CHAPTER 3 IN ThE SAME MOMENT, ThE OTHER SHIPS OP WANDER SECTION were appearing around the ancient spaceship. Their magnetic beams licked out and locked-and held-a fraction of a sec- ond before La Chasse Gallerie bucked like a wild horse and tried to escape with a surge at many gravities of acceleration. Taken by surprise by a power kick that should have killed any human aboard the long-lost vessel, the mass of the five other ships still naanaged to hold her back. "Hold-" Jim was whispering into the headpiece of his suit and circuits were translating his old-fashioned phrases into blinking signal lights beamed at the cone-shaped ship. "Hold, La Chasse Gallerie. This is a Government Rescue Contingent, title Wander Section. Do not resist. We are taking you in tow-" The unfitness of the ancient word jarred in Jim's mouth as he said it. "We're taking you in tow to return you to your Base Headquarters. Repeat..." The flashing lights went on spelling the message out, over and over again. La Chasse Gallerie ceased fighting and hung docilely in the net of magnetic forces. Jim got a talk beam touching on the aged hull. "...home," a voice was saying, the same voice he had heard recorded in Mollen's office. "Chez ....." It broke into a tangle of French that Jim could not follow, and emerged in accented English with the cadence of poetry. .... . Poleon, hees sojer never fight-more brave as dem poor habitants- Chenier, he try for broke de rank~henier come dead imm~ diatement..." "La Chasse Gallerie. La Chasse Gallerie," Jim was say ing over and over, while the blinking lights on his hull trans- formed the words into a ship's code over a century dead. "Can you understand me? Repeat, can you understand me? If so, acknowledge. Acknowledge ..... There was no response from the dust-scarred hull, slashed by the Laagi weapons. Only the voice, reciting what Jim now recognized as a poem by William Henry Drummond, one of the early poets to write in the French-accented English of the Canadian habitant in the nineteenth century. "....De gun dey rattle lak' tonnere-" muttered on the voice. "Just bang, bang, bang! Dat's way she go-" Abruptly the voice of Raoul Penard shifted to poetry; in the pure French of another poem by a medieval prisoner looking out the tower window of his prison on the springtime, the shift was in per fect cadence and rhyme with the earlier line. "Le ten~ps a laiss6 ton manteau-de ven', ~ froidure, et depluje..." "It's no use," said Mary. "We'll have to get him back to Earth and treatment before you'll be able to get through to him." "All right," said Jim. "Then we'll head-" The moan of an interior siren blasted through his suit. "Laagi!" yelped the voice of Fourth Helen. "Five bandits, sector six-" "Bandits. Two bandits, sector two, fifteen hundred kilome ters-" broke in the voice of Lela". Jim swore and slapped his fingers down on the buttons. With all ships locked together, his phase-shift impulse was sorted automatically through the computer center of each one, so that they all shifted together in the direction and distance he had programmed. There was the wrench of shift-feeling-and sudden silence. The siren had cut off. The voices were silent. Automatic -dispersal had taken place, and the other four ships were spreading out rapidly to distances up to a thousand kilometers on all sides, their receptors probing the empty' space for half a -light-year in each direction, quivering, seeking, while And- Friend stayed locked to La Chasse Gallerie. "Looks like we got away." Mary's voice was eerie in its naturalness, breaking the stillness in Jim's headpiece. "Looks like they lost us." "The hell they did!" said Jim savagely. "They'll have un- manned detector probes strung out all the way from here to the Frontier. They know we're not going anyplace else." "Then we better jump again-" "Not yet! Shut up, will you!" Jim bit the words off hard at his lips. "The more they collect to hit us with here, the more we leave behind when we jump again. Sit still back there and keep your mouth shut. You're a gunner now, not a talker." "Yes sir." There was no mockery in Mary's voice. This time Jim did not comment on the "sir." The seconds moved slowly with the sweep hand of the clock in front of Jim. The mind-unit had made its calculations and was [eady to move. He waited. Inside the headpiece, his face was dripping with perspiration. The blood creaked in his ears- Moan of siren! "Laagi!" shouted Fair Maid. "Four bandits-" "Bandits!" "Bandits!" Suddenly the helmet was full of warning cries from all the ships. The telltale sphere in front of Jim came alive with the green