratory. Terrence Cee has pulled a
switch somehow. It could be anywhere in the galaxy by now."
The
captain groaned. "We were so close to wrapping up the entire case on
Jackson's Whole! No, damn it! It has to be Athos. We all agreed, it had
to be Athos."
"It may still be Athos. A plan
within a plan—within a plan…." Millisor rubbed his neck wearily,
looking suddenly much older than Ethan's first estimate. "The late Dr.
Jahar did too good a job. Terrence Cee is everything Jahar
promised—except loyal…. Well, we'll get no more out of this one. You
sure that wasn't just a speck of dirt in that circuit board?"
The
captain started to look indignant, then frowned at Ethan as though he
were something he had found sticking to the bottom of his boot. "It
wasn't dirt. But that's sure as hell not any agent of Terrence Cee's.
Think he has any use as a stalking-goat?"
"If only
he were an agent," said Millisor regretfully, "it would be worth a try.
Since he evidently isn't, he has no value at all." He glanced at his
chronometer. "My God, have we been at this seven hours? It's too late
now to blank him and turn him loose. Have Okita take him out and
arrange an accident."
The docking bay was cold. A
few safety lights splashed color on walls and silvered the silhouettes
of silent equipment isolated in the thick stretches of dimness. The
metal catwalks arched through a high, echoing hollowness, emerging from
shadows, converging in darkness, a spider's skyway. Mysterious
mechanical bundles dangled from the girders like a spider's preserved
victims.
"This should be high enough," muttered
the man called Okita. He was almost as average-looking as Captain Rau,
but for the compact density of his muscles. He manhandled Ethan to his
knees. "Here. Drink up.
He forced a tube into
Ethan's mouth and squeezed the bulb, for the nth time. Ethan choked,
and perforce swallowed the burning, aromatic liquid. The dense man let
Ethan drop. "Absorb that a minute," Okita told him, as though he had
some choice in the matter.
Ethan clung to the mesh
flooring of the catwalk, dizzy and belching, and stared through it at
the metal floor far below. It seemed to gleam and pulsate in slow,
seasick waves. He thought of his smashed lightflyer.
Captain
Rau's chosen henchman leaned against the safety railing and sniffed
reflectively, also looking down. "Falls are funny things," he mused.
"Freaky. Two meters are enough to kill you. But I heard of a case where
a fellow fell 300 meters and survived. Depends on just how you hit, I
guess." The bland eyes flickered over the bay, checking entrances,
checking for Ethan knew not what. "They run their gravity a little
light here. Better break your neck first," Okita decided judiciously.
"Just to be sure."
Ethan could not press his
fingers through the narrow mesh to cling, though he tried. For an
insane moment he thought of trying to bribe his assassin-to-be with his
Betan credit chit, that his captors had carefully returned to his
pockets along with all their other contents before sending them off
like a pair of lovers looking for a dark place to tryst. Like a drunk
and his loyal friend trying to guide him back to his hostel before he
wandered drunkenly into the maze of the station and got lost. Ethan
reeked of alcoholic esters, and his mumbled whimperings for help had
been unintelligible to the amused passers-by in the populated
corridors. His tongue seemed less thick now, but this place was
unpopulated in the extreme.
A surge of loyalty and
nausea shook him. No. He would die with his purse intact. Besides,
Okita looked remarkably unbribable. Ethan didn't think he'd even be
interested in delaying his execution for a little rape. At least the
money could be taken from his crumpled body and returned to Athos….
Athos.
He did not want to die, dared not die. The terrifying scraps of
conversation he'd overheard between his interrogators worried him like
savage dogs. Bomb the Rep Centers? Banks of helpless babies crashing
down, flames shooting up to boil away their gentle waterbeds—he
shuddered, and shivered, and moaned, but could not drive his
half-paralyzed muscles to his straining will. Vile, inhuman plans—so
reasonably discussed, so casually dispatched… all insane here…
The
dense man sniffed, and stretched, and scratched, and sighed, and
checked his chronometer for the third time. "All right," he said at
last. "Your biochemistry should be muddled enough by now. Time for your
flying lesson, boy-o."
He grasped Ethan by the scruff of his neck and the seat of his pants, and boosted him up to the railing.
"Why are you doing this to me?" squeaked Ethan in a last desperate attempt to communicate.
"Orders,"
grunted the dense. man with finality. Ethan stared into the bored, flat
eyes, and gave himself up for murdered for the crime of being innocent.
Okita
yanked his head back over the railing by the hair, and folded his hand
around the squeeze bottle. The murky ceiling of the docking bay,
crossed by girders above, blurred in Ethan's eyes. The cold metal rail
bit his neck.
Okita studied the positioning,
cocking his head and narrowing his eyes. "Right." Bracing Ethan's
arching body against the railing with his knees, he raised doubled
fists for a powerful blow.
The catwalk shook, a
rattling jar. The panting figure raising the stunner in both hands did
not pause to cry warning, but simply fired. She seemed to have dropped
out of the sky. The shock of the stunner nimbus scarcely made any
difference in Ethan's inventory of discomfort. But Okita was caught
square on, and followed the momentum of his aimed blow over the
railing. His legs, picking up speed, tilted up and slid past Ethan's
nose, like a ship sinking bow-first.
"Aw, shit,"
yelled Commander Quinn, and bounded forward. The stunner clattered
across the catwalk and spun over the side to whistle through the air
and burst to sizzling shards far below. Her clutching swipe was just
too late to connect with Okita's trouser leg. Blood winked from her
torn fingernail. Okita followed the stunner, headfirst.
Ethan
slithered bonelessly down to crouch on the mesh. Her boots, at his eye
level, arched to tiptoe as she peered down over the side. "Cee, I feel
really bad about that," she remarked, licking her bleeding finger.
"I've never killed a man by accident before. Unprofessional."
"You again," Ethan croaked.
She gave him a cat's grin. "What a coincidence."
The
body splayed on the deck below stopped twitching. Ethan stared down
whitely. "I'm a doctor. Shouldn't we go down there and, um…"
"Too
late, I think," said Commander Quinn. "But I wouldn't get too
misty-eyed over that creep. Quite aside from what he almost did to you
just now, he helped kill eleven people on Jackson's Whole, five months
ago, just to cover up the secret I'm trying to find out."
His
syrup-slow logic spoke. "If it's a secret people are killed just for
knowing, wouldn't it make a lot more sense to try to avoid finding it
out?" He clutched his shredded acuity. "Who are you really, anyway? Why
are you following me?"
"Technically, I'm not
following you at all. I'm following Ghem-colonel Luyst Millisor, and
the so-charming Captain Rau, and their two goons—ah, one goon. Millisor
is interested in you, therefore I am too. Q. E. D.—Quinn Excites
Dismay."
"Why?" he whimpered wearily.
She
sighed. "If I had arrived at Jackson's Whole two days ahead of them
instead of two days behind them, I could tell you. As for the rest—I
really am a commander in the Dendarii Mercenaries, and everything I've
told you is true, except that I'm not on home leave. I'm on assignment.
Think of me as a rent-a-spy. Admiral Naismith is diversifying our
services."
She squatted beside him, checked his
pulse, eyes and eyelids, battered reflexes. "You look like death warmed
over, Doctor."
"Thanks to you. They found your
tracer. Decided I was a spy. Questioned me…" He found he was shivering
uncontrollably.
Her lips made a brief grim line.
"I know. Sorry. I did save your life just now, I hope you noticed.
Temporarily."
"Temporarily?"
She nodded toward the deck below. "Colonel Millisor is going to be quite excited about you, after this."
"I'll go to the authorities—"
"Ah—hm.
I hope you'll think better of that. In the first place, I don't think
the authorities would be able to protect you quite well enough.
Secondly, it would blow my cover. Until now I don't think Millisor
suspected I existed. Since I have an awful lot of friends and relatives
around here, I'd just as soon keep it that way, Millisor and Rau
being—what they are. You see my point?"
He felt he
ought to argue with her. But he was sick and weak—and, it also occurred
to him, still very high in the air. Green vertigo plucked at him. If
she decided to send him after Okita… "Yeah," he mumbled. "Uh, what—what
are you going to do with me?"
She planted her
hands on her hips and frowned thoughtfully down upon him. "Not sure
yet. Don't know if you're an ace or a joker. I think I'll keep you up
my sleeve for a while, until I can figure out how best to play you.
With your permission," she added in palpable afterthought.
"Stalking-goat," he muttered darkly.
She quirked an eyebrow at him. "Perhaps. If you can think of a better idea, trot it out."
He
shook his head, which made shooting pains ricochet around inside his
skull and yellow pinwheels counter-rotate before his eyes. At least she
didn't seem to be on the same side as his recent captors. The enemy of
my enemy—my ally… ?
She hoisted him to his feet
and pulled his arm across her shoulders to thread their way down stairs
and ladders to the docking bay floor. He noticed for the first time
that she was several centimeters shorter than himself. But he had no
inclination to spot her points in a free-for-all.
When
she released him he sank to the deck in a dizzy stupor. She poked
around Okita's body, checking pulse points and damages. Her lips
thinned ironically. "Huh. Broken neck." She sighed, and stood regarding
the corpse and Ethan with much the same narrow calculation.
"We
could just leave him here," she said. "But I rather fancy giving
Colonel Millisor a mystery of his own to solve. I'm tired of being on
the damn defensive, lying low, always one move behind. Have you ever
given thought to the difficulty of getting rid of a body on a space
station? I'll bet Millisor has. Bodies don't bother you, do they? What
with your being a doctor and all, I mean."
Okita's
fixed stare was exactly like that of a dead fish, glassily reproachful.
Ethan swallowed. "I actually never cared much for that end of the
life-cycle," he explained. "Pathology and anatomy and so forth. That's
why I went for Rep work, I guess. It was more, um… hopeful." He paused
a while. His intellect began to crunch on in spite of himself. "Is it
hard to get rid of a body on a space station? Can't you just shove it
out the nearest airlock, or down an unused lift tube, or something?"
Her
eyes were bright with stimulation. "The airlocks are all monitored.
Taking anything out, even an anonymous bundle, leaves a record in the
computers. And it would last forever out there. Same objection applies
to chopping it up and putting it down an organics disposer. Eighty or
so kilos of high-grade protein leaves too big a blip in the records.
Besides, it's been tried. Very famous murder case, a few years back.
The lady's still in therapy, I believe. It would definitely be noticed."
She
flopped down beside him to sit with her chin on her knees, arms wrapped
around her boots and flexing, not rest but nervous energy contained.
"As for stashing it whole anywhere inside the Station—well, the safety
patrols are nothing compared to the ecology cops. There isn't a cubic
centimeter of the Station that doesn't get checked on a regular
schedule. You could keep moving it around, but…
"I
think I have a better idea. Yes. Why not? As long as I'm going to
commit a crime, let it be a perfect one. Anything worth doing is worth
doing well, as Admiral Naismith would say…"
She
rose to make a wandering circuit of the docking bay, selecting bits of
equipment with the faintly distracted air of a housekeeper choosing
vegetables at the market.
Ethan lay on the floor
in misery, envying Okita, whose troubles were over. He had been on
Kline Station, he estimated, just about a day, and had yet to have his
first meal. Beaten up, kidnapped, drugged, nearly murdered, and now
rapidly becoming accessory-after-the-fact to a crime which if not
exactly a murder was surely the next best thing. Galactic life was
every bit as bad as anything he had imagined. And he had fallen into
the hands of a madwoman, to boot. The Founding Fathers had been
right….. "I want to go home," he moaned.
"Now,
now," Commander Quinn chided, plunking down a float pallet next to
Okita's body and rolling a squat cylindrical shipping canister off it.
"That's no way to be, just when my case is showing signs of cracking
open at last. You just need a good meal," she glanced at him, "and
about a week in a hospital bed. Afraid I shan't be able to supply that,
but as soon as I finish cleaning up here I will take you to a place you
can rest a bit while I get the next phase started. All right?"
She
unlatched the shipping canister and, with some difficulty, folded
Okita's body into it. "There. That doesn't look too coffin-like, does
it?" She made a rapid but thorough pass over the impact area with a
sonic scrubber, emptied its receptacle bag in with Okita, hopped the
canister back onto the pallet with a hand-tractor, and replaced
everything else where she had found it. Lastly, and somewhat
mournfully, she collected all the pieces of her stunner.
"So.
That gives the project its first deadline. Pallet and drum must be
returned here within eight hours, before the next scheduled docking, or
they'll be missed."
"Who were those men?" he asked
her, as she had him crawl onto the pallet and settle himself for the
ride. "They were insane. I mean, everyone I've met here is crazy, but
they—they were talking about bombing Athos's reproduction clinics!
Killing all the babies—maybe killing everyone!"
"Oh?"
she said. "That's a new wrinkle. First I've heard of that scenario. I
am extremely sorry I didn't get to listen in on that interrogation, and
I hope you will, ah, fill me in on what I missed. I've been trying to
plant a bug in Millisor's quarters for three weeks, but his
counter-intelligence equipment is, unfortunately, superb."
"You mainly missed a lot of screaming," said Ethan morosely.
She looked rather embarrassed. "Ah—yes. I'm afraid I didn't think they'd need to use anything but fast-penta."
"Stalking-goat," Ethan grumbled.
She
cleared her throat, and sat cross-legged beside him with the control
lead in her hand. The pallet rose into the air like a magic carpet.
"Not—not
too high," Ethan choked, scrambling for a non-existent hand-hold. She
brought it back down to a demure ten centimeters altitude, and they
started off at a walking pace.
She spoke slowly,
seeming to choose her words with great care. "Ghem-colonel Luyst
Millisor is a Cetagandan counter-intelligence officer. Captain Rau, and
Okita, and another brawn by the name of Setti, are his team."
"Cetagandan!
Isn't that planet pretty far from here to be interested in, um," he
glanced at the Stationer woman, "us? This nexus, I mean."
"Not far enough, evidently."
"But
why, in God the Father's name, should they want to destroy Athos? Is
Cetaganda—controlled by women or something?"
A
laugh escaped her. "Hardly. I'd call it a typical male-dominated
totalitarian state, only slightly mitigated by their rather artistic
cultural peculiarities. No. Millisor is not, per se, interested in
either Athos or the Kline Station nexus. He's chasing—something else.
The big secret. The one I was hired to find out."
She
paused to maneuver the float pallet around a tricky ascending corner.
"Apparently there was, on Cetaganda, a long-range, military-sponsored
genetics project. Until about three years ago, Millisor was the
security chief for that project. And the security was tight. In 25
years, no one had been able to find out what they were up to, beyond
the fact that it seemed to be the one-man show of a certain Dr. Faz
Jahar, a moderately bright Cetagandan geneticist who vanished from view
about the time it started. Do you have any idea how incredibly long
that is to keep a secret in this business? The thing has really been
Millisor's life work, as well as Jahar's.
"In any
event, something went wrong. The project went up in smoke—literally.
The laboratory blew up one night, taking Jahar with it. And Millisor
and his merry men have been chasing something around the galaxy ever
since, blowing people away with the careless abandon of either
homicidal lunatics, or—men scared out of their wits. And, ah, while I'm
not sure I'd vouch for Captain Rau, Ghem-colonel Millisor does not
strike me as a madman."
"You couldn't prove it by
me," said Ethan glumly. There was still something not quite right with
his vision, and tremula came and went in his muscles.
They came to a large hatch in the corridor wall.
RENOVATION, said a bright sign. DO NOT ENTER. AUTHORIZED PERSONNEL ONLY.
Commander
Quinn did something Ethan could not quite see to the control box, and
the hatch slid open. She floated the pallet through. There came a
voice, and a laugh, from the corridor they had just vacated. She closed
the hatch quickly, leaving them in total darkness.
"There,"
she muttered, switching on a hand light. "Nobody saw us. Undeserved
luck. Bloody time for it to start averaging out."
Ethan
blinked at his surroundings. An empty rectangular basin was the
centerpiece for a large airy chamber full of columns, pierced lattices,
mosaics, and elaborate arches.
"It's supposed to
be an exact replica of some famous palace on Earth, " Commander Quinn
explained. "The Elhamburger or something. A very wealthy shipper was
having it done—all finished, in fact—when his assets were suddenly tied
up in litigation. The suits have been going on for four months now, and
the place is still padlocked. You can babysit our friend here till I
get back." She rapped on the lid of the canister.
Ethan
decided that all that was needed to make his day complete would be for
it to rap back. But she had grounded the pallet and was piling up some
cushions. "No blankets," she muttered. "I gotta keep my jacket. But if
you sort of burrow in here, you should be warm enough."
It was like falling into a bank of clouds. "Burrow," Ethan whispered. "Warm…"
She dug into her jacket pocket. "And here's a candy bar to tide you over."
He snatched it; he couldn't help himself.
"Ah,
one other thing. You can't use the plumbing. It would register on the
computer monitors. I know this sounds terrible, but—if you've gotta go,
use the canister." She paused. "It's not, after all, like he didn't
deserve it."
"I'd rather die," said Ethan distinctly around a mouthful of nuts and goo. "Uh—are you going to be gone long?"
"At least an hour. Hopefully not more than four. You can sleep, if you like."
Ethan jerked himself awake. "Thank you."
"And now," she rubbed her hands together briskly, "phase two of the search for the L-X-10 Terran-C."
"The what?"
"That
was the code name of Millisor's research project. Terran-C for short.
Maybe some part of whatever they were working on originated on Earth."
"But Terrence Cee is a man," said Ethan. "They kept asking me if I were here to meet him."
She
was utterly still for a moment. "Oh… ? How strange. How very strange. I
never knew that." Her eyes were bright as mirrors. Then she was gone.
CHAPTER FIVE
Ethan awoke with a startled gasp as something
landed on his stomach. He thrashed up, looking around wildly. Commander
Quinn stood before him in the wavering illumination of her hand light.
The fingers of her other hand tapped a nervous, staccato rhythm on her
empty stunner holster. Ethan's hands encountered a bulky bundle of
cloth in his lap, which proved to be a set of Stationer coveralls
wrapped around a matching pair of boots.
"Put
those on," she ordered, "and hurry. I think I've found a way to get rid
of the body, but we have to get there before shift change if I'm going
to catch the right people on duty."
He dressed.
She helped him impatiently with the unfamiliar tabs and catches, and
made him sit again on the float pallet. It all made him feel like a
backward four-year-old. After a quick reconnoiter by the mercenary
woman, they left the chamber as unseen as they had entered it, and
drifted off through the maze of the Station.
At
least he no longer felt as if his brains were suspended in syrup in a
jar, Ethan thought. The world parted around him now with no more than
natural clarity, and colors did not flash fire in his eyes, nor leave
scorched trails across his retinas. This was fortunate, as the
Stationer coveralls Quinn had brought him to wear over his Athosian
clothes were bright red. But waves of nausea still pulsed slowly in his
stomach like moon-raised tides. He slouched, trying to lower his center
of gravity still further onto the moving float pallet, and ached for
something more than the three hours sleep the mercenary woman had
allowed him.
"People are going to see us," he objected as she turned down a populated corridor.
"Not
in that outfit," she nodded toward the coveralls. "Along with the float
pallet it's the next best thing to a cloak of invisibility. Red is for
Docks and Locks—they'll all think you're a porter in charge of the
pallet. As long as you don't open your mouth or act like a downsider."
They
passed into a large chamber where thousands of carrots were aligned in
serried ranks, their white beards of roots dripping in the intermittent
misting from the hydroponics sprayers, their fluffy green tops glowing
in the grow-lights. The air of the room through which, Quinn assured
him, they were taking a short cut, tasted cool and moist with a faint
underlying tang of chemicals.
His stomach growled.
Quinn, guiding the float pallet, glanced over at him. "I don't think I
should have eaten that candy bar," Ethan muttered darkly.
"Well, for the gods' sakes don't throw up in here," she begged him. "Or use the—"
Ethan swallowed firmly. "No."
"Do
you think a carrot would settle your stomach?" she asked solicitously.
She reached over, tipping the pallet terrifyingly, and plucked one from
the passing row. "Here."
He took the damp hairy
thing dubiously, and after a moment stuffed it into one of the
coverall's many closured pockets. "Maybe later."
They
rose past a dozen stacked banks of growing vegetables to take an exit
high in the chamber wall. NO ADMITTANCE, it said in glowing green
letters. Quinn ignored the admonition with a verve bordering, Ethan
thought, on the anti-social. He glanced back at the door as it hissed
closed behind them. NO ADMITTANCE, it repeated on this side. So, they
had committees on Kline Station too….
She brought the pallet down in the next cross-corridor beside a door marked ATMOSPHERE CONTROL.
NO ADMITTANCE. AUTHORIZED PERSONNEL ONLY, by which Ethan reasoned it must be their destination.
Commander
Quinn unfolded herself from a half-lotus. "Now, whatever happens, try
not to talk. Your accent would give you away at once. Unless you'd
rather stay out here with Okita until I'm ready for you."
Ethan
shook his head quickly, struck by a vision of himself trying to explain
to some passing authority that he was not, despite appearances, a
murderer searching for a place to bury the body.
"All
right. I can use the extra pair of hands. But be prepared to move on my
order when the chance comes." She led on through the airseal doors,
float pallet following like a dog on a leash.
It
was like stepping into a chamber beneath the sea. Viridescent lines of
light and shadow waved and scintillated across the floor, the
walls—Ethan gaped at the walls. Three-story-high transparent barriers
held back clear water stuffed with green and pierced with brilliant
light. Millions of tiny silver bubbles galloped merrily through the
minute fronds of aquatic plants, now pausing, now streaming on. An
amphibian fully half a meter long pushed through this underwater jungle
to stare at Ethan through its beady eyes. Its skin was black and shiny
as patent leather, striped in scarlet. It shot away in a spray of
silver to vanish in the green lace.
"Oxy-CO2
exchange for the Station," Commander Quinn explained in an undertone.
"The algae is bioengineered for maximum oxygen generation and CO2
absorption. But of course, it grows. So to save having the chambers
down half the time while we, ah, bale hay, the newts—specially
bred—crop it for us. But then, naturally, you end up with a lot of
newts…."
She broke off as a blue-suited technician
shut down a monitor at a control station and turned to frown at them.
She waved at him cheerily. "Hi, Dale, remember me? Elli Quinn. Dom told
me where to look you up."
His frown flipped to a
grin. "Yes, he told me he'd seen you…" He advanced as if he might hug
her, but settled on bashful handshake instead.
They
exchanged small talk while Ethan, unintroduced, tried not to shift
about nervously, or open his mouth or act like a downsider. The first
two were easy enough, but what was it that marked a downsider in
Stationer eyes? He stood by the float pallet and tried desperately to
act like nobody at all.
Quinn ended what seemed to
Ethan an unnecessarily lengthy digression about the Dendarii
Mercenaries with the remark, "And do you know, those poor troops have
never tasted fried newt legs!"
The tech's eyes
glinted with a humor baffling to Ethan. "What! Can there be a soul in
the universe so deprived? No cream of newt soup, either, I suppose?"
"No newt Creole," confided Commander Quinn with mock horror. "No newts 'n chips."
"No
newt provencal?" chorused the tech. "No newt stew? No newt mousse in
aspic? No slither goulash, no newt chowder?"
"Bucket 'o newts is unknown to them," confirmed Quinn. "Newt caviar is a delicacy unheard of."
"No newt nuggets?"
"Newt nuggets?" echoed the commander, looking suddenly really nonplussed.
"Latest thing," explained the tech. "They're really boned leg meat, chopped, reformed, and fried."
"Oh,"
said the mercenary woman. "I'm relieved. For a moment there I was
picturing some form of, er, newt organettes."
They
both burst into laughter. Ethan swallowed and looked around
surreptitiously for some kind, any kind, of basin. A couple of the
slick black creatures swam to the barrier and goggled at him.
"Anyway,"
Quinn went on to the tech, "I thought if you were about due for the
culling this shift you might spare me a few, to freeze and take back
with me. Assuming you're not short, of course."
"We are never," he groaned, "short of newts. Help yourself. Take a hundred kilos. Take two. Three."
"A hundred would be plenty. All I can afford to ship. Make it a treat for officers only, eh?"
He
chuckled, and led her up a ladder to an access port. Ethan skittishly
followed her come-along gesture, bringing up the float pallet.
The
tech picked his way delicately across a mesh catwalk. Beneath them the
waters hissed and rushed in little eddies; a fresh draft from below
cooled Ethan's skin and cleared his aching head. He kept one hand on
the safety railing. Some of the whirlpools below suggested powerful
suction pumpers at work somewhere in the silver-green. Another water
chamber was visible beyond this one, and beyond that another,
retreating out of sight.
The catwalk widened to a
platform. The hiss became a roar as the tech pulled back a cover above
an underwater cage. The cage roiled with black and scarlet shapes,
slipping and splashing over each other.
"Oh, lord yes," yelled the tech. "Full house. Sure you don't want to feed your whole army?"
"Would
if I could," called Quinn back. "Tell you what, though. I'll trot the
excess down to Disposal for you, once I pick out my choice. Does
Transients' Lounge need any?"
"No orders this shift. Help yourself."
He
opened a housing over a control box, did something; the newt trap rose
slowly, draining water, compressing the wriggling black and scarlet
mass. Another motion at the controls, a buzz, a blue light. Ethan could
feel the nimbus of a powerful stun beam even where he stood. The mass
stopped writhing and lay still and shining.
The
tech heaved a large green plastic carton from a stack of identical ones
and positioned it on a digital scale under a trap door in the bottom of
the cage. He aligned a chute and opened the trap. Dozens of limp newts
slithered down into the carton. As the digital readout approached 100
kilograms he slowed the flow, and tossed a last black body in by hand.
He then removed the carton with a hand-tractor, replaced it with
another, and repeated the process. A third carton did not quite make it
to full capacity. The tech entered the exact biomass removed from the
system into his computer log.
"Want me to help you pack your canister?" he offered.
Ethan
blanched, but the mercenary woman said lightly, "Naw, go on back down
to your monitors. I'm going to sort through these by hand a bit, I
think—no point in shipping any but the best."
The
tech grinned, and started back across the catwalk. "Find 'em some nice
juicy ones," he called. Quinn gave him a friendly wave as he vanished
back through the access port.
"Now," she turned
back to Ethan, her face gone intent, "let's make these numbers match.
Help me get that dirt-sucker up on this scale."
It
wasn't easy; Okita had stiffened, wedged in the canister. The mercenary
woman stripped him of clothes and a variety of lethal weapons and made
them into a compact bundle.
Ethan shook off the
paralysis of his confusion to attempt a task he at last felt sure of,
and weighed the corpse. Whatever this madness was he had fallen into,
it threatened Athos. His original impulse to escape the mercenary woman
was becoming, in his gradually clearing head, an equally strenuous
desire not to let her out of his sight until he could discover,
somehow, everything she knew about it.
"Eight-one-point-four-five
kilograms," he reported in his best clipped scientific tone, the one he
used for visiting VIPs back at Sevarin. "Now what?"
"Now
get him into one of these cartons and fill it to, ah, 100. 62 kilos
with newts," she instructed with a glance at the first carton's
readout. When this was done—the last fraction of a kilo was
accomplished by her pulling a vibra-knife from her jacket and adding
slightly less than half a newt—she switched data discs and sealed the
carton.
"Now 81. 45 kilos of newts into that
shipping canister," she instructed. It came out even, leaving them with
three cartons and a canister as before.
"Will you please tell me what we're doing?" Ethan begged.
"Turning
a rather difficult problem into a much simpler one. Now instead of an
extremely incriminating drum full of dead downsider, all we have to get
rid of is 80 or so kilos of stunned newts."
"But
we haven't got rid of the body," Ethan pointed out. He stared down into
the bright waters. "Are you going to dump the newts back in?" he asked
hopefully. "Can they swim all right, stunned?"
"No,
no, no!" said Quinn, looking quite shocked. "That would unbalance the
system! It's very finely tuned. The whole point of this exercise is to
keep the computer records straight. As for the body—you'll see."
"All
set?" called the tech as they floated out of the access port, canister,
cartons and all stacked on the pallet.
"No, darn
it," said Quinn. "I realized when I was about halfway through that I'd
grabbed the wrong size shipping canister. I'll have to come back later.
Look, give me the receipt and I'll still run this load down to Disposal
for you. I want to look up Teki there anyway."
"Oh,
sure, all right," said the tech, brightening. "Thanks." He punched up
the records, put them on a data disk, and handed it over. Commander
Quinn retreated with all seemly haste.
"Good." She
slumped as the airseal doors slid shut behind them, the first hint of
weariness Ethan had seen in her. "I'll get to oversee the final act
myself." She added to Ethan's bewildered look, "We could have just left
them to go down to Disposal on the regular schedule, but I kept having
this horrible vision of a last-minute order arriving from Transients'
Lounge and Dale opening a carton to fill it…."
"An order for newts?" Ethan floundered.
She
snickered. "Yes, but up there they're sold to the downsiders as Premium
Fresh Frog Legs, on the restaurant menus. We stiff 'em for a sweet
price, too."
"Is—is that, er, ethical?"
She
shrugged. "Gotta make a profit somewhere. Snob appeal keeps the demand
up. You can hardly give the wee beasties away on the Stationer side,
everybody's so sick of them. But Biocontrol refuses to diversify the
weed-grazers on account of the system working at max efficiency for
oxygen generation as is. And everyone has to agree, the oxygen comes
first. The newts are just a by-product."
They
re-mounted the float pallet and drifted off down the corridor. Ethan
glanced sideways at the mercenary woman's abstracted profile. He must
try…
"What kind of genetics project?" he asked
suddenly. "Millisor's thing, I mean. Don't you know any more about it
than that?"
She spared him a thoughtful glance.
"Human genetics. And in truth, I know very little more than that. Some
names, a few code words. God only knows what they were up to. Making
monsters, maybe. Or raising supermen. The Cetagandans have always been
a bunch of aggressive militarists. Maybe they meant to raise battalions
of mutant super-soldiers in vats like you Athosians and take over the
universe or something."
"Not likely," remarked Ethan. "Not battalions, anyway."
"Why not? Why not clone as many as you want, once you've made the mold?"
"Oh,
certainly, you could produce quantities of infants—although it would
take enormous resources to do so. Highly trained techs, as well as
equipment and supplies. But don't you see, that's just the beginning.
It's nothing, compared to what it takes to raise a child. Why, on Athos
it absorbs most of the planet's economic resources. Food of
course—housing—education, clothing, medical care—it takes nearly all
our efforts just to maintain population replacement, let alone to
increase. No government could possibly afford to raise such a
specialized, non-productive army."
