The Secret Behind Secret Societies
Volume 3 
"The Magician Awakes"
 by Jon Rappoport

Jack’s patient came back for his second session.  Same subject.  Look at the structure of reality and report what you see.

Patient was placed in light trance.

Here is an excerpt from the session:

Q:  What have you got there?

A:  I don’t know.  It’s weird.  I see a gray space and lots of little lights running around.  No pattern.  I feel the urge to find a pattern.

Q:  Keep looking.

A:  I see this surge of energy.  But I can’t tell where it’s coming from.  It might be coming from me.  It seems to go out from me and turn around and come back at me.  It’s got a military flavor to it.  Now, I see an army.  Troops on the move.  It’s a war.  They’re in columns.  I don’t know what this has to do with…wait.  I can peel this back, like a layer, like a big postage stamp on a letter.  The war is just a cover.  I’m supposed to see a war.  It’s hiding what’s underneath…

Q:  What’s underneath?

A:  Ghostly shapes.  Dead urges.  Urges from futile efforts.  I don’t know whose efforts.  Like dead explorers.  People who went out and never came back.  I feel at a disadvantage.  I’m in the wrong pew.  I’m getting sucked in by some bullshit.  I’m entrained to look down a certain corridor.  But it’s a wrong line.  I’m holding something back.  I’m going at this…now I see a golden terrace, like the terrace of a house.  Some sub-angel lives in the house.  He’s got servants.  This is weird.  The angel is sitting out on the terrace and people are bringing him things. 

Q:  What things?

A:  Drinks.  Reports.  Money.  These are just symbols.  They’re clues.  The angel is really just a thing, a piece of energy that connects to other energies.  It’s a web, a network of energies.  Each piece has its ‘arms’ out, stretching to connect with the other pieces.  Hmm.  It’s a whole vast network of energies.  Spirit energies.  It has the flavor of a revelation.  An announcement that says, ‘This is reality.’  Reality is spirit energy.  I’m supposed to take an attitude now toward the energy.  I’m supposed to bow before the energy, in order to receive enlightenment.  Yeah.

Q:  Anything else?

A:  No.  That’s basically it.  I feel good.

After the session, after the patient left, Jack said to me, “He’s still under the influence of the monk.  He’s reading something that is really the monk’s.  It ties in with his own version of reality, but he’s struggling against something.  He’s trying to find his place in the cosmos.  And he’s convinced that if he finds it he’ll feel good.  He’s always looking to feel good.  It’s trapping him.  We’ll see what happens in the next session…”