dots of laaagi ships, over and beyond the white dots of his own Section. They came on, the green dots, with the illusion of seeming to spread apart as they advanced. They came on and... Suddenly they were gone. They had winked out, disap- peared as if they had never been there in the first place. "Formation Charlie," said Jim tonelessly to the other four ships. They shifted their relative po~fions. Jim sat silent, sweat dripping off his chin inside his Suit. He could feel the growing tension in the woman behind him. "Jump!" It was a whisper torn from a raw throat in Mary. "Why don't you jump?" "Where to?" whispered back Jim. '4They'll have planet- based computers the size of small cities working on our pro- babilities of movement now. Anywhere we jump now in a straight line for the Frontier, they'll be waiting for us." "Then jump to a side point. Evade them!" "If we do that," whispered Jim, "we'll have to ~calcu- late." He suddenly realized the other's whispering had brought him to lower his own voice to a thread. Deliberately he spoke out loud, but with transmission of the conversation to the other ships of the Section blocked off. "Recalculation takes time. They'll be using that time to find us-and they've got bigger and better equipment for it than the computing centers aboard these little ships of ours. "But what're we waiting for? Why'd they go away? Shouldn't we go now-" "No!" snarled Jim. "They went away because they thought there weren't enough of them." "Not enough? There were twice our number-" "Not enough," said Jirn. "They want to kill us all at one swat. They don't want any of us to escape. It's not just La Charse Gallerie. Enemy ships can't be allowed to get this deep into their territory and live. We'd do the same thing if Iaaagi ships came into our space. We'd have to make an object lesson of them-so they wouldn't be tempted to try again." "But-" "Laagi~Laagi! laaagi!-" Suddenly the pilots of all the vessels were shouting at once. Jim's hand slammed down on a button and four screens woke to life, showing the interior of the other four ships. The sight and sound of the other pilots and gunners were there before his eyes. The spherical telltale was alive with green dots, closing in from all sectors of the area, racing to englobe Wander Section. "Hector! Pattern Hector!" Jim heard his own voice shout- ing to the other ships. "Hector! Hit, break out, and Check Ten. Check Ten.... They were driving toward one group of the approaching green lights. La Chasse Gallerie was driving with them. Over the shouting back and forth of the Wander Section pilots came the voice of Raoul Penard, shouting, singing-a strange, lu- gubrious tune but in the cadence and tone of a battle song. As if through the winds of a nightanare, Jim heard him.... F'renchnsan, he don't lat to die in defall! When de n'airsh she a'n sof'll of de game! An de little bool-frog, he's roll veree fat... An de leetle nsooshrat, he's jus' & same!... The feeble ime's of the old ship reached o~t to~a'd the ncorning Laagi lights that were ships, pathetically wide of their nrark. Somethitig winked up ahead and suddenly the soft, uncollapsed point of the primitive, dust-scarred hull was no longer there. Then Waader Section had closed with some eight of the enemy. AndFriend suddenly bucked and screamed. Her internel temperatnre shot up momentarily to nearly two hundred de grees as a glancing blow from the light-weapon of one of the Laagi brushed her. There was a moment of insanity. Flame ftickered suddenly in the interior of Fair Maid, obscuring the picture of it on the screen before Jim. Then they were all past the enemy ships and Jim cried "Transmit!" at the same time that he locked his own magnetic beams on the chopped hull of La Chasse Gallerie and tried to take her through the jump alone. It should not have been possible. But some sixth sense in the singing, crazed mind of Racul Penard seemed to under- stand what Jim was trying. The two ships jusnped together under An~nend's control, and suddenly all six ships floated within sight of each other amid the peace and darkness of empty space and the alien stars. Into this silence came a soft sob from one of the other vessels. Jim looked and saw the charred interior of the Fair Maid. Her pilot was out of his seat and half-crouched before the equally charred, barrel-suited figure in the gunner's chalr. "Fair Maid!" Jim had to repeat the call, more sharply. "Fair Maid! Acknowledge!" The pilot's headpiece lifted. The sobbing stopped. "Fair Maid here." The voice was thick-tongued, drag~ sounding. "I had to shoot my gunner, Wander Leader. She