Elli Quinn
quirked an eyebrow. "How odd. On other worlds, people seem to come in
floods, and they're not necessarily impoverished, either."
Ethan,
diverted, said "Really? I don't see how that can be. Why, the labor
costs alone of bringing a child to maturity are astronomical. There
must be something wrong with your accounting."
Her
eyes screwed up in an expression of sudden ironic insight. "Ah, but on
other worlds the labor costs aren't added in. They're counted as free."
Ethan
stared. "What an absurd bit of double thinking! Athosians would never
sit still for such a hidden labor tax! Don't the primary nurturers even
get social duty credits?"
"I believe," her voice
was edged with a peculiar dryness, "they call it women's work. And the
supply usually exceeds the demand—non-union scabs, as it were,
undercutting the market."
Ethan was increasingly puzzled. "Are not most women combat soldiers, then, like you? Are there men Dendarii?"
She
hooted, then lowered her voice as a passer-by stared. "Four-fifths of
the Dendarii are men. And of the women, three out of four are techs,
not troops. Most military services are skewed that way, except for ones
like Barrayar that have no women at all."
"Oh,"
said Ethan. After a disappointed pause he added, "You are an atypical
sample, then." So much for his nascent Rules of Female Behavior….
"Atypical." She was still a moment, then snorted. "Yeah, that's me all over."
They
passed through an archway framing airseal doors labeled ECOBRANCH:
RECYCLING. Ethan ate his carrot as they threaded the corridors,
stripping off roots and top and, after a glance around his immaculate
white surroundings, stuffing them back in his pocket. By the time he
had crunched down the last mouthful they arrived at a door marked
ASSIMILATION STATION B: AUTHORIZED PERSONNEL ONLY.
They
entered a brightly-lit chamber lined with banks of intimidating-looking
monitors. A lab bench and sink in the center seemed half-familiar to
Ethan, for it was jammed with equipment for organic analysis. A number
of color-coded conduits with access ports—for sampling?—crowded one end
of the room. The other end was entirely occupied by a strange machine
connected to the larger system by pipes; Ethan could not begin to guess
its function.
A pair of legs in pine-green
trousers with sky-blue piping were sticking out between a couple of the
conduits. A high-pitched voice muttered unintelligibly. After a few
more savage sibilants there was a clang and the whine of a sealing
mechanism, and the legs' owner wriggled out and stood.
She
wore plastic gloves to her armpits, and was clutching an unidentifiable
crumpled metal object perhaps a third of a meter long that dripped
vile-smelling brown liquid. F. Helda, read the nametag over her left
breast pocket, Biocontrol Warden. Her face was red and angry, and
terrified Ethan. Her voice cleared,"—unbelievable stupid downsider
jerks …" She broke off as she saw Ethan and his companion. Her eyes
narrowed and her frown deepened. "Who are you? You don't belong in
here. Can't you read?"
Dismay flashed in Quinn's
eyes. She recovered and smiled winningly. "I just brought down the newt
cull from Atmosphere. A little favor for Dale Zeeman."
"Zeeman
should do his own work," the ecotech woman snapped, "not entrust it to
some ignorant downsider. I'll write him up for this—"
"Oh,
I'm Stationer born and bred," Quinn assured her hastily. "Let me
introduce myself—Elli Quinn's the name. Maybe you know my cousin
Teki—he works in this department. As a matter of fact, I rather thought
he'd be here."
"Oh," said the woman, only slightly
mollified. "He's in A Station. But don't you go over there now, they're
cleaning the filters. He won't have time to chat until after the system
is back up. Work shifts are not the place for personal visiting, you
know—"
"What in the world is that?" Quinn diverted her lecture with a nod at the metal object.
Ecotech
Helda's clutch tightened on the tortured metal as if she might strangle
it. Her chill toward her unauthorized visitors struggled with her need
to vent her rage, and lost. "My latest present from Transients' Lounge.
You wonder how illiterates can afford space travel—damn it, even
illiterates have no excuse, the rules are demonstrated on the holovid!
It was a perfectly good emergency oxygen canister, until some asshole
stuffed it down an organics disposer. He must have had to smash it flat
first to fit it in. Thank the gods it was discharged, or it might have
blown out a pipe. Unbelievable stupidity!"
She
stalked across the room to fling it into a bin with a number of other
obviously non-organic bits of trash. "I hate downsiders," she growled.
"Careless, dirty, inconsiderate animals…" She stripped off the gloves
and disposed of them, mopped the drips with a sonic scrubber and
antiseptic, and turned to the sink to scrub her hands with violent
thoroughness.
Quinn nodded toward the big green cartons. "Can I help you get these out of the way?" she asked brightly.
"There
was absolutely no point in bringing them down ahead of schedule, " said
the ecotech. "I have an interment scheduled in five minutes, and the
degrader is programmed to break down all the way to simple organics and
vent to Hydroponics. It will just have to wait. You can take yourselves
off and tell Dale Zeeman—" she broke off as the door slid open.
Half
a dozen somber Stationers followed a covered float pallet through the
door. Quinn motioned Ethan silently to an inconspicuous seat on their
own float pallet as the procession entered the chamber. Ecotech Helda
hastily straightened her uniform and composed her features to an
expression of grave sympathy.
The Stationers
gathered around while one of them intoned a few platitudes. Death was a
great leveler, it seemed. The turns of phrase were different, but the
sense would have passed at an Athosian funeral, Ethan thought. Maybe
galactics weren't so wildly different after all…
"Do you wish a final view of the deceased?" Helda inquired of them.
They
shook their heads, a middle-aged man among them remarking, "Ye gods,
the funeral was enough." He was shushed by a middle-aged woman beside
him.
"Do you wish to stay for the interment?" asked Helda, formally and unpressingly.
"Absolutely
not," said the middle-aged man. At a look of embarrassed disapproval
from his female companion, he added firmly, "I saw Grandpa through five
replacement operations. I did my bit when he was alive. Watching him
get ground up to feed the flowers won't add a thing to my karma, love."
The
family filed out, and the ecotech returned to her original aggressively
businesslike demeanor. She stripped the corpse—it was an exceedingly
ancient man—and took the clothes to the corridor, where presumably
someone had lingered to collect them. Returning, she checked a data
file, donned gloves and gown, wrinkled her lip, and attacked the
deceased with a vibra-knife. Ethan watched with a professional
fascination as a dozen mechanical replacement parts clanked into a
tray—a heart, several tubes, bone pins, a hip joint, a kidney. The tray
was taken to a washer, and the body to the strange machine at the end
of the room.
Helda unsealed a large hatch and
swung it down, and shifted the body on its catch basin onto it. She
clamped the catch basin to the inner side, swung it up—there was a
muffled thump from within—and resealed it. The ecotech pressed a few
buttons, lights lit, and the machine whined and hissed and grunted with
a demure even rhythm that suggested normal operation.
While Helda was occupied in the other end of the room, Ethan risked a whisper. "What's happening in there?"
"Breaking
the body down to its components and returning the biomass to the
Station ecosystem," Quinn whispered back. "Most clean animal mass—like
the newts—is just broken down into higher organics and fed to the
protein culture vats—that's where we grow steak meat, and chicken and
such for human consumption—but there's a sort of prejudice against
disposing of human bodies that way. Smacks of cannibalism, I guess. And
so that your next kilo cube of pork doesn't remind you too much of your
late Uncle Neddie, the humans get broken down much finer and fed to the
plants instead. A purely aesthetic choice—it all goes round and round
in the end—logically, it doesn't make any difference."
His carrot had turned to lead in his stomach. "You're going to let them put Okita—"
"Maybe I'll turn vegetarian for the next month," she whispered. "Sh."
Helda
glanced irritably at them. "What are you hanging about for?" She
focused on Ethan. "Have you no work to do?"
Quinn smiled blandly, and rapped the green cartons. "I need my float pallet."
"Oh,"
said the ecotech. She sniffed, hitched up one sharp, bony shoulder, and
turned away to tap a new code into the degrader's control panel.
Stamping back with a hand tractor, she lifted the top carton and locked
it into position on the hatch. It flipped up; there was a slithery
rumble from within the machine. The hatch flopped down again, and the
first carton was replaced by the second. Then the third. Ethan held his
breath.
The third carton emptied with a startling thump.
"What
the hell… ?" muttered the ecotech, and reached for the seals. Commander
Quinn turned white, her fingers twitching over her empty stunner
holster.
"Look, is that a cockroach?" cried Ethan loudly in what he prayed might pass for a Stationer accent.
Helda whirled. "Where?"
Ethan
pointed to a corner of the room away from the degrader. Both the
ecotech and the commander went to inspect. Helda got down on her hands
and knees and ran a finger worriedly along a seam between floor and
wall. "Are you sure?" she said.
"Just a movement," he murmured, "in the corner of my eye…"
She frowned fiercely at him. "More like a damned hangover in the corner of your eye. Slovenly muscle-brain."
Ethan shrugged helplessly.
"Better
call Infestation Control anyway," she muttered. She hit the start
button on the degrader on her way to the comconsole, and jerked her
thumb back over her shoulder. "Out."
They complied
immediately. Floating down the corridor Commander Quinn said, "My gods,
Doctor, that was inspired. Or—you didn't really see a roach, did you?"
"No,
it was just the first thing that popped into my head. She seemed like
the sort of person who is bothered by bugs."
"Ah." Her eyes crinkled in amused approval.
He paused. "Do you have a roach problem here?"
"Not
if we can help it. Among other things, they've been known to eat the
insulation off electrical wiring. You think about fire on a space
station a bit, and you'll see why you got her attention."
She
checked her chronometer. "Ye gods, we've got to get this float pallet
and canister back to Docking Bay 32. Newts, newts, who will buy my
newts … ? Ah ha, the very thing."
She made a sharp
right turn into a cross corridor, nearly dumping Ethan, and speeded up.
After a moment she brought the pallet to a halt before a door marked
"Cold Storage Access 297-C."
Inside they found a
counter, and a plump, bored-looking young woman on duty eating little
fried morsels of something from a bag.
"I'd like to rent a vacuum storage locker," Quinn announced.
"This
is for Stationers, ma'am," the counter girl began, after a hungry,
wistful look at the mercenary woman's face. "If you go up to
Transients' Lounge, you can get—"
Quinn slapped an
ID down on the counter. "A cubic meter will do, and I want it in
removable plastic. Clean plastic, mind you."
The
counter girl glanced at the ID. "Ah. Oh." She shuffled off, and
returned a few minutes later with a big plastic-lined case.
The
mercenary woman signed and thumbprinted, and turned to Ethan. "Let's
lay them in nicely, eh? Impress the cook, when he thaws 'em out."
They
packed the newts in neat rows. The counter girl, looking on, wrinkled
her nose, then shrugged and returned to her comconsole where the
holovid was displaying something that looked suspiciously more like
play than work.
They were just in time, Ethan
gauged; some of their amphibian victims were beginning to twitch. He
almost felt worse about them than he did about Okita. The counter girl
bore the box off.
"They won't suffer long, will they?" Ethan asked, looking back over his shoulder.
Commander
Quinn snorted. "I should die so quick. They're going into the biggest
freezer in the universe—outside. I think I really will ship them back
to Admiral Naismith, later, when things calm down."
"'Things,'"
echoed Ethan. "Quite. I think you and I should have a talk about
'things'." His mouth set mulishly.
Hers turned up on one side. "Heart to heart," she agreed cordially.
CHAPTER SIX
After sneaking the float pallet back to its
docking bay, Commander Quinn brought him by a roundabout route to a
hostel room not much larger than Ethan's own. This hostel was, Ethan
was dimly aware, in yet another section of Transients' Lounge, although
he was not quite sure where they had recrossed that unmarked border.
Quinn had dropped behind several times, or parked him abruptly in some
cul-de-sac while she scouted ahead, or once wandered off quite
casual-seeming, her arm draped across the shoulders of some uniformed
Stationer acquaintance as she gesticulated gaily with her free hand.
Ethan prayed she knew what she was doing.
She at
any rate seemed to feel he had been successfully smuggled to some kind
of home base, for she relaxed visibly when the hostel room doors sealed
shut behind them, kicking off her boots and stretching and diving for
the room service console.
"Here. Real beer." She
handed him a foaming tumbler, after pausing to squirt something into it
from her Dendarii issue medkit. "Imported. '
The
aroma made his mouth water, but he stood suspiciously, without raising
it to his lips. "What did you put in it?"
"Vitamins.
Look, see?" She snapped a squirt out of the air from the same vial, and
washed it down with a long swallow from her own tumbler. "You're safe
here for now. Drink, eat, wash, what-you-will."
He
glanced longingly toward the bathroom. "Won't double use show up on the
computer monitors? What if someone asks questions?"
She
smirked. "It will show that Commander Quinn is entertaining a handsome
Stationer acquaintance in her room, at length. Nobody'd dare ask
anything. Relax."
The implications were anything
but relaxing, but Ethan was by that time ready to risk his life for a
shave; his stubbled chin was perilously close to pretending to paternal
honors to which he had no right.
The bathroom,
alas, had no second exit. He gave up and drank his beer while he
washed. If Millisor and Rau had not found useful intelligence in him,
he doubted Commander Quinn could either, no matter what she'd doctored
his drink with.
He was horrified by the haggard
face that stared back at him from the mirror. Sandpaper chin,
red-rimmed eyes, skin blotched and puffy—no patron in his right mind
would trust his infant to that ruffian. Fortunately, a few minutes work
returned him to his normal reassuringly squeaky-clean neatness; merely
tired, not degraded. There was even a sonic scrubber that cleaned his
clothes while he showered.
He emerged to find
Commander Quinn occupying the room's sole float chair, her jacket off,
feet propped up and luxuriating in their decompression. She opened her
eyes and gestured him toward the bed. He stretched himself out
nervously, the pillow to his back; but there was no other choice of
seating. He found a fresh beer and a tray of edibles, anonymous
Stationer tidbits, ready to hand. He tried not to think about the
food's possible sources.
"So," she began. "There
seems to be an awful lot of interest focused on this shipment of
biologicals Athos ordered. Suppose you start there."
Ethan
swallowed a bite and gathered all his resolve. "No. We trade
information. Suppose you start there." His burst of assertiveness ran
down in the face of her bland raised eyebrows, and he added weakly, "If
you don't mind."
She cocked her head and smiled.
"Very well." She paused to wash down a bite of her own. "Your order was
filled, apparently, by Bharaputra Laboratories' top genetics team. They
spent a couple of months at it, under need-to-know security. This
probably saved several lives, later. The order was sent off on a
non-stop freight run to Kline Station, where it sat in a warehouse for
two months waiting for the yearly census courier to take it to Athos.
Nine big white freezer boxes—" she described them in precise detail,
right down to the serial numbers. "Is that what you got?"
Ethan nodded grimly.
She
went on. "Just about the time the shipment was leaving Kline Station
for Athos, Millisor and his team arrived on Jackson's Whole. They went
through Bharaputra's lab like—well, professionally speaking, it was a
very successful commando raid." Her lips closed on some angrier private
judgement. "Millisor and his team escaped right through House
Bharaputra's private army, vaporizing the laboratory and all its
contents behind them. The contents included most of the genetics team,
quite a few innocent bystanders, and the technical records of the work
done on your shipment. I gather they must have spent some time
questioning the Bharaputra people before they crisped them, because
they got it all. Pausing only to murder the wife and burn down the
house of one of the geneticists, Millisor and company vanished from the
planet, to turn up under new identities here just three weeks too late
to catch your shipment.
"So then I arrived on
Jackson's Whole, innocently asking questions about Athos. House
Bharaputra Security about had a colonic spasm. Fortunately, I was
finally able to persuade them I had no connection with Millisor. In
fact, they think I'm working for them, now," she smiled slowly.
"The Bharaputrans?"
Her
smile became a grimace. "Yes. They hired me to assassinate Millisor and
his team. A lucky break for me, since now I'm not racing one of their
own hit squads to the target. I seem to have made a start in spite of
myself. They'll be so pleased." She sighed, and drank again. "Your
turn, Doctor. What was in those boxes to be worth all those lives?"
"Nothing!"
He shook his head in bewilderment. "Valuable, yes, but not worth
killing for. The Population Council had ordered 450 live ovarian
cultures, to produce egg cells, you know, for children—"
"I know how children are produced, yes," she murmured.
"They
were to be certified free of genetic defects, and taken only from
sources in the top 20 intelligence percentiles. That's all. A week's
routine work for a good genetics team such as you describe. But what we
got was trash!" He detailed the shipment received with increasingly
irate fervor, until she cut him off.
"All right,
Doctor! I believe you. But what left Jackson's Whole was not trash, but
something very special. Somebody therefore took your shipment somewhere
in transit and replaced it with garbage—"
"Very odd garbage, when you think about it," Ethan began slowly, but she was going on.
"What
somebody, then, and when? Not you, not me—although I suppose you've
only my word for that—and not, obviously, Millisor, although he would
have liked to."
"Millisor seemed to think it was this Terrence Cee—person, or whatever he is."
She
sighed. "Whatever-he-is had plenty of time for it. It could have been
switched on Jackson's Whole, or on shipboard en route to Kline Station,
or anytime before the census courier left for Athos—ye gods, do you
have any idea how many ships dock at Kline Station in the course of two
months? And how many connections they in turn make? No wonder Millisor
has been going around looking like his stomach hurts. I'll get a copy
of the Station docking log anyway, though…." she made a note.
Ethan used the pause to ask, "What is a wife?"
She
choked on her beer. For all that she waved it about, Ethan noticed that
its level was dropping very slowly. "I keep forgetting about you…. Ah,
wife. A marriage partner—a man's female mate. The male partner is
called a husband. Marriage takes many forms, but is most commonly a
legal, economic, and genetic alliance to produce and raise children. Do
you copy?"
"I think so," he said slowly. "It
sounds a little like a designated alternate parent." He tasted the
words. "Husband. On Athos, to husband is a verb meaning to conserve
resources. Like stewardship." Did this imply the male maintained the
female during gestation? So, this supposedly organic method had hidden
costs that might make a real Rep Center seem cheap, Ethan thought with
satisfaction.
"Same root."
"What does it mean 'to wife, ' then?"
"There is no parallel verb. I think the root is just some old word meaning simply, 'woman. '"
"Oh." He hesitated. "Did the geneticist whose house was burned and his—his wife have any children?"
"A
little boy, who was in nursery school at the time. Strangely enough,
Millisor didn't bother to torch it, too. Can't imagine how he
overlooked that loose thread. The wife was pregnant." She bit rather
savagely into a protein cube.
Ethan shook his head in frustration. "Why? Why, why, why?"
She
smiled elliptically. "There are moments when I think you might be a man
after my own heart—that was a joke," she added as Ethan lurched,
recoiling. "Yes. Why. My very own assigned question. Millisor seemed
convinced that what Bharaputra's labs produced was actually intended
for Athos, in spite of the subsequent diversion. Now, if nothing else,
I've learned in the past few months that what Millisor thinks had
better be taken into account. Why Athos? What does Athos have that
nobody else does?"
"Nothing," said Ethan simply.
"We're a small, agriculturally based society with no natural resources
worth shipping. We're not on a nexus route to anywhere. We don't go
around bothering anyone."
"'Nothing,'" she noted.
"Think of a scenario where a planet with 'nothing' would be at a
premium… You have privacy, I suppose. Other than that, only your
insistence upon reproducing yourselves the hard way sets you apart."
She sipped her beer. "You say Millisor was talking about attacking your
Reproduction Centers. Tell me about them."
Ethan
needed little encouragement to wax enthusiasm about his beloved job. He
described Sevarin and its operations, and the dedicated cadre of men
who made it work. He explained the beneficent system of social duty
credits that qualified potential fathers. He ran down abruptly when he
found himself describing the personal troubles that prevented him from
achieving his own heart's desire for a son. This woman was getting
entirely too easy to talk to—he wondered anew what was in his beer.
She
leaned back in her chair and whistled tunelessly a moment. "Damn that
diversion anyway. But for that, I'd say the cuckoo's-egg scenario had
the most appeal. It accounted so nicely for Millisor's activities….
Rats."
"The what scenario?"
"Cuckoo's-egg. Do you have cuckoos on Athos?"
"No… Is it a reptile?"
"An
obnoxious bird. From Earth. Principally famous for laying its eggs in
other birds' nests and skipping out on the tedious work of raising
them. Now found galaxy-wide mainly as a literary allusion, since by
some miracle nobody was dumb enough to export them off-planet. All the
rest of the vermin managed to follow mankind into space readily enough.
But do you see what I mean by a cuckoo's-egg scenario?"
Ethan,
seeing, shivered. "Sabotage," he whispered. "Genetic sabotage. They
thought to plant their monsters on us, all unawares…" He caught himself
up. "Oh. But it wasn't the Cetagandans who sent the shipment, was it?
Uh—rats. It wouldn't work anyway, we have ways of weeding out gene
defects…" He subsided, more puzzled than ever.
"The
shipment may have incorporated material stolen from the Cetagandan
research project, though. Thus accounting for Millisor's passion for
retrieving or destroying it."
"Obviously, but—why should Jackson's Whole want to do that to us? Or are they enemies of Cetaganda?"
"Ah—hm. How much do you know about Jackson's Whole?"
"Not
much. They're a planet, they have biological laboratories, they
submitted a bid to the Population Council in response to our
advertisement year before last. So did half a dozen other places."
"Yes, well—next time, order from Beta Colony."
"Beta Colony was the high bid."
She
ran a finger unconsciously across her lips; Ethan thought of plasma
burns. "I'm sure, but you get what you pay for…. Actually, that's
misleading. You can get what you pay for on Jackson's Whole too, if
your purse is deep enough. Want to have a young clone made of yourself,
grown to physical maturity in vitro, and have your brain transferred
into it? There's a 50% chance the operation will kill you, and a 100%
guarantee it kills—whatever individual the clone might have been. No
Betan med center would touch a job like that—clones have full civil
rights there. House Bharaputra will."
"Ugh," said Ethan, revolted. "On Athos, cloning is considered a sin."
She raised her eyebrows. "Oh, yeah? What sin?"
"Vanity."
"Didn't
know that was a sin—oh, well. The point is, if somebody offered House
Bharaputra enough money, they'd have cheerfully filled your boxes
with—dead newts, for instance. Or eight-foot-tall bio-engineered
super-soldiers, or anything else that was asked for." She fell silent,
sipping her beer.
"So what do we do next?" he prodded bravely.
She
frowned. "I'm thinking. I didn't exactly plan this Okita scenario in
advance, y'know. I don't have orders for active interference in the
affair—I was just supposed to observe. Professionally speaking, I
suppose I shouldn't have rescued you. I should have just watched, and
sent off a regretful report on the radius of your splatter to Admiral
Naismith."
"Will he, ah, be annoyed with you?"
Ethan inquired nervously, with a skewed paranoid flash of her admiral
sternly ordering her to restore the original balance by sending him to
join Okita.
"Naw. He has unprofessional moments
himself. Terribly impractical, it's going to kill him one of these
days. Though so far he seems able to make things come out all right by
sheer force of will." She speared the last tidbit on the platter,
finished her beer, and rose. "So. Next I watch Millisor some more. If
he has more back-up team than what I've spotted so far, his search for
you and Okita should smoke them out. You can lie low in here. Don't
leave the room."
Imprisoned again, although more
comfortably. "But what about my clothes, my luggage, my room…" his
Economy Cabin, unoccupied, ticking up his bill nonetheless, "my
mission!"
"You absolutely must not go near your
room!" She sighed. "It's eight months till your return ship to Athos,
right? Tell you what—you help me with my mission, I'll help you with
yours. You do what I tell you, you might even live to complete it."
"Always
assuming," said Ethan, chapped, "that Ghem-colonel Millisor doesn't
outbid House Bharaputra or Admiral Naismith for your services."
She
shrugged on her jacket, a lumpy thing with lots of pockets that seemed
to have a deal more swing than accounted for by the weight of the
fabric. "You can get one thing straight right now, Athosian. There are
some things money can't buy."
"What, mercenary?"
She paused at the door, her lips curving up despite her sparking eyes. "Unprofessional moments."
The
first day of his semi-voluntary incarceration passed sleeping off the
exhaustion, terror, and biochemical cocktails of the preceding 24
hours. He came to muzzy consciousness once just as Commander Quinn was
tiptoeing out of the room, but sank back. The second time he awoke,
much later, he found her asleep stretched out on the floor dressed in
uniform trousers and shirt, her jacket hung ready-to-hand. Her eyes
slitted open to follow him as he staggered to the bathroom.
He
found on the second day that Commander Quinn did not lock him in during
the long hours of her absences. He dithered in the hallway for twenty
minutes, upon discovering this, trying to evolve some rational program
for his freedom besides being immediately gobbled up by Millisor, who
was by now doubtless tearing the Station apart looking for him. The
whirr of a cleaning robot rounding the corner sent him spinning back
into the room, heart palpitating. Maybe it wouldn't hurt to let the
mercenary woman protect him a little longer.
By
the third day he had recovered enough of his native tone of mind to
begin serious worrying about his predicament, although not yet enough
physical energy to try doing anything about it. Belatedly, he began
boning up on galactic history through the comconsole library.
By
the end of the next day he was becoming painfully aware of the
inadequacy of a cultural education that consisted of two very general
galactic histories, a history of Cetaganda, and a fiction holovid
titled "Love's Savage Star" that he had stumbled onto and been too
stunned to switch off. Life with women did not just induce strange
behavior, it appeared; it induced very strange behavior. How long
before the emanations or whatever it was from Commander Quinn would
make him start acting like that? Would ripping open her jacket to
expose her mammary hypertrophy really cause her to fixate upon him like
a newly hatched chick on its mother hen? Or would she carve him to
ribbons with her vibra-knife before the hormones or whatever they were
cut in?
He shuddered, and cursed the study time
he'd wasted on timidity during the two months voyage to Kline Station.
Innocence might be bliss, but ignorance was demonstrably hell; if his
soul was to be offered up on the altar of necessity, by God the Father
Athos should have the full worth of it. He read on.
The
opposite of nirvana in his spiritual descent, Ethan decided, was tizzy;
and by the sixth day he had achieved it.
"What the hell is Millisor doing out there?" he demanded of Commander Quinn during one of her brief stop-ins.
"He's
not doing as much as I'd hoped," she admitted. She slumped in her
chair, winding a curl of her dark hair around and around her finger.
"He hasn't reported you or Okita missing to the Station authorities. He
hasn't revealed hidden reserves of personnel. He's made no move to
leave the Station. The time he's spending maintaining his cover
identity suggests he's digging in for a long stay. Last week I'd
thought he was just waiting for the return ship from Athos that you
came on, but now it's clear there's something more. Something even more
important than an AWOL subordinate."
Ethan paced, his voice rising. "How long am I going to have to stay in here?"
She
shrugged. "Until something breaks, I suppose." She smiled sourly.
"Something might, although not for our side. Millisor and Rau and Setti
have been searching the Station themselves, real quiet-like—they keep
coming back to this one corridor near Ecobranch. I couldn't figure out
why, at first. Now, Okita's clothes scanned clean of bugs, but just to
be sure I mailed 'em off to Admiral Naismith. So I knew it couldn't be
that. I finally got hold of the technical specs for that section. The
damned protein-culture vats are behind that corridor wall. I think
Okita may have had some sort of inorganic code-response-only tracer
implanted internally. Some poor sod is going to break a tooth on it in
his Chicken Kiev any day now. I just hope to the gods it won't be a
transient who will sue the Station… So much for the perfect crime." She
heaved a sigh. "Millisor hasn't figured it out yet, though—he's still
eating meat."
Ethan was getting mortally tired of
salads himself. And of this room, and of the tension, indecision, and
helplessness. And of Commander Quinn, and the casual way she ordered
him around….
"I have only your say-so that the
Station authorities can't help me," he broke out suddenly. "I didn't
shoot Okita. I haven't done anything! I don't even have an argument
with Millisor—it's you who seem to be carrying on a private war with
him. He'd never have thought I was a secret agent in the first place if
Rau hadn't found your bug. It's you who's been getting me in deeper and
deeper, to serve your spying."
"He'd have picked you up in any case," she observed.
"Yes,
but all I needed was to convince Millisor that Athos didn't have his
stuff. His interrogation might have done that, if your interference
hadn't aroused his suspicions. Hell, he'd be welcome to come inspect
our Rep Centers if he wants."
She raised her
eyebrows, a gesture Ethan found increasingly irritating. "You really
think you could negotiate that with him? Personally, I'd rather import
a new plague bacillus."
"At least he's male," Ethan snapped.
She
laughed; Ethan's temper rose to the boiling point. "How long are you
going to keep me locked up in here?" he demanded again.
She
paused, visibly. Her eyes widened, narrowed; she tamped out her smile.
"You're not locked up," she pointed out mildly. "You can leave any
time. At your own risk, of course. I shall be saddened, but I shall
survive."
He slowed in his frenetic pacing. "You're bluffing. You can't let me go. I've learned too much."
Her
feet came down from the desktop, and she stopped twisting her hair. She
stared at him with a discomforting expressionlessness, like someone
calculating the narrowness of slide necessary to prepare a biological
specimen for slide mounting. When she spoke again, her voice grated
like gravel. "I should say you haven't learned bloody enough."
"You
don't want me to tell the Station authorities about Okita, do you? That
puts your neck on the line with your own people—"
"Oh,
hardly my neck. They would of course have a shit fit if they found out
what we did with the body—to which I might point out you were a willing
accessory. Contamination is a much more serious charge than mere
murder. Nearly up there with arson."
"So? What can they do, deport me? That's not a punishment, that's a reward!"
Her
eyes slitted, concealing their sharpening light. "If you leave,
Athosian, don't expect to come bleating back to me for protection. I
have no use for quitters, quislings—or queers."
He
supposed she was insulting him. He took it as intended. "Well, I have
no use for a sly, tricky, arrogant, overbearing—woman!" he sputtered.
She
spread her hand invitingly toward the door, pursing her lips. Ethan
realized he had just had the last word. His credit chit was in his
pocket, his shoes were on his feet. Nostrils flaring, he marched out
the door, head held high. His back crawled in expectation of a stunner
beam, or worse. None came.
It was very, very quiet
in the corridor when the airseal doors had hissed shut. Had the last
word really been what he'd wanted? And yet—he'd rather face Millisor,
Rau, and Okita's ghost together than crawl back into his prison and
apologize to Quinn.
Determination. Decision.
Action. That was the way to solve problems. Not running away and
hiding. He would seek out and confront Millisor face-to-face. He
stomped off down the corridor.
