Being(s) Angry

I use to be a Soldier. I was a Combat Medic in the Gulf war in 1991. Now in 2003 Peace is with me. I have converted the anger within (and other stuff) to a deep knowing that change is occurring on a universal level. To stand 'against' something is to stagnate.

Outdated pattern of being, indeed any aggressive thought or action will actually discourage and dissolve peace. What I fight, I will become. I'll say that again and this time with more feeling and slightly louder to ensure that all the cells of my physical being actually listen: What I fight, I will become. Its one of those cosmic universal truths, a law that is impossible to break, part of the intrinsic structure of all that is. Okay I'm glad I 've got that straight then.

True peace only comes from within me, no matter how many children I see suffering I will not loose sight of that. If anything, I owe it to those children whose pictures have bought tears to my eyes. True and lasting peace is right in here (I point to my centre) and connects my being to all that is and to those that are around me.

Its just a choice.

I choose peace.

On the path for peace I walk with the heart of the warrior and the spirit of child. If anger is permitted to enter my heart I may just as well pick up a weapon again and fight for the world wide web of control and deceit. And I am not going to let that happen, it is just so twentieth century, so very boring and does not work anymore. The path of control is the path of dullards and ignorance. The paradigm has shifted, the universe is moving on as ever and it can't wait for everyone. Old patterns are changing. Freedom is here and with it responsibility.

Time is speeding up to the point that I am looking at others in the eye and there is a knowing 'Hey its not just that I'm getting older or being so busy, it really is going faster - right? Something is happening and I am part of it. Tis' The Quickening and there can be only oneness.

I vent not my anger and hatred. Instead I convert those feelings into love for Human kind, and Hu-woman for that matter! I feel better for this and magnetically I attract love to my entire being.

It is the only way, as corny as this all sounds. I reap what I sow. The heads of government and particularly those that influence them would like nothing more than to make me appalled, negative and annoyed at world events.

The challenge is to rise above the illusion and to convert these destructive thoughts and feelings to something much more revolutionary.

We are in interesting times and for the love of us all I am going to enjoy it, its what humans do best. Its time to really effect others. I am a Spiritual Warrior (and I don't have to be 'spiritual 'to get this) I have adopted the fighting spirit and energy of a soldier ready to die for the cause but I have remembered who I am and where I am going! I am not a programmed machine that carrys out policy, I am a free thinking/feeling/ individual I can make up my own mind thank you very much and I am not going to do the obvious thing and offer more destruction, more anti-this and anti-that. My future, my choice, not someone else's. I am free of all that shit.

Love peace and joy are are weapons of mass construction I offer no threat that I will use them, I am using them.

Wars will cease
when men refuse to fight.

In Peace's. Love
Yaz.

carl james friar April 9 2003

War's last stand

So many have fallen by the sword.
We cherish fancy daggers and gold plated pistols.
Ignorance is not a blessing at all.

Before we get married to peace we must let go of war.
The last stand it will take will depend on the choices we make.
Having been married to it for so long, our divorce will be terrible indeed, for war is vicious and cruel.

War is now gnashing human flesh in vengeful bitterness.
It is leaving us weak at the knees clinging for a chance to recover and live in peace.
We will separate because we have no choice.
To live we must destroy the tools of death.
Thus war must go

War will not go away until it hurts everyone.
It is when all people lose that they will realize the futility and danger of war.
The anti-war demonstrations that are taking place around the world are the eraser that will grow to remove war from our midst.
But war is being written everyday creating jumbled and confusing messages.
Chaos approaches and we must change many of our ways and start a fresh page.
The new title must be peace.

The sooner we write the peace, the less painful our divorce from war will be.

Lets say together

War, I divorce you
War, I divorce you
War, I divorce you

There, it is done

Love and peace
Nobel victor


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