was bunning up inside her suit. I had to shoot my gunner. She was burning up inside her-" "Fair Maid!" snap- Jim. "Can you still compute and jump?" "Yes..." said the drugged voice. "I can compute and jump, Wander Leader." "All right, Fair Maid," said Jim. "You're to jump wide- angle off outside Iaaagi territory and then make your own way back to our side of the Frontier. We're close enough to outside both territories for that now. Have you got it? Jump wide, and make your own way back. Jump far enough so that it won't be worth the trouble to the Laagi to go after you." "No!" The voice lost some of its druggedness. "I'm stay- ing, Wander Leader. I'm going to kill some-" "Fair Maid!" Jim heard his own voice snarling into his headpiece. "This Section has a mission-to bring back the ship we've just picked up in laaagi territory! You're no good on that mission-you're no good to this Section without a gunner. Jump wide and go home! Do you hear me? That's an order. Jump wide and go home!" There was a momen~s silence, and then the pilot's figure moved and turned slowly back to sit down before his controls. "Acknowledge, Fair Maid!" snapped Jim. "Acknowledge," came the lifeless voice of the pilot in the burned interior of the ship. "Jumping wide and going home." "Out then," said Jim in a calmer voice. "Good luck getting back. So long, Jet'ry'." "So long, Wander Leader," came the numb reply. The gloved hands moved on the singed controls. Fair Maid van- ished. Jim sat back wearily in his pilot's chair. Hammering into his ears came the voice of Raoul Penard, now crooning an- other verse of his battle song.... ... Come all you beeg Canada man. Who want find work on Meeshegan, Dere's beeg log drive all troo our Ian', You sure fin' work on Meesh- In a sudden reflex of rage, Jim's hand slapped down on a button, cutting off in midword the song from La Chasse Gal- lerie. "Jim!" The word was like a whip cracking across his back. Jim started awake to the fact of his passenger-gunner behind him. "What?" he asked. "I think I've got my second wind in this race," answered the even, cold voice of Mary. "Meanwhile, how about turning Penard back on? My job's to record everything I can get from him, and I can't do that with the talk beam between his ship and ours shut off." "The Fair Maid's gunner just died-" "Thun the talk beam on!" Jim reached out and turned it on, wondering a little at him- self. I should feel like shooting her at this moment, he thought. Why don't I? Penard's voice sang at him once again. "Look," Jim began. "When a woman dies and a ship may be lost-" "Have you looked at Penard's ship, Major?" interrupted the voice of Mary. "Take a look. Then maybe you'll understand why I want the talk beam on just as long as there's any use." Jim turned and looked at the screen that showed the cone- shaped vessel. He stared. If La Chasse GaUerie had been badly cut up before, she was a floating chunk of scrap now. She had been slashed deep in half a dozen directions by the light beams of the Laagi ships. And the old-fashioned ceramet material of her hull, built before collapsed metals had been possible, had been opened up like cardboard under the edge of red-hot knives. Jim stared, hearing the voice of Penard singing in his ears, and an icy trickle went down his perspiration-soaked spine. "He can't be alive," Jim heard himself saying. If a hit that did not even penetrate the collapsed metal hull of the Fair Maid could turn that ship's interior into a charred, if work- able, area-what must those light-weapons of the enemy have done to the interior of the old ship he looked at now? But Raoul still sang from there his song about lumbering in Mee shegan. "-Nobody could be alive in that," Jim said. "I was right. It must be just his semianimate control system parroting him and running the ship. Even at that, it's a miracle it's still working-" "We don't know," Mary's voioe cut in on him. "And uritil we know we have to assume it's Racul himself, still alive. After all, his coming back at all is an impossible miracle. If that could happen, it could happen he's still alive in that ship now. Maybe he's picked up some kind of protection we don't know about." Jim shook his head, forgetting that probably Mary could not see this silent negative. It was not possible that Penard was alive. But-he roused himself back to his duty. He had a job to do. His fingers began to dance over the black buttons in their ranks before him, working out the situation, planning his next move. "K formation," he said automatically to the other ships, but did not even glance at the telltale sphere to make sure