By the time he
reached the mallway exit from the hostel he was walking normally, and
he had revised his plan to the more sane and sensible one of calling
Millisor from the safe distance of a public comconsole. He could be
tricky himself. He would not approach his own hostel. If necessary, he
might even abandon his personal gear, and purchase a ticket
off-Station—to Beta Colony?—at the last moment before boarding, thus
escaping the whole crowd of insane secret agents. By the time he got
back to Kline Station, they might even have chased each other off to
some other part of the galaxy.
He removed himself a couple of levels from Quinn's hostel and found a comconsole booth.
"I
wish to reach a transient, Ghem-colonel Ruyst Millisor," he told the
computer. He spelled the name out carefully. His voice, he noted with
self-approval, scarcely quavered.
No such individual is registered at Kline Station, the holoscreen flashed back.
"Er… Has he checked out?" Gone, and Commander Quinn stringing him along all this time… ?
No such individual registered within the past 12-month cycle, the holoscreen murmured brightly.
"Um, urn—how about a Captain Rau?"
No such individual…
"Setti?"
No such individual…
He
stopped short of mentioning Okita, and stood blankly. Then it came to
him; Millisor was the man's real name. But here on Kline Station he was
doubtless using an assumed one, with forged identity cards to match.
Ethan had not the first clue what the alias might be. Dead end.
At
a loss, he wandered down the mall. He could, he supposed, just return
to his room and let Millisor find him, but whether he'd get a chance to
negotiate or even get a word out before being scragged by Okita's
vengeful comrades was a very moot point.
The
varigated passers-by scarcely ruffled his self-absorption, but two
approaching faces were extraordinary. A pair of plainly-dressed men of
average height had brilliant designs painted upon their faces,
completely masking their skin. Dark red was the base color of one,
slashed with orange, black, white, and green in an intricate pattern,
obviously meaningful. The other was chiefly brilliant blue, with
yellow, white, and black swirls outlining and echoing eyes, nose, and
mouth. They were deep in conversation with each other. Ethan stared
covertly, fascinated and delighted.
It wasn't
until they passed nearly shoulder to shoulder with him that Ethan's eye
teased out the features beneath the markings. He suddenly realized that
he did know what the face paint meant, from his recent reading. They
were marks of rank for Cetagandan ghem-lords.
Captain
Rau looked up at the same, moment square into Ethan's face. Rau's mouth
opened, his eyes widening in the blue mask, his hand reaching swiftly
for a pouch on his belt. Ethan, after a second of confounded paralysis,
ran.
There was a shout behind him. A
God-the-Father nerve disrupter bolt crackled past his head. Ethan
glanced back over his shoulder. Rau had only missed, it appeared,
because Millisor had knocked the lethal weapon upward. They were
yelling at each other even as they began pursuit. Ethan now remembered
clearly just how terrifying the Cetagandans could be.
Ethan
dove head-first into an Up lift tube and swam as frantically as any
salmon through its languid field, hand over hand down the emergency
grips. Jostled rising passengers swore at him in surprise.
He
exited on another level, ran, took another lift, changed again, and
again, with many a panicked backward glance. Here across a crowded
shop, there through a deserted construction zone—AUTHORIZED PERSONNEL
ONLY—twist, turn, double and dive. He crossed out of Transients' Lounge
somewhere, for gadgets on the walls that had long lists of instructions
and prohibitions beside them in the tourist ghetto here were nearly
anonymous.
He went to ground at last in an
equipment closet, and lay gasping for breath on the floor. He seemed to
have lost his pursuers. He had certainly lost himself.
CHAPTER SEVEN
He sat in a sour huddle for an hour after he
caught his breath and his heart stopped hammering. So, running away and
hiding was no way to solve problems? Any action was better than rotting
in Quinn's cell-like hostel room? He meditated glumly on just how fast
one could re-evaluate one's moral position in the flash and crackle
from the silvered bell-muzzle of a nerve disruptor. He stared into the
closet's dimness. At least Quinn's prison had had a bathroom.
He
would have to go to the Station authorities, now. There was no going
back to Quinn, she'd made that clear, and no illusion left of his
ability to negotiate a separate peace with the Cetagandan crazies. He
beat his head gently on the wall a few times in token of his
self-esteem, unfolded from his crouch, and began to search his hidey
hole.
A locker full of Stationer work coveralls
made him suddenly conscious of his own downsider apparel, followed by
another and more horrid thought; had Quinn planted another bug on him?
She'd certainly had plenty of opportunity. He stripped to the skin and
traded his Athosian clothes for some red coveralls and boots that were
only a little too large. The boots chafed his feet, but he dared not
retain even his socks. He only needed the camouflage long enough to
sneak to—make that, locate and sneak to—the nearest Station Security
post. It wasn't stealing; he would give the coveralls back at the first
opportunity.
He slipped out of the closet and took
a left down the empty corridor, trying to imitate the rolling
purposeful stride of a Stationer while fixing the closet's number in
his memory so that he might retrieve his clothes later. He passed two
women in blue coveralls floating a loaded pallet, but they were
obviously in a hurry. Ethan couldn't nerve himself to stop them for
directions. A Stationer such as his red suit proclaimed him to be would
have known the way. It was bound to seem peculiar to them even without
his accent.
He was just beginning to seriously
question his original assumption that if he didn't know where he was,
neither would his pursuers, when a scream, a thud, and a rattling crash
snapped his attention to the cross-corridor just ahead. Two float
pallets had collided. Crying and swearing mingled with a clatter of
plastic boxes cascading from one pallet and an ear-splitting,
screeching twitter. Balls of yellow feathers exploded from a spilled
box into the air, darting, swerving, and ricocheting off the walls.
A
woman was screaming—"The gravity! The gravity!" Ethan recognized the
voice with a start. It was the bony green-and-blue uniformed ecotech,
Helda, from the Assimilation Station. She was glaring at him,
scarlet-faced. "The gravity! Wake up, you twit, they're getting away!"
She scrambled out from under the boxes and staggered toward him,
panting.
As Ethan struggled with his conscience
whether or not to blow his incognito by volunteering medical
assistance—the other three people involved all seemed to be moving,
sitting up, and complaining at healthy volume—Helda yanked open a cover
on the wall beside Ethan's head and turned a rheostat. The frantically
fluttering songbirds beat their wings in vain as they were sucked to
the deck. Ethan's knees nearly buckled as his weight more than doubled.
He found himself and the ecotech braced against each other.
"Oh, gods, you again," snarled Helda. "I might have known. Are you on duty?"
"No," squeaked Ethan.
"Good.
Then you can help me pick up these damned birds before they spread
toxoplasmidosis all over the Station."
Ethan
recognized the disease, a mildly contagious, slow subviral life-form
that attacked RNA, and fell willingly to hands and knees to crawl after
her and pluck up the dozen or so hysterical birds pinned by their own
weight. Only when the last bird was stuffed back into its box and the
lid tied down with the ecotech's belt did she pay the least attention
to the bitterly complaining human accident victims now lying flat on
the deck and panting for breath. When she turned the gravity dial back
to standard Ethan felt he might take off and fly himself, so great was
the relief.
One of the victims sitting up shakily
wore a pine-green and blue uniform like Helda's. Blood runneled down
his face from a cut on his forehead. Ethan gauged it at a glance as
spectacular but superficial. Clean pressure over the wound—not from his
hands, he'd been handling the birds—would take care of it in a trice.
The two white-faced teenagers from the other pallet, one male, one that
Ethan's now-practiced eye identified immediately as female, clutched
each other and stared at the blood in horror, obviously under the
impression that they'd near-killed the man.
Ethan,
holding his hands in loose fists to remind himself to touch nothing,
put some gruff authority into his voice and directed the frightened boy
to make a pad and stop the bleeding. The girl was crying that her wrist
was broken, but Ethan would have bet Betan dollars it was merely
sprained. Helda, holding her hands identically to Ethan's, elbowed open
a comlink in the wall and called for help. Her first concern was for a
decontamination team from her own department, her second for Station
Security, and a distant third for a medtech for the injured.
Ethan
blew out his breath in relief at his lucky break. Instead of his having
to hunt for Station Security, it would be coming to him. He could fling
himself upon Security's mercy and get unlost at the same time.
The
decontamination team arrived first. Airseal doors cordoned off the
area, and the team began going over walls, floors, ceilings and vents
with sonic scrubbers, x-ray sterilizers, and potent disinfectants.
"You'll
have to deal with Security, Teki," Helda directed her assistant as she
stepped into the sealed passenger pallet the decontamination team had
produced. "See that they throw the book at those two joyriders."
The
two teenagers paled still further, scarcely reassured by a secretive
shake of his head directed at them by Teki.
"Well, come along," Helda snapped at Ethan.
"Huh?
Uh…" Monosyllabic grunts might conceal his accent, but were lousy for
eliciting information. Ethan dared a, "Where to?"
"Quarantine, of course."
Quarantine?
For how long? He must have mouthed the words aloud, for the decon man
shooing him toward the float pallet said soothingly, "We're just going
to scrub you down and give you a shot. If you've got a heavy date, you
can call her from there. We'll vouch for you."
Ethan
wanted to disabuse the decon man of this last dreadful misapprehension,
but the ecotech's presence inhibited him. He allowed himself to be
chivvied into the pallet. He seated himself across from the woman with
a fixed smile.
The canopy was closed and sealed,
shutting off all sound from the exterior. Ethan pressed his face
longingly to the transparent surface as the pallet rose and drifted
past the two arriving Security patrolmen in their orange and black
uniforms. He doubted they could hear him if he screamed.
"Don't
touch your face," Helda reminded him absently, glancing back for one
last look at the disaster scene. It seemed to be under control now, the
decon team having taken charge of her float pallet of birds and
reopened the airseal doors.
Ethan displayed his closed fists in token of his understanding.
"You
do seem to have grasped sterile technique," Helda admitted grudgingly,
settling back and glowering at him. "For a while there I thought Docks
and Locks was now hiring the mentally handicapped."
Ethan
shrugged. Silence fell. Silence lengthened. He cleared his throat.
"What was that?" he asked gruffly, with a jerk of his chin back to
indicate the recent accident.
"Couple of stupid
kids playing starfighter with a float pallet. Their parents will hear
from me. You want speed, take a tube car. Float pallets are for work.
Or do you mean the birds?"
"Birds."
"Condemned
cargo. You should have heard the freighter captain scream when we
impounded them. As if he had a civil right to spread disease all over
the galaxy. Although it could have been worse." She sighed. "It could
have been beef again."
"Beef?" croaked Ethan.
She
snorted. "A whole bleeding herd of live beef, being transported
somewhere for breeding. Crawling with microvermin. I had to cut them in
half to fit them in the disposer. Worst mess you ever saw. We broke
them down to atoms, you can bet. The owners sued the Station." Her eyes
glinted. "They lost." She added after a moment, "I hate messes."
Ethan
shrugged again, hoping the gesture would be taken for sympathy. This
frightening female was the last person on the Station he wished to
surrender to, bar Millisor. He trusted devoutly that Ecobranch did not
dispose of diseased human transients in the same cavalier fashion.
"Did Docks and Locks clear up that trash dump in Bay 13 yet?" she inquired suddenly.
"Er, ah…" Ethan cleared his throat.
She frowned. "What is the matter with you? Do you have a cold?"
Ethan wouldn't have dared admit to harboring viruses. "Strained my voice yesterday," he muttered.
"Oh."
She settled back like a disappointed bird-dog. The monologue having now
fallen officially to her, she stared around for another topic of
conversation. "Now that's a disgusting sight." She jerked her thumb to
the side; Ethan saw nothing but a couple of passing Stationers. "You
wonder how someone can stand to let herself go like that."
"What?" muttered Ethan, totally bewildered.
"That fat girl."
Ethan
looked back over his shoulder. The obesity in question was so
clinically mild as to be nearly invisible to his eye, given the extra
padding of the female build.
"Biochemistry," Ethan suggested placatingly.
"Ha.
That's just an excuse for lack of self-discipline. She probably gorges
at night on fancy imported downsider food." Helda brooded a moment.
"Revolting stuff. You don't know where it's been. Now, I never eat
anything but clean vat lean, and salads—none of those high-fat, gooey
dressings, either—" a lengthy dissertation upon her diet and digestion
more than filled the time until the float pallet stopped at their
destination.
Ethan waited until she'd exited
before unpeeling himself from the farthest corner of his seat. He poked
his head cautiously out.
The quarantine processing
area had a hospitalish smell that pierced him with homesickness for
Sevarin. A distressed lump rose in his throat, which he swallowed back
down.
"This way, sir." A male ecotech in a sterile
gown motioned him ahead. A couple more techs promptly began going over
the passenger pallet with x-ray sterilizers. Ethan was directed down a
corridor from the off-loading zone to a sort of locker room, the gowned
tech following behind sweeping up his invisible septic footprints with
a sonic scrubber.
The tech gave him a brief,
accurate lecture on how to take a decontamination shower, and absconded
with his red suit and boots muttering, "No underwear? Some people!"
Ethan's
IDs and credit chit were in the red coveralls' pocket. Ethan nearly
cried. But there was no help for it. He showered thoroughly, dried,
scratched his itching nose at last, then hovered naked and alone about
the chamber for what seemed a very long time. He was just meditating on
the pros and cons of running howling nude back down the corridor when
the gowned tech returned.
"Hello." The tech
dropped his folded coveralls and boots on a bench, pressed a hypospray
against his arm, said, "See Records on your way out. It's the other
way," and wandered off. "Goodbye."
Ethan pounced
on the clothes. His wallet was still in the pocket, or at any rate back
in the pocket. He sighed relief, dressed, squared his shoulders in
preparation for full confession, and at a guess from the tech's cryptic
speech went on down the corridor in the direction opposite his entry.
He
was just thinking himself lost again when he saw an open arched door
and beyond it a room with a manned computer interface. The young man
from the bird pallet, Teki, now pale and interesting with a white
plastic bandage across his forehead, arrived at the doorway at the same
time as Ethan. He paused rather breathlessly, and with a bright nod let
Ethan enter first. The bony Helda stood by the counter within, tapping
one foot, with her arms folded.
She fixed Teki
with a cold look. "It's about time you got off that comconsole. I
thought I told you to tell your girlfriend not to call you at work."
"It
wasn't Sara," said Teki righteously. "It was a relative. With a
business message." Sensibly re-directing Helda's attention, he seized
on Ethan. "Look, here's our helper."
Ethan swallowed and approached, wondering how to begin. He wished the woman wasn't there.
"Good-oh,"
said the green-and-blue uniformed man running the computer interface.
"Just let me have your card, please." He held out his hand.
He
wanted some standard Stationer ID, Ethan supposed. He took a deep
breath, nerved himself, and glanced up at the frowning woman. His
confession became an "Er, ah—don't have it with me…"
Her frown deepened. "You're supposed to have it with you at all times, Docks-and-Locks."
"Off
duty," Ethan offered desperately. "My other coveralls." If he could
just get away from this terrible female, he'd go straight to Security….
She inhaled.
Teki
cut in. "Aw, c'mon, Helda, give the guy a break. He did help us out
with those blasted tweety-birds." Winking, he took Ethan by the arm and
towed him toward the chamber's other exit. "Just go get it and bring it
back, all right?"
The woman said, "Well!" but the counterman nodded.
"Don't
mind Helda," whispered the young man to Ethan as he pushed him past the
inner door, through a UV-and-filtered-air lock, and out a final
airseal. "She drives everybody crazy. That fat kid of hers emigrated
Downside just to get away from her. I don't suppose she said thanks for
the help?"
Ethan shook his head.
"Well, I thank you." He nodded cheerfully; the airseal doors hissed closed on his smile.
"Help,"
said Ethan in a tiny voice. He turned around. He was in another
standard Station corridor, identical to a thousand others. He squeezed
his eyes shut briefly in spiritual pain, sighed, and started walking.
Two
hours later he was still walking, certain he was circling. Station
Security posts, frequent and highly visible in Transients' Lounge,
disappeared here in the Stationers' own areas. Or maybe like the
equipment in the walls they were merely cryptically marked, and he was
walking right past them. Ethan swore softly under his breath as another
blister rubbed up by his ill-fitting boots popped.
Glancing
down a cross-corridor, he gave a joyous start. The stuff on the walls
had labels, lists, and locks again. He turned that way. A few more
junctions, another door, and he found himself in a public mallway. Not
far along it, beside a fountain, shimmered a directory.
"You
are here," he muttered, tracing through the holovid. Colored light
licked over his finger. Nearest Security post, there: he looked up to
match the map with a mirrored booth on the balcony at the farthest end
of the mall. Just one level below this mallway was his own hostel.
Quinn's hostel was over a bit, up two. He wondered anxiously where the
one in which the Cetagandans had questioned him was. Not far away
enough, he was sure. He steeled himself and hobbled up the mall,
glancing out of the corner of his eye for men in bright face paint or
women in crisp grey-and-white uniforms.
KLINE
STATION SECURITY, glowed the legend atop the booth. The mirroring was
one-way. From inside there was a fine view overlooking the mall, Ethan
found upon entering. Banks of monitors and comm links filled the little
room. A Security person sat, feet up, eating little fried morsels of
something from a bag and gazing idly down at the colorful concourse.
A
Security woman, Ethan corrected himself with an inward moan. Young and
dark-haired, in her orange-and-black quasi-military uniform she bore a
faint, generic resemblance to Commander Quinn.
He cleared his throat. "Uh, excuse me… Are you on duty?"
She
smiled. "Alas, yes. From the time I put on this uniform to the time I
take it off at the end of my shift, plus whenever they beep me after.
But I get off at 2400," she added encouragingly. "Would you care for a
newt nugget?"
"Uh, no—no thank you," Ethan
replied. He smiled back in nervous uncertainty. Her smile became
blinding. He tried again. "Did you hear anything about a fellow firing
a nerve disruptor in one of the mallways this morning?"
"Gods, yes! Is it gossip in Docks and Locks already?"
"Oh…"
Ethan realized where some of the disjointedness in this conversation
was coming from; the red coveralls were misleading her. "I'm not a
Stationer."
"I can tell by your accent," she
agreed cordially. She sat up and rested her chin on his hand. Her eyes
positively twinkled. "Earning your way across the galaxy as a migrant
worker, are you? Or did you get stranded?"
"Uh,
neither…" Ethan continued smiling, since she did. Was this some
expected part of exchanges between the sexes? Neither Quinn nor the
ecotech had used such intense facial signals, but Quinn admitted
herself atypical and the ecotech was definitely weird. His mouth was
beginning to hurt. "But about that shooting…"
"Oh,
have you talked to anybody that was there?" Some of her glowing manner
fell away, and she sat up more alertly. "We're looking for more
witnesses."
Caution asserted itself. "Uh—why?"
"It's
the charge. Of course the fellow claims he fired by accident, showing
off the weapon to his friend. But the tipster who called in the
incident claimed he shot at a man, who ran away. Well, the tipster
vanished, and the rest of the so-called witnesses were the usual
lot—full of contagious drama, but when you pin 'em down they always
turn out to have been facing the other way or zipping their boot or
something at the actual moment the disrupter went off." She sighed.
"Now, if it's proved the fellow with the disrupter was firing at
someone, he gets deported, but if it was an accident all we can do is
confiscate the illegal weapon, fine him, and let him go. Which we'll
have to do in another 12 hours if this intent-to-harm business can't be
substantiated."
Rau under arrest? Ethan's smile became beatific. "What about his friend?"
"Vouches for him, of course. He shook down clean, so there was nothing to be done with him."
Millisor
on the loose, if he understood the Security woman correctly. Ethan's
smile faded. And Setti, whom Ethan had never seen and would not
recognize if he walked right into him. Ethan took a breath. "My name is
Urquhart."
"Mine's Lara," said the Security woman.
"That's nice," said Ethan automatically. "But—"
"It
was my grandmother's name," the Security woman confided. "I think
family names give such a nice sense of continuity, don't you? Unless
you happen to get stuck with something like Sterilla, which happened to
an unfortunate friend of mine. She shortens it to Ilia."
"Uh—that wasn't exactly what I meant."
She tilted her head, chipper. "Which wasn't?"
"I beg your pardon?"
"What thing that you said wasn't what you meant?"
"Er…"
"—quhart,"
she finished. "It's a nice name, I don't think you should be shy about
it. Or did you get teased about it as a kid or something?"
He
stood with his mouth open, awash. But before the conversational thread
could become more raveled, another, older Security woman shot down the
lift tube that connected the booth to an upper level. She exited the
tube with an authoritative thump.
"No socializing
on duty, Corporal, may I remind you—again," she called over her
shoulder as she went to a locker. "Wrap it up, we've got a call."
The
Security girl made a moue at her superior's back, and whispered to
Ethan, "2400, all right?" She came to her feet, and something like
attention, as her officer pulled a pair of sidearms in holsters from
the wall cabinet. "Serious, ma'am?"
"We're wanted for a search cordon, levels C7 and 8. A prisoner just vanished from Detention."
"Escaped?"
"They
didn't say escaped. They said, vanished." The officer's mouth twisted
dryly. "When Echelon insists on weasel-words, I get suspicious. The
prisoner was that dirt sucker they pried loose from the nerve disruptor
this morning. Now, I had a look at his weapon. Best military issue, and
not new." She buckled on her heavy-duty stunner, and handed its twin to
her corporal.
"Yeah, so? Army surplus." The
corporal straightened her uniform, checked her face in a small mirror,
then checked her weapon with equal care.
"Yeah,
not so. I'll bet you Betan dollars to anything you choose he's another
gods-please-damn unregistered military espionage agent.
"Not that plague again. Is it just one, or a bunch?"
"I
hope it's not a bunch. That's the worst. Unpredictable, violent, don't
care about the law, don't care about public safety for the gods' sakes,
and after you half break your neck handling them with gloves you still
get reprimanded at some embassy's request and all your carefully
amassed case evidence gets tossed into the vacuum—" She turned to make
shooing motions at Ethan. "Out, out, we've got to lock up here." She
added to her corporal, "You stick tight by me, you hear? No heroics."
"Yes, ma'am."
And
Ethan found himself locked out on the balcony as Station Security, in a
pair, hurried out of sight. The corporal glanced back over her shoulder
at his tentative raised hand and "Ah—ah… ", and gave him a friendly
little wave of her fingers.
Over three corridors.
Up two levels. Through the maze within a maze of Quinn's hostel. The
familiar door. Ethan moistened his lips, and knocked.
And knocked again.
And stood…
The
door hissed open. His relief was swallowed by surprise as a cleaning
robot dodged around him. The room beyond was as anonymous and pristine
as if never occupied.
"Where'd she go?" he wailed, rhetorically to relieve his feelings.
But
the cleaning robot paused. "Please rephrase your question, sir or
madam," it spoke from a grille in its maroon plastic housing.
He turned to it eagerly. "Commander Quinn—the person who had this room—where did she go?"
"The
previous occupant checked out at 1100, sir or madam. The previous
occupant left no forwarding address with this hostel, sir or madam."
Eleven
hundred? She must have gone within minutes of the time he'd stormed
out, Ethan calculated. "Oh, God the Father…"
"Sir or madam," chirped the robot politely, "please rephrase your question."
"I
wasn't talking to you," said Ethan, running his hands through his hair.
He felt like tearing it out in clumps.
The robot hovered. "Do you require anything else, sir or madam?"
"No—no…"
The robot whirred away up the corridor.
Down two levels. Over three corridors. The Security team had not yet returned. Their booth was still locked.
Ethan
plunked down beside the fountain and waited. This time he would really
turn himself in, for sure. If Rau had got himself on the wrong side of
the law by firing at Ethan, Ethan must therefore be on the right side,
correct? He had nothing to fear from Security.
Of
course, if they couldn't keep Rau the arrestee in their secure area,
how likely was it they could keep Rau the assassin out? Ethan
studiously ignored this whisper from his logic as a fear planted by
Quinn. Security was his best chance. Indeed, now that he had
irrevocably offended Quinn, Security was his only chance.
"Dr. Urquhart?" A hand fell on Ethan's shoulder.
Ethan jumped half a meter, and whirled. "Who wants t'know?" he demanded hoarsely.
A
blond young man fell back a pace in consternation. He was of middle
height, wire-muscled and slight, dressed in an unfamiliar downsider
fashion, a sleeveless knit shirt, loose trousers bunched at the ankles
into the tops of comfortable-looking boots of some butter-soft leather.
"Excuse me. If you're Dr. Ethan Urquhart of Athos, I've been looking
all over for you."
"Why?"
"I
hoped you might help me. Please, sir, don't go—" he held out a hand as
Ethan flinched away. "You don't know me, but I'm very interested in
Athos. My name is Terrence Cee."
CHAPTER EIGHT
After a moment's stunned silence Ethan sputtered, "What do you want of Athos?"
"Refuge,
sir," said the young man. "For I'm surely a refugee." Tension rendered
his smile false and anxious. He grew more urgent as Ethan backed away
slightly. "The census courier's manifest listed one of your titles as
ambassador-at-large. You can give me political asylum, can't you?"
"I—I—"
Ethan stammered. "That was just something the Population Council threw
in at the last minute, because no one was sure what I'd find out here.
I'm not really a diplomat, I'm a doctor." He stared at the young man,
who stared back with a kind of beaten hunger. The automatic part of
Ethan totted up the symptoms of fatigue Cee presented: grey in the
hollows of his skin, bloodshot sclera, a barely observable tremula in
his smooth corded hands. A horrid realization shook Ethan. "Look,
uh—you aren't by chance asking me to protect you from Ghem-colonel
Millisor, are you?"
Cee nodded.
"Oh—oh,
no. You don't understand. It's just me, out here. I don't have an
embassy or anything like that. I mean, real embassies have security
guards, soldiers, a whole intelligence corps—"
Cee's smile twisted. "Does the man who arranged Okita's last accident really need them?"
Ethan stood with his mouth open, his utter dismay robbing him of reply.
Cee
went on. "There are many of them—Millisor can command the resources of
Cetaganda against me—and I'm alone. The only one left. The sole
survivor. Alone, it isn't a question whether they'll kill me, only how
soon." His beautiful structured hands opened in pleading. "I was sure
I'd eluded them, and it was safe to double back. Only to find
Millisor—the fearless vampire hunter himself!—" the young man's mouth
thinned in bitterness, "squatting across the last gateway. I beg you,
sir. Grant me asylum."
Ethan cleared his throat nervously. "Ah—just what do you mean by 'vampire hunter'?"
"It's
how he views himself," Cee shrugged. "To him all his crimes are
heroics, for the good of Cetaganda, because somebody has to do the
dirty work—his exact thought, that. He's proud to do it. But he doesn't
have to nerve himself to do the dirty work on me. He hates and fears me
worse than any hell, in his secretive little soul—ha! As if his secrets
were more vital or vile than anyone else's. As if I gave a damn for his
secrets, or his soul."
Wanly, Ethan recognized the
seasick symptoms of talk at cross-purposes again. He stretched for some
bottom to this floating conversation. "What are you?"
The
young man drew back, his face suddenly shuttered with suspicion.
"Asylum. Asylum first, and then you can have it all."
"Huh?"
The
suspicion turned to despair before Ethan's eyes. The excitement that
hope had lent Cee evaporated, leaving a bleak dryness. "I understand.
You see me as they do. A medical monstrosity, put together from
graveyard bits, cooked in a vat. Well," he inhaled resolution, "so be
it. But I'll have vengeance on Ghem-captain Rau, at least, before my
death. That much I swear to Janine."
Ethan seized
upon the one intelligible item in all this, and with as much dignity he
could muster said, "If by a 'vat' you are referring to a uterine
replicator, I'll have you know I was incubated in a uterine replicator
myself, and it is every bit as good as any other method of generation.
Better. So I'll thank you not to insult my origins, or my life's work."
Some
of the same floating confusion that Ethan was sure must be in his own
face crossed Cee's. Why not. Misery, Ethan thought with acid
satisfaction, loves company.
The young man—boy,
really, for take away the aging effects of exhaustion upon him and he
was surely younger than Janos—seemed about to speak, then shook his
head and turned away.
Necessity, thought Ethan
frantically, is the uterine replicator of invention. "Wait!" he cried.
"I grant you the asylum of Athos!" He might as well have promised the
remission of Cee's sins as well, since he had about as much power to
effect one as the other. But Cee turned back anyway, hope flaring again
in his blue eyes, hot like a gas jet. "Only, " Ethan went on, "you have
to tell me where you took the ovarian cultures the Population Council
ordered from Bharaputra Laboratories."
It was Terrence Cee's turn to stand in open-mouthed dismay now. "Didn't Athos receive them?"
"No."
The
breath hissed from the blond man's mouth as though he had been struck
in the stomach. "Millisor! He must have got them! But no—but how—he
could not conceal—"
Ethan cleared his throat
gently. "Unless you think your Colonel Millisor would spend seven hours
interrogating me—quite unpleasantly—as to their whereabouts for a
practical joke, I don't think so."
It was actually
quite refreshing to see somebody else look as agitated as he felt,
Ethan thought. Cee turned to his new protector, his arms spread wide in
bewilderment.
"But Dr. Urquhart—if you don't have
them, and I don't have them, and Millisor doesn't have them—where'd
they go?"
Ethan thought he finally understood Elli
Quinn's stated dislike of being on the damned defensive. He'd had a
belly full of it himself. Dump enough shit on it, he thought savagely,
and even the fragile seed of resolution in his timid heart might
blossom into something greater. He smiled pleasantly at the blond young
man. Cee really did look like a shorter, thinner Janos. It was the
coloration that did it. But Cee's mouth held no hint of the petulance
that sometimes marred Janos's when set in anger or weariness.
"Suppose," suggested Ethan, "we pool our information and find out?"
Cee
gazed up at him—he was several centimeters shorter than Ethan—and
asked, "Are you truly Athos's senior intelligence agent?"
"In a sense," murmured Athos's only agent of any description, "yes."
Cee
nodded. "It would be a pleasure, sir." He took a deep breath. "I must
have some purified tyramine, then. I used the last of my supply on
Millisor three days ago."
Tyramine was an amino
acid precursor of any number of endogenous brain chemicals, but Ethan
had never heard of it as a truth drug. "I beg your pardon?"
"For my telepathy," said Cee impatiently.
The
floor seemed to drop away under Ethan. Far, far away. "The whole
psionics hypothesis was definitively disproved hundreds of years ago,"
he heard his own voice say distantly. "There is no such thing as mental
telepathy."
Terrence Cee touched his forehead in a gesture that reminded Ethan of a patient describing a migraine.
"There is now," he said simply.
Ethan
stood blinded by the dawning of a new age. "We are standing," he
croaked at last, "in the middle of a bleeding public mallway in one of
the most closely monitored environments in the galaxy. Before Colonel
Millisor leaps out a lift tube, don't you think we'd better, uh, find
some quieter place to talk?"
"Oh. Oh, yes, of course, sir. Is your safe house nearby?"
"Er… Is yours?"
The young man grimaced. "As long as my cover identity holds."
Ethan
gestured invitingly, and Cee led off. Safe house, Ethan decided, must
be a generic espionage term for any hideout, for Cee took him not to a
home but to a cheap hostel reserved for transients with Stationer work
permits. Here were housed clerks, housekeepers, porters, and other
lower-echelon employees of the service sector whose function Ethan
could only guess at, such as the two women in bright clothing and gaudy
make-up almost Cetagandan in its unnatural coloration, who started to
accost Cee and himself and shouted some unintelligible insult after
them when they brushed hastily by.
Cee's quarters
were a near-clone of Ethan's own neglected Economy Cabin, plain and
cramped. Ethan wondered rather fearfully if Cee were reading his mind
right now—apparently not, for the Cetagandan expatriate gave no sign of
realizing his mistake yet.
"I take it," said Ethan, "that your powers are intermittent."
"Yes,"
replied Cee. "If my escape to Athos had gone as I'd originally planned,
I meant never to use them again. I suppose your government will demand
my services as the price of its protection, now."
"I—I
don't know," answered Ethan honestly. "But if you truly possess such a
talent, it would seem a shame not to use it. I mean, one can see the
applications right away."
"Can't one, though," muttered Cee bitterly.
"Look
at pediatric medicine—what a diagnostic aid for pre-verbal patients!
Babies who can't answer, Where does it hurt? What does it feel like? Or
for stroke victims or those paralyzed in accidents who have lost all
ability to communicate, trapped in their bodies. God the Father,"
Ethan's enthusiasm mounted, "you could be an absolute savior!"
Terrence
Cee sat down rather heavily. His eyes widened in wonder, narrowed in
suspicion. "I'm more often regarded as a menace. No one I've met who
knew my secret ever suggested any use for me but espionage."
"Well—were they espionage agents themselves?"
"Now that you mention it—yes, for the most part."
"So, there you are. They see you as what they would be, given your gift. "
Cee
gave him a very odd look, and smiled slowly. "Sir, I hope you're
right." His posture became less closed, some part of the tension
uncoiling in his lean muscles, but his blue eyes remained intent upon
Ethan. "Do you realize that I am not a human being, Dr. Urquhart? I'm
an artificial genetic construct, a composite from a dozen sources, with
a sensory organ squatting like a spider in my brain that no human being
ever had. I have no father and no mother. I wasn't born, I was made.
And that doesn't horrify you?"
"Well, er—where did the men who made you get all your other genes? From other people, surely?" asked Ethan.
"Oh,
yes. Carefully selected strains, all politically purified." Wormwood
could not have set Cee's mouth in a tighter line.
"So,"
said Ethan "if you count back, let me see, four generations, every
human being is a composite from as many as sixteen different sources.
They're called ancestors, but it comes to the same thing. Your mix was
just marginally less random, that's all. Now, I do know genetics. With
the exception of that new organ you claim, I can flat guarantee the
'just marginally. ' That is not the test of your humanity."
"So what is the test of humanity?"
"Well—you
have free will, obviously, or you could not be opposing your creators.
Therefore you are not an automaton, but a child of God the Father,
answerable to Him according to your abilities," Ethan catechized.
If
Ethan had sprouted wings and flapped up to the ceiling Cee could not be
staring at him in more shaken astonishment. It seemed as though these
perfectly obvious facts had never before been presented to him.
Cee strained forward. "What am I to you, then, if not a monster?"
Ethan
scratched his chin reflectively. "We all remain children of the Father,
however we may otherwise be orphaned. You are my brother, of course."
"Of
course… ?" echoed Cee. His legs and arms drew in, making his body a
tight ball. Tears leaked between his squeezed eyelids. He scrubbed his
face roughly on his trouser knee, smearing the tears' reflective sheen
across his flushed face. "Damn it," he whispered, "I'm the ultimate
weapon, the super agent. I survived it all. How can you make me weep
now?" Suddenly savage, he added, "If I find out you're lying to me, I
swear I will kill you."
In another man's mouth
they might have seemed empty words. Coming from Cee's ragged edginess,
the threat was stomach-knotting. "You're obviously extremely tired,"
Ethan, alarmed, offered in solace. Cee had not yet quite regained his
self-control, though he was clearly trying, breathing carefully as a
yogi. Ethan hunted around the room and handed him a tissue. "And I'd
think looking at the world through Millisor's eyes, if that's what
you've been doing lately, would be something of a strain."
"You've
got that straight," choked Cee. "I've had to go in and out of his mind
since this thing," he made the migraine gesture again, "got fully
developed in my head when I was thirteen years old."
"Ick," said Ethan, in heartfelt candor. "Well, that's it, then."
Cee
emitted a surprised laugh that did more for his self-control than the
breathing exercise had. "How can you know?"
"I
don't know anything about how your telepathy works, but I've met the
man." Ethan rubbed his lips thoughtfully. "How old are you?" he asked
suddenly.
"Nineteen."
There
was no adolescent defiance in the reply. Cee was merely stating a fact,
as if his youth had never been an object in any test put to him. The
insight chilled Ethan, like sighting the tip of an iceberg. "Ah—I don't
suppose you'd care to tell me a little more about yourself? Speaking as
your Immigration Officer, as it were."
The work
had been based on a natural mutation of the pineal gland, Terrence Cee
explained. How the migrant witch-woman, deformed, impoverished, and
quite mad, had first caught the attention of Dr. Faz Jahar, Cee did not
know. But she had been swept from her slum hovel into the university
laboratory of the alert young medico. Jahar knew somebody who knew
somebody who knew a high-ranking army Ghem-lord and could make him look
and listen; and so Jahar tapped a researcher's dream, unlimited secret
government funding. The madwoman vanished into classified oblivion, and
was never seen alive again. To be sure, none of her previous
acquaintances ever inquired after her.
Cee's
recitation was cool and distant now, on-track, as something practiced
too many times and overtrained. Ethan was not sure if the previous
breakdown or current excess of Cee's self-control was more unnerving.
The
telepathy complex was refined in vitro, twenty generations in five
years. The first three human experiments to have it spliced into their
chromosomes died before they ever outgrew their uterine replicators.
Four more died in infancy and early childhood of inoperable brain
cancers, three of some subtler failure to thrive.
"Is this disturbing you?" Cee, glancing up, inquired of Ethan.
Ethan, greenish-white and curled into a corner, said "No… go on."
The
specifications of the matrix genetic blueprints—Ethan would have called
them children—were made more rigid. Jahar tried again. L-X-10-Terran-C
was the first survivor. His early test results proved ambiguous,
disappointing. Funding was cut. But Jahar, after so much human
sacrifice, refused to give up.
"I suppose," said
Cee, "Faz Jahar was as much of a parent as I ever had. He believed in
me—no. He believed in his own work, within me. When the nurses and the
extra technicians were dropped out of his budget, he tutored me
himself. He even tutored Janine."
"Who is Janine?" asked Ethan after a moment, as Cee fell silent.
"J-9-X-Ceta-G
was—my sister, if you will," said Cee at last. His inward gaze did not
meet Ethan's eyes. "Although we shared few genes besides those for the
pineal receptor organ. She was the only other survivor among Jahar's
early creations. Or perhaps she was my wife. I'm not sure if Jahar
intended her from the beginning as a co-progenitor of his new model
human, or if she was merely an experimental trifle—he encouraged sex
between us, as we grew older—but she was never trained as an
intelligence agent. Millisor always thought of her as a sort of
potential brood-mare for some nest of spylets—he had these secret,
sexually-charged fantasies about her…." Ethan was relieved when Cee
broke off, sparing him a guided tour of Millisor's questionable
sexuality.
Dr. Faz Jahar's fortunes took an abrupt
upward turn when Terrence Cee hit puberty. Completion of his brain
growth and change in his biochemical balance at last activated the
frustratingly quiescent organ. Cee's telepathic abilities became
demonstrable, reliable, repeatable.
There were
limitations. The organ could only be kicked into a state of electrical
receptivity upon the ingestion of high doses of the amino acid
tyramine. Receptivity faded as Cee's body metabolized the excess and
returned him to his original biochemical balance. Telepathic range was
limited to a few hundred meters at best. Reception was blocked by any
barrier that interfered with the electrical signals emitted by the
target brains.
Some minds could be experienced
more clearly than others, some could barely be picked up at all even
when Cee was actually touching his target's body. This seemed to be a
problem of fit, or match, between sender and receiver, for some minds
that registered as no more than a formless, mushy sense of life to
Terrence came through in hallucinatory clarity—subvocalization, sensory
input, the stream of conscious thought, and all—to Janine, and vice
versa.
Too many individuals within target range
created interference with each other. "Like being at a party where
everything is too loud," said Cee, "and straining to pick out one
conversation."
Dr. Jahar had primed Terrence Cee
all his short life for his destiny in service to Cetaganda, and at
first Cee had been content, even proud, to fulfill it. The first
hairline cracks in his resolve came as he became familiar with the true
minds of the hard-edged security personnel who surrounded the project.
"Their insides didn't match their outsides, " explained Cee. "The worst
ones were so far gone in their corruptions, they didn't even smell it
anymore."
The cracks propagated with each new experimental assignment in counter-intelligence.
"Millisor's
deadliest mistake," Cee said thoughtfully, "was having us probe the
minds of suspected intellectual dissidents while he interrogated them
on their loyalty. I never knew people like them were possible, before."
Cee
began military training with carefully selected private tutors. There
was talk of using him as a field agent, on safe assignments or ones
vital enough to justify risking his expensive person. There was no talk
at all of ever admitting him to the Ghem-comrades, the tightly-knit
society of men who controlled the officer corps and the military junta
that in turn controlled the planet of Cetaganda, its conquests, and its
client outposts.
Cee's telepathy gave him no
secret window into the subconscious minds of his subjects. The only
memories he could probe were those the subjects were presently calling
to mind. This made using Cee for mere surveillance, in the hopes of
catching something valuable on the fly-by, rather wasteful of the
telepath's time. Organized interrogations were much more efficient. The
interrogations Cee attended became wider in scope, and often much
uglier.
"I understand completely," said Ethan with a small shiver.
It
was Janine, perhaps, who first began thinking of their creators as
their captors. The dream of flight, never spoken aloud, fed back and
forth between them during the rare occasions when both their powers
were activated at the same time. Both began siphoning off and hoarding
their tyramine tablets. Escape plans were laid, debated, and honed in
utter silence.
The death of Dr. Faz Jahar was an
accident. Cee became quite passionate trying to convince Ethan, who
hadn't questioned the point, of the truth of this. Perhaps the escape
might have gone better if they hadn't tried to destroy the laboratory
and bring the four new children with them. It had complicated things.
But Janine had insisted that none be left behind. When she and Terrence
were made to sit in more frequently on more intensive interrogations of
political prisoners, Cee gave up arguing that part of the plan with her.
If
only Jahar hadn't tried to save his notes and gene cultures, he
wouldn't have gone up with the bomb. If only the little children hadn't
panicked and cried out, the guard might not have spotted them; if only
they hadn't tried to run, he might not have fired. If only Terrence and
Janine had chosen a different route, a different planet, a different
city, different identities, in which to lose themselves.
The
coolness of Cee's recitation froze altogether, his voice going flat,
drained of emotion and self. He might have been denouncing the past
decisions of some figure of ancient history, instead of his own, except
that he began to rock, unconsciously, in cadence with his words. Ethan
found his foot tapping along, and stilled it.
If
only he had not left the apartment that afternoon to pick a little
money off the spacers at cards down by the shuttleport docks and get
groceries. If only he had arrived back a little earlier, and Captain
Rau a little later. If only Janine had not gambled her life against
Captain Rau's nerve disruptor to warn him. If only. If only. If only.
Cee
discovered the altered consciousness of the berserker within himself in
the battle to keep her body, every cell harboring the genetic secret,
from falling back into Millisor's hands. It was a full day before Cee
was able to get her corpse cryogenically frozen, much too long to beat
brain-death even if there had been no disruptor damage.
He
hoped anyway. All his will was focused now on the single obsession of
making as much money as he could as quickly as possible. Terrence Cee,
who had embraced a near-honest poverty for the sake of Janine's
scruples while she lived, now plumbed the twisted uses of his power to
their limits to amass the wealth needed to serve her corpse. Enough for
the passage of a man and a heavy cyro-carton to the laboratories of
Jackson's Whole where, it was whispered, enough money could buy
anything.
But even a great deal of money could not
buy life back from that death. Alternatives were gently suggested.
Would the honored customer perhaps wish a clone made of his wife? A
copy could be produced which even the most expert could not tell from
the original. He would not even have to wait seventeen years for the
copy to grow to maturity; things could be speeded up amazingly. The
copy's personality could even be recreated with a surprising degree of
verisimilitude, for the right price—perhaps even improved upon, were
there aspects of the original not quite to the honored customer's
taste. The clone herself would not know the difference.
"All
I needed to get her back," said Cee, "was a mountain of money and the
ability to convince myself that lies were truth." He paused. "I had the
money."
Cee was silent for a long time. Ethan stirred uneasily, embarrassed as a stranger in the presence of death.
"Not
to be pushy or anything," he prodded at last, "but I trust you were
about to explain the connection of all this with the order for 450 live
human ovarian cultures Athos sent to Bharaputra Laboratories?" He
smiled winningly, hoping that Terrence Cee was not about to clam up
just before the pay-off.
Cee glanced at Ethan
sharply, and rubbed his forehead and temples in unconscious
frustration. In a little while he answered, "Athos's order came into
the genetics section of Bharaputra Labs while I was going around and
around with them about Janine. I'd never heard of the planet before. It
sounded so strange and distant to me—I thought, if only I could get
there, maybe I could lose Millisor and my past forever. After Janine's
remains were—" he swallowed painfully, his eyes flinching away from
Ethan's, "were cremated, I left Jackson's Whole and started on a
roundabout route designed to bury my trail. I lined up a job here to
give me a cover identity while I waited for the next ship to Athos.
"I
got here five days ago. Out of pure habit, I checked the transients'
register for Cetagandan nationals. And found Millisor had been set up
here for three months as an art and artifacts broker. I couldn't
imagine how I'd spotted him before he spotted me, until I maneuvered
close enough to read him. He'd pulled everyone off transient
surveillance to hunt for you and Okita. They're at least a week behind
in covering the exits, and with one man short they're going to be a
long time catching up. I believe I owe you more than one thank you,
Doctor. What did you do with Okita, anyway?"
Ethan
refused to be diverted. "What did you have Bharaputra Laboratories do
to Athos's order?" He experimented with giving Cee a stern and fishy
stare.
Cee moistened his lips. "Nothing. Millisor just thinks I did. I'm sorry it got him all wound up."
"I'm
not quite as dense as I appear," said Ethan gently. Cee made a vague
I-never-suggested-it gesture. "I happen to have independent information
that Bharaputra's top genetics team spent two months assembling an
order that could have been put together in a week." He glanced around
at the tiny, sparse room. "I also note that you appear to be minus a
mountain of money." Ethan gentled his voice still further. "Did you
have them make an ovarian culture from your wife's remains, instead of
having her cloned, when you realized cloning could not bring back what
was essential in her? And then bribe them to slip the culture into our
order, meaning to follow it on to Athos?"
Cee twitched. His mouth opened; he finally whispered, "Yes, sir."
"Complete with the gene complex for this pineal mutation?"
"Yes,
sir. Unaltered." Cee stared at the floor. "She liked children. She was
beginning to dare to want them, when we thought we were safe, before
Rau caught up with us the final time. It was the last thing—the last
thing I could do for her. Anything else would have merely been for
myself. Can you see that, sir?"
Ethan, moved,
nodded. At that moment he would have cheerfully decked any Athosian
fundamentalist who dared to argue that Cee's tragic fixation upon his
forbidden female could have no honor in it. He trembled at his own
radical emotion. And yet, something did not add up. He almost had it…
The door buzzer blatted.
They both jumped. Cee's hand checked his jacket for some hidden weapon. Ethan merely paled.
"Does anyone know you're here?" Cee asked.
Ethan
shook his head. But he had promised this young man the protection of
Athos, such as it was. "I'll answer it," he volunteered. "You, er—cover
me," he added as Cee started to object. Cee nodded, and slipped to one
side.
The door hissed open.
"Good
evening, Ambassador Urquhart." Elli Quinn, framed in the aperture,
beamed at him. "I heard the Athosian Embassy might be in the market for
security guards—soldiers—an intelligence corps. Look no further, Quinn
is here, all three in one. I'm offering a special discount on daring
rescues to any customer who places his order before midnight. It's five
minutes till," she added after a moment. "You going to invite me in?"
CHAPTER NINE
"You again," groaned Ethan. He gave Commander
Quinn a malignant glower as her exact words—his exact words—registered.
"Where'd you plant the bug, Quinn?"
"On your
credit chit," she answered promptly. "It was the one item you slept
with." She rocked on her toes, and cocked her head to peer around
Ethan's shoulder. "Won't you introduce me to your new friend? Pretty
please?"
Ethan bleated under his breath.
"Exactly,"
Quinn nodded. "And I must say you're the best stalking-goat I ever ran.
The way troubles flock to you is just astonishing."
"I thought you had no use for—ah—queers," said Ethan coldly.
She
grinned evilly. "Well, now, don't take that too much to heart. To tell
the truth, I was starting to wonder just how I was ever going to shift
you out from under my bed. I was really very pleased with your
initiative."
Ethan's lip curled, but until she
took her booted foot off the door groove the safety seals would refuse
to close. He stepped aside with what grace he could choke up.
Terrence Cee's right hand smoothed his jacket, tensely. "Is she a friend?"
"No," said Ethan curtly.
"Yes," Commander Quinn nodded vigorously, turning her best smile on the new target.
Cee,
Ethan noted irritably, showed the same silly startlement that all
galactic males displayed upon their first encounter with Commander
Quinn; but to Ethan's relief he seemed to recover far more quickly, his
eyes jumping from her face to her holster to her boots and other likely
weapons check-points. Quinn's eyes mapped Cee's inventory of her
against Cee himself, and crinkled smugly in the knowledge of where to
look for his weapons. Ethan sighed. Was the mercenary woman always
destined to be one step ahead of them?
The
doorseals hissed shut and Quinn seated herself with her hands resting
demurely on her knees, away from whatever arsenal she carried. "Tell
this nice young man who I am, Ambassador Doctor Urquhart."
"Why?" Ethan grumped.
"Oh, c'mon. You owe me a favor, after all."
"What!" Ethan inhaled in preparation for fully expressing his outrage, but Quinn went on.
"Sure.
If I hadn't primed my cousin Teki to ease you on out of quarantine
you'd still be hung up in there with no ID, legal prisoner of the
handwashers. And you and Mr. Cee here would never have met."
Ethan's jaw snapped shut. "Introduce yourself," he finally fumed.
She
gave him a gracious nod and turned to Cee, her studied ease not quite
concealing an intent excitement. "My name is Elli Quinn. I hold the
rank of Commander in the Dendarii Free Mercenary Fleet, and the post of
a field agent in the Fleet intelligence section. My orders were to
observe Ghem-colonel Millisor and his group and discover their mission.
Thanks largely to Ambassador Urquhart here, I have finally done so."
Her eyes sparked satisfaction.
Terrence Cee stared
at them both in new suspicion. It made Ethan boil, after all his
careful work to coax Cee's damaged spirit to trust him a little.
"Who are you working for?" asked Cee.
"Admiral Miles Naismith commands me."
Cee brushed this aside impatiently. "Who is he working for, then?"
Ethan wondered why this question had never occurred to him.
Commander
Quinn cleared her throat. "One of the reasons, of course, for hiring a
mercenary agent instead of using your own in-house people is precisely
so that if the mercenary is captured, he cannot reveal where all his
reports went."
"In other words, you don't know."
"That's right."
Cee's
eyes narrowed. "I can think of another reason for hiring a mercenary.
What if you want to do an in-house check of your own people?
How can I be sure you're not working for the Cetagandans yourself?"
Ethan gasped at this horrific, logical idea.
"In
other words, might Colonel Millisor's superiors just be evaluating him
for his next promotion?" Quinn's smile grew quizzical. "I hope not,
because they would be awfully unhappy with that last report of mine—"
by which vagueness Ethan gathered that she had no intention of
publically reclaiming Okita as her kill. This generosity failed to fill
him with gratitude.
"—the only guarantee I can
offer you is the same one I'm relying on myself. I don't think Admiral
Naismith would accept a contract from the Cetagandans."
"Mercenaries get rich by taking their contracts from the highest bidder, " said Cee. "They don't care who."
"Ah—hm.
Not precisely. Mercenaries get rich by winning with the least possible
loss. To win, it helps if you can command the best possible people. And
the very best do care who. True, there are moral zombies and outright
psychos in the business—but not on Admiral Naismith's staff."
Ethan barely restrained himself from quibbling with this last assertion.
Well-launched,
she continued, forgetting her carefully non-threatening posture and
rising to pace about in all her nervous concentration. "Mr. Cee, I wish
to offer you a commission in the Dendarii Free Mercenary Fleet. Based
on your telepathic gift alone—if proved—I can personally guarantee you
a tech/spec lieutenancy on the Intelligence Staff. Maybe something
more, given your experience, but I'm sure I can deliver a lieutenancy.
If you were indeed bred and born for military intelligence, why not
make that destiny your own? No secret power structures like the
ghem-lords make or break you in the Dendarii. You rise on merit alone.
And however strange you think yourself, there you will find a comrade
who is stranger still—"
"I'll bet," muttered Ethan.
"—live
births, replicator births, genetically altered marginal habitat
people—one of our best ship captains is a genetic hermaphrodite."
She
wheeled, she gestured; she would swoop down like a hawk if she could,
Ethan felt, and carry off his new charge.
"I might point out, Commander Quinn, that Mr. Cee asked for the protection of Athos."
She
didn't even bother to be sarcastic. "Yes, there you are," she said
quickly. "If it's Millisor you fear, what better place to find
protection than in the middle of an army?"
Furthermore,
Ethan thought, Commander Quinn was unfairly good-looking when she was
flushed with excitement…. He peeked fearfully at Cee, and was relieved
to find him looking cold and unmoved. If that pitch had been aimed with
such passion at him, he might be ready to run out and sign up himself.
Did the Dendarii need ship's surgeons?
"I presume," Cee said dryly, "they would wish to debrief me first."
"Well," she shrugged, "sure."
"Under drugs, no doubt."
"Ah—well,
it is mandatory for all Intelligence volunteers. In spite of all good
conscious intent, it's possible to be a plant and not know it."
"Interrogation with all the trimmings, in short."
She looked more cautious. "Well, we have all the trimmings in stock, of course. If needed."
"To be used. If needed."
"Not on our own people."
"Lady," he touched his forehead, "when this thing is activated I am the other people."
Some of her energy drained away in doubt for the first time. "Ah. Hm."
"And if I choose not to go with you—what will you do then, Commander Quinn?"
"Oh—well…"
She looked, Ethan thought, exactly like a cat pretending not to stalk a
mouse. "You're not off Kline Station yet. Millisor's still out there. I
might be able to do you a favor or two yet—"
Was this a threat or a bribe?
"In
return, you might care to give me some more information about Millisor
and Cetagandan Intelligence. Just so I have something to take back to
Admiral Naismith."
Ethan pictured a cat proudly depositing a dead mouse on its owner's pillow.
Cee must have been picturing something similar, for he inquired sardonically, "Would my dead body do?"
"Admiral Naismith," Quinn assured him, "wouldn't like that nearly so well. '
Cee
snorted. "What do you blindlings know of men's real minds? What can any
of you really tell? When I look at you blind like this, what can I
know?"
Quinn hesitated in real thought. "Well,
that's the way we must judge people all the time," she offered slowly.
"We measure actions, as well as words and appearances. We make
imaginative guesses. We place faith, if you will," she nodded toward
Ethan, who prodded by honest conscience, nodded back even though he had
no wish to prop any argument of hers.
Cee paced.
"Both actions and lies may be compelled, against the real will. By
fear, or other things. I know." He turned, turned again. "I must know.
I must know." He stopped, fixed them both with a stare like a man
trying to penetrate black midnight. "Get me some tyramine. Then we'll
talk. When I can know what you really are."
Ethan
wondered if the dismay in his own face matched Quinn's. They looked at
each other, not needing telepathy to picture the other's thoughts;
Quinn, doubtless stuffed with secret Dendarii intelligence procedures;
himself, well—Cee was bound to find out eventually what a mistake he'd
make seeking protection from Ethan. Perhaps it had better not be the
hard way. Ethan sighed regret for the demise of his flatteringly
exalted image in Cee's eyes. But a fool is twice a fool who tries to
conceal it. "All right by me," he conceded mournfully.
Quinn
was chewing her lip, abstracted. "That's obsolete," she muttered, "and
so's that, and they have to have changed that by now—and Millisor knows
all that already. And all the rest is purely personal." She looked up.
"All right."
Cee appeared nonplussed. "You agree?"
Quinn's
mouth quirked. "The first time the Ambassador and I have agreed on
anything, I think?" She raised her eyebrows at Ethan, who muttered,
"Humph."
"Do you have access to purified tyramine?" Cee demanded of them. "On hand?"
"Oh, any pharmacy would stock it," Ethan said. "It has some clinical uses in—"
"There's
a problem with going to a pharmacy," Cee began grimly, when Quinn burst
out in a tone of sudden enlightenment. "Oh. Oh."
"Oh, what?" asked Ethan.
"Now
I understand why Millisor went to such trouble to penetrate the
commercial computer network, but didn't bother trying to get into the
military one. I didn't see how he could have possibly got 'em mixed up.
" The satisfaction of a puzzle solved glowed attractively in her dark
eyes.
"Huh?" said Ethan.
"It's a trap, right?" said Quinn.
Cee nodded confirmation.
She
explained to Ethan, "Millisor has the commercial computer network
flagged. I bet if anybody on Kline Station purchases purified tyramine,
whistles go off in Millisor's listening post, and up pops Rau, or Setti
or somebody—cautiously, on account of there are sure to be false
alarms—and—oh, yes. Very neat." She nodded professional approval.
She
sat a moment, absently scratching one perfect front tooth with a
fingernail. An ex-nail biter, Ethan diagnosed. "I may have a way around
that," she murmured.
Ethan had never manned an
espionage listening post before, and he found the gadgetry fascinating.
Terrence Cee seemed coolly familiar with the principles if not the
particular models. The Dendarii apparently went in heavily for
microminiaturization along Betan lines. Only the need to interface with
gross human eyes and fingers bloated the control pad, propped open on
the table between Cee and Ethan, to the size of a small notebook.
The
view displayed by the little holovid plate of the Station arcade where
Quinn now stood tended to jump rather disorientingly with movements of
her head, since the vid pick-up surfaces were concealed in her tiny
bead earrings. But with concentration and a little practice Ethan found
himself absorbed in the display with almost the illusion of being an
eyewitness to the scene half the Station away. Cee's darkened hostel
room faded from his consciousness, although Cee himself, intent beside
Ethan, remained a distracting presence.
"Nothing
can go wrong, if you do exactly what I tell you and don't try to ad
lib," Quinn was explaining to her cousin Teki, who was looking smart in
a fresh pine-green and sky-blue uniform. The white bandage on Teki's
forehead from yesterday's float pallet accident had been replaced by a
clear permeable plastic one. Ethan noted with approval no sign of
redness or swelling around the neatly sealed cut. "Remember, it's the
absence of a signal that calls for an abort," Quinn went on. "I'll be
nearby in case of emergencies, but try not to look at me. If you don't
see me wave from the balcony, just turn right around and take the stuff
back and tell them you wanted the other, the, um…"
"Tryptophan," Ethan muttered, "for sleep."
"Tryptophan,"
Quinn continued, "for sleep. Then just go home. Don't try to look for
me. I'll get in touch with you later."
"Elli, has
this got something to do with that fellow you were so hot to spring
from Quarantine yesterday?" said Teki. "You promised you'd explain it
later."
"It's not later enough yet."
"It's got something to do with the Dendarii Mercenaries, doesn't it?"
"I'm on leave."
Teki grinned. "You in love, then? At least he's an improvement over the crazy dwarf."
"Admiral
Naismith," said Quinn stiffly, "is not a dwarf. He's nearly five feet
tall. And I am not 'in love' with him, you low-minded twit; I merely
admire his brilliance." The view jiggled as she bounced on her heels.
"Professionally."
Teki hooted, but cautiously,
"All right, so if this isn't something for the dwarf, what is it?
You're not smuggling drugs or some damn thing, are you? I don't mind
doing you a favor, but I'm not risking my job even for you, coz."
"You're
on the side of the angels, I assure you," Quinn told him impatiently.
"And if you don't want to be late for your precious job, it's time to
shove off."
"Oh, all right," Teki shrugged
good-naturedly. "But I demand the whole fairy-tale later, you hear?" He
turned to saunter off up the arcade, adding a last word over his
shoulder. "But if it's all so legal, moral, and non-fattening, why do
you keep saying, 'Nothing can go wrong'?"
"Because nothing can go wrong." Quinn invoked the phrase like a charm under her breath, and waved him off.
In
a few minutes she sauntered after him. Ethan and Cee were treated to a
leisurely window-shopping tour of the arcade. Only an occasional,
offhand pan around reassured them that the cousin was still in sight.
Teki entered the pharmaceutical dispensary. Quinn moved up, adjusting
the directional audio pick-up in her hair clip, pausing to mull over a
display of medications against nausea due to weightlessness.
"Hm,"
the pharmacist was saying. "We don't get much call for that one… "He
tapped out a code on his computer interface. "Half-gram or one-gram
tablets, sir?"
"Uh—one-gram, I guess," answered Teki.
"Coming
up," the man replied. There was a long pause. The sound of more
tapping; a muttered curse from the pharmacist. The sound of a fist
pounding lightly on the casing of the control panel. A plaintive beep
from the computer. More tapping, in a repeat of the previous pattern.
"Millisor's trap at work?" Ethan whispered to Cee.
"Almost certainly. Time delay," Cee muttered back.
"I'm
sorry, sir," said the pharmacist to Teki. "There seems to be a glitch.
If you'll have a seat, I'll retrieve your order manually. It will just
be a few minutes."
Quinn dared a look toward the
counter. The pharmacist pulled out a thick index book, blew off a fine
layer of dust, and thumbing through the thin pages exited by a rear
door.