they obeyed correctly. Slowly, the situation took form. He was down one ship, from five to four of them, and that reduced the number of practical fighting and maneuvering formations by a factor of better than three. And there was something else.... "Mary," he said slowly. "Yes, Jim?" "I want your opinion on something," said Jim. "When we jumped out of the fight area just now, it was a jump off the direct route home and to the side by nearly sixteen light-years; and of course we carried La Chasse Gallerie with us, out of the direct route to home she's been on since we first found her. Penard let me do that without fighting me with his own con trols. Now, what I want to know is-and it ought to be impos sible that he's got power on that hulk, anyway, but he obviously has-will he let me move him from now on with out fighting me, once I slap a magnetic on him? In other words, whether he's a man or a semianimate control, was that a fluke last time, or can I count on it happening again?" Mary did not answer imediately.Then... "I think you can count on him trusting you," she said. "If Raoul Penard is alive in there, the fact that he reacted sensibly once ought to be some indication he'll do it again. And if you're right about it being just a control center driving that ship, then it should react consistenfly in the same pattern to the same stimulus." "Yean said Jim softly. "But I wonder which it is-is Penard in there, alive or dead? Is it a man we're trying to get out? Or a control center?" "Does it matter?" said the level voice of Mary'. Jim looked bleakly into the vision screens fed by his in- struments "Not to you, does it?" he said. "But I'm the man that has to order men to kill themselves to get that ship home." Some- thing tightened in his throat. "You know that's what hit me when I first saw you in Mollen's oftice, but I didn't know what it was. You haven't got guts inside you, you ve got sta- tistical tables and a computer." He could hear his own harsh breathing in the headpiece of his suit once he had said it. "You think so?" said Mary's voice grimly. "And how about you, Jim? The accidents of birth and change while you were growing up gave you a one-in-billions set of mind and re- flexes. You grew up to be a white knight and to slay dragons. Now you're in the dragon-slaying business and something's gone 'wrong with it you can't quite figure out. Something's gone sour, hasn't it?" Jim did not answer. He was sweating again. "You know," said Mary, "I think you've got a bad case of combat fatigue; but you won't quit and you're so valuable that people like Mollen won't make you quit." "Play-patty psychiatrist, are you?" demanded Jim through gritted teeth. Mary ignored him. "You think I didn't have a chance to look at your personal history before I met you?" said Mary. "You ought to know better than to think that. You're a Canadian yourself, and your background is Scotch and French. That, plus the way you've been reacting to hearing Raoul Penard, ought to be all anyone needs to know to read the signs-and the signs all read the same way- "Shut up!" husked Jim, the words choking in his throat. "The signs read dead, Major. All of them, including the fact it upsets you that I'm in the business of trying to make people live longer. You don't want to live a long time. Vic -tory, or death, that's what you've been after; and now that you've been foreed to the conclusion that you can't win that ~victory, you want death. But you're not built to deliberately kill yourself-" Jim tried to speak, but the strained muscles of his throat let out only a little, wordless rasp of sound. "So death has to come and take you," said Mary's relent- less voice. There was a trace of something sad also in that voice. "And it's got to come take you against the most of your strength, against all your fighting will He's got to take you in spite of yourself. -And Death can't do it! That's what's wrong with you, isn't it, Jim?" Mary paused. "That's why you don't want to grow old and be forced to leave out here, where Death lives." Mary's voice broke off. Jim sat, fighting for breath, his gloved fingers trembling on the access flap to the sidearm. After a little, his breath grew deeeer again; and he forced himself to turn back to his computations. Aside from the habit-instructed section of his mind that concerned itself with this problem, the rest of him was mindless. I've got to do something, he thought. I've got to do aome- thing. But nothing would come to mind. Gradually the careen- ing vessel of his mind righted itself, and he came back to a sense of duty-to Wander Section and his mission. Then sud- denly a thought woke in him. "Raoul Penard's dead," he said quite calmly to Mary. "Somehow, what we've been hearing and what we've been watching drive and fight that ship is the semianimate control center. How it got to be another Raoul Penard doesn't matter. The tissue they used kept growing, and no one ever thought to keep one of them in contact with a man twenty-four hours a day for his lifetime. So it's the alter ego, the control center we've got to bring in. And there's a way to do that." He paused and waited. There was a second of silence, and then Mary's voice spoke. "Go on. Maybe I underestimid you, Jim." "Maybe you did," said Jim. "At any rate, here it is. In no more than another half hour we're going to be discovered here. Those planet-based big computers of theirs have been piling up data on our mission here and on me as leader of the Section, and their picture gets more complete every time we move and they can get new data. If we dodged away from here to hide again, next time they'd find us even faster. And alter two more hides they'd hit us almost as soon as we got Ihid. So there's no choice to it. We've got to go for the Fron- tier, now." "Yes," said Mary. "I can see we do." "You can," said Jim. "And the Laagi can. Everybody can. But they also know I know that they've got most of the area from here to the Frontier covered. Mmost anywlrere we come out, they'll be ready to hit us within seconds, with ships that are simply sitting there, ready to make jump to wherever we emerge, their computations to the forty or fifty areas within easy jump of them akeady computed for them by the big planet-based machines. So, there's only one thing left for me to do, as they see it. Go wide." "Wide?" said Mary. She sounded a trifle startled. "Sure," said Jim, grinnirig mirthlessly to himself in the privacy of his suit. "Like I sent Fair Maid. -But there's a difference between us and Fair Maid. We've got La Chasse Gallerie. And the Laagi '11 follow us. And we'll have to keep running-running outward until their edge in data lets them catch up with us. Then their edge in ship numbers'll finish us off. The laaagi ships won't quit on our trail-even if it means they won't get back themselves. As I said a little earlier, enemy ships can't be allowed to get this deep into their terri tory and get home again." "Then what's the use of going wide?" asked Mary. "It just puts off the time-" "I'm not going wide." Jim grinned privately and mirth lessly once more. "That's what the Laagi think I'll do, hoping for a miracle to save us. I'm going instead where no one with any sense would go-right under their weapons. I've com- puted ten jumps to the Frontier which is the least we can make it in. We'll lock on and carry La Chasse Gallerie; and when we come out of the jump, we'll come out shooting. Blind. e'll blast our way through whatever's there and jump again fast as we can. If one of us survives, that'll be all that's necessary to lock on to La Chasse Galleries and jump her to the Frontier. if none of us does-well, we've done our best." Once more he paused. Mary said nothing. "Now," said Jim, grinning like a death's head. "If that was a two-hundred-year~ld man aboard that wreck of a ship there, and maybe burned badly or broken up by what he's been ~; through so far, that business of jumping and coming out at fighting accelerations would kill him. But," said Jim, drawing a deep breath, "it's not a man. It's a control center. And a control center ought to be able to take it. -Have you got anything to say, Mary?" "Yes," said Mary quietly. "Officially I protest your as- sumption that Raoul Penard is dead, and your choice of an action which might be fatal to him as a result." Jim felt a kind of awe stir in him. "By-" He broke off. "Mary, you really expect us to come out of this all right, don't you?" "Yes," said Mary calmly. "I'm not disappointed with life -the way you are. -You don't know it, Jim, but there's a lot of people like you back home, and I meet them all the time. Ever since we started working toward a longer life for people, they've turned their back on us. They say there's no sense in living a longer time-but the truth is they're afraid of it. Mraid a long life will show them up as failures, that they won't have death for an excuse for not making a go of life." "Nevermind that!" Jim's throat had gone dry again. "Stand to your guns. We're jumping now-and we'll be coming out shooting." He turned swiftly to punch the data key and inform his three remaining other ships. .... . Transmitting in five Sec- onds. Five. Four. Three. Two. One. Transmit-" I