Teki sighed and flopped down on a padded
bench. He glanced up at Quinn; her gaze immediately broke away from the
dispensing counter to focus in apparent fascination upon a rack of
contraceptives. Ethan flushed in embarrassment and stole a glance at
Cee, whose concentration appeared unruffled. Ethan returned his gaze
straightly to the holovid. The galactic man was no doubt used to these
things, having by his own admission lived intimately with a woman for
several years. He probably saw nothing wrong. Personally, Ethan wished
Quinn would go back to the spacesick pills.
"Rats," breathed Quinn. "That was quick."
Another
dizzying glance, up at the new customer hastily entering the
dispensary. Average height, blandly dressed, compact as a bomb—Rau.
Rau
slowed down abruptly, cased the counter, spotted Teki, and drifted down
the display aisle breathing deeply and quietly. He fetched up on the
opposite side of the contraceptive rack from Quinn. She must have given
him one of her dazzling smiles, for a startled answering smile was
jerked involuntarily from his lips before he retreated across the room
and away from her distracting face.
The pharmacist
returned at last and fed Teki's credit card to the computer which,
working properly now, tasted it and gave it back with a demure burp.
Teki gathered up his package and left. Rau was not more than four paces
behind him.
Teki wandered slowly down the arcade,
with many a furtive glance toward the empty balcony on the far end. He
finally seated himself by the standard fountain-and-green-plants
display in the middle, and waited a good long time. Rau seated himself
nearby, pulled out a hand-viewer, and began to read. Quinn
window-shopped interminably.
Teki glanced at the
balcony, checked his chromometer in frustration, and stared down the
arcade at Quinn, who took no apparent notice of him. After a few more
minutes of fuming foot-tapping, Teki got up and started to leave.
"Oh, sir," called Rau, smiling. "You forgot your package!" He held it up invitingly.
"Gods fly away with you, Teki!" Quinn whispered fiercely under her breath. "I said no ad libs!"
"Oh.
Er—thank you." Teki took the package back from death's polite hand, and
stood a moment blinking indecisively. Rau nodded and returned to his
hand-viewer. Teki sighed aggrievedly and trudged back up the arcade to
the dispensary.
"Excuse me," Teki called to the pharmacist. "But is it tyramine or tryptophan that's the sleep aid?"
"Tryptophan," said the pharmacist.
"Oh, I'm sorry. It was the tryptophan I wanted."
There was a slightly murderous silence. Then, "Quite, sir," said the pharmacist coldly. "Right away."
"It
wasn't a total loss," said Quinn, pulling out her earrings and
attaching them carefully to their holders in the monitor case. "At
least I confirmed that Rau is hiding out in Millisor's listening post.
But I'd kinda figured that anyway."
She added the
hair clip, sealed the case, and slipped it into her jacket. Hooking a
chair under herself with one foot, she sat with her elbows on Terrence
Cee's little fold-out table. "I suppose they'll follow Teki around for
the next week, now. So much the better, I like to see my adversaries
overworked. Just so he doesn't try to call me, nothing can go wrong."
Nothing
can go right, either, thought Ethan with a sideways look at Terrence
Cee's face. Cee had been almost hopeful when the tyramine seemed within
their grasp. Now he was closed and cold and suspicious once again.
Quite
aside from his own ill-advised pledge to protect Cee, Ethan could not
walk away from this frenetic tangle as long as Millisor remained a
threat to Athos. And whatever their separate ends might be, Cee's and
Quinn's and his own, the untangling would surely take all their
combined resources.
"I suppose I could try to
steal some," said Quinn unenthusiastically, evidently also conscious of
Cee's renewed frigidity. "Although Kline Station is not the easiest
place for that sort of tactic…" she trailed off in thought.
"Is
there any particular reason it has to be purified tyramine?" Ethan
asked suddenly. "Or do you just need so many milligrams of tyramine in
your bloodstream, period?"
"I don't know," said Cee. "We always just used the tablets."
Ethan's eyes narrowed. He rummaged the little wall-desk nearby for a note panel, and began to tap out a list.
"What now?" asked Quinn, craning her neck.
"A
prescription, by God the Father," said Ethan, tapping on in growing
excitement. "Tyramine occurs naturally in some foods, you know. If you
choose a menu with a high concentration of it—Millisor can't possibly
have every food outlet on the Station bugged—nothing illegal about
going grocery shopping, is there? You'll probably have to hit the
import shops for a lot of this, I don't think much of it is room
service console standard fare."
Quinn took the list and read it, her eyebrows rising. "All of this stuff?"
"As much as you can get."
"You're
the doctor," she shrugged, getting to her feet. Her smile grew
lopsided. "I think Mr. Cee is going to need one."
Two hours of strained silence later, Quinn returned to Cee's hostel room lugging two large bags.
"Party time, gentlemen," she called, dumping the bags on the table. "What a feast."
Cee quailed visibly at the mass 'of edibles.
"It—seems rather a lot," remarked Ethan.
"You
didn't say how much," Quinn pointed out. "But he only has to eat and
drink until he switches on." She lined up claret, burgundy, champagne,
sherry, and dark and light beer bulbs in a soldierly row. "Or passes
out." Around the liquids in an artistic fan she placed yellow cheese
from Escobar, hard white cheese from Sergyar, two kinds of pickled
herring, a dozen chocolate bars, sweet and dill pickles. "Or throws
up," she concluded.
The hot fried chicken liver
cubes alone were native produce from the Kline Station culture vats.
Ethan thought of Okita and gulped. He picked up a few items and
blanched at the price tags.
Quinn caught his
grimace, and sighed. "Yes, you were right about having to hit the
import shops. Do you have any idea how this is going to look on my
expense account?" She bowed Terrence Cee toward the smorgasbord. "Bon
appetit."
She kicked off her boots and lay down on
Cee's bed with her hands locked behind her neck and an expression of
great interest on her face. Ethan pulled the plastic seal off a liter
squeeze bottle of claret, and helpfully offered up the cups and
utensils the room service console produced.
Cee swallowed doubtfully, and sat down at the table. "Are you sure this will work, Dr. Urquhart?"
"No," said Ethan frankly. "But it seems like a pretty safe experiment."
An audible snicker drifted from the bed. "Isn't science wonderful?" said Quinn.
CHAPTER TEN
For courtesy's sake Ethan shared the wine,
although he gave the chicken livers, pickles, and chocolate a pass. The
claret was rotgut despite its price, although the burgundy was not bad
and the champagne—for dessert—was quite tasty. A slightly gluey
disembodiment warned Ethan that courtesy had gone for enough. He
wondered how Cee, still dutifully nibbling and sipping across the
table, was holding up.
"Can you feel anything
yet?" Ethan inquired of him anxiously. "Can I get you anything? More
cheese? Another cup?"
"A spacesick sack?" asked
Quinn helpfully. Ethan glared at her, but Cee merely waved away the
offers, shaking his head.
"Nothing yet," he said.
His hand unconsciously rubbed his neck. Ethan diagnosed incipient
headache. "Dr. Urquhart, are you quite sure that no part of the
shipment of ovarian cultures Athos received could have been what
Bharaputra sent?"
Ethan felt he'd answered that
question a thousand times. "I unpacked it myself, and saw the other
boxes later. They weren't even cultures, just raw dead ovaries."
"Janine—"
"If her, um, donation was cultured for egg cell production—"
"It was. They all were."
"Then it wasn't there. None were."
"I saw them packed myself," said Cee. "I watched them loaded at the shuttleport docks on Jackson's Whole."
"That
narrows down the time and place they could have been switched, a
little," observed Quinn. "It had to have been on Kline Station, during
the two months in warehouse. That only leaves, ah, 426 suspect ships to
trace." She sighed. "A task, unfortunately, quite beyond my means."
Cee swirled burgundy in a plastic cup, and drank again. "Beyond your means, or simply of no interest to you?"
"Well—all
right, both. I mean, if I really wanted to trace it, I'd let Millisor
do the legwork, and just follow him. But the shipment is only of
interest because of that one gene complex in one culture which, if I
understand things correctly, you also contain. A pound of your flesh
would serve my purposes just as well—better. Or a gram, or a tube of
blood cells…" she trailed off, inviting Cee to pick up on the hint.
Cee
sidestepped. "I can't wait for Millisor to trace it. As soon as his
team catches up on their backlog, they'll find me here on Kline
Station."
"You have a little margin yet," she
pointed out. "I'll wager they're going to waste quite a few man-hours
following poor innocent Teki around while he does the housework. Maybe
it'll bore them to death," she hoped, "sparing me the bother of
completing a certain odious task I promised House Bharaputra."
Cee glanced at Ethan. "Doesn't Athos want the shipment back?"
"We'd
written it off. Although retrieving it would save purchasing another,
I'm afraid it would be a false economy if Millisor followed it to Athos
with an army at his back and genocide on his mind. He's so obsessed
with this idea that Athos must have it—I'd actually like to see him
find the damned thing, just to be sure Athos was rid of him." Ethan
gave Cee an apologetic shrug. "Sorry."
Cee smiled
sadly. "Never apologize for honesty, Dr. Urquhart." He went on more
urgently. "But don't you see, the gene complex cannot be allowed to
fall back into their hands. Next time they'll be more careful to make
their telepaths true slaves. And then there will be no limits to the
corruptions of their use."
"Can they really make
men without free will?" said Ethan, chilled. The old catch-phrase,
'Abomination in the eyes of God the Father' seemed illuminated with
real and disquieting meaning. "I must say I don't like that idea,
followed to its logical conclusion. Machines made of flesh… "
Quinn
spoke lazily from the bed in a tone, Ethan was becoming aware, that
concealed fast-moving thought. "Seems to me the genie's out of the
bottle anyway, whether Millisor gets the stuff back or not. Millisor
thinks in terms of counter-intelligence from a lifetime of habit. He's
only going through so much exercise to be sure nobody else gets it. Now
that Cetaganda knows it can be done, they'll duplicate the research in
time. Twenty-five years, fifty years, whatever it takes. By then maybe
there had better be a race of free telepaths to oppose them." Her eyes
probed Cee as if already locating a good spot for a biopsy.
"And
what makes you think your Admiral Naismith's employer would be any
improvement over the Cetagandans?" asked Cee bitterly.
She
cleared her throat. The telepath had been reading her mind ever since
he'd started asking questions, Ethan realized, and she already knew it.
"So, send a duplicate tissue sample of yourself to every government in
the galaxy if you like." She grinned wolfishly. "Millisor would have a
stroke, giving you your revenge and getting Athos off the hook at the
same time. I like efficiency."
"To make a hundred
races of slaves?" asked Cee. "A hundred mutant minorities, all feared
and hated and controlled by whatever ruthless force seems necessary to
their uneasy captors? And hunted to their deaths when that control
fails?"
Ethan had never found himself clinging to
a cusp of human history before. The trouble with the position, he
found, was that in whatever direction you looked there fell away a
glassy, uncontrollable slide down to a strange future you would then
have to live in. He had never wanted to pray more, nor been less sure
that it would do any good.
Cee shook his head,
drank again. "For myself, I'm done with it. No more. I'd have walked
into the fire three years ago, but for Janine."
"Ah," said Quinn. "Janine."
Cee
looked up with piercing eyes. Not nearly drunk, Ethan thought. "You
want a pound of flesh, mercenary? That's the price that will buy it.
Find me Janine."
Quinn pursed her lips. "Mixed in,
you say, with the rest of Athos's mail-order brides. Tricky." She wound
a strand of hair around her finger. "You realize, of course, that my
mission here is finished. I've done my job. And I could stun you where
you sit, take my tissue sample, and be gone before you came to."
Cee stirred uneasily. "So?"
"So, just so you realize that."
"What do you want of me?" Cee demanded. Anger edged his voice. "To trust you?"
Her lips thinned. "You don't trust anybody. You never had to. Yet you demand that others trust you."
"Oh," said Cee, looking suddenly enlightened. "That."
"You
breathe one word of that," she smiled through clenched teeth, "and I'll
arrange an accident for you like Okita never dreamed of."
"Your
Admiral's personal secrets are of no interest to me," said Cee stiffly.
"They're hardly relevant to this situation anyway."
"They're
relevant to me," Quinn muttered, but she gave him a small nod,
conditional acceptance of this assurance of privacy.
Every
sin that Ethan had ever committed or contemplated rose unbidden to his
mind. He took Quinn's unspoken point. So, evidently, did Cee, for he
turned the subject by turning to Ethan.
Ethan
suddenly felt terribly naked. Everything that he least wanted to be
caught thinking about seemed to race through his consciousness. Cee's
marvelous physical attractiveness, for example, the nervous intelligent
leanness of him, the electric blue eyes—Ethan damned his own weakness
for blonds, and yanked his thoughts back from a slide to the sexual.
Watching himself be mentally undressed in Ethan's thoughts would hardly
impress Cee with Ethan's cool diplomatic medical professionalism. Ethan
envied Quinn's bland, unfailing control.
But it
could be worse. He could think about just how gossamer-thin was the
shield of Athos's protection he had supposedly thrown over Cee, on the
basis of which the telepath had revealed so damagingly much. How
betrayed was Cee going to feel when he discovered that the asylum of
Athos consisted of Ethan's wits, period? Ethan reddened, utterly
ashamed, and stared at the floor.
He was going to
lose Cee to Quinn and the glamour of the Dendarii Mercenaries before he
even got a chance to tell him about Athos—the beautiful seas, the
pleasant cities, the ordered communes and the patchwork terraformed
farmlands, and beyond them the vast wild desolate wastes with their
fascinating extremes of climate and people—the saintly, if grubby,
contemplative hermits, the outlaw Outlanders… Ethan pictured himself
taking Cee sailing on the South Province coast, checking the underwater
fences of his father's fish farm—did Cetaganda have oceans?—salt sweat
and salt water, hot hard work and cold beer and blue shrimp afterward.
Cee
shivered, as a man forcing himself awake from some bright but dangerous
narcotic dream. "There are oceans on Cetaganda," he whispered, "but I
never saw them. My whole life was corridors."
Ethan's red went to scarlet. He felt transparent as glass.
Quinn,
watching him, emitted a sour chuckle of perfect understanding. "I
predict your talent will not make you popular at parties, Cee."
Cee appeared to pull himself back on track by force of will. Ethan was relieved.
"If
you can give me asylum, Dr. Urquhart, why not Janine's seed as well?
And if you can't protect her, how do you figure to…"
Ethan
was not relieved. But lies were pointless now. "I haven't even figured
out how to get my own tail out of this mess yet," he admitted ruefully,
"let alone yours." He eyed Quinn. "But I'm not quitting."
A
wave of her index finger indicated a touched "I might point out,
gentlemen, that before any of us can do anything at all about that
genetic shipment we must first find the damn thing. Now, there seems to
be a missing element in this equation. Let's try to narrow it down. If
none of us nor Millisor has it, who else might?"
"Anyone
who found out what it was," answered Cee. "Rival planetary governments.
Criminal organizations. Free mercenary fleets."
"Watch who you put in the same breath, Cee," Quinn muttered.
"House Bharaputra must have known," said Ethan.
Quinn
smiled with half her mouth. "And they fit two categories out of the
three, being both a government and a criminal organization…. Ahem.
Pardon my prejudices. Yes. Certain individuals in House Bharaputra did
know what it was. They all became smoking corpses. I fear that House
Bharaputra no longer knows what it hatched. Internal evidence;
Bharaputra didn't exactly take me into their entire confidence, but I
submit that if they'd known, my assignment would have been to return
Millisor and company to them alive for questioning and not, as
explicitly requested, dead. " She caught Cee's eye. "You doubtless knew
their minds better than I. Does my reasoning hold?"
"Yes," Cee admitted reluctantly.
"We're going in circles," Ethan observed.
Quinn twisted her hair. "Yeah."
"What
about some individual entrepreneur," suggested Ethan, "stumbling on the
knowledge by accident. A ship's crewman, say…"
"Aargh,"
groaned Quinn, "I said to narrow the range of possibilities, not widen
them! Data. Data." She swung to her feet, studied Cee. "You done for
now, Mr. Cee?"
Cee was hunched over, his hands pressing his head. "Yes, go. No more now."
Ethan was concerned. "Are you experiencing pain? Does it have a localized pattern?"
"Yes, never mind, it's always like this." Cee stumbled to his bed, rolled over, curled up.
"Where are you going?" Ethan asked Quinn.
"First,
to empty my regular information traps; second, to try a little oblique
interrogation of the warehouse personnel. Although what the human
supervisor of an automated system is likely to remember after five to
seven months about one shipment out of thousands… Oh, well. It's a
loose end I can nail down. You may as well stay here, it's as safe as
anyplace." A jerk of her head implied, And you can keep an eye on our
friend in the bed.
Ethan ordered up three-fourths
of a gram of salicylates and some B-vitamins from the room service
console, and pressed them on the pale telepath. Cee took them and
rolled back up with a never-mind-me gesture that failed to reassure
Ethan. But Cee's clenched glazed stupor at last relaxed into sleep.
Ethan
watched over him, chafing anew at his own helplessness. He had nothing
to offer, nothing half so clever as Quinn's bags of tricks. Nothing but
an insistent conviction that they all had hold of the problem by the
wrong end.
Quinn's return woke Ethan, asleep on
the floor. He creaked to his feet and let her in, rubbing sand out of
his eyes. It was time for another shave, too; maybe he could borrow
some depilatory from Cee.
"How did it go? What did you find out?" he asked.
She
shrugged. "Millisor continues to maintain his cover routine. Rau's back
at the listening post. I could call in an anonymous tip to Station
Security where to look for him, but if he slipped out of Detention
again I'd just have to track him down someplace new. And the warehouse
supervisor can drink premium aquavit by the liter and talk for hours
without remembering anything." She smothered a slightly aromatic belch
herself.
Cee awoke to their voices and sat up on
the edge of his bed. "Oh," he muttered, and lay back down rather more
carefully, blinking. After a moment he sat up again. "What time is it?"
"Nineteen-hundred hours," said Quinn.
"Oh, hell." Cee jerked to his feet. "I've got to get to work."
"Should you go out at all?" asked Ethan anxiously.
Quinn frowned judiciously. "He'd probably better maintain his cover for the time being. It's worked so far."
"I'd better maintain my income," said Cee. "if I'm ever to buy a ticket off this vacuum-packed rat warren."
"I'll buy you a ticket," offered Quinn.
"Going your way," said Cee.
"Well, naturally."
Cee shook his head and stumbled to the bathroom.
Quinn
dialed orange juice and coffee from the room service console. Ethan,
scooting around the table to reserve a place for Cee, accepted both
gratefully.
Quinn sipped from an insulated bulb of
shimmering black liquid. "Well, my shift was a bust, Doctor, but how
about yours? Did Cee say anything new?"
This was mere polite conversation, Ethan gauged. She had probably recorded every snore they'd emitted.
"We
slept, mostly." Ethan drank. The coffee was hot and vile, some cheap
synthetic. Ethan considered that it was being charged to Cee, and made
no comment. "But I've been thinking about the problem of tracking the
shipment. It seems to me we've been going at it wrong way round. Look
at the internal evidence of what actually arrived on Athos."
"Trash, you said, to fill up the boxes."
"Yes, but—"
A
peeping noise, as from a captive baby chick, sounded from Quinn's
rumpled grey and white jacket. She patted the pockets, muttering, "What
the hell—oh gods, Teki, I told you not to call me at work…" She pulled
out a small beeper, and checked a glowing numeric readout.
"What is that?" asked Ethan.
"My
emergency call-back signal. A very few people have the code. Supposedly
not traceable, but Millisor has some equipment that—hm, that's not
Teki's console number."
She swung around in her
chair to Terrence Cee's comconsole. "Don't talk, Doctor, and stay out
of range of the 'vid pick-up."
The face of a perky
auburn-haired young woman wearing blue Stationer coveralls appeared
over the holovid plate.
"Oh," Quinn sounded relieved, "it's you, Sara." She smiled.
Sara did not smile. "Hello, Elli. Is Teki with you?"
A
tiny spurt of coffee shot out the bulb's mouthpiece as Quinn's hand
tightened convulsively. Her smile became fixed. "With me? Did he say he
was going to see me?"
Sara's eyes narrowed. "Don't
play games with me, Elli. You can tell him I was at the Blue Fern
Bistro on time. And I'm not going to wait more than three hours for any
guy, even one wearing a spiffy green and blue uniform." She frowned at
Quinn's grey-and-whites. "I'm not as taken with uniforms as he is. I'm
going ho—out. I'm going out, and you can tell him that a party doesn't
need him to get started." Her hand moved toward the cut-off control.
"Wait,
Sara! Don't cut me off! Teki's not with me, honest!" Quinn, who'd
seemed about to climb into the vid, relaxed slightly as the girl's hand
hesitated. "What's this all about? I last saw Teki just before his work
shift. I know he got to Ecobranch all right. Was he supposed to meet
you after?"
"He said he was going to take me to
dinner, and to the null-gee ballet, for my birthday. It started an hour
ago." The girl sniffed, anger masking distress. "At first I thought he
was working late, but I called and they said he left on time."
Quinn
glanced at her chronometer. "I see." Her hands flexed, gripping the
desk edge. "Have you called his home, or any of his other friends yet?"
"I called everywhere. Your father gave me your number." The girl frowned again in renewed suspicion.
"Ah."
Quinn's fingers drummed on her stunner holster, now refilled with a
shiny lightweight civilian model. "Ah." Ethan, jolted by the thought of
Quinn having a father, struggled to pay attention.
Quinn's
eyes snapped up to the girl in the vid. Her voice became lower in
register, with a clipped hard edge. This one, Ethan thought
involuntarily, really has commanded in combat. "Have you called Station
Security?"
"Station Security!" The girl recoiled. "Elli, what for?"
"Call them now, and tell them everything you've told me. File a missing person report on Teki."
"For
a fellow who's late for a date? Elli, they'll laugh at me. You're
laughing at me, aren't you?" she said uncertainly.
"I'm dead serious. Ask to speak with Captain Arata. Tell him Commander Quinn sent you. He won't laugh."
"But Elli—"
"Do it now! I have to go. I'll check back with you as soon as I can."
The girl's image dissolved in sparkling snow. Invective hissed under Quinn's breath.
"What's going on?" asked Cee, emerging from the bathroom fastening the wrists of his green coveralls.
"I
think Millisor has picked up Teki for questioning," said Quinn. "In
which case my cover has just gone up in smoke. Damn it! There was no
logical reason for Millisor to do that! Is he thinking with his gonads
now? That's not like him."
"The logic of
desperation, maybe," said Cee. "He was very upset by the disappearance
of Okita. Even more upset by Dr. Urquhart's reappearance. He, um—had
some very strange theories about Dr. Urquhart."
"On
the basis of which," said Ethan, "you went to a great deal of trouble
to find me. I'm sorry I'm not the super-agent you were expecting."
Cee gave him a rather odd look. "Don't be."
"I
meant to push Millisor off-balance." Quinn bit through a fingernail
with an audible snap. "But not that far off. I gave them no reason to
take Teki. Or I wouldn't have, if he'd done what I told him and turned
around immediately—I knew better than to involve a non-professional.
Why didn't I listen to myself? Poor Teki won't know what hit him."
"You didn't have any such scruples about involving me," remarked Ethan, miffed.
"You
were involved already. And besides, I didn't use to baby-sit you when
you were a toddler. And besides…" she paused, shooting him a look
strangely akin to the one Cee had just given him, "you underestimate
yourself," she finished.
"Where are you going?" asked Ethan in alarm as she stalked toward the door.
"I'm
going to—" she began determinedly. Her hand, reaching for the door
control, hesitated and fell back. "I'm going to think this through."
She
turned and began to pace. "Why are they holding him so long?" she
asked. Ethan was not quite sure if the question was addressed to him,
Cee, or the air. "They could've drained him of everything he knew in
fifteen minutes. Let him wake up on a tube car thinking he'd dozed off
on the way home, and no one the wiser, not even me."
"They found out everything I knew in fifteen minutes," Ethan pointed out, "but that didn't stop them."
"Yes,
but their suspicions were aroused, sorry, you were quite right, by
finding my bug on you. I deliberately put nothing on Teki so that
couldn't happen again. Besides, they can check Teki in Kline Station
records back to his conception. You were a man without a past, or at
least with an inaccessible one, leaving lots of room for paranoid
fantasies to grow."
"As a result of which it took
them seven hours to convince themselves they were right the first
time," said Ethan.
Cee spoke. "And since Okita's
disappearance they think you are an agent who successfully resisted
seven hours of interrogation. They may be even less willing to take 'I
don't know' for an answer now."
"In that case," said Quinn grimly, "the sooner I get Teki out of there the better."
"Excuse me," said Ethan, "but out of where?"
"Odds
are, Millisor's quarters. Where you were questioned. Their quiet room,
the one I've never been able to bug." She ran her hands through her
hair wildly. "How the hell am I going to do this? A frontal assault on
a defended cube in the middle of a pack of innocent civilians in the
delicate mechanical environment of a space station… ? Doesn't sound too
efficient."
"How did you rescue Dr. Urquhart?" asked Cee.
"I waited—patiently—for him to come out. I waited a long time for the best opportunity."
"Quite a long time, yes," Ethan agreed cordially. They exchanged tight smiles.
She
paced back and forth like a frenzied tigress. "I'm being stampeded. I
know I am. I can feel it. Millisor is reaching out for me through Teki.
And Millisor's a man with no inhibitions about applying leverage. Q. E.
D.—Quinn Eats Dirt. Gods. Don't panic, Quinn. What would Admiral
Naismith do in the same situation?" She stood still, facing the wall.
Ethan
envisioned diving Dendarii starfighters, waves of space-armored assault
troops, ominous lumbering high-energy weapons platforms jockeying for
position.
"Never do yourself," muttered Quinn,
"what you can con an expert into doing for you. That's what he'd say.
Tactical judo from the space magician himself." Her straight back held
the dynamism of zen meditation. When she turned her face was radiant
with jubilation. "Yes, that's exactly what he'd do! Sneaky little
dwarf, I love you!" She saluted an invisible presence and dove for the
comconsole.
Cee glanced dismayed inquiry at Ethan, who shrugged helplessly.
The
image of an alert-looking clerk in pine green and sky blue materialized
above the vid plate. "Ecobranch Epidemiology Hotline. May I help you?"
the clerk intoned politely.
"I'd like to report a suspected disease vector," said Quinn in her most brusque, no-nonsense manner.
The clerk arranged a report panel at her elbow, poised her fingers over it. "Human or animal?"
"Human."
"Transient or Stationer?"
"Transient. But he may even now be transmitting it to a Stationer."
The clerk looked even more seriously interested. "And the disease?"
"Alpha-S-D-plasmid-3."
The
clerk's tapping hand paused. "Alpha-S-D-plasmid-2 is a sexually
transmitted soft tissue necrosis that originated on Varusa Tertius. Is
that what you mean?"
Quinn shook her head. "This
is a new and much more virulent mutant strain of Varusan Crotch-rot.
They haven't even bioengineered the counter-virus last I heard. Hadn't
you people heard of it yet? You're fortunate."
The
clerk's eyebrows rose. "No, ma'am." She tapped furiously, and made
several adjustments to her recording equipment. "And the name of the
suspected vector?"
"Ghem-lord Harman Dal, a
Cetagandan art and artifacts broker. He has a new agency in Transients'
Lounge, just licensed a few weeks ago. He comes in contact with a lot
of people."
Harman Dal, Ethan gathered, was Millisor's alias.
"Oh,
dear," said the clerk. "We're certainly glad to get this report. Ah…"
the clerk paused, groping for phrasing. "And how did you come to know
about this individual's disease?"
Quinn's stern
gaze broke from the clerk's face to her own feet, to distant corners of
the room, to her twisting hands. She positively shuffled. She'd have
blushed if she'd had a chance to hold her breath long enough. "How
would you think?" she muttered to her belt buckle.
"Oh."
The clerk did blush. "Oh. Well, in that case we are extremely grateful
that you chose to come forward. I assure you all such epidemiological
matters are handled in the strictest confidence. You must see one of
our own quarantine physicians at once—"
"Absolutely,"
agreed Quinn, feigning nervous eagerness. "Can I come down now? But—but
I'm terribly afraid that if you don't hurry, Dal is going to put three
patients on your hands instead of just two. '
"I
assure you, ma'am, our department is adept at handling delicate
situations. Please place your ID so the machine can read it—"
Quinn
did so, promised again to report directly to Quarantine, was reassured
of anonymity and gratitude, and broke off.
"There,
Teki," she sighed. "Help is on the way. I've signed my real name to a
criminal act, but the price was right."
"Being sick is against the law here?" asked Ethan in startlement.
"No,
but lodging a false report of a disease vector definitely is. When you
see all the machinery it sets in motion you'll realize why they
discourage practical jokers. But I'd rather face criminal charges than
plasma fire any day. I'll put the fine on my expense account."
Cee's face bore awed delight. "Will Admiral Naismith approve?"
"He
may give me a medal." Quinn winked at him, cheerful again. "Now.
Ecobranch may get more resistance from their new patient than they
expect. Best they get a little low-profile back-up, eh? Can you handle
a stunner, Mr. Cee?"
"Yes, Commander."
Ethan waved a hesitant hand. "I had Athosian Army basic training," he heard himself volunteering insanely.
CHAPTER ELEVEN
In the event, it was Ethan and not Cee whom
Quinn chose to accompany her person on what she dubbed "the second wave
of this assault." She left the telepath stationed by the lift tubes at
the end of Millisor's transient hostel corridor, arming him with the
second stunner of her matching pair.
"Stay out of
sight and pick off anybody who bolts," she instructed him, "and don't
be shy about firing. With a stunner you can always apologize for
mistakes later."
Ethan lifted an eyebrow at this as he turned to pace her down the corridor.
"All
right, almost always," she muttered, glancing back over her shoulder to
check Cee's concealment in the confusion of potted plants, mirrors, and
angled conversation niches that formed the decor of the lift tube
foyer. Millisor's chosen hostel was clearly meant for a class of
traveler beyond Ethan's budget.
About this time
Ethan realized a fatal flaw in the attack plan. "You didn't give me a
stunner," he whispered urgently to Quinn.
"I only had two," she murmured back impatiently. "Here. Take my medkit. You can be the medic."
"What am I supposed to do, hit Rau over the head with it?"
She
grinned briefly. "If you get the chance, sure. Meantime Teki's going to
be needing an antidote to whatever they've pumped him full of. You'll
probably be wanting the fast-penta antagonist. It's right in there next
to the fast-penta. Unless things have gone really ugly, in which case I
leave it up to your medical expertise."
"Oh," said Ethan, mollified. It almost made sense.
He
was just opening his mouth with a newly-marshalled objection when Quinn
bundled him into the limited and inadequate concealment of a door
niche. Coming down the corridor from the opposite end, toward the bulk
freight lift, were three silhouettes leading a sealed passenger pallet
with the Ecobranch logo of a stylized fern and water blazoned on the
front. Passing into the soft, luxurious light—Ethan sensed someone had
done some careful psychological studies of the response of the human
brain to selected optical wavelengths—the three figures resolved into a
burly Station Security man and two ecotechs, one male, one female.
One bony, angular female whose very walk—stalk—radiated all the personal warmth and charm of a hatchet…
"God the Father," squeaked Ethan, "It's Horrible Helda—"
"Don't
panic," Quinn hissed at him, pushing him back into the niche. It was
scarcely 20 centimeters deep, not enough to hide one person, let alone
two. "Just turn your back and pretend to be doing something normal and
they'll scarcely notice you. Here, turn around, put your hand on the
wall beside my head," she arranged him hastily, "lean in, keep your
voice down—"
"What am I pretending to be doing?"
"Cuddling.
Now shut up and let me listen. And don't look at me like that or I'll
start giggling. Though a few well-placed giggles might add conviction…"
Doing
something normal? Ethan had never felt more abnormal in his life. His
shoulder blades crawled in expectation of some lethal outburst from
Millisor's room, just across the hall. It didn't help that he couldn't
see what was coming. Quinn, of course, had a fine view, with the added
bonus that her face was partly concealed by Ethan's arm and her body
shielded from stray shots by his.
"Only one
Security troop for their back-up?" Quinn muttered, eyes glinting
between fluttering eyelashes. "Glad we came."
A
muffled peeping sound broke from her jacket. Her hand dove to wring it
to silence. She lifted her beeper just far enough out to eye the
numeric readout. Her lip curled.
"What is it?" whispered Ethan in her ear.
"That
bastard Millisor's room comconsole number," she murmured back sweetly,
curling her other hand realistically around the back of Ethan's neck.
"So, he squeezed my code out of Teki. Probably wants me to call him up
so he can make threats at me. Let him sweat."
Ethan,
growing desperate, pressed artistically close to her, oozing around to
one side and winning himself a better view.
Ecotech
Helda stabbed the door buzzer to Millisor's room and checked a report
panel in her hand. "Ghem-lord Harman Dal? Transient Dal?"
There was no response.
"Is he home?" asked the other ecotech.
For
answer Helda pointed to a sealed panel in the wall. Ethan guessed its
colored lights must encode some sort of life-support usage reading, for
the other ecotech said, "Ah. And with company, too. Maybe this is for
real."
Helda buzzed again. "Transient Dal, this is
Kline Station Biocontrol Warden Helda. I require you to open this door
at once or find yourself in violation of Biocontrol Regulations 176b
and 2a."
"At least give him time to get his pants
on," the other ecotech said. "I mean, this has gotta be embarrassing."
"Let
him be embarrassed," said Helda shortly. "The dirtsucker deserves it,
bringing his filthy—" she struck the buzzer again.
At
the third no-response she pulled a device from her jacket and held it
over the door locking mechanism. The device's lights twinkled; nothing
happened.
"Gods," said the other ecotech, startled, "they've blocked the emergency override circuits!"
"Now
that's a violation of fire-safety regulations," said the burly Security
man happily, and tapped out a quick note on his report panel. At a look
of inquiry from the other ecotech he explained his sudden good cheer.
"You Biocontrol guys may be able to barge over every Transient civil
rights guarantee on hearsay evidence but I gotta have documented
justification or my tail goes on the line." He sighed envy.
"Dal, unblock this door at once!" Helda yelled furiously into the intercom.
"We
could cut off his food service from down below," suggested the other
ecotech. "He'd have to come out eventually."
Helda
ground her teeth. "I'm not waiting that long for some infected
dirt-sucker to decide to get cooperative with me." She moved to a
sealed locked panel a little farther down the wall marked FIRE CONTROL:
AUTHORIZED PERSONNEL ONLY and stuck her ID card in its read-slot. Its
transparent doors hissed obediently apart. They wouldn't have dared do
otherwise, Ethan thought. She pressed a complex series of bright
keypads.
A muffled hissing roar, and faint cries,
penetrated from the sealed door to Millisor's room. Helda smiled
satisfaction.
"What's she doing?" Ethan whispered in Quinn's shell-like ear.
Quinn
was grinning ferociously. "Fire control. Downside, you have automatic
sprinkler systems that fling water on fires. Very inefficient. Here we
seal the room and pump out the air. Real fast. No oxygen, no oxidation.
Millisor either wasn't smart enough or wasn't stupid enough to sabotage
the fire control vents…"
"Er… isn't that rather hard on anyone trapped inside?"
"Normally there's an alarm to evacuate the room first. Helda overrode it."
The
unlocking device pressed over the door mechanism by the other ecotech
twinkled and beeped. Frantic pounding came from the interior.
"Now Millisor wants to open it, and can't, because of the pressure differential, ' Quinn whispered.
After
a good long pause Helda reversed the airflow. The doorseals parted with
an audible pop and whoosh. Millisor and Rau, noses bleeding, stumbled
gasping into the corridor, swallowing and working their jaws in an
effort to equalize inner-ear pressure.
"Helda
didn't even give the poor fellows a chance to tell her about their
hostage," Quinn smirked. "Efficient lady…"
Millisor
finally got his breath. "Are you insane?" he snarled at the three
Stationer officials. He focused on the Security man. "My diplomatic
immunity—"
The Security man jerked his thumb at Helda. "She's in charge here."
"Where
is your warrant?" cried Millisor angrily. I "This space is legally paid
for and possessed, and I furthermore I hold a Class IV diplomatic
waiver. You have no right to restrict or impede my movements for
anything except a major felony charge—"
Ethan could not tell if the bluster was feigned or real, Harman Dal or Ghem-colonel Millisor talking.
"The
rights you cite are for transients versus Security," said Helda
sharply. "A biocontrol emergency abrogates them all. Now step into the
float pallet."
Ethan and Quinn had been playing
the part of goggling bystanders. About this time Rau's eye fell on
them; a hand on his superior's arm stemmed the next argument.
Millisor's head swivelled, and his mouth shut with a snap. There was
something chilling about so much rage being so abruptly controlled. Not
quenched, but banished from the surface, conserved for some future
moment. Thought boiled in Millisor's eyes.
"Hey,"
the Security man said, sticking his head into the recently evacuated
room, "there's a third guy in here. Tied to a chair, naked."
"That's disgusting," said Helda. She treated Millisor to a withering glare.
The
glare failed its intended effect, bouncing off Millisor's furious
introspection. Rau stirred nervously. His hand twitched toward his
jacket, but both Millisor and Quinn shook their heads at him, each from
their different perspective.
"He's bleeding," said
the Security man, advancing into the room and, with a glance back at
Millisor and Rau, meditatively loosing his stunner in its holster.
"It's
the nose," called Helda. "Always makes it look like a slaughter, but I
guarantee you nobody ever died of a bloody nose."
"My
friend here is a doctor," Quinn chirped, inserting herself into the
group with a quick wriggle. "Can we help?"
"Oh, yes," called the Security man, sounding relieved.
Quinn
grabbed Ethan by the hand and thrust him past her into the room, never
taking her smiling gaze off Millisor and Rau. Her stunner had found its
way into her other hand, somehow. The Security man glanced back at her
and nodded gratefully. Helda grudgingly snapped on plastic gloves and
followed to view the scene of debauch for herself.
Ethan
approached Millisor's trussed prey anxiously. The Security man knelt
beside the chair and poked tentatively at the wires binding Teki's
ankles. They had cut through and his skin oozed blood. Teki's clothes
were laid out on the bed in the familiar search array. Wires also bound
his wrists, and the skin puffed up redly along their tight lines. Blood
from his nose masked his lower face. Teki's head lolled, but his eyes
were open and smiling, unnaturally bright. He giggled as the Security
man touched his ankle. The Security man jumped back in startlement,
eyed him with growing grimness, and pulled out his report panel with
the air of a swordsman unsheathing his steel. "I don't like the looks
of this," he stated.
Helda, coming up behind
Ethan, stopped short. "By all the gods! Teki! I always thought you were
an idiot, but this goes beyond all—"
"I'm
off-shift," said Teki in a small dignified voice. "I don't hafta put up
with you off-shift, Helda." He twitched against his bonds, starting a
new trickle of blood across his feet.
Helda's voice stumbled to silence as she got a better view. But not for long. "What is this?"
"Is
he drugged, Doctor?" asked the Security man as Ethan knelt beside Teki.
"What with? Was this a, a private act that got out of hand, or
something chargeable?" His thick fingers poised hopefully over his
report panel.
"Drugged and tortured," said Ethan
shortly, opening Quinn's medkit. "Kidnapped, too." There was a
vibra-scalpel; a touch, and the ankle wires parted with a ping.
"Raped?"
"I doubt it."
Helda,
closing in, turned her head at the sound of Ethan's voice and stared at
him. "You're no doctor," she gasped. "You're that moron from Docks and
Locks again. My department wants a word with you!"
Teki
yelped with laughter, causing Ethan to drop the sterile sponge he'd
been applying to his ankle. "Joke's on you, Helda! He really is a
doctor." He leaned toward Ethan, nearly tipping the chair, and confided
conspiratorially, "Don't let on you're an Athosian, or she'll pop an
artery. She hates Athos." He nodded happily, then, exhausted, let his
head loll sideways again.
Helda recoiled. "An Athosian? Is this some kind of joke?" She glared anew at Ethan.
Ethan,
absorbed in his work, jerked his head at Teki. "Ask him, he's the one
full of truth serum." Teki's pulse was racing, his extremities cold,
but he was not quite shocky. Ethan released the wrists. Reassuringly,
Teki did not fall over, but sat up on his own. "But for your
information, madam, I am indeed Dr. Ethan Urquhart of Athos. Ambassador
Doctor Urquhart, on a special mission for the Population Council."
He
hadn't really expected to impress her, but to his surprise she drew
back whitely. "Oh?" she said in a neutral tone.
"Don't
tell her that, Doc," Teki urged anew. "Ever since her son sneaked off
to Athos nobody dares to mention the place. She can't even nag him
longdistance there—their censorship guys send back any vids from a
woman. She can't get at him at all." Teki dissolved in giggles. "I bet
he's happy as a clam."
Ethan cringed at the
thought of getting drawn into some family squabble. The Security man
looked equally dubious, but asked, "How old was the boy?"
"Thirty-two," Teki snickered.
"Oh." The Security man lost interest.
"Do
you possess an antidote to that—so-called truth serum, Doctor?" Helda
inquired frostily. "If so I suggest you administer it, and we'll sort
the rest of this out down in Quarantine."
Ethan
slowed. His words fell from him one by one, like drops of cold honey.
"Where you possess dictatorial powers, and where you…" He looked up to
catch her frigid, frightened eyes. Time stopped. "You…"
Time sprang forward. "Quinn!" Ethan bellowed.
At
her prompt appearance, herding Millisor and Rau before her with jabs
from her stunner, Ethan jumped to his feet. He felt like running around
in tight circles, or tearing his hair out in great clumps, or grabbing
her by her grey-and-white jacket and shaking her until her teeth
rattled. His clenched hands beat the air. His words tumbled over one
another in his excitement.
"I kept trying to tell
you, but you never stopped to listen. Pretend you're the agent, or
whatever, on Kline Station trying to grab Athos's shipment. You make an
impromptu decision to replace the frozen tissues with substitute
material. We know it's impromptu, because if it had been planned you
could have brought real cultures with you and nobody would ever have
known a switch had been made, right? Where, where, in God the Father's
name even on Kline Station, are you going to come up with 450 human
ovaries? Not even 450. Three hundred eighty-eight and six cows'
ovaries. I don't think even you could pull 'em out of your jacket,
Commander Quinn."
Quinn opened her mouth, closed it, and looked extremely thoughtful. "Go on, Doctor."
Millisor
had dropped his Harmon Dal act and, oblivious now to Quinn's stunner,
stood with his attention rapt on Ethan. Rau watched his leader
anxiously for some signal to action. The other ecotech looked
bewildered; the Security man, although his eyebrows were up in equal
puzzlement, was absorbing every word.
Ethan
gabbled on. "Forget the 426 suspect ships. Trace backwards from one
ship, the census courier to Athos. Method, motive, and opportunity, by
God! Who has ready access to every corner and cubbyhole on Kline
Station, who could pass in and out of a guarded transfer warehouse with
no question asked? Who has access to human cadavers every day? Cadavers
from which a few grams of selected tissues will never be missed,
because the bodies are biochemically destroyed immediately after the
theft? But not quite enough cadavers, eh Helda, before it was time for
the census courier to leave for Athos? Hence the cow ovaries, thrown in
out of desperation to make up the numbers, and the short-changed boxes,
and the empty box." Ethan paused, panting.
"You're
insane," choked Helda. Her face had gone from white to red to white
again. Millisor's stunned eyes devoured her. Quinn looked like a woman
taken by a beatific vision. The Security's man's fingers were locked on
his report panel in a sort of overloaded paralysis.
"Not as crazy as you are," said Ethan. "What did you hope to accomplish?"
"Redundant
question," snapped Millisor. "We know what she accomplished. Forget the
window-dressing, and find out where—" A sharp gesture from Quinn's
stunner reminded him that his status had been reversed from
interrogator to prisoner.
"You're all coming to Quarantine—"
"It's
over, Helda," said Ethan. "I bet if I look around your Assimilation
Station I'll even find a shrink-wrap sealer."
"Oh,
yes," chorused Teki helpfully. "We use it to seal suspected
contaminants, to store them for later analysis. It's under the wet
bench. I sealed my shoes up once, on a slow day. I tried to seal water,
to make balloons to drop down the lift tubes, but it didn't work—"
"Shut up, Teki!" snarled Helda desperately.
"It's not as bad as what Vernon did with the white mice—"
"Stop," growled Millisor in exasperation out of the corner of his mouth. Teki subsided and sat blinking.
Ethan spread his hands and asked Helda more gently and urgently, "Why? I have to understand."
The
concentrated venom in her posture broke into speech almost despite her
will. "Why? You even need to ask why? It was to cut you motherless
unnatural bastards off, that's why. I meant to get the next shipment
too, if there was one, and the next, and the next, until—" She was
choking now. On her rage? No, Ethan realized, his buoyant intellectual
triumph turning sickly-sour in his stomach; on tears. "Until I'd hooked
Simmi out of there, and he came to his senses and came home and got a
real woman, I swear I wouldn't criticize a hair on her head this time,
I'll never be allowed to even see my own grandchildren on that dreadful
dirty planet…" She turned her back and stood stiff-legged, defiant but
for her hands over her red, smeared face, ugly and helpless and
snorting.
Ethan thought he understood how a
propaganda-stuffed young soldier must feel the first time in combat,
stumbling by some sudden chance over his enemy's human face. He had
gloried for a red moment in his power to break her. Now he stood
foolishly with the pieces in his hands. Not at all heroic.
"Ye gods," muttered the Security man, in awe touched with glee, "I have to arrest an eco-cop… ?"
Teki
giggled. The other ecotech, clearly taken aback by Helda's confession,
looked as though he didn't know whether to argue or try to become
invisible.
"But what did you do with the other?" Millisor rocked forward, teeth clenched.
"Other what?" Helda sniffed.
"The
frozen human ovarian cultures you took out of the boxes for Athos, "
Millisor ground out, carefully, like a man speaking in words of one
syllable to a mutant.
"Oh. I threw them out."
The
veins stood out on the Cetagandan's forehead. Ethan could name each
one. Millisor seemed to be having trouble breathing. "Idiot bitch," he
panted. "Idiot bitch, do you know what you've done… ?"
Quinn's laughter rang over them all like morning bells. "Admiral Naismith will love it!"
The
ghem-colonel's steel self-control broke at last. "Idiot bitch!" he
screamed, and launched himself toward Helda, clawed hands outstretched.
Both Quinn's and the Security man's stunner beams caught him in a neat
cross-fire, and he crashed as trees do.
Rau just stood shaking his head and muttering over and over, "Shit. Shit. Shit…"
"Attempted
assault," the Security man paused to croon over his report panel, "on a
Biocontrol Warden carrying out her duties…"
Rau sidled toward the door.
"Don't
forget breaking Detention," Quinn added helpfully. "This here's the
fellow," she gestured at Rau, "that you were all looking for who
evaporated out of C-9 the other day. And I bet if you search this room
you'll find all sorts of military goodies that Kline Station Customs
never authorized."
"Quarantine first," said the
other ecotech, after a nervous glance at his still emotionally
incapacitated superior.
"But surely Ambassador
Urquhart will wish to lay charges for the admitted theft and
destruction of Athosian property," suggested Quinn. "Who's going to
arrest whom?"
"We're all gonna go to Quarantine,
where I can make you all hold still till I get to the bottom of this,"
said the Security man firmly. "People who disappear out of C-9 will
find that slipping Quarantine is quite another matter."
"Too true," murmured Quinn.
Rau's
lip rippled silently as another pair of heavily-armed Security officers
appeared in the doorway, cutting off retreat. The room seemed suddenly
crowded. Ethan hadn't seen the burly Security man call for
reinforcements, but it must have been some time earlier. His estimation
of the slow-seeming man went up a notch.
"Yes, sir?" said one of the new officers.
"Took
you long enough," said the Security man. "Search that one," he pointed
to Rau, "and then you can help us run 'em all to Quarantine. These
three are accused of vectoring communicable disease. That one's been
fingered as the jail break from C-9. This one's accused of theft by
that one, who appears to be wearing a Station code-uniform to which he
is not entitled, and who also claims that one over there was kidnapped.
I'll have a printout as long as I am tall of charges for the one out
cold on the floor when he wakes up. Those three are all gonna need
first aid—"
Ethan, reminded, slipped up to Teki
and pressed the hypospray of fast-penta antagonist into his arm. He
felt almost sorry for the young man as his foolish grin was rapidly
replaced by the expression of a man with a terminal hangover. The
Security team in the meanwhile were shaking all sorts of glittering
mysterious objects out of the unresisting Rau.
"—and
the pretty lady in the grey outfit who seems to know so much about
everybody else's business I'm holding as a material witness," the
Security man concluded. "Ah—where is she?"
CHAPTER TWELVE
In Quarantine, Rau followed the supine form of
his still-stunned superior off for whatever short-arm inspection
Biocontrol demanded without a word. He had said nothing, in fact, since
they'd left the hostel room under heavy guard, but had remained close
to Millisor with a sort of grim loyalty, like a dog refusing to leave
its encoffined master.
Ethan wasn't sure what
tests were required for detecting Alpha-S-D-plasmid-2—or its mythical
mutation-3—but from the dour look on Rau's face he suspected they were
rather invasive. He'd have felt better if Rau had shown the least sign
of possessing a sense of humor. The light in Rau's eyes as he glanced
back one last time at Ethan was like reflections off knife blades.
Ethan
was in turn carried off to an office for a long, long talk with
Security in the persons of the burly arresting officer and a female
officer who was apparently his administrative superior. Partway through
they were joined by a third Security man, introduced as Captain Arata,
a neurasthenic Eurasian type with lank black hair, pale skin, and eyes
like needles, who said little and listened much.
Ethan's
first impulse to tell all and throw himself upon their mercy was
blunted almost at once by the problem of Okita. He managed not to
mention Okita. Cetaganda's psionics breakthrough was modified, under
the wilting effect of those three pairs of Stationer eyes, to the
vaguer news that "a culture in Athos's ovarian shipment had been
doctored on Jackson's Whole with some altered genetic material stolen
from Cetaganda." Ethan avoided touching on Cee altogether. It would
have made things so complicated….
"Then," said the
Security woman, "Ecotech Helda actually did Athos a favor, albeit
unintentionally. She saved your gene pool from contamination, in fact."
She
was, Ethan realized, obliquely pressing him to drop charges against
Helda, to save Kline Station from public embarrassment. He thought of
the quantities of trade that passed through their supposedly secure
switching warehouses. The realization that they were sweating as hard
as he was felt wonderfully invigorating, and he took the offensive
instantly.
Security became extremely polite. The
half-dozen or so little charges the burly officer had worked up against
Ethan were matched against Ethan's ambassadorial status and somehow
made to evaporate. No vandalism like Helda's, they assured him, would
ever be permitted to happen again. Ecotech Helda was of a sufficient
age to take an early retirement, with no questions asked. Ambassador
Urquhart need not concern himself with Ghem-lord Harmon Dal, or Colonel
Millisor as Ethan named him; he and his assistants were definitely
slated for deportation on the first ship available, for the proven
felony of kidnapping.
"By the way, Mr.
Ambassador," Captain Arata put in, "do you have any idea where the
ghem-lord's third and fourth employees are?"
"You mean you haven't arrested Setti yet?" asked Ethan.
"We're working on it," said Arata. His cool, controlled face gave Ethan no clue as to what that meant.
"You'd
better ask Colonel Millisor when he wakes up, then. As for the other
one—ah—you'd better ask Commander Quinn."
"And just where is Commander Quinn, Mr. Ambassador?"
Ethan
sighed. "On her way back to the Dendarii Mercenaries, probably. " With
her draftee Cee in tow, no doubt. How long would the rootless young man
survive, cut off from his own dreams? Longer than he would live if
Millisor caught up with him, Ethan had to admit in all honesty. Let it
go. Let it go.
Arata sighed too. "Slippery witch," he muttered. "We'll see about that. She still owes me some information."
And
then Ethan was free to go. Thank you for your kind assistance, Mr.
Ambassador. If there is any little thing Kline Station can do to help
make your stay more pleasant, please ask. They made no further mention
of Helda; he made no further mention of Helda. Have a nice day, Mr.
Ambassador.
In the corridor leading to the exit
locks Ethan paused. "Come to think of it, Captain Arata, there is a
favor you can do me."
"Yes, sir?"
"Colonel Millisor is under guard, right? If he's awake, would it be possible for me to speak to him briefly?"
Arata gave him a look of sharp speculation. "I'll check, sir."
Ethan
accompanied the Security captain out of the administrative section and
through two more sterility-locks. There they found a gowned ecotech
just exiting a glassed-in room. The ecotech killed a lighted "Do Not
Enter" sign on the room's door and began peeling out of his protective
garb. An armed Security guard, within, passed out a similar set of
garments rolled up in a wad, which the ecotech tossed in the general
direction of a laundry receptacle.
"What's the status of your patient?" Captain Arata inquired.
The
ecotech took in Arata's rank insignia. "Alert and oriented. Some
residual tremors from stunner trauma, headache likewise. He has
chronically elevated blood pressure, stress-induced gastritis, a liver
showing pre-cirrhotic degeneration, and a slightly enlarged prostate
that will probably have to be watched over the next few years. In
short, his health is normal for a man of his age. What he does not have
is Alpha-S-D-plasmid-2, –3, –29, or any other number. He doesn't have
so much as a head cold. Somebody was jerking us around, Captain, with
that vector report, and I hope you'll find out who. I don't have time
for this sort of nonsense."
"We're working on it," said Captain Arata.
Ethan
followed Arata into the now-unsealed room. Arata motioned the guard to
a station outside the door, and himself took up a stance of polite but
firm parade rest just within. It was probably not worthwhile requesting
him to wait out of earshot, Ethan reflected; the room was undoubtedly
monitored.
Ethan approached the bed on which
Millisor, dressed in an ordinary patient gown, lay—restrained, Ethan
noted with relief, and edged closer. Millisor made no move. His hands
lay relaxed, as if having tested his bonds once was sufficient for his
logic. He watched Ethan with cool calculation. It all made Ethan feel a
dreadful coward, like some gawker poking at a trussed-up predator that
braver hunters had captured.
"Uh, good afternoon, Colonel Millisor," Ethan began inanely.
"Good
afternoon, Dr. Urquhart." Millisor returned an ironic nod of his head
like an abbreviated bow. He seemed drained now of personal
animosity—professional, like Quinn. Of course, he'd exhibited no
personal animosity when he'd ordered Ethan's execution, either.
"I,
uh—just wanted to be absolutely and finally sure, before you left, that
you clearly understood that Athos does not have, and never at any time
did have, the shipment of genetic material from Jackson's Whole, "
Ethan said.
"The probabilities would now seem to lean that way," agreed Millisor. "I doubt everything, you see."
Ethan thought this over. "Encountering the truth must be horribly confusing for you, then."
Millisor's
lips twitched dryly. "Fortunately, it happens very seldom. " His gaze
narrowed. "So, what do you think of Terrence Cee, now that you've met
him?"
Ethan jumped guiltily. "Who?"
"Come,
Doctor. I know he's here. I can feel the shape of him in the tactical
situation. Did you find him attractive, Athosian? Many people do. I
have often wondered if his, ah, gift, truly only worked one way."
It
was a nasty thought, particularly as Ethan had found Cee very
attractive indeed. He jittered. Millisor was now staring with covert
interest at Arata, alert for reactions on the Security officer's part
to the new turn in the conversation. Ethan hurried to cut off any
unnecessary extension of Millisor's secret hit list. "I haven't
discussed Mr. Cee with—with anyone. Just in case you were wondering."
Millisor's eyebrows rose in disbelief. "As a favor to me?"
"As a favor to them," Ethan corrected.
Millisor accepted this with a little provisional nod. "But Cee is on Kline Station. Where, Doctor?"
Ethan shook his head. "I truly do not know. If you choose not to believe that, it's your problem."
"Then your pet mercenary knows. It comes to the same thing. Where is she?"
"She's
not mine!" Ethan denied, horrified. "I don't have anything to do with
Commander Quinn. She's on her own. You have a problem with her, you
take it up with her, not me."
Arata, without moving a muscle, became more intent.
"On
the contrary," said Millisor, "she has all my admiration. Much that I
could not account for now is entirely clear. I wouldn't mind hiring her
myself."
"Uh—I don't think she's available."
"All mercenaries have price tags. Maybe not money alone. Rank, power, pleasure."
"No,"
said Ethan firmly. "She seems to be in love with her C.O. I've seen the
phenomenon in Athos's army—hero-worship of certain senior officers by
their juniors—some seniors abuse their advantage, others don't. I don't
know which category her admiral falls in, but in either case I don't
think you can match the bid."
Arata nodded silent agreement, looking faintly bleak.
"I
too know the phenomenon," sighed the ghem-lord. "Well. That's too bad."
A chill seemed to waft from the man in the bed which made Ethan wonder
if his defense of Quinn's honor had perhaps been untimely. But Millisor
was safely immobilized.
"I confess, Doctor, you
puzzle me," Millisor went on. "If you and Cee were not co-conspirators,
then you could only have been his victim. I fail to see your advantage
in continuing to protect the man after what he tried to do to Athos."
"He
didn't try to do anything to Athos, except immigrate there. Hardly a
crime. From what I've seen of the galaxy so far, it made perfectly good
sense. I can hardly wait to go home myself."
Millisor's
eyebrows rose nearly to his hairline, one of the few gestures currently
available to him. "By God! I begin to believe you really are as naive a
fool as your face proclaims you, Doctor! I thought you knew what had
been done to your shipment."
"Yes, so he put his
wife in it. A little necrophiliac, maybe. Considering his upbringing,
the only wonder is that the man isn't a lot stranger still."
Millisor actually laughed out loud. Ethan felt no urge to chuckle along. He regarded the ghem-lord uneasily.
Millisor
sighed. "Let me present you with two facts. Obsolete facts, since that
idiot Stationer female committed her mindless act of sabotage. One. The
gene-complex, ah, in question—" he glanced at Arata, "was recessive,
and would not appear in phenotype until found in both halves of the
genotype. Two. Every single one of the cultures bound for Athos had had
the complex spliced into them. Think it through, Doctor."
Ethan did.
In
the first generation, the ovarian cultures would contribute their
recessive, hidden alleles to the children—and at the rate the old
cultures were dying off, very soon all the children—born on Athos. But
not until the second generation reached puberty would the functional
telepathic organ appear in its statistical one-half of the population,
from breeding back to the double-recessive cultures. In the third
generation, half the remaining population would pass from latent to
functional, and so on, the telepathic majority edging out the
non-telepathic minority in perpetual half-increments.
But
by then even the non-telepaths would bear the genes in their bodies,
potential fathers of telepathic sons. The entire population would be
permeated with the gene complex, too late, impossible to eradicate.
The question, Why Athos? was answered at last. Of course Athos. Only Athos.
The
audacity, the perfection, the beauty—and the enormity—of Cee's plot
took Ethan's breath away. It all fit, with the overpowering
self-evidence of a mathematical proof. It even accounted for Cee's
missing mountain of money.
"Now who cannot recognize truth?" mocked Millisor softly.
"Oh," said Ethan, in a very small voice.
"The
most insidious thing about the little monster is his charm, " Millisor
went on, watching Ethan closely. "We built him that way on purpose, not
knowing then that the limits of his talent would render him unsuitable
as a field agent. Although from the trouble he subsequently gave us we
may have been wrong on that point as well. But do not mistake charm for
virtue, Doctor. He is dangerous, utterly devoid of loyalty to the
humanity from which he sprang, but of which he is not a part—"
Ethan wondered if that should be understood as Humanity = Cetaganda.
"—a
virus of a man, who would make the whole universe over in his twisted
image. Surely you of all men understand that lethal contagions demand
vigorous counter-measures. But ours is the controlled violence of
surgery. You must not swallow the virus's propaganda. We are not the
butchers he would have you believe us to be."
Millisor's hands turned in their restraints, opened in pleading. "Help us. You must help us."
Ethan
stared at Millisor's bonds, shaken. "I'm sorry …" God the Father, was
he actually apologizing to Millisor? "No, Colonel. I remember Okita. I
can understand a man being a killer, I think. But a bored killer?"
"Okita is only a tool. The surgeon's knife."
"Then
your service has turned a man into a thing." An old quote drifted
through Ethan's memory: By their fruits you shall know them…
Millisor's
eyes narrowed; he did not pursue the argument, but rather, with a
glance at Arata, inquired, "And just what did you do to Sergeant Okita,
Dr. Urquhart?"
Ethan glanced at Arata too, sorry
he'd brought up the subject. "I didn't do anything to him. Maybe he met
with an accident. Or perhaps he deserted." Or considering Okita's
ultimate fete, perhaps "desserted" might be the better term… Ethan
squelched that line of thought. "In any case, I can't help you. Even if
I wanted to betray Cee to you—if that's what you're asking me to do—I
really don't know where he is.
"Or where he is headed?" said Millisor suggestively.
Ethan shook his head. "Anywhere, for all I know. Anywhere but Athos, that is."
"Alas,
yes," murmured Millisor. "Before, Cee was tied to that shipment. If I
had the one, I had a string to the other. Now that the shipment is
destroyed, a very poor second choice to our recovering it, he is
entirely unleashed. Anywhere," Millisor sighed. "Anywhere…"
The
ghem-colonel, Ethan reminded himself firmly, was the one who was tied
down. He had his feet under him; it was up to him to end this interview
before the smooth spy plucked any more information from him.
Ethan
paused in his strategic retreat out the door. "I will leave you with
one last thought, though, Colonel. If you had made that pitch to me
when we first met, instead of doing what you did, you might have
convinced me, and had it all."
Millisor's hands clenched and jerked against their bonds at last.
And
so Ethan returned to his own hostel room, rented his first day on Kline
Station and never occupied since. He thanked his spotty luck that he
had paid for it in advance, for his personal effects were all as he had
left them. He bathed, shaved, trimmed, changed back in to his own
clothes at last, and ate a light meal from the room service console.
He
sighed over his coffee. Pushing two weeks—he would have to look up the
date, having lost track—expended on this adventure, as Quinn's
stalking-goat, as Millisor's moving target, Cee's pawn, anybody's ping
pong ball, and what did he have to show for it? An education? Once he
returned his red coveralls and boots, he would have no more tangible
souvenir than the learning. He got out his credit chit and regarded it.
Quinn's microscopic bug was presumably still on it somewhere. If he
shouted into it, might he cause a feedback squeal in her left ear? But
she was gone, with no word of farewell. Anyhow, people who talked to
their credit cards would doubtless make their neighbors uneasy, even on
Kline Station.
He lay down wearily, only to find
his nerves still too strung up to allow sleep. Was it day, or night? On
Kline Station, who could say? He wasn't sure if he missed Athos's
diurnal rhythm or its weather more. He wanted rain, or a brisk polar
front to blow the cobwebs out of his brains. He could turn up the air
conditioning, but it would still smell the same.
After
nearly an hour spent comparing all the things he should have said and
done this last fortnight with the actual events, he gave up in disgust,
dressed, and went out. If sleep was to elude him, he might at least be
doing something useful with his time. Athos was paying an ungodly
enough sum for it.
He strolled back to the
Transients' Lounge level where the embassies and consuls were
concentrated and began doing some serious shopping for legitimate
biological supply houses. Most of the more technically advanced planets
offered something. Beta Colony offered nineteen separate sources, from
purely commercial ventures to a government-sponsored gene pool at
Silica University stocked entirely by invited donations from talented
and gifted citizens. As much as Ethan cringed at taking any more of
Quinn's advice on anything, Beta Colony did seem to be the best
destination. He would not be disappointed, the woman expediting the
commercial directory interface assured him. He exited feeling he had
done a good day's work at last, and a little smug. He had dealt with
the female expediter just as he would have dealt with a man. It could
be done; wasn't hard at all.
He returned to his
room for a quick snack, then sat down to his comconsole for a little
comparison-shopping for the best price on a round-trip ticket to Beta
Colony. The straightest route was via Escobar, giving him a chance to
check out another potential source at no added cost to the Population
Council. At least half the committee would be pleased with him, about
as good odds as he was likely to obtain.
All his decisions made at last, his weariness washed over him. He lay down to rest for a minute.
Hours
later, an insistent chiming from his comconsole hooked him to mushy
consciousness. One foot was asleep, from lying at an odd angle with his
shoes on, and it tingled numbly as he stumbled to press the "Receive"
keypad.
Terrence Cee's face materialized over the holovid plate. "Dr. Urquhart?"
"Well.
I didn't expect to hear from you again." Ethan rubbed sleep from his
face. "I thought you'd have no further use for the asylum of Athos. You
and Quinn both being the practical sort."
Cee
winced, looking distinctly unhappy. "In fact, I'm about to leave," he
said in a dull voice. "I wanted to see you one more time, to—to
apologize. Can you meet me in Docking Bay C-8 right away?"
"I suppose," said Ethan. "Are you off to the Dendarii Mercenaries with Quinn, then?"
"I can't talk any more now. I'm sorry." Cee's image turned to sparkling snow, then emptiness.
Quinn
was hanging over Cee's shoulder, perhaps, inhibiting his frankness.
Ethan suppressed an impulse to call Security and tell Captain Arata
where to look for her. He and Quinn were even now, help averaging harm.
His mystery was solved; she had the intelligence coup she wanted. Let
it end so.
As he exited his hostel to the mall a
man, who had been idly seated by the central pool feeding the goldfish
with pellets from a credit-card-operated dispenser placed nearby, rose
and approached him.
Ethan stifled an urge to run
back up the mall in screaming paranoia. The man couldn't be Setti. He
was altogether the wrong racial type for a Cetagandan; tall,
dark-skinned with a high-bridged nose, and wearing a pink silk jacket
gaudy with embroidery. "Dr. Urquhart?" the man inquired politely.
Ethan
kept some distance between them. If this was another damned spy of some
sort, he swore he would put him head first into the pool…. "Yes?"
"I wonder if I might request a small service of you."
"Request away."
The
man produced a small flat oblong from his jacket, a little holovid
projector. "Should you see him again, I wish you would give this
message capsule to Ghem-colonel Ruyst Millisor. The message is
activated by entering his military serial number."
Definitely
the pool. "Colonel Millisor is under arrest by Kline Station Security.
You want to get a message to him, go see them."
"Ah."
The man smiled. "Perhaps I shall. Still, who can say what chances the
turning of the great wheel may bring us? Take it anyway. If no
opportunity arises to deliver it, throw it away." He tried to press the
little oblong on Ethan, who foiled him by backing up. Rather than chase
Ethan skipping backwards down the mall, the man paused, shaking his
head. He laid the message capsule down on a bench Ethan had put between
them. "I leave it to your discretion, sir." He bowed with a flourish of
his hand reminiscent of a genuflection, and turned to go.
"I'm
not touching it," Ethan stated flatly. The man smiled over his shoulder
as he stepped into a nearby lift tube. "I'll take it to Security!'
Ethan shouted. The man cupped his hand to his ear and shook his head,
rising up the crystal tube. "I'll—I'll—" Ethan swore under his breath
as the pink apparition ascended out of sight.
Ethan
circled the bench, watching the little oblong from the corner of his
eye. With a wordless growl, he finally pocketed it. He would take it to
Captain Arata, then, at the first opportunity, and let him worry about
it. He glanced at his chronometer, and hurried on.
He
had to take a tube-car to the docking bay, which was in a freight
section on the opposite side of the Station from Transients' Lounge.
This time he had a map ready to hand, and made no wrong turns.
The
docking bay was extremely quiet. A single flex tube was activated,
indicating a small ship on the other side, perhaps a fast courier hired
especially for the occasion. In any case, not a commercial run lading
other cargo. Quinn's expense account must be elastic indeed, Ethan
reflected.
Terrence Cee, dressed in his green
Stationer coveralls, sat wanly on a packing case, alone in the middle
of the bay. He looked up as Ethan stepped out of a ramp corridor. "You
came quickly, Dr. Urquhart."
Ethan glanced at the
flex tube. "I figured you were catching a scheduled run of some sort. I
didn't realize you'd be travelling in this much style."
"I thought perhaps you wouldn't come at all."
"Because—why?
Because I'd found out the whole truth about that shipment?" Ethan
shrugged. "I can't say I approve of what you tried to do. But given the
obvious problems your—your race, I guess—would suffer as a minority
anywhere else, I think I can understand why."
A
melancholy smile lit Cee's face, then was gone. "You do? But of course.
You would." He shook his head. "I should have said, I hoped you would
not come."
Ethan followed the direction of his nod.
Quinn
stood in the shadows by a girder. But she was an unusually
frazzled-looking Quinn. Her crisp jacket was gone, and she wore only a
black T-shirt and her uniform trousers. Her boots were gone, too. And,
Ethan realized as she moved into the light, her stunner holster was
empty.
She moved because she was prodded by a man
in the orange and black uniform of Kline Station Security. So they'd
caught up with her at last. Ethan nearly chuckled. Watching her wriggle
out of this one ought to be just fascinating….
His
humor drained away as he caught a better look at the weapon with which
the compact, bland-faced man was poking her spine. A lethal nerve
disruptor. Altogether non-regulation for Security.
At the ring of footsteps Ethan turned his head the other way, to find Millisor and Rau walking toward them.
CHAPTER THIRTEEN
Ethan and Quinn were shoved together within the
potential radius of fire from the bell-muzzle of the nerve disrupter,
held in the tense hand of the man in the Security uniform. Cee was
segregated from them under Rau's stunner. It needed nothing more than
that to give Ethan a silent appreciation of their relative status.
Quinn
looked even worse close up, with a split swollen lip, and white and
shaking from either pain or the aftereffects of low stun. She seemed
shorter without her boots. Cee stumbled like a corpse looking only for
a place to lie down; congealed, cold, the blue light of his eyes
extinguished.
"What happened?" Ethan whispered to Quinn. "How did they ever find you when Security couldn't?"
"I
forgot the damned beeper," she hissed back through clenched teeth.
"Should've shoved it down the first trash vent we passed. I knew it was
compromised! But Cee was arguing with me, and I was in a hurry, and—oh,
hell, what's the use…" She bit her lip in frustration, winced, and
licked it tenderly. Her eyes returned again and again to their
opponents, adding up the unfavorable odds, rejecting the sum and trying
again with no better luck.
Millisor walked around
them, smooth and smug. "So glad you could make it, Dr. Urquhart. We
could have arranged accidents for you and the commander separately, but
having you both together allows us a rather exquisite opportunity
for—efficiency."
"Vengeance?" quavered Ethan. "But we never tried to kill you."
"Oh, no," Millisor protested. "Vengeance has nothing to do with it. You both simply know too much to live."
Rau grinned nastily. "Tell them the rest, Colonel," he urged.
"Ah,
yes. With your sense of humor, Commander, you will particularly like
this one. Observe, if you will, all those unused flex tubes on the
outer wall. Sealed at both ends, they make a very private little
compartment. Just the spot for a couple with rather odd tastes in
adventure to arrange a tryst. How unfortunate that, in the sound sleep
following their exertions—"
Rau waved his stunner cheerfully, by way of indicating just how that sound sleep was to be achieved.
"—the
flex tube is vented into space in preparation for locking in the
auto-conveyer from a freighter hold. Said freighter being due in this
docking bay immediately after my courier departs. Shall we leave you
two entirely nude, I wonder?" he mused, "or merely naked from the waist
down, suggesting fumbling passionate hurry?"
"God
the Father," Ethan moaned in horror, "the Population Council will think
I was depraved enough to make love to a woman in a flex tube!"
"Gods
forbid," Quinn, looking equally appalled, echoed under her breath,
"that Admiral Naismith would think I was stupid enough to make love to
anything in a flex tube!"
Terrence Cee's eyes
roved over the docking bay, as if seeking death as desperately as
Quinn's eyes sought escape. He made a little jerky motion; Rau's
stunner instantly drew a bead on him.
"Dream on,
mutant," Rau growled. "We aren't giving you a chance. One wrong move
and you'll be carried aboard stunned." His lips drew back unpleasantly.
"You don't want to miss the show your friends are going to put on for
us, do you?"
Cee's hands clenched and unclenched,
despair and rage struggling for ascendancy in him, both equally
impotent. "I'm sorry, Doctor," he whispered. "They held a nerve
disruptor to the commander's head, and I knew they weren't bluffing. I
thought maybe you wouldn't come, just for a call from me. I should have
let them shoot her then. Sorry. Sorry…"
Quinn's
lips turned sardonically upward, breaking to bleed again. "You don't
have to apologize quite that fervently, Cee…. Your resisting wouldn't
have saved him anyway."
"You don't have to apologize at all," said Ethan firmly. "I'd have done the same myself, in all probability."
The
man with the nerve disruptor waved them apart, and drove Ethan and
Quinn to the outer wall, and along it toward the bay's far end.
"Who is that guy, anyway?" Ethan asked Quinn with a jerk of his head. "Setti?"
"You
guessed it. I should have shot him in the back when I had the chance,
and collected the other half of my bounty from House Bharaputra," Quinn
replied in a disgusted undertone. She added thoughtfully, "If I jumped
that goon, d'you think you could make it across the bay to one of those
corridors before Rau stunned you?"
It was fifty meters or more across the cavernous chamber. "No," said Ethan frankly.
"How about a dash for the cover of that flex-tube?"
"Then what? Make faces at them till they walked over and shot me?"
"All right," she snarled impatiently, "you come up with a better idea."
Ethan's
hands twitched in his pockets, and encountered a little oblong. "Maybe
we could buy some more time with this?" he said, pulling out the
message capsule.
"What the hell's that?"
"It
was the weirdest thing. On my way here this man came up to me in the
mall and pushed it on me—he said it was a message for Millisor. It's
activated by Millisor's military service number, and I should give it
to him if I saw him—"
Quinn froze, her hand clenched on his arm. "What color was he?"
"Huh?"
"The man, the man!"
"Pink. That is, he had this pink suit."
"Not the suit, the man!"
"Interesting—sort
of a coffee-color. Extremely elegant. I wish I could've got some of
those skin genes for Athos—"
"Hey," Setti began, moving toward them with a frown.
"Giveittome,
giveittome," Quinn gabbled, grabbing the message capsule out of Ethan's
hand. "Lessee. 672-191-, oh gods, is it 142 or 124?" Her shaking index
finger jabbed at the tiny keypad, then agonized in hesitation. "421 and
pray. Here, Setti!" Quinn cried, and tossed the message capsule at the
startled Cetagandan, whose left hand snaked out in an easy, automatic
catch. "Down!" she yelled in Ethan's ear, kicked his feet out from
under him, and dropped atop his head.
There was a moment's puzzled silence. The tiny hum of a holovid forming its image sounded insect-thin.
"Aw, rats," Quinn groaned, her weight slumping on Ethan. "Wrong again."
Ethan rather muffled, complained, "What the devil do you think you're—"
The
shock wave blew them both ten meters across the docking bay floor, to
fetch up in a tangle of arms and legs against the outer bulkhead.
Except for the ringing in his ears, Ethan could not at first hear a
thing. His bones seemed to reverberate like a struck gong, and his
vision darkened.
"Thought that had to be the
case," Quinn muttered in shaky satisfaction. She stood up, fell down,
stood up again and bounced off the wall, blinking rapidly, her hands
feeling in front of her.
Alarms seemed to be
shrieking like mad things all over the place. Emergency lights came on
with a brilliant glare—Ethan was relieved to realize he hadn't been
struck blind—and the distant booms of airseals shutting followed one
another like dominos falling.
Closer, quieter, and
much more ominous was a hissing, rising to a whistling, of air escaping
around the nearest flex-tube seal, damaged in the explosion. Icy fog
boiled in a cloud around it.
Even Ethan had the
sense to start away from it, crawling on his hands and knees. The
gravity wavered nauseatingly. A melted patch in the metal deck was just
ceasing to bubble. Ethan skirted it. Of Setti there was no sign
anywhere.
"By God," Ethan muttered dizzily, "she is good at getting rid of bodies…."
He
looked up across an interminable metallic desert to see Terrence Cee,
running like a deer, brought down in a flying tackle by Rau. Millisor,
dashing up behind, took aim to give the telepath a swift kick in the
head, thought better of it, and hopped to his other foot to deliver a
blow to Cee's less-valuable solar plexus instead. Millisor and Rau each
grabbed an arm, dragging Cee from his crouch toward the activated flex
tube beyond which their ship waited.
Ethan
staggered to his feet and began running toward them. He hadn't the
least idea what he was going to do when he got there. Except stop them,
somehow. That was the only clear imperative. "God the Father," he
moaned, "there had better be a reward in heaven for this sort of thing…"
He
had the advantage of a shorter angle to cross, against Millisor's and
Rau's disadvantage of their writhing burden. Ethan found himself
standing, legs spread apart, blocking the entrance to the flex tube.
Perfectly positioned for a fast draw, barring the minor hitch of being
weaponless. Help, bethought. "Stop!" he cried.
To
his surprise, they did, cautious. Rau had lost his stunner somewhere,
but Millisor pulled a vicious, glittering little needler from his
jacket and took aim at Ethan's chest. Ethan pictured its tiny needles
expanding on impact and whirling like razors through his abdomen. His
autopsy would be the godawfullest mess…
Terrence
Cee yanked away from Rau and spun to stand in front of Ethan, his arms
spread wide in a futile gesture of protection. "No!"
"You
think I have to keep you alive just because the cultures are gone,
mutant?" Millisor, furious, cried at him. "Dead will do, by God!" He
raised his weapon in both hands. "What the—" he lurched as his feet
rose from the floor, his hands clutching out for lost balance.
Ethan
grabbed Cee. His stomach seemed to be floating away independently of
the rest of him. He looked around hysterically, to spot Quinn clinging
to the far wall near one of the corridor entrances, the cover plate
forcibly torn off an environmental engineering control panel beside her.
Millisor's
body undulated in midair, compensating expertly for his unwanted spin,
and he brought his weapon back to steady aim. Quinn, yelling
helplessly, tore the cover plate the rest of the way off its cabinet
and flung it toward them. It spun wickedly through the air, but it was
obvious before it was halfway across the bay that it was going to miss
Millisor. The Cetagandan's grip tightened on his needler trigger—
Millisor's
body, haloed for a blinding instant like some burning martyr, convulsed
in the booming blue crackle of a plasma bolt. Ethan's head jerked at
the pungent stench of burnt meat and fabric and boiling plastics. He
blinked red and purpled afterimages of the dancing, dying silhouette of
the ghem-lord.
The needler spun away, and Rau lost
his grip on the floor in an aborted grab for it. The Cetagandan captain
swam frantically in air, swivelling his head in urgent search for the
source of this devastating new attack. Quinn's cover plate, rebounding
off the far wall, winged by nearly taking Ethan's head with it.
"There
he is!" Cee, grappling in midair with Ethan, pointed with a shout at
the catwalks and girders. A pink blur moved along them, aimed something
at Rau. "No! He's my meat!" Cee cried. With a berserker yell, Cee
launched himself off Ethan toward Rau. "Kill you, bastard!"
The
only benefit Ethan could see coming from this insane outbreak of
martial spirit was that he, Ethan, was pushed toward the outer bulkhead
wall. He managed to catch a grip on a projection without breaking a
wrist, and halt his mindless momentum.
"No,
Terrence! If somebody's firing at Cetagandans, the thing to do is get
out of the way!" But this voice of reason whipped away in the wind.
Wind? The air leak must be widening—explosive decompression at any
moment, surely…
Cee's and Rau's struggling forms
sank to the deck like a pebble dropping through oil, as Quinn gradually
turned up a little gravity. Ethan's own body stopped flapping like a
flag in the breeze, and he found himself hanging, though still lightly,
entirely too far above the deck. He began to climb down hastily, before
Quinn decided to try something like Helda's trick with the birds.
Rau
threw the smaller, lighter Cee bouncing and skidding along the deck,
and whirled to dash for his ship's flex tube. Two steps, and he flared,
melted, and burned like a wax image in a brilliant plasma cross-fire,
coming from not one but two sources among the girders. He fell with a
meaty thunk, and, horribly, lived a moment more, writhing and screaming
soundlessly through fleshless black jaws. Cee, on hands and knees,
watched open-mouthed, as though himself dismayed by the completeness of
his vicarious revenge.
Ethan started across the
deck toward the telepath. On the Station side of the bay, two men swung
out of the network of girders and catwalks. One was the pink apparition
from the mallway, a second was another dark-skinned man dressed in
shimmering brown in a similar highly-decorated style. They closed on
Quinn, who, so far from welcoming her rescuers, started back up the
wall like a busy spider.
Each of the dark men
grabbed an ankle and yanked her down, careless of what her head struck
on the way. An attempted karate kick on her part was foiled by
brown-silk and turned into what would have been a nasty fall in higher
gravity and still didn't look exactly pleasant. Pink-suit pinioned her
arms from behind, and brown-silk took the fight out of her with a
breath-stopping blow to her stomach.
One on each
side, they hustled her away up the corridor ramp toward the emergency
exit as pressure-suited Stationer damage control squads began to pour
into the chamber from several other entrances.
"They're—they're
snatching Quinn!" Ethan cried to Cee. "Who are they? What are they?" He
danced from foot to foot in an agony of bewilderment, pulling Cee up.
Cee squinted after them. "Jackson's Whole? Bharaputrans, here? We've got to go after her!"
"Preferably while there's still air to breathe—"
Clinging
to each other, they proceeded in a sort of bounding hobble as rapidly
as they could across the docking bay and up the ramp.
At
the emergency airseal they had to wait for terrifying seconds, working
their jaws to protect their ears against the now rapidly decreasing air
pressure, while the trio ahead of them cycled through and vacated the
personnel lock that permitted escape from blocked chambers. Jabbing at
the control button in a panicked tattoo, or even leaning on it, did
nothing to hasten the process, Ethan found; the door opened only when
it was damn good and ready.
They fell through, and
had to wait again while pressure equalized, and Quinn's assailants
gained a lengthening head start. Ethan gasped in relief. He had been
entirely mistaken about Stationer air; it smelled just great, better
than any air he'd ever had.
"How the devil," Ethan
panted to Cee as they waited, "did Millisor and Rau ever get out of
Quarantine? I thought even a virus couldn't escape it."
"Setti
sprang them," Cee panted back. "He came in either along with, or
pretending to be, the guard taking them to their deportation dock, I'm
not sure which. They walked right out the door. All the documentation
and IDs perfect, of course. I don't think even Quinn realizes how far
into the Station computer network they'd penetrated in the time they
were here."
The emergency airseal lock hissed open
at last, and Ethan and Cee staggered up the corridor in hot pursuit of
a quarry now out of sight. They bumped to a halt at the first
cross-corridor.
Cee, his arm flung out, turned in
a circle a couple of times like a damaged clockwork mechanism. "That
way," he pointed to their left.
"You sure?"
"No."
They
galloped down it anyway. At the next cross-corridor they were rewarded
by the sound of a familiar alto voice, raised in protest, wafting from
the right. They followed on, to come out in a stark freight flex-tube
foyer.
The man in chocolate-brown silk had Quinn
shoved up facing a wall, her arms twisted behind her. Her toes
stretched and sought the floor, without success.
"Come on, Commander," the man in pink was saying, "We haven't got time for this. Where is it?"
"Wouldn't
dream of keeping you," she replied in a rather smeary voice, as her
face was being squashed sideways into the wall. "Ow! Hadn't you better
run off to your embassy before Security gets here? They'll be all over
the place after that bomb blast."
The man in pink
whirled, raising his plasma gun, as Ethan and Cee skidded into the
foyer. "Wait," Cee said, his hand restraining Ethan's arm.
"Friends!" Quinn shrieked, twitching. "Friends, friends, don't fire, we're all friends here!"
"We are?" Ethan, winded and dizzy, dubiously absorbed the tableau before him.
"Mercenaries
who take money for contracts they can't carry out don't have friends,"
growled brown-silk. "At least, not for long."
"I
was working on it," argued Quinn. "You goons have no appreciation of
subtlety. Besides, you can litter the place with corpses and run off to
the protection of your House consul. No skin off you if you're deported
and declared persona non grata on Kline Station forever. Not only do I
have to play by different rules, but I wanna be able to come back here
someday. Let's try for a little finesse, huh?"
"You've
had nearly six months for finesse. Baron Luigi wants the House's money
back," said pink-silk. "That's the only subtlety I have to appreciate."
Brown-silk lifted Quinn a few more centimeters.
"Ow,
ow, all right, no problem!" yammered Quinn. "Your credit chit is in my
right inner jacket pocket. Help yourselves."
"And just where is your jacket?"
"Millisor took it off me. It's back in the docking bay. Ow, no, honest!"
There was a disgusted pause. "It could be the truth," mused pink-silk.
"Docking bay's crawling with Station Security by now," brown-silk pointed out. "It could be a trick."
"Look,
fellas, let's be reasonable about this, huh?" said Quinn. "Luigi's deal
was half in advance and half on delivery. Now, I already took care of
Okita. That's one-quarter right there."
"We have only your word for that. I haven't seen a body," said pink-silk.
"Finesse, Gen'ral, finesse."
"Major," pink-silk corrected automatically.
"And it was I who took out Setti in the docking bay just now. That's half. Seems to me we're even."
"With our bomb," said brown-silk.
"You gonna argue with results? Look, are we allies, or not?"
"Not," said brown-silk, and elevated her slightly more.
Voices,
and a clatter of boots and equipment, echoed down the corridor from the
direction of the docking bay. Pink-silk shoved his plasma arc into a
holster out of sight under his embroidered jacket. "Time's up."
"Are you going to let this slide?" demanded brown-silk.
Pink-silk shrugged. "Call it even at half-pay. You right-handed or left-handed, Quinn?"
"Right-handed."
"Take the Baron's interest out of her left arm, and let's go."
Brown-silk,
quite deliberately, let Quinn drop, achieved an arm-bar, and popped her
left elbow. The muffled cartilaginous crack was quite audible. Quinn
made no other sound. Again, Cee restrained Ethan's forward lurch. The
pair of Bharaputrans stepped delicately into the nearest lift-tube, and
sank from sight.
"Damn, I thought they'd never
leave," Quinn sighed. "The last thing I need is for Security to catch
up with those guys and start comparing notes." She slithered greenly to
a seat on the floor, her back propped against the wall. "I want to go
back to combat duty. I don't think I like this Intelligence stuff as
well as Admiral Naismith said I would."
Ethan cleared his throat. "You, ah—need a doctor, Commander?"
She grinned wanly. "Yeah. Do you?"
"Yeah."
Ethan sat down rather heavily beside her. His ears still rang, and the
chamber walls seemed to pulsate. He mulled over her comment. "This
isn't by chance your first Intelligence assignment, is it?"
"Yep."
"Just my luck." The floor beckoned; never had friction plating looked so soft and inviting.
"Security's
coming," she observed. She glanced up at Cee, hovering in anxious but
helpless solicitude. "What do you say we do them a favor, and simplify
the scenario for them? Get gone, Mr. Cee. If you walk and don't run,
those green coveralls will carry you right past 'em. Go to work or
something."
"I—I…" Terrence Cee spread his hands. "What can I ever do to repay you? Either of you?"
She
winked. "Never fear, I'll think of something. Meantime, I haven't seen
any telepaths around here today. Have you, Doctor?"
"Not a one," agreed Ethan blandly.
Terrence Cee shook his head in frustration, glanced up the corridor, and faded into the Up lift tube.
When Security finally arrived, they arrested Quinn.
CHAPTER FOURTEEN
Ethan stepped through the weapons detector
without eliciting a beep or blink of false accusation, and breathed
more easily. Kline Station Security Detention was a stark, intimidating
environment, gleaming and efficient, without any of the usual Stationer
attempts to soften the ambience with plants or artistic displays. The
effect was doubtless designed; it certainly worked. Ethan felt guilty
just visiting the Minimum Security block.
"Commander
Quinn is in Number Two Detention Infirmary, Ambassador Urquhart," the
guard assigned to be his guide informed him. "This way, please."
Up
some lift tubes, down some corridors. Station life, Ethan decided, must
exert powerful evolutionary pressures to develop a good sense of
direction. Not to mention sensitivity to subtleties of status. Color
blindness could prove a mortal handicap here. The Security uniforms, as
all other work uniforms, were color coded, and furthermore the
proportion of orange to black varied with rank. The ordinary guard wore
orange picked out with black; he paused to give a snappy salute,
casually returned, to a white-haired man whose sleek black uniform was
barely highlighted with orange piping. One might study the entire
Station hierarchy in nuances of hue.
Captain
Arata, who was just now exiting the Infirmary as Ethan and his guide
approached, wore mostly black, with broad orange bands on collar and
sleeves and an orange stripe down his trouser legs. He also wore a
frustrated frown.
"Ah, Ambassador Urquhart." The
frown was put away and replaced with a slightly ironic smile. "Come to
visit our star boarder, have you? You needn't have troubled, she'll be
a free woman shortly. Her credit check passed—astonishingly enough—her
fines are paid, and she waits only for her medical release."
"That's all right, Captain—it's no trouble," said Ethan. "I just wanted to ask her a question."
"As
did I," sighed Arata. "Several. I trust you will have better luck
getting answers. These past few weeks, when I wanted a date, all she
wanted to do was trade information under the counter. Now I want
information, and what do I get? A date." He brightened slightly. "We
will doubtless talk shop. If I worm any more out of her, maybe I'll be
able to charge our night out to the department." He nodded at Ethan; an
inviting silence fell.
"Good luck," said Ethan,
cordially unhelpful. He had handled the Security post-mortem of
yesterday's terrifying affair in the docking bay by climbing onto his
ambassadorial status and referring all questions ruthlessly to the
ever-inventive Quinn. She had stitched truth to lies to produce a
fabulous beast of a story that nevertheless held up on every checkable
point. In her version, for example, Millisor and Rau had been
attempting to kidnap her, to program her as a double agent to penetrate
the Dendarii Mercenaries for Cetagandan Intelligence. The Bharaputrans
were accused of all the crimes they had in fact committed, and a few
they hadn't—Okita who? Most of Security's energies were now diverted to
the Consulate where the Bharaputran hit squad was still holed up,
negotiating the terms of their deportation. Terrence Cee had vanished
utterly from the scenario. Ethan wouldn't have dared add or subtract a
word.
"How unfortunate," Arata murmured,
permitting a little of the needle-sharpness to flash in his eyes, "that
I require a court order to use fast-penta."
Ethan smiled blandly. "Quite." They bowed each other farewell.
The
guard turned Ethan over to the infirmary doctor. Except for the coded
locks on the doors, Quinn's cell might have been any hospital room. Any
Stationer hospital room, that is. Ethan was beginning to miss openable
windows, taken for granted on Athos, with a starved passion.
Not wishing to state his real mission straight off, Ethan began with that thought.
"How do you feel about windows that open?" he asked Quinn. "Downside, I mean."
"Paranoid,"
she answered promptly. "I keep looking around for things to seal them
up with. Aren't you going to ask how I am?"
"You're
fine," Ethan said absently, "except for the dislocated elbow and the
contusions. I asked the doctor. Oral analgesics and no violent exercise
for a few days."
In fact, she looked well. Her
color was good, and her movements, except for the immobilized left arm,
were only a little stiff. She sat up on, rather than in, her bed. She
had escaped her patient gown, itself a uniform of sickness, and was
back in her grey-and-whites, although minus the jacket and with
slippers in place of boots.
"Suits me." Her eyes crinkled. "And how do you feel about women now, Dr. Urquhart?"
"Oh—"
he paused, "somewhat the way you feel about windows, I'm afraid. Did
you ever get used to windows, or learn to enjoy them?"
"Rather.
But then, I've been accused of being a thrill-seeker." Her grin tilted.
"I'll never forget my first trip Downside, after I'd signed on with the
Dendarii Mercenaries—the Oseran Mercenaries, they were back then,
before Admiral Naismith took over. I'd dreamed all my life of
experiencing a real planetary climate. Mountain mists, ocean breezes,
that sort of thing. The directory said the planet's climate was
'temperate', which I took as a synonym for mild. We landed for
emergency re-supply in the middle of a bloody blizzard. It was a year
before I volunteered for Downside duty again."
"I can imagine." Ethan laughed, and relaxed a little, and sat down.
Her
head tilted to match her smile. "Yes, so you can. One of your more
surprising charms, coming from your background. Being able to make an
effort of the imagination, that is, and see through a different
person's eyes."
Ethan shrugged, embarrassed. "I've
always liked learning new things, finding out how things work.
Molecular biology was the best. Curiosity is not a theological virtue,
though."
"Mm, true. Are there carnal virtues?"
Ethan
puzzled over this unusual thought. "I—don't know. It seems like there
ought to be. Perhaps they're called something else. I'm sure there are
no new virtues under the sun—or new vices, either." Before Quinn could
point out that they were under no sun—for surely the distant cinder
Kline Station orbited could not be so called—Ethan hurried on.
"Speaking of things carnal—I, uh—that is, before you go back to the
Dendarii Mercenaries, I wanted to ask you if—um—I have what you may
think a rather unusual request. If it doesn't offend you?" he inquired
nervously.
He had her entire attention, her head
cocked, eyes bright, a smile pressed out straight. "Before you say what
it is, how can I tell? But I believe I've heard it all, so go on, by
all means."
He was closer to the door than she;
besides, she had one hand tied behind her back, so to speak, and there
was a guard outside to defend him. How much trouble could he possibly
get into? He took a breath.
"I plan to go on to
complete my mission of collecting new ovarian cultures for Athos.
Probably to Beta Colony, as you recommended, and the government gene
repository that stocks the donations from its outstanding
citizens—their seed catalog sounded quite attractive."
She nodded judicious approval, her eyes full of amused expectation.
"However,"
Ethan went on, "there's no reason I can't begin now. Speaking of
outstanding or, um, extraordinary sources. What I mean is, um—would you
care to donate an ovary to Athos, Commander Quinn?"
There
was a moment's dumbfounded silence. "By the gods," she said in a rather
weak voice, "I hadn't heard it all."
"The
operation is quite painless," Ethan assured her earnestly. "Kline
Station has quite nice tissue culturing facilities, too—I've spent the
morning checking them out. It's not a common request, but it's quite
within their capabilities. And you did say you'd help me with my
mission if I helped you with yours."
"I did? Oh. So I did…"
An
anxious new thought struck Ethan. "You do have one to spare, don't you?
I'd understood women all had two ovaries, in analogue to male testes.
You haven't donated before, or had an accident—combat or something—I'm
not asking for your only one, am I
"No, I'm still
fully equipped with all my original parts." She laughed; Ethan was
subtly reassured. "I was just a little taken aback. That—that wasn't
the proposition I was expecting, is all. Excuse me. I fear I am become
incurably low-minded."
"You can't help that, I'm sure," Ethan said tolerantly. "Being female, and all that."
She
opened her mouth, closed it, and shook her head. "Not touching that one
with a stick," she muttered cryptically. "Well," she took a breath, let
it run out, "well…" She cocked her head at him. "And just who would
make use of my, um, donation?"
"Anyone who chose,"
Ethan answered. "In time, the culture would be divided and a subculture
placed on file in each Reproduction Center on Athos. This time next
year, you could have a hundred sons. As soon as I get my designated
alternate problems straightened out, I rather fancied—I, uh—" Ethan
found himself turning inexplicably red under her level gaze, "I rather
fancied having all my sons from the same culture, you see. I'll have
earned four sons altogether by then. I never had a double-brother, from
the same culture as me. The practice seems to give a family a certain
attractive unity. Diversity in unity, as it were…" He became conscious
that he was babbling, and ran down.
"A hundred sons," she mused. "But no daughters?"
"Well—no.
No daughters. Not on Athos." He added timidly, "Are daughters as
important to a woman as sons are to a man?"
"There
is a certain—ease, in the thought," she admitted. "There is no room for
either daughters or sons in my line of work, however."
"Well, there you are."
"Well.
There I am." The semi-permanent amusement lurking in her eyes had given
way to a meditative seriousness. "I could never see them, could I? My
hundred sons. They would never know who I was."
"Only
a culture number. EQ-1. I—I might be able to push my Clearance Level A
censorship status far enough to, say, send you a holocube someday,
if—if that's something you would like. You could never come to Athos,
nor send a message—at least, not under your own identity. You might
fudge your sex, and get it past the censors that way…" He'd been
associating with Quinn and her rough-and-ready approach to authority
too long, Ethan reflected, upon the ease with which this anti-social
suggestion fell from his lips. He cleared his throat.
Her eyes glinted, amusement rampant again. "What a positively revolutionary idea."
"You
know I'm not a revolutionary," Ethan replied with some dignity. He
paused. "Although—I'm afraid home is going to look a little different,
when I go back. I don't want to change out of all fit."
She
glanced around the room, and by implication beyond its walls to the
surrounding Station, her former home. "Your instincts are sound, sir,
although I suspect futile. Change is a function of time and experience,
and time is implacable."
"An ovarian culture can
defeat time for 200 years—maybe longer now, as we refine our methods of
caring for them. You could be having children long after your own
death."
"I could have been dead yesterday. I could
be dead this time next month, for that matter. Or this time next year."
"That's true of anybody."
"Yeah,
but my odds are about six times worse than average. My insurance has it
calculated to the third decimal place, y'know." She sighed. "Well. Here
we are." Her lips curved. "And I thought Tav Arata was cheeky. Dr.
Urquhart, you've topped them all."
Ethan's
shoulders slumped with disappointment, as he saw his imagined string of
dark-haired sons with mirror-bright eyes fading back into the realm of
ungraspable dream. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to give offense. I'll go."
He began to rise.
"You give up too easily," she remarked to the air.
He
sat back down hastily. His hands clasped each other between his knees,
to keep his fingers from nervous drumming. He searched his mind for
suppliction. "The boys would be excellently cared for. Certainly mine
would be. We screen our paternal applicants very carefully. A man who
does not live up to his trust may have his sons repossessed, a shame
and disgrace all strive to avoid."
"What's in it for me, though?"
Ethan
thought this over carefully. "Nothing," he had to admit honestly at
last. He had a sudden impulse to offer her money—a mercenary, after
all—no. That felt all wrong, somehow, he could not say why. He slumped
again.
"Nothing." She shook her head ruefully.
"What woman could resist that appeal? Did I ever tell you that one of
my other hobbies was banging my head against brick walls?"
He glanced at her forehead, startled, then realized this was a joke.
She
nibbled her last unbitten fingernail, without biting through. "You sure
Athos can take a hundred little Quinns?"
"More than that, in time. It might liven the place up…. Perhaps it would improve our military."
Quinn looked bemused indeed. "What can I say? Dr. Urquhart, you're on. "
Ethan lit with joy.
Ethan
met Quinn by pre-arrangement at a cafe in a small arcade near the
Stationer edge of Transients' Lounge. She had arrived before him, and
sat sipping something blue from a small stemmed glass, which she lifted
to him in toast as he threaded the tables toward her.
"How are you feeling?" he asked as he sat down beside her.
She
rubbed the right side of her abdomen pensively. "Fine. You were quite
correct, I didn't feel a thing. Still don't. Not even a scar to show
for my charity." She sounded faintly disappointed.
"The
ovary took the culturing treatment just fine," he assured her. "The
cells are dividing nicely. It will be ready for freezing for transport
in 48 hours. And then, I guess, I'm off to Beta Colony. When will you
be leaving?" A faint speculation—hope?—that they might possibly be
travelling on the same ship crossed his mind.
"I'm
leaving tonight. Before I get into any more trouble with the Station
authorities," she replied, dashing Ethan's nascent scenario of further
conversations. He never had had time to ask her about all the planets
she had undoubtedly seen in her military pilgrimages. "I also want to
be long, long gone before any Cetagandan follow-up on Millisor's death
arrives. Though it seems they are going to get directed back to
Jackson's Whole—I wish them all joy of each other." She stretched, and
grinned, like a cat full of bird after a successful hunt and picking a
few feathers from its teeth.
"I'd just as soon avoid meeting any more Cetagandans myself," said Ethan. "If I can."
"Shouldn't
be too difficult. For your peace of mind, I might mention that before
his death Ghem-colonel Millisor managed to send off a confirmation of
Helda's destruction of the Bharaputran cultures to his superiors. I
doubt the Cetagandans will show any further interest in Athos. Although
Mr. Cee is another matter, since the same report also confirmed his
presence here on Kline Station.
"But I've got a
stack of reports myself that will give Admiral Naismith something to
meditate on for months. I'm glad I don't have to decide what to do with
it all. I lack but one item to make his day complete—and here it comes,
I trust, now." She nodded past Ethan's shoulder, and he turned in his
seat.
Terrence Cee was making his way toward them.
His green Stationer coveralls were inconspicuous enough, although his
wiry blond intensity turned an older female head or two, Ethan noted.
He sat down with them, nodding at Quinn, smiling briefly at Ethan. "Good afternoon, Commander, Doctor."
Quinn smiled back. "Good afternoon, Mr. Cee. Can I buy you a drink? Burgundy, sherry, champagne, beer…"
"Tea," said Cee. "Just tea."
Quinn
put the order on her credit card in the table's auto-waiter. The
Station, it seemed, did not import all comforts. The real thing—a
pleasant aromatic black variety grown and processed on Kline
Station—appeared promptly, steaming in a transparent mug. Ethan ordered
some too, the business hiding the little discomfort Cee's presence
induced in him. The telepath could have no further interest in Athos
now either.
Cee sipped; Quinn sipped. "Well," Quinn said. "Did you bring it?"
Cee
nodded, sipped again, and laid three thin data discs and an insulated
box perhaps half the size of Ethan's hand upon the table. They all
disappeared into Quinn's jacket. At Ethan's look of inquiry, Quinn
shrugged, "We all trade in flesh here, it seems," by which Ethan
understood the box contained the promised tissue sample from the
telepath.
"I thought Terrence was going back to the Dendarii Mercenaries with you, " said Ethan, surprised.
"I've tried to talk him into it—by the way, the offer remains open, Mr. Cee."
Terrence
Cee shook his head. "When Millisor was breathing down my neck, it
seemed the only exit. You've given me a little space to make a choice,
Commander Quinn—for which I thank you." A movement of his finger toward
the packets secreted in her jacket indicated the tangible form of his
thanks.
"I am too kind," Quinn sighed wryly. "If
you change your mind later, you can still look us up, you know. Look
for a heap of trouble with a squiggly-minded little man on top of it,
and tell him Quinn sent you. He'll take you in."
"I'll remember," Cee promised noncommittally.
"Ah,
well—I won't be travelling alone." Quinn smiled smugly. "I scrounged up
another recruit to keep me company on the trip back. Interesting
fellow—a migrant worker. He's knocked around all over the galaxy. You
should meet him, Mr. Cee. He's about your height—skinny—blond, too."
She lifted her stemmed glass in toast, and tossed off the rest of her
blue drink. "Confusion to the enemy."
"Thank you, Commander," Cee said sincerely.
"Where, ah—were you thinking of going now, if not the Dendarii Mercenaries?" Ethan asked him.
Cee
spread his hands. "There are a multitude of choices. Too many, really,
and all about equally meaningless … excuse me." He remembered to feign
good cheer. "Some direction away from Cetaganda." He nodded toward
Quinn's left jacket pocket. "I trust you won't have any trouble
smuggling that package out. It should go into a proper freeze-box as
soon as possible. A very small one, maybe. It might be better if a
freeze-box does not appear on your luggage manifest."
She
smiled slowly, scratching one tooth—her fingernails were all neatly
filed down again—and murmured, "A very small one, or—hm. I think I may
have an ideal solution to that little problem, Mr. Cee."
Ethan
watched with interest as Quinn dropped the enormous white freezer
transport box down upon the counter of Cold Storage Access 297-C. It
banged, startling the attention of the counter girl dreaming over a
holovid drama. The figures of the girl's private play vanished in
smoke, and she hastily removed an audio plug from her ear.
"Yes, ma'am?"
"I've
come for my newts," said Quinn. She reached around and shoved her
thumb-printed authorization into the read-slot in the counter's
computer.
"Oh, yes, I remember you," said the girl. "A cubic meter in plastic. Do you want it quick-thawed?"
"Don't
want it thawed at all, I'm shipping them frozen, thanks," said Quinn.
"Eighty kilos of newts would be a little icky after four weeks' travel
warm, I fear."
The girl wrinkled her nose. "I think they're icky at any temperature."
"I assure you, they will be appreciated in direct ratio to their distance from their source," Quinn grinned.
The
corridor doors hissed open behind them. Ethan and Terrence Cee stepped
out of the way as a float pallet entered piloted by a green-and-blue
uniformed ecotech and bearing half-a-dozen small sealed canisters.
"Oh, oh, priority," said the counter girl. "Excuse me, ma'am."
Ethan
recognized the ecotech with a pleasant start; it was Teki, presumably
from his work station just around the corner. Teki recognized Quinn and
Ethan at the same moment. Cee, not known to the ecotech, didn't
register, and stepped smoothly into the background.
"Ah,
Teki!" said Quinn. "I was just about to step around and say goodbye.
You're fully recovered from your little adventure of last week, I
trust?"
Teki snorted. "Yeah, getting kidnapped and
worked over by a gang of homicidal lunatics is my idea of a real fun
time, sure. Thanks."
Quinn's mouth quirked. "Has Sara forgiven you for standing her up?"
Teki's
eyes twinkled, and he foiled to suppress a slow smirk. "Well, yes—once
she was finally convinced it wasn't a put-on, she got real, um,
sympathetic." He attempted sternness. "But damn, I knew it had to be
something for the dwarf! You can tell me now, can't you Elli?"
"Sure. Just as soon as it gets declassified."
Teki groaned. "Not fair! You promised!"
She shrugged, helpless. He frowned grudgingly, then, palpably, let the grudge go: "Goodbye? You leaving soon?"
"In a few hours."
"Oh."
Teki looked genuinely disappointed. He glanced at Ethan. "Afternoon,
Mr. Ambassador. Say, I'm, uh—sorry about what Helda did to your stuff.
Hope you won't take it as representative of our department. She's on
medical leave—they're calling it a nervous breakdown. I'm acting head
of Assimilation Station B now," he added with a bit of shy pride. He
held out a green sleeve for inspection, circled by two blue bands in
place of. his previous one. "At least till she gets back." On closer
look, Ethan found the second band to be but lightly tacked in place.
"It's
all right," said Ethan. "You stitch that armband on good and tight—I'm
assured her medical leave will be permanent."
"Oh,
yeah?" Teki brightened still more. "Look, let me throw this shit out—"
he gestured to the little canisters on his float pallet, "and I'll be
with you—you all can come around to Station B for a couple of minutes,
can't you?"
"Only a couple," warned Quinn. "I can't stay long, if I'm to make my ship."
Teki
waved in a gesture of understanding. "Come on back," he invited,
maneuvering his float pallet past the counter and through the airseal
doors behind them that the counter girl had keyed open for him.
"Gotta
wait for my stuff," Quinn excused herself, but Ethan, curious, trailed
along. Cee drifted behind, inconspicuous and quiet, a lonely figure
still, odd man out. Ethan smiled over his shoulder, trying to include
him in the group.
"So tell me more about Helda,"
said Teki to Ethan. "Is it really true she mailed all that stolen
tissue to Athos?"
Ethan nodded. "I'm still not
sure what she hoped to accomplish. I don't think she even knew. Maybe
it was just to have something in the shipping cartons to pass casual
inspection—I mean, empty boxes would show obvious tampering. She
managed to create a mystery almost in spite of herself."
Teki shook his head, as if still unable to believe it all.
"What is all this?" Ethan gestured toward the float pallet.
"Samples,
of some contaminated stuff we confiscated and destroyed today—they go
into cold storage, for proof later in case of lawsuits, of further
outbreaks, or whatever."
They entered a chill
white room featuring quantities of robotic equipment and an airlock; a
chamber on the very skin of the Station, Ethan realized.
Teki
tapped instructions rapidly into a control console, inserted a data
disc, placed the canister into a high-tensile-strength plastic bag with
a coded label, and attached the bag to a robotic device. The device
rose and floated into the airlock, which hissed shut and began to cycle.
Teki
touched a control on the wall, and a panel slid back, revealing a small
transparent barrier like the great ones in Transients' Lounge. Crowding
projections of bits of the Station blocked most of the spectacular
galactic view. It was the Station equivalent of a back alley, Ethan
decided, except that it was brightly lit. Teki watched carefully as the
robot exited the airlock and floated through the vacuum across a long
grid of metal columns all tethered about with bags and boxes.
"It's
like the universe's biggest closet," mused Teki. "Our own private
storage locker. We really ought to clean house and destroy all the
really old stuff that was thrown out there in Year One, but it's not
like running out of room. Still, if I'm going to be an Assimilation
Station head, I could organize something … responsibility … no more
playing around…"
The ecotech's words became a
buzzing drone in his ears as Ethan's attention was riveted on a
collection of transparent plastic bags tethered a short way down the
grid. Each bag seemed to contain a jumble of little white boxes of a
familiar type. He had seen just such a little box readied for Quinn's
donation at a Station biolab that morning. How many boxes? Hard to see,
hard to count. More than twenty, surely. More than thirty. He could
count the bags that contained them, though; there were nine.
"Thrown out," he whispered. "Thrown—out?"
The
robot reached the end of a column and attached its burden thereto.
Teki's attention was all on the working device; he moved off to monitor
it as it cycled back through the airlock. Ethan reached back, grabbed
Cee by the arm, bundled him forward, and pointed silently out the
window.
Cee looked annoyed, then looked again. He
stiffened, his lips parting. He stared as if his eyes might devour the
distance, and the barrier. The telepath began to swear under his
breath, so softly that Ethan could hardly make out the words; his hands
clenched, unclenched, and splayed against the transparency.
Ethan gripped Cee's arm harder. "Is it them?" he whispered. "Could it be?"
"I can make out the Bharaputra House logo on the labels," breathed Cee. "I saw them packed."
"She
must have put them out here herself," muttered Ethan. "Left no record
in the computer—I bet a search would list that bin as empty. She threw
them out. She really literally did throw them out. Out there."
"Could they still be all right?" asked Cee.
"Stone frozen—why not… ?"
They stared at each other, wild in surmise.
"We've got to tell Quinn," Ethan began.
Cee's hands clamped down over Ethan's wrists. "No!" he hissed. "She has hers. Janine—those are mine."
"Or Athos's."
"No." Cee was trembling white, his eyes blazing like blue pinwheels. "Mine."
"The two," said Ethan carefully, "need not be mutually exclusive."
In the loaded silence that followed, Cee's face flared in an exaltation of hope.
CHAPTER FIFTEEN
Home. Ethan's eye teased him as he stared
eagerly through the shuttle window. Could he make out the patchwork
farmlands, name cities, rivers, roads yet? Cumulus clouds were
scattered over the bays and islands off the South Province coast,
dappling the bright morning with shade, obscuring his certainty. But
yes, there was an island the shape of a crescent moon, there the silver
thread of a small river where the coastline looped.
"My
father's fish farm is in that bay there," he pointed out to Terrence
Cee in the seat beside him. "Just behind that crescent-shaped outer
island."
Cee's blond head craned. "Yes, I see."
"Sevarin
is north, and inland. The shuttleport where we'll be landing is at the
capital, north one district from that. You can't see it yet."
Cee
settled back in his seat, looking reflective. The first whispers of the
upper atmosphere carried a hum from the shuttle's engines. A hymn, to
Ethan's ears.
"Will you be getting a hero's welcome?" Cee asked Ethan.
"Oh,
I doubt it. My mission was secret, after all. Not strictly, in the
military sense you're familiar with, but done quietly, on account of
not wanting to start a public panic or cause a crisis of confidence in
the Rep Centers. Although I imagine some of the Population Council will
be there. I'd like you to meet Dr. Desroches. And some of my family—I
called my father from the space station, so I know he'll be waiting. I
told him I was bringing a friend," Ethan added, hoping to ease Cee's
obvious nervousness. "He seemed quite pleased to hear it."
He
was nervous himself. How was he going to explain Cee to Janos? He had
run through several hundred practice introductions in his mind, during
the two-month leg of their journey from Kline Station, until he had
wearied of worrying. If Janos was going to be jealous, or hard-nosed
about it, let him get down to work and earn his designated alternate
status. It might be just the stimulus needed to kick him into action at
last; given Janos's own personal proclivities, he was unlikely to
believe that Cee had shown every sign of being a prime candidate for
one of the Chaste Brotherhoods. Ethan sighed.
Cee
regarded his hands meditatively, and glanced up at Ethan. "And will
they view you as a hero, or a traitor, in the end?"
Ethan
surveyed the shuttle. His precious cargo, nine big white freezer
cartons, was not consigned to the chances of the cargo hold, but
strapped to the seats all around them. The only other passengers, the
census statistician and his assistant and three members of the galactic
census courier's crew heading for downside leave, hung together
protectively at the far end, out of earshot.
"I
wish I knew," said Ethan. "I pray about it daily. I haven't prayed on
my knees since I was a kid, but on this I do. Don't know if it helps."
"You're not going to change your mind and switch back at the last minute? The last minute is coming up fast."
As
fast as the ground below. They were dropping through the cloud layer
now, white fog beading on the window and flaring off in the wind of
their passage. Ethan thought of the other cargo, secreted in his
personal luggage, compressed and concealed: the 450 ovarian cultures he
had purchased on Beta Colony for the sake of assuring any possible
future Cetagandan follow-up of his activities—and indeed, of assuring
the Population Council itself—that the original Bharaputran cultures
had never been found. Cee had helped him make the switch, hours and
hours spent in the census courier's cargo hold changing labels,
doctoring records. Or maybe it had been Ethan helping Cee. They were
both in it together now, anyway, to the neck and beyond.
Ethan
shook his head. "It was a decision that somebody had to make. If not
me, then the Population Council. There are only two choices in the long
run that don't risk race war or genocide: all, or nothing. I am
convinced you were right on that score. And the committee—well—I feared
they would be constitutionally incapable of anything but a split
decision. You're right in your perception—as always—I tremble at our
future. But even in fear and trembling, I'm willing to reach for it. It
ought to be—interesting."
If Ethan felt a spasm of
guilt, it was for the 451st culture, EQ-1, whose container he held on
his lap. If he were unable to complete his scheme, of all the sons born
to Athos in the next generation, only his would not bear the hidden
alleles, the recessive telepathy time-bomb. But his grandsons would get
them, he assuaged his conscience. It would all average out in the long
run. May he live to see it; may he live to nurture it.
"But
you retained the chance to change your mind," Cee noted. A jerk of his
chin in the direction of the cargo bay and Ethan's luggage indicated
the cause of his unease.
"I'm afraid I'm
hopelessly economical," Ethan apologized. "I should have been a
housekeeper, I sometimes think. The Betan cultures were just too good
to jettison into the vacuum. But if I get my old job back, or better
still advance to head a Rep Center, there may be a chance—I'd like to
try my hand at gene splicing the telepathy complex into the genuine
Betan cultures and slipping them back into Athos's gene pool, if I can
do it in secrecy. As soon as I become adept at the operation, this one
too." He lifted EQ-1 from his lap, set it back carefully, his
conscience quieted still further. "I did promise Commander Quinn a
hundred sons. And as a Rep Center chief, I would have a seat on the
Population Council. Maybe even a shot at the chairmanship, someday."
There
was a small crowd in the Athosian shuttleport docking bay in spite of
the close secrecy surrounding Ethan's mission. Most of them turned out
to be representatives from the nine District Reproduction Centers,
eager to carry off their new cultures. Ethan was nearly trampled in the
rush for the freezer boxes. But the Chairman of the Population Council
was there, and Dr. Desroches, and best of all Ethan's father.
"Did you have any trouble?" the chairman asked Ethan.
"Oh…" Ethan clutched EQ-1, "nothing we couldn't handle…"
Desroches grinned. "Told you so," he murmured to the chairman.
Ethan
and his father embraced, not once but several times, as if to assure
each other of their continued vitality. Ethan's father was a tall,
tanned, wind-wrinkled man; Ethan could smell the salt sea lingering
even in his best clothes, and inhaled pleasurable memories therefrom.
"You're
so pale," Ethan's father complained, holding him at arm's length and
looking him up and down. "God the Father, boy, it's like getting you
back from the dead in more ways than one." His father embraced him
again.
"Well, I've been indoors for a year," Ethan
smiled. "Kline Station didn't have a sun to speak of, I was only on
Escobar for a week, and Beta Colony had too much sun—nobody goes
aboveground there unless they want to be fried. I'm healthier than I
look, I assure you. In fact, I feel great. Uh—" he looked around
surreptitiously one more time, "where's Janos?" Sudden fear shot
through him at his father's grave look.
Ethan's
father took a deep breath. "I'm sorry to have to tell you this, son—but
we all agreed it would be better to tell you first thing…."
God the Father, thought Ethan, Janos has gone and lolled himself in my lightflyer…
"Janos isn't here."
"I can see that." Ethan's heart seemed to rise and choke his words.
"He
got kind of wild, after you left—nobody to be a restraining influence
on him, Spiri says, though I take it as a man's duty to restrain
himself, and Janos was old enough to start playing a man's part—Spiri
and I had a bit of an argument about it, in fact, though it's all
settled now—"
The docking bay seemed to spin around Ethan's center of gravity, just below his stomach. "What happened?"
"Well—Janos
ran off to the Outlands with his friend Nick about two months after you
left. He says he's not coming back—no rules or restrictions out there,
he says, nobody keeping score on you." Ethan's father snorted. "No
future, either, but he doesn't seem to care about that. Though give him
ten years, and he may find he's had a bellyful of freedom. Others have.
I calculate it'll take him at least that long, though. He always was
the thickest of you boys."
"Oh," said Ethan in a
very small voice. He tried to look properly grieved. He tried very
hard, twitching the corners of his mouth back down by main force.
"Well—" he cleared his throat, "perhaps it's for the best. Some men
just aren't cut out for paternity. Better they should realize it before
and not after they become responsible for a son."
He
turned to Terrence Cee, his grin escaping control at last. "Here, Dad,
I want you to meet someone—I brought us an immigrant. Only one, but
altogether a remarkable person. He's endured much, to make it to refuge
here. He's been a good travelling companion for the last eight months,
and a good friend."
Ethan introduced Cee; they
shook hands, the slight galactic, the tall waterman. "Welcome,
Terrence," said Ethan's father. "A good friend of my son's is a son to
me. Welcome to Athos."
Emotion broke through Cee's
habitual closed coolness; wonder, and something like awe. "You really
mean that… Thank you. Thank you, sir."
Two of the
three moons rose together that night over Athos's Eastern Sea. The
little breakers murmured beyond the dunes. The second floor verandah of
Ethan's father's house gave a fine view over the moon-spangled waters
of the bay. The breeze cooled Ethan's blush, as the darkness concealed
its color.
"You see, Terrence," Ethan explained
shyly to Cee, "the fastest way to gain your paternal rights, and
Janine's sons, is to devote all your time to public works until you
gain enough social duty credits for designated alternate status.
There's plenty to do—everything from road repair to parks maintenance
to work for the government—maybe sharing some of your galactic
expertise—to all kinds of charity work. Old men's homes, orphanages for
the bereft and repossessed, animal care, disaster relief
services—although the army handles most of that—the choices are
endless."
"But how shall I support myself meanwhile?" objected Cee. "Or is support included?"
"No,
you must support yourself. To gain designated alternate points the work
must be over and above the regular economy—it's really a kind of labor
tax, if you want to think of it that way. But I thought—if you will
allow me—I can support you. I make plenty for two as a Rep Center
department head—and Desroches and the Chairman have hinted that I may
get the Chief of Staff post at the new Rep Center for the Red Mountain
district, when it goes into place year after next. By then, with
diligence, you'll have your D.A. status. And then it can go really
fast, because," Ethan took a breath, "as a designated alternate parent,
you can become a Primary Nurturer to my sons. And being a Primary
Nurturer is, bar none, the fastest way to accumulate social duty
credits toward paternity." Ethan faltered. "I admit, it's not a very
adventurous life, compared to the one you've led. Sitting in a garden,
rocking a cradle—someone else's cradle, at that. Though it would be
good practice for your own, and of course I would be happy to stand as
designated alternate parent to your sons."
Cee's
voice came out of the darkness. "Is hell an adventure, compared to
heaven? I've been to the bottom of the pit, thank you. I have no wish
to descend again for adventure's sake." His tone mocked the very word.
"Your garden sounds just fine to me."
He sighed
long. There was a pause. Then, "Wait a minute, though. I got the
impression the mutual D.A. business, outside the communal brotherhoods,
was sort of like married couples—is sex entailed in all this?"
"Well…"
said Ethan. "No, not necessarily. D.A. arrangements can be, and are,
entered into by brothers, cousins, fathers, grandfathers—anyone
qualified and willing to act as a parent. Parenthood shared between
lovers is just the most common variety. But here you are on Athos,
after all, for the rest of your life. I thought, perhaps, in time, you
might grow accustomed to our ways. Not to rush you or anything, but if
you find yourself getting used to the idea, you might, uh, let me
know…" Ethan trailed off.
"By God the Father,"
Cee's voice was amused, assured. And had Ethan really feared he would
surprise the telepath? "I just might."
Ethan
paused in front of the bathroom mirror before turning out the light,
and studied his own face. He thought of Elli Quinn, and EQ-1. In a
woman, one saw not charts and graphs and numbers, but the genes of
one's own children personified and made flesh. So, every ovarian
culture on Athos cast a woman's shadow, unacknowledged, ineradicably
there.
And what had she been like, Dr. Cynthia
Jane Baruch, 200 years dead now, and how much had she secretly shaped
Athos, all unbeknownst to the founding fathers who had hired her to
create their ovarian cultures? She who had cared enough to put herself
in them? The very bones of Athos were molded to her pattern. His bones.
"Salute, Mother," Ethan whispered, and turned away to bed. Tomorrow began the new world, and the work thereof.